About that exam...327Please respect copyright.PENANA549DBTjqnw
It's alright, I'm used to giving up. It's okay. It's not the end of the world.327Please respect copyright.PENANABixMcm2IYK
Wow, who am I kidding? I feel like shit.327Please respect copyright.PENANAgFuXizsOqW
I keep thinking how relieved I would be once it's all over when I was "studying" for my exam, but I don't feel anything. Just numb.
Anyhow... mmmm... well, every antihero needs a sob story, no?327Please respect copyright.PENANAF6CkCLqhAG
Sorry to disappoint, but I grew up normally. An only child in a normal middle-class family. No divorce, no nothing. I wasn't abused.327Please respect copyright.PENANAEbeTRg53vK
It really was nothing special. I just couldn't handle the pressure my parents put on me as the only child. Not that it was a lot or anything. Maybe if a different person experienced the same thing, they would be the hero of the story instead of a loser like me.327Please respect copyright.PENANAyoO0laPXgr
So why did I end up like this? How did I end up like this?
Kids have a way of doing things. They're clear about what they like and dislike, and they can't tell what's right from wrong. A classmate of mine back in primary was hit by another kid, and their skull was split open, leading to him being rushed into the hospital. Why did the kid do that?327Please respect copyright.PENANAWTQcvwGrgs
"I didn't like him. He looked ugly."
Well, I wasn't much different. Granted, I never sent anyone to the hospital back then, but I was never taught right from wrong. I was only able to figure it out much, much later.
I performed relatively well throughout primary and middle school, and I wasn't bad at sports either, so despite my cocky personality, I wasn't lacking in popularity.327Please respect copyright.PENANAAu5VlIE5Ta
Because I had something people wanted, whether it was to join their soccer team or to lend them notes.
But as high school came, things changed. I wasn't as special. People didn't need me. My grades dropped, and I could see the disappointment on my parents' faces whenever my report card came.
"Wow, okay, we get it. You're a loser. So?"327Please respect copyright.PENANATrEVaYDlCo
Us villains aren't particularly smart, athletic, or powerful. We're people that won't get noticed in a crowd.327Please respect copyright.PENANA55My7a5ta7
You might think that you need to be powerful in order to be a villain. Well, if you want to be famous, sure. But from what I've learned, no one they've recruited had an outstanding power. 327Please respect copyright.PENANAqPUpAygviD
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All the villains I've met... They aren't right in the head. Well, I can't say that I am, either.327Please respect copyright.PENANAKEw0ckBiaD
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"They" want someone to follow orders.327Please respect copyright.PENANAF70SZkMzRQ
Someone to be their dog.327Please respect copyright.PENANAackJyO6H7a
Someone that no one would care about if they disappeared. 327Please respect copyright.PENANAG47qJkeXiW
People that aren't afraid to be hated.327Please respect copyright.PENANArZTQKAu4gR
People who barely feel guilt.327Please respect copyright.PENANAzrl6rvI1uE
Well, to sum it up, people with signs of antisocial personality disorder.327Please respect copyright.PENANAXjt5UxlieE
You probably don't know this, but most of us are young; not only are we easy to manipulate, but we can get away with small sentences for large crimes.
I guess that's all I wanted to say for today. It feels better, spilling out your pathetic life on paper.327Please respect copyright.PENANAR6yue2fm7Q
Anyhow, it's ice-block time now. ლ(´ڡ`ლ)327Please respect copyright.PENANA0cr6v02kaq
(It's currently winter and 11:00 pm)