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「奇怪 怎麼過了這麼久還沒回來...」244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zd7jopp4c
泰亨起身 也往學校那走去，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzy8OevbkJ
在巷弄裡尋找著我的身影，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfgwEWFsoN
到了下個路口244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9TpqRznJHM
看見我一動也不動的站在原地244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTNXDSQt3H
走近才發現 我看到的景象，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjOfAr1T7t
那正是我暗戀的學長244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3siZ8RhFDW
和一個女孩擁抱的畫面...244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacuSFx5wGf
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泰亨大步地走向我，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZkLpAYtDZ
從背後 他的右手 漸漸充滿整個視線，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevl4lQASNM
眼前一片漆黑 只剩 指縫間的隙光，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeiJwfOI6h
而我 緩緩闔上了雙眼...244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZdWWOoj29
不久 淚水沾濕了 他纖細的手指，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotAKpuAXUk
我將他的手慢慢移開244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHckrXZ94b6
看向天空 努力想讓眼淚回流，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOW6TDa3kiN
我轉身看向他「走啊 不是要吃冰」，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2ELwFKjav
逞強地假裝好像沒事，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjAzOzR6HH
但其實 眼角的淚光 泛紅的鼻子244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOLA7rMAJq
已經出賣了我...244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkMfpw5ZXj
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我們站在冰櫃前，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10vTRp3gy5
泰亨靜靜看著低頭找冰的我 不語，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1AtHtmFs3
我拿起一支蘇打冰給他244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQji0oy9Xh
「給你 你的蘇打冰」，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXO6LO6VjL
他接過冰棒 但依然不語。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLlTTQIyrq
忽然學長從門那走了進來，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOpXIHi8Wd
泰亨見他 立刻拉了我的手 想把我拉走，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOR80egLV9
可我卻沒有動 反倒看向了學長244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVWotb55Xp
「學長好。」我說，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHzdcaQIIZ
他看向了我「哦Hi」招了招手 便往裡面走去244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqbAuCEsWv
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「共36塊。」店員說，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsE0qTfoWk
我打開錢包，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2YJvP7rGS
但模糊的視線卻讓我看不清錢幣的面額，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Y3gdL2v59
翻了許久 還是找不著 該付出的零錢...244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRwUiPdcKl
泰亨拿出卡 給向店員，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjskygdnQq
我關上錢包 慢慢 走出雜貨店...244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq77nncMWdF
-244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTXPjkbkq0
我坐在剛練舞的河堤邊，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIIEIcq6Tu
眼神落在前方的地板 表情冷靜得可怕，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnVnNDZKXt
臉上已經沒有哭過的痕跡。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnb8IZPknp
泰亨在一旁望著我「想哭就哭吧...」，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCg7MkwP6j6
而我一樣沒有動靜 像窒息了般。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqG6RfOxpw
他也跟著看著前方244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9zDcJmFoB
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當再次轉過來時244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgHfU0J0Lq
我的眼淚已直直地落下，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNb8RRk27Kz
不到幾秒就開始嚎啕大哭，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIkBdco5dU
哭得很大聲很大聲的那種...244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IvDC4AULA
泰亨輕輕地拍著我的背，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18KPoCgBlV
感覺平時不太會安慰人...244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rfQDyJRrW
-244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOXqGRO8RM
突然我拿起手機給他看244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzJC3zXnbS
屏幕裡是學長的IG頁面，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGjqq3bSjt
「他們發情侶照片了...是真的在一起了！」244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMuhbm6L90
我又哭得更大聲了......244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfiEY0ZMLvI
看到我哭到不能自己，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PWjy22D1F
泰亨也只能做好陪伴角色。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAq4l6SCl8g
直到哭累了 自己抹去眼淚，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp235545pY7
吐了幾口氣 試著平緩情緒...244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZuJL1xffC
雖然鼻子還是酸酸的 眼淚也說掉就掉，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFM0w8wZxA3
但至少比一開始穩定了許多...244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZ7p9Mkspl
-244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeR68vAedWl
「妳剛剛為什麼 不逃走啊…」泰亨問我，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgTnSFluUw
我知道他在說 想拉走我那時，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTaRiJEGHmw
「為何要逃走啊…我又沒做錯什麼」244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxi8YrUfAJc
「他從來都沒說過喜歡我」244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMMcbrXH2e
「一切都只是自己一廂情願」244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgp5LMzEMV
「我們都沒做錯什麼」244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOM50vcxV4b
「沒有一方需要避著另一方」244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZPEGkrAW4
「也沒有一方必須躲著另一方...」244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPwQvTQXgg
我緩緩地說著 淚又不斷不斷地掉下...244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxZIqQ1OUo
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泰亨聽著我所說的，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wIte9oFUU
使回想起當時自己是如何面對安敏娜的...244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLlKrb6VC2
明明誰都沒有做錯什麼，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvSgLag2mK
但自己卻選擇了一直躲避，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOdmv0Nyw6
不斷地逃跑 就好像自己是罪人般...244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTo54KhKVHP
-244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpm8ImioJH
我又再次哭紅了雙眼244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB91bANET6G
卻伸出手「屋機罵...」(不要哭...)244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITpSAc1pr0
扶著泰亨的臉頰 大拇指抹掉了他的淚珠，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNBstf95Zx
他有些嚇到 像是也不曉得自己竟然流淚了。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYzkrbg6dq
遲了七年的眼淚 在此時落下...244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIGhpbeVeU
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又過了會 我們呆滯地看向前方，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7t0uYZpLzV
「要喝酒嗎？」泰亨問，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTQffkpx6B
「瘋了嗎？我還未成年啊」我回，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WlKe2Ykg2
「啊對齁 忘了...」他說，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9q1zwDwXI
我起身 拍拍褲子 把粉塵拍掉「我要走囉」，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucMR8LKRIB
「要不要我送你？」，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG05hnFxTT9
「不用啦 我想自己一個人回去」，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaq5oZoie9t
「那你自己小心點哦 到家了告訴我」，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduVsrD54QC
「嗯」我點點頭 拿起背包 往一方離開244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOosyhC8R7k
直到背影完全消失在泰亨的視線中...244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXt4mFXX4g3
- - ->244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOVesLzVd2
回到家 我直接往房間走去 並關上門，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfafV7RHJD
「善允是不是心情不太好啊？」大哥問，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjg7GbgUVq
「不是吧 她有難過過嗎？」善皓說，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdQ0hVvKhe
他們倆不解地看向房那，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4TeDV6g9N
二哥的房門 微微開了...244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmaRjMD9kFG
-244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcPkagU5bU
我又趴在書桌上哭了會，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPe4alhNKCU
哭累了就睡著了，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPLhtigqNw
當醒來時眼前卻多了支棒棒糖，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKG3EF5E1N
「棒棒糖妖精！？」我拿起棒棒糖驚訝的說244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEaTAv9hAV
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小的時候 只要我傷心、難過244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyKGkmu8K5
或是哭得很嚴重 停都停不下來時，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1p9DxavGo
模糊的印象中 總是有個黑影會給我棒棒糖。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrHLJ2uKIY
長大後 看不見黑影了，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwIVGGfxdM
但棒棒糖卻沒有消失。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vFPYkvcO3
因為一直不知道是誰給的，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfiAwKr5LM
所以我都統稱為“棒棒糖妖精”244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ImjOllFxV
-244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zxByfdvj3
隨著年紀增長244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNNCNu6RzZ
也漸漸學會了 用勉強擠出的笑容244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycJ50h5VO4
假裝著自己沒事，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiG3AmJ1JKx
於是沒有半個人知道我受傷了，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkiMILHAQup
直到這次的流淚 棒棒糖又再次出現了...244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCZtAEfRli
看著手中的棒棒糖，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29U3aDrLCZ
這次我笑了，是真正發自內心的笑了244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvCUiq6Zi8
- - ->244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIASWHifMQj
這個禮拜只要去社團練習，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vGD07XTz4
就會看見他們在那放閃，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8NDkg4tdS
對沒錯 是社對。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8GerzONiU
我總是撇過頭跟他人講話，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9IRj053Hk
假裝著自己毫不在意，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRndOKHCjh9
其實心裡破了一個洞...244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivYx8Avqg7
- - ->244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvxhT5tS2A
那天泰亨回去後想了很多，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUt56FaJqvW
他去敲了敲南俊工作室的房門244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEr4julRiGA
「哥，我想作曲」。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5ADKi7aVe
過了幾天 防彈的官推上放了泰亨的自創曲，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaPUpBm1Be
我點進去聽了，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqjEB5SorI
心底有股暖流緩緩上升，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DfukAIi85
閉上眼 靜靜地聽244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡww3p4TLoZB
嘴角不自覺地 微微一笑244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9b8DxXV1V
- - ->244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNpbdPVl5e
一轉眼就到了舞會當天，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgsqTydgDIK
都已經忘了我有報名表演這回事。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8bItLmsgA
「歡迎都善允同學帶來的雙人舞表演！」244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOu4SMGYVu
主詞人說道，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmV6gt7tqT4
我就這樣被帶上台 連服裝都毫無準備，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSp0fgYZiT
慌張的表情 台下悉悉簌簌的評論聲。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSYvUf1POJ
明明是雙人舞 旁邊的位子卻是空著的，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkXggTGVLB
原本想邀的人 如今卻和女友站在台下看著。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0hTrevgjr
-244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1uvRrqhGqa
「另一個人呢？」主持人問，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruhCZaIAkk
「我自己跳」我說，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpSedqeIgD
強迫說服自己 一個人也能跳好，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPQDlnpCUk
一個人也能做得很好...244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvflEjHjwV
-244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjinALrqFb
音樂即將播下，244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdztloUosU
我看著會場中央的大門244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuslRu2qt8l
有一絲光線射入......244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWSWM0Pk1s
-244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5BMC1WMCq
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-待續...244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnW4WVFOjM
