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「漾漾，學長要結婚了。」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArlYY2oMAD
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褚冥漾抬起頭，有些愣愣地看相對面的好友，好像對方剛剛說的不是地球話似的。他下意識的微笑，然後像是要掩飾什麼一樣，端起擺在自己面前的咖啡象徵性地喝了一口。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujZ5PgEWwJ
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見狀，千冬歲嘆了口氣，鏡片後的銳利目光掃向褚冥漾，彷彿想要透過這樣來窺探對方內心的想法。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZ3syMmTQi
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「漾漾……」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOEYbkrj4O
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知道好友打算說什麼，褚冥漾制止了千冬歲未完的話，垂下視線，他揚起淡淡的微笑。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38bsJ3E74h
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「千冬歲，我沒事的。」裝作沒看到友人不贊同的眼神，褚冥漾將注意力移到方才被他冷落已久的蛋糕。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvTQyHr6mE
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他知道會有這麼一天的，這是學長的責任，也是義務。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMwiBJGxNV
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甜甜的糕點送入口中，卻好像失去了味道一樣，褚冥漾放下手中的叉子，只動了一口的蛋糕放在桌上特別顯得突兀，他拿起杯子，香醇的咖啡味撲鼻而來。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGKb0HkB59
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什麼時候開始，不愛苦澀的他也開始喝起咖啡？81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvX7bOXxJn2
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大概，是回到原世界之後吧……81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJwSDoLoUB
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那個時候也別無選擇，他是不可能再繼續待在守世界了，除了回來他也想不到別的地方可去。雖然，這只是他的一廂情願……81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2jxa330op
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「漾漾，你……會回來嗎？」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZwhidP6fa
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褚冥漾看向黑髮的友人，見對方小心翼翼的模樣不禁有些失笑。他知道對方真正想問的是什麼，也知道對方顧慮的是什麼。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVjFoInsoz
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只是，他還能回去嗎？如果他回去了，到目前為止所做出的犧牲和退讓不都白費了？

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「應該不會吧……」笑了笑，褚冥漾再度端起咖啡，思緒卻開始飛到很遠的地方。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBh7VSps7bz
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高二那一年，當學長完成治療從焰谷回來後，他們就開始交往。這件事知情的其實只有幾位朋友和熟人，而對他們來說，看著這兩人在經歷了風風雨雨後終於走在一起，沒有比這更讓人欣慰的事了。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUhVCq4LOR
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褚冥漾曾經很不解為什麼他們能這麼理所當然的看待同性交往這件事，只有他們明白，在看到冰炎為了褚冥漾甘願葬身冰川、看到褚冥漾一次又一次在睡夢中哭著夢囈著希望冰炎回來，他們就知道，兩人之間的牽絆有多強烈。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMRv5dbYpg
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這樣的依賴、這樣的掛念，純粹真摯的讓他們動容。於是瞭然，這兩人無論如何都會走到一塊的。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9AKINHCP4
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只是，為什麼後來會變成這樣呢？81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0vm59N0YM
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「吶、千冬歲，我是不是很過分呢？」褚冥漾牽起略帶苦澀的微笑，低頭把玩著咖啡杯的把手，這幾年更清瘦的臉龐看上去有著說不出的疲倦，上衣領口處的墜飾在衣衫間隱約擺盪著。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8yMW1urgXm
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那條項鍊千冬歲知道，那是學長在他們決定交往後送給褚冥漾的第一件禮物。澄藍透明的水晶墜，上頭有著冰牙族特有的精靈祝福，褚冥漾非常喜歡，喜歡到從不離身的配戴。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAd8YoR8MTt
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那時他們都以為，這兩人會天長地久。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JEaptDbAr
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「漾漾，這個問題你該問的人不是我。」千冬歲起身，黑眸中似有著淺淺的哀傷，他探手入懷中，拿出一張燙金的典雅卡片放在桌上，然後推到褚冥漾眼前。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQZ7McxK9a
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「去好好說清楚吧，漾漾，我們都不希望看到你後悔。」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvq4SkOTWdd
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褚冥漾愣愣地注視著那張薄薄的請帖，連千冬歲什麼時候走的都不知道。珍珠白的結婚邀請函上勾勒著複雜美麗的花紋，新郎新娘的名字用通用語整齊地並列著，褚冥漾有些顫抖地伸出手，輕輕撫摸那個熟悉到他絕對不會忘記的名字。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JVgERab9A
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颯彌亞‧伊沐洛‧巴瑟蘭81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7OY5S1lZy
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「亞……」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34LXCWxrC0
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略微沙啞的聲音喊出最親暱的稱呼後，褚冥漾終於忍不住掉下淚。

 

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千冬歲他們從來都不知道為什麼褚冥漾要放棄跟冰炎的感情，然而每當他們觸及跟這有關的話題，結果往往是冰炎沉下臉的轉身就走或者褚冥漾眼底寫滿懇求的請他們不要再問。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoBhLW60eQ
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那一天，到底發生了什麼事沒有人知道，只知道在那之後兩人就分手，冰炎回到冰牙族，而褚冥漾則轉學到七陵，一畢業便回到原世界。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mRXkHDh9F
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而後，再無相見。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fWOcUAS9L
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『褚冥漾同學，你應該知道亞殿下是冰牙族及焰谷唯一的繼承者。』81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCm8xDYDih
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『先不說妖師的身分，光是性別這一點就足夠構成我們反對的理由。』81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK64rPlui0P
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『你身為男人，是不可能為亞殿下延續子嗣的。』81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnKZpD7yTg
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『即使亞殿下不介意，你忍心讓他背負斷絕皇家血脈的罪責嗎？』81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsPoAftivf
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『褚同學，我們希望你能考慮清楚。』81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHP2ukjoDGJ
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他知道，他都知道，即使學長不說他也知道，他只是一直在做一個美夢，希冀著這一切永遠都不要來到，當現實被血淋淋地扯開後，他才知道痛不欲生是什麼樣的滋味。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxynO5RIFLf
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褚冥漾做不到因為他而讓冰炎承受所有的責難，他瞭解他的學長是一個多麼有責任感又多麼溫柔的人，就算冰炎願意，他也捨不得。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3IU4qGeaGw
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他怎麼能讓他的亞背負這樣的罪。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70NRlxyukW
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於是他開始疏遠冰炎，盡他所有的努力去任性，只為了讓冰炎再也受不了他而主動提出分手，然而一切都只是徒勞，冰炎愛的比他所想像的還要深，褚冥漾在認知到這個事實後除了深深的喜悅外更多的卻是無法忽略的心痛。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegQiA0WQxY
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最後，他主動提出分手，然後連回答都不敢聽、倉皇的逃走了。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW90wnl04rl
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坐在小公園的鞦韆上，褚冥漾怔怔地看著天空，曾經純淨的墨黑眼瞳裡如今只有深深的疲倦，他看著雲飄過，看著鳥飛走，將腦袋徹底放空，不這樣做的話他怕又會想起更多跟學長有關的事。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpDRC7ZKLj
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這裡曾經是他跟學長出過任務的地方，七之主春秋早已離去，小公園的每一角似乎都會勾引回憶，待在這裡根本是一種凌遲，然而他卻無法不阻止自己發瘋似地自虐。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NnU84dPOF
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「褚……」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUUmZgsmN1
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聽到這個聲音，褚冥漾開始想嘲笑自己，竟然已經出現幻聽了，那麼會不會有一天，自己就這樣崩潰了呢？81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGw0t4OoWG
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「褚……」那個聲音依然在，真實的讓他無法否認。褚冥漾轉過頭，落入視線中的是他已想念了三年的身影，就在那裡，彷彿三年根本沒有在他們之間流逝過一樣。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWR0JTkVbh
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「學長……」他聽到他的聲音乾澀的不像話，他閉上嘴，試圖沒事的微笑,「好久不見。」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhNz3BbwNn
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冰炎走到他面前，好像也不知道該說什麼，只能輕輕點個頭做為回應。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrORYjQPxoG
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褚冥漾深呼吸，忍住想哭的衝動，他故作輕鬆地大方微笑著。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YFuiX5Mch
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「學長，要去找個地方坐坐嗎？」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbElExBBwfx
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坐在熟悉的咖啡廳裡，對面坐的是熟悉的人，唯一改變的是他們之間的關係。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPETAfdOIGj
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「最近……過得怎麼樣？」似乎覺得不能再沉默下去，冰炎說了他們進到這裡頭後的第一句話。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9npF2fbqO
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褚冥漾從來沒想過，他們之間有一天會這麼生疏的客套，但現實就是這樣，明明相愛的兩人成了現在這個樣子，一個就要結婚了一個只能冷眼旁觀，然後無關痛癢地坐在咖啡廳裡寒暄。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrz5B4Xwybv
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「學長，我很好，不要擔心。」鼻頭有點酸，但他依然微笑。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSivgcJd4pj
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除了微笑，他不知道他還能做什麼。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHNUvbelWF
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冰炎的身體似乎有一瞬間的僵硬，眼眸瞇起，唇線抿的死緊。褚冥漾知到這是冰炎生氣時的反應，但他什麼都不能說，冰炎左手無名指上閃耀的婚戒一再地提醒著他最殘酷的事實。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgaHrqHTMw1
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他們之間，早已結束了。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgQvzJV1PK
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「對了學長，還沒說聲恭喜呢。」褚冥漾揚起一個有些無力的笑容，聲音甚至聽得出微微顫抖，「恭喜你結……」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjMyrASt60
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「夠了！」冰炎打斷他的話，表情幾乎要扭曲了。褚冥漾從不知道他的學長會有這麼痛苦又難過的表情，就連那時被安地爾的毒素侵蝕的時候也沒有。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxxDcRxeVf
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「為什麼、為什麼你該死的要為別人想這麼多？為什麼你不能該死的再自私一點？!」冰炎握緊擺在桌上的手，施過幻術的黑眸幾乎要噴出怒火，「只要你願意，我可以不顧一切帶你走啊!!」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHXVER3yfs
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褚冥漾怔怔的看著冰炎怒吼，有什麼東西一滴一滴從眼眶掉出，然後落在衣襟上。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnuB5Gl4Ovp
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然後，他靜靜地笑了。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjeMljOto4e
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「學長，對不起，我做不到。」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHtcyo2rBq
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如果就這樣不顧一切的遠走高飛，冰牙族和焰谷該如何面對外界的閒言閒語？那個無辜的女孩又該如何面對眾人？81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjNvEKkmA4
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他真的做不到這麼自私。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPrT7jF0vl
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然而最重要的，他還是捨不得他的學長成為冰牙和焰谷的罪人。他知道他一生都會是冰炎心中最愛的那個存在，這樣就夠了……81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4OhQPGYlF
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「我過得很好，請不要擔心。」沒頭沒尾地又強調了一次，褚冥漾站起身，從口袋掏出那張喜帖放在桌上，深深地、看了冰炎最後一眼，然後往外走去。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0espWRypqJ
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如果有一天，我們再見面，你會露出什麼表情呢？81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Gz1byTr4s
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「再見，學長。」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVyNwWfD9a
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再見，學長，再也不見。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGh2rm2RlhJ
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Fin.