第十一章 承諾篇 第十四回 諮詢288Please respect copyright.PENANASqvIvge0ah
288Please respect copyright.PENANAxyPfFxlMUh
鍾媽媽看著情緒日記288Please respect copyright.PENANAsrFUSb5ld4
發現李湘渝這幾個月來288Please respect copyright.PENANAgULMAkue0b
都過度積極的控制情緒288Please respect copyright.PENANAY6aY8lSxTb
288Please respect copyright.PENANAuVwelOFAV2
雖然發作的頻率有點減少288Please respect copyright.PENANAbIB2bPLyXj
但始終幻覺痛的情況令人擔憂288Please respect copyright.PENANALTXQpgi4JV
288Please respect copyright.PENANAOyBUBXio08
「傷口的幻覺痛頻率如何?」288Please respect copyright.PENANA0oPWvyAFhH
288Please respect copyright.PENANAwrkF8QTsQi
「每天都有…」288Please respect copyright.PENANApren1DGJXb
288Please respect copyright.PENANAZBCNciI3BH
「比起剛出院288Please respect copyright.PENANAk9MjVekKgI
或上個月288Please respect copyright.PENANA4p8KWSINvT
有好轉嗎?」288Please respect copyright.PENANA18KZbs9lH1
288Please respect copyright.PENANAK2M4g3uNJC
「好像…差不多…」288Please respect copyright.PENANAV2ZTpodS7R
288Please respect copyright.PENANAgship5imAF
「十級的話288Please respect copyright.PENANAVyi3LbgJtW
有多少級痛?」288Please respect copyright.PENANAPDIroY5H1m
288Please respect copyright.PENANAo1BBEDzkFM
「大概…有試過持續七至八級左右288Please respect copyright.PENANACD5ndPedTY
試過幾次真的很痛…」288Please respect copyright.PENANAOPj7iqBlui
288Please respect copyright.PENANA5CNYMSnmB2
鍾媽媽看了看李湘渝勉強的笑容288Please respect copyright.PENANAUjxTqEJBJ4
掩飾不了他憔悴及不安的眼神288Please respect copyright.PENANAyl6GTzdOsm
288Please respect copyright.PENANAcLErH4H87t
「已持續兩個月了288Please respect copyright.PENANAXd7DdvohdA
是吧?」288Please respect copyright.PENANAAWsHLiUwsh
288Please respect copyright.PENANAQDmtCZkfrl
「嗯…」288Please respect copyright.PENANA7u3d86keE9
李湘渝點點頭288Please respect copyright.PENANA0quRtCc2J3
288Please respect copyright.PENANAGJekang99O
小時候的事288Please respect copyright.PENANAGD9TX7mjsb
實在記得太清楚288Please respect copyright.PENANAqEqWBhrHux
印象太深刻288Please respect copyright.PENANAxyEr1dI5DC
288Please respect copyright.PENANA9VGh5qtgt9
而且幻覺痛發作的時候288Please respect copyright.PENANAcrVxMoIpWS
彷彿提醒著自己288Please respect copyright.PENANAx9LAKoJsXP
不斷的重溫事發經過288Please respect copyright.PENANAXnEplIMcfp
288Please respect copyright.PENANAks2SNEXNmL
加上被陳俊言和洪文健的欺凌和恐嚇288Please respect copyright.PENANANpAJbIRCXv
精神一直都維持在繃緊的狀態288Please respect copyright.PENANAfvLwawtDZ9
沒有一刻可以放鬆下來288Please respect copyright.PENANAwQ4pbO8Iix
288Please respect copyright.PENANAfhtp6ZbRc8
鍾媽媽再次仔細翻看著288Please respect copyright.PENANA3ZZEJLDvZX
自從幻聽出現後的日記288Please respect copyright.PENANArwWobDBvWK
看得出李湘渝心裡288Please respect copyright.PENANA14RFh6SUDh
是極度的恐慌288Please respect copyright.PENANAooBNkg7TZd
288Please respect copyright.PENANATgCxWVtg1z
從字裡行間裡288Please respect copyright.PENANA01rePCTrLF
李湘渝透露出的是288Please respect copyright.PENANAIsRZ1I8ktd
逃避現實288Please respect copyright.PENANAgEoOdL64tq
置之不理288Please respect copyright.PENANAXSmqUWvz6C
過份抑壓情緒288Please respect copyright.PENANAX3dhY0sOWM
288Please respect copyright.PENANApRfgKRSob1
「湘渝288Please respect copyright.PENANAmV8gtG7koA
欺騙誰也可以288Please respect copyright.PENANAWoo9HS0qAR
但就是不能欺騙自己288Please respect copyright.PENANAqRkSAPte98
要對自己誠實」288Please respect copyright.PENANAKPWLiZ7LxY
288Please respect copyright.PENANAKHupTlELgw
「嗯…」288Please respect copyright.PENANAW8FlNmQIVM
李湘渝低著頭288Please respect copyright.PENANAnDyo65lYX7
點了一下頭288Please respect copyright.PENANAOob6J3J3PN
288Please respect copyright.PENANASg8bp7RcRz
「有點勉強自己了嗎?288Please respect copyright.PENANAvlq6RSbOwB
在逃避嗎?」288Please respect copyright.PENANAfBvJilZuQ1
288Please respect copyright.PENANAi2Y8YwDMMj
李湘渝沉默著288Please respect copyright.PENANAA66ipW9G1v
288Please respect copyright.PENANA9JWPOR49EJ
鍾媽媽也安靜的觀察他的微表情288Please respect copyright.PENANAGHWGn6AOoC
288Please respect copyright.PENANANSf2OlvzVn
李湘渝思考了一會288Please respect copyright.PENANAec0doDNVZd
點了點頭288Please respect copyright.PENANAlPe6isPg3M
「嗯…」288Please respect copyright.PENANAtcjlqNiZNr
288Please respect copyright.PENANApc7cA0qgRv
「有什麼原因288Please respect copyright.PENANA0EbwutHaj3
令你想逃避?」288Please respect copyright.PENANA5Px3m9EO3g
鍾媽媽溫柔的說288Please respect copyright.PENANAzqCAZgruae
「或者288Please respect copyright.PENANAgM3e4Za14N
最近有沒有事情想跟我分享?」288Please respect copyright.PENANAyx9OHv95yn
288Please respect copyright.PENANAmdvXGcpTvW
李湘渝低著頭288Please respect copyright.PENANALAwdsOoQPG
手按在昨天傷口的位置上288Please respect copyright.PENANAsv0ZukIoZc
「我…」288Please respect copyright.PENANAHrzrzXYYV1
突然低壓情緒湧了上來288Please respect copyright.PENANAiBiyflPKCB
「很…288Please respect copyright.PENANAHDnI9E1CjJ
累了…」288Please respect copyright.PENANAhTqNJDH3mk
288Please respect copyright.PENANAqQ2Ne3G9Be
「所以昨天288Please respect copyright.PENANAQHT8gH6qFq
控制不住要傷害自己嗎?」288Please respect copyright.PENANAay7uogAle4
288Please respect copyright.PENANAViaGJThOhl
李湘渝點了點頭288Please respect copyright.PENANAcrzcvvWFLd
288Please respect copyright.PENANAbNsaKk5sd7
「昨天有過輕生的念頭嗎?」288Please respect copyright.PENANArjjfGlO4lc
288Please respect copyright.PENANAyU7wBWabya
李湘渝的眼流湧出來了288Please respect copyright.PENANAvVtIEGmUvN
抹著眼淚288Please respect copyright.PENANAh130cuJHXj
搖著頭否認288Please respect copyright.PENANAMlZDf9yVxE
288Please respect copyright.PENANAKf2tA0hyBj
鍾媽媽昨天看到他的情況和反應288Please respect copyright.PENANA69iBi3vLop
已經知道他經歷過想結束自己生命的掙扎288Please respect copyright.PENANA3USuERAMBw
只不過在鍾天程面前288Please respect copyright.PENANASyZFTT3Idb
不適宜直接問他288Please respect copyright.PENANAlr2EWjh57i
288Please respect copyright.PENANAm3XblVh6Ei
「在這裡說的話288Please respect copyright.PENANARaLYEul1QE
我是不會跟天程說的」288Please respect copyright.PENANAQLNjRbhyMu
鍾媽媽知道礙於身份問題288Please respect copyright.PENANAkyhLPRVmjv
李湘渝開始對她有所保留和隱瞞288Please respect copyright.PENANAaVzmFmaPbi
「你可以放心的告訴我288Please respect copyright.PENANANv35sfCQqj
我有責任保障你的私隱288Please respect copyright.PENANAP9zxuxsjJ1
就算他是我的兒子288Please respect copyright.PENANAixiMtGwWZZ
我也不可以告訴他288Please respect copyright.PENANApqhbYqRxXc
這是我的專業操守」288Please respect copyright.PENANARXzXe6eL6n
288Please respect copyright.PENANAAyk4UmdEiP
李湘渝繼續低著頭288Please respect copyright.PENANAKHAN8EN0ZM
「對不起…」288Please respect copyright.PENANAQUwUzCTh26
為自己的撒謊而道歉288Please respect copyright.PENANAFLTNc71e1A
288Please respect copyright.PENANA7TY3YKK0iO
「乖孩子288Please respect copyright.PENANALSfZ8b7PoP
不要怕去面對288Please respect copyright.PENANAZLeTELFPCy
要坦誠接受自己的情緒288Please respect copyright.PENANAFBnvVX89R4
知道嗎?」288Please respect copyright.PENANAfTc0CQxyvj
288Please respect copyright.PENANAhagcQEExFL
李湘渝沉默了一會288Please respect copyright.PENANAhpQAbpv6RY
緩緩的說著288Please respect copyright.PENANAUcurXhpbqL
「我…很怕…」288Please respect copyright.PENANAbGD78MAMKt
288Please respect copyright.PENANAUQWGphqlMu
「你在怕什麼?」288Please respect copyright.PENANAaNlmKnE64t
288Please respect copyright.PENANAHRapTNVf1u
李湘渝的思緒有點混亂288Please respect copyright.PENANAg5KyOsb9rp
「不…不知道…288Please respect copyright.PENANAC7RtfkUPCW
就是…很怕…」288Please respect copyright.PENANAr7d7bhbhnr
288Please respect copyright.PENANAsEcYYNuUQs
鍾媽媽安靜的讓他說288Please respect copyright.PENANAcrgLE2umWc
288Please respect copyright.PENANAXCAr6JIH56
「真的…很討厭自己…288Please respect copyright.PENANAdCyfQRlKP8
很麻煩…」288Please respect copyright.PENANAoVUsgdYCaa
李湘渝忍哭著說288Please respect copyright.PENANA46P2n4r9My
眼睛和鼻子也迅速的紅起來288Please respect copyright.PENANAo8Rdwp14OM
「我真的…288Please respect copyright.PENANAUtgfK7hTFT
一點用處也沒有…288Please respect copyright.PENANAZsO2PJdepu
我是…一個負累…」288Please respect copyright.PENANAz6UyUdXHw9
288Please respect copyright.PENANAQqMVgp3eBA
鍾媽媽聽著也心痛起來288Please respect copyright.PENANAUD7gvhDRLV
288Please respect copyright.PENANALM5Tn4RFDX
「我知…我不可以這樣想…288Please respect copyright.PENANAvSOhcJkNrm
我也想…拋棄這個想法…288Please respect copyright.PENANA8VwSjV34Oq
可是…我…」288Please respect copyright.PENANAwxmWeEUKen
李湘渝看著鍾媽媽288Please respect copyright.PENANAHyxit5iiMQ
「我…做不到…」288Please respect copyright.PENANA5hr53Fv2nV
288Please respect copyright.PENANAuI0fRiysIR
鍾媽媽點頭示意明白288Please respect copyright.PENANAPjoAHIw7tz
288Please respect copyright.PENANAZIkpUeNb5O
「我…真的…288Please respect copyright.PENANAkIRmgmRh80
很累…了啊…」288Please respect copyright.PENANA1TT3MGeCrU
288Please respect copyright.PENANAwf2mcdUaCq
「可以告訴我嗎?288Please respect copyright.PENANAnAUzcGa64e
昨天的經過是怎樣的?」288Please respect copyright.PENANANonJ5u7itH
288Please respect copyright.PENANAwcA9XatnrA
李湘渝愣了一下288Please respect copyright.PENANARciU4WnmHv
288Please respect copyright.PENANAyp9pivwa4c
鍾媽媽慢慢的引導他288Please respect copyright.PENANASW8xyCZhGB
「是幻覺痛了嗎?」288Please respect copyright.PENANAPjJRLjwXGG
288Please respect copyright.PENANAlYESpEYRAE
「昨天…傷口很痛…288Please respect copyright.PENANAqo5Fn5UXT9
痛了很久…288Please respect copyright.PENANAsc2KPLSNcg
整個下午都在痛…288Please respect copyright.PENANAaHyE8k0BEP
痛得…288Please respect copyright.PENANAVIhdIhevFY
那鐵枝好像仍然插在背部那樣…」288Please respect copyright.PENANAu3hYMRX7re
李湘渝慢慢的說出來288Please respect copyright.PENANAZZztksIxVX
哽咽著288Please respect copyright.PENANAbFjJVSDqze
「我…真的…288Please respect copyright.PENANA8Wd55yAmRB
忍受不了…288Please respect copyright.PENANAnJAw8Tm3Q0
不想再忍受下去了…」288Please respect copyright.PENANAjFHV6M8q8R
288Please respect copyright.PENANAxepVmHlQdb
「然後你用了什麼傷害自己?」288Please respect copyright.PENANA55USRhX0ua
288Please respect copyright.PENANANBw9XVlLQu
「我在書枱上288Please respect copyright.PENANAYAqCGUS8xk
隨便拿起了鐵尺288Please respect copyright.PENANAER6SG2v9Xq
便開始…弄痛自己…」288Please respect copyright.PENANAOr4HTKb8Zs
李湘渝回想著昨晚288Please respect copyright.PENANAIrMx4oqEo7
那種痛好像又要開始了288Please respect copyright.PENANAAZyqXQOHxy
「好像…變得沒那麼痛了…」288Please respect copyright.PENANAmP06zKaupN
288Please respect copyright.PENANA5wpSS70j5X
鍾媽媽坐近一點288Please respect copyright.PENANAMLGb9BXaT3
「然後?」288Please respect copyright.PENANAOgiMy2Zbiz
288Please respect copyright.PENANAmdN5KKdTsr
「然後…又變得很痛…288Please respect copyright.PENANAqA7RQXAZwA
全身也在痛…288Please respect copyright.PENANAG78Kzc4geF
很辛苦…」288Please respect copyright.PENANAAF6ijDGhDm
李湘渝握緊了拳頭288Please respect copyright.PENANADUZ1cOXx8L
288Please respect copyright.PENANA2A67caGhoq
「嗯」288Please respect copyright.PENANAw5adMVUySE
288Please respect copyright.PENANAHqdLhiYZ6D
「我想…用鎅刀…288Please respect copyright.PENANAPEQvrlugEM
在手腕上…割一下…」288Please respect copyright.PENANA6dMITiGoeh
李湘渝哭了出來288Please respect copyright.PENANAQq4ZLYlvdW
「那…我便…以後…288Please respect copyright.PENANAm8fa8YQ1zM
都不用再痛了…」288Please respect copyright.PENANAvBus9hnp6q
288Please respect copyright.PENANAfn1sijPTYL
鍾媽媽專業的保持冷靜288Please respect copyright.PENANAvfTOF9opC1
停頓一下288Please respect copyright.PENANAm4FBbZm685
再續問288Please respect copyright.PENANAGCO6ZZaKpW
「是發生了什麼事288Please respect copyright.PENANA1otQhZYXhe
讓你停下來嗎?」288Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8QSVav0Dh
288Please respect copyright.PENANAAVyXg0YNxE
「我…在筆袋裡找著…288Please respect copyright.PENANA3TQH3JUDsI
看到了…288Please respect copyright.PENANArUhJw1a0o3
師兄…寫給我的信…」288Please respect copyright.PENANAJFnIqORsOy
李湘渝激動的哭著288Please respect copyright.PENANAWwTD1IDUUq
「是他…的…信…」288Please respect copyright.PENANAyAkTRBrQCa
288Please respect copyright.PENANAaHffrZuGN5
鍾媽媽心也揪著的痛288Please respect copyright.PENANATEyjLcx5SL
給李湘渝遞上了紙巾288Please respect copyright.PENANASUtV9XFfYh
288Please respect copyright.PENANAN7BQJiF6Jq
「你看到了天程給你的信288Please respect copyright.PENANAsdl0ATbLZA
然後便停了下來288Please respect copyright.PENANAP8yCma5wyj
對嗎?」288Please respect copyright.PENANAnuFLMIDmqR
288Please respect copyright.PENANANwiDv9fYiF
李湘渝接過紙巾288Please respect copyright.PENANAsovOPrQPh8
點著頭288Please respect copyright.PENANAh51Z9jDMPF
288Please respect copyright.PENANA8S5Jrxb0zx
「那封信令你想起了什麼?288Please respect copyright.PENANAhLyWgjGD5o
促使你停下來288Please respect copyright.PENANAyKNkDF2RGU
令你選擇繼續忍受痛苦」288Please respect copyright.PENANAUxBURFpBGO
288Please respect copyright.PENANAdwsSHPPkhd
「我記得…288Please respect copyright.PENANApIj1a7S1ll
無論我怎樣放棄自己…288Please respect copyright.PENANAE3NKxogiWf
他都會…在我的身邊…288Please respect copyright.PENANAF3KEfxwUYe
不會離棄我…」288Please respect copyright.PENANApbq3D0MgGY
李湘渝痛哭著說288Please respect copyright.PENANAxUA2CYgonl
「上次…爸爸打我那晚…288Please respect copyright.PENANAzuE24vJpZ0
是他說…288Please respect copyright.PENANADhdZk4PhHv
明明知道了…看到了…288Please respect copyright.PENANA3IxBE6leN5
不能什麼也不做…288Please respect copyright.PENANApS3L4nadN9
便讓我回家去…」288Please respect copyright.PENANAC414KZLC6X
288Please respect copyright.PENANANN8grUpeXd
鍾媽媽聽著李湘渝的宣洩288Please respect copyright.PENANAHNXEFYDHg9
感歎著愛情的力量288Please respect copyright.PENANAdGsupDi1QJ
影響力實在很大288Please respect copyright.PENANAg77Cyrr8ld
288Please respect copyright.PENANAqSUpAkjvjm
幸而鍾天程的愛288Please respect copyright.PENANA21xMqRmVCs
能夠承載著這個重擔288Please respect copyright.PENANAr0KzJNLyfT
分擔著李湘渝的壓力288Please respect copyright.PENANAMmIPRhsvQ8
288Please respect copyright.PENANAbGmCYsMF3b
而李湘渝亦從鍾天程的愛裡288Please respect copyright.PENANAjIhPZZrhRM
得到了很強的力量288Please respect copyright.PENANALLlF7QYZqz
有了寄託288Please respect copyright.PENANAwG58dOHZaU
288Please respect copyright.PENANAna1n1G1s7l
要不然288Please respect copyright.PENANAIuN9AQcMJQ
李湘渝可能早在幾個月前288Please respect copyright.PENANAPXiejZa456
已經離開了這個世界288Please respect copyright.PENANAf5PonJp1K4
288Please respect copyright.PENANAOZLHejQQTI
「我知道…如果那個時候…288Please respect copyright.PENANAoxfU4Qj5uy
他在我的旁邊的話…288Please respect copyright.PENANAPpYd00WE6w
他會毫不猶豫的…288Please respect copyright.PENANATv2RuoIaoV
抱著我…288Please respect copyright.PENANAXhX9jQEaRH
不讓我傷害自己…」288Please respect copyright.PENANAVFKYDlx2X4
李湘渝仍在痛哭著288Please respect copyright.PENANAbKnVnWMo0A
288Please respect copyright.PENANARxmWQDXMsU
鍾媽媽坐在李湘渝的旁邊288Please respect copyright.PENANADRc2CxZ2xZ
握著他的手288Please respect copyright.PENANAbwAYxQoNUt
288Please respect copyright.PENANAGSH2ldg9yO
「我還記得…288Please respect copyright.PENANAkctJaEKxpK
在天台那時…288Please respect copyright.PENANA1MUksjTkMG
他…288Please respect copyright.PENANAuLModGrM9Y
他……」288Please respect copyright.PENANAUIidzWTYHO
李湘渝泣不成聲288Please respect copyright.PENANAAtlJSFbVo8
覺得自己愧對了鍾天程288Please respect copyright.PENANAfKnX37aRVX
不斷的哭著288Please respect copyright.PENANAqgsaJE5iWx
哭得難以呼吸288Please respect copyright.PENANAstt2E1U9h0
288Please respect copyright.PENANA2j1h3qzQ6R
鍾媽媽讓李湘渝盡情發洩悲痛288Please respect copyright.PENANA58FCXpByzP
輕掃著他的背288Please respect copyright.PENANApekylKWraR
288Please respect copyright.PENANAZgdxa4EPnV
一會288Please respect copyright.PENANAd111Rf7dPC
待李湘渝情緒平伏後288Please respect copyright.PENANA5SJ6dS8WgE
鍾媽媽溫柔的說288Please respect copyright.PENANAzIBVEnCm74
「謝謝你對我誠實288Please respect copyright.PENANA7GZFpqeiR4
亦謝謝你選擇繼續活著」288Please respect copyright.PENANAeQpJOKLQzT
288Please respect copyright.PENANAedWahOWzXl
李湘渝低著頭288Please respect copyright.PENANATK3rYh28IF
擦著眼睛288Please respect copyright.PENANAgNUUkRbUJ7
「不…我…288Please respect copyright.PENANAEY3W770dG9
很沒用…」288Please respect copyright.PENANAPJtG3Sus5J
288Please respect copyright.PENANA8W9eYe0gpB
「湘渝288Please respect copyright.PENANAOqTFYHuQqM
你真的很勇敢288Please respect copyright.PENANAlR1B3tMJy0
而且288Please respect copyright.PENANAfOuBTj5Vzo
你也有很堅強的信念288Please respect copyright.PENANAdP8Q5rWtRy
只是一時有點迷失288Please respect copyright.PENANA7alI8Y5Gow
加上幻覺痛288Please respect copyright.PENANAEyHWZDV4hI
令你軟弱了」288Please respect copyright.PENANArhkTU1lDCQ
鍾媽媽撫摸著他的頭288Please respect copyright.PENANAckTkUlb08p
「我非常欣賞你的堅強288Please respect copyright.PENANA0G00yfVGCs
因為這是真的不容易啊」288Please respect copyright.PENANAAcwcVEPzjx
288Please respect copyright.PENANAfYTjuLLcG8
李湘渝慢慢的停著哭泣288Please respect copyright.PENANA28pz68wzCS
288Please respect copyright.PENANAkaTgLvm8Fn
「這件事288Please respect copyright.PENANAPlwo2sQbTd
你有跟天程說嗎?」288Please respect copyright.PENANAyFyTe9GvND
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我不想…他不開心…」288Please respect copyright.PENANAfyqKcbbwvX
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消化一下288Please respect copyright.PENANA8uwcw7uoOx
不需要急」288Please respect copyright.PENANAExe8hWVf9k
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