「讓我想一想。」247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBVgXoVAdu
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梁羽恬看著這則訊息，總覺得，這是一種被凌遲的感覺。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4a1hUrFyS
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每一分一秒，她都在猜測，是好還是壞？247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0jLlGv2L9
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她嘆息，甄凱琳太冷了，或許最好的結果，是她冷淡的疏遠吧？247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPyjW6suAz
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她走出門在公園亂晃，這個時間其實沒有什麼人會來，她就看著公園少了人群，那黑暗的模樣，其實有點可怕，但她卻看到了有人在抽菸，而且是他們的班導。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFUsR2uTD3
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兩人打了招呼，梁羽恬問：「老師，妳這樣不好吧？」女生抽菸，感覺就是怪。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnHIg5IPg2
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「為什麼？」班導笑了起來，「梁同學，現在是下課時間耶。」247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SHpa7tdsw
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好像也對？梁羽恬發現自己無法反駁。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9wDWtTEFt
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沒有了白天的老師氣息，其實細看她是一個動作優雅熟女，穿著大外套，黑色緊身褲上半身是洋裝，踩著有些跟的娃娃鞋，像是剛剛參加完什麼聚會，她身上有著香水的幽香混著菸味，又成了一種奇特帶有一些暗示的味道。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbxQ03ArKI
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「說吧！跟好朋友吵架了？」班導把菸熄在專用的菸盒。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaabCQp8zY9
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「沒有……」梁羽恬搖頭，她們不算吵架吧？247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9wGu44L5x
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「那怎麼這麼晚還出來？」班導好奇的問。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2oleflOhZ
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「老師，喜歡女生不對嗎？」梁羽恬問。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWC8lb1SAbI
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「嗯……不會啊，只是妳真的確定自己的性向了嗎？」247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUAn4ZXxLO
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「我不知道。」梁羽恬誠實的說，她確實不知道自己的性向，可是她現在喜歡琳琳。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2JM4arw7n
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「對異性戀來說，拉子是在兩條路上，選了比較崎嶇的那條，但對一個同性戀來說，路只有一條，妳的世界呢？有幾條路？」班導又抽了一個菸點火問，火光下，她的臉卻閃爍著寂寞跟迷惘。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzs4ULm26NH
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梁羽恬看著她，細思她話裡的意思。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPlp6ceJzP
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自己似乎只有喜歡琳琳，放棄喜歡琳琳這兩種，這樣來說，其實她是不是只有一條路？247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXZ4HLOpgt
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「可能只有一條吧？」梁羽恬說。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMNLQfprlB
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「那就只有往前走，或者不走而已。」班導笑說，纖長的雙指夾著菸，她靠著長椅，雙腿交疊，明明應該是很淑女的模樣，卻因為那香菸跟她的動作，看起來有些玩世不恭的味道。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0US7m3Q1VJ
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玩世不恭，好像是用來形容男生的，但套在班導身上卻也合適，明明是個長髮美人，為什麼會覺得她……不只是女生？247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4lF9XjVif
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或許是靈魂吧？247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wJpQlZ6uQ
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她的靈魂活的比誰都寬廣，她記得班導真的是個神奇的人，可以校工伯伯聊遊園驚夢，也可以跟班上的人聊搖滾歌手，甚至連田潔這樣的動漫宅系的也能聊，感覺老師看過了太多的東西，這是她達不到的高度。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzE1NM99m9B
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她想到了琳琳，琳琳也是這樣愛看書的人，那她以後是不是也會變成老師這樣？247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOn7nMAFloG
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變得這樣吸引人，然後走向沒有自己的未來？247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0mJRQrgYJ
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「老師……」梁羽恬輕聲的說。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBD6q1ikgp
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「怎樣！被我感動到了吧？」班導笑笑拿出那本《低潮的一百個故事》。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1hPO2bwFP
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看著班導手的書，梁羽恬木著臉說：「不，而是有人在妳背後，她看起來很生氣！」。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2399DbpjA
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只能說，自古學生跟老師就是對立面的，看到班導被那個長髮女生點著額頭罵，她就有些開心，想要跟琳琳說。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr30iK6gmLz
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「欸！記得回家啊！不然我跟妳媽媽說喔！」班導抽空對著她說。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcm10AC2p6S
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「妳幹麻恐嚇小孩啦！」那個長髮女生說。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4oeLVr29t
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「我哪有！」班導委屈的說。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpb1xCTOZ0x
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梁羽恬卻沒有管背後的吵吵鬧鬧，只是走回家。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAK5KDNOsQY
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「我喜歡的人……是妳，甄凱琳。」247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GlTnRZDxE
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明明是自己說的話，她卻有無限的後悔，如果那時她能忍住，是不是她們就不用這樣彼此沉默？247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTk97imLSp
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想到這，梁羽恬又覺得滿心酸楚，喜歡上同性，其實並不是什麼好玩的事情。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZ2GkVwMyd
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我只有一條路，很崎嶇充滿荊棘的路。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRVuqbDD36
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梁羽恬想，從小，她就只喜歡女生，男性之於她就好像是外星人。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNRifZ27t3
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我們都知道有外星人，但誰也沒辦法證明外星人的存在。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4euQ9mkqza
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跟外星人交往，更是不可能的事情。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLtoxIOsVJ
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她漸漸的意識到自己喜歡女生，對許多電影、小說，她喜歡的都是兩個女生在一起的畫面，然後她意識到自己或許就是喜歡女生。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYbFyk9VDn
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但如果可以，誰願意當一個被歧視的人？247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJKvqQJuHF
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可是她對男性，就是沒有任何遐思，她也沒辦法，路始終只有一條。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlntKjTiOA5
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她記得剛剛升上高中時，第一天的開學，那時她第一次遇到甄凱琳，那個早晨，穿著跟自己同樣制服的女孩，從自己家門走出來，兩人對到眼。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXAjxN7cOW
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禮貌的打招呼，她習慣性的爽朗的微笑打招呼，「嗨！」247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbwAHHjiML
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對方的眼中卻有些驚慌，但隨即又鎮定的點頭，細聲的說：「早安。」247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsvvrbPMit
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她突然覺得很有趣，這女生好安靜。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbexoj4T0H
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然後她就忍不住的觀察著她，發現她其實……是一個很憋扭的女生！247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTsIUg93Fn
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明明不喜歡，卻不說。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOi1CAW4z3
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像現在，有男生開玩笑的，把某種果凍似的玩具塗在她的頭髮上，她明明不高興，卻又憋著，結果那些白癡還以為人家這是嬌羞。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTEezUc2ff
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嬌羞個屁！247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYuARQkCd3
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她不懂，喜歡一個人就大膽的講啊！247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLf89vPYuUY
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連告白都沒種，明明是社會上的優勢性別，卻只敢玩這種國小捉弄女生的惡作劇！247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJx7mox1nJh
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她直接排眾而出，拉起甄凱琳，「走，陪我去廁所！」247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3L6Rlr3ho
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「欸！梁羽恬，妳幹麻？」那群男生看著她。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQvJi2idtC
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「幹麻？我找我的好閨密上廁所，需要你同意嗎？你要一起？」梁羽恬問。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kMtpC8in0
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「誰……誰要女生廁所啦！」那個惡作劇的男生結巴的說。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQCWpoWxLo
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一旁圍觀的人都安靜了下來。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtVDHyUH3U
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但梁羽恬說完就直接拉著甄凱琳離開，沒有管其他人。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjlrNrWQai
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兩人跑到一個洗手台，梁羽恬動手替甄凱琳整理那個果凍玩具。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4O0mJeEJ9
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「謝謝。」甄凱琳說。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdydLeN8YE
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「妳如果不喜歡就該講出來！女生要恰一點，才不會被人欺負。」梁羽恬說，幫她整理好，就準備離開，卻被甄凱琳拉住手。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6m2HFmi2n
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甄凱琳卻拉住她的手，細聲的說：「可以……當我的……朋友嗎？」247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRG1sL3UVq
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梁羽恬把她的頭抬起來，讓她看著自己，「跟人講話時，要看著對方啊，不然妳怎麼知道我的回答呢？」247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2Wfk34vd6
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結果，她卻被甄凱琳電到。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJShcuKwDX
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只見甄凱琳抬起頭，一張晶瑩剔透的小臉，看著自己，那漂亮的五官跟羞怯的模樣，讓她感覺有些異樣。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTXIFb7hlE
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那時候她就知道，自己不可能對甄凱琳，像是對其他人這樣打打鬧鬧。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53hH5PxDEV
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梁羽恬心裡卻是哀號的，妳怎麼又喜歡別人了？247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0MpxMWGdK
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但是心就是這樣不受控的東西，就像夜空的星星，不論妳是何心情，星星永遠在夜空閃爍。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKb6L4PQvz
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很美好的畫面，她卻覺得悲哀。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLMYarIM4e
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暗戀的故事就像是天空的星星一樣多，多一個少一個，都是沒有差別的。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0dIhfGWIB
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可她還是不受控制的點頭，成為了甄凱琳的『朋友』。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpZl4oz62E
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