第十一章 承諾篇 第十四回 諮詢210Please respect copyright.PENANAFywmf5hr5e
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鍾媽媽看著情緒日記210Please respect copyright.PENANAKu0U2EW5io
發現李湘渝這幾個月來210Please respect copyright.PENANAK9WGMwkk4o
都過度積極的控制情緒210Please respect copyright.PENANAP4doWbhsTe
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雖然發作的頻率有點減少210Please respect copyright.PENANAl2Gbv2dhrV
但始終幻覺痛的情況令人擔憂210Please respect copyright.PENANA7iydf5vn4r
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「傷口的幻覺痛頻率如何?」210Please respect copyright.PENANA5RIyqlD0Xa
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「每天都有…」210Please respect copyright.PENANArwhdtBkICn
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「比起剛出院210Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6WOnVRRMT
或上個月210Please respect copyright.PENANADbgwIjrZ4J
有好轉嗎?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAAxVorukG5G
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「好像…差不多…」210Please respect copyright.PENANAeR8Eqd6kEv
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「十級的話210Please respect copyright.PENANAQ6LmOqU2wh
有多少級痛?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAoEEZbqm5ZA
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「大概…有試過持續七至八級左右210Please respect copyright.PENANAT1zhUjD8uT
試過幾次真的很痛…」210Please respect copyright.PENANAly9cWKC0ME
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鍾媽媽看了看李湘渝勉強的笑容210Please respect copyright.PENANAJWe7uBSx8P
掩飾不了他憔悴及不安的眼神210Please respect copyright.PENANADlZ5tqDnpl
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「已持續兩個月了210Please respect copyright.PENANAIGPl7m7Bx8
是吧?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAJGoff8TA9V
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「嗯…」210Please respect copyright.PENANAAHPcJA8Pve
李湘渝點點頭210Please respect copyright.PENANALHqrXz8rBw
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小時候的事210Please respect copyright.PENANA6GWLHzANJx
實在記得太清楚210Please respect copyright.PENANAMiIvfbQGTD
印象太深刻210Please respect copyright.PENANAEAZVrY7OT8
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而且幻覺痛發作的時候210Please respect copyright.PENANAmKMkrZ62rb
彷彿提醒著自己210Please respect copyright.PENANAGEnX0DuvVY
不斷的重溫事發經過210Please respect copyright.PENANAtC5x6ZUqqs
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加上被陳俊言和洪文健的欺凌和恐嚇210Please respect copyright.PENANALcDWjGB151
精神一直都維持在繃緊的狀態210Please respect copyright.PENANAlOkpXNcDja
沒有一刻可以放鬆下來210Please respect copyright.PENANAVWcbnxAYAo
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鍾媽媽再次仔細翻看著210Please respect copyright.PENANACki2vFXyxx
自從幻聽出現後的日記210Please respect copyright.PENANASSLXzygZo0
看得出李湘渝心裡210Please respect copyright.PENANAZaP3FVZkrc
是極度的恐慌210Please respect copyright.PENANAQfhzVgbBBQ
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從字裡行間裡210Please respect copyright.PENANA47ea6nH4S6
李湘渝透露出的是210Please respect copyright.PENANApdwXDnoYzw
逃避現實210Please respect copyright.PENANAPNRtnGNxxL
置之不理210Please respect copyright.PENANA1BnpbTnqKm
過份抑壓情緒210Please respect copyright.PENANA22lD3nOuXy
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「湘渝210Please respect copyright.PENANAtySAOiF2bh
欺騙誰也可以210Please respect copyright.PENANApNWAtoaFCl
但就是不能欺騙自己210Please respect copyright.PENANAOTcFLgdM3B
要對自己誠實」210Please respect copyright.PENANAXyDSF49hDs
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「嗯…」210Please respect copyright.PENANAeLSAVZ9bXs
李湘渝低著頭210Please respect copyright.PENANA2CLdWapdSN
點了一下頭210Please respect copyright.PENANAcClIhkLqnK
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「有點勉強自己了嗎?210Please respect copyright.PENANAsfoJluyp3C
在逃避嗎?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAjL1HaXaeIm
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李湘渝沉默著210Please respect copyright.PENANAhblUwLA4Ct
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鍾媽媽也安靜的觀察他的微表情210Please respect copyright.PENANAaMquMmeYtB
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李湘渝思考了一會210Please respect copyright.PENANA0RWURGIdKO
點了點頭210Please respect copyright.PENANA0he1rw1QBc
「嗯…」210Please respect copyright.PENANAmC4mekehev
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「有什麼原因210Please respect copyright.PENANAoM4cEILC3D
令你想逃避?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAVuBTuynLYX
鍾媽媽溫柔的說210Please respect copyright.PENANALLxksYr71n
「或者210Please respect copyright.PENANAflVPqzqPHf
最近有沒有事情想跟我分享?」210Please respect copyright.PENANALfb977MUNL
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李湘渝低著頭210Please respect copyright.PENANAwwyHKFDzvH
手按在昨天傷口的位置上210Please respect copyright.PENANAiHGNck229z
「我…」210Please respect copyright.PENANAH1fjSjiznw
突然低壓情緒湧了上來210Please respect copyright.PENANAvPNuLDM797
「很…210Please respect copyright.PENANAyCtiXX7Nph
累了…」210Please respect copyright.PENANAvHHC1LYiP4
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「所以昨天210Please respect copyright.PENANA0mVnQlKbp0
控制不住要傷害自己嗎?」210Please respect copyright.PENANA4BQQGUmaPf
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李湘渝點了點頭210Please respect copyright.PENANA8tX4KFgsdf
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「昨天有過輕生的念頭嗎?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAY9fVOdpUoI
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李湘渝的眼流湧出來了210Please respect copyright.PENANAlAhPHoU7Kf
抹著眼淚210Please respect copyright.PENANAzx1pQVXpsz
搖著頭否認210Please respect copyright.PENANA4EtaLMgmYU
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鍾媽媽昨天看到他的情況和反應210Please respect copyright.PENANAMUUtXcbXbI
已經知道他經歷過想結束自己生命的掙扎210Please respect copyright.PENANA9RproRZgmc
只不過在鍾天程面前210Please respect copyright.PENANAnn43yIjRUj
不適宜直接問他210Please respect copyright.PENANAu1KFjmhaTr
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「在這裡說的話210Please respect copyright.PENANA7j15paL8n0
我是不會跟天程說的」210Please respect copyright.PENANA2tYwmDZLYi
鍾媽媽知道礙於身份問題210Please respect copyright.PENANA1ctnpbGnzQ
李湘渝開始對她有所保留和隱瞞210Please respect copyright.PENANAW9iGEqlewA
「你可以放心的告訴我210Please respect copyright.PENANAlQVoCfYwlV
我有責任保障你的私隱210Please respect copyright.PENANAIm3kxPjP2w
就算他是我的兒子210Please respect copyright.PENANA6fG9fBCJip
我也不可以告訴他210Please respect copyright.PENANAtRCQX4qiPL
這是我的專業操守」210Please respect copyright.PENANA3MT70aTCs2
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李湘渝繼續低著頭210Please respect copyright.PENANA9XEeKpofnw
「對不起…」210Please respect copyright.PENANAKxmv8nhnOP
為自己的撒謊而道歉210Please respect copyright.PENANAgs8sbCYUwT
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「乖孩子210Please respect copyright.PENANAOIrHBrl2m7
不要怕去面對210Please respect copyright.PENANAwhrjlUMw8k
要坦誠接受自己的情緒210Please respect copyright.PENANA3G2t1VvTqQ
知道嗎?」210Please respect copyright.PENANArzcm7vZX2w
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李湘渝沉默了一會210Please respect copyright.PENANA3giXUgb8iV
緩緩的說著210Please respect copyright.PENANAeOTnT5A8Gd
「我…很怕…」210Please respect copyright.PENANAHqbWyuvc9w
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「你在怕什麼?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAf7Nslqigds
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李湘渝的思緒有點混亂210Please respect copyright.PENANAxwOz82XmON
「不…不知道…210Please respect copyright.PENANAU1WjStfcm9
就是…很怕…」210Please respect copyright.PENANAtNk71Cxrtc
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鍾媽媽安靜的讓他說210Please respect copyright.PENANAxFqtFdmiAS
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「真的…很討厭自己…210Please respect copyright.PENANAvVVx8VBFg0
很麻煩…」210Please respect copyright.PENANA0h7CIWTbDG
李湘渝忍哭著說210Please respect copyright.PENANAnK3XCvedOH
眼睛和鼻子也迅速的紅起來210Please respect copyright.PENANATyskB1F0Yc
「我真的…210Please respect copyright.PENANAMbDluMGSX5
一點用處也沒有…210Please respect copyright.PENANAHXLFDcAR9f
我是…一個負累…」210Please respect copyright.PENANA02862MhN1I
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鍾媽媽聽著也心痛起來210Please respect copyright.PENANAVRf0FEE27h
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「我知…我不可以這樣想…210Please respect copyright.PENANAzRNbQQTgpj
我也想…拋棄這個想法…210Please respect copyright.PENANAsxldHPoECn
可是…我…」210Please respect copyright.PENANAuL9hUXE9ec
李湘渝看著鍾媽媽210Please respect copyright.PENANAQ6SQElRJAE
「我…做不到…」210Please respect copyright.PENANAyPG01jIj5G
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鍾媽媽點頭示意明白210Please respect copyright.PENANAtXHrGMXHzo
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「我…真的…210Please respect copyright.PENANADPHgKxK5pp
很累…了啊…」210Please respect copyright.PENANAGI64LHhf5k
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「可以告訴我嗎?210Please respect copyright.PENANAFpf8FKOoGy
昨天的經過是怎樣的?」210Please respect copyright.PENANA6LDr98hWTO
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李湘渝愣了一下210Please respect copyright.PENANAeIEK7jJqFF
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鍾媽媽慢慢的引導他210Please respect copyright.PENANAIlsTFms8xx
「是幻覺痛了嗎?」210Please respect copyright.PENANALiRCFGJrEb
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「昨天…傷口很痛…210Please respect copyright.PENANAbMYIX7BX2l
痛了很久…210Please respect copyright.PENANAcu2sqKgAxP
整個下午都在痛…210Please respect copyright.PENANA1sGsJIzc8b
痛得…210Please respect copyright.PENANAFYaR3AD7Kn
那鐵枝好像仍然插在背部那樣…」210Please respect copyright.PENANAG9CglQ91Uu
李湘渝慢慢的說出來210Please respect copyright.PENANAB0hNAdmZq3
哽咽著210Please respect copyright.PENANAUGmKHCKWZv
「我…真的…210Please respect copyright.PENANAfRS9vcWq0X
忍受不了…210Please respect copyright.PENANAfdvPacfqwJ
不想再忍受下去了…」210Please respect copyright.PENANAWFH6SsYMve
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「然後你用了什麼傷害自己?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAl6Ps5JcxSn
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「我在書枱上210Please respect copyright.PENANArCH7WLpft9
隨便拿起了鐵尺210Please respect copyright.PENANACjbk9SJMGM
便開始…弄痛自己…」210Please respect copyright.PENANA1ykTbeGDxN
李湘渝回想著昨晚210Please respect copyright.PENANAU0NoVtDOy9
那種痛好像又要開始了210Please respect copyright.PENANAbyWxBHp1WW
「好像…變得沒那麼痛了…」210Please respect copyright.PENANAg85tJT11dM
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鍾媽媽坐近一點210Please respect copyright.PENANAkOBsWvTa2u
「然後?」210Please respect copyright.PENANA5KQ1mL9Qnv
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「然後…又變得很痛…210Please respect copyright.PENANAxAHbXNxtSW
全身也在痛…210Please respect copyright.PENANAhDw6ZJqqlb
很辛苦…」210Please respect copyright.PENANAg96qXBD4IP
李湘渝握緊了拳頭210Please respect copyright.PENANAIKuB4X4Agc
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「嗯」210Please respect copyright.PENANAzcV1SBJ7A1
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「我想…用鎅刀…210Please respect copyright.PENANAbgX878q01Q
在手腕上…割一下…」210Please respect copyright.PENANALjmoGAziYl
李湘渝哭了出來210Please respect copyright.PENANAvSgGwzSjYk
「那…我便…以後…210Please respect copyright.PENANAxwvhpr0iB0
都不用再痛了…」210Please respect copyright.PENANAs6f0pS2F9V
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鍾媽媽專業的保持冷靜210Please respect copyright.PENANA7KenZX5FSr
停頓一下210Please respect copyright.PENANADBeRG9gsGX
再續問210Please respect copyright.PENANAkWLappeag8
「是發生了什麼事210Please respect copyright.PENANAG0ePgH1gbo
讓你停下來嗎?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAXsQXJB30UM
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「我…在筆袋裡找著…210Please respect copyright.PENANAbA5zMXOxFI
看到了…210Please respect copyright.PENANAXIqn0SwIOL
師兄…寫給我的信…」210Please respect copyright.PENANACYnd7YxBmX
李湘渝激動的哭著210Please respect copyright.PENANAEU7dlVK5KR
「是他…的…信…」210Please respect copyright.PENANA3MQ6mvcsXZ
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鍾媽媽心也揪著的痛210Please respect copyright.PENANAdTc0kzMRsN
給李湘渝遞上了紙巾210Please respect copyright.PENANARZNf0Zegqw
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「你看到了天程給你的信210Please respect copyright.PENANAjkC85AIl0K
然後便停了下來210Please respect copyright.PENANAO08LasvflO
對嗎?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAsijSX2K9kR
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李湘渝接過紙巾210Please respect copyright.PENANAfgeraZCiTo
點著頭210Please respect copyright.PENANAA41Jmlzq2o
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「那封信令你想起了什麼?210Please respect copyright.PENANAY65mK8s6wl
促使你停下來210Please respect copyright.PENANApL7NPpqpdQ
令你選擇繼續忍受痛苦」210Please respect copyright.PENANAhIDfjuAk5e
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「我記得…210Please respect copyright.PENANAgpTo6lJ489
無論我怎樣放棄自己…210Please respect copyright.PENANAdw7uXzhVuF
他都會…在我的身邊…210Please respect copyright.PENANAeJiPfPwgvL
不會離棄我…」210Please respect copyright.PENANAk75Jr1qGze
李湘渝痛哭著說210Please respect copyright.PENANAXoNo5x6bku
「上次…爸爸打我那晚…210Please respect copyright.PENANAXyiLECKRfu
是他說…210Please respect copyright.PENANA9THpkSgX01
明明知道了…看到了…210Please respect copyright.PENANAt6yvlJkpcW
不能什麼也不做…210Please respect copyright.PENANAQd3beDJ8IZ
便讓我回家去…」210Please respect copyright.PENANA22Moz9rbry
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鍾媽媽聽著李湘渝的宣洩210Please respect copyright.PENANAzisBYseKyS
感歎著愛情的力量210Please respect copyright.PENANA5A7ML2o3gV
影響力實在很大210Please respect copyright.PENANAJecKmNFPWF
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幸而鍾天程的愛210Please respect copyright.PENANAL6XDpnPiTU
能夠承載著這個重擔210Please respect copyright.PENANAjqa6JgxMDn
分擔著李湘渝的壓力210Please respect copyright.PENANAicF0DtBYg9
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而李湘渝亦從鍾天程的愛裡210Please respect copyright.PENANAjyfx7s5fnT
得到了很強的力量210Please respect copyright.PENANAt5ixfHfPnA
有了寄託210Please respect copyright.PENANAZWV8h2vf81
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要不然210Please respect copyright.PENANAYXoTeKrjXL
李湘渝可能早在幾個月前210Please respect copyright.PENANAGFJCw54PJk
已經離開了這個世界210Please respect copyright.PENANARPqwA9Ucef
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「我知道…如果那個時候…210Please respect copyright.PENANAPrRwEaxJva
他在我的旁邊的話…210Please respect copyright.PENANA543M6p4VMW
他會毫不猶豫的…210Please respect copyright.PENANAb9N4J7bQV8
抱著我…210Please respect copyright.PENANAAGqrLC9n1X
不讓我傷害自己…」210Please respect copyright.PENANApXxVDz69af
李湘渝仍在痛哭著210Please respect copyright.PENANAWvEKZNvHay
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鍾媽媽坐在李湘渝的旁邊210Please respect copyright.PENANACpDcoSxUmc
握著他的手210Please respect copyright.PENANAlXA6JGO0Jf
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「我還記得…210Please respect copyright.PENANAxB3n7zPf0x
在天台那時…210Please respect copyright.PENANAVyLxZOO5mr
他…210Please respect copyright.PENANAhLWTwAVhJK
他……」210Please respect copyright.PENANAgjfn4lf1H5
李湘渝泣不成聲210Please respect copyright.PENANAyMSGCQ88k6
覺得自己愧對了鍾天程210Please respect copyright.PENANADMTfOJqTL2
不斷的哭著210Please respect copyright.PENANA5QnuEjTjM9
哭得難以呼吸210Please respect copyright.PENANAYsuJef5j7Z
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鍾媽媽讓李湘渝盡情發洩悲痛210Please respect copyright.PENANAmUxOgR5JC6
輕掃著他的背210Please respect copyright.PENANA7HN74UGdSl
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一會210Please respect copyright.PENANALLZrKqzJZa
待李湘渝情緒平伏後210Please respect copyright.PENANAOeJiJGXsZZ
鍾媽媽溫柔的說210Please respect copyright.PENANAEam6cnCbNV
「謝謝你對我誠實210Please respect copyright.PENANAaLN2PwYVHz
亦謝謝你選擇繼續活著」210Please respect copyright.PENANA6cY7f40DvF
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李湘渝低著頭210Please respect copyright.PENANAVKpzQKpImj
擦著眼睛210Please respect copyright.PENANA4O7pRK4Lak
「不…我…210Please respect copyright.PENANAhZkENIGi5K
很沒用…」210Please respect copyright.PENANAoLSEj8EYah
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「湘渝210Please respect copyright.PENANAj6gpxUqeHT
你真的很勇敢210Please respect copyright.PENANAt20r7jR7ml
而且210Please respect copyright.PENANAKkubNCD7Mm
你也有很堅強的信念210Please respect copyright.PENANAQvECC9NAtm
只是一時有點迷失210Please respect copyright.PENANAW3lxJRREsq
加上幻覺痛210Please respect copyright.PENANAWW8zADjknK
令你軟弱了」210Please respect copyright.PENANAQ69hOEC5Tq
鍾媽媽撫摸著他的頭210Please respect copyright.PENANAAcOjKMA7qw
「我非常欣賞你的堅強210Please respect copyright.PENANA9qKNLwDSFW
因為這是真的不容易啊」210Please respect copyright.PENANAZKeHaYqEcS
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李湘渝慢慢的停著哭泣210Please respect copyright.PENANAFondv85ms5
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「這件事210Please respect copyright.PENANApv5rWU32YD
你有跟天程說嗎?」210Please respect copyright.PENANA4o1wPC4pHI
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