「奇怪 怎麼過了這麼久還沒回來...」295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLITxkLbxJJ
泰亨起身 也往學校那走去，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtsQzGnrHl
在巷弄裡尋找著我的身影，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYLSIlnOd5
到了下個路口295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzdre37tvO
看見我一動也不動的站在原地295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWo9pFOCKm
走近才發現 我看到的景象，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfs4rFtM3G5
那正是我暗戀的學長295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagsVaU6zKY
和一個女孩擁抱的畫面...295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLKzq0x48q
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泰亨大步地走向我，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzyXsA8lWp
從背後 他的右手 漸漸充滿整個視線，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEqHwGPaXy
眼前一片漆黑 只剩 指縫間的隙光，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXM7q5eGxU
而我 緩緩闔上了雙眼...295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpa7lSBVry
不久 淚水沾濕了 他纖細的手指，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6E0xDht11V
我將他的手慢慢移開295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwa0p26J4Ti
看向天空 努力想讓眼淚回流，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIn8ii3M1XI
我轉身看向他「走啊 不是要吃冰」，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4wdAMNjRY
逞強地假裝好像沒事，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PnBvNfoL8
但其實 眼角的淚光 泛紅的鼻子295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfIRtF8HBf
已經出賣了我...295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQRuNddAml
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我們站在冰櫃前，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKiYcuRk2c
泰亨靜靜看著低頭找冰的我 不語，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCshEG58xd
我拿起一支蘇打冰給他295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMozjz3eS9g
「給你 你的蘇打冰」，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvNrYVPNkS
他接過冰棒 但依然不語。295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQfSUss0OP
忽然學長從門那走了進來，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORL6LfjnO4
泰亨見他 立刻拉了我的手 想把我拉走，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbJEuCD9VG
可我卻沒有動 反倒看向了學長295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDQgsnDA0e
「學長好。」我說，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3P9Z6uu2B
他看向了我「哦Hi」招了招手 便往裡面走去295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEN3tDlL7H3
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「共36塊。」店員說，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQSzEeXGL2
我打開錢包，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BjI1IEZmp
但模糊的視線卻讓我看不清錢幣的面額，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGepzFoEIrc
翻了許久 還是找不著 該付出的零錢...295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSM5GdAa0h
泰亨拿出卡 給向店員，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwc28EUYg6
我關上錢包 慢慢 走出雜貨店...295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrzEHdImxV
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我坐在剛練舞的河堤邊，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBrU4PMWC1
眼神落在前方的地板 表情冷靜得可怕，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyAEIRniaT
臉上已經沒有哭過的痕跡。295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6eQU3tNXW
泰亨在一旁望著我「想哭就哭吧...」，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4jCNYHYmT
而我一樣沒有動靜 像窒息了般。295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdaNuUngZ0
他也跟著看著前方295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFilFMTgzA
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當再次轉過來時295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkpRDGHO3Y
我的眼淚已直直地落下，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EMW1MAfIv
不到幾秒就開始嚎啕大哭，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HcIOlNrpK
哭得很大聲很大聲的那種...295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlL6WKBqJry
泰亨輕輕地拍著我的背，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPg0hBA9tii
感覺平時不太會安慰人...295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhHzX8tFnW
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突然我拿起手機給他看295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1UcpfdUAS
屏幕裡是學長的IG頁面，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEn5Gzb802L
「他們發情侶照片了...是真的在一起了！」295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFo70Cag9x
我又哭得更大聲了......295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0rU3i5X49
看到我哭到不能自己，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpX2Mn2OL0
泰亨也只能做好陪伴角色。295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdvNXVrAYL
直到哭累了 自己抹去眼淚，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTloi1fC4S
吐了幾口氣 試著平緩情緒...295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJt6Gl3cXW4
雖然鼻子還是酸酸的 眼淚也說掉就掉，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36E6SZ7AYL
但至少比一開始穩定了許多...295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡat3ODStUYk
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「妳剛剛為什麼 不逃走啊…」泰亨問我，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbGsmSvoU2
我知道他在說 想拉走我那時，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUdaWvA3dW
「為何要逃走啊…我又沒做錯什麼」295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1Rl3QrVLJ
「他從來都沒說過喜歡我」295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqumUPQ0PTg
「一切都只是自己一廂情願」295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyRvVhoYZG
「我們都沒做錯什麼」295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2xbVWNefE
「沒有一方需要避著另一方」295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGViw7GaFz
「也沒有一方必須躲著另一方...」295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5xqTXGdAw
我緩緩地說著 淚又不斷不斷地掉下...295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwDteAnZzB
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泰亨聽著我所說的，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHscfPHFMa8
使回想起當時自己是如何面對安敏娜的...295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQIpxuTUJk
明明誰都沒有做錯什麼，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWfqoyDK6H
但自己卻選擇了一直躲避，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNBsSj5Ei3
不斷地逃跑 就好像自己是罪人般...295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDgl0sYU0i
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我又再次哭紅了雙眼295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjv8xR36Tnd
卻伸出手「屋機罵...」(不要哭...)295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDMHMR6WUl
扶著泰亨的臉頰 大拇指抹掉了他的淚珠，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcg34UfwEe
他有些嚇到 像是也不曉得自己竟然流淚了。295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xE0QVQQMc
遲了七年的眼淚 在此時落下...295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8PhzM9lej
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又過了會 我們呆滯地看向前方，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4KG2OTKK4
「要喝酒嗎？」泰亨問，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDawCyuc2WB
「瘋了嗎？我還未成年啊」我回，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsplW3Pl9st
「啊對齁 忘了...」他說，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIF3mcSXsQW
我起身 拍拍褲子 把粉塵拍掉「我要走囉」，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBSJJD2Ada
「要不要我送你？」，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WmjxO8Nen
「不用啦 我想自己一個人回去」，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitFlSzKnUe
「那你自己小心點哦 到家了告訴我」，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRHL88dk0w
「嗯」我點點頭 拿起背包 往一方離開295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82ML6mCt3O
直到背影完全消失在泰亨的視線中...295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGsvOuMAEu
- - ->295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgy2LsoR32H
回到家 我直接往房間走去 並關上門，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrlbiHJRgq
「善允是不是心情不太好啊？」大哥問，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGPkFojinD
「不是吧 她有難過過嗎？」善皓說，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fogaUhNua
他們倆不解地看向房那，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDsYJehotTi
二哥的房門 微微開了...295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75mkSLOTkj
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我又趴在書桌上哭了會，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGObEt8YV2
哭累了就睡著了，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdQNFcDhoo
當醒來時眼前卻多了支棒棒糖，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUpRQ55BcC
「棒棒糖妖精！？」我拿起棒棒糖驚訝的說295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8gXxLKEO7
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小的時候 只要我傷心、難過295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX57VEBWo2i
或是哭得很嚴重 停都停不下來時，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnMNPDlnZ2
模糊的印象中 總是有個黑影會給我棒棒糖。295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIG4PUemZif
長大後 看不見黑影了，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMiRUMps4y
但棒棒糖卻沒有消失。295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4evvGBhnhJ
因為一直不知道是誰給的，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJG9MzLOgh
所以我都統稱為“棒棒糖妖精”295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRNj6i6Xps
-295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKUAqCKAJX
隨著年紀增長295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡertpA3W1z5
也漸漸學會了 用勉強擠出的笑容295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2ObEcIY6B
假裝著自己沒事，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTfA6zi5bm
於是沒有半個人知道我受傷了，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrcwbK4t6Z
直到這次的流淚 棒棒糖又再次出現了...295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU47V9eVERA
看著手中的棒棒糖，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVnN17z4W5
這次我笑了，是真正發自內心的笑了295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMuXonaFBL
- - ->295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedp8uydOdR
這個禮拜只要去社團練習，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwZ9tWDV9r
就會看見他們在那放閃，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKTCoDn9IW
對沒錯 是社對。295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZV0jPGiaz
我總是撇過頭跟他人講話，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGTKstmgbj
假裝著自己毫不在意，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7d7I9ozuh
其實心裡破了一個洞...295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS76pdfOXIq
- - ->295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEFDvrdMPF
那天泰亨回去後想了很多，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZZnxuOP65
他去敲了敲南俊工作室的房門295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6UOojxwrT
「哥，我想作曲」。295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQtvWh5gsT
過了幾天 防彈的官推上放了泰亨的自創曲，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYALaO6CzST
我點進去聽了，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfg1APCYOc
心底有股暖流緩緩上升，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XRBW2CO2M
閉上眼 靜靜地聽295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqfeRbWoxn
嘴角不自覺地 微微一笑295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdXZUFOeZk
- - ->295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdk8mVcLWV
一轉眼就到了舞會當天，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGYX1oTHyj
都已經忘了我有報名表演這回事。295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0165dh65k
「歡迎都善允同學帶來的雙人舞表演！」295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjz4GfPVaJ
主詞人說道，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CIQr5jZVm
我就這樣被帶上台 連服裝都毫無準備，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezFiY6YXqx
慌張的表情 台下悉悉簌簌的評論聲。295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJhNt9NoSC
明明是雙人舞 旁邊的位子卻是空著的，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuCufu1amT
原本想邀的人 如今卻和女友站在台下看著。295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIW6mmLtK1
-295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoD8r7wDbVO
「另一個人呢？」主持人問，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QgxDK8yfX
「我自己跳」我說，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUi24L7FEmc
強迫說服自己 一個人也能跳好，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6kGAhZAjq
一個人也能做得很好...295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBI01e1Zhj
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音樂即將播下，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLoFYaNuGl
我看著會場中央的大門295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRid9IntAfI
有一絲光線射入......295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dLKqplhBS
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-待續...295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPiPFadw8y
