
「奇怪 怎麼過了這麼久還沒回來...」244Please respect copyright.PENANA5zd7jopp4c
泰亨起身 也往學校那走去,244Please respect copyright.PENANAIzy8OevbkJ
在巷弄裡尋找著我的身影,244Please respect copyright.PENANAdfgwEWFsoN
到了下個路口244Please respect copyright.PENANA9TpqRznJHM
看見我一動也不動的站在原地244Please respect copyright.PENANAhTNXDSQt3H
走近才發現 我看到的景象,244Please respect copyright.PENANAVjOfAr1T7t
那正是我暗戀的學長244Please respect copyright.PENANA3siZ8RhFDW
和一個女孩擁抱的畫面...244Please respect copyright.PENANAacuSFx5wGf
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泰亨大步地走向我,244Please respect copyright.PENANAQZkLpAYtDZ
從背後 他的右手 漸漸充滿整個視線,244Please respect copyright.PENANAevl4lQASNM
眼前一片漆黑 只剩 指縫間的隙光,244Please respect copyright.PENANAoeiJwfOI6h
而我 緩緩闔上了雙眼...244Please respect copyright.PENANAnZdWWOoj29
不久 淚水沾濕了 他纖細的手指,244Please respect copyright.PENANAotAKpuAXUk
我將他的手慢慢移開244Please respect copyright.PENANAHckrXZ94b6
看向天空 努力想讓眼淚回流,244Please respect copyright.PENANAOW6TDa3kiN
我轉身看向他「走啊 不是要吃冰」,244Please respect copyright.PENANAk2ELwFKjav
逞強地假裝好像沒事,244Please respect copyright.PENANAcjAzOzR6HH
但其實 眼角的淚光 泛紅的鼻子244Please respect copyright.PENANADOLA7rMAJq
已經出賣了我...244Please respect copyright.PENANARkMfpw5ZXj
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我們站在冰櫃前,244Please respect copyright.PENANA10vTRp3gy5
泰亨靜靜看著低頭找冰的我 不語,244Please respect copyright.PENANAi1AtHtmFs3
我拿起一支蘇打冰給他244Please respect copyright.PENANANQji0oy9Xh
「給你 你的蘇打冰」,244Please respect copyright.PENANAwXO6LO6VjL
他接過冰棒 但依然不語。244Please respect copyright.PENANAqLlTTQIyrq
忽然學長從門那走了進來,244Please respect copyright.PENANAXOpXIHi8Wd
泰亨見他 立刻拉了我的手 想把我拉走,244Please respect copyright.PENANAQOR80egLV9
可我卻沒有動 反倒看向了學長244Please respect copyright.PENANAFVWotb55Xp
「學長好。」我說,244Please respect copyright.PENANAjHzdcaQIIZ
他看向了我「哦Hi」招了招手 便往裡面走去244Please respect copyright.PENANAtqbAuCEsWv
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「共36塊。」店員說,244Please respect copyright.PENANAGsE0qTfoWk
我打開錢包,244Please respect copyright.PENANAy2YJvP7rGS
但模糊的視線卻讓我看不清錢幣的面額,244Please respect copyright.PENANA5Y3gdL2v59
翻了許久 還是找不著 該付出的零錢...244Please respect copyright.PENANAeRwUiPdcKl
泰亨拿出卡 給向店員,244Please respect copyright.PENANAJjskygdnQq
我關上錢包 慢慢 走出雜貨店...244Please respect copyright.PENANAq77nncMWdF
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我坐在剛練舞的河堤邊,244Please respect copyright.PENANATIIEIcq6Tu
眼神落在前方的地板 表情冷靜得可怕,244Please respect copyright.PENANAWnVnNDZKXt
臉上已經沒有哭過的痕跡。244Please respect copyright.PENANAXnb8IZPknp
泰亨在一旁望著我「想哭就哭吧...」,244Please respect copyright.PENANACg7MkwP6j6
而我一樣沒有動靜 像窒息了般。244Please respect copyright.PENANAxqG6RfOxpw
他也跟著看著前方244Please respect copyright.PENANAm9zDcJmFoB
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當再次轉過來時244Please respect copyright.PENANArgHfU0J0Lq
我的眼淚已直直地落下,244Please respect copyright.PENANANb8RRk27Kz
不到幾秒就開始嚎啕大哭,244Please respect copyright.PENANAWIkBdco5dU
哭得很大聲很大聲的那種...244Please respect copyright.PENANA4IvDC4AULA
泰亨輕輕地拍著我的背,244Please respect copyright.PENANA18KPoCgBlV
感覺平時不太會安慰人...244Please respect copyright.PENANA9rfQDyJRrW
-244Please respect copyright.PENANAAOXqGRO8RM
突然我拿起手機給他看244Please respect copyright.PENANAIzJC3zXnbS
屏幕裡是學長的IG頁面,244Please respect copyright.PENANAXGjqq3bSjt
「他們發情侶照片了...是真的在一起了!」244Please respect copyright.PENANAqMuhbm6L90
我又哭得更大聲了......244Please respect copyright.PENANAfiEY0ZMLvI
看到我哭到不能自己,244Please respect copyright.PENANA1PWjy22D1F
泰亨也只能做好陪伴角色。244Please respect copyright.PENANAAq4l6SCl8g
直到哭累了 自己抹去眼淚,244Please respect copyright.PENANAp235545pY7
吐了幾口氣 試著平緩情緒...244Please respect copyright.PENANAdZuJL1xffC
雖然鼻子還是酸酸的 眼淚也說掉就掉,244Please respect copyright.PENANAFM0w8wZxA3
但至少比一開始穩定了許多...244Please respect copyright.PENANAXZ7p9Mkspl
-244Please respect copyright.PENANAeR68vAedWl
「妳剛剛為什麼 不逃走啊…」泰亨問我,244Please respect copyright.PENANAQgTnSFluUw
我知道他在說 想拉走我那時,244Please respect copyright.PENANATaRiJEGHmw
「為何要逃走啊…我又沒做錯什麼」244Please respect copyright.PENANAxi8YrUfAJc
「他從來都沒說過喜歡我」244Please respect copyright.PENANAWMMcbrXH2e
「一切都只是自己一廂情願」244Please respect copyright.PENANAYgp5LMzEMV
「我們都沒做錯什麼」244Please respect copyright.PENANAOM50vcxV4b
「沒有一方需要避著另一方」244Please respect copyright.PENANAfZPEGkrAW4
「也沒有一方必須躲著另一方...」244Please respect copyright.PENANArPwQvTQXgg
我緩緩地說著 淚又不斷不斷地掉下...244Please respect copyright.PENANAXxZIqQ1OUo
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泰亨聽著我所說的,244Please respect copyright.PENANA5wIte9oFUU
使回想起當時自己是如何面對安敏娜的...244Please respect copyright.PENANABLlKrb6VC2
明明誰都沒有做錯什麼,244Please respect copyright.PENANARvSgLag2mK
但自己卻選擇了一直躲避,244Please respect copyright.PENANAuOdmv0Nyw6
不斷地逃跑 就好像自己是罪人般...244Please respect copyright.PENANATo54KhKVHP
-244Please respect copyright.PENANAJpm8ImioJH
我又再次哭紅了雙眼244Please respect copyright.PENANAB91bANET6G
卻伸出手「屋機罵...」(不要哭...)244Please respect copyright.PENANAITpSAc1pr0
扶著泰亨的臉頰 大拇指抹掉了他的淚珠,244Please respect copyright.PENANAhNBstf95Zx
他有些嚇到 像是也不曉得自己竟然流淚了。244Please respect copyright.PENANAcYzkrbg6dq
遲了七年的眼淚 在此時落下...244Please respect copyright.PENANAYIGhpbeVeU
-244Please respect copyright.PENANAqcJcumF8aJ
又過了會 我們呆滯地看向前方,244Please respect copyright.PENANA7t0uYZpLzV
「要喝酒嗎?」泰亨問,244Please respect copyright.PENANAZTQffkpx6B
「瘋了嗎?我還未成年啊」我回,244Please respect copyright.PENANA2WlKe2Ykg2
「啊對齁 忘了...」他說,244Please respect copyright.PENANAh9q1zwDwXI
我起身 拍拍褲子 把粉塵拍掉「我要走囉」,244Please respect copyright.PENANAucMR8LKRIB
「要不要我送你?」,244Please respect copyright.PENANAG05hnFxTT9
「不用啦 我想自己一個人回去」,244Please respect copyright.PENANAaq5oZoie9t
「那你自己小心點哦 到家了告訴我」,244Please respect copyright.PENANAduVsrD54QC
「嗯」我點點頭 拿起背包 往一方離開244Please respect copyright.PENANAOosyhC8R7k
直到背影完全消失在泰亨的視線中...244Please respect copyright.PENANAXt4mFXX4g3
- - ->244Please respect copyright.PENANAIOVesLzVd2
回到家 我直接往房間走去 並關上門,244Please respect copyright.PENANAwfafV7RHJD
「善允是不是心情不太好啊?」大哥問,244Please respect copyright.PENANAwjg7GbgUVq
「不是吧 她有難過過嗎?」善皓說,244Please respect copyright.PENANAgdQ0hVvKhe
他們倆不解地看向房那,244Please respect copyright.PENANAl4TeDV6g9N
二哥的房門 微微開了...244Please respect copyright.PENANAmaRjMD9kFG
-244Please respect copyright.PENANAdcPkagU5bU
我又趴在書桌上哭了會,244Please respect copyright.PENANAPe4alhNKCU
哭累了就睡著了,244Please respect copyright.PENANACPLhtigqNw
當醒來時眼前卻多了支棒棒糖,244Please respect copyright.PENANAVKG3EF5E1N
「棒棒糖妖精!?」我拿起棒棒糖驚訝的說244Please respect copyright.PENANAXEaTAv9hAV
-244Please respect copyright.PENANAUk6XvJTmng
小的時候 只要我傷心、難過244Please respect copyright.PENANAnyKGkmu8K5
或是哭得很嚴重 停都停不下來時,244Please respect copyright.PENANAO1p9DxavGo
模糊的印象中 總是有個黑影會給我棒棒糖。244Please respect copyright.PENANAZrHLJ2uKIY
長大後 看不見黑影了,244Please respect copyright.PENANApwIVGGfxdM
但棒棒糖卻沒有消失。244Please respect copyright.PENANA3vFPYkvcO3
因為一直不知道是誰給的,244Please respect copyright.PENANAEfiAwKr5LM
所以我都統稱為“棒棒糖妖精”244Please respect copyright.PENANA3ImjOllFxV
-244Please respect copyright.PENANA8zxByfdvj3
隨著年紀增長244Please respect copyright.PENANAlNNCNu6RzZ
也漸漸學會了 用勉強擠出的笑容244Please respect copyright.PENANAycJ50h5VO4
假裝著自己沒事,244Please respect copyright.PENANAiG3AmJ1JKx
於是沒有半個人知道我受傷了,244Please respect copyright.PENANAkiMILHAQup
直到這次的流淚 棒棒糖又再次出現了...244Please respect copyright.PENANAKCZtAEfRli
看著手中的棒棒糖,244Please respect copyright.PENANA29U3aDrLCZ
這次我笑了,是真正發自內心的笑了244Please respect copyright.PENANAHvCUiq6Zi8
- - ->244Please respect copyright.PENANAIASWHifMQj
這個禮拜只要去社團練習,244Please respect copyright.PENANA5vGD07XTz4
就會看見他們在那放閃,244Please respect copyright.PENANAe8NDkg4tdS
對沒錯 是社對。244Please respect copyright.PENANAz8GerzONiU
我總是撇過頭跟他人講話,244Please respect copyright.PENANAF9IRj053Hk
假裝著自己毫不在意,244Please respect copyright.PENANARndOKHCjh9
其實心裡破了一個洞...244Please respect copyright.PENANAivYx8Avqg7
- - ->244Please respect copyright.PENANASvxhT5tS2A
那天泰亨回去後想了很多,244Please respect copyright.PENANAUt56FaJqvW
他去敲了敲南俊工作室的房門244Please respect copyright.PENANAEr4julRiGA
「哥,我想作曲」。244Please respect copyright.PENANAp5ADKi7aVe
過了幾天 防彈的官推上放了泰亨的自創曲,244Please respect copyright.PENANAHaPUpBm1Be
我點進去聽了,244Please respect copyright.PENANAfqjEB5SorI
心底有股暖流緩緩上升,244Please respect copyright.PENANA4DfukAIi85
閉上眼 靜靜地聽244Please respect copyright.PENANAww3p4TLoZB
嘴角不自覺地 微微一笑244Please respect copyright.PENANAK9b8DxXV1V
- - ->244Please respect copyright.PENANAMNpbdPVl5e
一轉眼就到了舞會當天,244Please respect copyright.PENANAgsqTydgDIK
都已經忘了我有報名表演這回事。244Please respect copyright.PENANAF8bItLmsgA
「歡迎都善允同學帶來的雙人舞表演!」244Please respect copyright.PENANAHOu4SMGYVu
主詞人說道,244Please respect copyright.PENANAmV6gt7tqT4
我就這樣被帶上台 連服裝都毫無準備,244Please respect copyright.PENANAxSp0fgYZiT
慌張的表情 台下悉悉簌簌的評論聲。244Please respect copyright.PENANAFSYvUf1POJ
明明是雙人舞 旁邊的位子卻是空著的,244Please respect copyright.PENANAKkXggTGVLB
原本想邀的人 如今卻和女友站在台下看著。244Please respect copyright.PENANAa0hTrevgjr
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「另一個人呢?」主持人問,244Please respect copyright.PENANAruhCZaIAkk
「我自己跳」我說,244Please respect copyright.PENANADpSedqeIgD
強迫說服自己 一個人也能跳好,244Please respect copyright.PENANAAPQDlnpCUk
一個人也能做得很好...244Please respect copyright.PENANAJvflEjHjwV
-244Please respect copyright.PENANAgjinALrqFb
音樂即將播下,244Please respect copyright.PENANASdztloUosU
我看著會場中央的大門244Please respect copyright.PENANAuslRu2qt8l
有一絲光線射入......244Please respect copyright.PENANAeWSWM0Pk1s
-244Please respect copyright.PENANAD5BMC1WMCq
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-待續...244Please respect copyright.PENANAmnW4WVFOjM