69Please respect copyright.PENANAsG4Z7SJ4sN
──我想我是嫉妒那個可以和他擁有對等身分的自己69Please respect copyright.PENANAoX46eO5GIO
By 黑子哲也69Please respect copyright.PENANAaJL2bwiH8P
69Please respect copyright.PENANAvOjYgmisP1
69Please respect copyright.PENANAWEDhtQyT4A
69Please respect copyright.PENANAUghZoTAl4w
69Please respect copyright.PENANAnHtINtKNZG
69Please respect copyright.PENANADDaMePycQC
「嘿──咻。」奮力地將裝滿紙張的箱子搬到書架的最上方,大功告成後,黑子吁了一口氣,露出小小的笑容。69Please respect copyright.PENANAgUmByRAZRb
69Please respect copyright.PENANA5qBlog90pH
黑子甩了甩手,紓解搬書搬到手痠的不適感。69Please respect copyright.PENANAGnQ1WwZ1YK
69Please respect copyright.PENANAiUwUpPguLc
他現在所在的地方是綠間的書房,這個家裡面積最大的房間裡超過一半都是堆滿各式書籍的書架,不止架子上,包括書桌上、電腦旁甚至地上都堆著滿滿的書。69Please respect copyright.PENANA7VGxHXoCdj
69Please respect copyright.PENANAjndX4qbNae
69Please respect copyright.PENANAbfp21anCgD
前面說過綠間生活習慣很嚴謹,已經到了近乎神經質的地步,照理來說書房亂成這樣他不可能視若無睹,只是最近太忙的關係,讓他抽不出多餘的時間好好整理下自己的藏書。69Please respect copyright.PENANAmCIkVN0AUK
69Please respect copyright.PENANALqH3K3DoIo
然後堆在書桌和筆電旁的書就越來越高、越來越傾斜……69Please respect copyright.PENANA6INDw9OOum
69Please respect copyright.PENANAhCRhAQp6eo
於是在好心收留他的綠間先生同一個晚上第五次被堆在腳邊的「書塔」絆到差點摔死後(沒辦法最近都在熬夜,眼花看不清是正常的),黑子自告奮勇在綠間去醫院的時候幫他整理書房。69Please respect copyright.PENANAXUrdJiDBn9
69Please respect copyright.PENANAxH0fFgjtLO
69Please respect copyright.PENANAfU772Xd2iu
「《人體解剖大全最新修訂版》?果然是綠間君在看的書。」都好正經。69Please respect copyright.PENANAf6XiRLY9BP
69Please respect copyright.PENANAOA0moMayeM
69Please respect copyright.PENANA8epGx75TvY
把手上的解剖大全細心擦過後,依照分類放到書架上,這工作聽起來很簡單,事實上做起來卻比想像中的還累,黑子花了幾乎一整個早上的時間也不過整理好三分之二而已。69Please respect copyright.PENANAGIq3dbzIcv
69Please respect copyright.PENANAXK15Kdd1vc
雖然其中也有一部份原因是因為黑子遇到自己感興趣的書時就會停下來看看,聽綠間說,他還沒失憶前也很喜歡看書,還是一名頗有名氣的作家。69Please respect copyright.PENANAXyq7hAGN8a
69Please respect copyright.PENANAcRe0xNI7oJ
儘管沒什麼印象,但他喜歡看書這點似乎一點也沒變。看來即使失憶了,大腦還是會殘留一些過去曾經留下的痕跡,不能稱之為記憶,卻自然而然的保留了下來。69Please respect copyright.PENANAFHirbpvfbm
69Please respect copyright.PENANAeaWoX3DUR5
記憶啊……到底回不回得來呢?不知道是誰說的,記不起來的事物並不是遺忘了,只是想不起來而已,也就是說一定都還存在的吧?69Please respect copyright.PENANARAhQEIAHzs
69Please respect copyright.PENANAr1OSkF16FI
69Please respect copyright.PENANAx0TnS91YgH
對了,那天高尾似乎有說過,他和綠間認識的時間比高尾跟綠間認識的時間還久的樣子……?69Please respect copyright.PENANAp2p9fQX7aC
69Please respect copyright.PENANAVSC9J0rJR7
69Please respect copyright.PENANAwKxupyVznJ
其實從來沒想過綠間對自己是那種感情。黑子有些發楞的揉著痠痛的手腕,眼眸望著窗外和他眼睛同色的晴空,連他自己都沒有發現的一絲惶然從那張甚少有感情波動的面孔上掠過。69Please respect copyright.PENANAuLpB906cxD
69Please respect copyright.PENANAzqJKKuCB1y
因為其實連黑子自己都不知道他對綠間的感情到底算是什麼了。69Please respect copyright.PENANAXq50bUmHjZ
69Please respect copyright.PENANAhzxVVf0F0s
他失憶後第一個來看他的人是綠間,聽說也是綠間把他送到醫院的──雖然貌似是因為綠間就是撞到他的人──在他失憶後收留他的人也是綠間,在他懷著對周遭完全陌生的感覺時拉著他的是綠間,沒有因為不會做家事對他生氣,雖然說話不中聽卻還是耐著性子幫他收拾的還是綠間。69Please respect copyright.PENANARlKp6ft5wj
69Please respect copyright.PENANAa8HKCLjihs
69Please respect copyright.PENANAVYvrFiQ8v6
太短太短的日子裡,可他卻已經對綠間有了太深太深的依賴。69Please respect copyright.PENANAIh7GQu2uNZ
但這樣的感情可稱之為喜歡,甚至稱之為愛了嗎?69Please respect copyright.PENANAnC0NNOVY7p
69Please respect copyright.PENANAuIgA3MBBdH
69Please respect copyright.PENANAUHKXHiuanD
69Please respect copyright.PENANAa79e8geu9z
不用高尾提醒黑子也知道,不完全的喜歡對那個驕傲的男人來說只是一種不尊重。69Please respect copyright.PENANA54kbuY0DsK
69Please respect copyright.PENANA9Xr4A1svN0
所以黑子很困惑,非常的困惑。69Please respect copyright.PENANAw2qw5b3KWt
69Please respect copyright.PENANA4jBGObgJaS
「啊,糟糕……」想得太入神導致手上的書不慎掉到地上,幸好沒有折到內頁的樣子。黑子連忙撿起來,卻在書櫃的最下面一層發現了一本看起來擁有頗久歲月的相冊。69Please respect copyright.PENANAfhXmSKBhIi
69Please respect copyright.PENANAHAtL1GRh7L
素色的封面,沒有太多不必要的花俏裝飾,儘管被放置在書櫃的最下面一層,卻顯然很常被翻閱,細心保養的相冊即使看得出擁有一定的歷史卻依然乾淨整齊,連一點灰塵也看不到。69Please respect copyright.PENANARlZRXVZu1D
69Please respect copyright.PENANAbeivdUVdZL
69Please respect copyright.PENANAn0muOIbP8e
「相冊?應該是綠間君的吧……」猜測著或許會是全家福或者是生活紀錄之類的內容,黑子好奇地打開來。69Please respect copyright.PENANAr5yrooKIcf
69Please respect copyright.PENANALkjTCm7JdJ
69Please respect copyright.PENANAmgzVp91KAs
相片很多,厚厚的相簿算一算大概有幾十頁。儘管場景不盡相同,卻大多都是籃球場或運動館;每一張相片的主角不盡相同,卻可以發現幾乎都是同樣的幾個人。赤青紫綠黃藍粉,有著鮮亮髮色的少年少女在遙遠的過去、在每一張屬於記憶裡的場景裡露出燦爛的笑容,那般張揚的、鮮活的、充滿生命力的,肆意揮霍著屬於他們的年少輕狂。69Please respect copyright.PENANAXaFFPeCVfS
69Please respect copyright.PENANAMPmeyifhEh
69Please respect copyright.PENANAIQTebgNs6z
相片裡少年們都穿著寬鬆的球衣,水藍與白的底色上標誌著鮮明的「TEIKO」。69Please respect copyright.PENANAiXjF6Gkg4F
69Please respect copyright.PENANAoJxmWYj8g1
TEIKO,帝光。69Please respect copyright.PENANAJDlts15ZvB
69Please respect copyright.PENANAKoPkOjLwAz
69Please respect copyright.PENANAAKfxoO4B9D
儘管模樣比起現在要稚嫩許多,但黑子還是一眼就認出了相片中的自己和綠間。69Please respect copyright.PENANAgZNdwDXvgv
69Please respect copyright.PENANApdp7glTa8w
隊伍中的少年,一個有著水藍色的眉眼卻存在感稀薄得不可思議;一個身材高大拿著浣熊信樂燒,一雙秀麗的翠綠色眼眸卻滿臉彆扭,顯然是硬被拉過來拍照。69Please respect copyright.PENANAkKEkUg9shc
69Please respect copyright.PENANAZBgHEAurJe
69Please respect copyright.PENANAPXyXj533FS
看了下相片背後註明的拍攝日期,這是綠間國中時期拍下的相片。69Please respect copyright.PENANAtv9HMPkk8l
69Please respect copyright.PENANAEcQd9OeShj
也就是說,黑子跟綠間早在他們中學時就已經認識了。69Please respect copyright.PENANAVye2ZvrZSI
69Please respect copyright.PENANAg93d7JNrcd
69Please respect copyright.PENANAQkdwObqcme
難怪高尾會說黑子跟綠間認識的時間比他要更久啊……那是現在的黑子哲也所不知道的、屬於過去的回憶和時光,而那樣的時光肯定對綠間有著非常特殊的意義,從這本相冊被保存的如此之好的情況就可以知道了。並不是什麼隨便的東西都能讓綠間真太郎如此重視,在這個家住了這麼久,黑子不曾看過其他有關於過去的綠間的任何物品,不管事畢業紀念冊還是其他什麼的也好,可是這本不起眼的相冊卻讓綠間如此珍而重之地收藏著。69Please respect copyright.PENANA6NUf4l29VF
69Please respect copyright.PENANAR0amDZCTsJ
69Please respect copyright.PENANAuU5S8eGA2X
懷著有點複雜的情感收起了那本保存良好的相冊,黑子繼續著先前整理書架的動作,只是思緒卻完全無法專注在這上面。69Please respect copyright.PENANAZjJqOffcmr
69Please respect copyright.PENANAoQ9ys1Iwje
想著那本相冊,想著相片裡神采飛揚的少年們,想著那個時候的他和他,想著在綠間最珍惜的過去裡佔著一席之地的自己,那個從前的黑子哲也。69Please respect copyright.PENANALcxraKg6WO
69Please respect copyright.PENANAeUSnacGdAr
黑子突然發現他居然有點嫉妒起那個和綠間有著不一樣牽絆的、以前的自己。69Please respect copyright.PENANAi5YlEq13Xf
69Please respect copyright.PENANA3GeDGqVIW4
69Please respect copyright.PENANAsC6DvZFmnY
69Please respect copyright.PENANAPPYu5foL8i
69Please respect copyright.PENANAnMWZAaaVSA
69Please respect copyright.PENANAbxvvGrC6VL
69Please respect copyright.PENANAvXOmYHgJHM
TBC.
ns216.73.216.144da2 ──我想我是嫉妒那個可以和他擁有對等身分的自己69Please respect copyright.PENANAoX46eO5GIO
By 黑子哲也69Please respect copyright.PENANAaJL2bwiH8P
69Please respect copyright.PENANAvOjYgmisP1
69Please respect copyright.PENANAWEDhtQyT4A
69Please respect copyright.PENANAUghZoTAl4w
69Please respect copyright.PENANAnHtINtKNZG
69Please respect copyright.PENANADDaMePycQC
「嘿──咻。」奮力地將裝滿紙張的箱子搬到書架的最上方,大功告成後,黑子吁了一口氣,露出小小的笑容。69Please respect copyright.PENANAgUmByRAZRb
69Please respect copyright.PENANA5qBlog90pH
黑子甩了甩手,紓解搬書搬到手痠的不適感。69Please respect copyright.PENANAGnQ1WwZ1YK
69Please respect copyright.PENANAiUwUpPguLc
他現在所在的地方是綠間的書房,這個家裡面積最大的房間裡超過一半都是堆滿各式書籍的書架,不止架子上,包括書桌上、電腦旁甚至地上都堆著滿滿的書。69Please respect copyright.PENANA7VGxHXoCdj
69Please respect copyright.PENANAjndX4qbNae
69Please respect copyright.PENANAbfp21anCgD
前面說過綠間生活習慣很嚴謹,已經到了近乎神經質的地步,照理來說書房亂成這樣他不可能視若無睹,只是最近太忙的關係,讓他抽不出多餘的時間好好整理下自己的藏書。69Please respect copyright.PENANAmCIkVN0AUK
69Please respect copyright.PENANALqH3K3DoIo
然後堆在書桌和筆電旁的書就越來越高、越來越傾斜……69Please respect copyright.PENANA6INDw9OOum
69Please respect copyright.PENANAhCRhAQp6eo
於是在好心收留他的綠間先生同一個晚上第五次被堆在腳邊的「書塔」絆到差點摔死後(沒辦法最近都在熬夜,眼花看不清是正常的),黑子自告奮勇在綠間去醫院的時候幫他整理書房。69Please respect copyright.PENANAXUrdJiDBn9
69Please respect copyright.PENANAxH0fFgjtLO
69Please respect copyright.PENANAfU772Xd2iu
「《人體解剖大全最新修訂版》?果然是綠間君在看的書。」都好正經。69Please respect copyright.PENANAf6XiRLY9BP
69Please respect copyright.PENANAOA0moMayeM
69Please respect copyright.PENANA8epGx75TvY
把手上的解剖大全細心擦過後,依照分類放到書架上,這工作聽起來很簡單,事實上做起來卻比想像中的還累,黑子花了幾乎一整個早上的時間也不過整理好三分之二而已。69Please respect copyright.PENANAGIq3dbzIcv
69Please respect copyright.PENANAXK15Kdd1vc
雖然其中也有一部份原因是因為黑子遇到自己感興趣的書時就會停下來看看,聽綠間說,他還沒失憶前也很喜歡看書,還是一名頗有名氣的作家。69Please respect copyright.PENANAXyq7hAGN8a
69Please respect copyright.PENANAcRe0xNI7oJ
儘管沒什麼印象,但他喜歡看書這點似乎一點也沒變。看來即使失憶了,大腦還是會殘留一些過去曾經留下的痕跡,不能稱之為記憶,卻自然而然的保留了下來。69Please respect copyright.PENANAFHirbpvfbm
69Please respect copyright.PENANAeaWoX3DUR5
記憶啊……到底回不回得來呢?不知道是誰說的,記不起來的事物並不是遺忘了,只是想不起來而已,也就是說一定都還存在的吧?69Please respect copyright.PENANARAhQEIAHzs
69Please respect copyright.PENANAr1OSkF16FI
69Please respect copyright.PENANAx0TnS91YgH
對了,那天高尾似乎有說過,他和綠間認識的時間比高尾跟綠間認識的時間還久的樣子……?69Please respect copyright.PENANAp2p9fQX7aC
69Please respect copyright.PENANAVSC9J0rJR7
69Please respect copyright.PENANAwKxupyVznJ
其實從來沒想過綠間對自己是那種感情。黑子有些發楞的揉著痠痛的手腕,眼眸望著窗外和他眼睛同色的晴空,連他自己都沒有發現的一絲惶然從那張甚少有感情波動的面孔上掠過。69Please respect copyright.PENANAuLpB906cxD
69Please respect copyright.PENANAzqJKKuCB1y
因為其實連黑子自己都不知道他對綠間的感情到底算是什麼了。69Please respect copyright.PENANAXq50bUmHjZ
69Please respect copyright.PENANAhzxVVf0F0s
他失憶後第一個來看他的人是綠間,聽說也是綠間把他送到醫院的──雖然貌似是因為綠間就是撞到他的人──在他失憶後收留他的人也是綠間,在他懷著對周遭完全陌生的感覺時拉著他的是綠間,沒有因為不會做家事對他生氣,雖然說話不中聽卻還是耐著性子幫他收拾的還是綠間。69Please respect copyright.PENANARlKp6ft5wj
69Please respect copyright.PENANAa8HKCLjihs
69Please respect copyright.PENANAVYvrFiQ8v6
太短太短的日子裡,可他卻已經對綠間有了太深太深的依賴。69Please respect copyright.PENANAIh7GQu2uNZ
但這樣的感情可稱之為喜歡,甚至稱之為愛了嗎?69Please respect copyright.PENANAnC0NNOVY7p
69Please respect copyright.PENANAuIgA3MBBdH
69Please respect copyright.PENANAUHKXHiuanD
69Please respect copyright.PENANAa79e8geu9z
不用高尾提醒黑子也知道,不完全的喜歡對那個驕傲的男人來說只是一種不尊重。69Please respect copyright.PENANA54kbuY0DsK
69Please respect copyright.PENANA9Xr4A1svN0
所以黑子很困惑,非常的困惑。69Please respect copyright.PENANAw2qw5b3KWt
69Please respect copyright.PENANA4jBGObgJaS
「啊,糟糕……」想得太入神導致手上的書不慎掉到地上,幸好沒有折到內頁的樣子。黑子連忙撿起來,卻在書櫃的最下面一層發現了一本看起來擁有頗久歲月的相冊。69Please respect copyright.PENANAfhXmSKBhIi
69Please respect copyright.PENANAHAtL1GRh7L
素色的封面,沒有太多不必要的花俏裝飾,儘管被放置在書櫃的最下面一層,卻顯然很常被翻閱,細心保養的相冊即使看得出擁有一定的歷史卻依然乾淨整齊,連一點灰塵也看不到。69Please respect copyright.PENANARlZRXVZu1D
69Please respect copyright.PENANAbeivdUVdZL
69Please respect copyright.PENANAn0muOIbP8e
「相冊?應該是綠間君的吧……」猜測著或許會是全家福或者是生活紀錄之類的內容,黑子好奇地打開來。69Please respect copyright.PENANAr5yrooKIcf
69Please respect copyright.PENANALkjTCm7JdJ
69Please respect copyright.PENANAmgzVp91KAs
相片很多,厚厚的相簿算一算大概有幾十頁。儘管場景不盡相同,卻大多都是籃球場或運動館;每一張相片的主角不盡相同,卻可以發現幾乎都是同樣的幾個人。赤青紫綠黃藍粉,有著鮮亮髮色的少年少女在遙遠的過去、在每一張屬於記憶裡的場景裡露出燦爛的笑容,那般張揚的、鮮活的、充滿生命力的,肆意揮霍著屬於他們的年少輕狂。69Please respect copyright.PENANAXaFFPeCVfS
69Please respect copyright.PENANAMPmeyifhEh
69Please respect copyright.PENANAIQTebgNs6z
相片裡少年們都穿著寬鬆的球衣,水藍與白的底色上標誌著鮮明的「TEIKO」。69Please respect copyright.PENANAiXjF6Gkg4F
69Please respect copyright.PENANAoJxmWYj8g1
TEIKO,帝光。69Please respect copyright.PENANAJDlts15ZvB
69Please respect copyright.PENANAKoPkOjLwAz
69Please respect copyright.PENANAAKfxoO4B9D
儘管模樣比起現在要稚嫩許多,但黑子還是一眼就認出了相片中的自己和綠間。69Please respect copyright.PENANAgZNdwDXvgv
69Please respect copyright.PENANApdp7glTa8w
隊伍中的少年,一個有著水藍色的眉眼卻存在感稀薄得不可思議;一個身材高大拿著浣熊信樂燒,一雙秀麗的翠綠色眼眸卻滿臉彆扭,顯然是硬被拉過來拍照。69Please respect copyright.PENANAkKEkUg9shc
69Please respect copyright.PENANAZBgHEAurJe
69Please respect copyright.PENANAPXyXj533FS
看了下相片背後註明的拍攝日期,這是綠間國中時期拍下的相片。69Please respect copyright.PENANAtv9HMPkk8l
69Please respect copyright.PENANAEcQd9OeShj
也就是說,黑子跟綠間早在他們中學時就已經認識了。69Please respect copyright.PENANAVye2ZvrZSI
69Please respect copyright.PENANAg93d7JNrcd
69Please respect copyright.PENANAQkdwObqcme
難怪高尾會說黑子跟綠間認識的時間比他要更久啊……那是現在的黑子哲也所不知道的、屬於過去的回憶和時光,而那樣的時光肯定對綠間有著非常特殊的意義,從這本相冊被保存的如此之好的情況就可以知道了。並不是什麼隨便的東西都能讓綠間真太郎如此重視,在這個家住了這麼久,黑子不曾看過其他有關於過去的綠間的任何物品,不管事畢業紀念冊還是其他什麼的也好,可是這本不起眼的相冊卻讓綠間如此珍而重之地收藏著。69Please respect copyright.PENANA6NUf4l29VF
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懷著有點複雜的情感收起了那本保存良好的相冊,黑子繼續著先前整理書架的動作,只是思緒卻完全無法專注在這上面。69Please respect copyright.PENANAZjJqOffcmr
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想著那本相冊,想著相片裡神采飛揚的少年們,想著那個時候的他和他,想著在綠間最珍惜的過去裡佔著一席之地的自己,那個從前的黑子哲也。69Please respect copyright.PENANALcxraKg6WO
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黑子突然發現他居然有點嫉妒起那個和綠間有著不一樣牽絆的、以前的自己。69Please respect copyright.PENANAi5YlEq13Xf
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TBC.