大家好，我是沙織。
希望我能活著把這段話公開，因為，我正身處慘烈的修羅場之中！257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHHr89kmiS
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這裡是聖華書院三樓圖書館，長桌對面的男女在大吵大鬧，音量大到我的耳道隱隱作痛。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6F5TzXpct
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「那個…大家都冷靜一點……！」我嘗試大聲叫停他們。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGX0BOvyBif
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「「和稀泥給我閉嘴！」」雙倍音量的斥喝，我仿佛撞上風牆！257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7caz89eZD1
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「嗚…你可以幫幫忙嗎？」我轉頭望向旁邊的女生。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnijdxtBedf
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她斜著脖子，頭屈得極低，喃喃喃自語，「人命如屎，人命如屎，人命如屎，人命如屎，是的，快點，我坐在撒旦那邊，你想從我這裡得到甚麼，我和你不一樣，來吧，混蛋，每個人都必須死，人命如屎，人命如屎……」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35VphRY3DJ
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我低頭看著自己的雙手，十指握得發白。視線開始被淚水模糊，糟糕，這樣下去真的會哭出來……257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1tBWGnVSI
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加里救我啊……為甚麼會變成這樣……？257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjoxJlQZ65
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一切要由放學前的自修課說起。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhkR0fcMHz
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6EX班每天都有一節自修課，聽說是為了增進學生之間交流。我們可以在班房内自由活動，基本上和小息差不多。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLszIKGfcl
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當時，那個男生來跟我搭話，「沙織，聽說你數學成績很好的樣子。放學後可以來圖書館幫我們溫習嗎？有兩位同學也想加入的樣子。」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6VtImVE98
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我認得這位同學，東田體藝中學的清麻友，座號11，文青型學生。暱稱麻油，喜歡讀幻想小說，是一名重度書迷。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYIa8tU85D
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「是可以啦，雖然我不覺得自己的水準可以教人。」我說。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡan1YkiRrvi
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「謝謝，那麼待會兒見囉。」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCVS22KFTI
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麻油離開後，我轉向加里，開口邀請她一起參加。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIog6YXdBLx
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「對不起，今天放學後約別了人在理科室衝浪，不能陪你啊。」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuED8IMRTKu
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「哈？」這傢伙為了逃避學習，又在胡謅藉口。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92KbUwZ0gr
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以加里的個性絕不會在放學後留校溫習。每次測驗考試，她總能在合格線上表演花式飛行，所以我也沒有唸她的理由。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAoU6JRCTG
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細心一想，我好像太黏加里了，由開學至今一直跟她形影不離。我應該自己去認識新朋友，不能一味依靠加里。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWN70ecPhZ
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於是，放學後我跟加里道別，獨自到圖書館應約。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpz6EHsmiCW
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除了麻油之外，到場的還有一位女同學。尼古拉斯科技學院的譚珍妮，座號15，天才型學生。暱稱真里，成績彪炳的特等生，聽說有小行星以她命名。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFi9fz7is6
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「為甚麼真里會在啊？你真的有需要溫習嗎？」面對傳聞中的天才學生，我不禁變得畢恭畢敬。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLCkrafC0m
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「有空，所以來觀摩。」真里說罷輕推眼鏡。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBAh2XTgs0
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「嗯，好。」我反射性的也輕推眼鏡。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9oe3DW3VcJ
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我坐下來，才察覺旁邊有位不顯眼的女生。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpqV7ucc9m
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身形偏瘦，短髮，黑眼圈，不，那是深色的煙燻妝眼影。她也是EX班的，名字忘記了，暱稱是浣熊。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDmZLNvNqS
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我們稍為聊了一會，然後進入正題。我提議交換筆記，了解各人的水平大概到那邊。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDDbAk2qNS
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麻油的筆記就是一團糟，要導正他的思維是最費心力的部份。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNS81JV6Qo7
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真里的筆記，寫得比教科書還詳細，反而令我懷疑自己的正確性。她是那種會對理論的基礎提出質疑的人，那種讓授課老師頭大的學生。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TYiUBCMVD
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她說了我才知道，畢氏定理有四百多種證明方式，她自己就驗算了三百多條。
她到底在說甚麼，我已經聽不懂了。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpY4YMs0CQ7
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最後輪到沉默寡言的浣熊，筆記皺巴巴的，看來已經用了很久。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWgchrIgjB
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我翻開筆記：257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtu7a9Yhdm0
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FXXK！257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsnZwLJuQj
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殺了他，殺了他，殺了他，殺了他257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJGiMlMC9N
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這不是我想像中的樣子，我無法控制自己的顫抖！
我到底是怎麼到這裡來的？關於這件事，非常錯誤。我不得不笑出聲來，我不喜歡這樣。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4B8hvkVQ2
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殺了他，殺了他，殺了他，殺了他257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqHnn3EJs0
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在我的皮囊裡，我等待並流血，滾出我的腦袋，因為我不需要你！
為什麼我沒看到這個？我是受害者，我剛剛犯了罪。
我下定決心，讓你屏住呼吸。我感覺到仇恨在我心中升起！257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4USBeHbNL5
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MOTHERFXXKER！257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqk3OKsJ1Z
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「你掀錯頁了。」浣熊蚊滋的小聲說。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbPL41TskA
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筆記寫甚麼已經不是重點，我大受震撼，腦袋斷片失憶了一段時間。
當我回過神來，我們已經蓋上筆記，放鬆心神開始閒聊。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1tzvaqSxm
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「你們平時會看書嗎？喜歡讀那種類型的？」麻油聊到感興趣的話題，表情變得精神奕奕。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5q00yPpiY
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「不看書。」浣熊小聲說。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizxvvJFR6P
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「主要看流行文學！最近被朋友推薦，在讀『霸道千金』系列的言情小說！」我趕快把話題接起來。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQzvfYWqTC
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「大集團總裁愛上新人小職員，這部我也挺喜歡的。」
麻油居然能搭上話，讓我始料不及！257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAWvwiy1x1
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我：「你最喜歡那個角色？我喜歡總裁藍大小姐，又強又帥氣的！」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQk4QhtU27z
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麻油：「藍大小姐+1！不惜投下殖民衛星也要成就霸業，這份氣概令人肅然起敬！」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdenjhvMXXV
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我：「對啊！第六集男主角被詛咒變成不穿女裝就會死，而藍大小姐依然不離不棄！」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwTSUW3nmE
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麻油：「真正至死不渝的愛，每次讀到這邊我都不禁感動落淚！」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAiRmdtIoD3
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真里：「只是一本小說啊，有必要那麼誇張嗎？」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiXdTdRoCg
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麻油：「你不懂啦，這部的作者文筆超好，不自覺就被書中世界吸進去。人物之間千絲萬縷又不失細膩的關係，值得人不斷揣摩和回味。」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XDvFDIobK
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真里：「你把虛構的故事當真啊？」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmxKqz2Q6j
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麻油臉色一沉，像噎到骨頭。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6GVW42xQeY
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「虛構作品又如何？當其中的文字能打動心靈，對讀者來說就是真實且獨一無二的存在。」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJ5Q3u6GuM
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「其實讀小說只是為了消遣，何須那麼認真？」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXppfJCMDx
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「對對對，小說全都是假的，只有你那些冷冰冰無靈魂的數學公式是真的。」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKuZhR2zX9
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「——！」真里怔住了，整個人坐直了腰，「沙織！你幫我唸他！」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5qauny0Xw
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火勢突然燒向我，「大家一人少句，這兒是圖書館啊。」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKDEYlB3mX
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麻油和真里不約而同對我擺出鄙視的表情。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9LXjHttrc
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唉，保持中立的結果，就是兩邊都不討好。
「很多公式都是學者們傾注一生心力的成果，數學的精確性和邏輯性才是真實的藝術！」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6D3n4orRoz
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「那些呆板的東西不能表達出真正的美感！你們這些冷血的理性主義者，永遠無法理解文化藝術如何觸動心靈！」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcQDLgTGr2
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「『冷血』！？你說得太過份了！給我去跟亞基米德道歉！」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9YY4eS2oY
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「你這傢伙才給我去先賢祠磕頭謝罪！」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGSSzf7ggd
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「那個…大家都冷靜一點……！」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDwSwDu2g4
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「「和稀泥給我閉嘴！」」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOmBomYGKs
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我低頭看著自己的雙手，十指握得發白。視線開始被淚水模糊。
嗚…鼻子好熱……眼淚快要掉下來了……257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2oWdtAYxQ9
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咚咚！有人拉開椅子，坐到我的旁邊。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wAHhlLjow
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「已經沒事了，因為我來了！」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwH90fHzZb
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——加里！257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAiyf9WlEY3
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看見救星登場，我的眼睛明亮起來！257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlXtDAi9C1
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等等……257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ278CZnWja4
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為甚麼加里全身溼答答！？頭髮還在滴水！？257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfE4HLCyBE6
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我的腦中生出一打問號！？257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡON28Lw0u0d
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「「加里！你來評理！」」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcqSBtjWsS
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怒火中燒的麻油和真里不顧一切，火頭立刻撲向她！257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yJ9W7f51R
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「你們吶，作為高年級更應該立好榜樣，在圖書館大呼小叫多失禮啊。」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXXYTq2oZp
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我心想，渾身濕透地踏入圖書館，真是大言不慚啊！257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6n1h4hubV
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二人終於意識到自己的失態，劍拔弩張的氣氛稍稍收斂了一點。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Ll0zdxDV6
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麻油：「不，事情不能就此打住！這傢伙侮辱了藝術！」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgfrvPvEiF
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真里：「這傢伙是學術界的公敵！未教化的野蠻人！」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSh0MBCDjiC
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加里單手托腮，瞇瞇眼笑起來，「你們看起來好合拍呀。」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHXMG7HKBr
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「「誰跟這傢伙合拍！」」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4o7BkNeZzn
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兩人異口同聲，怒目對視，突然吹過一陣熱風，二人漲紅了雙頰，不約而同地別開嘴臉。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPUg6JbPtd
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「嗚汪~感謝款待~」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLl0WRubwl0
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不愧是加里，輕易地壓止了兩人的爭吵。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZgSI9mu0Y
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