聽到小莉這樣問，我心底反而莫名其妙地產生了抗拒。我輕輕捉住她肩膊推開：「我，我有咩辛苦？你知唔知道我係方舟城852係咩身份？」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFN2qp45Z4
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「你講落去。」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMibbRWkMrS
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她大概知道吧。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡseVC16ssHE
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「可能你唔知道，小莉……我係方舟城852之中係末日下唯三既生還者，可以話好多人都識得我，甚至鐘…鐘意我？」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1elCXPPsm4
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她不為所動，同一時間另一把聲音卻在腦中響起。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkwuvBCmqp
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJV5yIEFHAS
「你正一死淨種啊莉莉！」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17YQhLz0sO
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWrUjVr3lQ
「你地三個本來就無資格登艦，無資格生活係方舟城852！」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡneaqXHqk5U
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKPOzYHLYy
為甚麼？579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdp6l6QHV9X
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為甚麼要做樣說我們？579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOcutRa1lN
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTNsT3FFjU
小莉碧藍的雙瞳這時卻化成無限的深邃凝視著我：「咁仲有呢？」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFAZuy3OIr
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGts8t5UNPU
「我…我…我仲係行星防衛局既星軍精銳，嵐翔部隊既副隊…呀唔係，隊長喔！方舟城既大家都鐘意我，信賴我——」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlWBEXqj4M
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJWOSDNUXe
小莉同樣不為所動，而我腦中又再次……579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxlix0DKXq
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVI3SPQOt8c
「走狗！！你地先係文明癌，你地只係黨衛軍，蓋世太保，你地只係…！！」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84Yuc9yDsa
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedt62GcrlI
「歧種人根本唔存在，莉莉，星軍同歧種人都只係為左維持方舟城852穩定既手段。」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgG0Pn2yNx
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZo39s5iSje
眼前小莉的樣子叫我心寒，但馬上我發現原因不在她，而是她的瞳仁中我自己的倒影，那個茫然的樣子——不知不覺間我已沒法說下去。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8W8sibpZor
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNFaw0Vzan
「你係度講你係方舟城過得幾好，幾有地位同名譽，但係你個樣完全唔開心，亦唔自豪。」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAHmkJJgXk
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUMX8C0aNz
叫我心寒的，是小莉瞳仁中的我自己。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1p0CzGUL5
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwbyhfmtiw
「個個叫向晴姐既人，個個叫喬大哥既人，仲有…絢香師傅，貝兒姐姐，舜兒哥哥……莉莉，你點可能無事？」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikVb10XtZf
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPd5VUVtjb
「收…收聲…」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDcjVMFNMa
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawkNr24G5X
「你明明想係佢地面前證明你自己，但係佢地全部都……」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1Yp3rXAZw
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7ifVf5Sla
「收聲啊！！」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JzOJibOqD
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjfWlcJYr7
我尖叫打斷小莉的胡說八道，直到她閉上嘴後我才發現自己比想像中更激動，胸口起伏不止地在喘著氣。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0RmKKivjjE
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7SKvf75Dw
向晴姐在我們面前被械人群淹沒。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ezNKgpvGr
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWIrKa6buI
喬大哥被我親手斬殺後自爆而亡。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFNm1CosKRc
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmWy8HOSXd
絢香師傅雖說幸福地死在爸爸懷中，但卻絕不是甚麼善終。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwToVidax8Q
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQrtjZ45eV
貝兒姐姐在末日前只剩下頭部能動，而舜兒哥哥更加是被埋於獅山十字會總部的瓦礫下。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXAEz7oAn4
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHJoYCkDpL
所有我想證明給他們看「我很強」「我成長了」的人，盡數都離我而去。當中大部份都是我本來，我本來有機會救下來的…！！579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3DZdleIE3
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如果我真的如自己想像中強大—579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMieTxhhSAH
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFDtB7Vvuy
「——咁你就應該救到佢地。」與我思想同步的小莉輕描淡寫地說出我的想法。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXaDlbjzWm
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscguwIscSN
「……」我沉默不語，我無言以對。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVIf0NF8Ti
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgb6dhUQBi1
我是星軍的精銳皇牌，但其實只是歧種人的演戲對手。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEGR8X3Q3c
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhZQtgxhQr
我是方舟城的守護者，但其實只是肅清異己的劏子手。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUGpMpZqGD
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGuMBZbKhB
我是穿過彩虹橋的生還者，但其實只是沒有資格卻擠進來的死淨種。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutn0WS3eRu
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWR5Rq8n4fl
我是信徒們眼中的女神，但其實只是異教徒與孩子們眼中的魔女。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpUUW15XZK
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8kxfq18SA
我……根本甚麼也不是，更加多次被黎爾打敗，只能逃往過去，只想變回那個能瑟縮於爸爸，媽媽，絢香師傅，舜兒哥哥，貝兒姐姐背後的小女生，躲在她們背後，永遠永遠地躲下去。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2cIxhI534
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusx3Z6fZ3W
永遠永遠地躲著，永遠永遠地不要變成大人。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaq4YVvNPa
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKr4aLZiqof
「我改一個問法…莉莉，係未來，你過得開唔開心？」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nKbVzLvNZ
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZHLxqnea2
聽到她這樣問，我卻是鼻頭一酸，眼淚不受控制地流下來。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡji3j1A5Wvu
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zq7SQaimU
明明方舟城852是千年之城，理想之國，我在這時卻沒法回答年幼的自己—「我在未來活得很快樂」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mYBcpOQW5
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我不能。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmLEyFn5Ba
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrx3TXlMDE
我沒有活成自己年幼時憧憬的樣子，成年後的生活……活得……一塌胡塗。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1GOu5QYoT
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NPH8eBUMs
「對唔住…小莉…對唔住…」我垂下頭任由眼淚落到自己膝上，「我搞到自己…搞到我地既未來咁樣……」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnhfjdZ4I6
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRwhBy27AOh
面對年幼的自己，我卻只能道歉。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkAvyBuebi
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8XpWwLZVz
因為我的現在就是她的未來，我卻完全搞砸了。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZMGE4oeGq
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAk4yRoqHIz
被黎爾玩弄於股掌中，沒有令任何人引以為傲，曾說過要好好守護的方舟城更加面臨滅絕，我……沒有活成小時候憧憬的樣子。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hMwG9niWw
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPivr39qG7
「但你知道自己要成為點既人，咁就夠。」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUW6qRT2FX
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7ugSu3aMt
與我心靈相通的小莉卻輕撫我的頭，用米寧遞上的小手帕為我印去淚水。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOpTQ1oraq
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgWWfTMCAK
「成為…」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqyiDzJ4Dt
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPN2smYtj2
「至少咁樣，你就同黎爾係同一級數。」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIcVv36SW9
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnshX42V10
「但…知道自己要成為點既人?」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14SLqUDUOg
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXoB4t7ODZW
「就好像向晴姐講既咁：自己存在既方式，要由你自己去定義。」共享著我的記憶的小莉說，「你以為呢句係同個啲只係某人複製體既罪人講？」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK285Vr64ca
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqC256gbcd5
「唔係咩？」我反問。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhe0suIhKeQ
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「個時你地根本未到朱月係咪？」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyKn5FpcSS
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的確是這樣。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbv1YcXJuFZ
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2JTgXdVFa
「所以……向晴姐個一句，係同緊你講啊，莉莉。」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaydAPcxxS9
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4875cvWWQl
我與小莉因為是同一個人，同一個大腦，所以她正共享著我的記憶。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0y7l2fXor
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxi33GJ2QfH
但她有著我早已逝去的赤子之心…嗎。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHNLnW18U4
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYUnfqUXuY
那時，自律炮擊車即將駛出擴音範圍，向晴姐的聲音在風中似有還無地滲進我耳朵。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67OROn63CG
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPa3aIDFTD
那時，向晴姐嫣然一笑然後鑽進在前進的自律炮擊車內。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxsWxgfZcC
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsp9hVMacCq
那時，我的視野內是她。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRcBLuBrFP
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZCtlpeJNN
那時，她的視野內是我。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkryh5eR1A
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPJ4dxdaDp
而且我們根本還未到朱月基地，得知世界末日與方舟城的真相。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIyXmDc4jQ
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpTxo7IlSq
向晴姐在生命最後時刻還在鼓勵的人……是我，莉莉．楊．勒菲弗爾。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfRD2KJvgR
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9FVEXAHqX
「黎爾咁強唔係因為咩自在超限，人工靈魂，而係自從米寧死後，我指米寧本人死後，佢一直都知道自己既存在方式，佢強烈定義出自己既存在。」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnDp92s77z
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFzOvkKAGP
明明連黎爾也沒有見過的小莉說道。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡer3YqcjkyM
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdx0LwgajB
「佢由親手殺死米寧個時已經下定決心要阻止所有好似佢咁既悲劇，即使手段係毀滅一切，殺盡一切。面對佢咁既對手，你地只有普通既對抗心態係唔足夠。」小莉用著與她超不搭的成熟語氣說道。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZ7vQf2gYv
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhSIEiPAkf
「咁點先夠？」阿當問。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6LOGrHyk2
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡec9OYJAUHl
「……答案唔可以由我講出黎，未來既答案就由未來既你地去搵到。」小莉望向窗外，「好夜啦。」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36LFAqKuo8
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcIaEJALFx
「嗯，咁今晚你就同我……」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4ZnUoAk4h
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWupvBP5EN
「既然咁夜，大家都應該訓晒。」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmy92Vyy3Y
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAv9o2xF1t
「嗄？」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1KIf4kqZU
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnNeUhnR4B
「莉莉，你爸爸係文雀，你亦得到佢既真傳……我有樣野想你幫我去偷。」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDMhO9kxvg
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXxrJUG7iS
小莉的笑容在夜色下格外高深莫測。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRoBcOqNBe
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