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浮雲

夢緋莎 夢緋莎
Mar 24, 2014 56 7 Mins Read
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 記憶中，在我8歲時，我記得我曾仰頭望著娘，問著。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegCmXrKzPL
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「娘，為什麼如夢的名字叫如夢？」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkFfI05tBe
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娘那時打了我一巴掌，怒氣沖沖的說：60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsh11NgxedM
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「因為妳就跟我那下賤的姐姐長得一模一樣！就像似夢姐姐的分身一般，看見妳就有氣！怎麼不去死阿妳！」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlicywgdb0D
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眼前的事物變得有點模糊，好像有溫熱的液體從眼眶中溢出，我伸手摸了摸，是水。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLr2n4Xby3c
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「啊...對不起...如夢...」見我眼睛出水，娘像是回過神般的一臉愧疚的抱住了我，輕撫著我的頭。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO86TJaTOQ4
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「如夢...妳真的太像似夢姐姐了...若不是妳不會笑...若不是妳這麼不吵不鬧、這麼乖巧...我真的會把你誤認成我最愛也最恨的似夢姐姐...」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TrHCUJr9g
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娘那時把我抱得很緊，全身顫抖著。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAvvVQw7l5
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我知道，似夢姑姑對娘來講是很重要的存在，可是似夢姑姑被爹給強了、懷孕並生下一子夭折之後就離開了這個家，再也找不到。爹因為似夢姑姑的離開變得很暴躁兇殘，對娘很壞，卻對我很好很疼愛。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLeoYikI9x
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晚上，我躲在房間裡，望著鏡子中映出的臉，再比對手中似夢姑姑的相片，同樣的紅眼睛、灰藍髮和面孔，為一不同的是相片中的似夢姑姑總是漾著美麗的笑容。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpTjSsE4MH
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我輕撫著臉頰，我知道眼睛出水的情況叫做「哭」，嘴角上揚叫做「笑」。大人們總嘆息的說著，似夢姑姑是個會哭會笑，擁有很多情緒的女子，為什麼我卻不見情緒。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmhjYtFW3g
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我輕勾嘴角，唇角微微揚起了些角度，淡淡的、看不出來的微笑。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3S1tvvogwL
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大人們說：笑是因為感到歡喜而笑的，哭則會因為悲傷或喜悅而哭。但...我會笑，卻不懂歡喜。我會哭，卻不明白什麼叫悲傷或喜悅。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhkuTS45YhA
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「似夢...！」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqvu6axWOQ
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突然，爹走進房間，醉醺醺、搖搖晃晃的望著我笑。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡju7tBSmPvq
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「似夢~」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8BFbnpZlD
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爹撲向我，將我抱在懷中，手觸碰著我的背部。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjj7gGAgtIb
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「爹，我是如夢。」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLIPYtu0Up
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滿身酒氣的爹笑了笑，「我...知道啊！妳是似夢~我最愛的似夢~來~親...親一個~！」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8q3R6hbWV0
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我擋住爹的嘴，感覺渾身不舒快的往爹的肚腹揍了一拳，爹哀嚎了一聲，摀住肚子從我身上滑坐到地上。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkptcOMSTNo
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「妳是...如夢.....妳娘的！」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5wkIbc8hn
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爹抬起頭掐住我的脖子，雙眼布滿了血絲，看起來給人不舒服的感覺。後來我才知道，那種感覺叫「恐懼」。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTqJsHeTOt
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「妳娘逃走了，生了妳之後就跑了！無夢生的兒子又當天夭折！逼不得已將妳騙說是無夢生的！但誰準妳長得這麼像似夢的！！」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRweITR5usF
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我愣住。娘逃走了...？無夢是娘的名字阿...如果說娘生的是兒子，而且已經夭折...我的娘是逃走的...60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFC8J3nThj
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我是似夢姑姑的女兒？60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5m4UfEbbk
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所以娘不是我的娘...我的娘生了我後就出走了...我的娘是雲家最受寵愛的「雲似夢」，而且她在生了我之後就拋棄我了...60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FZziHRowf
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不......不.........不！！！60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrZxLRkNml
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「不可能！！」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxeM6MwT3J
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我一把推開爹，我感覺到全身都在顫抖，眼睛不斷的「哭」，背後有種火燒的痛覺和衣服撕裂的聲響，但我全都沒去注意。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5sx9ylHH4
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「如夢的娘叫無夢，如夢的娘不是似夢姑姑！你喝醉！你亂說！」 60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlYetTExD6
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爹望著我，雙眼迷離的大笑著，「哈哈哈！妳以為妳怎麼跟妳的似夢姑姑長得一模一樣的！當然是因為她是妳的娘阿！」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHjAkY33tf
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爹大笑著，雙眼卻哭了。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYmlV8JOyh
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「哈哈...當年為了去看妳出生，我讓妳弟弟差點死在無夢腹中，經過搶救是生下來了，可惜出生後3個時辰妳弟弟還是死了！哈哈哈哈！是因為妳喔！因為妳，妳弟弟夭折妳娘親出走摔落懸崖死了喔哈哈哈哈哈哈哈.....！」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBhTFmosXm
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騙人的...60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6TB1fRK6x
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「妳的出生伴隨著兩個人的死亡喔！我最愛的女兒阿！」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kohjJ86Q1
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騙人的...這個男人喝醉了...他在騙人...他說的都是謊言...不可以相信...不可以相信的....60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPOOFOzbMJ
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爹突然停下了笑，眼睛也停止了哭，一臉平靜的望著我，過了良久，露出一抹蘊含很多情緒的溫柔微笑。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1OjrO05UfK
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「如果妳從沒出生過那該多好。」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs063ZBpWsx
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後來我不知道怎麼了，我只知道我「哭」了，哭完之後，一個有點像我、跟我一樣年紀的男孩在我面前，溫柔的替我抹去了所有眼淚。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtxALNuPGd
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他說：「我是妳的弟弟，我當年沒有夭折，但為了給姐姐更好的生活我被似夢姑姑抱走了。」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysxeIiRpB0
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我望著他，一臉認真，雙瞳炯炯有神，盈滿了情緒。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0c4Bfsas9
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「我叫守如夢，是爹...守家唯一的繼承人！」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPIh36wJjT
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「姐姐睡吧，我會守護妳的。」弟弟將他的手遮掩住我的雙眼，另一隻手則輕輕摟著我。很溫暖，讓我的意識漸漸的飄散。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYmMLil2pK
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墜入完全黑暗深沉的睡眠中前，我看見的是一片鮮紅、血肉模糊，滿目瘡痍的瓦礫廢墟。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgiDQpdfZ2
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對了...我是在哪裡...？60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTFMhiXPFf
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來不及想清楚，我就沒有意識了。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNVYnVfwE2
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「姐姐~吃飯囉~在想什麼~？」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJoqGVb1Sx
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回過神，趴坐在窗台上的我回頭望向已經20歲的青年，輕輕一笑，手指輕撫了撫不知道為什麼，我醒來後背上就多了的這半對黑色羽翼的翅膀。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIv2kkFDzC
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「在想...今天吃什麼~」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5OILoMLHx
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望著弟弟燦爛的笑臉，我拿著弟弟在我那年醒來後送我的紫色摺扇，跳下窗台，牽著弟弟走到了飯廳。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGpUXHDSW7
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在弟弟身旁好像會讓我變多情緒，現在我除了「哭」和「笑」，也會「生氣」和「鬧彆扭」了，也明白什麼叫開心和悲傷了。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6Snj4sO8X
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對了，我和弟弟現在是殺手，很好的職業，弟弟替我戴上面紗後把人殺掉就好，從中我學到了「快感」，也得到了「血扇浮雲」的稱號。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7X504rYqVJ
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而關於過去...其實我已經慢慢的快都忘光了，不過弟弟...守如夢總會在我的身旁，就算沒有過去的記憶也一定沒問題的！

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#0 Intro
#1 犧牲 (補完)
#2 背後的意義
#3 天使物語-冰之天使族的異質者?
#4 浮雲
#5 今世非彼
#6 我還在等你
#7 《歌詞文──小小》我等著......
#8 死之眼，生之語I
#9 冬至
#10 《歌詞文──六兆年と一夜物語》
#11 水面倒影‧夢
#12 我要一個稱讚
#13 你可曾聽過，那個傳說？
#14 太陽後的黑夜
#15 何不相信自己一回呢？
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