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#23

常怨篇16-20

Samvonk Samvonk
Dec 6, 2023 191 2 Mins Read
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16.失眠苦語

親愛的朋友呵

我的失眠症又犯了

固然沒有所謂的家

於是腦袋渾噩地疼痛著

195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1t3Eol82Q

我看見一對戀人

歪著頭

吻著睡

這是午後，洋溢著幻境的時間

195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PiRyRYiGA

朋友呵，你不在的

且繼續失眠罷

2017.6.3

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17.十三點三十九

我一直睜著眼

心驚肉跳

生怕漏了甚麼怖狀

阿阿

我深感不舒服

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這約莫是盛夏固有的哀悶——

它在笑

我那不死的神思

既支撐我，又折磨我

因此我長久地睜著眼

長久地心驚肉跳

                                      2017.6.3

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18.隨感

唉唉

我看透了霸權主義

小人罷，君子罷

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唉唉

怎賽得過昏夏的熱力

汗下了

幸福呢？

                                   2017.6.5

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19.顫慄

所謂的友們

你們大約未有過這樣的感覺

人生徒有空望

生即是死，死即是生

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我不曾鶴立雞群

似是雙足被人砍卸了

所謂的權，我也生來就失去了

賤世呵

又要奪我所愛

又要奪我所剩無幾的尊嚴了麼？

195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLrLeQcUDu

似哀似怒的我

身體顫慄著

有個聲音催我趕緊棄去整個世界

我被折磨昏了頭

竟分不清

是上帝殺了我

還是我殺了上帝

                                     2017.6.20

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20.復仇路上

哀風頗冷

積雨雲壓著苦城

斜射的雨

竟砸翻了我整個心潭

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我承受著冰風

左手撫摸腦袋上未癒合的舊傷

右手摩挲虛軀上冷痛徹骨的血口

失去一切的我

連一件暖衣也沒有

誰為我關起吸納狂風的窗戶呵？

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我在雨中淌著血走

惡民們伏身窪地

洗淨刀上的血

門窗悚然拍合

細雨過後，又是一場殺戮

失去一切的我

手無寸鐵

誰為我舉起阻擋刀劍的鐵盾呵？

195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTEkyhqzPy

我眯著眼睡在血泊中

斷肢散落四周

悸亂的心似靜下來了

腦中清晰記得每一個欺侮我的愚者

失去一切的我

怎地恍然明白：我只有我

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假若有神明——

請將我的殘屍拼回罷

我的怨魄氣急敗壞

它妄圖懲戒，妄圖復仇

195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5ih3a9hnT

我溢出的淚滾沸著

五官欲炸裂一般猙獰

久鳴不息的哀魂呵，你又被怎樣作賤過？

鬼風奔騰著

可真冷呢，豬狗們

                                       2017.7.3

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Table of Contents
#0 Intro
#1 騎風
#2 我是
#3 俗幻
#4 生活這麽恐怖
#5 很久
#6 慍怒的話
#7 困倦
#8 窮人的電影
#9 匆匆折返
#10 晚秋
#11 OW
#12 食人羊
#13 我無處睡覺
#14 沒有活著的欲望的中午
#15 蕭索
#16 心境
#17 飽腹感過後
#18 尾聲
#19 他
#20 常怨篇1-5
#21 常怨篇6-10
#22 常怨篇11-15
#23 常怨篇16-20
#24 常怨篇21-25
#25 顫筆
#26 逆行人
#27 籠
#28 新體補漏
#29 舊體合集
#30 智障合集2016
#31 智障合集2017
#32 智障合集2018
#33 智障合集2019
#34 智障合集2020
#35 智障合集2021
#36 智障合集2022
#37 智障合集2023
#38 蒼蠅
#39 幻想時間
#40 凄語和舊物
#41 泣不成聲
#42 回憶組歌（1-4）
#43 回憶組歌（5-9）
#44 回憶組歌（10-13）
#45 智障合集2024
#46 假我
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