Note: Since I didn’t have access to these Logs until she disappeared, I never really got information on how she felt during her incident. She never wanted to talking about her rape and when she did it was little to no information. Here is a recording I had with her discussing her rape. 117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0vdavv5w9
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L: Hello again Maria! How are you today?117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCK7zV5M1TI
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M: I’m okay.117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3C3UL6c4E
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L: Lovely, did you do anything while we haven't seen each other?117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7jUSo0iIS
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M: I did the homework!117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBlAaVUJ1i
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L: Alright! I can’t wait to read them when you leave here.117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDADCY8ZUr
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M: I wrote a lot, like a 5th grader!117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKdC5y7AJJ
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L: Oh right, what grade are you in?117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ633kbmECDd
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M: I am in 4th grade.117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVeOLjTzOkR
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L: Ah, okay. Maria, we have been seeing each other for about 4 sessions now and we have not discussed your incident. Your rape.117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBZaQYbdkT
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M: . . .117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbs7YHoFyy
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L: Do you want to talk about it?117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1ZpAUeGnu
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M: . . .117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmhLf6zhQY
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L: Well, what I’ve heard, you were raped by your uncle and have been touched in places you shouldn't be touched.117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZ1LShQZHl
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M: Mhm.117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHGxK36XKV
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L: How do you feel about this whole situation?117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6b4nxF0VVH
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M: I don’t know.117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUQByXj22e
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Note: This one recording is the only one I have of her really talking about her incident. But then suddenly she stops and looks very sad.117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8Lty9ObSA
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L:Do you know what rape is?117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJs0Fr9lz3V
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M: Kind of.117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0NvZwT9Fo
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L: Okay, rape is when. . Do you know what sex is?117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlql8my4WY
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M: No.117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsmTeNfKyp
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L: oh.. Well. I’ll leave that in your moms department of information. But rape is bad. He touched you in your private places even though he’s a grown man.117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuVx6yuLxS
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M: He said he wanted to play a game with me.117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJF8QBRwmlT
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Note: I paused right here as my heart shattered for this little girl. She knew nothing about this. She thought that her uncle was only playing a game and was confused. She didn’t know what sex was, she didn’t know about rape. I thought I was prepared for whatever she had to tell me, I was wrong. 117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLLQBYY6lP
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L: What was this game?117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NIXWJqqTc
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M: I had to be quiet and he puts his hands on me and tickles me. And then if I laugh, I lose.117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnOx9RTAAa
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L: Oh wow.117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHMHnoHYko
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M: he was just playing though.117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oYijlamNs
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L: . . Maria. What he did was bad. 117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAcN9fQPbW
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M: Why?117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3q3skpr4b
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L: Well, you're only a child and he's a grown man, he cannot be touching your privates like that.117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2uli22lSJj
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M: Oh, so he got in trouble because he did something bad?117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYaStZ5roH
L: Yes. Now, did you do anything today?117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqy3P1UMuK
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M: . . 117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8c9lsZhmj
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Note: I felt so sorry for Maria and her family. She doesn't even quite understand what's happening around her or what happened to her. Maria was a very sweet girl, it’s heartbreaking.117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lUE6ittQQ
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