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在意到底所謂「讀者」,8964 copyright protection573PENANAouNtDS3uxT 維尼
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我在乎的是故事,他們在乎的是形象。8964 copyright protection573PENANARikfnUCL7q 維尼
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又假如將故事中的男女角色全都對調,8964 copyright protection573PENANA9b1OQN95EK 維尼
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古代會有「女為悅己者容」,8964 copyright protection573PENANAS3E5BzJgu9 維尼
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面對種種的流言蜚語我開始崩潰,8964 copyright protection573PENANASf6KHgmm4b 維尼
開始質疑自己筆下建構出的故事世界,8964 copyright protection573PENANADKFM6OCdT2 維尼
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所以我的文字是建基於他們對女性的窺探,8964 copyright protection573PENANAf8E3S1G5dj 維尼
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我就像個拍攝過三級片的演員,8964 copyright protection573PENANARi69M2oqSS 維尼
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即使我赤裸的部分從來只有文字,8964 copyright protection573PENANAKxRcIVltIf 維尼
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我甚至從沒打算過公開容貌,8964 copyright protection573PENANAtL2xWm1y1j 維尼
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或者我該裝着若無其事扮演女權鬥士,8964 copyright protection573PENANAR36m3479kX 維尼
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從小到大我一直被灌輸着自我的價值,8964 copyright protection573PENANAELYIdN5Olh 維尼
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願自己能挺着憤世嫉俗的模樣面對世界。8964 copyright protection573PENANA3BiALvQQ0b 維尼
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