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No Plagiarism!fCbkXVKGFVVaoSGY4UB4posted on PENANA 無奈今天發生的事,不但令我對Ellis產生懷疑,更讓我不懂得要怎樣面對她。我實在不能裝得像沒發生過任何事,然後擺出一副毫不在意的臉去見她。8964 copyright protection767PENANAHMtzGwGJ9n 維尼
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我首次覺得從FWB變成情侶是一個錯誤又衝動的決定。滿腦子都是上床和做愛的我只想逃避兩人之間的問題,然後找個人好好發洩一下。8964 copyright protection767PENANAfhQDk7vhtR 維尼
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接著,我打開了跟Ellis的訊息,只見她離開之後已經發送了幾段訊息給我。8964 copyright protection767PENANACJbExTgDmp 維尼
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Ellis:返到屋企喇我,你食飯未啊8964 copyright protection767PENANARyjRet4uzt 維尼
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Ellis:做咩唔覆我啊...唔好嬲啦...8964 copyright protection767PENANA1ho43fJFO4 維尼
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Ellis:我真係冇對你唔住或者變左心...明明你識我嗰時就知我唔係特別鐘意搞...8964 copyright protection767PENANA4CD4UT3yMo 維尼
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我:冇野啦8964 copyright protection767PENANA8D06R6sJxR 維尼
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我:你聽日仲想唔想見,日日見有啲攰...我想一個人喺屋企休息下8964 copyright protection767PENANAZlyYwsXT55 維尼
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我:後日先見好唔好?8964 copyright protection767PENANARHC5F5SO88 維尼
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Ellis:下...8964 copyright protection767PENANAkxayEG6dyM 維尼
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Ellis:咁好啦...後日囉...係咪真係架...8964 copyright protection767PENANA7vXpBxhxwY 維尼
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我:真啦8964 copyright protection767PENANAo2RQJhz4fe 維尼
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Ellis:咁好啦,你唔好到時又話攰!8964 copyright protection767PENANAY6TqD5YB5M 維尼
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我:知喇8964 copyright protection767PENANASyNWw5koHq 維尼
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得到Ellis的答允之後,我便退出了兩人的訊息。我甚至沒有留意她回傳了甚麼訊息給我。我並沒有打算分手,因為除了性事以外,我和Ellis在生活的各種細節都尚算合拍。8964 copyright protection767PENANAUvEpZzeQny 維尼
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我們都有共同喜歡的食物、喜歡做運動、喜歡郊外和大自然,更重要的是我們都需要個人空間。8964 copyright protection767PENANAjmUohuVOSS 維尼
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除非她有某些地方非去不可,不然當我想自己一個待在家裏「Me time」的時候,她總會給予我空間。8964 copyright protection767PENANAUTqkTGngOK 維尼
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我沒有考慮過這種缺乏性的愛情可以維持多久,似乎只能望天打卦。看看誰人先撐不下去......抑或是我被她揭穿我偷食......?8964 copyright protection767PENANAtT4n5VRdJC 維尼
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約好了明天跟Liz見面的我,自然把心思都放在Liz之上。往後的一整晚我都把大部份時間放在Liz之上,可能每隔一小時才會回覆Ellis一次。8964 copyright protection767PENANAe4feNaq9tK 維尼
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平時我和Ellis大約十分鐘就會回覆對方一次,有時可以更會通一通電話才捨得睡覺。可是那一夜,我們都變得意外地冷淡。8964 copyright protection767PENANAEmAamy2Y0J 維尼
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我既沒有發出那些向她索吻的臉紅Emoji,也沒有訴說出心裏很掛念著她的話語。表面上雖然沒有怪責她,但簡而精的回應卻滲透了我對她的不滿。8964 copyright protection767PENANAvdNHqLpoMM 維尼
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她沒有怪責我的冷淡,也沒有逼問我原因。她深知如果強逼我作出回應,只會惹來反效果,繼而讓我怒火中燒。8964 copyright protection767PENANAed2Z1X97JW 維尼
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這樣就叫做冷暴力嗎?也許吧。在那不算太遠以後的將來,她才終於向我一一剖白多次冷暴力對她做成的傷痛。直到那天來臨以前,她卻只能獨自承受。8964 copyright protection767PENANAFTVtGOgOnZ 維尼
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我一直認為Ellis並不是一個這麼容易就會想放棄一段關係的人,她只是盡力給予我需要的空間和時間罷了。而她亦正如我所想,不斷縱容我的壞脾氣。8964 copyright protection767PENANAFdO8kWDkgW 維尼
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因為我看中的除了是她的外表之外,還有她性格。雖然她的容貌和身材都無可挑剔,但她的內在才是那耀眼得讓人窒息的瑰寶。8964 copyright protection767PENANAIBceI8Hn1s 維尼
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Ellis:做緊咩啊~8964 copyright protection767PENANAzsLpne3y2c 維尼
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Ellis:瞓未啊~8964 copyright protection767PENANAJPC2ZSAJ1u 維尼
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Ellis:你今晚成晚都唔理人...8964 copyright protection767PENANA0IRWBIl3FQ 維尼
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Ellis:我真係冇對你唔住架...下次唔會再咁喇...唔好嬲啦...8964 copyright protection767PENANAAJHhtkBX6n 維尼
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接著,Ellis又傳來了錄音。我馬上按下播放鍵,錄音中傳來了她既焦急又略帶委屈的聲線:「喂啊....我真係冇對你唔住啊...咁你識我嗰時就知我唔係特別鐘意咩啦......其實我唔係完全唔想囉...係覺得呢排搵工有啲壓力所以先成日冇咩心機同好攰姐...你信我啦...喂啊唔好嬲啦...」8964 copyright protection767PENANAjjeVbhAeB9 維尼
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聽見錄音裏Ellis那如此失落的聲線,我亦不好意思再繼續留難她。說到底,我根本找不到亦想不起任何關於Ellis在外面有新歡的線索。或許作為一個曾經到處留情的Player,更有過兩次被前女友背叛的經歷之後,讓我變成了一個很難相信別人的傢伙。8964 copyright protection767PENANAf2yZ7lMDHk 維尼
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畢竟,一個經歷過又見證過,大量女生瞞著男朋友在外面約炮、偷食的人,根本不可能相信一個人是沒有任何陰暗面。8964 copyright protection767PENANAi50TCpxNJI 維尼
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人性本惡,大概就是Fuckboy和Fuckgirl們唯一相信的真理。8964 copyright protection767PENANA3rsmId24cm 維尼
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而這些心底話,我理所當然不會對Ellis訴說清楚。我怕當她理解我悲觀和消極的想法之後,便會逐漸對這段關係失去維繫的動力。8964 copyright protection767PENANAyyLsf13ONl 維尼
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我既不想直接認錯,也不想令兩人的關係因此而出現裂痕。最後,我唯有裝作楚楚可憐的回覆她的訊息。8964 copyright protection767PENANAcDvC6Sgnnl 維尼
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我:唉...我都唔知...可能因為以前比兩個EX呃過啦,所以好怕又會比人玩。8964 copyright protection767PENANATxI2B1aCGE 維尼
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我:我怕你唔想係因為變咗心姐...8964 copyright protection767PENANAEYm669SzfN 維尼
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Ellis:真係冇啊...8964 copyright protection767PENANAlNVlPEEQfV 維尼
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Ellis:同埋你知我唔係啲咁嘅人,我都好討厭人出軌,所以我唔會變成嗰種人。8964 copyright protection767PENANAQyoVREIpYq 維尼
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Ellis:下次真係唔會喇...唔會再Say no啦!8964 copyright protection767PENANA6MErSRMwmR 維尼
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Ellis:乖啦~你今日咁冷淡搞到我都好唔開心8964 copyright protection767PENANAOx84TU6o68 維尼
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Ellis:和好啦好唔好......8964 copyright protection767PENANAPq8GqvQVIV 維尼
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