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No Plagiarism!jJACoUFlrgyBVLN9Dkxgposted on PENANA 如果說余青夜從出生自今的人生中有10%的時間在厭惡自己的名字。8964 copyright protection338PENANAIOBdlslufB 維尼
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那麼剩下的歲月他必然都在為此感到愧疚。8964 copyright protection338PENANAvsL2OzmdEG 維尼
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小學二年級時有一篇作文,題目為「我的名字」,要寫自己名字的意義、由來。8964 copyright protection338PENANAv6l32ujxTg 維尼
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知道自己名字意思的大都七嘴八舌地聚在了一起,剩下的一部分也都在計論該怎麼瞎掰,只有余青夜一個人格格不入地盯着草稿紙發呆。8964 copyright protection338PENANAjPzC67wFdi 維尼
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代課的老師從前排開始詢問大家的意見,給出引導等,卻被班上一個健談的男生纏着說了好久,等到堂過半了才終於走到坐在後排角落的余青夜身旁。8964 copyright protection338PENANAnUy3eWlrOG 維尼
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桌上的紙只有寥寥幾行紙,細細的框在格內:「我姓余,跟父親一樣。」8964 copyright protection338PENANAbzYy4VutA4 維尼
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「我叫青夜,和母親一樣。」8964 copyright protection338PENANA00iLqOPdsZ 維尼
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「我的名字的意義是--」8964 copyright protection338PENANAsSiiZVC18t 維尼
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那位老師對余青夜的家庭狀況並不清楚,她望着戛然而止的句子,試圖給出引導:「名字跟母親一樣是為甚麼啊?」8964 copyright protection338PENANAWOCObYLbzw 維尼
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余青夜有點抗拒回答,他小聲地說「不知道」。8964 copyright protection338PENANACOgJIlKeiG 維尼
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「嗯......爸爸媽媽沒有說過嗎?」8964 copyright protection338PENANA8op4LVHmKI 維尼
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余青夜搖搖頭,眼睫毛慌亂地閃了兩下。8964 copyright protection338PENANA1hoDkKTadv 維尼
「我不知道。」8964 copyright protection338PENANA8jSSnoPcHI 維尼
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他的聲音有點顫抖,聽起來就像哀求。8964 copyright protection338PENANAYhlZGP0kZz 維尼
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別哭。8964 copyright protection338PENANAkirxv5lN3L 維尼
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可以的話,他想跨越時空給予擁抱,然後告訴那個仍是小孩的自己,以後你會遇見一個很好的人。8964 copyright protection338PENANA4oDnu2cIYs 維尼
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那個人會讓你知道,原來名字可以有另一個,甚至無限個意義。原來名字可以被解讀得那麼浪漫。原來會有人喜歡你的名字。8964 copyright protection338PENANAcqIMI2Po54 維尼
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余青夜這次過了很久,才發現自己的心跳急速得驚人,懊惱於自己的耳朵一定又紅了,並覺得自己急需要離開這個地方,用隨便一個藉口都可以。8964 copyright protection338PENANA3kWH1bNWol 維尼
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但是他又捨不得浪費每一分可以和身旁的人共度的時刻。8964 copyright protection338PENANARD81uWHAnl 維尼
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白初年最先反應過來,試圖緩和氣氛:「一定是被劉子希傳染的,他最喜歡跟夏落寧說這些老土的情話。」8964 copyright protection338PENANAf9GekQJYoI 維尼
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「劉子希是你的那個兒時玩伴?」余青夜配合地問。8964 copyright protection338PENANA56ZTrB2BQV 維尼
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「嗯,加上夏落寧,我們三個是小時候彼此最好的朋友。」8964 copyright protection338PENANA89r6ebb4Yk 維尼
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余青夜對白初年的童年頗感興趣,便追問了幾句,白初年耐心地應答,很快那一點尷尬便煙消雲散了。8964 copyright protection338PENANAKksbutAPvw 維尼
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他們一起吃飯,吃飯的時候很靜,靜到聽到時鐘「滴答」、「滴答」的走路聲。8964 copyright protection338PENANATWranXloKG 維尼
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余青夜便想起了最初醒來的時候,也是這種聲音讓他清醒的。8964 copyright protection338PENANA637n9FB0tp 維尼
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好像從矇矓間驚醒,卻睜不開眼睛,逃不出夢境。8964 copyright protection338PENANA9xpss41BYK 維尼
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或者他當時的不安並不只是因為到了一個陌生的地方,更是因為他總有一種藏在深處,不願面對的感覺。8964 copyright protection338PENANAGlmYy5PcZL 維尼
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每一秒他的直覺都在說他和白初年很快就要分開。8964 copyright protection338PENANAj8yfbM0ZDW 維尼
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很快。8964 copyright protection338PENANAQtLbmlXgs8 維尼
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而這一切不過是神明的施捨。8964 copyright protection338PENANADxJdQDvtJ8 維尼
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余青夜嘗試壓下這股不安,但這種不安是持續膨脹的,像個隨時就會裂開的氣球。8964 copyright protection338PENANAfz7AYHIVH8 維尼
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忽然間他的腳被輕輕一踢,他抬頭,就見白初年略顯擔心地看着他:「不舒服嗎?」8964 copyright protection338PENANA2VBhvkTqEA 維尼
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他搖搖頭,拿着碗筷的手一頓,有點猶豫。8964 copyright protection338PENANAYUcQkiml3C 維尼
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「那就是我煮的飯太難吃了。」8964 copyright protection338PENANAxPjvixEHNc 維尼
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「不是。」8964 copyright protection338PENANACN3h2KPWyk 維尼
余青夜緩緩把碗筷放下,下了很大的決心和勇氣才能忍住不去回避、直勾勾地盯着白初年的眼睛。8964 copyright protection338PENANApV68KXOVus 維尼
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白初年沒有做聲,他認真地回望,等余青夜說話。8964 copyright protection338PENANAGbDAvuumj0 維尼
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但最後余青夜還是沒有坦白,他只是很快地垂下了頭,自顧自的說:「沒甚麼了,吃飯吧。」8964 copyright protection338PENANA1qBZ3CXTKQ 維尼
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