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都過度積極的控制情緒234Please respect copyright.PENANABXrauRmtIu
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雖然發作的頻率有點減少234Please respect copyright.PENANAK7kA1u2Agg
但始終幻覺痛的情況令人擔憂234Please respect copyright.PENANA6HJvEq81o7
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「傷口的幻覺痛頻率如何?」234Please respect copyright.PENANACdtmaKjyQ8
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「每天都有…」234Please respect copyright.PENANAH495E6POXj
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有好轉嗎?」234Please respect copyright.PENANAsLLGES1gYo
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「好像…差不多…」234Please respect copyright.PENANAUnzEyICxqV
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「十級的話234Please respect copyright.PENANAwa2leFLKMd
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試過幾次真的很痛…」234Please respect copyright.PENANAFnptGpoRgt
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鍾媽媽看了看李湘渝勉強的笑容234Please respect copyright.PENANAud171qRRtX
掩飾不了他憔悴及不安的眼神234Please respect copyright.PENANAR9sIjE8QJG
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是吧?」234Please respect copyright.PENANAfEWkRWGlZP
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「嗯…」234Please respect copyright.PENANAqf77SCk5WV
李湘渝點點頭234Please respect copyright.PENANAEWS5Xr31FC
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小時候的事234Please respect copyright.PENANA3PaLrBhtOq
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印象太深刻234Please respect copyright.PENANAXhJBcS84yV
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不斷的重溫事發經過234Please respect copyright.PENANAvTdV6UK9wJ
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加上被陳俊言和洪文健的欺凌和恐嚇234Please respect copyright.PENANApZHZTdtzZi
精神一直都維持在繃緊的狀態234Please respect copyright.PENANA5oPL7kgq1o
沒有一刻可以放鬆下來234Please respect copyright.PENANADFjYi0zmZK
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鍾媽媽再次仔細翻看著234Please respect copyright.PENANAKAxWFBY69G
自從幻聽出現後的日記234Please respect copyright.PENANArphdmFjrvK
看得出李湘渝心裡234Please respect copyright.PENANABPPme3MMTU
是極度的恐慌234Please respect copyright.PENANAZnwTCuxCGk
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從字裡行間裡234Please respect copyright.PENANA8o4HSJBidC
李湘渝透露出的是234Please respect copyright.PENANA2CEGSgANye
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置之不理234Please respect copyright.PENANA1w0IwNk9FR
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李湘渝低著頭234Please respect copyright.PENANAjeFszUacpw
點了一下頭234Please respect copyright.PENANAyetnceRvRb
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鍾媽媽也安靜的觀察他的微表情234Please respect copyright.PENANA5S3aIW6v2z
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李湘渝思考了一會234Please respect copyright.PENANAjcXfMRahrw
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鍾媽媽溫柔的說234Please respect copyright.PENANA8dulDpL7Jc
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累了…」234Please respect copyright.PENANAfLNYiG3qP0
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控制不住要傷害自己嗎?」234Please respect copyright.PENANAEt2x5q1vwn
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李湘渝點了點頭234Please respect copyright.PENANAn30AwucRXa
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「昨天有過輕生的念頭嗎?」234Please respect copyright.PENANAxDclZuVrKS
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李湘渝的眼流湧出來了234Please respect copyright.PENANAOZzeHdngiR
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鍾媽媽昨天看到他的情況和反應234Please respect copyright.PENANAIl0Zkl71QS
已經知道他經歷過想結束自己生命的掙扎234Please respect copyright.PENANA1WZnCXQ5OG
只不過在鍾天程面前234Please respect copyright.PENANAgPxg5F59rB
不適宜直接問他234Please respect copyright.PENANAfJGaYmGaeC
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「在這裡說的話234Please respect copyright.PENANAaFSAi2rDPG
我是不會跟天程說的」234Please respect copyright.PENANAGUF1x6liCW
鍾媽媽知道礙於身份問題234Please respect copyright.PENANA9AEinDo1U1
李湘渝開始對她有所保留和隱瞞234Please respect copyright.PENANAThZ9rl6RxI
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這是我的專業操守」234Please respect copyright.PENANAjl9kBkYpZf
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李湘渝繼續低著頭234Please respect copyright.PENANAIA80sClYew
「對不起…」234Please respect copyright.PENANA4f1C5hLfX0
為自己的撒謊而道歉234Please respect copyright.PENANAn6qm8YdJgC
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「乖孩子234Please respect copyright.PENANAcVjzv136Eu
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要坦誠接受自己的情緒234Please respect copyright.PENANAXUJ3m6P24W
知道嗎?」234Please respect copyright.PENANAqjgQHt4VEZ
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李湘渝沉默了一會234Please respect copyright.PENANAiLQYip4icD
緩緩的說著234Please respect copyright.PENANAvj9fGtrXDk
「我…很怕…」234Please respect copyright.PENANABxmK94Ept7
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李湘渝的思緒有點混亂234Please respect copyright.PENANA73Owx8ytZC
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就是…很怕…」234Please respect copyright.PENANAIRWYhlfpM7
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鍾媽媽安靜的讓他說234Please respect copyright.PENANAmwZNZyWFhe
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「真的…很討厭自己…234Please respect copyright.PENANAhVVirZ9dTT
很麻煩…」234Please respect copyright.PENANA6tvMWG9Y9K
李湘渝忍哭著說234Please respect copyright.PENANA3zP8T5Sz6k
眼睛和鼻子也迅速的紅起來234Please respect copyright.PENANA9ReNFPKqrF
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一點用處也沒有…234Please respect copyright.PENANAJLj8YDbCKW
我是…一個負累…」234Please respect copyright.PENANAYV5slKWGZh
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鍾媽媽聽著也心痛起來234Please respect copyright.PENANAH80BH1dEgQ
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我也想…拋棄這個想法…234Please respect copyright.PENANAEsEiMZDaVj
可是…我…」234Please respect copyright.PENANAcKZkeCDR5m
李湘渝看著鍾媽媽234Please respect copyright.PENANAzAhj6K8aJv
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昨天的經過是怎樣的?」234Please respect copyright.PENANAKNZoXhp7M2
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李湘渝愣了一下234Please respect copyright.PENANA6u6SYVmbBN
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鍾媽媽慢慢的引導他234Please respect copyright.PENANAVgLS550l5y
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痛了很久…234Please respect copyright.PENANANpz4G6lDQy
整個下午都在痛…234Please respect copyright.PENANAeDGICjQzE1
痛得…234Please respect copyright.PENANAPuRlXChoJu
那鐵枝好像仍然插在背部那樣…」234Please respect copyright.PENANAjTcAnK4oQM
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哽咽著234Please respect copyright.PENANAHE7Q78tXRG
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不想再忍受下去了…」234Please respect copyright.PENANAiFWHIKDhdN
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「我在書枱上234Please respect copyright.PENANAupyvp0DCtq
隨便拿起了鐵尺234Please respect copyright.PENANAEpDEXlvLPh
便開始…弄痛自己…」234Please respect copyright.PENANAvmnJfYhKvT
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「然後…又變得很痛…234Please respect copyright.PENANAsjYzFcRe7p
全身也在痛…234Please respect copyright.PENANA11m9TbjRHY
很辛苦…」234Please respect copyright.PENANAbBUMhbvYmy
李湘渝握緊了拳頭234Please respect copyright.PENANAnICR4k6Yk5
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在手腕上…割一下…」234Please respect copyright.PENANARrU8lGOkQy
李湘渝哭了出來234Please respect copyright.PENANAJ3AsWiMCcj
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鍾媽媽專業的保持冷靜234Please respect copyright.PENANARhL9tcJO7i
停頓一下234Please respect copyright.PENANAaZHDamYMpR
再續問234Please respect copyright.PENANA8ncjB60s6p
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師兄…寫給我的信…」234Please respect copyright.PENANAlYQteR7c6m
李湘渝激動的哭著234Please respect copyright.PENANAMfPGuqKqNw
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鍾媽媽心也揪著的痛234Please respect copyright.PENANAyJjNLjklac
給李湘渝遞上了紙巾234Please respect copyright.PENANAXxNMhtWcPo
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對嗎?」234Please respect copyright.PENANAXUCMNHD8oy
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點著頭234Please respect copyright.PENANAZwq4Tc6ODH
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令你選擇繼續忍受痛苦」234Please respect copyright.PENANAvKr0EtJRI7
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「我記得…234Please respect copyright.PENANACwLmlcxgXj
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李湘渝痛哭著說234Please respect copyright.PENANA7LLmJIU0vR
「上次…爸爸打我那晚…234Please respect copyright.PENANA4JN1yRNc4h
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便讓我回家去…」234Please respect copyright.PENANA4mF7ma0h6C
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影響力實在很大234Please respect copyright.PENANAdVF0FuYcVD
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幸而鍾天程的愛234Please respect copyright.PENANAsOSF7Kx7tI
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分擔著李湘渝的壓力234Please respect copyright.PENANAEgzZSF6w0H
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而李湘渝亦從鍾天程的愛裡234Please respect copyright.PENANAaJl0kshevT
得到了很強的力量234Please respect copyright.PENANAVHukEYWs5z
有了寄託234Please respect copyright.PENANASPKiFU5NRv
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要不然234Please respect copyright.PENANA9uQ8LLeYgq
李湘渝可能早在幾個月前234Please respect copyright.PENANAKs3bwnu8uF
已經離開了這個世界234Please respect copyright.PENANA9GvzPaTJe4
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他會毫不猶豫的…234Please respect copyright.PENANAg49BJlifkw
抱著我…234Please respect copyright.PENANA6GJ9RE7mMr
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李湘渝仍在痛哭著234Please respect copyright.PENANAff3PXUUeuu
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鍾媽媽坐在李湘渝的旁邊234Please respect copyright.PENANAcTNfNbBwNC
握著他的手234Please respect copyright.PENANAn4r2onBHtX
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他…234Please respect copyright.PENANAqlloa0cGg7
他……」234Please respect copyright.PENANANMYGsNqXfh
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鍾媽媽讓李湘渝盡情發洩悲痛234Please respect copyright.PENANApUkxNN2G4g
輕掃著他的背234Please respect copyright.PENANABLa320D0yV
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一會234Please respect copyright.PENANA41sj2A2xDF
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李湘渝低著頭234Please respect copyright.PENANAhlPzOXlciu
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