Note: Since I didn’t have access to these Logs until she disappeared, I never really got information on how she felt during her incident. She never wanted to talking about her rape and when she did it was little to no information. Here is a recording I had with her discussing her rape. 97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOnY59YtTe
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L: Hello again Maria! How are you today?97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLT8Vvx04h
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M: I’m okay.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmS2rspJDc
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L: Lovely, did you do anything while we haven't seen each other?97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GHEU3ESZ0
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M: I did the homework!97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAWAWmrLGf
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L: Alright! I can’t wait to read them when you leave here.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkmudiUH3s
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M: I wrote a lot, like a 5th grader!97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWSa3Vhx4X
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L: Oh right, what grade are you in?97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjW0cUbuOM
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M: I am in 4th grade.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKX9nv5BZl
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L: Ah, okay. Maria, we have been seeing each other for about 4 sessions now and we have not discussed your incident. Your rape.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmoHJD9xeK
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M: . . .97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4raue4nkDK
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L: Do you want to talk about it?97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBbD8UCiUK
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M: . . .97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0AzB791aC
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L: Well, what I’ve heard, you were raped by your uncle and have been touched in places you shouldn't be touched.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPBxW5KaLp
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M: Mhm.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctOLEISTIh
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L: How do you feel about this whole situation?97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Ns57WO6go
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M: I don’t know.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBy4JSzQQd
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Note: This one recording is the only one I have of her really talking about her incident. But then suddenly she stops and looks very sad.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvis846W8nx
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L:Do you know what rape is?97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95FzTMuexg
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M: Kind of.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡds9T0i0Axu
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L: Okay, rape is when. . Do you know what sex is?97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcv6NElWbHj
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M: No.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQ9E77rOnZ
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L: oh.. Well. I’ll leave that in your moms department of information. But rape is bad. He touched you in your private places even though he’s a grown man.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfdtnYMrws
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M: He said he wanted to play a game with me.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzWR4pIRMV
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Note: I paused right here as my heart shattered for this little girl. She knew nothing about this. She thought that her uncle was only playing a game and was confused. She didn’t know what sex was, she didn’t know about rape. I thought I was prepared for whatever she had to tell me, I was wrong. 97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2QVqknbY2
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L: What was this game?97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QKmsx88RM
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M: I had to be quiet and he puts his hands on me and tickles me. And then if I laugh, I lose.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ej3twlfcW
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L: Oh wow.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpEUpYPjl4
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M: he was just playing though.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVrVjfni4H
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L: . . Maria. What he did was bad. 97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZErJMAvcne
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M: Why?97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3L0Omd1iH9
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L: Well, you're only a child and he's a grown man, he cannot be touching your privates like that.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xLid2poAJ
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M: Oh, so he got in trouble because he did something bad?97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9tHVr1TpD
L: Yes. Now, did you do anything today?97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8fpBL7l3J
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M: . . 97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3qr1eZcdH
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Note: I felt so sorry for Maria and her family. She doesn't even quite understand what's happening around her or what happened to her. Maria was a very sweet girl, it’s heartbreaking.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsJYa8BrdZ
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