第十一章 承諾篇 第十四回 諮詢259Please respect copyright.PENANAlpsgbU99gu
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鍾媽媽看著情緒日記259Please respect copyright.PENANA4T9FPGOIPH
發現李湘渝這幾個月來259Please respect copyright.PENANAFxYGWnQIvO
都過度積極的控制情緒259Please respect copyright.PENANAEBnBwtSdGy
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雖然發作的頻率有點減少259Please respect copyright.PENANAFFniJF1YHh
但始終幻覺痛的情況令人擔憂259Please respect copyright.PENANA2QZO5hOYos
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「傷口的幻覺痛頻率如何?」259Please respect copyright.PENANArsElgm2bsY
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「每天都有…」259Please respect copyright.PENANAcPTdjvDBLJ
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「比起剛出院259Please respect copyright.PENANAZaS667EVhL
或上個月259Please respect copyright.PENANAU8RbBp1J51
有好轉嗎?」259Please respect copyright.PENANA4uhIJsXHg8
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「好像…差不多…」259Please respect copyright.PENANAvERenU8e1W
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「十級的話259Please respect copyright.PENANApgab1joUul
有多少級痛?」259Please respect copyright.PENANAVZmDV2nPE3
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「大概…有試過持續七至八級左右259Please respect copyright.PENANApWBLKOOaG2
試過幾次真的很痛…」259Please respect copyright.PENANA2889OmMFKj
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鍾媽媽看了看李湘渝勉強的笑容259Please respect copyright.PENANArUaEOY4Oh3
掩飾不了他憔悴及不安的眼神259Please respect copyright.PENANAtUJkRkqx7h
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「已持續兩個月了259Please respect copyright.PENANALzVoZ8SQ5Y
是吧?」259Please respect copyright.PENANAbmKJqZAPuk
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「嗯…」259Please respect copyright.PENANA3jAy67iOSN
李湘渝點點頭259Please respect copyright.PENANA1Df2jJxZbv
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小時候的事259Please respect copyright.PENANAbwivuR0V8w
實在記得太清楚259Please respect copyright.PENANADot9oQeAcT
印象太深刻259Please respect copyright.PENANAUosImqqSSW
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而且幻覺痛發作的時候259Please respect copyright.PENANAK9GL1pl7Wc
彷彿提醒著自己259Please respect copyright.PENANAPXtiGiMdeV
不斷的重溫事發經過259Please respect copyright.PENANAbk7tXyeYdW
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加上被陳俊言和洪文健的欺凌和恐嚇259Please respect copyright.PENANAM5DQ0zZJL9
精神一直都維持在繃緊的狀態259Please respect copyright.PENANAhQGWRithx8
沒有一刻可以放鬆下來259Please respect copyright.PENANAyXUt8c9zip
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鍾媽媽再次仔細翻看著259Please respect copyright.PENANAHp0LcXW3nf
自從幻聽出現後的日記259Please respect copyright.PENANAhFsApbGFHB
看得出李湘渝心裡259Please respect copyright.PENANAOfouDAu5c7
是極度的恐慌259Please respect copyright.PENANAQFLhnPQu9Q
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從字裡行間裡259Please respect copyright.PENANAU2brKZD53C
李湘渝透露出的是259Please respect copyright.PENANAY1FRkSNKso
逃避現實259Please respect copyright.PENANAVayJKzHU7H
置之不理259Please respect copyright.PENANA4qkf1tkyae
過份抑壓情緒259Please respect copyright.PENANAMX8L9rUqhk
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「湘渝259Please respect copyright.PENANAXRtD4uL8d0
欺騙誰也可以259Please respect copyright.PENANAFGoQeZNIRB
但就是不能欺騙自己259Please respect copyright.PENANAOvXuvOTqOx
要對自己誠實」259Please respect copyright.PENANA2KmjqXZlag
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「嗯…」259Please respect copyright.PENANADnPYREXbjf
李湘渝低著頭259Please respect copyright.PENANA125mKR1npn
點了一下頭259Please respect copyright.PENANAGGozP1gusb
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「有點勉強自己了嗎?259Please respect copyright.PENANAKuxTrFX8NH
在逃避嗎?」259Please respect copyright.PENANAWy8EWH7OqP
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李湘渝沉默著259Please respect copyright.PENANA13YzDufcu4
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鍾媽媽也安靜的觀察他的微表情259Please respect copyright.PENANAZOAhp7wQpE
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李湘渝思考了一會259Please respect copyright.PENANAfGP3mbBoie
點了點頭259Please respect copyright.PENANAjt9iYgSPFz
「嗯…」259Please respect copyright.PENANAV0RYZMEtBO
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「有什麼原因259Please respect copyright.PENANALCFZp9OK3U
令你想逃避?」259Please respect copyright.PENANAOc57SLDNvl
鍾媽媽溫柔的說259Please respect copyright.PENANAWIwrGE7fd5
「或者259Please respect copyright.PENANAFfLv2NfXYm
最近有沒有事情想跟我分享?」259Please respect copyright.PENANA1kwuYWAoIW
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李湘渝低著頭259Please respect copyright.PENANAsw3FSZNJc5
手按在昨天傷口的位置上259Please respect copyright.PENANAww2BkQ3fIa
「我…」259Please respect copyright.PENANAWw8XF0JKIY
突然低壓情緒湧了上來259Please respect copyright.PENANAOzAVJ9ve4i
「很…259Please respect copyright.PENANAZ4W4wXnp8T
累了…」259Please respect copyright.PENANAaTUYCoJTmR
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「所以昨天259Please respect copyright.PENANA5uXo1nWERS
控制不住要傷害自己嗎?」259Please respect copyright.PENANAWbnXAqI1Er
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李湘渝點了點頭259Please respect copyright.PENANA9EF4EQL4Td
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「昨天有過輕生的念頭嗎?」259Please respect copyright.PENANA6Fsn4XqrXP
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李湘渝的眼流湧出來了259Please respect copyright.PENANAkwZf90BW2b
抹著眼淚259Please respect copyright.PENANAR18sJ4lcLQ
搖著頭否認259Please respect copyright.PENANAy38E8RWsLG
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鍾媽媽昨天看到他的情況和反應259Please respect copyright.PENANAWeAescNzHm
已經知道他經歷過想結束自己生命的掙扎259Please respect copyright.PENANAoAL7iPcGCe
只不過在鍾天程面前259Please respect copyright.PENANAKWohJoP30s
不適宜直接問他259Please respect copyright.PENANAPX1rxBE9pw
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「在這裡說的話259Please respect copyright.PENANAbsAwSzBMNe
我是不會跟天程說的」259Please respect copyright.PENANADxO9Yj3v8z
鍾媽媽知道礙於身份問題259Please respect copyright.PENANAk497DvtiAo
李湘渝開始對她有所保留和隱瞞259Please respect copyright.PENANAzAySTAqwRv
「你可以放心的告訴我259Please respect copyright.PENANAqtbKVIajoM
我有責任保障你的私隱259Please respect copyright.PENANAXwJEHNZYhb
就算他是我的兒子259Please respect copyright.PENANA7jFTSWzSzF
我也不可以告訴他259Please respect copyright.PENANAFlPsgoQmbT
這是我的專業操守」259Please respect copyright.PENANA43bdlzrBKQ
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李湘渝繼續低著頭259Please respect copyright.PENANAaWvYOk95Mt
「對不起…」259Please respect copyright.PENANA6PYKnFmIzR
為自己的撒謊而道歉259Please respect copyright.PENANADAGWqF5LGp
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「乖孩子259Please respect copyright.PENANA7L27icZtup
不要怕去面對259Please respect copyright.PENANAU3qKhqiuT0
要坦誠接受自己的情緒259Please respect copyright.PENANADOBtEBG0Ny
知道嗎?」259Please respect copyright.PENANADAkNFMfogW
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李湘渝沉默了一會259Please respect copyright.PENANAaE2fTqjNb2
緩緩的說著259Please respect copyright.PENANA3dq6fkVBqH
「我…很怕…」259Please respect copyright.PENANAcUp7n4U73A
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「你在怕什麼?」259Please respect copyright.PENANA8MroKcON0O
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李湘渝的思緒有點混亂259Please respect copyright.PENANAvXczdpnJLJ
「不…不知道…259Please respect copyright.PENANATLLiKJLlMB
就是…很怕…」259Please respect copyright.PENANAnGSgaGLjIv
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鍾媽媽安靜的讓他說259Please respect copyright.PENANAa7jZN2lK4N
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「真的…很討厭自己…259Please respect copyright.PENANA8Dy3ON1iHv
很麻煩…」259Please respect copyright.PENANAS88zdt8j7K
李湘渝忍哭著說259Please respect copyright.PENANA4QYM2hn50J
眼睛和鼻子也迅速的紅起來259Please respect copyright.PENANAlOFRnT8OLH
「我真的…259Please respect copyright.PENANA8PT9D98OSf
一點用處也沒有…259Please respect copyright.PENANAHzqzS3v28w
我是…一個負累…」259Please respect copyright.PENANArJynxw4zW2
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鍾媽媽聽著也心痛起來259Please respect copyright.PENANAzoITi0i0sS
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「我知…我不可以這樣想…259Please respect copyright.PENANA9CnmCqt6ON
我也想…拋棄這個想法…259Please respect copyright.PENANAQuDXrIrXNC
可是…我…」259Please respect copyright.PENANAqYQsDc5YBS
李湘渝看著鍾媽媽259Please respect copyright.PENANAPPTJOIKMCp
「我…做不到…」259Please respect copyright.PENANAiuzXoO4s9Q
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鍾媽媽點頭示意明白259Please respect copyright.PENANAc3kVDQmHhX
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「我…真的…259Please respect copyright.PENANA9ifaciKoye
很累…了啊…」259Please respect copyright.PENANA89iF2kYgP5
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「可以告訴我嗎?259Please respect copyright.PENANAwqJMnJUPBf
昨天的經過是怎樣的?」259Please respect copyright.PENANA7jnvoCaotn
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李湘渝愣了一下259Please respect copyright.PENANAGzWmhfsKTL
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鍾媽媽慢慢的引導他259Please respect copyright.PENANApMhjkfkty1
「是幻覺痛了嗎?」259Please respect copyright.PENANA68uS919XQt
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「昨天…傷口很痛…259Please respect copyright.PENANABrlUlR6W8D
痛了很久…259Please respect copyright.PENANA9IdawCjVe0
整個下午都在痛…259Please respect copyright.PENANA82HFkz5T7i
痛得…259Please respect copyright.PENANAziXT56bZhk
那鐵枝好像仍然插在背部那樣…」259Please respect copyright.PENANAXWtRQptVK8
李湘渝慢慢的說出來259Please respect copyright.PENANAgJosqnEhBE
哽咽著259Please respect copyright.PENANAnj3ce1UxGF
「我…真的…259Please respect copyright.PENANALfCvLfD5W2
忍受不了…259Please respect copyright.PENANAtXfhDWHlby
不想再忍受下去了…」259Please respect copyright.PENANAedab9EaOCh
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「然後你用了什麼傷害自己?」259Please respect copyright.PENANA154DECo07b
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「我在書枱上259Please respect copyright.PENANApxNJJBRk3x
隨便拿起了鐵尺259Please respect copyright.PENANA5cTIP7mx0d
便開始…弄痛自己…」259Please respect copyright.PENANARCfitKmTh2
李湘渝回想著昨晚259Please respect copyright.PENANACSlWcVyxUt
那種痛好像又要開始了259Please respect copyright.PENANA2lHFHp3H5Q
「好像…變得沒那麼痛了…」259Please respect copyright.PENANAwPOISh2k5l
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鍾媽媽坐近一點259Please respect copyright.PENANAzCMfR32Az8
「然後?」259Please respect copyright.PENANAkU4uHN44hA
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「然後…又變得很痛…259Please respect copyright.PENANAacZulVo23B
全身也在痛…259Please respect copyright.PENANAaWQWtYee1p
很辛苦…」259Please respect copyright.PENANAGOiJT2z98h
李湘渝握緊了拳頭259Please respect copyright.PENANAFZiYlShOev
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「嗯」259Please respect copyright.PENANAaz8DFgcclt
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「我想…用鎅刀…259Please respect copyright.PENANAogbBnOJKVy
在手腕上…割一下…」259Please respect copyright.PENANARdRnOFqyYJ
李湘渝哭了出來259Please respect copyright.PENANA6mUaVUioWN
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都不用再痛了…」259Please respect copyright.PENANAnqRoGr72bW
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鍾媽媽專業的保持冷靜259Please respect copyright.PENANAZshIFmBkLF
停頓一下259Please respect copyright.PENANAqZAfH9Js1Q
再續問259Please respect copyright.PENANAg6Dop8fWkL
「是發生了什麼事259Please respect copyright.PENANA61hUaa556W
讓你停下來嗎?」259Please respect copyright.PENANAb7ONTRbJKI
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「我…在筆袋裡找著…259Please respect copyright.PENANAF2dPGcqOt7
看到了…259Please respect copyright.PENANA4TnnNpjbAl
師兄…寫給我的信…」259Please respect copyright.PENANAx6EBViiuAo
李湘渝激動的哭著259Please respect copyright.PENANAyVZL4TkEJf
「是他…的…信…」259Please respect copyright.PENANAmK9fvMIVIn
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鍾媽媽心也揪著的痛259Please respect copyright.PENANAqUv2tNPLsz
給李湘渝遞上了紙巾259Please respect copyright.PENANAy9ytlWrySP
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「你看到了天程給你的信259Please respect copyright.PENANAZ7chyyfWUd
然後便停了下來259Please respect copyright.PENANArz5XJKVx0W
對嗎?」259Please respect copyright.PENANAhD36gEuKxP
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李湘渝接過紙巾259Please respect copyright.PENANA1dWkdyWaba
點著頭259Please respect copyright.PENANA47ucgFO0aY
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「那封信令你想起了什麼?259Please respect copyright.PENANA5DphlgAfEI
促使你停下來259Please respect copyright.PENANAHE1BbQnNtm
令你選擇繼續忍受痛苦」259Please respect copyright.PENANABnj2Zjgq44
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「我記得…259Please respect copyright.PENANAS4BYTBrNrg
無論我怎樣放棄自己…259Please respect copyright.PENANAfWrkcRZJAM
他都會…在我的身邊…259Please respect copyright.PENANAdpozpswccb
不會離棄我…」259Please respect copyright.PENANADGFroLmnE9
李湘渝痛哭著說259Please respect copyright.PENANAQUfriPBY3S
「上次…爸爸打我那晚…259Please respect copyright.PENANAyFmDHCGj0v
是他說…259Please respect copyright.PENANAetnXhSi1c9
明明知道了…看到了…259Please respect copyright.PENANArHGNw9PuQF
不能什麼也不做…259Please respect copyright.PENANAutqWq2WknK
便讓我回家去…」259Please respect copyright.PENANASVQZj905Xk
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鍾媽媽聽著李湘渝的宣洩259Please respect copyright.PENANATWyl0UAbC5
感歎著愛情的力量259Please respect copyright.PENANAvBaq4mH5aa
影響力實在很大259Please respect copyright.PENANAEYmtgywb9b
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幸而鍾天程的愛259Please respect copyright.PENANAIHWfFPN186
能夠承載著這個重擔259Please respect copyright.PENANAvXpfy5qPzq
分擔著李湘渝的壓力259Please respect copyright.PENANAUwBRErxb5k
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而李湘渝亦從鍾天程的愛裡259Please respect copyright.PENANAMvJGsty7Xp
得到了很強的力量259Please respect copyright.PENANAI6JKla3lNC
有了寄託259Please respect copyright.PENANAFPdJ0UmUwT
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要不然259Please respect copyright.PENANAzFIUEcVs7h
李湘渝可能早在幾個月前259Please respect copyright.PENANAI5tWeF6ttD
已經離開了這個世界259Please respect copyright.PENANA3HggI1s9D1
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「我知道…如果那個時候…259Please respect copyright.PENANAOHuL7qFw6J
他在我的旁邊的話…259Please respect copyright.PENANA9CHYwNGK0m
他會毫不猶豫的…259Please respect copyright.PENANARRLKMSh0eu
抱著我…259Please respect copyright.PENANAK7D5MCllVE
不讓我傷害自己…」259Please respect copyright.PENANAQt6misIAzx
李湘渝仍在痛哭著259Please respect copyright.PENANAINMEod7EUn
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鍾媽媽坐在李湘渝的旁邊259Please respect copyright.PENANAZh0VLSsKf9
握著他的手259Please respect copyright.PENANAhA6zJAhk0c
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「我還記得…259Please respect copyright.PENANAIUS8pDaebs
在天台那時…259Please respect copyright.PENANA9d3s0sxRTG
他…259Please respect copyright.PENANAh6nGXpYO4X
他……」259Please respect copyright.PENANAypsqQHCNVZ
李湘渝泣不成聲259Please respect copyright.PENANAgKMNggOQ4X
覺得自己愧對了鍾天程259Please respect copyright.PENANAvLQ94ePJ7O
不斷的哭著259Please respect copyright.PENANA9L3FKoxYLD
哭得難以呼吸259Please respect copyright.PENANAYtuYo5Qcyr
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鍾媽媽讓李湘渝盡情發洩悲痛259Please respect copyright.PENANAV34pxpbX0u
輕掃著他的背259Please respect copyright.PENANAGgmRyTp4Ah
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一會259Please respect copyright.PENANAFrsvotb1Br
待李湘渝情緒平伏後259Please respect copyright.PENANA0vHUp1hBXh
鍾媽媽溫柔的說259Please respect copyright.PENANAZAwXkHQr2o
「謝謝你對我誠實259Please respect copyright.PENANAMZZEDXKFKE
亦謝謝你選擇繼續活著」259Please respect copyright.PENANAessCZk19fM
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李湘渝低著頭259Please respect copyright.PENANABqlN2bEUXA
擦著眼睛259Please respect copyright.PENANAeJbShLUhne
「不…我…259Please respect copyright.PENANAmOPtgIRjpA
很沒用…」259Please respect copyright.PENANAydsEfn46WQ
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「湘渝259Please respect copyright.PENANAt7jtOhGPwF
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而且259Please respect copyright.PENANAoZXgspG796
你也有很堅強的信念259Please respect copyright.PENANA3Zl2zzch9K
只是一時有點迷失259Please respect copyright.PENANAKijTM7nBIV
加上幻覺痛259Please respect copyright.PENANAxJkWZmyAcl
令你軟弱了」259Please respect copyright.PENANAPjf6cPPRJ0
鍾媽媽撫摸著他的頭259Please respect copyright.PENANAAYMqAYS4i9
「我非常欣賞你的堅強259Please respect copyright.PENANAAugaclfcr5
因為這是真的不容易啊」259Please respect copyright.PENANAMWSDfMI0Ku
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李湘渝慢慢的停著哭泣259Please respect copyright.PENANAc7blfJEkGd
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「這件事259Please respect copyright.PENANAQFFlC2FBiV
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