第十一章 承諾篇 第十回 求助70Please respect copyright.PENANAwlOOcBjOTK
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日復一日70Please respect copyright.PENANANWsKewmIll
李湘渝的情緒一直一沉不起70Please respect copyright.PENANAFUKLMbKg3f
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雖說有時心情會比較平靜70Please respect copyright.PENANADApe3wnlKI
但可以在一秒後70Please respect copyright.PENANABazv4yCCeP
毫無預警70Please respect copyright.PENANAXTgKhZ4NVL
情緒可以直線跌到谷底70Please respect copyright.PENANA26KBx0YykZ
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幻覺痛一直好不起來70Please respect copyright.PENANARu0U5TLBF2
發作的時候70Please respect copyright.PENANAekPZsHk8Tk
會把頭撞向牆或者用力打自己70Please respect copyright.PENANAaC8Wk7X1OB
這都已成習慣70Please respect copyright.PENANAV48SpCwvg6
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李湘渝極力控制住自己70Please respect copyright.PENANATc6iwE78F5
抑壓著那些傷害自己想法70Please respect copyright.PENANAFNjcZWXPWN
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他清楚知道這些想法是一種病態70Please respect copyright.PENANAahA9kbois0
只要縱容自己去做那些事70Please respect copyright.PENANAWsD0a4c3Vz
便會控制不住的惡化下去70Please respect copyright.PENANAMZPgMv5KBZ
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可是70Please respect copyright.PENANAzayfoKABsb
當知道了可以讓幻覺痛暫停下來的方法70Please respect copyright.PENANAPjZicw1vuG
實在很難去控制不去做70Please respect copyright.PENANAgffJYIdvRG
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這天70Please respect copyright.PENANAHKeQ51ut1r
李湘渝又渡過了一個難以忍受的早上70Please respect copyright.PENANAiXP9OZrjsh
花了一整天的時間70Please respect copyright.PENANASizkt7XAwQ
才能從極端的情緒中回復過來70Please respect copyright.PENANACWwYT8iq3k
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到了晚上70Please respect copyright.PENANA4KOjCjrdwm
帶著鬱鬱不安的心情70Please respect copyright.PENANApTwWnDtinB
跟鍾天程跑步70Please respect copyright.PENANA4SHWU6d860
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坐下來休息的時候70Please respect copyright.PENANAXZNAf6DZWS
糾結著70Please respect copyright.PENANAffTz6P00Ye
要不要將傷害自己的事70Please respect copyright.PENANAD0KsC6w1pE
告訴鍾天程這件事70Please respect copyright.PENANALokfqfUbaD
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因為告訴他的話70Please respect copyright.PENANAfHwrWkO9ct
他一定會很痛心70Please respect copyright.PENANARwbhUFgFmF
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但如果不告訴他70Please respect copyright.PENANAInGeapUZDT
遲點讓他發現了的話70Please respect copyright.PENANA8saA99nkal
一定會對自己更失望70Please respect copyright.PENANARn9DKiOUzv
還可能會比現在知道更傷心70Please respect copyright.PENANAymL8UNeoeQ
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「我想說…」70Please respect copyright.PENANALCQtLfljKn
李湘渝低著頭70Please respect copyright.PENANA0ssrl2GQcf
手按著今早弄傷了的位置70Please respect copyright.PENANAMxBWej6hoq
鼓起勇氣開口70Please respect copyright.PENANAdUxamt02Rx
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鍾天程將水樽遞給李湘渝70Please respect copyright.PENANAk57FGZDI87
「嗯」70Please respect copyright.PENANAK6mVb3zMEY
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李湘渝接過水樽70Please respect copyright.PENANAapYwIGP0Ti
欲言又止70Please respect copyright.PENANA0QqENQijeR
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「怎麼了?」70Please respect copyright.PENANAdDQ2LQsY4C
鍾天程轉身向著李湘渝70Please respect copyright.PENANAOOpKtJ6ScD
一早已發現他的神情有點不妥70Please respect copyright.PENANAaAaQDOOYVo
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李湘渝實在難以啟齒70Please respect copyright.PENANAbF9vpVUd8j
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鍾天程與李湘渝十指緊扣著70Please respect copyright.PENANAoNlRG9SVxK
給他勇氣70Please respect copyright.PENANAJBKPnFTcDn
「你想說什麼?」70Please respect copyright.PENANAvP0b8GVVkH
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他們緊握著手70Please respect copyright.PENANAYKxYkwKf4I
李湘渝覺得還是告訴鍾天程比較好70Please respect copyright.PENANAno071MLx8f
戰戰兢兢的說70Please respect copyright.PENANAiqP3ogZJ4A
「你…可否答應我…70Please respect copyright.PENANAbpWjWDtcLu
不會生氣…」70Please respect copyright.PENANAhdStMx3wvB
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鍾天程聽到他這樣說70Please respect copyright.PENANAu49ISKXmbO
擔心指數瞬間飆升70Please respect copyright.PENANA9GJNNXEJ7w
「嗯」70Please respect copyright.PENANAbtjaDSJbnQ
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「可否…不要罵我…」70Please respect copyright.PENANA3gteNBZ2yU
李湘湘真的很怕70Please respect copyright.PENANAJg72mCEvgs
鍾天程會對自己失望致極70Please respect copyright.PENANA5ixrQM9Kh4
然後離開他70Please respect copyright.PENANA35HKxFBv8T
聲音不禁顫著抖70Please respect copyright.PENANAaO4pLGVI3g
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「傻瓜70Please respect copyright.PENANAIdj4gwhOOW
怎麼可能要罵你?」70Please respect copyright.PENANAxyEIvnew4S
鍾天程十分緊張70Please respect copyright.PENANApl0lTUhmNO
『怎麼了嗎?』70Please respect copyright.PENANA3ZtbT5zEhD
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李湘渝的眼框充滿著淚水70Please respect copyright.PENANAAXMCRS2Obs
他擦了擦眼睛70Please respect copyright.PENANAPAGu4cjbyE
慢慢把左邊的衣袖70Please respect copyright.PENANAMuYTHhd8wp
拉高至手肘的位置70Please respect copyright.PENANAZQbWKYSl8V
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鍾天程看到李湘渝的前臂上70Please respect copyright.PENANAOfb05nE6OI
有幾處地方有明顯的新傷痕70Please respect copyright.PENANAzxwLWZx3Kt
旁邊紅腫了一片70Please respect copyright.PENANAoIplE1Y0I5
還看有些位置刮傷了70Please respect copyright.PENANAkFVPCmAMY6
「是你爸做的嗎?」70Please respect copyright.PENANAcQLpXkXeqX
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李湘渝搖搖頭70Please respect copyright.PENANAzB6yv843YB
實在害怕得整個人也開始發抖著70Please respect copyright.PENANAMeU7qdFj0N
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鍾天程已猜到了發生了什麼事70Please respect copyright.PENANAp4H74SblEe
心痛地看著他70Please respect copyright.PENANAiiiWRTJ8x1
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「今天…腰後面的傷口…70Please respect copyright.PENANAx8ICxr7JVS
實在太痛了…」70Please respect copyright.PENANA9K4woj8f37
李湘渝忍不住哭了70Please respect copyright.PENANAACZdmSwCp5
「所以…我…」70Please respect copyright.PENANA4cF1MgSEh5
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鍾天程立即把他擁入懷裡70Please respect copyright.PENANAIauAJnmCam
「沒事的…」70Please respect copyright.PENANAR7K53dIpCw
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「這樣便…70Please respect copyright.PENANAm7L8QVLIdx
不會痛了…」70Please respect copyright.PENANAlugw7a0RCt
李湘渝哭腔著說70Please respect copyright.PENANAesZtSUm7Jw
不敢回想剛才發生的事70Please respect copyright.PENANADdim3zK0CF
「我…我…70Please respect copyright.PENANAGytFFfhTh2
做…錯事了啊…」70Please respect copyright.PENANAf3rutw24Pq
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「湘渝…」70Please respect copyright.PENANAnyDETZhDd5
壞情況最終也無可避免70Please respect copyright.PENANAzomSdREpDX
鍾天程心痛致極70Please respect copyright.PENANAmMQg9zmz69
「沒事…」70Please respect copyright.PENANARCdBZP17lY
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「我…控制不到自己…70Please respect copyright.PENANAB2EOu3k90Y
但是我…真的忍受不了…70Please respect copyright.PENANAEOwTJTCQ8p
真的…很痛…70Please respect copyright.PENANAQFBm335z67
很辛苦…」70Please respect copyright.PENANAnX3IvHk9Tk
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鍾天程緊緊的抱著李湘渝70Please respect copyright.PENANALuc8eySOMD
保持冷靜70Please respect copyright.PENANAFRBOtEXc1D
腦袋急速運轉70Please respect copyright.PENANAZbeMqiISR7
尋找幫助他的方法70Please respect copyright.PENANASKZQBd9UtZ
「我知道的70Please respect copyright.PENANA8acVGFdfjp
你也不想這樣做70Please respect copyright.PENANAbQgfE0ytZN
對嗎?」70Please respect copyright.PENANA5ICpthvpbd
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李湘渝哀求著70Please respect copyright.PENANA8IW0ODHtwX
「可不可以…幫我…?70Please respect copyright.PENANAuE4VAv0tUF
我不想再痛了…」70Please respect copyright.PENANARu591bFtOb
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李湘渝傷害了自己70Please respect copyright.PENANAVXNGilkfFv
鍾天程也像被割了一刀一樣70Please respect copyright.PENANArJbk3N7YTv
心裡也淌著淚70Please respect copyright.PENANAc4L7wwelpX
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鍾天程認為70Please respect copyright.PENANAaQOiZRMBm3
現階段要儘快給他做情緒疏導70Please respect copyright.PENANAcmhoh8sRdk
協助他整理一下思緒70Please respect copyright.PENANAJXaaAohc19
「謝謝你告訴我70Please respect copyright.PENANAe0JKRp3XNg
你已經做得好好70Please respect copyright.PENANAnZdvYzYJ5M
現在我們先回家好嗎?」70Please respect copyright.PENANA3HFk3k1Mu6
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「不要…掉下我…」70Please respect copyright.PENANAQOmPV6BJyl
李湘渝搖著頭70Please respect copyright.PENANA9RRqhMYt4C
聽到的不是鍾天程的聲音70Please respect copyright.PENANA3ZrKhQmCJ7
而是爸爸的喝罵聲70Please respect copyright.PENANA4Orrcauyiv
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「湘渝70Please respect copyright.PENANAbJt31BlAcv
不用怕」70Please respect copyright.PENANA4x8L2gYbPW
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「呀…」70Please respect copyright.PENANAmBtTb7KnQ1
李湘渝雙手掩著耳朵70Please respect copyright.PENANAZxMODBesfg
閉著眼睛全身發抖70Please respect copyright.PENANAbIjCjE32zk
整個身體也瑟縮在鍾天的懷抱裡70Please respect copyright.PENANAKeoWFksd1e
「不要…不…」70Please respect copyright.PENANAP1f8PTf589
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鍾天程一直在耳邊呼喚著他70Please respect copyright.PENANATMMZ3S5yHQ
一邊安撫著他70Please respect copyright.PENANAZeIKljXpMK