I'm somehow alive.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIqRL9vBT6
It's strange... like I'm living in a dream.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCMlgbHJxn
I feel my body isn't mine. Like I'm somehow in control of my body but from a third perspective. My mind isn't focusing on anything, just a numb feeling of emptiness.
While feeling like that the other day, my primal fear of actually losing everything managed to spur me to go out to buy food from the supermarket.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pEBk4KazP
My savings were going down, fast. My fridge was empty, and ordering delivery was no longer a choice.
It was a long walk. I bought a bunch of microwave food and things that were easy to cook. The bag felt like a deadweight.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVTAz1Cv7n
Have you ever felt so tired that you could just face-plant and fall asleep on the concrete?439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FZQ657C8W
Well, it was that kind of day. 439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVk4HS3n2MK
As if the me watching from a third perspective had left the controller, and my character could no longer stand.
It was getting dark, so I sat down by a lamp post, and shut my eyes.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaT7wejWe9n
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I didn't know how much time had passed, but a shake of my shoulders woke me up.
I don't really want to describe what happened next, but I guess I won't be around to feel embarrassed when anyone reads this.
"Hey, are you alright?"439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9knq2M8dJ
A voice that sounded vaguely familiar. I remember glancing at my right hand, groggy. Right, I was shopping.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0cqbp8JXB
The sky had become pitch black, with the dim street lamps and the odd car being the only source of light.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DR8ErJ00p
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I remember hearing my name being called. Ah, crap.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4eLelNGOlz
I didn't want anyone to see me like this. At the lowest of the low. Pitying me, who doesn't deserve a drop of pity.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqJaw3CNuF
Much less someone I know.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx08UeacvPw
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"...Hey. Hey..."439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cx6oBPvd9
"I'm going to call someone, okay?"
"Don't."439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRw8jSdV6J
I got up. Stumbled up. A little too fast - so I reached towards the post to steady myself again. But not before my arm was grabbed.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6phbTlw5O4
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"You...!" 439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bGPgRLZhe
I remember cursing in my head.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRaBKw2dTua
Ah, fuck.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8C7Xzc7E28
Fuck.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gn6chLAsg
It had to be you, didn't it.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHR5aJky1y
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Looking back, I don't want to admit it, but if it were anyone else, I might not be here, writing this now.
But needless to say, I was looking at the face of Mr. Perfect.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaFf0eZfAO
Teacher's pet.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHI0swsyVZa
The guy that effortlessly has people around him.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTk65l34mqr
The class president.
