聽到小莉這樣問，我心底反而莫名其妙地產生了抗拒。我輕輕捉住她肩膊推開：「我，我有咩辛苦？你知唔知道我係方舟城852係咩身份？」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpptEk9c9d
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「你講落去。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCe9QaNybGK
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她大概知道吧。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8QNEtK2Qb
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「可能你唔知道，小莉……我係方舟城852之中係末日下唯三既生還者，可以話好多人都識得我，甚至鐘…鐘意我？」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbknF1xUug
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她不為所動，同一時間另一把聲音卻在腦中響起。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtarM7vcWr
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「你正一死淨種啊莉莉！」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKwCvN8rTn
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCL0V73SmEc
「你地三個本來就無資格登艦，無資格生活係方舟城852！」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeq47nx0pwp
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為甚麼？546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbTENMpGrb
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為甚麼要做樣說我們？546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdhbwMvEf9
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdMNjU4an1
小莉碧藍的雙瞳這時卻化成無限的深邃凝視著我：「咁仲有呢？」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolKH9akl5G
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJTZo6XMiE
「我…我…我仲係行星防衛局既星軍精銳，嵐翔部隊既副隊…呀唔係，隊長喔！方舟城既大家都鐘意我，信賴我——」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwso36O3Kaj
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDxXDClkmx
小莉同樣不為所動，而我腦中又再次……546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10i6IA09Hz
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaleGOO4H1
「走狗！！你地先係文明癌，你地只係黨衛軍，蓋世太保，你地只係…！！」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRF9QDkbKfS
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSGPqpvBVB
「歧種人根本唔存在，莉莉，星軍同歧種人都只係為左維持方舟城852穩定既手段。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHSEZ6PEzh
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5zLIKk444
眼前小莉的樣子叫我心寒，但馬上我發現原因不在她，而是她的瞳仁中我自己的倒影，那個茫然的樣子——不知不覺間我已沒法說下去。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8AJUnj75s
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「你係度講你係方舟城過得幾好，幾有地位同名譽，但係你個樣完全唔開心，亦唔自豪。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JQpl3Ois0
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZY4uAWUOj
叫我心寒的，是小莉瞳仁中的我自己。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HwCewYq4u
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXDoUuz9i0
「個個叫向晴姐既人，個個叫喬大哥既人，仲有…絢香師傅，貝兒姐姐，舜兒哥哥……莉莉，你點可能無事？」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1GuAM8mUx
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNzE3qMMgv
「收…收聲…」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUqUviTkGp
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTSwtfXy3I
「你明明想係佢地面前證明你自己，但係佢地全部都……」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3yqLmYsey
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVslcCtBoC
「收聲啊！！」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUz2C51IPN
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我尖叫打斷小莉的胡說八道，直到她閉上嘴後我才發現自己比想像中更激動，胸口起伏不止地在喘著氣。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIO2tDdNlD
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wR7QxzfRN
向晴姐在我們面前被械人群淹沒。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDt279LJEP
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIaRdS9Tak
喬大哥被我親手斬殺後自爆而亡。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWqlGVTl3F
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6MIzZkZV4
絢香師傅雖說幸福地死在爸爸懷中，但卻絕不是甚麼善終。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4nd3nfqmZ
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFm1FFvaJp
貝兒姐姐在末日前只剩下頭部能動，而舜兒哥哥更加是被埋於獅山十字會總部的瓦礫下。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydjf5oDN5K
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvBb0JHRo4
所有我想證明給他們看「我很強」「我成長了」的人，盡數都離我而去。當中大部份都是我本來，我本來有機會救下來的…！！546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8sKBhStCLh
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEi0ux4bmCB
如果我真的如自己想像中強大—546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRcciidu1F
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「——咁你就應該救到佢地。」與我思想同步的小莉輕描淡寫地說出我的想法。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCgRRnvTGS
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLlke5CTbc
「……」我沉默不語，我無言以對。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBA5nQA3lr4
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoHX6uQuug
我是星軍的精銳皇牌，但其實只是歧種人的演戲對手。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7wul5Y8Rk
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡboxH2mujaE
我是方舟城的守護者，但其實只是肅清異己的劏子手。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXMbkrmMID
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqehgMV66uR
我是穿過彩虹橋的生還者，但其實只是沒有資格卻擠進來的死淨種。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tUrIsjsaO
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUC7PJwXYz
我是信徒們眼中的女神，但其實只是異教徒與孩子們眼中的魔女。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ462YBnyesk
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PHbsSMIpc
我……根本甚麼也不是，更加多次被黎爾打敗，只能逃往過去，只想變回那個能瑟縮於爸爸，媽媽，絢香師傅，舜兒哥哥，貝兒姐姐背後的小女生，躲在她們背後，永遠永遠地躲下去。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvHJIULm2K
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rYbQvAfDT
永遠永遠地躲著，永遠永遠地不要變成大人。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrs2mOd44th
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzy9RfRoYO
「我改一個問法…莉莉，係未來，你過得開唔開心？」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQlQybylK6
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXob8Qx58n9
聽到她這樣問，我卻是鼻頭一酸，眼淚不受控制地流下來。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTGr8kpja5
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcoR6tlppKn
明明方舟城852是千年之城，理想之國，我在這時卻沒法回答年幼的自己—「我在未來活得很快樂」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGZAcladsk
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我不能。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXPzVyQrfy
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我沒有活成自己年幼時憧憬的樣子，成年後的生活……活得……一塌胡塗。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruTa7WBEqe
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYvNp63rKh
「對唔住…小莉…對唔住…」我垂下頭任由眼淚落到自己膝上，「我搞到自己…搞到我地既未來咁樣……」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37ndOv8OkQ
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4EjJeHr4oZ
面對年幼的自己，我卻只能道歉。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZiRYWaAki
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFTSyFFayC
因為我的現在就是她的未來，我卻完全搞砸了。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TBuy3Lmol
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2h1gD2MsPW
被黎爾玩弄於股掌中，沒有令任何人引以為傲，曾說過要好好守護的方舟城更加面臨滅絕，我……沒有活成小時候憧憬的樣子。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0R6tevIwG
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVP6QSr91D
「但你知道自己要成為點既人，咁就夠。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgFels1q9g
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYiJKKnWZiL
與我心靈相通的小莉卻輕撫我的頭，用米寧遞上的小手帕為我印去淚水。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqGebYRizA
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「成為…」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVD4gvLNI2I
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn11h3lVcHZ
「至少咁樣，你就同黎爾係同一級數。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDYHRUGRs7
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHiQapvX0bI
「但…知道自己要成為點既人?」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Vui9neAKT
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHGhDDSshl
「就好像向晴姐講既咁：自己存在既方式，要由你自己去定義。」共享著我的記憶的小莉說，「你以為呢句係同個啲只係某人複製體既罪人講？」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlbbQ3ZRHN
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2PWSIn6f6
「唔係咩？」我反問。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwuYyffT5V
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「個時你地根本未到朱月係咪？」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcGmAOq5Fq
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的確是這樣。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMSnjdz1gP
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「所以……向晴姐個一句，係同緊你講啊，莉莉。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOCSIE1vXu
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9luolyhFHq
我與小莉因為是同一個人，同一個大腦，所以她正共享著我的記憶。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FjSVHI7un
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcWS3YAN60
但她有著我早已逝去的赤子之心…嗎。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKianpKMef9
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9MGrv98DS
那時，自律炮擊車即將駛出擴音範圍，向晴姐的聲音在風中似有還無地滲進我耳朵。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAbuXpYmlu
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiSEW2MRXq
那時，向晴姐嫣然一笑然後鑽進在前進的自律炮擊車內。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJtCblf8BR
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxNKxEyojn
那時，我的視野內是她。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxHEwQ4haw
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那時，她的視野內是我。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOfL7pq3HN
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3dob5JCWG
而且我們根本還未到朱月基地，得知世界末日與方舟城的真相。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDA0csZ6cU
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgrsona8LL
向晴姐在生命最後時刻還在鼓勵的人……是我，莉莉．楊．勒菲弗爾。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsh6J1r97Ht
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3il7dR7hMu
「黎爾咁強唔係因為咩自在超限，人工靈魂，而係自從米寧死後，我指米寧本人死後，佢一直都知道自己既存在方式，佢強烈定義出自己既存在。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChpwMO1Rgh
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2zIGNbAtq
明明連黎爾也沒有見過的小莉說道。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBxsaAvuet
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQpg3ASgzs
「佢由親手殺死米寧個時已經下定決心要阻止所有好似佢咁既悲劇，即使手段係毀滅一切，殺盡一切。面對佢咁既對手，你地只有普通既對抗心態係唔足夠。」小莉用著與她超不搭的成熟語氣說道。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3F6NZfTnmE
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOpnf7VsPl
「咁點先夠？」阿當問。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwgw2mdJge
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「……答案唔可以由我講出黎，未來既答案就由未來既你地去搵到。」小莉望向窗外，「好夜啦。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXrwUwBhJp
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6aUX6KdkN
「嗯，咁今晚你就同我……」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26bFBUwB2i
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqPgVNm9FH
「既然咁夜，大家都應該訓晒。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvNcRAQLFV
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「嗄？」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEa2PBWWPJ
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「莉莉，你爸爸係文雀，你亦得到佢既真傳……我有樣野想你幫我去偷。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIS3QWr9F6
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdDKZRRE2R
小莉的笑容在夜色下格外高深莫測。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRaJSITqwLO
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