這篇有不知道對讀者有用的說話?443Please respect copyright.PENANAxXnyyUoQV4
還有個人經歷吧。443Please respect copyright.PENANAHmhKNrRQwE
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今天一個普通的電話讓我回顧了過去的一切443Please respect copyright.PENANA0pBcLzQtvE
其實只是一個社區中心的英文小組的邀請,443Please respect copyright.PENANAwdOEjLg4TJ
我去這個小組真的為了玩,其次是學英文。443Please respect copyright.PENANAasYHTz1dkd
(今天剛巧社工打來我就在背詞語,443Please respect copyright.PENANABCXSHMu0uY
真有趣。)443Please respect copyright.PENANApZbVVDyUWT
在這言談之間,443Please respect copyright.PENANAnR5Jk91hVS
這個社工還在電話邀請我去玩音樂小組,443Please respect copyright.PENANAL9r1PnWcNK
老實我以前有學樂器的經驗,但有些黑歷史這樣443Please respect copyright.PENANAOfhbHPOS8m
(後面會再說)443Please respect copyright.PENANAwykb8GdsbW
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總之這個電話讓我想通了很多。443Please respect copyright.PENANAFzrxNtNW43
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老實說,我不算頭腦轉數快的人。(數學很差443Please respect copyright.PENANAZFixlgGDux
但我記憶力相比普通人好,443Please respect copyright.PENANALkOKeohCeQ
所以我語文能力很好?443Please respect copyright.PENANArknWUzaQM8
我一直認為自己多少有一些自閉症的要素,443Please respect copyright.PENANAEWMA6h4PjW
但沒有人定義我是。443Please respect copyright.PENANAej8EZakNqt
為甚麼這樣說呢?443Please respect copyright.PENANAq7Sjrpyy9m
因為我和一般自閉症的人喜歡狹小的興趣,443Please respect copyright.PENANA1K4iBwQVo4
有些人喜歡巴士站名。443Please respect copyright.PENANAVR4QBJruX0
我很喜歡世界地圖和首都和國旗443Please respect copyright.PENANAwCwQm7mqtQ
小時候看很多遍地圖都不厭。443Please respect copyright.PENANAk2xz0En1vA
幾乎記住那些國家的位置首都國旗443Please respect copyright.PENANAcKq4xyqdC0
我現在覺得有點好笑的。443Please respect copyright.PENANA8Gyf7lcN8P
同時我表達自己和溝通能力也很差,443Please respect copyright.PENANAJszSGtzOph
我和同年齡層的同學朋友總是有隔膜。443Please respect copyright.PENANAPxWKOb03p6
雖然老師說我很乖巧,但其實我溝通能力很有問題。443Please respect copyright.PENANAfi7Vxpgh2h
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我現在想起其實我那時候真的大有問題呢。443Please respect copyright.PENANAIJGLgjPaEO
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由於上面的故事,因此有了後續。443Please respect copyright.PENANAO1ZtxWUMYc
加上我太喜歡答問題的緣故,記憶力奇好?443Please respect copyright.PENANAzxcJhxncWd
我經常搶答課堂的問題,被同學說閒話我為了老師擦鞋。443Please respect copyright.PENANAV1KVfrrtOZ
我其實那時候已經受到很嚴重的心傷。443Please respect copyright.PENANAYETAiBZLLX
漸漸形成了一個鬱結,壓抑在心裡。443Please respect copyright.PENANAkvUS953E3E
到學生時期完結前也是。443Please respect copyright.PENANAQgzJ03MgRo
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從此以後我都甚少主動答問題,盡量低調一點,443Please respect copyright.PENANAGaAfN1fYFL
但怎樣說,其實老師都一直很關注我的這樣。443Please respect copyright.PENANA4hyRxNsQSI
甚至特意為我補課,說一些考前注意的事項,所謂貼題。443Please respect copyright.PENANALa6U8yAlUY
我只可以說我一生有遇到超多好老師。443Please respect copyright.PENANAGeNyNNRWMg
這是我的福氣。443Please respect copyright.PENANAEZxHO6DlUY
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回到現在我還是有少許心結在443Please respect copyright.PENANAmaPcHC2Je1
某程度上我其實不懂拿捏自信心443Please respect copyright.PENANAzjY9qFI9am
然後不介意別人眼光443Please respect copyright.PENANAkkruez9KD1
因為這事令我困惑和傷心的地方太多。443Please respect copyright.PENANAuyHmwzgVvM
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我想很多人和有一樣的問題。443Please respect copyright.PENANA3FijZCWfyf
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但我為甚麼說寫文章呢?443Please respect copyright.PENANAHLt37ofwXB
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這是因為我可以了解自己更多,抒發更多。443Please respect copyright.PENANAey8rJ5pWD1
讓更多面對困難的人明白不是自己一個。443Please respect copyright.PENANAKcKwDI3mBS
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我現在明白自己為甚麼這鬱結積壓這麼久443Please respect copyright.PENANABKIDVVYoPJ
因為我不懂表達自己的感受。443Please respect copyright.PENANAyAIFySnYwe
我如果會說,可能大家會立刻開解我443Please respect copyright.PENANAPQMhvqA5FY
這是我以前不知道的事443Please respect copyright.PENANAmO9TSXYvzb
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回到正題,443Please respect copyright.PENANAyXVqeY3KyM
那個電話,443Please respect copyright.PENANAeubu1iD9AD
我認為這個社區中心的難能可貴之處是443Please respect copyright.PENANAsyavbceRiU
發揮自己長處。443Please respect copyright.PENANAdjsyotETVv
我負責的姑娘一直不要浪費自己。443Please respect copyright.PENANAsdWjSjnb22
我不看到世界的廣闊(認識更多人),其實不知道自己寶貴的地方443Please respect copyright.PENANARwQ0FdgVZW
同樣也明白自己的短絀之處。443Please respect copyright.PENANAKQaf2ubMmY
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以前我有中樂團的經歷,443Please respect copyright.PENANAfSx7Z81Rf2
雖然我經常被罵,443Please respect copyright.PENANAXotHxSG1Li
可是我明白自己不是合奏的材料。443Please respect copyright.PENANA117czkuMAo
以前我不可以說明自己為什麼不可以。443Please respect copyright.PENANAKUwM09IsCr
到現在我能解釋自己不能夠勝任的原因。443Please respect copyright.PENANAl3wyqwyN4X
我拍子和音樂感其實有所欠缺443Please respect copyright.PENANAOoYcBcUG7r
所以沒人是完美的。443Please respect copyright.PENANAq1zTXuNZdu
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我會很感謝閱讀和畫畫的美好443Please respect copyright.PENANAI3kIWDMdaC
我已忘記為了文字流下多少感人的眼淚443Please respect copyright.PENANAtJPrD9yn8a
但我覺得我因為文字和圖畫思考443Please respect copyright.PENANA6MXVxLpy7l
我學會怎樣表達自己443Please respect copyright.PENANADIMN8SqsZD
一年比一年進步443Please respect copyright.PENANAQJbaKjBxaH
藝術有需要存在。443Please respect copyright.PENANAxalIox2JyS
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謝謝看到最後443Please respect copyright.PENANAjFqskTQTWp
共勉之。443Please respect copyright.PENANAeErdtXngMO
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