聽到小莉這樣問，我心底反而莫名其妙地產生了抗拒。我輕輕捉住她肩膊推開：「我，我有咩辛苦？你知唔知道我係方舟城852係咩身份？」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsejXHJbA6
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「你講落去。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJzWHpjJMI
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她大概知道吧。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyuVFbysrqQ
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「可能你唔知道，小莉……我係方舟城852之中係末日下唯三既生還者，可以話好多人都識得我，甚至鐘…鐘意我？」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcqyeNgizK
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她不為所動，同一時間另一把聲音卻在腦中響起。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJASZpGuGgq
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「你正一死淨種啊莉莉！」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyMa1QsZrj
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「你地三個本來就無資格登艦，無資格生活係方舟城852！」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgptX89k5o
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為甚麼？549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKf4gzIoHQ
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為甚麼要做樣說我們？549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtbzxtnEe6
549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbkgLPw5jd
小莉碧藍的雙瞳這時卻化成無限的深邃凝視著我：「咁仲有呢？」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BQxRcv1Iq
549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImhRSB4fYd
「我…我…我仲係行星防衛局既星軍精銳，嵐翔部隊既副隊…呀唔係，隊長喔！方舟城既大家都鐘意我，信賴我——」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl96v0y7XiT
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小莉同樣不為所動，而我腦中又再次……549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJFVtePyrZ
549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2I4qwp0FWW
「走狗！！你地先係文明癌，你地只係黨衛軍，蓋世太保，你地只係…！！」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefOuVuNPZG
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「歧種人根本唔存在，莉莉，星軍同歧種人都只係為左維持方舟城852穩定既手段。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRoTeMWrmvo
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眼前小莉的樣子叫我心寒，但馬上我發現原因不在她，而是她的瞳仁中我自己的倒影，那個茫然的樣子——不知不覺間我已沒法說下去。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbpCmYVm8Y
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「你係度講你係方舟城過得幾好，幾有地位同名譽，但係你個樣完全唔開心，亦唔自豪。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87BmmrZxD0
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叫我心寒的，是小莉瞳仁中的我自己。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfb58LhY7da
549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMxQBWzxWu
「個個叫向晴姐既人，個個叫喬大哥既人，仲有…絢香師傅，貝兒姐姐，舜兒哥哥……莉莉，你點可能無事？」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIUH5GrLGq
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「收…收聲…」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3AhYB23Y7M
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「你明明想係佢地面前證明你自己，但係佢地全部都……」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSemGf9j9ut
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「收聲啊！！」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOacJDU7jBj
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我尖叫打斷小莉的胡說八道，直到她閉上嘴後我才發現自己比想像中更激動，胸口起伏不止地在喘著氣。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtI28lHFg5t
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向晴姐在我們面前被械人群淹沒。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuF6Ih4BkuH
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喬大哥被我親手斬殺後自爆而亡。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4bGUgBZ1k
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絢香師傅雖說幸福地死在爸爸懷中，但卻絕不是甚麼善終。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOFzQ2lG7x
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貝兒姐姐在末日前只剩下頭部能動，而舜兒哥哥更加是被埋於獅山十字會總部的瓦礫下。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlBWrD8DZV
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所有我想證明給他們看「我很強」「我成長了」的人，盡數都離我而去。當中大部份都是我本來，我本來有機會救下來的…！！549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wgB4rswnr
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如果我真的如自己想像中強大—549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynNhs50GWY
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「——咁你就應該救到佢地。」與我思想同步的小莉輕描淡寫地說出我的想法。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFrFjoSCb7
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「……」我沉默不語，我無言以對。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKCvcx8yF1
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我是星軍的精銳皇牌，但其實只是歧種人的演戲對手。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjOwY2VPFe
549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMxajAcDvU
我是方舟城的守護者，但其實只是肅清異己的劏子手。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHaEhKL8ui
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我是穿過彩虹橋的生還者，但其實只是沒有資格卻擠進來的死淨種。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUesFe3T3VJ
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我是信徒們眼中的女神，但其實只是異教徒與孩子們眼中的魔女。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR15wBxvjxL
549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJ0PskVLVn
我……根本甚麼也不是，更加多次被黎爾打敗，只能逃往過去，只想變回那個能瑟縮於爸爸，媽媽，絢香師傅，舜兒哥哥，貝兒姐姐背後的小女生，躲在她們背後，永遠永遠地躲下去。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjQ9u9KTUo
549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhnyHv2u8o
永遠永遠地躲著，永遠永遠地不要變成大人。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQMnilyccx
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「我改一個問法…莉莉，係未來，你過得開唔開心？」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Wqye1D8FX
549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHYStPFTgZ
聽到她這樣問，我卻是鼻頭一酸，眼淚不受控制地流下來。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ031yePqg8I
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明明方舟城852是千年之城，理想之國，我在這時卻沒法回答年幼的自己—「我在未來活得很快樂」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoQ7jrJVDN
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我不能。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRT7vpyDvMi
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我沒有活成自己年幼時憧憬的樣子，成年後的生活……活得……一塌胡塗。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgmnE7md9W
549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMb8tMv1gL
「對唔住…小莉…對唔住…」我垂下頭任由眼淚落到自己膝上，「我搞到自己…搞到我地既未來咁樣……」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9MKQsphCR
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面對年幼的自己，我卻只能道歉。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWqIO70XcX
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因為我的現在就是她的未來，我卻完全搞砸了。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8GNSs1wjn
549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJL4mqr6LH
被黎爾玩弄於股掌中，沒有令任何人引以為傲，曾說過要好好守護的方舟城更加面臨滅絕，我……沒有活成小時候憧憬的樣子。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mDY8rMQWH
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「但你知道自己要成為點既人，咁就夠。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNCGirpORg
549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbXKQMbLSi
與我心靈相通的小莉卻輕撫我的頭，用米寧遞上的小手帕為我印去淚水。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXIlsxSYcy
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「成為…」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIAaRv9tRe
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「至少咁樣，你就同黎爾係同一級數。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDur6qorHq2
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「但…知道自己要成為點既人?」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8hRVjbLPJ
549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFlaA5xEy1
「就好像向晴姐講既咁：自己存在既方式，要由你自己去定義。」共享著我的記憶的小莉說，「你以為呢句係同個啲只係某人複製體既罪人講？」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe695RwFLB0
549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZMiBPNWN0
「唔係咩？」我反問。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNYUBs9IaP
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「個時你地根本未到朱月係咪？」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE25yK5Lu5K
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的確是這樣。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLm2XLViBZ
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「所以……向晴姐個一句，係同緊你講啊，莉莉。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTJUvBcGgG
549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3CpJxCHsp
我與小莉因為是同一個人，同一個大腦，所以她正共享著我的記憶。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xozcNYTiQ
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但她有著我早已逝去的赤子之心…嗎。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQndOOzEHZ
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那時，自律炮擊車即將駛出擴音範圍，向晴姐的聲音在風中似有還無地滲進我耳朵。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRys1Id0AGw
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那時，向晴姐嫣然一笑然後鑽進在前進的自律炮擊車內。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzB4y7pDtB
549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHdYqi978A
那時，我的視野內是她。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXTfUfSqUa
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那時，她的視野內是我。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7e3Fs1KgE
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而且我們根本還未到朱月基地，得知世界末日與方舟城的真相。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQPHbD4pAw
549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61oUvC8zbT
向晴姐在生命最後時刻還在鼓勵的人……是我，莉莉．楊．勒菲弗爾。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4oGw2KxnGS
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「黎爾咁強唔係因為咩自在超限，人工靈魂，而係自從米寧死後，我指米寧本人死後，佢一直都知道自己既存在方式，佢強烈定義出自己既存在。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbq3EwCutKj
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明明連黎爾也沒有見過的小莉說道。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLEGT40db2
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「佢由親手殺死米寧個時已經下定決心要阻止所有好似佢咁既悲劇，即使手段係毀滅一切，殺盡一切。面對佢咁既對手，你地只有普通既對抗心態係唔足夠。」小莉用著與她超不搭的成熟語氣說道。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pVZEhleDY
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「咁點先夠？」阿當問。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkvrWon2Rq
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「……答案唔可以由我講出黎，未來既答案就由未來既你地去搵到。」小莉望向窗外，「好夜啦。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1E1BhKWrO
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「嗯，咁今晚你就同我……」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98Oj7j4dTf
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「既然咁夜，大家都應該訓晒。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1ZqMoPXnx
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「嗄？」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXxqWEPN6p
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「莉莉，你爸爸係文雀，你亦得到佢既真傳……我有樣野想你幫我去偷。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRh9JNpkQbG
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小莉的笑容在夜色下格外高深莫測。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcuYfQ6fk0
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