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“制約?”46Please respect copyright.PENANAL9tFoB6qw5
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“是的,大概就是描述一種東西無聲無息進入你的生活,然後變成習慣,等到某天那樣東西不在或不見了,你會覺得不對勁。”46Please respect copyright.PENANA2ehuGk1XlC
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某次考試前的讀書會,黃瀨曾經拿著雜誌和黑子討論起這個問題,或許正逢休息時間允許短暫的放鬆,或許正逢黑子心情不錯之時,總之黑子難得沒有吐槽或冷落黃瀨,而是非常認真地聆聽。46Please respect copyright.PENANA91WNlrUsNS
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“制約這個詞,是源自於巴甫洛夫提出的古典制約理論,也就是當兩件事物經常同時出現時,大腦對其中一件事物的記憶會附帶另外一件事物。此理論一開始的重點放在反射行為或是非自願行為。任何一個反射都是中性刺激與產生的反應兩者的關係。近幾年來對古典制約理論所做的反射限制被拋棄,且自願行為的制約刺激也成為重要研究…"46Please respect copyright.PENANAizu1ZCbyi1
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“太長了!!"黃瀨跟對面的青峰同時喊道,這才讓已進入教科書解說模式的綠間回過神來,“咳,算了,說的太專業我想你們也聽不懂…”46Please respect copyright.PENANAKXWitBYNVi
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“所以小綠綠就是被幸運物制約吧。”紫原邊咬著美味棒說。46Please respect copyright.PENANAxfQQS5fyCb
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“哼,那只是日常生活中不可或缺的東西而已。”46Please respect copyright.PENANAhkI0OxbPpH
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“小綠間對幸運物真的很執著呢!”相較於綠間的鎮靜,黃瀨倒是興致勃勃,“還記得有一天小綠間的幸運物是金髮美女,結果他還真的找了一個來,真是太厲害了!”46Please respect copyright.PENANAA1gAuTs440
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“美女我十分認同,畢竟那是一種視覺享受嘛!”青峰附和著,“不過不管怎樣重點還是要胸…”46Please respect copyright.PENANAjiypFalPpr
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“行了、行了!STOP!”見關鍵字又要跑出來了,黃瀨連忙上前阻止這個一向口無遮攔的視覺派動物。46Please respect copyright.PENANAAsS3H4WyvJ
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“喂,黃瀨你又打斷我!你這個被哲制約的傢伙!”46Please respect copyright.PENANACuCTh90LfW
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“哎呀,小青峰你這麼說好像也沒錯!我也覺得我被小黑子制約了,小黑子一天不理我我就好難過啊…"46Please respect copyright.PENANAGtjGGuDJf2
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話題這種東西經常會在毫無防備時降落到身上,姑且不論“制約”一詞是否已被這幾人濫用甚至亂用,總之默不作聲待在一邊也能被拖進這場紛爭,似乎回應了綠間一早的“水瓶座今日運勢稍弱須注意"一說。46Please respect copyright.PENANAuYtbaGXje9
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“…我不認識他。"某人害羞的樣子讓綠間迅速得出一個結論,連一貫和綠間持相反意見的紫原都點頭認同,“同感。"46Please respect copyright.PENANA8CBNmaYg7z
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“赤司君呢?有這樣的東西嗎?"黑子看向眼前總是默默聆聽眾人談話的人,他實在是無法想像赤司會被什麼東西所制約。46Please respect copyright.PENANAFUxj80jue9
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“這個嘛…"赤司笑笑,眼神有意無意落到黑子身上,又在瞬間輕飄飄移走,“或許,有哦。"46Please respect copyright.PENANAfRjPfR9NTq
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赤紅雙目短暫停留,蜻蜓點水般輕柔,留下不斷迴盪的餘韻。46Please respect copyright.PENANAFpPqStwxPz
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輾轉難眠。46Please respect copyright.PENANADMq2TytwQV
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是否是秋夜難得的燥熱,早該進入夢鄉的黑子此刻仍大睜雙眼,僅管睡意不斷侵襲,他卻怎樣也無法靜下心來。46Please respect copyright.PENANAYJ9EhDFhX3
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是在期待著什麼,還是在等待著什麼,將這一切疑問訴諸無法平緩的心跳,得到的僅是不規律的悸動。沒有解答。46Please respect copyright.PENANAcFojlYt6FZ
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直到悅耳的鈴聲劃破一室的寧靜,無意識緊攥在手裡的東西才被察覺。 46Please respect copyright.PENANA9yTM9hk3ag
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“…赤司君?"46Please respect copyright.PENANAZb48GrA314
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“是我哦,"興許是放低音量的關係,另一頭傳來的聲音帶著壓抑的沙啞,還有一點一滴釋出的慵懶。黑子可以想像得到那幅畫面─就寢前的赤司躺在床上,關了燈的房間伸手不見五指,但可以清楚看見赤司的笑容,愉悅又帶點惡質, “其實是我不小心按到了撥號鍵,哲也不介意吧?"46Please respect copyright.PENANAMHq0C8DFRU
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“坦白說是挺介意的,赤司君這樣很沒創意。"這種睜眼說瞎話的玩笑大概也只有赤司會開,而且對象僅限於自己。嘴上說著困擾,其實心底倒踏實不少,至少方才鬱積在胸口的莫名騷動都被這道聲音撫平了。46Please respect copyright.PENANA2Y38sBtwDm
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“呵,收到涼太傳的郵件了嗎?”46Please respect copyright.PENANA41B5gosOZ1
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“托赤司君的福,信箱都被塞滿了。”46Please respect copyright.PENANAkjsxg1mIpB
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或許在同情受了很大的驚嚇又接連被綠間等人掛電話的黃瀨之餘,他還得先為自己多舛的命運哀悼。46Please respect copyright.PENANAfp9LIVCj0c
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“唉呀,那可真是困擾了呢。得不到解答的涼太也許會失眠呢?”當紅模特兒頂著黑眼圈來上課的模樣,這個人說不定喜聞樂見。46Please respect copyright.PENANAuk3sEZqLmf
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“說不定不只他一人呢…”黑子嘆了口氣,即刻換得赤司一抹了然,“哦?所以哲也也失眠了?”46Please respect copyright.PENANAWMbyQ0suEZ
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不承認、也不否認,黑子頓時的沉默已是最佳解答,赤司也不再追問,而自顧自地說下去,“知道失眠時怎麼做最好嗎?”46Please respect copyright.PENANAjpQUZl0GEb
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“赤司君該不會是要說故事給我聽吧,還是說要數羊?”46Please respect copyright.PENANA8oiUitNfOV
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“哲也想聽我說故事?當然沒問題…"46Please respect copyright.PENANApdhT9ybvqP
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“不了,我想還是算了,謝謝赤司君的好意。"46Please respect copyright.PENANAT3lc7pgQCP
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應承這事一定又會挖坑給自己跳,黑子當機立斷拒絕電話那頭異常爽快的答覆,說故事?赤司說不定會說鬼故事給他聽,就算不是鬼故事也一定是什麼奇怪的驚悚的故事…單憑直覺就知道這絕對是會讓自己後悔的提案。46Please respect copyright.PENANAVgjz8sR1fb
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“赤司君…"46Please respect copyright.PENANAJbxkDYiotA
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“嗯?"46Please respect copyright.PENANA6RJ6uK2fbH
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是從何時開始的呢,話筒傳來的嗓音令他感到安心,黑子閉上雙眼,感受著喜悅掏洗過的沉靜。整夜消失無蹤的倦意又慢慢回到身邊,在這之前,他也曾經在同樣的情況,聽著同樣的聲音進入夢境裡,或許,這就是所謂的依賴吧。46Please respect copyright.PENANAE97F3Mcbm0
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“還記得不久前黃瀨君說過的制約嗎?"46Please respect copyright.PENANAMWW1GTFxak
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“啊,當然記得。"46Please respect copyright.PENANAA8Yz09ipKc
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“那時的赤司君沒有回答呢。"46Please respect copyright.PENANAL8E3HfPi2h
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“哲也這麼想知道我的答案?"46Please respect copyright.PENANA17io4XDvcK
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現在仔細想起來,赤司總是不著痕跡地迴避許多關於自己的事,總是一副將所有事情置身事外的樣子,卻又將所有事情盡收眼底。就像是在下一盤棋,總在一旁觀看著,實則掌控著整盤局面。對一切事物暸若指掌的感覺,這個人再清楚不過了吧。每當望著赤司的側臉,黑子總這樣想著。46Please respect copyright.PENANA8ri8oTJxVv
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憧憬,也羨慕過赤司。黑子非常明白,自己真真切切是個普通人,嚮往那樣耀眼的存在、羨慕無所不能的完美─普通人該懷有的情緒他一樣也沒少,儘管這一切都掩蓋在平靜的面容下,鮮少表露。46Please respect copyright.PENANAb3pKe4hGWO
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但那些個複雜的情感都已化成了曾經─如果能預料未來、掌控未來,那麼“未來”的存在是否也失去了其意義?不再懷有期待,站在那樣的世界頂端俯瞰會是怎樣的風景?是不是只有寂寥的風呼嘯而過?46Please respect copyright.PENANAJzlKDdeb7V
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“是的,我想知道赤司君的答案。"46Please respect copyright.PENANAzLwMcy5daW
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想暸解他,想更加接近這個人,想站在這個人的身邊眺望一樣的風景,想法一旦萌芽,就再也無法阻止。46Please respect copyright.PENANAefkerMIPuW
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“…我很想回答你呢,哲也。"來自話筒另一邊的不是一如既往的愉悅笑聲,而是若有似無的輕歎,“但我不確定,或許它有一天會消失,或許它會一輩子存在,如果有一天它不再是或許…"46Please respect copyright.PENANAjdSejlC43Z
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一股雀躍在心裡跳動著,充滿了“如果”與“或許”的答案,模稜兩可卻讓黑子感受到極為真實的情感。46Please respect copyright.PENANAq3A86REJrb
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“那麼,希望那一天來臨時,赤司君可以告訴我答案。"就著赤司的話接口時黑子沒有一絲猶豫,不知怎地,當下便認為赤司語末的停頓是為了讓他接話而設的。46Please respect copyright.PENANANWtIpAeLjT
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“我會記得的。"溫柔僅是須臾之間,隨著話鋒一轉,空氣裡又充滿狡黠的味道,“好啦,作為提供答案的交換,哲也也該交出某樣欠我的東西了。"46Please respect copyright.PENANAww4iX7uIvg
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“…請問我欠赤司君什麼?"原來這樣也要付出代價?早知如此何必當初…黑子真有上了賊船的感受了。46Please respect copyright.PENANAlgTuM4mg0L
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“哲也,不覺得你欠我一句晚安嗎?”46Please respect copyright.PENANAQolYAnAlLs
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短暫的怔愣。46Please respect copyright.PENANAwk4VfRzbNc
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理所當然的、不可違背的口氣,說這話的人是誰,是赤司征十郎。46Please respect copyright.PENANAcItdCbe6sA
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用霸道的外殼包裹著孩子般的任性,這個人是誰,是赤司征十郎。46Please respect copyright.PENANAe1GW6q47lr
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“晚安,赤司君。"46Please respect copyright.PENANAEjaODY6qD7
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好像懂了呢。難以言喻的,躁動的起源。46Please respect copyright.PENANAIcxr7Eb6x5
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“晚安,哲也。"46Please respect copyright.PENANAQLbqiMeOd0
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他想,他也被這兩個字所制約了。46Please respect copyright.PENANACSxa7EHbLW
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