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自從讀完太宰治的《人間失格》後,這句話便一直存留於我的腦中揮之不去。8964 copyright protection420PENANAVubPRuusJn 維尼
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世界是錯的,這是許多人都知道的事實。8964 copyright protection420PENANA74PoOL6X0E 維尼
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太宰治大可跟別人一樣,用一句「錯的不是我,是世界」就將所有責任給推卸的乾乾淨淨。8964 copyright protection420PENANAZtFh4gKqbt 維尼
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但他沒有,他選擇了將所有一切過錯都歸咎於自己。8964 copyright protection420PENANAUyVehaDOTG 維尼
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世界沒有錯,錯的是無法適應的我們。8964 copyright protection420PENANAejY2U9xpEA 維尼
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於是《人間失格》這本書出現了,然後太宰治便消失在這個世界上。8964 copyright protection420PENANAJzPfeAEZIe 維尼
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縱然世界沒有錯,但自己果然還是無法適應這個世界。8964 copyright protection420PENANAQc9lEyvEh1 維尼
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太宰治大概是抱著這樣的心情結束了他的一生吧。8964 copyright protection420PENANAhlqSEjTEVM 維尼
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我也曾想過像太宰治一樣,與心愛的人一同殉情,但遺憾的是,我並沒有可以一起殉情的對象。甚至,我跟女生最親密的接觸,也僅僅停留在牽手的階段。8964 copyright protection420PENANA9J68Vts9fH 維尼
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可惜自己並不像太宰治一樣,有雙能夠吸引女人的憂鬱眼睛,也沒有人可以帶我去聲色場所風流一番。最重要的是我也沒有錢。8964 copyright protection420PENANATBY9gIk7Ii 維尼
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我和太宰治有許多相同的地方,相似的人生境遇、相似的感悟......等等,這一切似乎彷彿都在我的耳邊輕聲低語「成為太宰吧」這樣說著。8964 copyright protection420PENANAfxx10Oil40 維尼
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不過我也知道,自己跟太宰治差遠了,僅僅因為自己與太宰治有些相同的經歷和想法就想成為太宰治第二。這種事只是不切實際的妄想。8964 copyright protection420PENANAtpBrm4ZRYq 維尼
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相同的想法,卻生活在不同的年代,我與太宰治始終是不同的人。8964 copyright protection420PENANAwSH3s4BpUC 維尼
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即便是這樣,即便是知道了這些事後,我還是想成為一個小說家。就算不能成為太宰治,至少也想要與他站在同一個高度,看一下他在生前,眼中的景色。8964 copyright protection420PENANAg7F3AaFVPe 維尼
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於是我開始寫起了小說,日以繼夜的寫著一張又一張的草稿,寄出了不知道幾本的小說,可是全都像石沉大海般,沒有收到過任何回信。8964 copyright protection420PENANAdjlrHbOsqn 維尼
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就算如此,我始終沒有放棄寫作,自己可是立志要站在他所在的高度,欣賞他曾經見過的世界的男人,怎麼可能就這樣被一點小挫折給打倒!8964 copyright protection420PENANA2wVuxySuSl 維尼
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但,現實往往比想像來的殘酷。8964 copyright protection420PENANAw8lridiJw3 維尼
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我的作品被盜用了。8964 copyright protection420PENANAZCUtWAAEVb 維尼
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同樣的內容,不一樣的名字。8964 copyright protection420PENANAiqeNnnYvaa 維尼
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我自認為是個心臟很強的男人。8964 copyright protection420PENANAJ201GCh0VG 維尼
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但到了這一刻,才知道在名為現實的打擊之下,自己脆弱的像一根草。輕輕一壓,便攔腰折斷。8964 copyright protection420PENANAabZBuKqqpp 維尼
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這一天,我宛如瘋魔般的撕毀了所有還沒寄出去的小說草稿,歇斯底里的大叫著,拍打著地板,摧毀眼前所能見到的任何事物。8964 copyright protection420PENANAQianzNXrx2 維尼
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到最後,淚水模糊了視線,我筋疲力盡的跪倒在地板上,握緊的拳頭中流出了兩行血,目光停留在房間內唯一稱得上是完整的物品上一一太宰治的《人間失格》。8964 copyright protection420PENANAUUXC9pfs9C 維尼
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或許是潛意識作祟,就連在失去自我的情況下,自己仍不願傷害這本書一分一毫。8964 copyright protection420PENANAjkL5QbHqZL 維尼
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我顫抖著伸出了手,將它緊緊的抱在懷裡,淚水不可抑制的從眼眶中滾落而下。8964 copyright protection420PENANAChmkMElUk5 維尼
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一一要是沒有看過這本書該有多好。8964 copyright protection420PENANA6Rvffy4fTZ 維尼
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一一要是我不是人該有多好。8964 copyright protection420PENANA3tNYTKUjzO 維尼
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「不想當人,當草不就好了。」8964 copyright protection420PENANAymFc3fiXrl 維尼
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就在我想不開的時候,一個陌生的男聲出現在房間中。8964 copyright protection420PENANAhzQUtrgMAP 維尼
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我猛的抬起頭來,只見房間內不知何時多了一個陌生的男人。8964 copyright protection420PENANAilldcyK5YH 維尼
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白皙透紅的肌膚,深邃的五官,嘴角掛著一抹溫柔的笑意,深藍色的眼曈和金黃色的頭髮透露出他並不是本地人,頭上還帶著一頂草帽。8964 copyright protection420PENANA1F1IymjKds 維尼
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那是一頂由剛拔下來的新鮮嫩草編織而成的草帽。8964 copyright protection420PENANAGycepHWbFO 維尼
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我愣住了。8964 copyright protection420PENANAGGTZUQKy6u 維尼
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我從未見過這麼奇怪的男人,應該說我從未見過這個男人,正確地來說我從沒見過能把綠帽帶的如此清新脫俗的男人。8964 copyright protection420PENANArhOPm0fg7k 維尼
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「不要害怕。」男人輕輕笑著。8964 copyright protection420PENANAlNFsdVwtMT 維尼
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「我是來拯救你的」8964 copyright protection420PENANAJB8l9kzu1N 維尼
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……雖然不知道他口中的拯救是什麼意思,但多虧了這個奇裝異服的男人,我那差點因過度悲傷而失去的理智也找了一點。8964 copyright protection420PENANAxeCyy7Qlw7 維尼
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冷靜下來後,總覺得好羞恥啊,剛剛自己在那邊大吼大叫又哭又笑的……8964 copyright protection420PENANAOd6kcicaI5 維尼
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回想起自己剛剛的醜態,我就忍不住想要挖個洞把自己埋了。8964 copyright protection420PENANAjY1NkKRLXy 維尼
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不行不行,不管怎麼說,這個男的已經算是私闖民宅了吧?8964 copyright protection420PENANAmBaEcQ4EA0 維尼
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忍著被陌生人看盡糗態的羞恥感,我繃起臉,冷眼看著他說道:「你可以出去嗎?」8964 copyright protection420PENANAINFyA4gte1 維尼
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「我不能。」男人搖了搖頭。8964 copyright protection420PENANAUSN3KQiIUk 維尼
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「不,我沒有在問你,我是在命令你。」8964 copyright protection420PENANA01SoGQAglk 維尼
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這人到底是怎樣?8964 copyright protection420PENANAUvmg2yeeFu 維尼
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然而男人還是站在原地,一動也不動,嘴上仍然掛著那抹足以讓所有女生陷入愛河的笑容。8964 copyright protection420PENANAWzk2ivR0ct 維尼
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「你怎麼還不走?」我有些惱怒。8964 copyright protection420PENANAMO6qWIWNgX 維尼
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老子不發威,你當老子是湯姆貓?8964 copyright protection420PENANAZvjlZt1Zf5 維尼
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「我說過了。」8964 copyright protection420PENANAZkLNLgmBYr 維尼
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男人抬起了右手。8964 copyright protection420PENANAFO2Q3k3WJn 維尼
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一道光芒在他掌中緩緩成形。8964 copyright protection420PENANA2NxPj8R1Wo 維尼
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「我是來拯救你的。」8964 copyright protection420PENANAO320Vk0FUP 維尼
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接著白光將我吞噬,我就此失去了意識。8964 copyright protection420PENANAfXggHk8AKc 維尼
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當我再次醒來時,自己正身處於一片巨大的草原上,周遭的草都與我一樣高大。8964 copyright protection420PENANAvfOQzrE7l3 維尼
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見到此景,我內心只有一個疑問一一8964 copyright protection420PENANA4sJiyRF8ue 維尼
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