老太太奉上熱茶。老先生嫌棄水溫過熱,茶葉味道泛酸。615Please respect copyright.PENANAq5r9tGhf3y
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老先生備好晚餐。老太太嫌棄菜莖軟爛,沒有草青味道。615Please respect copyright.PENANAbiHepJxXxq
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他鼾聲吵耳,她說話大聲。他腳跛走路慢,她眼矇視力差。615Please respect copyright.PENANAWcWmVPE0al
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老太太嫌棄老先生,老先生嫌棄老太太。615Please respect copyright.PENANAtx3WuJAYxX
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孫兒好奇他們如何開始相愛。615Please respect copyright.PENANAdxuFCmQWzi
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「指腹為婚。」老夫婦難得異口同聲。615Please respect copyright.PENANALCfVEsYCAK
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孫兒問他們之間可有感情。615Please respect copyright.PENANAMgNQouR7w9
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「誰會跟這個鬼東西有感情?」老夫婦甚有默契。615Please respect copyright.PENANA809EddvOI3
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孫兒提議他倆離婚,反正時下一輩輕易結婚、輕鬆離婚,毫不突兀。615Please respect copyright.PENANAzcUQjCVKh7
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「不了。一把年紀,時日無多,無謂生事。」老夫婦齊齊搖頭,笑罵孫兒戲弄他們。615Please respect copyright.PENANAEA4HadbCAq
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夜,同床共枕,老夫婦輾轉反側。615Please respect copyright.PENANAnoiWCgA55Q
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不愛對方,卻了解對方,對方心中所思不言而喻。615Please respect copyright.PENANALvkGitxSck
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翌日,老夫婦申請離婚,再次成為單身的梁先生和陳小姐。615Please respect copyright.PENANAF0kTbLXMim
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有人勸阻,有人嘲笑,有人冷眼看笑話。615Please respect copyright.PENANALnoPkmgLbK
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二人並肩走在路上,探討為何有人會勸阻他們離婚。615Please respect copyright.PENANAJ6uKkowEI5
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「寧教人打仔,莫教人分妻。大家好好歹歹要循例勸說幾句。」615Please respect copyright.PENANAJAf2LcAhUB
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「他們口裡當然說得輕鬆。又不是他們每晚忍受你的鼻鼾!」615Please respect copyright.PENANAH3RI3VO859
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「又不是他們每天聽你扯大嗓子講秘密!」615Please respect copyright.PENANAfwpRPb6QN9
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路人側目,二人會心微笑。615Please respect copyright.PENANAgJCrrYLbnQ
陳小姐慣性奉上熱茶。615Please respect copyright.PENANAIIOw384NnY
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「謝謝。」梁先生雙手接過熱茶,一飲而盡。615Please respect copyright.PENANAIldo18vNlL
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陳小姐霎時愣住——怎麼糟老頭突然變得如此有禮貌?615Please respect copyright.PENANA1v8pPKxX2S
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老先生如常備好晚餐。老太太低頭吃清光,沒有半句批評。615Please respect copyright.PENANA86h8SdLlEz
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梁先生默默觀察——怎麼老太婆突然食量大增?615Please respect copyright.PENANAaYUnQDhVld
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夜,分房休息,輾轉反側。615Please respect copyright.PENANAtqhvutSm1W
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離婚以後,對方似乎會變成一個更好的人。是自己一直拖累對方了嗎?615Please respect copyright.PENANAC9xEZ6fznb
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日,梁先生往公園下棋,陳小姐去社區中心唱歌。615Please respect copyright.PENANADlTHLlXT9y
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棋友盛讚梁先生是男兒之光,毋懼世俗眼光,休棄惡妻。615Please respect copyright.PENANAa1ue7IcGuj
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歌友慶幸陳小姐脫離魔爪,鼓勵她尋找真愛,享受人生。615Please respect copyright.PENANAxYnVqJbPTB
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夜,梁先生意氣風發,陳小姐沾沾自喜。絕佳心情令二人有說有笑,餐桌兩端盡是歡聲笑語。二人關係從未如此和諧。615Please respect copyright.PENANAeB3V6E1MgC
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「早知如此,我倆不該結婚。」嘻嘻哈哈,嘻嘻哈哈。倏忽死寂。615Please respect copyright.PENANAzfhNNzu1GF
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無心戲言如刀如刃,一下子捅破心理防線,逼使二人直面真相——五十年的婚姻根本是錯誤。615Please respect copyright.PENANAjZIzKaaIZe
「怎會是錯誤?沒有你們就沒有我。除非你們認為我的存在是錯誤。」兒子向來頭腦清晰,總能以一句說話終結話題。615Please respect copyright.PENANAB9CX6Q3AW9
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彷彿有道理,似乎無道理。二人心裡納悶怎麼自己婚姻的意義竟在他人身上,而非自身。若果兒子是個十惡不赦的混蛋,代表二人根本不該結婚?如今兒子有為能幹,代表二人相處得更苦更不融洽亦是最為合適?615Please respect copyright.PENANAQf5BdzlEW5
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互換一個眼神,確認彼此心思——繼續唯唯諾諾吧,千萬不要惹火兒子。615Please respect copyright.PENANAn0lPjBrU1T
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與兒子道別後,梁先生往公園下棋,陳小姐去社區中心唱歌。615Please respect copyright.PENANAH4dzrmaz3Z
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三局將罷,棋友提議到鄰近小學觀看開放日話劇表演,孫女當主角。盛情難卻,梁先生只好跟著去。615Please respect copyright.PENANA7021c7t70c
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青春,熱鬧,與梁先生格格不入的氛圍。不習慣,想要離開,霎時又不知可以到哪兒去。居所以外的地方充斥著虛偽的正能量。該要擊節讚賞孩子精心準備的無聊話劇,該要接受兒子似是而非的自私理論,該要賦予五十年婚姻一個動聽感人的意義……615Please respect copyright.PENANAQLmJKvvKaA
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五十年,美女變阿婆,小子變阿公。小子當年沒有太多關於愛情的想法,純粹年屆適婚之齡,湊巧阿媽與不知在哪兒結識的金蘭姐妹約定要結成親家,他就這樣糊里糊塗娶了老婆,成為男人。她從此屬於他,他會好好保護她。她是自己的妻子,她是兒子的媽,但未曾想及她其實只是她。有如身體手腳,她的存在是那麼自然而必然。試問誰會特地抽時間為手腳絞盡腦汁賦予其動聽感人的意義?除非失去了手腳,才會想及當初活動自如的美好時光……615Please respect copyright.PENANAxp5g8sxsNE
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話劇完結,孩子謝幕。幾句寒暄,告別棋友。615Please respect copyright.PENANA7ZdhqCJOHw
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傍晚,天色紫藍帶黑,街燈暖白帶金。梁先生心事重重,雙手插袋,低頭看著腳尖慢拐回家。門開,看見陳小姐安坐梳化收看電視節目,梁先生頓時如夢初醒——忘記買餸煮飯!615Please respect copyright.PENANA8jPdrukYDs
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陳小姐見他愣住,識趣指向電視櫃上的兩張宣傳單:「附近有新餐廳,下午茶挺划算。」615Please respect copyright.PENANAV97Z79piuT
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「你吃飽了?」梁先生知道陳小姐會如何應答,所以他必須裝傻。615Please respect copyright.PENANA2MGkRBPfbM
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「飽了。」陳小姐不知道梁先生看穿她的意圖,所以她繼續裝傻。615Please respect copyright.PENANAz13dsZ64Dg
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「那就算了罷……原本打算今晚帶你吃九大簋。」615Please respect copyright.PENANAmAq3Qqb39P
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「下次去吧。今晚肚子撐得鼓鼓的。」615Please respect copyright.PENANAnKB0lK3Cyx
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梁先生翻熱昨天餘下的飯菜當晚餐,份量剛好只夠一人享用。繼續翻找,發現有幾條番薯和老薑,如獲至寶。「要吃蕃薯糖水解膩嗎?」615Please respect copyright.PENANAcws0SJr4fP
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「也好。」陳小姐察覺梁先生經已看穿她的心思,唯有裝傻。615Please respect copyright.PENANAJTd5TAjdqv
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是世故。是責任。是習慣。615Please respect copyright.PENANAGUlGch78Cw
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不是關心,不是感情。615Please respect copyright.PENANAbdkvaWSD6Q
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二人都這麼認為。615Please respect copyright.PENANAoheqqW9Mc1
雖未完成離婚手續,但陳小姐回復單身一事已傳遍社區中心。她感到尷尬,畢竟離婚絕非光彩事情。615Please respect copyright.PENANAO0opWFkEOq
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「你很勇敢。放棄安穩生活,勇於追求理想,不是很多『銀髮族』做得到。」歌友們大多已婚,有兒有孫,與陳小姐背景相若。615Please respect copyright.PENANAhW1EbgPj6i
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「其實……我不清楚自己想法,整輩子糊里糊塗。年輕時按家人指示嫁給他,五十年來一直依他意思處事做人。現在竟然因為孫兒幾句無心提問申請離婚……我真是個不知所謂的人。」陳小姐苦笑,笑大家誤會了她的動機。615Please respect copyright.PENANAxmN5PEtSpA
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「五十年的安穩和習慣,並非三言兩語可以破壞。如果你本身沒有離婚意願,幾句說話不足以煽動你作出實際行動。」歌友甲鼓勵陳小姐,希望她不要自我懷疑:「你並不糊塗,十分清楚自身想法。」615Please respect copyright.PENANAsQgTXmKVDa
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「可能你不察覺日積月累了大量的小小不滿——例如嫌棄說話、廁所板開合問題、清理渠口蓋掩髮絲、廚藝差,諸如此類的——沒有宣洩出來。你孫兒的說話只是導火線,真正的炸彈早已由你丈夫親手埋下。」歌友乙感同身受,以陳小姐名義道出自身實況。615Please respect copyright.PENANAVnOWvTFU1g
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見大家表情感慨非常,陳小姐馬上明白大家都暗暗不滿自身的婚姻,把情感投射在她身上,而非真心認同她的決定——大家的話不能作為參考根據。所以問題回歸原點……615Please respect copyright.PENANAkF51qxlorj
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散席,回家,未見梁先生身影,估是尚在公園忘形下棋或是正在格價買餸。陳小姐環視全屋,心裡倏忽生起異樣的陌生感,愣在大門後不知所措。傢俱仍在原本位置,不知怎地竟有一絲說不出的違和,似乎它們都不該在這地方。還有,窗外風景明顯變了樣。路邊大樹何時如此靠近窗戶?窗櫺款式怎麼花俏得如此老土?地磚……我們是用這種顏色的地磚嗎?615Please respect copyright.PENANAfT6F0UZH59
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啪——身後大門突然被推開,狠狠撞到陳小姐的背。615Please respect copyright.PENANAhAqjQ0fkAZ
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「哇!你為何站在這位置?想被撞死或是想扮鬼嚇死我?」梁先生受驚破口大罵,雙手卻誠實地放下沉甸甸的菜籃,開燈,攙扶陳小姐至梳化休息:「回家不亮燈又不作聲,發甚麼神經?」615Please respect copyright.PENANAWnPPXyl9nH
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陳小姐情緒尚未平伏,默不作聲,傻痴痴望著梁先生。615Please respect copyright.PENANAN6z7zXlvHw
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「沒事吧?眼睛又不舒服?你流眼水!」梁先生與陳小姐相伴多年,自然而然將目前狀況聯想至她的眼疾:「是否今早忘記滴眼藥水?你六十幾、快將七十歲,怎麼還未懂得照顧自己……」615Please respect copyright.PENANA1njquGKpAy
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見梁先生嘮嘮叨叨,陳小姐終於確認自己身處何方。並非兒時居所,亦非初嫁時的新居,這是陪她度過幾十年光陰的家。回過神來,隨意交出一句說話結束事情:「由明亮地方走入未亮燈的家,眼睛霎時間適應不來……」615Please respect copyright.PENANAC8BMW6VOnz
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情理之外、意料之內,梁先生翌日跑到屋邨管理處,投訴走廊燈光太亮。他的蠻不講理有時候是窩心至極的表現——如果陳小姐有心情去留意的話。615Please respect copyright.PENANAVRgNgl4YGf
離婚聆訊,司法常務官再三細閱文件內容,然後望望兩位申請人,眉頭輕皺:「決定?」615Please respect copyright.PENANAsvMpHDbPFg
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二人點頭。615Please respect copyright.PENANAKO4C8TLNw4
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「請開口回答。」這位司法常務官長年處理離婚案件,面對過數之不盡的離婚夫婦,不難看出梁先生和陳小姐的猶豫糾結。615Please respect copyright.PENANAlesupgF4LL
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難以啟齒。畢竟並非有甚麼深仇大恨,全是瑣碎小事情,不想講得太決絕,令對方難過。615Please respect copyright.PENANAsxyIV4Nqrx
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「決定?」司法常務官再問一次。見兩人依然優柔寡斷,不禁慨嘆:「清官難審家庭事。你們的兒子早已長大成人,對財產分配沒有特別要求,甚至不敢堅決表達離婚意願。到底你們為何要申請離婚?」615Please respect copyright.PENANAhRpcuvl51a
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其實……其實沒法交出像樣的答案,因為所有事情過於細碎。細碎的不滿、細碎的幸福、細碎的感情……所有細碎混集一起,結果只能看見事情細碎的片面。看見很多,細碎很多,紛擾很多。太多太多,唯有選擇。選擇記住不滿,選擇忽略幸福,選擇輕視情感……615Please respect copyright.PENANAH1xYqZ6VlH
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被客氣地暗暗臭罵一頓後,二人跟著兒子離開聆訊地點。二人問兒子意見,兒子模仿司法常務官口吻用字笑罵他們不知所謂,然後以認真口吻唬嚇他們絕對可以成功離婚。615Please respect copyright.PENANApI4RoKGJrn
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兩口子四目交投,不約而同心想離婚後再結婚會有何後果。615Please respect copyright.PENANAI8HkbUFsHj
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「昏」是日落後天黑的一段時間,引伸為闇昧、昏庸。所以題目《昏姻》語帶雙關,指「姻緣的晚期」、「不好的姻緣」,暗嘲兩位主角糊塗而愚蠢。
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