
「奇怪 怎麼過了這麼久還沒回來...」199Please respect copyright.PENANAn3WHvKjIXm
泰亨起身 也往學校那走去,199Please respect copyright.PENANA7kFv1Nk8Xd
在巷弄裡尋找著我的身影,199Please respect copyright.PENANAkADciuKo8u
到了下個路口199Please respect copyright.PENANApiCqwZlAa4
看見我一動也不動的站在原地199Please respect copyright.PENANA8sQA2s2S35
走近才發現 我看到的景象,199Please respect copyright.PENANAeXAnCykbNm
那正是我暗戀的學長199Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6fvi7VAXq
和一個女孩擁抱的畫面...199Please respect copyright.PENANA1XtoaMPG6l
-199Please respect copyright.PENANA6pLK2K4nww
泰亨大步地走向我,199Please respect copyright.PENANAQr9H07nJ7k
從背後 他的右手 漸漸充滿整個視線,199Please respect copyright.PENANAoAKzj816FB
眼前一片漆黑 只剩 指縫間的隙光,199Please respect copyright.PENANATdYE9Y0uuD
而我 緩緩闔上了雙眼...199Please respect copyright.PENANAw8Uim6Ktm4
不久 淚水沾濕了 他纖細的手指,199Please respect copyright.PENANAEUNOKXkRAG
我將他的手慢慢移開199Please respect copyright.PENANAJ2g8aw3dyi
看向天空 努力想讓眼淚回流,199Please respect copyright.PENANAh693ePL8rW
我轉身看向他「走啊 不是要吃冰」,199Please respect copyright.PENANA7AxkmcsxLs
逞強地假裝好像沒事,199Please respect copyright.PENANAuuyPOzRowY
但其實 眼角的淚光 泛紅的鼻子199Please respect copyright.PENANAg5OHtabXtG
已經出賣了我...199Please respect copyright.PENANAx60CxXbQPq
-199Please respect copyright.PENANADTIOSht959
我們站在冰櫃前,199Please respect copyright.PENANAAEPGBolmsB
泰亨靜靜看著低頭找冰的我 不語,199Please respect copyright.PENANAmyANcXNr1Z
我拿起一支蘇打冰給他199Please respect copyright.PENANAUhjB5y49ke
「給你 你的蘇打冰」,199Please respect copyright.PENANA8er6xKOkE8
他接過冰棒 但依然不語。199Please respect copyright.PENANAcRsZlxfYMn
忽然學長從門那走了進來,199Please respect copyright.PENANAJlUbkreXjD
泰亨見他 立刻拉了我的手 想把我拉走,199Please respect copyright.PENANAnLcN4vrIhb
可我卻沒有動 反倒看向了學長199Please respect copyright.PENANA3hGvTPXBC0
「學長好。」我說,199Please respect copyright.PENANAtRDp5dkbtJ
他看向了我「哦Hi」招了招手 便往裡面走去199Please respect copyright.PENANAe95Yfl3xur
-199Please respect copyright.PENANAsZH0yb4QsJ
「共36塊。」店員說,199Please respect copyright.PENANAhLCYihaKS0
我打開錢包,199Please respect copyright.PENANA6U9y9cP2fU
但模糊的視線卻讓我看不清錢幣的面額,199Please respect copyright.PENANA46pvKq27ts
翻了許久 還是找不著 該付出的零錢...199Please respect copyright.PENANA3gRUyRp3LT
泰亨拿出卡 給向店員,199Please respect copyright.PENANAsm8WNLaLPA
我關上錢包 慢慢 走出雜貨店...199Please respect copyright.PENANAYp1Qyaqdq2
-199Please respect copyright.PENANAhGoupihcde
我坐在剛練舞的河堤邊,199Please respect copyright.PENANAymr6XrBN7U
眼神落在前方的地板 表情冷靜得可怕,199Please respect copyright.PENANA8Oe2xvumdd
臉上已經沒有哭過的痕跡。199Please respect copyright.PENANAlooiBPzHm7
泰亨在一旁望著我「想哭就哭吧...」,199Please respect copyright.PENANAg7MEKHIwSp
而我一樣沒有動靜 像窒息了般。199Please respect copyright.PENANAW4atb6PNhc
他也跟著看著前方199Please respect copyright.PENANAi4aefGPrv3
-199Please respect copyright.PENANAcsShgm9By7
當再次轉過來時199Please respect copyright.PENANAhxWy6i4PHN
我的眼淚已直直地落下,199Please respect copyright.PENANALUG3uwrRIY
不到幾秒就開始嚎啕大哭,199Please respect copyright.PENANAq2VjNEw1XF
哭得很大聲很大聲的那種...199Please respect copyright.PENANAc2laGVuQ49
泰亨輕輕地拍著我的背,199Please respect copyright.PENANAEy9q9EUjlp
感覺平時不太會安慰人...199Please respect copyright.PENANAaTzz6aYk1v
-199Please respect copyright.PENANAxPtQdgb545
突然我拿起手機給他看199Please respect copyright.PENANAfT3olaYGDB
屏幕裡是學長的IG頁面,199Please respect copyright.PENANAaUM2GDuxRc
「他們發情侶照片了...是真的在一起了!」199Please respect copyright.PENANA77v34FiMvf
我又哭得更大聲了......199Please respect copyright.PENANAGam9RpX2D3
看到我哭到不能自己,199Please respect copyright.PENANAeKTPJwOrJD
泰亨也只能做好陪伴角色。199Please respect copyright.PENANA4kTUK2lcol
直到哭累了 自己抹去眼淚,199Please respect copyright.PENANANbz1Xs8f7A
吐了幾口氣 試著平緩情緒...199Please respect copyright.PENANAX2OJNvtbv0
雖然鼻子還是酸酸的 眼淚也說掉就掉,199Please respect copyright.PENANAPB5cHwBi7t
但至少比一開始穩定了許多...199Please respect copyright.PENANAFQ3XnXca3R
-199Please respect copyright.PENANAIj8bQFTrEY
「妳剛剛為什麼 不逃走啊…」泰亨問我,199Please respect copyright.PENANAbTOd4Xw8Us
我知道他在說 想拉走我那時,199Please respect copyright.PENANAJY3uhHfIr8
「為何要逃走啊…我又沒做錯什麼」199Please respect copyright.PENANAPP2PSOs3AI
「他從來都沒說過喜歡我」199Please respect copyright.PENANAqaymaiPrtN
「一切都只是自己一廂情願」199Please respect copyright.PENANAIso5DyVFcP
「我們都沒做錯什麼」199Please respect copyright.PENANAhyHCH1teQV
「沒有一方需要避著另一方」199Please respect copyright.PENANAazx2jDBMgn
「也沒有一方必須躲著另一方...」199Please respect copyright.PENANAbTS1HCFSd0
我緩緩地說著 淚又不斷不斷地掉下...199Please respect copyright.PENANAlBL6yLWKNy
-199Please respect copyright.PENANAFimHIhaZkI
泰亨聽著我所說的,199Please respect copyright.PENANAxOUm1HEUUe
使回想起當時自己是如何面對安敏娜的...199Please respect copyright.PENANA60LFcHMD1g
明明誰都沒有做錯什麼,199Please respect copyright.PENANAPEXIERNCEy
但自己卻選擇了一直躲避,199Please respect copyright.PENANAWTnhQEaHKl
不斷地逃跑 就好像自己是罪人般...199Please respect copyright.PENANAGYURZQsd1l
-199Please respect copyright.PENANACyi0qR0etX
我又再次哭紅了雙眼199Please respect copyright.PENANA6dnRXlSlvS
卻伸出手「屋機罵...」(不要哭...)199Please respect copyright.PENANAh6KBggX2qb
扶著泰亨的臉頰 大拇指抹掉了他的淚珠,199Please respect copyright.PENANAkhqvbwT3uU
他有些嚇到 像是也不曉得自己竟然流淚了。199Please respect copyright.PENANAjCo837VtOj
遲了七年的眼淚 在此時落下...199Please respect copyright.PENANAODWzDRxWBe
-199Please respect copyright.PENANACkCj5q9XCb
又過了會 我們呆滯地看向前方,199Please respect copyright.PENANAvJ0hsuv57J
「要喝酒嗎?」泰亨問,199Please respect copyright.PENANA4uBNyL74Qr
「瘋了嗎?我還未成年啊」我回,199Please respect copyright.PENANA26Fj13fmDD
「啊對齁 忘了...」他說,199Please respect copyright.PENANAirglZqEdXP
我起身 拍拍褲子 把粉塵拍掉「我要走囉」,199Please respect copyright.PENANAi60SQqPnYB
「要不要我送你?」,199Please respect copyright.PENANAX0cFufzIm7
「不用啦 我想自己一個人回去」,199Please respect copyright.PENANAHygSYDu2Uk
「那你自己小心點哦 到家了告訴我」,199Please respect copyright.PENANArj7hfQq5ie
「嗯」我點點頭 拿起背包 往一方離開199Please respect copyright.PENANAR5VzyETQcn
直到背影完全消失在泰亨的視線中...199Please respect copyright.PENANAB8LYUE0wl7
- - ->199Please respect copyright.PENANAgaUPofNb2g
回到家 我直接往房間走去 並關上門,199Please respect copyright.PENANAkimd8fyXjU
「善允是不是心情不太好啊?」大哥問,199Please respect copyright.PENANAPQgYn3SjV7
「不是吧 她有難過過嗎?」善皓說,199Please respect copyright.PENANASVvixssoEU
他們倆不解地看向房那,199Please respect copyright.PENANAEPYwNUCxwl
二哥的房門 微微開了...199Please respect copyright.PENANArT3J7AjSBk
-199Please respect copyright.PENANAh7FQWuiuLN
我又趴在書桌上哭了會,199Please respect copyright.PENANAJZN8qPoGd8
哭累了就睡著了,199Please respect copyright.PENANAvIlLUFAs7q
當醒來時眼前卻多了支棒棒糖,199Please respect copyright.PENANA3y97tLq1jc
「棒棒糖妖精!?」我拿起棒棒糖驚訝的說199Please respect copyright.PENANARmHkIizdwH
-199Please respect copyright.PENANABAF8fNz34K
小的時候 只要我傷心、難過199Please respect copyright.PENANAp3pUyherR7
或是哭得很嚴重 停都停不下來時,199Please respect copyright.PENANANImfPsC9yu
模糊的印象中 總是有個黑影會給我棒棒糖。199Please respect copyright.PENANAtupW6O1E5o
長大後 看不見黑影了,199Please respect copyright.PENANAc3r9vfQPE9
但棒棒糖卻沒有消失。199Please respect copyright.PENANAqcCvnv4FzB
因為一直不知道是誰給的,199Please respect copyright.PENANAT2Rowza1D0
所以我都統稱為“棒棒糖妖精”199Please respect copyright.PENANArcB9K3urYh
-199Please respect copyright.PENANAeeJqpl6HCf
隨著年紀增長199Please respect copyright.PENANAywjchlKinh
也漸漸學會了 用勉強擠出的笑容199Please respect copyright.PENANALdWTtsT6ve
假裝著自己沒事,199Please respect copyright.PENANAGAEOWLxrf9
於是沒有半個人知道我受傷了,199Please respect copyright.PENANARNITp5c7mN
直到這次的流淚 棒棒糖又再次出現了...199Please respect copyright.PENANAEQfoKaBwu2
看著手中的棒棒糖,199Please respect copyright.PENANADvXNS125b1
這次我笑了,是真正發自內心的笑了199Please respect copyright.PENANATXpArof0yi
- - ->199Please respect copyright.PENANAuygcPvDkIQ
這個禮拜只要去社團練習,199Please respect copyright.PENANAzHmKJYnL3R
就會看見他們在那放閃,199Please respect copyright.PENANAWTnNqHOO3b
對沒錯 是社對。199Please respect copyright.PENANAOBT2gne85R
我總是撇過頭跟他人講話,199Please respect copyright.PENANAt2anlKo9aR
假裝著自己毫不在意,199Please respect copyright.PENANA9ULmnV47hY
其實心裡破了一個洞...199Please respect copyright.PENANAVs8c0KRqqT
- - ->199Please respect copyright.PENANAxfWSbuFI5u
那天泰亨回去後想了很多,199Please respect copyright.PENANAABl2IICPNF
他去敲了敲南俊工作室的房門199Please respect copyright.PENANA7IAQbKPbWW
「哥,我想作曲」。199Please respect copyright.PENANAA5owSp5m1W
過了幾天 防彈的官推上放了泰亨的自創曲,199Please respect copyright.PENANAjp423UczBU
我點進去聽了,199Please respect copyright.PENANAGeiHzg9A1g
心底有股暖流緩緩上升,199Please respect copyright.PENANAaxKZzwn0Xc
閉上眼 靜靜地聽199Please respect copyright.PENANAa0oE0N8EWy
嘴角不自覺地 微微一笑199Please respect copyright.PENANAWq89Mask5Z
- - ->199Please respect copyright.PENANA7fQkMimH36
一轉眼就到了舞會當天,199Please respect copyright.PENANAJXj3w8o87I
都已經忘了我有報名表演這回事。199Please respect copyright.PENANA4mru7jeFRb
「歡迎都善允同學帶來的雙人舞表演!」199Please respect copyright.PENANATwBdRT9hWt
主詞人說道,199Please respect copyright.PENANAtP761qX7wS
我就這樣被帶上台 連服裝都毫無準備,199Please respect copyright.PENANAXLuPqMh7Gt
慌張的表情 台下悉悉簌簌的評論聲。199Please respect copyright.PENANAH3HaAr1cLK
明明是雙人舞 旁邊的位子卻是空著的,199Please respect copyright.PENANAATeH777ggZ
原本想邀的人 如今卻和女友站在台下看著。199Please respect copyright.PENANAArh4pTjzzP
-199Please respect copyright.PENANAX8TN0EuCDO
「另一個人呢?」主持人問,199Please respect copyright.PENANA01S4Ko6Pgv
「我自己跳」我說,199Please respect copyright.PENANAagXBVybsqc
強迫說服自己 一個人也能跳好,199Please respect copyright.PENANAaDvOyKmGye
一個人也能做得很好...199Please respect copyright.PENANAp1n7XN8BsK
-199Please respect copyright.PENANASgNALbPCVq
音樂即將播下,199Please respect copyright.PENANA3l8v4vtg65
我看著會場中央的大門199Please respect copyright.PENANAAHNiDGBwoG
有一絲光線射入......199Please respect copyright.PENANAfTU11nQQ3T
-199Please respect copyright.PENANA2o0ZX1PrHq
-199Please respect copyright.PENANAgZ5Ya66zae
-待續...199Please respect copyright.PENANA7vXzfonjN4