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『世界上最遙遠的距離』44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZeapSQNJ2a
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所以我看著你對著別人露出，那不再屬於我的笑容。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUafVlVIcP
在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjo3nVxxka
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwshtFx2Vc
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHCNRwNqAE
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錯過與放棄。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKx851zOaj
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3KECJUFoY
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Ghrg3Q6bw
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『If……』44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsaeNkQ6xf
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TXOBalOPd
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaBQqHYHFv
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77B5UO9UIq
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IrYqipxee
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRm11NyH9d
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIY36LMYVK
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『給十年後未來的你』44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRxaKkLeqJ
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucqLvQ6CgX
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2jHLQxvRK
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5tQ4iJYjt
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Y6d5iD29R
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgZJkIViZC
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlyRPBmhcs
至今回想卻支離破碎。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7BchbMj05
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbtyv0ebNO
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHAoxo9F3P
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbH8VmGO8U
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早就該死亡了。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOhSthOjy1
早就該離開了。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGuyPKOOEU
早就……44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRaS60IvghA
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrfTZFpiC5
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGptgEJbWni
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsn3jjGyvE
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTK2jqCELk0
為什麼不能忍耐呢……44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwW9zvyIaEq
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPX9gtgFsEF
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『不要哭。』44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEceSI8bkwu
最後，兄長只是這麼說。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAR3E44rgF
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LnpYYuc2P
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYtO7cQfDt
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzAa13N5kN
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到底過了多久呢？44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWskYYe267t
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9959IVqIL
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTraiqdceH
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49aXVuZbQ0
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwCPHEkYX7
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他拼命的挖土。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFSt2uQmEs
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJDZEcGZmd
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUIGjdK03d
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4I0Qt36fe
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那是一面白紙。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeRS4gvpZg
由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6lunluoFX
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPVk6OfFLX
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4GNxgGFR1
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0q1fgzvLJJ
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxJk3DGMqE
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看新聞有感。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkZOWg6pgE
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbQiRpQQp1
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「關於雪的聯想」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54yTNnP8H7
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04UvrEHQiy
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4Zv0J0xG4
乾澀的，卻熱和著。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsMWdq7Nh8
『你聽』44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1whZ2IUBHI
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpmO3zqfOd
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhIz5tGVT0
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRe9BNF23V8
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『踏雪無聲』44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNLNdQcIaw
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乍然寂靜無聲。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFctIMnPWG
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXAFtjYf2W
他張大眼，張口不能言。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgleXmLj3RR
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Z8Hvt75Py
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoXdWV2VTq
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFDolIG4qJ
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfuExr0u0t
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『請幸福的……』44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5vLxmUhlS
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqF1EQ9xqJ
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtlZvDgOFD
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dJRNu3UdR
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlbOqDHlqE
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsMEUcI8Je
我無法相信話語的真實。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2v2gRGgJUE
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我知道，你愛我。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWiQP4PXDnZ
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwjifgXPYe
我當然也從你口裡聽到。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4McKPlU1Sv
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbEMFS4Tm2
你總是會說：「我愛你。」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwV0SU3m6G
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是的。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpA3yi0AgSv
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6aNUg1w1SC
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8o9Kz4tWzB
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAnDQ7nrOn
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHieLw4hG3m
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『後日談』44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbl7SXbe5jo
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLnJMcypw2
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBETJd4RNw
然後他又重複了一次。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4ixcyqjpG
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEUAWGkEGq
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM80JyAROyp
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgogbCi2DFE
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUaND2BLBO
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「十年」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8axwzZkMwK
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmatXqWCcuG
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTU44VXb0cZ
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFw203rd3T4
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WBiyBGnMg
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因為太感同身受了。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynUaPC65qI
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSh3pOD2d2
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPBo0aspOa
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSDUcTzuk1
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8uRBDfkjp
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoudGMxTiwN
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5iCLMXfVA
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3IPFA709U
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOIFD9J9Bp
他始終是，一個人。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGV86SNS3r
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAIvwy1xIA
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNczdPFmCG
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他決定要去旅行。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDiQOzrrZu
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoG20HaJR2
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路德也許會生氣吧。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGohDSNS8v
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHLMZalXTj
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9eXcEpaSFi
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ydqDwjVpE
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5e5DJ4yWK
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiJVux5X12
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MV0ETusGh
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZkDZ5CpRr
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnnUehJs69
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qnqcPg5yT
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWw7vfpA5qS
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjgS2PtGin
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8JJHlcts3
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiE8k6uhBN
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UFaHrpbmy
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NiYW8yEuV
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他收起相片，忖思。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSzJCxn1cK
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVNmMsSbB4
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MaXgtaUK0
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRgvFeI4sa
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