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Dawn:好想快啲見到你!8964 copyright protection443PENANAMCjPSu0Frm 維尼
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Dawn:不如我早啲出嚟啦!8964 copyright protection443PENANAKYmiv6lGTl 維尼
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我:我啱啱放工返到屋企咋~執套過夜著嘅衫就出嚟8964 copyright protection443PENANA0sdGHprD1Q 維尼
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Dawn:好啦咁~你出門口同我講啦8964 copyright protection443PENANAwD6KVA1FqA 維尼
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Dawn:勁心急想見!8964 copyright protection443PENANAtaRfWfOnrT 維尼
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我悄悄一瞥屏幕上的訊息通知,接著便把手機收起來。8964 copyright protection443PENANANAkXMfIlsC 維尼
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「做咩啊?等陣約咗frd呀?」Ellis一邊喝熱檸蜜一邊說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAgSbnoO3HLV 維尼
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「唔係啦,手機game啲通知姐。」我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAlwJ3V7cwBb 維尼
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「哦...咁等我飲埋就走啦。」Ellis說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAg4lqb6WSQV 維尼
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「嗯。」我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAZJdwKkepJo 維尼
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我看著Ellis把逐少逐少的把不鏽鋼杯內的熱檸蜜喝光,接著我便舉手告知待應我們打算結帳離開。8964 copyright protection443PENANA075x7QBKi3 維尼
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自情人節起,又過去了一兩個月。8964 copyright protection443PENANAyzpvEtXuKk 維尼
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這一兩個月以來,意外地沒甚麼大風大浪。不過,平穩的日子對我來說,才是最要命的生活。我跟Ellis還是那個老樣子,每次見面都沒甚麼激情的,就像一對老夫老妻似的。不外乎也是吃飯、放狗,然後星期日就一起去Cafe喝杯咖啡。8964 copyright protection443PENANA0GPSOIw71t 維尼
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這種例行公事般的日程,害我都不太想見面了。要不是人類一定要吃晚飯,大概我們就連平日下班之後也不會特地約見。至於性事,我早就忘記了我上一次跟Ellis做愛的時候是哪時了。8964 copyright protection443PENANASMghCGjxzB 維尼
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有半年以上嗎?還是更久之前了。總之就是記不起了。8964 copyright protection443PENANALFC5hhS1Op 維尼
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雖然我們很久都沒有做愛,但我卻再沒有對Ellis抱怨過這件事。我猜正因為我不再對她抱怨,我們好似就連吵架的理由也少了一樣。8964 copyright protection443PENANAig0OtPRQwL 維尼
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至於我不再對她抱怨的原因是甚麼,相信大家都很清楚。8964 copyright protection443PENANAehJzbcu1ln 維尼
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反倒是Ellis有向我問起過這件事。現在回想起來,也許從那時開始,她就開始懷疑我在外面有別的女生了。縱使,我從來都沒有在她口中問出她真實的想法。8964 copyright protection443PENANAiQmWsTHp0r 維尼
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還記得那是某次週末晚餐之後的時間。由於Dawn那天約了一些好姊妹去喝酒,所以我沒有約她一起過夜。晚餐之後,我和Ellis就在尖沙咀噴泉那邊隨意逛逛。即使那時街上的店鋪通通都關門了,但我們也不太介意。8964 copyright protection443PENANAmVv92CePzV 維尼
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那應該也算是我們臨近分手前,少有的地向對方說出「心底話」的時刻。8964 copyright protection443PENANAHaLPvBQM7r 維尼
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還記得那個位置被多間酒店包圍,而且又有大量酒吧和小吃店。除了充斥著燒烤的油脂香氣之外,不遠處還能看見不少人在舉杯暢飲。8964 copyright protection443PENANAmPQaaCYEop 維尼
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Ellis不喝酒,所以她說想找一個人流少,又有地方坐下休息的地方。最終,我們在噴泉附近一處暗處的椅子坐下。8964 copyright protection443PENANAWhV3gFDjca 維尼
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二、三月的天氣還算涼爽,兩人依靠著對方乘涼,感受著晚間獨有的微風。我們起初都沒有說話,原因並不是找不到話題,而是兩人實在太過熟悉對方了。就算在一起的時候不說話,也絲毫不會覺得尷尬。8964 copyright protection443PENANAM1pe3eDY04 維尼
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可是,我沒想到她跟我「談心」的第一句話竟然是一句有點奇怪的開場白。8964 copyright protection443PENANApfBMjNSDB9 維尼
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「喂...問你一樣野呀?」她收起手機說。8964 copyright protection443PENANApy8hFd4yYs 維尼
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「咩啊?」我一邊看手機一邊回答。8964 copyright protection443PENANAJvhgxRFZMO 維尼
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「你收埋電話先啦!認真啊!」她語氣帶著幾分焦燥和撒嬌地說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAwhYwoEcGst 維尼
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每當她用這種半罵半求的語氣對我說話的時候,我就知道她有些事想認真跟我聊聊了。熟知她脾氣的我自然不敢怠慢,我立刻就收起手機,一臉認真地說:「係!做咩事啊!」8964 copyright protection443PENANAQe6qWGuZtC 維尼
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「haha~你個樣突然咁認真,好唔習慣。」她被我認真的臉逗笑說。8964 copyright protection443PENANA4uE9Hl0Eeo 維尼
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「冇啊~只係想問下,你平時有冇打飛機架?」她收起笑臉問。8964 copyright protection443PENANAPgarwMhbeH 維尼
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「下!?」我以為自己聽錯。8964 copyright protection443PENANAxVNY0XSg1Z 維尼
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沒想到她罕見地認真跟我說起的話題,竟然是關於我「打飛機」的事。我實在有點錯愕,亦被她惹得哭笑不得。8964 copyright protection443PENANAmLSgmz7ySV 維尼
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既然她一本正經地說出這種最不正經的話題,我自然不會認真地回答她。8964 copyright protection443PENANAUQiL2Wmgt9 維尼
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「打飛『滋』呢啲咁私人嘅事...我唔會話比你知囉~我怕醜架嘛~」我輕輕向下低頭,又裝出一副害羞的表情,像個含苞待放的少女一般扭扭捏捏地說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAkGgy5mO7YH 維尼
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「喂啊!收皮啦你!你認真啲啦!」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAeEZF0cxwci 維尼
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「下?!你冇啦啦問我打飛機嘅事,我好難認真架喎!」我無辜地說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAmJS61V0mEG 維尼
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「點解你想知先!」我問。8964 copyright protection443PENANAkHMU56ZMoC 維尼
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「因為我想知囉!你答咗我先就話你聽!」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAeKQ2rj7yDZ 維尼
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我沒想太多,隨口就說:「一時時啦,點都會嘅...」8964 copyright protection443PENANAf32WAXkTp6 維尼
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「下...你點會係一時時啊?你成日都咁想扑野!」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAci2fjMhVHG 維尼
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「咁打得太多,都唔係咁好架嘛...」我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAQTcCQMvx1T 維尼
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「都唔知係咪!可能你都搵咗人扑野啦!」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAWui7w6zHwT 維尼
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我瞬間就恍然大悟,完全明白她這一問題的用意。不過,我沒想到她會用這種那麼愚昧的方法去試探我。我想這絕對不是她的主意,肯定是她的八婆朋友給她想的餿主意。8964 copyright protection443PENANAN13ycB7zR0 維尼
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「下!?你咁問就係想知我有冇搵人扑野呀?」我問。8964 copyright protection443PENANA7LiaU4cH3a 維尼
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「係啊...因為你好耐都冇問我搞唔搞...」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANA8l2HFDPAV5 維尼
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「下...咁問咗你都唔想架啦...」我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAcBbLUDPZou 維尼
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「唉...咁...好囉...」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAFRXnqmO7wr 維尼
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「但真係冇啦...我冇搵其他人。」我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAduln3XnjHS 維尼
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「唉...唔知...覺得你呢排好可疑囉!」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAKKzDD7uzwP 維尼
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我不明白她說我很可疑的原因,但總不能表現得太過焦慮。8964 copyright protection443PENANAnUUWmUTDs7 維尼
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「咁點解先...我明明咩都冇做過...」我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANA5a9xOXtKnf 維尼
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「因為你成日夜晚好早就消失囉!明明你平時都唔會咁早瞓,更加唔好話星期五六啦!」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAcA6xTTygtu 維尼
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「然後有時半夜先無啦啦覆機...勁似係同人扑完野之後覆我囉!」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAdQ7qwpnuVB 維尼
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對於她這一句猜想,我實無言以對。因為事實的確如她所想,我是跟別人上完床之後才回覆她的。既然我不能正面回應,就只能把問題拋回她身上了。8964 copyright protection443PENANAkImkfe2gG1 維尼
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「你又知半夜覆機就係同人扑完野?你咁熟你都好可疑喎!定你先係搵咗人扑野,再惡人先告狀啊!明明一直以嚟唔想同我扑嗰個都係你。」我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAmAbC79QHc4 維尼
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「冇啦,你知我唔會。次次講親哩樣你都係咁,之後就開始傾唔到落去。」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAsZcNxzHSei 維尼
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「我都係好奇想知點解你呢排冇問姐...洗唔洗咁惡?」她再說。8964 copyright protection443PENANA2cjNLHloD7 維尼
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「我冇惡...我只係講事實姐!傾咗又點?個結果都係一樣。」我動氣說。8964 copyright protection443PENANA8tEIb9FCkW 維尼
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「唉知你冇喇,唔想嘈交!你就當我冇問啦!次次講親都係嘈交。」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANA5bHTRSl3jT 維尼
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「下?邊個問起先?」我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAaF2Msr8O0u 維尼
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「得喇!未話唔講囉!你好煩啊!」她也逐漸變得激動起來。8964 copyright protection443PENANAaTBGFzKhDv 維尼
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這就是我們的日常,每次談及這方面的話題總會以吵架收場。所以,我實在不明白她為甚麼會在那個時候問起這件事。她絕對清楚,這種事從很久以前開始,就變成了我們之間的禁語。8964 copyright protection443PENANA8zrCKfTvYw 維尼
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除了是她的八婆朋友出的主意之外,我想也只可能是她終於開始懷疑我了。大概是懷疑到連對朋友傾訴之後也放不下疑心,因而才會對我施以盤問。8964 copyright protection443PENANAmHUeuxkAow 維尼
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感情變淡、吵架、性事不合、出軌、信任破裂,我猜這些都是令人想從一段關係中抽離部分原因。而這段感情,這段我和Ellis的感情,正好包含了以上種種問題。8964 copyright protection443PENANAfc1lxwNwtw 維尼
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其實分手,也只是時間上的問題。我們的關係,就好似一座睡火山一樣。危機一直都存在,當岩漿從地底噴發的時候,才算得上是災難。我們兩人都仿似等待著一個機會、理由、藉口,好讓大家都有個理直氣壯地爆發的時機,然後才正式終止這段關係。8964 copyright protection443PENANAYkkOWC43ub 維尼
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就算你說我們的關係很Toxic,我也絕不否認。8964 copyright protection443PENANAuMHC9RfWvo 維尼
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倘若你處於這種既複雜又一言難盡的關係之中,其實也不用太過徬徨,你仍然會有很多種解決方法。8964 copyright protection443PENANAZrxX6ebAO2 維尼
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最直接的做法是分手,一了百了。這對於感情不算深的情侶來說,應該是最快、成本最低的做法。8964 copyright protection443PENANAm5H9S1UJpY 維尼
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可是,對於一些拍拖以年計的情侶來說。不是每個人都可以這麼狠心,也不是每個人也有足夠的勇氣,去改變現時的生活節奏。那種睡醒一覺起來,得悉再也看不見某人傳來新訊息的滋味,一時三刻的確難以接受。8964 copyright protection443PENANAY1SCXvx9iL 維尼
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如果你心中依然存有幾分責任感,以及對她仍有點執著,你亦可以試下跟她共同解決兩人之間的問題。或許本來殘缺不堪的愛情,在兩人共同經歷過困難和磨練之後,你會發現柳暗花明又一村。8964 copyright protection443PENANADvJj2ebNMy 維尼
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不過在現今這個來去匆匆、約炮、偷食都是常態的年代。那些還在追求90年代愛情的人,可說都是一些瀕危物種,而且還是未受保護的那種。8964 copyright protection443PENANAKtyumwnbiq 維尼
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然而,對於那時的我來說。我既下不了狠心,試過解決問題卻以失敗收場。因此,我選擇了第三個方案。8964 copyright protection443PENANASsqB3D9YIr 維尼
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我不想親自評價這個方法的好壞與對錯,因為逃避對某些人來說,有時是最簡單的做法。8964 copyright protection443PENANAe054kqsP2I 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANA8xv0mIrD1n
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「咁你係咪返去喇?」Ellis問。8964 copyright protection443PENANArPNvqu6z5t 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAJwvsm3Bygk
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「係啊,食完飯都冇地方行啦。以為你想返去,明明平時你食完飯就話想走。」我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAEI6Kzrhr8n 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANA0JxPNe4HHH
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「咁平時第二日仲要返工啊嘛,不過算啦,你唔想行陣就返去。」Ellis說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAS2Kf6gwXGf 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAezJXWHL1ar
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我和Ellis從餐廳離開之後,我們便如常地在地鐵分別。Ellis似乎想多待一會,但是我亦懶得挽留她。同時也因為約了Dawn的關係,而不想跟她多逛一會。8964 copyright protection443PENANAl77eAw1D3B 維尼
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我今晚和Dawn約好了在北角附近見面,因為她家就在那邊。沒錯,我們今晚並不是約在酒店,而是到她家過夜。幸好Dawn是家中的獨生女,而她的父母又剛好一起去了旅行。所以我才有這個機會到她家過夜。8964 copyright protection443PENANA7ntaTIx9l2 維尼
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我也是第一次到Dawn的家作客,心中期待之餘,更有一點緊張。8964 copyright protection443PENANAA4y002gvNj 維尼
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我毫無留戀地看著Ellis上車,手臂機械式地揮一揮手,然後轉身離去。車門關上的一刻,我還有一點興奮的感覺。我知道自己更想見的人早已不是Ellis了,而是Dawn。8964 copyright protection443PENANAVRuDNmgRZk 維尼
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待列車駛離之後,我馬上告訴Dawn我已經在路上,應該半小時內就會到北角那邊。8964 copyright protection443PENANAVzPpGBidd5 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAIukMODeiU3
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Dawn:好啦咁~洗唔洗食啲野啊~可以同你去附近行下先~8964 copyright protection443PENANATiviudPHJ2 維尼
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我:唔餓啦我~你喺附近行唔怕咩?可能會撞到啲隔離左右8964 copyright protection443PENANAMhbweyNzFA 維尼
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Dawn:唔怕啊~因為心急想見你~所以想快啲出嚟8964 copyright protection443PENANAUVln0iKo2e 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANA4FZT1Emm05
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我:傻仔,沖乾淨個人等我仲好啦~8964 copyright protection443PENANApkDEiMovEK 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAJc7gXdk4SG
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Dawn:唔係一齊沖咩?8964 copyright protection443PENANAqJJUzMHcjm 維尼
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我:都得~好快到啦~8964 copyright protection443PENANAiDrYez5sbu 維尼
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面對兩邊如此不一樣的相處方式,我相信任何人也會更想投入於Dawn這一邊。8964 copyright protection443PENANAVTppJX0hx4 維尼
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說起來,情人節Weed Party之後,Dawn有試探性地問過她的朋友。問他們那一朝早有否聽見一些奇怪的聲音。8964 copyright protection443PENANAGYIxilKCdF 維尼
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好在,所有人都說沒有。我想大家都應該是真的睡著了,大家都不知道我們在廁所裏面發生的事。因此,Johnny後來又舉辦了第二次的Weed Party,而我和Dawn自然亦受邀出席。8964 copyright protection443PENANAacLrBftDsy 維尼
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不過,那一次阿皮並沒有再出現。而我和Dawn也再沒有在廁所裏面偷偷做出那種事。8964 copyright protection443PENANATeasGAICPr 維尼
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雖然我和Dawn的關係,仍然是以性來維繫。大多數見面的日子,也是以上床做愛為最終目的。可是,我們卻逐漸走出了這種單一的相處模式。8964 copyright protection443PENANA4gerZIZ2sZ 維尼
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我們會約對方吃飯、喝酒、Shisha。她提早下課之後,有時都會接我下班。即使我們從沒向對方說出拍拖一詞,也未有確立過男女朋友的關係。8964 copyright protection443PENANAWdPRXQOrxh 維尼
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但是,我們的生活卻漸漸過得像一對情侶。447Please respect copyright.PENANA6KBrL3k621
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她會對我分享生活中的大小事。例如今天在學校遇到了甚麼趣事、倒霉事,跟哪些人去吃飯、見面。她也會拍照給我看,證明自己並沒有偷偷見其他男生。8964 copyright protection443PENANAsOkUSlMTqe 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAdQoPPoQE8O
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她也會對我訴說學業上的壓力,關心我工作上的心忙碌。她亦會毫不掩飾地說出對我的掛念,不過,自從那天清晨一起等巴士之後,她就再也沒有對我問起過拍拖的事。8964 copyright protection443PENANAF2t005y6ZI 維尼
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我不知道是她終於看清我是個怎樣的人,還是想給予二人一些喘息的空間。也許她會看準時機,然後重新說起這件事;也許她早就放棄了,然後默默地享受這種似是而非的親密關係。8964 copyright protection443PENANAhhyRiik5sy 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAjIIDQ1mqlx
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我也不明白,實在不明白...8964 copyright protection443PENANA3JIlDkdc1J 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAwcXFHLChlM
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我倒是很享受這種不需要負責任的關係。既有一個人讓我感到被喜歡和被需要,同時也讓我從冷漠的戀愛關係之中暫且抽離一下。8964 copyright protection443PENANAI8KI2X4ysy 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANACEth5CnpiZ
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你說她是個替代品,感覺又不一樣。你說她是個「水泡」,我又未至於受情傷需要人為我療傷。唯獨她是我喜歡的對象,這點是無容置疑的。8964 copyright protection443PENANAshmlLW7EIt 維尼
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這段日子以來,我的確有想過跟Dawn在一起,也想過好幾個跟Ellis分手的藉口。8964 copyright protection443PENANAXoH49WEjWO 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAawaFivvKWL
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例如直接對她攤牌,說兩人關係變淡了。又或是對她坦白,說她不能滿足我的需要之類。然而,我一直都猶豫不決。8964 copyright protection443PENANAiNIW0xkror 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAVzJqzKqQxG
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我不敢想像沒有了Ellis的日子。畢竟除了做愛之外,日常生活相處上也找不到甚麼大問題。我亦不敢再次踏出那一步,跟下一個FWB變成情侶。多次失敗的經歷使我有一點卻步,也磨滅了以前那種見步行步的心態。8964 copyright protection443PENANAc49AKnWLRM 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAUGN6JwOggC
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既然試過那麼多次都沒有好結果,大概下一次、再下一次、再再下一次的結果也是相同。雖然我沒有預知未來的能力,但為何歷史總是驚人的相似。8964 copyright protection443PENANAn27C65w1xX 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANASfNvKiI9lg
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她再沒有提起過拍拖的事,反而令我們過得更自在。我亦希望她一直都不要提起。就好似星星、月亮、太陽一樣,只要某些事跟隨既定的軌跡走,才不至於天下大亂。8964 copyright protection443PENANAGQO14JhRep 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAtf5cSfmki9
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我從北角站離開,站在北角站的A出口等Dawn。晚上的北角很清靜。也許是我看慣了中環那邊人潮洶湧的景況,所以才會覺得這邊特別冷清。8964 copyright protection443PENANAyTdOvhHo1m 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAsCe6rcYG5p
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不遠處亦能看見仍在行駛的電車,電車慢悠悠地往前行駛,連續地發出咯咯、咯咯的聲音。看見附近有多間仍在營業的食肆,忽然就讓我肚子餓起來。我突然想起Dawn剛才說不如先買點吃的......8964 copyright protection443PENANAvlxWSqKKNP 維尼
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「喂!」Dawn突然在某個角落蹦出來喊道。8964 copyright protection443PENANAkYkMx8j9qS 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAEiZtXj2umm
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穿上一身街坊裝、拖鞋的她忽然在我身後的盲點跳出來,頓時把我整個人嚇得抖了抖。我是真的被她嚇壞了。8964 copyright protection443PENANAssaeYJMhhZ 維尼
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「嘩屌...真係嚇死...」我仍未從驚嚇的心情平伏過來。8964 copyright protection443PENANA5VTsWne69X 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAzakzWQxx1e
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「笑死!真係嚇到你呀?hahahaha…傻仔!」她取笑我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANA6x35PTIaPr 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAeVwCjCoH2g
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「真啦!呢度勁靜囉!」我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAk02LWnIPav 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANASItGzLVNev
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「我以為你會聽到有腳步聲!點知你咁廢~」她繼續笑說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAmHadDwUSFF 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAW4P4DJqOJ7
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縱使她一見面便為我送上驚嚇,但不難看出她今天的心情的確很不錯。作為見面禮,這實在有點太嗆了。不過,Dawn今晚為我送上的驚嚇可說是陸續有來。8964 copyright protection443PENANAvnixLbuDpS 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAecW7tJFDve
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「你心情好好咁喎~做咩咁開心啊~」我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANA7oiu49hZz9 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAq91A8BBLVN
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Dawn帶著我從北角站出口離去,朝著她家的方向出發。她說過她家就在附近,大概走過數個街口便會到達大廈門外。8964 copyright protection443PENANAZ3TbltKrgh 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAixtSisjZyo
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「今日見到你啊嘛~同埋難得我阿爸阿媽唔喺屋企。」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAUUluDXIR1G 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAxtROUyKokd
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「我都覺!又會咁啱撞正佢地唔喺屋企~你真係壞喇你!」我摟著Dawn邊走邊說。8964 copyright protection443PENANA0rLMMafsE6 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANADPlG5bUkOm
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「係啊~仲要你得閒。如果唔係下次再帶到你上嚟嗰陣都唔知係幾時。可能你都識咗其他女唔記得我喇~」她裝可憐說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAs8oG0gOkLa 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAsOOGi39pdo
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「點會,點會唔搵你!」我笑說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAdDey7j2EKZ 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANA0npEg8TEi0
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「唔知你啦~再算!」她笑說。8964 copyright protection443PENANADVPP5508hW 維尼
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走過冷清的街道之後,我們很快就到了她家的大廈。我們8964 copyright protection443PENANAUyMBymUDpL 維尼
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「前面嗰度就係。唉...不過有啲驚先...其實好怕撞到啲鄰居。」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANARcyvc6Zph9 維尼
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「唔怕啦,呢個鐘數,都返曬屋企唔會落街啦!」我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAcXvH4UbnOW 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANATItu14wMqb
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「都係嘅...如果我話不如唔好去我屋企咁你會點...」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAJKv2EHM8BA 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANABrfdt1jOcy
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「咁呀...一係換衫一齊去LKF囉!」我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAuLpXhfj3lV 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANA9Ss0pGNyCg
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「下你認真架?」她驚訝地問。8964 copyright protection443PENANAfkurhb9eLH 維尼
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「爆房都得嘅~」我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAzUqIpWuk01 維尼
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「講笑咋!其實只係想玩下你!hahah…」她笑說。8964 copyright protection443PENANA7THeuXALGT 維尼
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「屌...你真係好無聊...成日試鳩人...」我無奈地說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAZERXpQX7tW 維尼
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「講下笑咋!想睇下你有咩反應姐!」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANA0s6Ko3zVcU 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAfeRrIvgJtd
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「唉...今日第二次比你嚇親...」我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAc2vf7hpMUp 維尼
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「對唔住囉!最多等陣補償返比你~」她邪魅一笑說。8964 copyright protection443PENANA68fhtDqz0u 維尼
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「喂你好似有份爽架喎...」我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAMroOvTZlQS 維尼
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「咁係咁架喇~」她笑說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAK9ZPjU9XAY 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAq8mY1VhVCU
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「唉~你啲真本性終於露曬出嚟,以前你都仲會扮下野。」我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANALacqhbI1L5 維尼
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兩人從大廈正門進入大堂,我固然懂得避嫌而沒有摟著她走。兩人都走得光明正大的,但也許從心底都知道我們在做一些偷雞摸狗的事,進入大堂的時候總是有種心虛的感覺。8964 copyright protection443PENANApd3qtA8yAh 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAPOKTPPUpM5
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Dawn低頭往升降機直走,而我則是悄悄地望一望保安。只見他露出一副奇怪的笑臉,那是種在看戲的表情,心知肚明之餘,亦有種欣慰的感覺。8964 copyright protection443PENANAFipjU6VudQ 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAaPbOkQLwhs
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我們趕快地走進升降機,我又問:「頭先個保安識得你架?」8964 copyright protection443PENANAR8UOAtjs0m 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANABcl55gNHyi
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「唔係啦,但都做咗好耐,認得都唔出奇。」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAOn4AlQfpcw 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAyPYDUvfDP3
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「佢頭先笑笑口咁望住我地。」我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANANrKhbBuqx6 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAaqpb4uwbW2
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「我都見到囉!唉,唔知佢同我阿爸阿媽熟唔熟呢!」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANA94Tn9DSMek 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANARq3WE43F5J
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「唉~保安肯定知你成日帶唔同仔返嚟,所以先笑成咁啦!」我笑說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAvbm8wNLcGY 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANA5f65CoclTx
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「痴線!我淨係好耐之前帶過Ex!」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAVbxbTolpeI 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANALWnTxujGmf
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「唔知你啦!總之而家連保安都知你咩料!知你會帶男人返嚟!hahahah…」我取笑她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANA2YFg3ttiuB 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAlEYquQwQ71
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「佢應該心諗:咦喂!呢條女又換咗仔?!」我模仿保安的心聲說。447Please respect copyright.PENANAwdljo2WNvf
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447Please respect copyright.PENANAXY6VpevBgl
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「咁又唔會~如果係帶開人,我就唔會驚啦!」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANA2kBoMpw7Lk 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAPvsHIGn3H1
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步出升降機之後,Dawn便帶著我走向她家。在走廊上,她還刻意叮囑我入屋前不要大聲說話。不然,很可能會被鄰居聽見。8964 copyright protection443PENANAY40gzHIzdW 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAnqrF3aVJMj
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「我間房好亂架!」她入屋後帶著我走向她的房間說。8964 copyright protection443PENANADhuDWmtIDf 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAxYTyw7l32C
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我笑而不語,因為我已經在不同人身上,聽過這句話很多次了。基本上每個女生帶男生回家的時候,都會說出這句話。8964 copyright protection443PENANAiWhy0voXOC 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAovhOP8Lmp3
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不過,她們當然都有好好收拾過房間。8964 copyright protection443PENANARcSgDTMLD5 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAglqOgnQzlr
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Dawn的房間其實很整齊,而且到處都散發著她的氣味。那種氣味對我來說固然是一種很香又令人很放鬆的味道。8964 copyright protection443PENANAN4VAq91Lbo 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAQVPfdNwQUB
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進房之後,她立即就躺到床上。為免弄髒她的床,我唯有脫去褲子之後才上床。8964 copyright protection443PENANAa9nvE9oEjY 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAgr0BlPRiRt
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「一嚟就除褲!痴線佬!」Dawn看著我笑說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAA35abK71I6 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAawEegu8OqT
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「廢是整污糟你張床啦~」我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANA0ZPdYlznip 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAyUvr4UxwBj
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「睇唔出你咁細心喎!不過我聽日都應該會換床單。」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAT6q6PuGSaC 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAQAb3VkeTV9
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我抱著Dawn睡在床上, 想著在開始要事之前先培養一下氣氛。Dawn把房間內的燈光都關上,只剩書桌上的一盞暗橙色的岩鹽燈。燈光在漆黑之中顯得相當柔和,同時亦令房間內的環境變得相當舒適。8964 copyright protection443PENANAa2Kn88DcGd 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANATzQ2g8ebCG
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浪漫和情慾的氣氛便萌生於這種放鬆又無需顧忌的環境。她家明天也沒有人,實在不需要像在酒店過夜一樣,事事求快。但求在Check-out之前盡量多來幾次,然後又會擔心睡得太晚。8964 copyright protection443PENANAljG4WSihEV 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAYCeHWOITad
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這實在比起在酒店的時候來得更加悠然。8964 copyright protection443PENANATtkFMWlCnr 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAHmyIR7GR68
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「我想問你一樣野。」她在我懷裏,突然凝重地說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAD84FbgYf5F 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAy0na8Gtjjn
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「咩啊?點解講到咁認真咁,有咩緊要事先~」我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAoyi65mjxrY 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAO6VpfS23XU
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她認真的語氣突然又把我嚇怕,我的腦袋在一瞬間閃過千萬種想法。其中,我一度認為她準備對我提起拍拖的事。8964 copyright protection443PENANAGDjN7XvjVZ 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAXf0A2c4Bgz
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「有好認真咩?唔係咩認真野啦!」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAecTgijLgKw 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAh02LZczPlQ
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「其實只係想問,你以前同其他女或者Ex搞緊嘅時候,會唔會一邊講野鬧佢地架?」她問。8964 copyright protection443PENANASeusYNm33c 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAi1QzW7SUWG
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「下?你係咪又想試我啊,我點會一路屌一路鬧咁痴線。」我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAqyCgRnEnHN 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANA13Y4t6b796
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「唔係啊...我就係想你一路搞一路鬧我...」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAPLsoqafvgv 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANATS9pFiixmP
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在昏暗的環境中說起情慾的話題,不知道為何會感到更加興奮和沸騰。仿佛有一種在做壞事的罪疚感,但我並不覺得內疚或是羞恥,我只覺得很刺激和期待。8964 copyright protection443PENANA2NVn3UoNZF 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAzrlE7M7HcW
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「咩話!?你都真係好M底喎~」我笑說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAcwTNXolZUu 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAOR1y3fOkHc
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「咁你想我講咩啊?你啲Ex以前會講咩嚟鬧你架?」我問。8964 copyright protection443PENANAYK72wUsQhv 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANA10Sa03iwqz
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「Umm…佢地會話我好淫囉,同埋會話我臭雞嗰啲。但唔係要就咁講出嚟,係真係語氣好惡咁鬧。」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAVcN08Ik4Yr 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAXInfQ1II3c
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雖然我一直都知道Dawn是個「M底」的女生,但我從沒聽說過有人有這種喜好。果然真的是一樣米養百樣人。8964 copyright protection443PENANA0W7Rm17p9w 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAMX5kXoWLCM
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即使你活得久了,你每隔一段日子都依然會見識到讓你感到驚奇的事物。8964 copyright protection443PENANAoXSlRyZn8Y 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAYMUB6IYDTv
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「咩話?笑咗!真係未聽過心會鐘意咁,點解你而家先講我知?」我問。8964 copyright protection443PENANAhGyqrQ5o8F 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANArHACWI50if
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「因為一開始未算好熟,唔係好想隨意比人知囉~」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANA4dgb1OOJxv 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAO5YdkFld2x
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「但你淨係扑野先可以咁鬧我,平時唔可以講架!唔係我會嬲!」她叮囑我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAH1hM4lH44s 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAgYCixYXrvm
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「知道喇~我幾時有鬧過你。」我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAKllVeemXm2 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANArTfU3sRDY1
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「都係嘅~」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANASTF1uxbja4 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAJppHVwDMyO
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「但你知道之後會唔會唔想再同我見。」她問。8964 copyright protection443PENANA92Jft91LPd 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANANj5Cbt978o
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「點會!我覺得咁好刺激喎!好似多樣野玩咁~」我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAK1Nj1lhBPp 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAJUtV12YXmC
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「咁就好~怕你會用啲奇怪眼光睇我,我都掙扎咗好耐先決定同你講。」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAvl1rSjORXz 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAQnGRrHebxX
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「但我覺得講咗應該會搞得開心啲,同埋你都似係啲會鐘意咁玩嘅人。」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANA6dsQv7c0SB 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAZYmiuWrJye
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對於Dawn提出的事,我可是相當樂意。因為我向來都非常願意接受各種新玩法。如果每一次都一樣,實在太沒有新鮮感了。8964 copyright protection443PENANAnNVt0HrDRR 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAqDBVqpz1wC
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我們繼續在床上,說說近來身邊發生的事。我又問Dawn,Johnny何時會再舉辦Weed Party。我除了很想再一大班人一起抽大麻之外,還想再嘗一次在廁所裏面偷偷做愛。8964 copyright protection443PENANAM12e9mCZ6W 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAfkNTKvkUO4
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Dawn卻說我這種想法實在太過瘋狂。要是經常都這樣做,總有一次會被人發現。再者,Johnny近來都想休息一下,短期內應該都不打算再舉辦一次。8964 copyright protection443PENANA0NjMbt0UR0 維尼
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可是Dawn告訴我,她的朋友們都覺得我是個很有趣很玩得開的人,所以叮囑Dawn一次都一定要帶上我。8964 copyright protection443PENANA8clSYeSEQo 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAB13ZB3lvo1
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兩人依偎在一起,說著說著,感覺就來了。我自自然地把雙腿纏在她的腿上,又悄悄地打算伸手到她的褲子之內。8964 copyright protection443PENANAVV837JR1Kt 維尼
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然而,正當我伸手到她的褲內,摸到她的屁股之際。Dawn卻突然阻止我,然後又再一次神色凝重地說:「不如唔好住。」8964 copyright protection443PENANABbRO80xPgj 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAeLYL1ES0OJ
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我被她的話嚇住了,心中焦慮地懊惱著:唔係扑之前先嚟講拍拖下話?唔通要我應承咗先比扑?8964 copyright protection443PENANADzAU4AUhgI 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAY787NGiSBv
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「下?今次又做咩?」我問。8964 copyright protection443PENANA3ZEI6tUyE3 維尼
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她把我放在屁股上的手,從褲裏面拉出來,又握住我的手說:「我想同你講一樣野。」8964 copyright protection443PENANAXq16hJALQ8 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAWepS5DtL7V
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「下?今次又咩啊!你今晚都好多野講喎~」我開玩笑說。8964 copyright protection443PENANA80Q93f3A3k 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAsPTstn3OEz
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「唔係啦!今次係認真講。」她語氣堅定地說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAIbrsvOjdvu 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAALkwKaNSb4
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「你唔係想扑埋今次就斷嗰啲下話...?」我問。8964 copyright protection443PENANAgi1k5LwVIM 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAWtlj89xcA8
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「唔係啦...但...我講咗你唔可以嬲。」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAM2gqicoYRm 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAFXM32ifE4e
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「下!咁即係一定係衰野啦!睇下你講咩先啦!」我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANASLVO7UaFxC 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANA5SA4Uwhamm
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聽她說出這種認錯的對白,我就知道必定是有些重要事了。我十分不解,不明白Dawn今晚為何特別多話想對我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAd1OGpla9di 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAEhg9he3v9b
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得悉這件事應該不是甚麼會令人高興的事之後,我心中頓時一沉,剛才培養的浪漫氣氛亦一掃而空。感覺就好似被強制進入了聖人模式,同時我亦對她將要說出口的事感到很緊張。8964 copyright protection443PENANAyGEj1UYl5V 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAVUGne2RVww
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「講啦~你搞到好好緊張!」我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANA1sErmr5EvK 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAOY1JOhVv4X
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「其實呢...我同你個frd之前搞過。」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAFvM6qyZMB3 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAyGxnenYPkO
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我的腦袋頓時空白一片,更有種窒息的感覺湧上心頭,使我百般難受。8964 copyright protection443PENANAcGyy7nZZCP 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANA48ojbEWWBn
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「下......?邊個frd啊?」我強裝鎮定地問。8964 copyright protection443PENANApm7DwjJ9h0 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAj7y9OkZd4p
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縱使她在一瞬間就馬上回答了我的問題,但這空一剎那的空檔,卻是百爪撓心。8964 copyright protection443PENANAWDjFI2yAEo 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAevOYNBnKnm
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「就係上次Weed Party,你話你喺City識嗰個。」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAHDEBKTvd7J 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAH8wFzEbnfC
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「下?!即係阿皮?」我驚訝地回應。8964 copyright protection443PENANAtcXwJ6rQ0n 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANA4Ej3pVPLJY
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「係啊...」她語調顫抖地說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAwwtZlFD7DD 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANArnZCOrqN8n
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「哦...~」我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAZloRlrsWQb 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAi162ZNgSAT
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原來她從那時起就欺騙了我,我本應覺得相當失望。不過一時間對於事實感到異常地震驚,我實在是無言了,根本不懂反應。房間之內,那種浪漫的氣氛亦被Dawn驚人的發言通通摧毀。我失去了所有情慾的想法,取而代之的卻是絕望和心酸。8964 copyright protection443PENANAPMVcnYP4cI 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAhraqDe8qtU
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我沒想到她竟然隱瞞了這件事。雖然我一直都不太相信Dawn的話,但當從她口中得知這個事實之後,總是覺得難以接受。8964 copyright protection443PENANALFXMlrjY4O 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANA0lAVQoJtVr
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想不到我和阿皮竟然成為了「老襟」。8964 copyright protection443PENANAZgn1KBBLWA 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAaATxJZhdcG
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「咁點解你嗰時唔講?」我一臉淡然地問。8964 copyright protection443PENANAIrFc9vGH1j 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAe1zSE8IFIe
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「因為唔知點開口,同埋嗰時Charlie都喺度,所以我更加唔想講啦。你知啲人話佢地都好似有路。」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAf7qHISb7Ak 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5InbYTEu5
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「咁點解你而家又會講?」我再問。8964 copyright protection443PENANABLyOhf38N8 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAuzc58MnBBo
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「因此掙扎咗好耐,我唔想呃咗你咁。」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAO9RIzYTOjt 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANA50zBgYtgyC
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「唉......」我長嘆一口氣說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAxcnINZEhwk 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANADW9iGegJpb
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「你唔好嬲啦!我真係唔係有心。」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAjSVY9Ticgu 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANATisDtCC5jf
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「唉...我都唔知應該點...老實講係有啲介意。但我同阿皮而家都唔熟,應該冇咩都唔會聯絡, 呢個係唯一好彩嘅地方。」我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAuqnQOaKQCf 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAaweWfde18k
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我不想讓她猜出我真實的想法,所以我故意說得有一點介意,同時又表達得好似不在乎似的。但我的心底裏當然是很介意。除了與阿皮成為了「老襟」之外,我還很討厭她對我說謊在先,然後現在才告知我真相。8964 copyright protection443PENANAIEUSq7ENT0 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAbaCXeKbMrz
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我想不明白她所謂的不想騙我,是一種怎樣的想法。明明她早就騙了我,現在才說出真相豈不是造成了雙重傷害嗎?這一發突如其來的重擊,終於讓那屬於信任的高樓完全崩塌。8964 copyright protection443PENANAe0E9TlTowQ 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAJA5C1VmWHe
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我實在不理解她這種心態。也許Dawn認為在我心目中,她早已變成了一個不可取替的對象了吧。因此,她才會覺得就算說出了真相我也不會介意,然後會繼續跟她發展下去。8964 copyright protection443PENANAri9mIH7K0Z 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANANPgDPcyasb
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她大概是錯判了,我對於保護自己的執著,以及我對於欺騙過的人的狠心程度。8964 copyright protection443PENANArfeldK2bsk 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANA37tA1NbPJq
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由我得知她騙了我之後,我便完全打消了跟她成為情侶的想法。無論我們之前有多麼投契也好,兩人的關係終究也只可以止步於FWB。8964 copyright protection443PENANAxoVXYYCzzH 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANA4s1iroTOC3
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誰叫她笨得說出了真相。有些事情,發生了之後就只能帶進棺材。8964 copyright protection443PENANAtw90dfNfXP 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANA6z8gfoPDOS
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「對唔住啊...我明你一定會介意...但我嗰時只係一時唔識點做,所以先會呃你...」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAxqWeMuMeTm 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANA6rgG3m1elQ
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「我怕如果當時就同咗你講,你會即係同我嘈...」她再說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAMr4ztsNLx2 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAU2oUONao1J
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「咁即係以後你有事唔識點答我,你都會呃咗我先?」我反問。8964 copyright protection443PENANA72ccN5PLyN 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAtEi78bLkHb
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「唔係啦...我真係唔係咁嘅人...」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAQZAZKr38Eu 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANA3YXXYwAlYm
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「同埋我淨係同佢試過一次...而且係喺APP識你好耐之前...」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAuWgNZWrOaJ 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAidYI2YoOF9
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「根本唔係識前識後嘅問題,係你呃咗我姐。」我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAYpZpfk3I40 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAarlegb1KCW
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我想我會在意的真正原因,不單止是她騙了我。而是在這一段日子以來,我或多或少都有對她投入過感情。我在這刻覺得自己的感情好似被欺騙了。要是我一早就知道她和阿皮的事,我絕對不會與她發展出一段曖昧關係。8964 copyright protection443PENANArI0qCq8CGA 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAFutdCG61T3
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無奈我們只是FWB,我沒有對她動怒的資格。我不想再對她存有任何感情,就連生氣的感覺也不想白白浪廢於她身上。8964 copyright protection443PENANAAKGwHD60KG 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAxHYHomrdPC
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我們還是保持著最初的關係,似乎會比較合適。8964 copyright protection443PENANAg8ZhgK4p7g 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAMlQNFMD5Bd
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「我知啊...唉,我真係知錯...我以後都唔會再咁。」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAyDuun4WzTU 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAKjMPtStNRN
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還有以後?我想應該沒有了。從那一刻起我便告訴自己,要把一直壓抑於心中的狠心,都釋放在Dawn身上。8964 copyright protection443PENANAqpS7XQhEnC 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAjSzjzUNe26
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「算啦...我唔想嘈,都呃咗同搞咗,都改變唔到咩啦。」我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANARiSsAcsZQh 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAId59UuTjAY
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「你唔係咩勇敢坦白,你只係通知我姐。」我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAkKyuwNZa1s 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAnCaZBJtzWc
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「真係坦白嘅,就一開始問你嗰時就講咗啦。」我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAsZmZHR2sUZ 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAotRRmkRPr3
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「對唔住...」她說。 8964 copyright protection443PENANApGH5S2ToAu 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAV6W6cKssRP
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「你之後會唔會唔想再見我...?」她問。8964 copyright protection443PENANAh5St4yocy7 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAKYTGKnRdlQ
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「之後再算啦...」我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAZjtWUkXKBe 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANA7zvJeC0ims
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儘管這件事使我很失望,但我只決定了不會跟她拍拖,從沒說過不會再跟她上床。她騙了我是事實,但我想找個人上床也同時是事實。比起獨自在心裏跟自己鬥氣,我更需要有一個人讓我發洩。8964 copyright protection443PENANAiQ3Eo1KNUe 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAT6ygD36XYC
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把情緒發洩在當事人身上,好似比起任何道歉都來得更有效。反正我今天不跟她上床,我改天也會找其他人。8964 copyright protection443PENANAdaUDD4pSmu 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAtrFZr2omDT
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我現在唯一可以做的,就是繼續與Dawn保持這種肉體的關係,直到我找到下一個可以取代她的人選。8964 copyright protection443PENANA7Znmo4VlLv 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANANFiSdzGT5B
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「你係咪真係冇事架...?我覺得你之後會唔理我囉...」她問。8964 copyright protection443PENANA3M4VwrE6Lm 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAJ4m0mBlK0U
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「唔開心一定有,但我唔想破壞咗今日嘅心情。」我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANA30FmS3dwwF 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANATsqWBN6k0Y
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「嗯...」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAMzkHqpwohE 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAOySTwQj8Z4
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我從床上轉身背向著Dawn,然後發了呆地注視著她書桌上岩鹽燈。心中仍未能完全接受這件事的心情,使我一直看著岩鹽燈發呆,動也不動、一聲不發的。8964 copyright protection443PENANAfHx7uPSWg7 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAMqmzyJm6SM
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我又回想起當天Weed Party的點點滴滴,想到了阿皮與Dawn見面的一刻,兩人那怪異的眼神。還有當天Dawn信誓旦旦地對我說,她和阿皮之間沒有任何關係。8964 copyright protection443PENANASiBjZmFkRD 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAJZGBPAEfkr
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也許從他們那種驚恐之中帶點尷尬的對視,還有Dawn得悉我認識阿皮之後的反應,我就該猜到了他們有過一些不可告人的秘密。8964 copyright protection443PENANA8DH8qlbG7R 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAedDhheOvjN
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當我仍在消化過去的一切之際,Dawn便從我的腰間往褲子裏伸手,輕輕包裹住我的下體便揉起來。8964 copyright protection443PENANAUFfehN0kDM 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANA6VngD0lC66
447Please respect copyright.PENANAPCNSzVuFe3
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她的手溫柔地在我內褲裏面上下套弄,不時又輕輕把玩那兩顆。即使我當時的心情不算很好,但我也難以抵抗來自身體深處的的實際需要。8964 copyright protection443PENANAoqkT6Tfefr 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANArAMTNOt6jR
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「舒唔舒服啊...?」Dawn問。8964 copyright protection443PENANAVcpL9wQ8Pu 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAx6gRUCCOOk
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「舒服...快少少...」我對Dawn說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAJt5H1UNCIP 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAqhMhywvmXC
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Dawn聽見我的要求以後,便加快了擺弄的速度和力度。來自下身痕癢且舒暢的觸感,以及她軟熟溫暖的掌心,都使我的下體飛快地充血起來。8964 copyright protection443PENANAwEdIyjRYpj 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANApWr80iCkpN
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我幾乎在一瞬間把心中的煩惱都暫時放下,轉身抱著Dawn便與她濕吻起來。8964 copyright protection443PENANAsb8puyPL4y 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAVdpfAE68jp
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我叫她褪下全身的衣服,然後我伸手就往她下身的敏感處按壓起來。我用指尖輕輕地打轉、擠按,Dawn的身體亦如我所料的一般給予反應。她開始變得更濕,我又能感受到溫熱的體液逐少地從她身體裏面溢出。我的手指甚至未曾往更深入的地方進發,外面就已經沾滿了黏稠的黏液。8964 copyright protection443PENANAy7TjQ0Y3Ww 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAFqS49fIKDl
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看來Dawn也跟我一樣,是個輕易地被慾望所操縱的傢伙。就算剛剛才發生過一些令人不快的爭吵,但她好似沒有被影響做愛的心情。果然,沒有甚麼爭執是一場性愛不能調和的。8964 copyright protection443PENANAml0fkmjPcW 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANA677z7RknqO
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「你次次都咁濕嘅...」我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAcsOKdxhHKS 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAFjyaFPqxhM
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「我都唔知點解...」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANASOZQeoHKay 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAOzkt5eMp2C
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「伸手入去...」Dawn輕吟地對我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAelnaH8Y1Rt 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAVNJq8QCxj6
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她捏住我不停按壓的手指,打算強行打它們塞到裏面去。不過,既然Dawn剛剛才把我惹得不高興,我固然不會讓她如此輕易地得償所願。8964 copyright protection443PENANASWZm0yBL5j 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAJNsPyDo3BE
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我不太想直接滿足她的請求,總之我爽就好。8964 copyright protection443PENANAN1KYuy82cO 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAt4TawhvhEF
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「你好心急喎...」我沒冇依她的去做,又繼續挑逗她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANA1NfqJhnrmk 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAvxGKhi5cyj
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「好想要啊嘛...」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAKzGX3FMnJG 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANA93fnl7WQ3n
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「咁幫我含先。」我笑說。8964 copyright protection443PENANArfYktzsjIa 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANA1KbhYQ49DA
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「你好衰...撩完又唔幫我...」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANA5agEdr1bbb 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANA7uhrMhOPiM
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也許她也知道自己理虧,所以也不得不服從。她抱怨一句之後,便立即從床上下來,然後跪到地上準備替我口交。她熟練地用一直捆在手腕上的橡皮筋把頭髮綁成辮子,推住我的下體便吸吮起來。8964 copyright protection443PENANAz5AB0E4tQP 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANA5jIzjvr9Ai
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房間內只有區區一盞岩鹽燈,實在不夠照亮漆黑的環境。我伸手就打開了她書桌上的燈,好讓我能看清楚她為我口交時的畫面。畢竟,口交這件事除了觸感上的享受之外,視覺上的衝擊也是很重要的環。8964 copyright protection443PENANAeHm3dyUmEU 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAVNO3mKgIBm
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她手口並用地吸,一邊套弄,一邊吮得發出聲音,又一邊把玩下面的兩顆。她節奏地左右擺頭之餘,更讓我往她的喉嚨深入。8964 copyright protection443PENANAZRN1HOFXbh 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAcV1xmeGnMt
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看起來吃得津津有味的她,好似一點也不難受。我也開始分不清,她是為了得到我原諒,還是被我撩得慾火焚身才會吸得如些賣力。8964 copyright protection443PENANALITlo772kP 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAScVM0rIwM7
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我想兩者都有一點吧。無論結果是那一邊都好,得益的人也是我。8964 copyright protection443PENANA11VwM7vdsk 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANA9aMeodm5mE
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我抓住她的髮根搖晃起來,替她節省了部分擺動力氣。自知處於上風的我,每一下都粗暴地往喉嚨深處頂撞進去,無非也是為了發洩一下心中的不快。8964 copyright protection443PENANABu3au292v3 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAKxwEPnLCNP
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初時幾下她因一時未適應而被我弄得咳嗽起來,更有幾下被我捅得想吐。她頓時就被刺激得把我的下體從口中猛然抽出來,向著另一邊咳嗽和作嘔似的。8964 copyright protection443PENANAqcaFRg0Dpb 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAK7FCrJhMOD
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「咳咳....咳咳咳....」8964 copyright protection443PENANAwnBcaNic28 維尼
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「喀......喀...........」8964 copyright protection443PENANAlN6FzHRg2Z 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAKCW54nkaNQ
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「得唔得啊你...」我看著她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAMnetorVDNC 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAbbqLSHH8Cn
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「冇事...OK」她邊咳嗽邊說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAKFcxGKgYzo 維尼
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Dawn沒有抱怨,重新清清嗓子之後便繼續併命吸啜。看著她如此賣力地替我口交的畫面,不論是精神抑或肉體我都相當爽快。8964 copyright protection443PENANAeKMXfVKo7l 維尼
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我猜她的確如我所想一樣,是為了賠罪才會把我服侍得那麼周到。想起來,上一次有女生因為做錯事所以才任我如肉,應該也要數到當年給我戴綠帽的阿晴了。8964 copyright protection443PENANA4gYACIIVTU 維尼
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不過,當年的結果是如何,我依然歷歷在目。我絕不會因為她們這一次在床上任我擺佈,我就會原諒她們。8964 copyright protection443PENANAAYgAU0CwKy 維尼
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「上嚟啊。」我對地上的Dawn說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAYuKFQjfEr1 維尼
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Dawn又重新回到床上。熟知我喜她的她馬上就跪爬在床上,抬起屁股擺出了讓我後入我姿勢。我們並沒有延續剛才的前戲,一心想我原諒的她應該也相當明白,現在最重要的就是在床上讓我發洩一下。8964 copyright protection443PENANAZfmhskh22O 維尼
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不然,平常的她絕不可能會讓我跳過前戲。看見她如此聽話,我實在不能再壓止心中的興奮。我扶住她的腰便開始抽插起來。8964 copyright protection443PENANAAIZ8f5UoX9 維尼
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可是,不要認為只有我一個人單方面。就算我們跳過了前戲,Dawn依舊隨著我每一下的抽插而變得越來越濕。我越插越是覺得,女生用這種方法來請求男生的原諒,好似是百利而冇一害的方法。除了大機會會得到對方原諒之外,根本她們也有在享受......8964 copyright protection443PENANA3DLuKisA88 維尼
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「啊...啊...嗯...」她呻吟說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAuS1YQjAPow 維尼
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「你好撚濕...」我興奮地擺動著說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAL5ORgNRFqJ 維尼
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隨著我不停地抽插,體液也不斷地從她體內滲出。肉體無間斷的磨擦,促使著體液也一同揮發在空氣之中。房間之內,開始散佈著她體液的氣味。不太算是大家想像中的甚麼臭味,感覺就是鹹鹹的。8964 copyright protection443PENANAlIwEBEo8wj 維尼
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「好舒服...好頂啊..就係呢個位...」她用力地抓住枕頭說,腰和腳亦不時發出奇怪而不受控的抽搐。8964 copyright protection443PENANArT48HWSkzK 維尼
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見Dawn呻吟得如此興奮,我理所當然的開始更賣力地抽插。撞到盡頭的感覺實在是百試不厭,除了額外的爽快感之外,更使我有一種完全把她征服的感覺。此外,血液除了往下體直奔湧之外,亦會往腦袋直衝。做得上頭的我,舉起手便往她的屁股上作出一輪抽打。8964 copyright protection443PENANAFc6SzqFFuX 維尼
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「啪!」8964 copyright protection443PENANAnKGNRSDPkW 維尼
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「啊!」Dawn被我打得大叫說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAztM7t1yxFo 維尼
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「打大力啲...」她再說。8964 copyright protection443PENANA9gSeKzfvaj 維尼
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這次,我扯住她背上那早就綁好了的辮子。一手拉住辮,一手用力往她的屁股抽打下去。8964 copyright protection443PENANAh8TmWSEKk4 維尼
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「啪!!」8964 copyright protection443PENANAYtULbLCK3c 維尼
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「啊!!」Dawn尖叫起來。8964 copyright protection443PENANABVZGAd4OPx 維尼
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「好爽!」她又說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAvUg3NC8uQZ 維尼
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Dawn似乎跪得有點腿軟,她突然好似失去平衡的伏倒在床上。我沒有給予她休息的機會,這個完全壓住她的姿勢,反而可以更容易的發力。8964 copyright protection443PENANAGIWXbWhDjR 維尼
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「啪!」我再次抽打她。8964 copyright protection443PENANAFVazJZ4c9f 維尼
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「啊!」她又大叫。8964 copyright protection443PENANAlewTV9NM5X 維尼
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連續的抽打,令我的手掌也傳來了發熱的感覺。床上緊閉雙眼的Dawn,微微的張開嘴巴。除了在吟叫之外,也會用嘴巴在喘氣。8964 copyright protection443PENANAiy7hSysLvg 維尼
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她軟弱又不能反抗的模樣,完全激發起我的操縱欲。我伸手就用力握住她的脖子,使她暫時喘不過氣。我知道Dawn很喜歡被別人勒住脖子,而這次亦不出我所料。當我緊握住她的脖子之際,Dawn沒有感到難受,反而又變得更濕了。8964 copyright protection443PENANAvGSSe72Y85 維尼
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鹹鹹的氣味再一次變得稍為濃烈,Dawn亦開始發出喘嗚,似乎是不能再忍耐下去。8964 copyright protection443PENANAVOnpCXtvek 維尼
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「哈.....哈......」她拼命地扯哮,發出陣陣的撕哮聲。8964 copyright protection443PENANA9gCdAFS6Va 維尼
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直至她發了瘋似的地拍打枕頭,我才終於放開手,令她能重新呼吸起來。當我一放開手的一刻,她便用盡全力地吸氣,猶如一位剛沖過終點的短跑運動員一樣。8964 copyright protection443PENANAJEpYhFuWwI 維尼
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「好爽...痴線...差啲死咁...」她一邊吸氣,一邊斷斷續續地說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAw7U5BixD30 維尼
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「你今日......好粗暴......好正...」她喘氣說。8964 copyright protection443PENANANXXztDsTik 維尼
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「邊個叫你激嬲我啊....」我冷冷地說。8964 copyright protection443PENANATQQKscjL18 維尼
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「啪!」我再一次往她的屁股上抽打。8964 copyright protection443PENANAghpRD7p4pn 維尼
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「啊...!對唔知...我知錯喇...」她哀求地回答。8964 copyright protection443PENANAp3cRHOgpXi 維尼
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她展現出處於弱小一方的姿態,使我更加怡悅。我自然又更用力地抽插她,每一下都深入至盡頭,直到撞上不能越過的阻礙物才懂得往後退出。8964 copyright protection443PENANA3LaRYKqXCH 維尼
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「你個死淫閪!」我用怒罵的語氣對她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAVVsNKglrhh 維尼
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「對住你...先係咁...啊...」她喘著回應。8964 copyright protection443PENANAvKNZOEqyCQ 維尼
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「定對住其他仔都係咁啊!」我粗暴地抽插說,然後舉起手便往她的屁股上抽打。8964 copyright protection443PENANANCV78Pnd0i 維尼
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「啊!!好正...」她高聲地喊著回話。8964 copyright protection443PENANA7q69qWYBEQ 維尼
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我當時的心情實在有點複雜,也不清楚自己是懷著哪種心情對她「施暴」。我似乎是在發洩自己的不快,但Dawn絕不像有過半分難受。不過,我也沒時間去考究那般哲學的問題,總之當時夠爽快就好。8964 copyright protection443PENANAEZPxqzEfqM 維尼
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我接著又把Dawn整個人都翻過來,張開她的雙腿便直接壓在她身上猛烈推撞。看著她滿臉愉悅的表情,我再一次扼住她的脖子,使她又喘不過氣。這次,我可是能從正面觀賞她面臨窒息時的樣子。8964 copyright protection443PENANAUXkrKVaIBZ 維尼
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只見她緊閉雙眼,嘴巴張大的企圖用力吸氣。可是,她越是想吸氣,我便越用力地壓住她的頸子。在我死死地勒住她之下,她的臉亦逐漸變得潮紅。直至Dawn咳嗽起來,我才終於鬆開手。8964 copyright protection443PENANAd8Fa6mF1rH 維尼
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「咳咳咳....」8964 copyright protection443PENANAOlYIAwK9VU 維尼
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Dawn又一次不停地咳嗽。可是,我可沒留給她任何喘息的時刻。在我鬆開手的一刻,我馬上加大力度的猛推。Dawn一時間也不知道該呻吟,還是先以咳嗽來調整呼吸。她不過撕哮了幾下,便再次發出熟悉的呻吟聲。8964 copyright protection443PENANAmFqF3cbn9r 維尼
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「好鐘意比你屌...」Dawn仍未完全從剛剛的窒息中回復過來,她不斷倒喘著氣說。8964 copyright protection443PENANA4qIMZRpQsX 維尼
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每當女生對我說出這種話,我總會變得更加興奮,下半身的反應自然來得更加強烈。我來回地從她的頂點與開口之間直線遊走,我的胸、背甚至是額前的汗水亦逐漸因動作過大,而被揮灑到Dawn的身上。8964 copyright protection443PENANAuJmlRjFYQv 維尼
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「係咩臭雞!」我粗鄙地說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAg8YEzIFzDJ 維尼
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在說出這句話的同時,我舉起手就掌摑在Dawn的臉上。掌心應聲地打在她的臉上,發出了遜於打在她屁股時的「啪」一聲。8964 copyright protection443PENANAEmbGe1Kcvg 維尼
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我是帶著氣憤的心情跟她上床,但也沒有要將她置諸死地的理由。我當然沒有使出全力的往打臉上打。即使我知道她事後絕不會生氣,但也為免一時太用力玩出火,因而惹她對我抱怨。8964 copyright protection443PENANA57JxcmF5wB 維尼
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雖然一邊罵她是「臭雞」,一邊摑她的臉的確是一件令我很痛快的事。但是,Dawn的回答卻是令我始料未及。她說:「打太力啲....」8964 copyright protection443PENANAfoehwrrtfj 維尼
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聽見她的回覆,我起初是有點意外的,沒想到她竟然如此「M底」。我沒說些甚麼,也沒有半點遲疑。一般來說,若在下半身猛烈地搖晃的同時,要蓄力往女生臉上這種小目標掌摑,也是一件相當考究技術的動作。8964 copyright protection443PENANAdzoqUzxzZe 維尼
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不然,一不留心便很可能會打錯位置。要是打不中還好,最多也是再來一次。可是,要是連她的耳朵都打中了,實在很可能會一擊就把她們打得暈過去。8964 copyright protection443PENANAVjGZrv0SUQ 維尼
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而當時的我就像一個熟練的壽司師傅,Dawn就像一條被脫光光的魚一樣。我毫不猶豫地伸展臂膀蓄力,然後手起刀落,精準地打在她右邊的臉頰上。8964 copyright protection443PENANAd4JgnsPojm 維尼
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「死臭雞!咁撚鐘意比人打!」我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAjetrvtKT4N 維尼
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那一下掌摑所發出的聲響,實在不亞於我抽打她屁股時的音量。縱使沒有在瞬間讓房間內產生回音,但亦足夠繞樑三日。8964 copyright protection443PENANA4vCMzi7Mze 維尼
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「就係咁...」Dawn呻吟道。8964 copyright protection443PENANAZmha5amqww 維尼
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既然她也喜歡,我也能稍為釋放一下心中的怒火。我理所當然地不會讓這種一石二鳥的事輕易地停下來。8964 copyright protection443PENANADlLfUmq46S 維尼
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我重新擺正她的臉,這次我就連她的左邊臉也不放過。我來回地掌摑了數下,也沒想過完事之後會否在她的臉上留下甚麼痕跡。8964 copyright protection443PENANAPTqwFi4RWT 維尼
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打得累了,我又壓在她身上向她耳邊說:「屌你真係好撚淫...」8964 copyright protection443PENANAL5yiMgORdt 維尼
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「淨係同你先係咁...」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAvYtKcHfUFq 維尼
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「以後淨係比你屌....」她再說。8964 copyright protection443PENANACr37KMhfuZ 維尼
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「做我私家雞呀...?」我一邊抽插,語氣起起伏伏地說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAjbfbJ5ER2V 維尼
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「係...你想點屌都得...我好鐘意你...」她氣喘喘地說。8964 copyright protection443PENANA9Aac0KnB82 維尼
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我不知道這句「好鐘意」,是代表她單純的喜歡跟我做愛,還是喜歡我這個人。不過無可否認,對一個人產生了「喜愛」的情感之後,絕對會為以後的每一次性愛都帶來綿上添花。8964 copyright protection443PENANAHeUmOk5hcO 維尼
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我試過與很多個喜歡的人做愛,也跟過不少沒有感覺的人上床。不論是身男抑或女,我很清楚身體的反應才是最誠實的。從Dawn下半身展露的反應,我就知道她不單喜歡跟我上床,更是喜歡我。8964 copyright protection443PENANAiTp3lTffHX 維尼
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在這乾柴烈火的一刻,我實在不想破壞氣氛。我亦也不想讓她的期望落空,我知道她是期待著我說些甚麼來回應她的。8964 copyright protection443PENANAcefIm90kfb 維尼
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「我都好鐘意同你搞...」我向她耳邊說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAWlQAKWq3qt 維尼
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我曾聽某女生說過,當一個男人在你裏面的時候,他說的話只能信一半。我想這也有事實根據吧,不過,我就是個喜歡搞語言藝術的傢伙。因此,我從來都不會在抽插她們的時候說「她喜歡她」,我只會對她們說「很喜歡跟她們上床」。8964 copyright protection443PENANAF2FdeU9WSS 維尼
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其實我是否仍然喜歡Dawn,根本不重要。重要的是Dawn覺得我喜歡她,而她也喜歡我就好。即使這實在有點玩弄感情之嫌,但我從來都沒有答應過她甚麼事。8964 copyright protection443PENANAysy3DEMsCQ 維尼
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我繼續壓住她的腿猛烈搖晃,使我胸前的汗全都滴在她身上。不止是下身,就連兩人的肚皮上全都是溫暖的體液。8964 copyright protection443PENANAExsSTksly0 維尼
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我往她的脖子上用力吸吮,留下了一兩道赤紅色的吻痕。幸好她的家人都不在,所以她亦很放心的讓我對她做這種事。8964 copyright protection443PENANAqDRcwFfV0C 維尼
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「射邊啊?」我感覺到快要來的時候問。8964 copyright protection443PENANAveYyTiuMYq 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAqVj7vN8Dnw
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「邊度都得...」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAmd4FmgKz5L 維尼
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我用盡全身的力氣作最後衝刺,就連腹肌也繃緊得出實在的輪廓。這次我趕在射精前拔出來,對著她的臉便噴發出來。她閉上眼睛,卻一臉享受地張開嘴巴。Dawn用上臉和口去承接那一大泡溫熱的黏液。8964 copyright protection443PENANAwpIaOzQUwz 維尼
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我握住那連續抽搐的東西對準Dawn的臉,她又把那些意外地射到嘴裏面的精液吞下之後,便說:「你射咗好多...」8964 copyright protection443PENANAnWbNDeLLWk 維尼
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「爽啊嘛...」我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAIrlf9TbpZW 維尼
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我透過微弱的燈光,看見Dawn的臉上有一半都被白濁的黏液蓋住。那種爽快的感覺,可不是常常都能感受到。8964 copyright protection443PENANAlDJaGHK36X 維尼
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「屌...我連眼都開唔到...」她依舊疲軟地躺在床上說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAbi6q44wCFX 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANApaLyyhQDeS
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「你怕唔怕等陣乾咗仲難開啊?」我笑著問。8964 copyright protection443PENANAUgHB5SR7gw 維尼
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「會嘅咩?」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAzqBQyKDNfV 維尼
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「我唔知啊~冇你咁熟手。」我坐在她身邊笑說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAUaiI8hg3dQ 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAYFaslOEDPP
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我幾句話就把Dawn嚇得從床上彈起來,她一支飛箭似的奔向浴室。我慢悠悠地跟在她身後,又問她為甚麼會那麼緊張。她說擔心那些東西乾涸之後,擦的時候會連眼睫毛都一併拉出來。8964 copyright protection443PENANA8U6lD5Qwn9 維尼
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「Fuck,Fuck,Fuck!滴緊落嚟!」她小跑著趕進浴室,又用手擋在下巴說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAkQaBmhNDdi 維尼
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「喂不如你照下你塊面?你成面都係喎~」我站在浴室內的鏡子旁邊,對Dawn說。8964 copyright protection443PENANA74yscpj0Vb 維尼
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「唔想睇啊~!唔想睇到自己咁淫個樣!」她說畢便馬上開水,把臉上的精液都清洗掉。8964 copyright protection443PENANAD96P0VlOgR 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANA1KvC0zuGij
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「下?!明明你頭先打開個口個樣仲好撚陶醉架喎~」我笑說。8964 copyright protection443PENANA5oaFRziqjV 維尼
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「痴線!你記錯人喇!」她露出難為情的笑容說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAY5oMz7S1Hf 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAEADIAGJLOt
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她一絲不苟地把臉上的黏液都洗去,而我則是不慌不忙地關上淋浴間的門。她又抬起頭問我臉上的東西洗乾淨了沒有,我看了看便答她洗乾淨了。8964 copyright protection443PENANAFppHBoxcL3 維尼
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接著,她打開了安裝在牆上的摺疊椅,拿著花灑便坐在上面沖身。我很好奇她家為甚麼會有這種,讓行動不便的人使用的摺疊椅。她說以前家裏有老人家,所以為了安全便裝上了這些椅子。8964 copyright protection443PENANAfBclRAnRtk 維尼
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我站在她面前,看著她為自己沖身。我下面那根又剛好對正她的臉。8964 copyright protection443PENANAthwrb19z7o 維尼
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「幫我洗啊~」我俯視她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAw1UbCgKvVv 維尼
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「洗唔洗成個對住我塊面啊~」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAp1uxe8u89r 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANADZ6D3z1Bs9
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她用暖水為我沖乾淨,又為我塗上梘液,然後便輕柔的手法搓揉起來。不過與其說她為我洗澡,不如說她在為我按摩。8964 copyright protection443PENANALoKxeIYuZR 維尼
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她一時輕力地按壓,一時又用指尖為我抓癢。即使我們才剛剛來過一次,但進了聖人模式的我,竟然又想再來一次。8964 copyright protection443PENANAB481Tzj0X9 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAYxHqPkkbC6
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「喂...你都幾熟手喎...」我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANApcqe98z4ER 維尼
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「舒唔舒服啊?」她問。8964 copyright protection443PENANAUl2QXkPSbL 維尼
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「舒服啊~幫我𢯎下袋底呀喂...有啲痕...」我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANADfvgYJxUxV 維尼
在順滑的梘液之下,Dawn指尖的觸感比起平時來得更要柔弱。Dawn來來回回地把玩著我的下體,翻來翻去、愛不惜手地檢查。總感覺她不單是為我清潔,而是在研究它一樣。8964 copyright protection443PENANAXxl57ehE4m 維尼
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「做咩洗到好似喺度玩緊佢咁啊hahaha…」我取笑說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAQ7VmV0O1UO 維尼
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「因為我好好奇究竟佢究竟係點架囉....」她一手托住它,再看著我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANA1MmfXbY79X 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANA72XoVg8gVO
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「下...?扮咩啊你...你都唔係第一次見人條Jer啦!」我笑說。8964 copyright protection443PENANALnjwzaltXA 維尼
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「唔係囉!因為我係女仔我冇架嘛!所以未好奇~就好似男人鐘意揸波咁,個個對波都差唔手感,但你地都係咁鐘意揸。」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANA5YmUlg5pHr 維尼
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Dawn的話亦不無道理,不過她一臉認真地研究她的模樣實在很滑稽。8964 copyright protection443PENANA8JQNrP4meb 維尼
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「咁你鐘唔鐘意玩啊?」我笑著問。8964 copyright protection443PENANAYhhETa3XIj 維尼
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「鐘意啊...淨係鐘意玩你嗰條~」她笑說。8964 copyright protection443PENANA1DxkuvJZDD 維尼
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「你肯定對個個都係咁講~」我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAr6VOS7DBrd 維尼
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「唔係啦...其實我真係唔係同過好多人,一定未夠10個囉!7個都未有!」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAWtwvzDgC9c 維尼
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當她一說起她的Body Count,我又想起了她和阿皮的事。突然想起這種事,曖昧的氣氛又在一瞬間破滅。儘管她才挑起了我的性慾,但現在又被澆熄了。8964 copyright protection443PENANAvshxBibfHi 維尼
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「唉~聽住先啦!」我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANARb6EG8bwhT 維尼
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「認真囉!今次真係冇呃你。」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAPjh2Kua3ZZ 維尼
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這次我沒有正面回答,正當我想說些別的拉開話題之際,Dawn卻搶先插話說:「喂...問你樣野啊?」8964 copyright protection443PENANAyV8enkLO4r 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAAcjtlX0eiU
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「咩啊?」我頓時就好奇地問。8964 copyright protection443PENANAmdnYsUVHKR 維尼
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「如果我以後淨係幫你一個人洗......你話好唔好?」她戰戰兢兢,語氣之中又帶點口吃問。8964 copyright protection443PENANAokGcOhPGez 維尼
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話音剛落,我就立即明白了這條問題的意思。她又再問起了關於拍拖的事。也許Dawn的確高估了自己的重要性,也一心以為我是個很容易就能把控得住的男生。因此,她才會在告知我阿皮一事之後,仍然敢於問出這個問題。8964 copyright protection443PENANAzKLvL4xnDH 維尼
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事到如今,這個問題早就有了答案。8964 copyright protection443PENANAyhjkpcDACt 維尼
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不過,我也承認自己有一點小人之心。其實換個角度想,Dawn至少敢在說出她和阿皮的關係之後,才提起拍拖的事。既不是一直隱瞞到底,也不是先斬後奏的,待我答應拍拖之後才說出來。8964 copyright protection443PENANArIERNWavGu 維尼
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這麼一看,她起碼對這段感情是抱著認真的心態。8964 copyright protection443PENANAtjeHBMHxEJ 維尼
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我不知道哪種才是她真實的想法,我希望是後者吧,但事到如今這一切都不重要了。8964 copyright protection443PENANARvSbNeMgZE 維尼
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面對她的直球式問題,要是我當面拒絕,今晚一定會過得很煎熬。我唯有裝傻地回答說:「下~?都唔知你講咩~你想咁樣嘅,我地以後都可以好似而家咁。」8964 copyright protection443PENANAazgRqbl7LJ 維尼
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「唔係囉!唉!你又扮咩傻!你一定明我講咩囉!」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAc8zO5XGvr7 維尼
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「下?咩啊?真係唔知你講咩。」我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANALyQOv3T0mg 維尼
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「唉...算...唔明就算,又扮傻。」她繼續把玩我的下體說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAIocUjsCaef 維尼
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我又再一次成功胡弄過去。我不知道以後還會有多少次,但我希望最後一次不會那麼快就來臨。因為,我仍然未找到能替代她的人。8964 copyright protection443PENANAkM22jxjSHT 維尼
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看著一臉傻氣的Dawn,我終於感到有一點愧疚。畢竟,一直以來對她隱瞞自己有女朋友的人是我。而她,卻勇敢地對我說出自己和阿皮曾經發生過的事。8964 copyright protection443PENANAjf5F0Ew64v 維尼
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其實她和阿皮的事,早在我與Dawn認識之前就結束了。我曾有一刻心軟過,反正以後應該也不會跟阿皮再有任何交集。就算見面,頂多也只會在蘭桂坊碰面,寒暄數句之後就各自跟自己的朋友玩。8964 copyright protection443PENANALI3X7xpREJ 維尼
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大概是一時意氣,或是心中存有些許情感潔癖。我最終都沒有心軟而回心轉意。況且,我從一開始就決定了會把我有女朋友一事隱瞞到底。就算哪天兩人不再是FWB,我也不打算告訴她。8964 copyright protection443PENANAdavsTZFs54 維尼
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不過,我根本就來不及後悔,也輪不到我回頭。因為感情這回事總是變幻莫測,很多時比起任何意外都來得更要突發。8964 copyright protection443PENANAQ1D6LAAZUO 維尼
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被我幾句話就哄騙過去的Dawn,似乎也沒顯露出有太大的反應。我們那一晚就如平常一樣,洗完澡之後就在床上聊聊天,睡覺之前又再來一次。8964 copyright protection443PENANAHMlNNP06KB 維尼
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在大半夜睡醒,還有早上睡醒之後都一樣。8964 copyright protection443PENANAJ8T02Irvxn 維尼
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第二天,我一直留到接近中午才離開。Dawn還嚷著要我跟她一起吃早餐,所以便帶我到了她家附近的茶記。8964 copyright protection443PENANAmPEKTaWzmm 維尼
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「喂~其實我屋企人過多幾日先返喎~呢兩晚你都可以上嚟~」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANArUGcEe3zKZ 維尼
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「都可以嘅~但今晚可能同frd出去飲野啊~所以可能要睇下點先。」我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAcqFeSGbCnU 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANA2NnlOBFkYE
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「咁呀,咁好啦~過幾日再見都得嘅姐~」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANA5uYX491cSm 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAy4sHtdUycn
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「唉~不過咁快又冇得見~」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANATYdQwiwReF 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANALXd9UfuwdM
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「好快會再見啦~都係過多幾日。」我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAJEHvrYAwUj 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAG4AfQY0Cif
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其實,我並沒有約朋友去喝酒。只不過是擔心,要是連續兩晚都早早就消失,Ellis定必會懷疑。因此,我只好對Dawn說我約了朋友喝酒而不能陪她。8964 copyright protection443PENANALRnzFIfGmv 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAWUiGNvDl02
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一切都顯得那麼自然、如常。她依舊想跟我待在一起多一刻,那怕只是一頓早餐、一兩晚的時間。8964 copyright protection443PENANAhJI5OzeCtA 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAfh6dlAYzwM
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我對於昨晚的話題沒想太多,Dawn也不是第一次對我暗示拍拖的事了。反正我每次都在裝傻,假裝聽不明白她話裏的意圖。我很自然地將她留在我身邊,當成了一件理所當然的事。雖然我知道這種關係不可能是永恆,但先不說太遠以後的將來,我從不認為她會在這段日子內就跟我「斬纜」。8964 copyright protection443PENANA46kna5izZL 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANASjogyOI54W
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之後的幾天,我們依舊有在訊息上聊天。我們還約好了下星期再見面,當然,見面也是為了上床。8964 copyright protection443PENANAYsfdbpqKbL 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAZb0GR9xZMw
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可是,計劃總是趕不上變化,而惡夢亦必定是接踵而來。我從沒想過,感情這回事是可以毫無征兆地結束。8964 copyright protection443PENANAM3wMOYx4wy 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANANpdFyWWrDg
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一段感情的終結,往往並不是大家想像中那般轟轟烈烈。既沒有哭哭啼啼的分別,也沒有面紅耳赤的爭吵。大多數人的分手,大多數人的聚散,很多時候也只能隔著一個屏幕發生。8964 copyright protection443PENANAfSBigKgcBk 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAVXCZaXb1lG
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很多時候,你甚至連她們的最後一面也見不了,又或是你距離最後一面就只有一步之遙。8964 copyright protection443PENANArhqgbqpZlg 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANA0GdhPm0xkd
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我還記得那天,是我最後一次跟Ellis見面。我們還約好了明天再見,一起去狗公園放狗。那天見面時的所發生的事,跟分手完全無關。她既沒有對我做過任何試探,也沒有暗示過有關兩人之間的問題。8964 copyright protection443PENANAxu9z0AHY8L 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAf6uEGtD56p
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我想就連她本人都沒想過,我們會在那一天就分手。8964 copyright protection443PENANAdtKQ8nlszj 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAdLCH8kBENc
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真正的重頭戲,竟然是在回家的路上發生。8964 copyright protection443PENANA6T1LVmkSAs 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAGVX3k5lpHf
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Ellis:喂...8964 copyright protection443PENANAURMCgHmJlP 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANATUNhHaXX4a
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我:咩啊?8964 copyright protection443PENANASs9XQIidXI 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAZ8rGg93ZaA
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Ellis:你係咪真係有做過?8964 copyright protection443PENANA5X698k2NYR 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAFpIWoKVDmd
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連同這句訊息傳來的,是數張IG DM的截圖。DM是來自一個空白帳號,沒有任何相片之餘,也沒有追蹤任何人,更別說是頭像了。8964 copyright protection443PENANA8a3MonL45r 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAxdye0BTSln
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這很明顯是有人開設了一個假帳戶,然後向Ellis說我的壞話。8964 copyright protection443PENANAgfaBtF34PY 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAzKmL4nXGD5
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那個人對Ellis說:8964 copyright protection443PENANAJMHT8xFQgd 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANADCBmKVSHnM
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「你係咪就係呢條仔嘅女朋友?」8964 copyright protection443PENANAh1Ay1DggCj 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAyJ3wgSkO8H
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「你知唔知佢背住你喺出面同好多人扑野?」8964 copyright protection443PENANAbxhtH0QRmj 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANA26qZSQimVA
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「應該連人地女朋友都有搞過」8964 copyright protection443PENANADUN0nC9rpP 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAjTqAvuOauF
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「我呢度有埋佢約人嘅對話圖,唔好話我鳩噏」8964 copyright protection443PENANAB9ZwRqfBiC 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANA5OjdDgJWcD
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Ellis傳來的其中一張圖片,就是那個人一併發送給她的對話截圖。圖中那女生的頭像固然就被遮蔽了,只露了出作為發送人的我的頭像和名稱。8964 copyright protection443PENANAUsK2TShBKB 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANA43j0aQypgl
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圖中的對話,只不過是我約某女生在某時某地碰面的訊息。雖然沒有清楚說明是約炮,但也足夠證明我有偷偷跟其他女生見面了。8964 copyright protection443PENANAKqvTQWEMA6 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAR8t6UKWCIL
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可能你會覺得只要我找出了相同的訊息,自然就知道告密的人究竟是誰,或是誰人的男朋友。不過,今次可真是聰明反被聰明誤。習慣偷食的我,自然會定期刪除跟炮友們的訊息。再者,我又怎可能在海量的訊息之中,輕易地找出一模一樣的訊息呢?8964 copyright protection443PENANA1A4pGAaXLp 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAXHXXExmBcu
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「你自己小心啦!我Ex話佢成日唔戴套,都唔知會唔會有性病」8964 copyright protection443PENANAZhJWbSRBBo 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1hk7Jakvi
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那個人留下了這一句訊息之後,便再沒有傳來任何訊息了。8964 copyright protection443PENANAS25UAYceID 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAu1CoiFkIXj
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看見Ellis傳來這些訊息,我實在無言以對。因為不論是DM圖中的說話方式、用字,還是不戴套的事實,都跟我如出一徹。這些證據,都很明顯地是在指向我。8964 copyright protection443PENANAhthZImGNdB 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAcGhImvdimR
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就連我,一時之間也立即認為那個人說的就是我,而不是空穴來風的嫁禍於我。8964 copyright protection443PENANAQGCRUZIceP 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAnbUYTdnAWj
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我一時之間,根本不知道可以回覆甚麼。我坐在平穩地行駛的地鐵之上,心中卻是極度恐慌。明明只是靠在椅背安坐,心跳竟然無故加快,使我有一種窒息的感覺。此刻,即使一輛安全行駛的地鐵,對我來說也是過山車般刺激。8964 copyright protection443PENANANQnFNnHEC2 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAFInadYPPw0
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我嘗試過很多方法去穩定呼吸,但在Ellis的一再逼問之下,一切都是徒勞。8964 copyright protection443PENANAV5FK49W3vy 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAaIBOuWjbM8
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「屌你老母...究竟係邊撚個。」我在心中對自己說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAE4GAzm1wbJ 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAxzlm7gLGMy
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除了回應Ellis之外,我首先想到的就是盡力找出那個女生究竟是誰。在我的記憶裏,我可不記得有和誰人的女朋友發生過關係。不論是Dawn、Lydia、Jane、Luyi……她們理應都是單身的人。8964 copyright protection443PENANAInpiqPToVB 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAoGMi7SAhwP
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就算是Lydia,她也只是某人的第三者,根本算不上是女朋友。是那些在交友APP中認識,而又只見過一次的女生嗎?8964 copyright protection443PENANAOMNVNTVKqF 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANADRQmJ0zZUu
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首先,我甚少對人透露Ellis是我的女朋友。如果真是這些人,她們的男朋友要找出Ellis,也不是一件容易的事。8964 copyright protection443PENANAh2YO4WgwsJ 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAtHE8oLl0GU
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為甚麼對我有這麼大的仇恨,處心積慮地找Ellis告密?不得不說,那個人的確部署得很完美。8964 copyright protection443PENANAnHsKVA7Ozk 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAvL7dFcxtI6
447Please respect copyright.PENANA0cEfaBRDV9
447Please respect copyright.PENANAk9vInpONyw
447Please respect copyright.PENANAuzqcGIIxlX
447Please respect copyright.PENANA7l5pYzOPc0
447Please respect copyright.PENANAZ916DQ5b50
447Please respect copyright.PENANAPT3vi1Xhmy
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唉...在這般慌亂之下,我想暫時也不可能猜到是誰了。況且都過了一段日子,我實在不記得當時究竟約了誰人,去截圖對話中的地點碰面。很可能只是個見過一次的女生,而我早就把她忘記得一乾二淨。8964 copyright protection443PENANA4jNae2OyCw 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANActFeXrUCDU
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當務之急,就是要先應付Ellis的盤問。8964 copyright protection443PENANASYaOuQmrH8 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAPsyq2QRXQa
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Ellis:答我啦!佢連Cap圖都有埋,你仲有咩好解釋8964 copyright protection443PENANAHaF2W1VUUO 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAg3Ye8ADXvW
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Ellis:我真係想睇下你仲可以點講8964 copyright protection443PENANA5Y1AwyHgyd 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANA7KT2wRkwUL
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我:但佢講咩都得架啦...又唔知佢係邊個...8964 copyright protection443PENANAq16zSWNomv 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAwICUVouId8
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我:同埋佢啲圖其實P出嚟都得架姐8964 copyright protection443PENANAvXIaFFkucs 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAnRiKpVJb5k
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Ellis:你唔係同人扑過,佢點會知你唔鐘意戴套啊?8964 copyright protection443PENANAuaPELrDtqW 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAv8l8ODcJST
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Ellis:如果佢唔講呢句,可能都仲有得拗下。但人地都咁清楚,都冇咩好講啦!8964 copyright protection443PENANAUGoc7ApFPq 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANANevj99qXHY
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Ellis:我真係好討厭你8964 copyright protection443PENANAqsnx4ACV0s 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAcCyECpAZ4J
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Ellis:你好噁心8964 copyright protection443PENANA4TAD2neeXf 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAkVPUWf1beU
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Ellis:都唔知你一直以嚟喺出面同過幾多人搞,諗起你以前成日無啦啦咁早瞓,唔洗問都係同人去搞野啦!8964 copyright protection443PENANANT8GnTHKRV 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANApY4cJUIuhD
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Ellis:我地分手啦,今次真係接受唔到8964 copyright protection443PENANAj1s6Oum3Xl 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANA7xE7N5lsQU
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我:唔好啦...我真係冇...8964 copyright protection443PENANADYDuGU3hhA 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANA0cq8imknfW
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Ellis馬上就封鎖了我所有聯合絡方式,不論是IG、Whatsapp、Signal、snapchat……全部都無一倖免。甚至連電話,撥出之後都立即接駁到留言信箱。8964 copyright protection443PENANA6DkXHpA3VT 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANA4OQyJ24Pwd
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我有嘗試留言給她,不過在那一晚之後,我就再也沒有收到過她的任何回覆。她突然就從我的世界裏消失了,我從此就沒再聽說過任何關於她的消息。8964 copyright protection443PENANAaupcBhSsOw 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAiSPTaI2MFT
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我沒想過,分手原來可以發生得這麼突然,也可以那麼徹底。明明我們才剛見過面,又約好了明天再見。8964 copyright protection443PENANAJDVWjGWTu7 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAT4OjwnUNw4
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愛情這回事,仿佛得比人的生命更難預測。即使是一個臥病在床的病人,我們也可以從他的脈搏、呼吸、病情、各種指數,去預測他生命的走向。8964 copyright protection443PENANAXT53lIXLFp 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAEUKjd3nxHM
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然而,愛情的走向卻是虛無縹緲。沒有任何指數,也沒有任何標準,根本無法預料。上一秒他仍然可以跟你說說笑笑,下一秒他卻說早就看厭了你的笑臉。他笑得連表情都僵硬起來,又想找第二個笑得更燦爛的。8964 copyright protection443PENANAA4d1l7vUhF 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAChWSL4OPUp
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我曾經幻想過兩人的結局,會是某一人先開口,說兩人的感情早已變淡了。我們會和平分手,而我在外面偷食的事亦可以隱瞞到底。8964 copyright protection443PENANATcXd3poxmt 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAio9STqjie4
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我們可以繼續當朋友,亦可能不再聯絡,但至少誰都不會怨恨誰。我知道我沒有資格埋怨。要是我一早分手,或是不去偷食,事情就不會發展到如斯田地。8964 copyright protection443PENANACZxsi3lzo9 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANA0f4Jx7fgtM
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人往往都是在分手之後,才會看得清楚。每個人從一段感情中清醒的時間都不一樣。有些人要一個月,有些人要幾個月,有些人要一年半載,有些人卻用上了一生。8964 copyright protection443PENANAqrmjqiArlF 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAblIOjDBQQX
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而我很明顯不會是最後那一種人。8964 copyright protection443PENANAF4iteRrym0 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAbKPUxfjwPd
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我坐在地鐵車廂內沉默地發呆。一時間還未搞清楚發生了甚麼事的我,腦中一片空白。是因為早就沒有感情了,所以悲傷的感覺才不至於那般強烈嗎?8964 copyright protection443PENANAvIoE8wo6r2 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANA1ib1JpmcCg
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抑或我只是一時未能接受她終於都離開我,絕望得連傷心都反應不及?8964 copyright protection443PENANAj4tJToOgTm 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAGv4gfdVTte
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那種感覺很複雜。我有嘗試過挽回,證明我仍不想她就此從我的世界裏消失。但是,就算我留得住她,往後的日子也不會有太大改變。我當上一陣子乖仔之後,十之八九也會重操故業。8964 copyright protection443PENANADCTvYyV3da 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANALuHCW9ujtV
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我和Ellis,從一開始就注定不會有完滿的結局。留住她,應該只是因為我不甘心就此分手。至於那些內心深處的思緒,其實也認為放過大家是比較好的選擇。8964 copyright protection443PENANA4XoMDLSm14 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAQxznItos8W
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我除了不甘心之外,其實或多或少也有種鬆一口氣的感覺。8964 copyright protection443PENANAmAvf53OEwR 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAZI7d2Nd7j6
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我逐漸意識到自己並不是太過絕望。而且我仍然有一個後備,所以尚未傷心到要大哭一場的地步。況且,Ellis都把我完全封鎖了。即使我想挽留她,也找不到任何機會。8964 copyright protection443PENANAKv9rk6MD2W 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAAbDmHFhlYt
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如果她想多給我一次機會,她應該會在明天或是後天就把我解封。可是,了解她性格的我十分清楚,她是個絕不能接受另一半出軌的女生。8964 copyright protection443PENANAdRPSkpyVGU 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAdPaA2OtovX
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看來,這次真的要認輸了。8964 copyright protection443PENANAVjexL18lT0 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANARamjDWedZ6
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我不知道明天醒來的時候,還會否依舊灑脫自在。但現在的我,離失魂落魄還有些微的距離。8964 copyright protection443PENANAebp4UijtMa 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAfwVmwunRPl
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在回家的路上,我又想到了那個告密的人。我重新開啟了那些告密的DM截圖,絞盡腦汁去回想究竟當天約了誰人見面。8964 copyright protection443PENANAHsciRRLNQR 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAsI70ANledS
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我最先就排除了Dawn。因為DM上面的日期,我仍然未認識她。我更沒有約過她到上面所寫的地點見面。8964 copyright protection443PENANAvKwCGYLVwX 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAOL4PNk8pFI
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第一次約交友APP的人見面,不外乎都是油尖旺、中環這一帶。因此,這大大增加了找出兇手的難度。而當我打算在IG裏搜尋那個空白帳戶的時候,亦發現那個帳戶經已被刪除。想不到那個人竟然使出「Hit & Run」這些毒辣的招數。8964 copyright protection443PENANA9XaVqUelh8 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAGEmMaWDdlI
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線索斷了,也是無可奈可的事。既然他部署已久,就肯定不會這麼輕易就發現。儘管我恨不得立即揪出那個人,然後把他掛在皇后像廣場鞭屍。可是,我根本就不可能知道他是誰。8964 copyright protection443PENANAYLIUpO7CU7 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAyD8Rv1uOdK
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我就連他是男人或是女生也不知道。唉......這次真的是被人擺了一道。8964 copyright protection443PENANA7G9605dpKy 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAC2IlHFHCbl
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剛剛被分手,又被不知名的小人在背後中傷。一天內遭受多次傷害,我實在很需要有一個人安慰。我躺在床上,稍為放鬆了繃緊的神經之後就想起了Dawn。8964 copyright protection443PENANA2KspR9eNfR 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAASvMVPG393
447Please respect copyright.PENANAKAHjpvv8GL
447Please respect copyright.PENANAqxgrBxrX1A
447Please respect copyright.PENANArx6d4LDX9n
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我想現在最能慰藉我的人就只有她了。好在我當時沒有一時意氣,得悉阿皮和她的事之後就與她告別。既然也聯絡不了Ellis,不如找她見面更好。反正明天也不會再見Ellis,就算Dawn今晚不行,改成明晚也可以。8964 copyright protection443PENANAfrUuYErWJh 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAjhPCVzFLCJ
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說起來,由於今天要上班,下班之後也要見Ellis。所以,我一直都把她昨晚傳來的新訊息,閑擱在訊息列表之中。我直到現在才有時間回覆她,只希望她不會生氣吧。8964 copyright protection443PENANAxpCHdsjelu 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAMoGqFJcCHb
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我:喂~今晚或者聽晚得唔得閒啊?8964 copyright protection443PENANAbL81wqyXrl 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAiDzuCJ8I5E
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Dawn:終於覆8964 copyright protection443PENANAdxwwtullB2 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAD8WL8M83fw
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Dawn:但咁突然?8964 copyright protection443PENANANL5r7OPiNQ 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANA07BWgNzQQG
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我:Weekend冇野做,但又唔想留喺屋企8964 copyright protection443PENANAKPYAwCbT0s 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANA2JCNFApCiP
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Dawn:我呢兩日都唔得啊...約咗啲大學frd飲野8964 copyright protection443PENANAmIbNnZdCDs 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAvxeWPV8kDI
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我:咁好啦,唯有照舊下星期8964 copyright protection443PENANAg7vzVeMJut 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAPMb0JHI4qN
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Dawn:其實呢...我有啲野想問8964 copyright protection443PENANABWQrTEPvwR 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAA29pU31adS
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我:咩啊?8964 copyright protection443PENANAl4OZv6cqu7 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAkMmiDWG1Nj
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Dawn:你係咪真係冇女朋友?8964 copyright protection443PENANAatTG8EkhYs 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAesHOwj8Kv9
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我:冇啦...點解咁講8964 copyright protection443PENANAoqIf7nzCXV 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAHZeCJ94qAj
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Dawn:Umm…覺得你有時覆機啲時間好似係陪完人先覆咁8964 copyright protection443PENANATWh792jemX 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANA6m8gxDqylz
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Dawn:同埋...純粹覺得囉8964 copyright protection443PENANAACvNCrj6cE 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAvQv2jwXpIf
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我:冇啦...真係冇,我返工忙姐8964 copyright protection443PENANAwoR7A1GGgE 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAZCG02Cu6jB
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Dawn:咁如果我話下星期見,但唔扑野,咁你得唔得8964 copyright protection443PENANAlZn0CRPtIx 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAdEfMvGVS47
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看見Dawn的訊息,我就知道她又打算試探我。我猜她並非不想跟我上床,只是想先聽聽我口中的答案。我理所當然地會回答她心目中的答案。8964 copyright protection443PENANAHu4ML9WNQ3 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAQADh5CCMGn
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我:冇問題啊...一齊食飯再hea陣都得8964 copyright protection443PENANAdzkvsHSZcC 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANARRehJgg7XI
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Dawn:真心咩?8964 copyright protection443PENANAoP60ElKk3z 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAIqXzKbyv6A
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我:係啊,做咩8964 copyright protection443PENANAnb40oqb7l9 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANA2Z0wvonBgG
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我:做咩一晚冇覆你就突然咁奇怪8964 copyright protection443PENANAQuL6ZtQ7fC 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAZH0P3Scz1r
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Dawn:唉...我都唔知8964 copyright protection443PENANAXSLdxywExZ 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAGv7cmBK1cR
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Dawn:我只係覺得,其實不如就咁算8964 copyright protection443PENANA1CBPpMf5hw 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANA2popvZ29RF
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Dawn:我意思係唔好再見8964 copyright protection443PENANAWsqM18rHK9 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANALNOoZV1nCU
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看見她的訊息,我頓時大吃一驚。仍未從被Ellis分手一事中回復過來的我,想不到在一天內連續面對兩次被分手。8964 copyright protection443PENANA4JqeNEqJNI 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANA21BzFjvEO8
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我當下有種感覺,很懷疑她倆是否早就約好了。8964 copyright protection443PENANAlZVwutJfVU 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANASxwWfxzPjD
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我不明白過去的一晚,她心中究竟發生過哪些動盪,以至她會在今天就說出不想再見的話。難道只是因為我不回覆她嗎?8964 copyright protection443PENANAprJy53f2Cz 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAqn2uX9LuPY
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我以為她只是一時意氣,自然懂得立即認錯。8964 copyright protection443PENANAVhHFEIas5G 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANApGc7Ho6Jma
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我:我真係太忙先冇時間覆咋~真係唔係有野呃你或者點...8964 copyright protection443PENANABiNUMKQ8TI 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAvJHEvd2U47
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Dawn:唔係呢個問題8964 copyright protection443PENANAaZfBkQgwpI 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAW0M24Xbn4a
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Dawn:係自從你嚟我屋企嗰晚之後,我發覺我地咁落去都唔會有咩結果8964 copyright protection443PENANAk5oG5clQs9 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAl1lEz6LLgm
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Dawn:你知我唔係淨係想做SP或者FWB,你知我想同你拍拖8964 copyright protection443PENANArbGfMU7KcA 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANABF8IZPFVi9
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Dawn:所以我先冇應承你今個星期見,就係想有啲時間諗清楚自己究竟想點8964 copyright protection443PENANAkgKohvtcKl 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAnaHDn2mTaj
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Dawn:其實唔關你嘅事,只係我諗清楚咗8964 copyright protection443PENANAidDsPaLWeb 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANADFi8fmDzfO
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我:下...又會咁突然...8964 copyright protection443PENANAsN8vxcqp9o 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAijA18kixZf
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Dawn:咁你上次都表達得好清楚啦,我知你冇打算要同我一齊8964 copyright protection443PENANA3Qi4m0U0j2 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAWoZDV3i1OS
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她表現得那麼決絕,我也無話可說。我不知道該說些甚麼,只能卧在床上長嘆一口氣。本來充滿期待、熱情的內心,在一瞬間就被絕望佔據。那些昨天還陪伴在我左右的人,竟然在一天之內相繼望去。8964 copyright protection443PENANAzm2E50ZvuE 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAGPS2CRTlIw
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我仿佛成了一群失去牧羊人的綿羊,完全失去了正確方向。我該怎麼辦?該勸回Dawn嗎?對她說謊,然後說自己其實也喜歡她.......8964 copyright protection443PENANAOud0vM3iC5 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANA6eiGQKOgmU
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還是我應該用盡一切方法哄回Ellis,對她說謊,解釋自己從來都沒有做過那些事......8964 copyright protection443PENANABXBFu0Vfav 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAONJ7dkrPAs
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我心中那一團糟又雜亂無章的思緒,最終也是分崩離析,得不到任何結論。就像一群失去牧羊人的綿羊,一些去了東,一些又去了西。最後,牠們只能被大草原上的獵食者分食得一乾二淨。8964 copyright protection443PENANAD2zX5SK3Yh 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAN6rspHxC6W
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不能統一的想法,到頭來根本甚麼都不是。8964 copyright protection443PENANAkIlCv4VYtB 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAvsR54onGSF
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為甚麼會變成這樣?這是我第一句對自己說的話。8964 copyright protection443PENANAh4F2o4JbRX 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANA4y2LAQBB92
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其實說謊很累,我實在不想再為了留住一兩個人,而分別對她們說那麼多大話。就算對方相信,然後我亦留得住她們,到最後還是要直面自己的內心。8964 copyright protection443PENANAy9EwBnEBl7 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANA45qpVnANh0
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要是我真心喜歡她,那麼我仍然有理由留下她。不喜歡就是不喜歡,我們無論怎樣也不會變成情侶。8964 copyright protection443PENANA4V3uJFCMbV 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAT9UbrX686E
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我無謂為了一時的爽快,而令自己將來變得更加難受。以我和Ellis的關係,即使我挽留她也是情有可原。畢竟,我們可是一對名正言順的情侶。8964 copyright protection443PENANAiQ1U9koxYE 維尼
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但是,以我和Dawn的關係。我實在找不了甚麼理由去挽留她。要是我仍然糾纏下去,煩著她不肯放手,只會演變成單方面的騷擾。8964 copyright protection443PENANANXa7yWTVT3 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAsmahGKhn4s
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我不想變成這種麻煩人,很丟臉之餘,也得不到真正的快樂。8964 copyright protection443PENANAWZjWCI50xi 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAzEApGuBG0v
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我:好啦咁,對唔住8964 copyright protection443PENANAaYyfEl7Sqr 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAFj0FnX1Ckd
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Dawn:唔關你事啦,係我衰咗姐8964 copyright protection443PENANAEiR4RkzlLa 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAg8LEOV3rL3
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這句對不起。除了因為拒絕了她的之外,大概也包含著我對她撒謊的歉意。我到最後也沒有告訴Dawn我有女朋友的事,而從那天起我們就再也沒有說過一句話。8964 copyright protection443PENANAoDjr79b0Wt 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAwUFYJgKLFd
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也許在Dawn心裏面,我也不是一個壞得徹底的人,只是剛好沒能在一起而已。8964 copyright protection443PENANAFIhlDFc0X7 維尼
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至於Ellis,她必定會記恨於我。可能會持續一段短時間,或是直到她有下一個男朋友,她依然會討厭著我。8964 copyright protection443PENANApWKjYwMqoC 維尼
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但是她們到最終,都沒有從我口中得知任何真相。這件事對她們所造成的傷害,應該已經減到最低。而這亦是唯一該感到慶幸的地方。8964 copyright protection443PENANA2HzNSTwVem 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANA7aVinQRijc
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說實話,作為唯一知道全部真相的我。在同時失去Dawn和Ellis之後,我感到相當愧疚。我知道這都是自己一手做成的,怪就怪自己沒有好好處理一段感情。如果在發現性事不合之後就分手,根本不會發展出之後的問題。8964 copyright protection443PENANAYD3N6CAEjT 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAEbW2EE29t3
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說了一個又一個謊言,到頭來遭到報應的也是自己。8964 copyright protection443PENANA6GmPZIJ2G1 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAbGccwUMdzZ
447Please respect copyright.PENANAhBiAZDXPti
447Please respect copyright.PENANADsEYzb2eif
447Please respect copyright.PENANAbmn5rbJvbN
447Please respect copyright.PENANAIrSE5AXXq4
447Please respect copyright.PENANAXyfwf79jHA
447Please respect copyright.PENANAEODLgYPjP2
447Please respect copyright.PENANAWJ1HEISbsr
447Please respect copyright.PENANALWP1rlgpGE
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我萬念俱灰地卧灰床上,即使心中仍殘留著一絲挽留的想法,卻深知已不可能實現。我錯過了最應該感到後悔的時機,現時無論怎樣努力也是無力回天。8964 copyright protection443PENANA1bVplYa3vV 維尼
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我放下手中的電話,帶著不甘便蓋上被子沉沉的睡了。我很清楚最難適應的日子還未到來。也許今晚,就是這一段日子內,我能睡得最平靜的一晚了。8964 copyright protection443PENANAQkk45M7QbB 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAvTYQLRYZsY
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翌日醒來,我如常地拿起電話。不過,收到的訊息大多數也是一些群組訊息。我暫時還沒有心情回覆。8964 copyright protection443PENANAk0AM72WQWv 維尼
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在那些群組之下的,便是Ellis和Dawn的對話。我們最後的訊息,仍然停留在昨晚。而這亦令我開始認清事實。8964 copyright protection443PENANAglYT2zcGoi 維尼
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原來從今天起,我往後就再也不會收到她們傳來的新訊息。8964 copyright protection443PENANAoLZI551T4k 維尼
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以前起床的時候,我總會花幾分鐘回覆她。在某段日子裏面,每天睡醒之後最先做的事,就是看看她們傳來甚麼訊息。8964 copyright protection443PENANAGw2hlBaA7b 維尼
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即使只是一句普通的早安、Miss you,也會為早上的我提供動力。不過,我一時還未習慣失去她們的日子。我總覺得這幾天都過得很平淡、枯燥無味,仿似一台未接駁電源的機器一樣,只剩下一具無用的空殼。8964 copyright protection443PENANAykSFcMjX2R 維尼
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我不太習慣週末不能跟Ellis見面;也不太習慣晚上沒有Dawn找我一起睡覺。不太習慣睡前少了一個能陪我聊心事的對象,不太習慣獨來獨往的生活,不太習慣看見街上有情侶牽手......8964 copyright protection443PENANAFMLQghYzSL 維尼
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也許你會覺得這種生活很奢侈,又會覺得我將有人陪伴看待成是理所當然的事。不過,有些習慣並不是一時三刻就能改變。我不知道這種狀況會持續多久,我只知道每一個剛經歷「被分手」的人,都總是難以接受自已會變得寂寞起來。8964 copyright protection443PENANA1lhQANenBK 維尼
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我有恨過那個跟Ellis告密的傢伙,可是,就算我討厭他又能怎樣。我根本不可能找出一個存心在背心耍手段的人。舊訊息是我自己刪除的,偷食也是我自己的決定。靜下來想一想,把事情弄成如斯田地的人都是自己。8964 copyright protection443PENANATpG7s6GypO 維尼
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我逐漸覺得那個人是誰好似不太重要了,就算我把他揪出來又怎樣。把他放到網上公審嗎?還是學他一樣,在背後默默地收集他的黑材料,然後在某天對他身邊的人告發他。8964 copyright protection443PENANAIykVn0O0n5 維尼
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我的報復心還不至於強烈得如此地步,也沒有那麼多的耐心去恨一個人。我沒有動力去做這些事,我只想花一點時間盡快去習慣這種一個人的生活。8964 copyright protection443PENANAVQDjAcOjg6 維尼
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雖然我有想過找Zoey,甚至乎是重新下載交友APP。可是,我好似連做這些事的動力都失去了。8964 copyright protection443PENANAY3lQ3gF0Zn 維尼
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我變得有點抗拒與人維持和建立關係。我開始覺得維繫一段關係是一件很累的事,也不太想付出感情。至少在我完全忘記和放下這一件事之前,我也不想馬上投入到另一段長期關係之中。8964 copyright protection443PENANAB159u7SRq4 維尼
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反正,即使我找到了一段新感情,也不代表我會完全改掉偷食的想法。我很清楚在一段正式關係中的自己,只要兩人的激情在哪天消減了,我仍然會偷偷跟別人上床。8964 copyright protection443PENANAdWU1PfUkS3 維尼
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我過不了那些平淡安穩的日子。8964 copyright protection443PENANAhZ6LRcGJfr 維尼
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況且,就算在交友APP裏認識了另一個人又怎樣。經歷過太多次之後,我實在不太想重新經歷多一次以前走過的舊路。在交友APP裏面的每一次結緣,都仿似是一場新的輪迴。8964 copyright protection443PENANAKTVNPvxz3v 維尼
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「喂晏晝!你個樣做咩咁攰啊?呢幾日好夜訓呀?」公司前輩阿May對我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAQ1trbQe6Xc 維尼
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「係啊...呢排有啲失眠姐...」我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAOZnbhD80Kp 維尼
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「哦~啲野慢慢做啦!下星期就有新人嚟接手架喇!」阿May說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAErtyoPmu9F 維尼
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「今日我Last day啊,請你食件餅啦!」阿May再說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAlgmH4La3mB 維尼
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接著,阿May把餅盒遞到我面前,讓我從裏面選了一件。還記得第一次跟Ellis分手的時候,我也睡得不太好。以至連上班的時候都顯得行屍走肉似的。8964 copyright protection443PENANAhMRInebVVa 維尼
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不過我卻沒想過到,這次Dawn和Ellis的雙重打擊之下,我竟然連續失眠了幾天。我有好幾晚都是臨近天光前才睡得著。8964 copyright protection443PENANAWPAPDnrUkN 維尼
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其實除了一時不太習慣,我還覺得自己失去了生活的動力。以前拍拖的時候,實在不會有太多獨處的時間。一個人的時候,很多時也會想早點休息,或是去約炮。8964 copyright protection443PENANAG46pMbzXzj 維尼
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不過,當我重新變回一個人。既沒有女朋友,也沒有甚麼SP、FWB。我反而變得迷失,不知道日常生活還有甚麼興趣可做,將來的路究竟要怎樣走。8964 copyright protection443PENANAD1wg6GTx48 維尼
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實在不難理解,為甚麼人類是需要社交的生物。若是太多獨處的時間,我們就會開始胡思亂想。8964 copyright protection443PENANAnvwHHkWlcR 維尼
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「係呢?阿May你之後去邊做啊?」我問。8964 copyright protection443PENANASvC1URU6Lt 維尼
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「我同男朋友移民喇!」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAgQNxN2wk73 維尼
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「下?!真係架?咁你地過去先搵工定點。」我問。8964 copyright protection443PENANA8vDYjKJVvv 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANA84Bnp7pz2Q
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「係啊~諗住過去睇定啲再算~」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANANKY3icsER0 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANA7WSeXvXKxp
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「你呢咁?你打算第時點啊?而家好多人都走喎!」她再說。8964 copyright protection443PENANA8FeQb9ylER 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANANKPx6GwOkf
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「我難啲啦!我得一個人。」我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANA4m35rcowE6 維尼
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「都唔係嘅~都有人係一個人過去,話唔定你去到先識到女朋友呢!」她說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAgByBzgJXdd 維尼
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「唉~等我捱多幾年有啲錢先啦!hahaha…」我笑說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAKFWZUfKpoW 維尼
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「不過多謝你塊餅!All the best啦!」我再說。8964 copyright protection443PENANACMaysuRfi1 維尼
447Please respect copyright.PENANAWqT4dSHZVA
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阿May說起了將來的事,我忽然想起Ellis以前也問過我類似的問題。雖然阿May說的是關於移民的話題,但由於我這幾天滿腦子都是我跟Ellis和Dawn的往事,所以很自然就將她和Ellis說話的事聯繫起來。8964 copyright protection443PENANAx3csnBktzY 維尼
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我記得Ellis當時問我,我有甚麼興趣或是夢想。8964 copyright protection443PENANAC5LmQFfFcK 維尼
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我那時回答她,我喜歡寫文章、想故事之類。雖然這只是個隨口說說的話題,而我們之後也沒再深入討論。但是近來發生的事,令我心中產生太多無處釋放的情感。那種鬱結在心裏面的感覺實在太過壓抑,亦不知道該怎麼對人說起這些事。8964 copyright protection443PENANA8luWSsUQVY 維尼
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難道要對朋友們說,因為我偷食被分手,所以覺得很後悔又很不甘心嗎?這樣的話實在有點太過狂妄。8964 copyright protection443PENANAtcSJOqbpQt 維尼
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既然回復單身之後多了很多空餘時間,也是時候多花一點心思在自己真正有興趣的事之上。就把心裏的不愉快、負面情緒都發洩在文章和故事之中,也許會比每天自怨自艾來得更有用。如果每天都寫一點、每天都寫一點,大概不用多久我就能把這些負面的情緒都發洩出來。8964 copyright protection443PENANASAN8wgg550 維尼
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我想到那時候,才是真正的放下了這兩段關係。8964 copyright protection443PENANAsHuWky8Tca 維尼
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不過,我還沒想好究竟要寫個怎樣的故事。不論是題材、大綱也是毫無頭緒。該寫一些完全憑空想像的懸疑科幻故事嗎?還是寫一些矯揉造作愛情故事?8964 copyright protection443PENANAhIhCYiDbDZ 維尼
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我唯一想到的,就是想把故事寫得黑暗成人向一點。主角最好就是個大奸角、大壞蛋的那種。8964 copyright protection443PENANAWDUvlxgojG 維尼
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但若果第一個故事就寫一些太過複雜玄幻的故事,似乎很容易就會出錯。寫故事這種事,可是要逐漸累積口碑和技巧的。我想一開始還是寫一些自己最熟悉的題材就最好不過,要大多數人也有共鳴,而且亦圍繞著日常生活的故事。8964 copyright protection443PENANA4v6SVeLE7Y 維尼
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一想到自己最熟悉的題材,我便想到了自己過去的愛情和約炮經歷。儘管比我更瘋狂的人比比皆是,卻不是所有人都會願意把自己的風流史書寫出來。8964 copyright protection443PENANAobay3HBJMQ 維尼
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「自古文人多風流」。我想就是用來形容我這類型的傢伙。8964 copyright protection443PENANAjGwODcfTCJ 維尼
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我立即打開電話,找到了一直藏在「記事簿」裏面的某個List。我檢視著名為「日記」的列表。從最初時寥寥無幾的幾人,累積到如今會嚇人一跳的數目,實在有太多經歷可以寫了。8964 copyright protection443PENANAIVS9HTy05h 維尼
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我又剛好正經歷失戀時期。寫自己過去的愛情故事,絕對是個好的機會,讓自己抒發種種不好意思對別人傾訴的情緒。8964 copyright protection443PENANAqyJgqRpXhG 維尼
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至於「日記」裏面的人名,有些只見過一兩面。不少已經不太記得她們的外貌,或是姓甚名誰了。唯獨那些有過一段情的傢伙,卻令我難以忘懷。8964 copyright protection443PENANA5lhKMtzPcu 維尼
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當中有開心的,也有悲傷的。不過,既然最終也分開了,自然是悲劇的結局佔大多數。我想我寫出來的愛情故,也不會有甚麼好結局。8964 copyright protection443PENANAzYy3kwWz2o 維尼
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姆指一直往屏幕下方滑去。每當我瞄到某些熟悉的名字之際,臉上總是不禁會心微笑。大部分都是屬於釋懷的微笑,當然也有少部分是例外。8964 copyright protection443PENANA0oM4HsRGHb 維尼
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她們現在都過得好嗎?每次回想起過去的事,我總會不由自主地想起這個問題。8964 copyright protection443PENANANTbpyYZnbq 維尼
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說實話,香港只是一個彈丸之地,但人口也有接近八百萬之多。即使是那些居住在同區的中學同學,畢業之後也未必會再次遇見,更何況是某些根本不想跟你碰上的人呢?8964 copyright protection443PENANAcwVFZfiFqh 維尼
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世界上有不少人,說了再見之後還會再見。但更多的,卻是餘生都不會再次遇上的人。簡單別過之後,一生的緣份很可能就此斷絕。8964 copyright protection443PENANA1vsXrPtjZ4 維尼
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然而,既然很大機會都不會再見,我想寫寫她們也沒甚麼大不了吧。就算被她們發現了,死不應承認是我寫的就好了。8964 copyright protection443PENANA9RuaPg9n9e 維尼
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還記得Ellis曾對我說過,如果有一天我開始寫文章,就必定要告訴她。我想現在也沒有這個機會了,但我相信只要繼續寫下去,總有一天她們也會知道是我的。8964 copyright protection443PENANAGIDHALAwx4 維尼
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只希望她們不會怪我將她們寫得太「Kam」。8964 copyright protection443PENANAfR3lwA7lvU 維尼
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「Byebye喇晏晝!之後返嚟香港再約你食飯啦!」阿May對我說。8964 copyright protection443PENANAjY4kqCrzHo 維尼
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「Byebye喇May姐!」我笑說對May揮手說。8964 copyright protection443PENANA6p3LCcCdjR 維尼
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縱使我和阿May只是同事關係,但這樣一別之後,也不知道會否再次碰面。我想總有機會吧。8964 copyright protection443PENANAY5UX7mmbmQ 維尼
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連上司們都下班之後,辦公室內便逐漸變得冷清,只剩下數個其他部門的同事仍在加班。May的身影和同事們的笑聲漸漸遠去,而我的腦中亦早已放下了所有關於工作的事。8964 copyright protection443PENANAOVThV9I1bB 維尼
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沒心情找朋友吃飯,也未到夜蒲的日子。一個人的生活,也不知道下班之後該到哪裏去。在寂寞感浮現的瞬間,我又想起了Dawn和Ellis。8964 copyright protection443PENANAnwbqYlxMd6 維尼
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不可以!我馬上在心裏告誡自己。8964 copyright protection443PENANAAm6yr7zS9y 維尼
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我立即低頭看了看繼續查看電話裏的記事簿,剛好瞄到了Kimberly的名字。看到了她的名字,腦中在剎那間就閃過與她的種種過往,對於故事的靈感因此而生。8964 copyright protection443PENANA9g97OG56aF 維尼
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我當下就決定要以她作為故事第一個主線故事。畢竟Year 2時跟她分手的事,可是一切的開端。8964 copyright protection443PENANAkx4CfAH8S7 維尼
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想好了主線的起點之後,我還需要寫一個能吸引人的序章,最好就是一開頭就過得很頹廢糜爛的那種調子。不過,我思來想去也是毫無頭緒,完全想不到該從哪裏入手。8964 copyright protection443PENANAVSc1qT169i 維尼
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要是一開場就是跟Kimberly分手的場面,似乎亦欠缺了一些新意。我並未在個位置斟酌太多,既然想到了就開始寫吧。8964 copyright protection443PENANA5wlEnd9TeR 維尼
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誰說過寫故事不可以從第二章開始寫起。8964 copyright protection443PENANAJvuI34VsJG 維尼
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我打開Google Doc,在這平平無奇的OT時間開始寫人生第一個愛情小說。8964 copyright protection443PENANADg2PkMQxYD 維尼
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「我真係忍夠你喇!我地分手啦!」8964 copyright protection443PENANAf6sWfs0uQO 維尼
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我最先寫下了Kimberly對我說分手的話,不禁想起了那個青澀又愛面子的少年。在腦中重現的記憶,使臉上泛起了一絲無奈苦笑,十指更是停不下的往鍵盤 敲擊。8964 copyright protection443PENANAzwbPul52Yp 維尼
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除了藏在回憶裏的事,我還需要一些新靈感來填寫第一章。我打開訊息列,很快就找到了一個群組。8964 copyright protection443PENANAY4acKVr4AI 維尼
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我:今個星期LKF?8964 copyright protection443PENANAO7tTaCulQn 維尼
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阿俊:終於復出?8964 copyright protection443PENANAGb8MOqvI8O 維尼
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阿真:Let’s gooooo~!!8964 copyright protection443PENANAA1DVBYa47g 維尼
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第九章完。8964 copyright protection443PENANAT4YuNdYOdK 維尼
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