這篇有不知道對讀者有用的說話?469Please respect copyright.PENANAkLHrUlO0DX
還有個人經歷吧。469Please respect copyright.PENANAOIr55TX9pO
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今天一個普通的電話讓我回顧了過去的一切469Please respect copyright.PENANA9ZaV5oXAnm
其實只是一個社區中心的英文小組的邀請,469Please respect copyright.PENANA6SMiqk1iOm
我去這個小組真的為了玩,其次是學英文。469Please respect copyright.PENANACjTDqaGO5b
(今天剛巧社工打來我就在背詞語,469Please respect copyright.PENANAvkA5PD1qHs
真有趣。)469Please respect copyright.PENANAIu2ExRZVOO
在這言談之間,469Please respect copyright.PENANAi9cWiMBMdm
這個社工還在電話邀請我去玩音樂小組,469Please respect copyright.PENANAvETRzeQs5U
老實我以前有學樂器的經驗,但有些黑歷史這樣469Please respect copyright.PENANA3a3OKKGJr7
(後面會再說)469Please respect copyright.PENANADNhhBm9nfv
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總之這個電話讓我想通了很多。469Please respect copyright.PENANAy4fZHSPJXy
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老實說,我不算頭腦轉數快的人。(數學很差469Please respect copyright.PENANAF1wNbh26HG
但我記憶力相比普通人好,469Please respect copyright.PENANAWldomkLtGp
所以我語文能力很好?469Please respect copyright.PENANATxt2IDNtZC
我一直認為自己多少有一些自閉症的要素,469Please respect copyright.PENANA8rZp49PfjU
但沒有人定義我是。469Please respect copyright.PENANAE7LUNUnTok
為甚麼這樣說呢?469Please respect copyright.PENANANPpN5YHaJH
因為我和一般自閉症的人喜歡狹小的興趣,469Please respect copyright.PENANAsVvWwN132X
有些人喜歡巴士站名。469Please respect copyright.PENANAKYB4Kz0kYt
我很喜歡世界地圖和首都和國旗469Please respect copyright.PENANAjWMdwaGQrX
小時候看很多遍地圖都不厭。469Please respect copyright.PENANAAUG8ii02nv
幾乎記住那些國家的位置首都國旗469Please respect copyright.PENANAed4IVxaCT9
我現在覺得有點好笑的。469Please respect copyright.PENANAn6JMGiz8NG
同時我表達自己和溝通能力也很差,469Please respect copyright.PENANAPkKlusfWxz
我和同年齡層的同學朋友總是有隔膜。469Please respect copyright.PENANA5MlNlbH84k
雖然老師說我很乖巧,但其實我溝通能力很有問題。469Please respect copyright.PENANAuwgAasXs50
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我現在想起其實我那時候真的大有問題呢。469Please respect copyright.PENANAdHYviTVJRs
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由於上面的故事,因此有了後續。469Please respect copyright.PENANAiRiLJVd1UG
加上我太喜歡答問題的緣故,記憶力奇好?469Please respect copyright.PENANAmlGXXZ9Zpm
我經常搶答課堂的問題,被同學說閒話我為了老師擦鞋。469Please respect copyright.PENANAdplwtS7E01
我其實那時候已經受到很嚴重的心傷。469Please respect copyright.PENANA8MFpTrotrf
漸漸形成了一個鬱結,壓抑在心裡。469Please respect copyright.PENANAMjgch80s8I
到學生時期完結前也是。469Please respect copyright.PENANAojKcbEPfyc
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從此以後我都甚少主動答問題,盡量低調一點,469Please respect copyright.PENANArzIniN3jQ7
但怎樣說,其實老師都一直很關注我的這樣。469Please respect copyright.PENANAaeOQwRk57u
甚至特意為我補課,說一些考前注意的事項,所謂貼題。469Please respect copyright.PENANAqx9YJCDZxe
我只可以說我一生有遇到超多好老師。469Please respect copyright.PENANAL72gJNCGiX
這是我的福氣。469Please respect copyright.PENANA0PsEmCatcd
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回到現在我還是有少許心結在469Please respect copyright.PENANA5jGo4MTbuT
某程度上我其實不懂拿捏自信心469Please respect copyright.PENANAAWgTZyKIUG
然後不介意別人眼光469Please respect copyright.PENANAXCN26xnvH3
因為這事令我困惑和傷心的地方太多。469Please respect copyright.PENANAXkwrI9cYDd
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我想很多人和有一樣的問題。469Please respect copyright.PENANAotkQ5bCmS6
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但我為甚麼說寫文章呢?469Please respect copyright.PENANAuoRg6bz5LV
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這是因為我可以了解自己更多,抒發更多。469Please respect copyright.PENANAXF5XW4ZxZD
讓更多面對困難的人明白不是自己一個。469Please respect copyright.PENANA9HHvWe5cr8
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我現在明白自己為甚麼這鬱結積壓這麼久469Please respect copyright.PENANAsTnrX1hOK4
因為我不懂表達自己的感受。469Please respect copyright.PENANAX7TubtUq88
我如果會說,可能大家會立刻開解我469Please respect copyright.PENANAmaTR1p7E7c
這是我以前不知道的事469Please respect copyright.PENANAyKeO1gOHH0
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回到正題,469Please respect copyright.PENANAyen8huQGbs
那個電話,469Please respect copyright.PENANAlkxwfWr3Bi
我認為這個社區中心的難能可貴之處是469Please respect copyright.PENANA4rEqZAKCFh
發揮自己長處。469Please respect copyright.PENANARpdis4P77u
我負責的姑娘一直不要浪費自己。469Please respect copyright.PENANAa8dmQwo7uF
我不看到世界的廣闊(認識更多人),其實不知道自己寶貴的地方469Please respect copyright.PENANALjFFjsBoyl
同樣也明白自己的短絀之處。469Please respect copyright.PENANAxdqajWfJrw
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以前我有中樂團的經歷,469Please respect copyright.PENANAWPIRtsy61n
雖然我經常被罵,469Please respect copyright.PENANArs1G7Tfw6d
可是我明白自己不是合奏的材料。469Please respect copyright.PENANALj8PGiDXxq
以前我不可以說明自己為什麼不可以。469Please respect copyright.PENANAX1H7V93t2s
到現在我能解釋自己不能夠勝任的原因。469Please respect copyright.PENANA80Q7S22w6O
我拍子和音樂感其實有所欠缺469Please respect copyright.PENANARyDjUcFTXv
所以沒人是完美的。469Please respect copyright.PENANABUnKVy7nTO
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我會很感謝閱讀和畫畫的美好469Please respect copyright.PENANAOlRqSkZCzd
我已忘記為了文字流下多少感人的眼淚469Please respect copyright.PENANAGCYSzVKmT3
但我覺得我因為文字和圖畫思考469Please respect copyright.PENANAPIENcgPMR7
我學會怎樣表達自己469Please respect copyright.PENANAzuCHYojPvE
一年比一年進步469Please respect copyright.PENANAJHtYzWaVWB
藝術有需要存在。469Please respect copyright.PENANAYlIkIPqsQO
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謝謝看到最後469Please respect copyright.PENANAUjJHGo5RZn
共勉之。469Please respect copyright.PENANA0b0VF2hlqL
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