Oops, I forgot to add the date in some of my past entries... oh, whatever.
But hey, I'd never thought I'd ever get a love letter in my life.458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVp6TUMK0Wu
But when I opened my locker after class, there it was.
Ah, how long has she liked me for?458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6OOMIlAxw
Has she been sneaking glances at me in class? Or perhaps a junior?458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdwWjFnMBd
What should I do? Should I call her number that she wrote down?458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5xa43wPvw
Maybe we'll talk about Blue Live Damnation ii together.458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBKXwGbwpq
Our hands would touch while we reach for the same controller.458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaI7KGTFCRP
She would lean in...
Yeah, right. 458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLTTo8jbww
This is an all boys school.
There's only two people who would do this... but I don't recognise the phone number. They think I'd be stupid enough to believe someone would send me a love letter...458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnJDDjfbzp
Well, still. It's nice to think that one of them put the effort into writing something so cheesy.458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LfOA1lUgQ
Now I can say that "I've received a love letter"-458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcmBcWrM9m
Even though it was a prank.
Love....458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesdtiyuOpr
If it means that I'll be worth something to someone, then it's not bad. If it means that I'll have someone by my side for the rest of my life, then...458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3tiGZkxq0
But that won't happen. Love is never guaranteed to last. Divorce rates are higher than ever. Love, like any other relationship, is always the same. If you have something the other person wants, they'll stay. But if you no longer have anything they want from you, they'll leave.
I don't have anything to offer. Nothing. My organs? Hahahaha. Dedicating your life to one person sounds scary.
Family, lovers... they're all the same.
I love good food. I love dogs. Cats. Birds. Not enough to dedicate my time to keeping one, however. I don't have the money anyway...458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuke8uOxSgC
I'm not confident I will be able to be responsible for a pet.458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31fTiPIc4q
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A long time ago, my family used to own two hamsters.458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqxTz1viou
They were cute. I would squeeze them any chance I got.458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjMTAgxNKW
When they didn't do what I wanted them to, I would hit them.458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLCHoqqOXi
I hung them by their tail as punishment if they ran away.458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7b4ub3T9m
Why? I didn't think it was that wrong. If it doesn't do what I want them to do, they deserve to be punished, right?458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJ1A59hsoU
One died, and the other escaped.
Of course I regret it. For a long period of time after that, I would have reoccurring dreams of owning hamsters. Where they were both alive and well.
I sometimes still have them to this day.
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