「想唔想約出嚟?」望住呢個message,我個心不受控制咁狂跳。982Please respect copyright.PENANANVQ9gj8QtW
982Please respect copyright.PENANAA7a1qlCuP6
我內心其實係想嘅,但我冇即刻應承。982Please respect copyright.PENANAaD2efMSjCM
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因為我知道同佢約出嚟嘅話就唔係單純嘅網友見面咁簡單。982Please respect copyright.PENANAKHY1hSMeOR
982Please respect copyright.PENANAyj01sJI6Gu
可能見我太耐冇覆,過咗冇耐對方又send咗個message嚟。982Please respect copyright.PENANA17yYUbjpd7
982Please respect copyright.PENANA4TBRz0UYNN
「第一次見面普通食餐飯先啦,睇下大家啱唔啱先再諗其他」982Please respect copyright.PENANAR7Rrl9DNr7
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我不禁陷入咗沉思。982Please respect copyright.PENANAx6QlN4DrqA
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其實而家呢一切,都要由我半年前俾人飛開始講起。982Please respect copyright.PENANAG8WKNNkNeU
982Please respect copyright.PENANA1bjZ8I2lrt
「分手啦」平淡的三隻字喺我耳邊卻有如驚雷炸開,我覺得自己有少少耳鳴。982Please respect copyright.PENANApdhzFKtiee
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但其實我一早就估到會係咁嘅結果。982Please respect copyright.PENANA3l1Y0V9Hby
982Please respect copyright.PENANANDEdFtTOtT
隔越嘅越耐先覆嘅message、心不在焉嘅表情、食飯嗰陣總係將電話mon擺向下嘅小動作......982Please respect copyright.PENANA72PGzYwTsz
982Please respect copyright.PENANA4jsf34ICcu
呢一切無一不透露住一個訊息:對面呢個同我一齊咗五年嘅人,早就由唔知幾時開始偷偷拋棄咗我。982Please respect copyright.PENANAYrmT25b8QC
982Please respect copyright.PENANAXEbvtPnklU
啱啱分手嗰兩個月,我嘅狀態話係行屍走肉都不為過。982Please respect copyright.PENANA9LHVP9B364
982Please respect copyright.PENANApttYddEFYs
每當安靜落嚟,我個腦入面總會不斷重播同前男友熱戀期嗰陣嘅甜蜜畫面。982Please respect copyright.PENANAtwNGEHBLQa
982Please respect copyright.PENANAzNuLs0sHuF
嗰陣有幾甜蜜,而家就有幾痛苦。982Please respect copyright.PENANAlGfmb7U7el
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於是,我比以往更賣力咁工作,想趕走一直喺腦海裏揮之不去嘅某個身影。982Please respect copyright.PENANAAdJmcZHxlX
982Please respect copyright.PENANALEjZ2VC04y
渾渾噩噩嘅日子維持咗一段時間,直到有一日,我收到個friend send嚟嘅message,連同一個ig post。982Please respect copyright.PENANAPwuCOUnrWY
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「分手冇耐就咁快有新女 真係賤種嚟」982Please respect copyright.PENANAhEdgxpO0Uh
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個ig post係我個ex同佢條新女嘅合照。982Please respect copyright.PENANAnaYkv0kvdm
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相入嗰兩個人嘅笑容燦爛得刺眼。982Please respect copyright.PENANAFZu4dVJC6d
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我個ex喺張相度tag咗個女仔嘅ig。982Please respect copyright.PENANAZTwK69ap4q
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我猶豫再三,最後都係忍唔住手賤咁search咗嗰個ig。982Please respect copyright.PENANAldvor95Wk1
982Please respect copyright.PENANAoMgmVpNssB
個女仔嘅ig係public嘅,最新嘅post就係嗰張合照。982Please respect copyright.PENANANu1WNrOj9l
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「100日快樂💋💋」982Please respect copyright.PENANA4RwKZUM5of
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一百日......982Please respect copyright.PENANAxioDooE0VE
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一百日之前,我同佢明明仲一齊緊。982Please respect copyright.PENANAlMMnLykhFj
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雖然我一早已經有預感,但當現實被血淋淋咁揭開,我仍然深受打擊。982Please respect copyright.PENANAGT1khflUjn
982Please respect copyright.PENANAqPfuRFJaU4
個女仔呢個post仲有一張相,係某個交友app嘅對話cap圖,內容係佢哋兩個啱啱match到嗰陣嘅對話。982Please respect copyright.PENANAYbWRbdZmLA
982Please respect copyright.PENANAeMpBb1kL9w
如果個男主角唔係當時仲同緊我一齊嘅前男友,我諗我都會覺得幾sweet。982Please respect copyright.PENANA562GAqc03K
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我彷彿自虐咁反覆細閱佢哋嘅對話,直到淚眼模糊。982Please respect copyright.PENANAd7Z3gOFRyY
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呢日之後我又頹廢咗一段日子。982Please respect copyright.PENANA7lEcwRENNO
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我啲朋友好擔心我,唔止一次咁約我出去,話要陪我。982Please respect copyright.PENANAfXahMvRoVg
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不過全部都俾我拒絕咗。982Please respect copyright.PENANAVRcLx8CXg3
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我已經習慣咗自己一個處理負面情緒。982Please respect copyright.PENANA1wVPPI4Ii1
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更何況,大家平時已經夠晒忙,冇必要因為失戀咁小事而勞師動眾啦。982Please respect copyright.PENANATFGChoYqNf
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我就好似一隻蝸牛咁匿埋喺自己嘅殼入面。982Please respect copyright.PENANAWGsS4CjKlh
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直到某一日。982Please respect copyright.PENANACaYOIc1YSH
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嗰日理應係一個平常嘅假日。朝早醒咗之後,我無所事事地咁用電話上網。982Please respect copyright.PENANA4ZiWoomVLv
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Youtube唔知做乜係咁推薦一啲情感建議影片俾我。982Please respect copyright.PENANApyFMxFnFdp
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我睇睇下,不由自主咁又諗起我個ex。982Please respect copyright.PENANAjCsW0FLwLF
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而家佢肯定同女朋友過得好開心啦。982Please respect copyright.PENANAIDIz8lveBI
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我內心再次感到一陣鈍痛。982Please respect copyright.PENANAXSpHw8LcyJ
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雖然係佢背叛我在先,但畢竟一齊咗咁長時間,開心嘅回憶都唔少。982Please respect copyright.PENANATy8ZJcOrGR
982Please respect copyright.PENANALQM5MHOBd0
因此,雖然我一開始好憤怒,亦都憎過佢,但而家冷靜落嚟之後,侵襲我心頭嘅反而係無力同孤寂。982Please respect copyright.PENANAn2iVyYXMfs
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停,唔可以再諗落去。982Please respect copyright.PENANAXCDvH3Jy7i
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我驀然回過神來。982Please respect copyright.PENANAl597ucDPf6
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呢個時候,我部電話螢幕中央彈出咗一個交友app廣告。982Please respect copyright.PENANA6rJWZZp3KE
982Please respect copyright.PENANASWtO8tgrGT
啱啱好就係我個ex用過嗰個交友app。982Please respect copyright.PENANAbytp5hmHsA
982Please respect copyright.PENANAbUPWIrvRVb
正常我只會直接閂咗個廣告。982Please respect copyright.PENANA4pomsY5GxC
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但今次唔同。982Please respect copyright.PENANA4Z5MuEeEfw
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可能係一時衝動,亦都可能係幼稚嘅報復心態。982Please respect copyright.PENANA7ikLoxEqG4
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總之,我感覺自己隻手指喺螢幕上方停頓咗兩秒。982Please respect copyright.PENANAiLod7az5kZ
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然後我鬼使神差咁㩒咗落去。982Please respect copyright.PENANAoHnexuSMyL
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我就係喺咁嘅情況之下遇到佢。