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這夜,我的夢境並非只是一場空。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAliuItUObzP 維尼
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我再次發了一個夢,夢見童年時的我,當時我只是個穿著制服的小學生,在家附近和其他小孩一起奔跑嬉戲,我很調皮,不願聽爸媽的話,去廟裡探外公時偷偷爬上芒果樹,最後當然從樹上掉下來摔斷了腿,鼻子撞到寺廟的水泥地,至今鼻子還留下一道疤痕。8964 copyright protection1246PENANA6WfQh7QzOr 維尼
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這個小男孩慢慢長大成初中生,到高中時我總算沒那麼調皮了,表現得更加安靜,反過來更用心學習,勢要考進國內頂尖大學,最後我成功了,我再次回憶起在公佈取錄結果那天爸媽洋溢著幸福的笑容與眼神,他們幫我搬東西到宿舍,亦祝福我,希望我一切成功,過上幸福快樂的日子。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAs7Mgn4RZF3 維尼
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即使在夢境中,我仍然感受到對昔日時光的渴望與嚮往,這些時光離我越來越遠,我離開了家人、離開了現代已經一段日子了,我開始適應這裡的生活,甚至有一種過去人生只是一場夢的錯覺,現在我身處的時空才是真實的。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAGXscLCEGxn 維尼
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然後,我的夢境變了。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAFDg6z3v22h 維尼
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眼前的景象變成了無盡黑暗,我不知自己在這黑暗寂靜的地方待了多久,然後眼前的黑暗慢慢消退,光線一點點亮起來,直至視線變得清晰,等我再次看清楚時,眼前出現的景象不是屬於我的回憶。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAbluzUtvAzQ 維尼
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'我'站在陽台上,這是屬於披耶·披差帕迪大人的一間小房子,是我穿越時空第一天居住的地方,周圍站著跟隨Klao從披集府過來的僕人,人數不多,他們正忙著把裝著物品的箱子搬進屋裡,很多人在忙進忙出,但氣氛卻寂靜得異常壓抑。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAhC02hfIhLj 維尼
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我的視線停留在眼前的人身上,他是我以前見過的那個P'Phop,他正在看著我。8964 copyright protection1246PENANA1cPH6YaFjj 維尼
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「這房子是父親給你的,他希望你能安心住下來,有甚麼需要儘管告訴我,不用客氣。」8964 copyright protection1246PENANAKSs4G99W6M 維尼
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低沉聲線在對Klao說話時永遠顯得溫柔體貼,但'我'聽完後臉色不善冷冷地回了一句。8964 copyright protection1246PENANApCyJvfdPrQ 維尼
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「沒其他事了,對嗎?」8964 copyright protection1246PENANAD8yYou1rxP 維尼
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「......」8964 copyright protection1246PENANAjhopCsIgjn 維尼
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「如果沒其他事,你請回吧。」8964 copyright protection1246PENANAnCYrh9hsl3 維尼
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一想到這句話是對著曾經幫助過自己的人說,無論是誰都覺得說這話的人非常沒禮貌,但'我'不再理會屋主的長子,快步走進其中一間房間後'砰'一聲把門關上,不在意其他人會否覺得我的行為很無禮。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAKbvQgxfYPV 維尼
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尤其是站在門外的那個人。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAFBm9CEgKqM 維尼
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我再次無法控制自己的思緒,我知道自己正在翻看別人的記憶,這情況真的很詭異,因為我能感受到Klao對P'Phop的冷淡與敵意,我彷彿身同感受,似乎還有另一種感受變得越來越清晰...8964 copyright protection1246PENANAfU1MF9m5LY 維尼
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我...或者正確來說Klao,為自己做過的行為感到痛苦難過。8964 copyright protection1246PENANASB7hIn8SbB 維尼
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我的夢一直在改變,顯然我不願跟P'Phop說話,但對方經常前來探訪,每次都被冷淡對待或是被人直接轟出去,我不想看到他,開始在外面四處流連,和其他流氓發生口角。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAhJUME7hQ2I 維尼
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「你甚麼時候才肯停止酗酒鬧事!甚麼時候才肯聽我說一句!」8964 copyright protection1246PENANAKXrX10PbuA 維尼
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他大聲吼出來,穿著巡警隊制服的P'Phop大手緊抓住我手腕,眼裡是肉眼可見的失望,默默地看著我被流氓打腫的臉龐。8964 copyright protection1246PENANA6HBoYkOQjr 維尼
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「放開我!」我從他的箝制中掙脫開來,憤怒地看著眼前的人,我所站立的酒館四周全是被砸爛的桌子和椅子,周圍的人都在議論我,用鄙視的目光看著我,同時還在議論身為我監護人的P'Phop。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAV7SjPVQ2HV 維尼
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「誰叫你來管我?我有要求過你嗎?!只有你在多管閒事!」我大聲吼P'Phop,胸口爆發著各種激烈情緒,混亂得幾乎無法區分。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAYGQ83Hf6CT 維尼
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「如果不是你的事我都懶得管!你為甚麼變成這樣?已經夠了!」8964 copyright protection1246PENANAWe6pQq5CII 維尼
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P'Phop的語氣帶着一絲懇求,但我不想理會。8964 copyright protection1246PENANABKnj5Phcic 維尼
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「我想過怎麼生活都是我的事!我跟你一點關係都沒有,你別再管我!」8964 copyright protection1246PENANAmFyKYbrObZ 維尼
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我大聲吼叫,四周陷入一片沉默,彷彿連呼吸聲都消失,銳利的雙眸閃過一絲痛苦神色,然後剩下一片空白,這張我總是偷望的臉龐漸漸變得目無表情。8964 copyright protection1246PENANA0anDRr6v9M 維尼
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「既然這是你的選擇,我尊重你的意願。」8964 copyright protection1246PENANAPL649sDZWr 維尼
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在聽到的一刻,口中嚐到一絲苦澀的血腥感,我朝地上啐了一口血水,二話不說轉身離開,感覺心臟得被擠壓成碎片。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAQ3BzC26H7g 維尼
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雖然這條路是我自己選,但我灼熱的眼眶清楚表示,這與我真實的情感完全背道而馳,最後等我找到一處杳無人煙的安靜地方,我乏力地癱坐在地上,任由淚水流下,死咬緊牙關,不讓哭泣聲從唇邊溢出。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAH50SaqdhZZ 維尼
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P'Phop不再理會我、不再跟我扯上關係,這是最後必然發生的事。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAb15g6ZJo78 維尼
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鳥聲和雞啼聲將我從漫長的夢境中喚醒,床頭上方的木椽依舊是我每次淨開眼睛首先看到的景物,即使睡了很久,但整個人累得像是沒睡過一樣,我只想把自己埋在床上,哪裡都不去。8964 copyright protection1246PENANA2CYToViSmf 維尼
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最後我撐起身子坐起來,微風從打開的窗戶吹拂到我臉上,感覺臉頰有點微涼,伸手一摸,我怔了一怔。8964 copyright protection1246PENANA8tWsY5ij17 維尼
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是淚水,剛才睡著時我流淚了。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAxk99LQrC6x 維尼
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夢裡的畫面再次在腦海中浮現,我呆坐著,精神恍恍惚惚,我再次清楚記得昨夜夢裡發生過的一切感受,我試著把所有假設疑點一點點拼湊起來,感覺還有很多事被鎖住了。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAb2joBKdq4T 維尼
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Klao對P'Phop的感情毋庸置疑,我在夢裡感受的渴望與愛慕再清楚不過了,現在我終於明白為何Klao對這位非血緣關係哥哥如此抵觸。8964 copyright protection1246PENANATFyRW7Y6hC 維尼
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其實他心裡並不想這樣做,但身邊其他人的閑言閑語太殘酷了,Klao的家族早已聲名狼藉,他不希望P'Phop和對他有恩的披耶大人的名聲受損,所以他盡量不跟他們扯上關係,他故意表現得蠻横衝撞就是為了P'Phop不再關心他,Klao努力令自己死心。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAJfSjuqVntk 維尼
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男男相愛在這個年代不被接納,如果被人發現肯定傳遍整個首都引來非議,P'Phop有大好前途,不應該因為這件事而阻礙他的事業發展,Klao深知他的愛情是不可能,於是他選擇了他認為最好的方式來保護他愛的人,即使結果是他須獨自一人承受所有痛苦。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAmQ1GiKwN8I 維尼
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Klao的想法是,即使P'Phop不再當他是弟弟也沒關係,變成陌生人也沒關係,至少Klao曾經得到的關心都是真的,對人生失去希望的Klao來說,這已經猶如甘露般永遠滋養著他的心靈。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAJpFvjByKsc 維尼
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夢裡Klao的痛苦仍然在我胸口裡翻湧,我不明白自己為何無法從這感覺抽離,他根本就不是我,但這種痛苦彷彿真的發生在我身上一樣...8964 copyright protection1246PENANAGdmqalzNLV 維尼
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「Klao先生,你醒了嗎?」8964 copyright protection1246PENANArYj1Z7HeN2 維尼
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Chuay的聲音在外面輕聲響起,我深呼吸,解開門鎖讓貼身僕人進來房間服待我。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAf1Mv8Cf0tf 維尼
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我環視睡房一遍,已經在這間屋子住了兩個月差不多快三個月了,對這裡的熟悉程度快要勝過自己的宿舍和家了,亦讓我越來越擔憂。8964 copyright protection1246PENANA3iTB88gAxl 維尼
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「現在去梳洗嗎?」8964 copyright protection1246PENANA6jpkfVdErH 維尼
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「嗯。」8964 copyright protection1246PENANALtDmITFeQ0 維尼
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身上的衣物變成腰纏布,我拿著盥洗用具走出碼頭時天色還沒亮,當我快來到目的地時我怔了一怔,只見某人的身影朝我迎面走過來。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAkWSrVHT5ZQ 維尼
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「起得真早。」8964 copyright protection1246PENANAFWSE9GF7TG 維尼
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只圍著腰纏布的P'Phop向我打招呼,同時我努力將目光從他赤裸的上身挪開。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAokwSw8qnrw 維尼
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「嗯,P'Phop也起得很早。」語氣聽上去比平日悲傷了點,我有點控制不住,最近我一靠近P'Phop就顯得不知所措,情緒百感交集,我有點控制不住自己的表情。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAAdQnxm7dGL 維尼
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「怎麼了嗎?你臉色看起來不太好。」8964 copyright protection1246PENANA5Ebnz7yoae 維尼
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眼前這人留意到我的變化,他靠近過來,我馬上後退一步,強顏歡笑,對他搖搖頭後說。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAnOOk7WgGaR 維尼
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「我只是有點睏,P'Phop快回屋穿衣服吧,我也趕緊去洗澡。」8964 copyright protection1246PENANAN3JWgsm5i6 維尼
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「你希望我快點穿衣服,是因為不願其他人看到我脫掉衣服嗎?」8964 copyright protection1246PENANAn8jVYcrEJr 維尼
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帶著調侃意味的話瞬間讓我沉鬱的情緒消失無蹤,這刻我只想翻起十個大白眼。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAQu4IKx2lJL 維尼
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「如果這樣想你會開心點那就隨便你。」我隨意應了一句,對方笑了笑,在回屋前對我露出燦爛笑容,心情似乎很好。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAybJlAFdlc9 維尼
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左邊胸口心臟跳得莫名厲害,我凝視著P'Phop寬闊的背影,伸手摸了摸自己胸口,擔心得抿緊嘴唇。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAxLkeQ6RqHZ 維尼
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到底我心跳加速是因為誰的感受,是來自我自己,還是仍然沉溺在夢裡Klao的感受?越是發更多的夢,我越是搞不清楚這到底怎麼一回事,為何我要在Klao失蹤後來到這裡?為甚麼我一直夢見Klao的事?為甚麼我如此理解他內心深處的想法?8964 copyright protection1246PENANAYudHFQJQBs 維尼
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如此充分的理解,彷彿我就是Klao本人似的。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAv5vAnPuE2b 維尼
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今天的早餐沒有P'Phop陪伴,因為他突然有緊急公務需要處理,我不禁鬆口氣,不用在情緒不穩的狀況下待在他身邊,但吃飯時我總是不自覺把目光投向身邊空盪盪的位置,回想起這一個月來發生的變化。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAe37LzYdjdg 維尼
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論親密程度,在他不再懷疑我後,我跟P'Phop的關係越來越親密,但那種不安感越來越強烈,意思是每次我靠近他,尤其是經過宋干節後,P'Phop經常圍在我身邊照顧我,一些狀似無心的開玩笑有時候會讓我愣了一愣,可能'說者無心',但對我來說'聽者有意'的啊...8964 copyright protection1246PENANALVY4SqTcJI 維尼
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「Prayong,我今天會晚點回家。」8964 copyright protection1246PENANAIHKqH47Z2k 維尼
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披耶大人的聲音把我飄遠的思緒喚回來,我抬起頭,看著披耶大人拿著手杖從蘆葦蓆站起身,準備出門工作。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAlInWDSmzKg 維尼
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「大人之後要去哪裡?」8964 copyright protection1246PENANAB4lgDFCkc5 維尼
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Prayong夫人起身幫丈夫整理衣服時問他,我正把雙手浸在清水,清洗黏在指尖的飯粒,這時披耶大人回答。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAvDpqjdix5i 維尼
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「我打算去拜訪內務部的披耶大人,正式商量Wanna與Phop的婚事,距離第一次說起已經是兩、三年前的事了,現在該是時候了。」8964 copyright protection1246PENANAmRTjYKdDRh 維尼
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在聽到這句的一刻,我呼吸一窒,全身僵硬,內心極度慌亂。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAsUL7Yr0zyV 維尼
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「太好了,最近Phop的工作開始穩定,也達到適婚年齡,不能再拖延下去了。」8964 copyright protection1246PENANA5uCkQ0OmU4 維尼
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阿姨笑逐顏開,我假裝神色如常,從身邊的Chuay手上接過毛巾擦手,安靜坐下聽著長輩的對話。8964 copyright protection1246PENANACBOJXctwef 維尼
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也不奇怪了,P'Phop早已到達適婚年齡,身為父母一定想看到自己孩子成家立室,而且成婚對象門當戶對,絕對是天生一對。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAiD6daGpmYF 維尼
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「Klao。」8964 copyright protection1246PENANAaeV2mCV5tc 維尼
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我嚇了一跳,披耶大人突然叫住了我。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAzSkWLh8z0c 維尼
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「是。」8964 copyright protection1246PENANAaOPXorzqWT 維尼
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「Phop的婚禮,Klao到時候要當Phop的伴郎喔!」8964 copyright protection1246PENANAGxUAPoXPeb 維尼
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披耶大人一臉期待地看著我,我暗自打了個嗝,還是點了點頭。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAZdpi7u8Foz 維尼
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「...好的。」8964 copyright protection1246PENANAOkppUqx9go 維尼
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「再過沒多久Phop就要成婚了,之後就輪到Klao你了,等到時候你看中哪位女孩,叔叔我幫你去提親。」8964 copyright protection1246PENANALTbjUEd9Qf 維尼
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「...非常感謝。」我強顏歡笑,禮貌地行合十禮。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAPgi59oLKGK 維尼
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披耶大人轉身跟阿姨繼續聊了一會兒便出門了,我藉口身體不適先行回房,但其實我只想安安靜靜自己一個待著。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAzkcpwUQIBW 維尼
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這個時代由父母安排婚事並不奇怪,Wanna是完美的女人,我也覺得她很可愛脾氣很好,雖然現在P'Phop不喜歡Wanna,但只要他同意結婚,我相信他一定會愛上她的,或者即使他不跟Wanna結婚,總有一天也會遇到心儀的女子。8964 copyright protection1246PENANA64l3ssSPmW 維尼
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我再次理解Klao的感受,一個年僅20歲的少年要經歷許多痛苦,曾經擁有的家人、尊嚴、財產在一夜間消失,就連愛上一個人也要承受失望。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAdk9ZlK2IFJ 維尼
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Klao對P'Phop抵觸的其中一個原因,是因為他一開始就明白P'Phop並不喜歡他,P'Phop只視他為弟弟,他不希望自己愛的人受到牽連,所以他決定死心,而我也認同Klao的看法。8964 copyright protection1246PENANA3LGPJ864xT 維尼
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這份愛情是不可能的。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAUsq8kyjeJc 維尼
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過了一小時,我邀請Chuay一同前往運河口市集,去跟Pim打聽Chert的消息,但來達後老鴇卻說Pim生病了,無法出來接待,我只好祝願她盡快康復,帶著些許失望的情緒離開妓院。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAtVIbku5kxh 維尼
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我每周來這邊一次,希望能打聽到更多關於Chert的消息,找出Klao失蹤和鴉片案的新線索,但每次都空歡喜一場,我有想過直接去跟蹤Chert好嗎?但就連巡警隊都找不到Chert的犯罪證據,我去跟蹤他應該亦無補於事。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAQX4PoCUl6j 維尼
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說起來我的人生挺倒楣的,怎樣穿越過來又不知道,想找辦法回家就更困難了,留在這裡越久,我的希望就越來越渺茫。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAIcDApgQUKP 維尼
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「嗷Klao!來這裡找Pim嗎?」8964 copyright protection1246PENANAWyCPxwRESv 維尼
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走回碼頭時我恰巧與萬·Han大人迎頭相遇,我對他行合十禮,禮貌地微笑後回答道,「是的。」8964 copyright protection1246PENANAGrVJeyaGT9 維尼
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「來這裡的次數真頻密啊,看來真的很著迷喔~」8964 copyright protection1246PENANACC0skrBjJH 維尼
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他陰陽怪調的說出'著迷'兩個字很明顯指的是甚麼意思,我乾笑一聲,無辦法如實告訴他其實我跟Pim並沒有如其他人所想的那樣,我們根本甚麼都沒做過。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAJjR8XQePDI 維尼
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「Klao接著去哪兒?」8964 copyright protection1246PENANAmmcM7hCri3 維尼
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「我準備回家了。」8964 copyright protection1246PENANA0USChgKnHV 維尼
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「還沒到中午就回去?」8964 copyright protection1246PENANAi4AaRLNI9h 維尼
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「嗯,今天Pim生病了,想讓她多休息。」我簡短地應了句,只想盡快結束對話,其實我並不想跟萬·Han大人說話,對著他,總覺得很不自在,直覺告訴我要躲開他。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAzEQ1lJxVxX 維尼
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「我先告辭了。」8964 copyright protection1246PENANAVXKeeabuvf 維尼
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「去吧,小心回家。」8964 copyright protection1246PENANAc3bCopkgMF 維尼
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他對我友善微笑後便轉身離開,我回頭督了一眼他的背影,不禁為自己對他產生偏見而感到內疚,明明他甚麼都沒對我做過,只可惜真的很難去改變自己的感覺。8964 copyright protection1246PENANA0jcfnynX7V 維尼
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「Klao先生要去水上市集買東西嗎?」8964 copyright protection1246PENANA9oKH3hDAUX 維尼
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Chuay把綁在碼頭柱子的木槳解下來時問我,平常我們回家前會順道去逛一趟水上市集,買些吃的或小玩意回去,但今天我沒心情,只想盡快回家自己一個靜靜待著。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAzCwpalcXjj 維尼
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「不了,回家吧。」我低聲呢喃後上了船,沉重地嘆了口氣。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAUrvRbM9YSI 維尼
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不知為何,總覺得今天特別疲累。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAS5oZvVqva4 維尼
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回到家,我沒精打彩躺在自己睡房不小心睡著了,直到下午晚點時間再次醒來,我推開房門,打算去廚房時碰巧遇到阿姨喚我陪她聊天解悶,聊了一會兒剛下班的P'Phop就走上樓梯回屋。8964 copyright protection1246PENANA1qfnI1eMmn 維尼
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「Phop你回來了,過來這裡,來陪母親聊一下。」8964 copyright protection1246PENANAYsIwxGeeju 維尼
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Prayong夫人揚手示意長子坐在她身邊,P'Phop坐在其中一張空凳,再轉身看著我,對我露出微笑,但我卻選擇躲開他的視線。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAITbuLlmhIt 維尼
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「父親還沒回來嗎?」8964 copyright protection1246PENANAy5T1XNEXPK 維尼
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P'Phop收回視線,環視屋子一圈後,詢問正在撥扇的阿姨。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAEz37SJzB6Z 維尼
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「還沒啊,今天你父親去拜訪內務部的披耶大人,去商量你和Wanna訂婚的事。」8964 copyright protection1246PENANA0uNJH5CJ3B 維尼
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阿姨說得興起,但聽的人卻瞬間沉默下來。8964 copyright protection1246PENANATSb8jXWNqG 維尼
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「母親,兒子對Wanna並沒有男女之情。」8964 copyright protection1246PENANABmd5XEMuuJ 維尼
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「結了婚很快就有感情了,Phop也該成家立室,好讓父母安心下來。」8964 copyright protection1246PENANAvhrMUqICdR 維尼
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阿姨越是這樣說,P'Phop的表情越發凝重,我對上一次看到他這副表情正是我偷跑去運河口市集的那次。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAvfVvg9GgJg 維尼
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「阿姨,我先回房了。」我對長輩頷首後快步走開,這是他們的家務事,我這些外人不便聆聽,這樣會很失禮。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAkYUHbBOxgo 維尼
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我照原定計劃走到廚房,站在十米之外已經聞到飯香,我經常來廚房,那些僕人早已見怪不怪,有時還會邀請我去試菜。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAvV8q1blxe8 維尼
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「Klao先生,今天有Klao先生你最喜歡的青咖哩喔~」8964 copyright protection1246PENANA25gX9sVsOr 維尼
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成為Muan姨第一副手的Chuay的妻子Sai,一看到我走進廚房就對我說,我看了眼僕人正在準備的餸菜,奇怪的是當我看到眼前這些看起來很美味的食物,我居然沒胃口吃不下。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAYLjexnfAan 維尼
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「再過沒多久我們廚房將會迎來新的女主人,聽說Wanna小姐的廚藝非凡。」8964 copyright protection1246PENANAAdxPdQAiU9 維尼
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「對,我也聽說過,Wanna小姐温婉可人,或許比夫人更加善良。」8964 copyright protection1246PENANAlDDp4uy9tJ 維尼
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「對啊。」8964 copyright protection1246PENANAJoDO9X1ww4 維尼
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「Phaeng!Chawy!你們竟然議論主子是非!等下藤條落到背脊上啦!」8964 copyright protection1246PENANAHQPln6K5VQ 維尼
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Muan姨轉身訓斥兩位僕人,同時雙手熟練地把新鮮蔬菜放到碟上。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAeusvDYbFGz 維尼
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「終於迎來一件喜慶事,真的太好了,等萬大人的事忙完,再過沒多久就輪到Klao先生囉~」8964 copyright protection1246PENANA1DXGtsOzlJ 維尼
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Muan姨轉身調侃我,我尷尬地笑了笑。8964 copyright protection1246PENANADc3AUcXfCV 維尼
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「應該不會,我還沒打算成婚。」8964 copyright protection1246PENANAaS2hJAOkot 維尼
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「這樣也好Klao先生,萬大人已經名草有主,Klao先生就能繼續當僕人們的寵兒啦!」8964 copyright protection1246PENANAEdpIHMO8vw 維尼
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「是啊是啊!」8964 copyright protection1246PENANArvYvgeF6hN 維尼
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屋裡的僕人齊聲和應,Muan姨也一起加入,我一邊輕笑一邊走過去幫她們把蔬菜放到碟上,Muan姨有阻止我,但我還是照樣繼續弄。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAeQ37MtZJge 維尼
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我只是想找些事做來減輕心裡的煩躁感。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAxkG6s5dOb6 維尼
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這又是一天家人們無法相聚一起吃飯的日子,披耶·披差帕迪大人還沒回來,只剩下阿姨、P'Phop,和大人的妾室和孩子。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAdFQv2e56zT 維尼
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我依舊坐在P'Phop身側,只覺得索然無味,有點食不下,而且餐桌上的氣氛也異常壓抑,不知道之前P'Phop跟阿姨聊得怎麼樣,但阿姨一直沉著臉,整頓飯一聲不響,而不願與母親對望的兒子亦是如此。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAF6WlGmbJtB 維尼
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一吃完飯,阿姨便吩咐自己貼身僕人跟她回房,沒有像平時一樣邀其他人聊天,阿姨煩躁的表情和比平時稍微用力的關門聲讓我不禁眨眨眼睛。8964 copyright protection1246PENANARg2Gwaj7LM 維尼
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「發生甚麼事了?」8964 copyright protection1246PENANA5YSjQYSEI5 維尼
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Chuay湊過來細聲問我。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAYAFkEkPHWK 維尼
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「我又怎會知道,你跟我整天待在一起。」我一邊細聲回答貼身僕人,眼睛一邊偷瞄身邊的人,我懷疑在我離開後P'Phop跟阿姨肯定吵過架,不然阿姨也不會這麼生氣。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAV4qy9CccsH 維尼
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大家開始各自回房,只剩下我和P'Phop依舊坐下,我猜他很快就跟其他人一樣起身回房,因為他看上去心情很不好,但P'Phop卻繼續坐著,於是我決定站起來。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAv5ImMLk3BT 維尼
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「我...我先回去了。」我輕聲說完便站起身,但大手卻馬上抓著我手腕,把我拉回座位上。8964 copyright protection1246PENANA7lCAZZXcN2 維尼
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「可以再坐一會兒陪我嗎?」8964 copyright protection1246PENANABbNxraExT0 維尼
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他的眼神很複雜,我有點看不透,但既然他都開聲了,我自然禮貌地坐下來陪他。8964 copyright protection1246PENANArTCSmrAl6f 維尼
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P'Phop吩咐Chuay把茶水端過來,他倒茶進杯裡,然後慢慢喝著,雖然他讓我坐下來陪他,卻一言不發,這份沉默讓我開始坐立不安,我決定打破沉默。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAuFjnioIJRw 維尼
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「今天工作忙嗎?」8964 copyright protection1246PENANAMcGrzNBqO6 維尼
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「不,不忙。」8964 copyright protection1246PENANAXaBfjthbFQ 維尼
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回答後他再次沉默下來,平常P'Phop不是問一句答一句的人,尤其跟我在一起時他總喜歡戲弄我,他應該在想結婚的事吧。8964 copyright protection1246PENANApJFoUI65IS 維尼
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「恭喜你。」一想起結婚,我馬上恭喜他,警察先生銳利的目光馬上投射過來。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAafnfseGK8l 維尼
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「恭喜甚麼?」8964 copyright protection1246PENANA3CM4i0owEL 維尼
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「你訂婚了啊。」在我說出這話的一刻,胸口泛起一陣酸澀,P'Phop與我互相對望,目光銳利得彷彿想看穿我的心思,大手放下茶杯後他站起身。8964 copyright protection1246PENANALtfHigIQm5 維尼
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「你無須恭喜我。」8964 copyright protection1246PENANAgmZrVNsehd 維尼
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他冷冷地說完便轉身離開,留我下獨自一人坐著,我凝望著他寬闊的背影,疑惑地皺了皺眉頭。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAkjcwc9TWxj 維尼
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他怎麼回事?我只是出於禮貌恭喜他,或者他覺得被人強行安排婚事感到生氣?這句恭喜我可能說得不是時候吧。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAoO4kjIw5ic 維尼
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那晚我睡得很不安穩,腦海裡太多事情在煩惱,整晚翻來覆去,聽到雞啼聲後我再次睜開眼睛,整個人處於熊貓狀態,拖著疲累的身軀去洗澡換衣服做佈施,準備和其他人一起吃早飯時原本打算吃完便回房補眠,但等真的到了吃飯的時候,我的睡意全都跑了,整頓飯的氣氛彷如置身於冰窖之中。8964 copyright protection1246PENANALxJAJkHbq7 維尼
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打從昨天阿姨和P'Phop開始冷戰,今天連披耶·披差帕迪大人也板著臉,這劍拔弩張的緊張氣氛讓我只想把自己縮成一團,以最快速度吃完飯,盡快逃離這壓抑的氣氛。8964 copyright protection1246PENANA5Tlc62YFcf 維尼
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看來昨晚披耶大人回來後應該有事發生了。8964 copyright protection1246PENANA3ynzIzqjWX 維尼
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「兒子先回房了。」8964 copyright protection1246PENANAfvcc4R3Jvy 維尼
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低沉的嗓音在我身旁響起,P'Phop站起身準備離開,這時披耶大人開聲道。8964 copyright protection1246PENANALmnXRZfZEr 維尼
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「Phop不打算聽父親的話嗎?」8964 copyright protection1246PENANA4kGDiwUhBf 維尼
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「兒子一直以來對父母言聽計從,但成婚的人不是兒子嗎?應該由兒子來選擇自己愛的人才對。」8964 copyright protection1246PENANAJsJCQqPvrq 維尼
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'又來了'...我在心裡想著,這一刻我連吃飯都忘了,被眼前發生的事吸引全部注意力。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAIfFqtEDfe0 維尼
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「你和Wanna是訂婚對象,首都裡幾乎人人知曉,父親已經跟大人商量好了,難道你要父親把臉都丟光嗎?!」8964 copyright protection1246PENANAebTQoPRL49 維尼
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披耶大人大聲喊著,這是我第一次看到大人如此生氣,亦是我第一次看到P'Phop如此冷漠的一面。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAY4BYTyc6QM 維尼
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「這只是長輩的安排啊不是嗎?並非兒子自己自願的。」8964 copyright protection1246PENANArBFFSQYzIy 維尼
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「Phop!」8964 copyright protection1246PENANAfaclZGqf0b 維尼
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這聲大吼聲嚇了我一跳,但名字主人眼中沒有絲毫動搖,P'Phop對披耶大人和阿姨行合十禮,語氣冷淡地說。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAZ5COjdu7g7 維尼
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「昨天兒子已經對父親和母親說得很清楚,今天會向大人和Wanna小姐道歉,我依舊是同一番話,我不愛Wanna,在我眼中她只是妹妹,如果我硬是娶了她,對她也不公平,因為到最後難過的只會是Wanna,她理應跟她所愛和真心愛她的人在一起,而不是我這個無法給予她愛的人。」8964 copyright protection1246PENANArVS6P9rM7y 維尼
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他的語氣很堅定、強硬、意圖明確,披耶大人握著手杖的手輕微顫抖。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAeeTAgazWNQ 維尼
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「你想幹甚麼就幹!隨便你!」8964 copyright protection1246PENANAuNkQ0YmPE8 維尼
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披耶大人咬牙切齒說完後便進了房,阿姨跟隨身後,我抬頭看著P'Phop,只見他長長嘆了一口氣,把貼身僕人喊過來隨他一同離開,應該是準備去跟內務部披耶大人道歉。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAGsMqZo7OHP 維尼
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每個人盤子上的飯菜還吃剩下一大半,但發生這種事應該沒人有心情吃得下吧,於是大家紛紛起身離開,我也去庭院逛了一會兒,直到雙腿不知不覺走到碼頭。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAIfCCDfmUi5 維尼
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迎面吹來的舒服微風讓煩躁的心靈放鬆了點,我坐下來,回想起之前發生的點滴。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAspLBdiq3KF 維尼
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看到P'Phop拼命反對自己的婚事我大感意外,他一向孝順,對父母言聽計從,P'Jom告訴過我P'Phop曾經想當醫生,但因為披耶大人和阿姨希望他當官員,於是他答應加入巡警隊,如我所見他很愛護和尊敬自己父母,但面對愛情,他反而堅持自己的想法絲毫沒有動搖。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAbW9QbME89l 維尼
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一想到如果是我被人強行安排婚事,我應該也不okay啦,愛情應該由自己來決定,並非由別人來操控,要跟自己不愛的人過一輩子又怎會幸福呢?若果只是某一方單方面付出感情,強行束縛對方只會對他造成更大傷害,這事我很認同P'Phop,只是沒想到他在一天之內就把所有事處理得乾淨俐落。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAi94H7i7a0N 維尼
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如果你問我對於P'Phop解除婚約有甚麼想法?我也說不準,一方面鬆了口氣,但同時又感到失落,即使今天他解除婚約,但他朝一日他總會成家立室,而我亦會回到現代,我意思是如果我找到辦法回去,總有一天我和他之間的故事將會消失,彷如只是一場夢。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAa6XVoIJvv9 維尼
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所以我必須控制住自己,不能讓自己的感情越陷越深...8964 copyright protection1246PENANAJ7dM8tmmaM 維尼
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我不知自己在這裡坐了多久,當我回過神就看到P'Phop的船漸漸駛回來,我猶豫了片刻,在想好不好現在就回屋,到最後我的好奇心戰勝了一切,決定坐下等他回來問清楚。8964 copyright protection1246PENANA3IO52n8eR6 維尼
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等P'Phop到達後,他臉色平淡地下了船,這副表情讓我有點不安,我不敢上前詢問,只好坐著不動。8964 copyright protection1246PENANATNzWwiMW9V 維尼
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「你把船綁好便離開吧。」8964 copyright protection1246PENANAhn2CkKJ20s 維尼
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P'Phop轉身吩咐他的貼身總管,等Kong走開後,涼亭裡只剩下我和他兩個人。8964 copyright protection1246PENANA7olIm4mpx0 維尼
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「在這裡等我嗎?」8964 copyright protection1246PENANAZSFnfxtJo1 維尼
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他首先打開話題,我點了點頭,語氣猶豫地問他。8964 copyright protection1246PENANArpog0CEs0Q 維尼
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「P'Phop...你怎麼了?」8964 copyright protection1246PENANAwovGTJSWaw 維尼
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「你意思是我去見披耶大人聊得怎樣,還是想問我現在的感覺怎樣?」8964 copyright protection1246PENANASAnH8DyAYd 維尼
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「...兩樣皆是。」我一這樣說,對方臉上揚起淺淺的笑意。8964 copyright protection1246PENANA0WkyANKBll 維尼
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「披耶大人很不滿意,我已經解釋清楚我無法跟Wanna結婚的原因,到最後大人也理解,至於Wanna,我已經直接對她說清楚我只把她當成妹妹。」8964 copyright protection1246PENANA6fXPYUQpeZ 維尼
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「......」8964 copyright protection1246PENANAmVDDhfPIGc 維尼
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「至於你問我現在感覺怎樣,我認為我做了正確的事。」8964 copyright protection1246PENANACzGmKGgXeH 維尼
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「你不覺得你結婚後終有一天會愛上Wanna嗎?」我忍不住問出口,我見所有人都這麼說,也不知道這是不是真的,但從長輩的角度去想,與門當戶對的Wanna解除婚約確實是件令人惋惜的事。8964 copyright protection1246PENANA716fPBlS2A 維尼
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「不。」8964 copyright protection1246PENANAns4QvWKGhf 維尼
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「......」8964 copyright protection1246PENANAWmjM7dnF7T 維尼
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「我絕對不會愛上Wanna。」8964 copyright protection1246PENANA6OmRxVRQCq 維尼
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「為甚麼?」8964 copyright protection1246PENANAjWHYtA74Wy 維尼
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「因為我已經有愛的人了。」8964 copyright protection1246PENANASf4bfyj2HO 維尼
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剎那間我覺得自己產生耳鳴,莫名覺得唇乾舌燥,這不是我預期的答案,他一直表明自己不想結婚,對誰都不感興趣,但原來他心中早已有喜歡的人。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAAMUcquymxh 維尼
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「...是誰?」過了幾秒後我找回自己的聲音,我等待他的回答,很想知道是哪個女人成功擄獲這男人的心。8964 copyright protection1246PENANA3dmridGLWb 維尼
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雖然我經常在心裡吐糟他,但如果把P'Phop當成一個男人,能夠得到他的愛的人真的很幸運,現在我越來越理解Klao的感受。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAlRXypb0X6i 維尼
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沒有回應,沒有接話,P'Phop只是用複雜的眼神靜靜凝望着我,我看不透他在想甚麼,一分鐘過後我才驚覺自己的問題有點失禮,他會以為我在八卦他的私生活嗎?8964 copyright protection1246PENANA8zZ7qnCQxW 維尼
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「如果不方便可以不回答,我先回去了。」我趕緊說完便急步回屋,P'Phop沒有跟上來,只有一道如影隨形的銳利目光緊緊凝望著我離開的背影。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAuC7hqqvgwn 維尼
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我回到房裡,放任自己躺在床上,有那麼一刻我曾經想過,至少在回到現代之前,如果我能夠知道P'Phop的將來是怎樣...如果我能夠知道他喜歡的人是誰...那就好了。8964 copyright protection1246PENANAN8ZjPv3sKy 維尼
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