在相遇之前、分手之後/20140415帝光赤黑日68Please respect copyright.PENANAkSIJwon7jC
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桜の樹さらさらと 光る風に揺れてゐる68Please respect copyright.PENANAWI4CXJBU3s
あの散り急ぐ花の劇(はげ)しき日々68Please respect copyright.PENANAiQ30pkMVf2
遠き夢の如く68Please respect copyright.PENANAqRGnlFJukJ
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他們的真正相遇其實比單方面預想的還要更早一些。68Please respect copyright.PENANAK8k9QmIv3u
只是那是水色少年的祕密。68Please respect copyright.PENANA1bTSQL5mUP
也許總有一天會讓對方知道--他們真正的初遇,是在夢一樣的,那個下午。68Please respect copyright.PENANAZx6DlTxwc3
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黑子永遠不會忘記,在入學式後站在櫻花樹下的赤髮少年。68Please respect copyright.PENANAjw5Zeb4lWN
焰紅色的短髮在漫天櫻吹雪中,像是最明亮的那簇火焰,連同自身都彷彿要燃燒一般。68Please respect copyright.PENANAy8l5O51VkC
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從那個時候他就明白了,那個少年是光。68Please respect copyright.PENANAUtFDshYyHE
而他自己之後才漸漸的認知到,自己大抵就是被那樣的光芒所吸引的飛蛾吧。不自覺的在那樣的光芒旁盤旋、盤旋,最後奉獻出自身的一切,葬身於過於熾烈的光芒之中,卻不知自己為什麼賠上了自己的所有。68Please respect copyright.PENANALupzMEhfvL
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但那時候的他還不甚明白自身的定位。68Please respect copyright.PENANAEKCwqQZxVY
他只覺得,面前赤紅色的少年,好像稍一眨眼,就會消失在凋落的櫻花之中。68Please respect copyright.PENANAfvL6S3vJmh
面前太過不真實的景象,如同悠遠悠遠的夢境,在耳邊細語呢喃。68Please respect copyright.PENANAFLeXdVHiZa
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彼時的他,還不懂。68Please respect copyright.PENANAkQKSmHS6zt
然而那樣的景象卻就這樣被他固執的記憶了下來,連同那時偶然被夾進書頁中的整朵櫻花一起。68Please respect copyright.PENANA065CvvwZtl
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「休息十五分鐘!」68Please respect copyright.PENANAva3iz0mW7Z
「喂、喂哲!醒醒!別倒啊!」68Please respect copyright.PENANA4kxx6ljJbs
「……請不要……勉強我……真的撐不住……」68Please respect copyright.PENANAdcfLxeRxvY
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教練的敕令一下,所有帝光籃球隊一軍的隊員們幾乎是在那同時便大大喘了口氣,而後就是加緊時間擦汗與補充水分。68Please respect copyright.PENANAArLxcBW4rG
帝光一軍的訓練量一向都比二三軍的還要高上不只一個檔次,而這對體能只有三軍水準的黑子來說顯然離能全應付完不倒下還有一大段距離,因此黑子在教練的休息指令一傳來便毫無懸念的往體育館的木質地板直直地倒了下去。68Please respect copyright.PENANAABItXyOoXP
遠一些的青峰救援不及,眼看著那抹纖瘦的水色影子即將和地板來個親密接觸的同時,從旁竄出的一抹鮮紅色迅速地將那身影給攬進了自己懷中,讓對方免除了撞出全身傷的命運。68Please respect copyright.PENANAcEwNLuZXtS
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「沒事吧,黑子?」68Please respect copyright.PENANAOpPclObC6H
「唔、嗯……我沒事,赤司君。」眨了眨眼看向把自己接住的人,黑子愣了好半晌才規規矩矩的道了歉。十分近距離的接觸讓他感到不自在,視線飄移著最後定格在木質地板的直排紋路上。68Please respect copyright.PENANA7poPvlZXy7
「沒事就好。」赤司單手摟住黑子的腰,另一隻手將運動飲料給遞了上來,「給你。我那時候不是有給你菜單讓你照著吃嗎?怎麼又瘦了?」他皺了皺眉,掌心傳遞上來的感覺不會騙人,身旁的少年確實又比以往瘦了些,這樣的身體也難怪會連最基礎的訓練都撐不過去。68Please respect copyright.PENANAppAcK7OSfU
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「謝謝赤司君……只是,關於那份菜單,我真的沒辦法……」68Please respect copyright.PENANAzWID88FrjZ
「是嗎?」68Please respect copyright.PENANA6vYITEwPVD
「……是的,真的很抱歉。」68Please respect copyright.PENANAcn0PTrIplV
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聽聞黑子的辯解,赤司僅只是偏過頭思考了一下,而後重新給出了那麼之後我會再幫你做調整的說法,順便一提不能拒絕。68Please respect copyright.PENANA79Wu93vqW1
眼見反駁無門,黑子只得默默地應了聲是,算是順了赤司的意。68Please respect copyright.PENANAyjiDShV8PP
過了一小段時間,赤司看黑子能站穩之後才放開了一直扶著他的手臂,將毛巾披掛到黑子的肩上,他回過頭又看了黑子一眼才去找虹村處理接下來的事情,僅留下黑子一人倚著牆壁喘氣,手中的運動飲料仍維持著約三分之二的高度。68Please respect copyright.PENANAa0gdPQEj7U
黑子站在遠遠的地方看著赤司的身影,水色的眼睛被豔麗的紅色侵入,暈開一些瑰麗的色彩。68Please respect copyright.PENANAND9gavFCMn
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自己是不能再讓赤司君失望下去了。68Please respect copyright.PENANAgIn0WDS62Q
他想。視線仍定格在赤司的身影上,最終下定決心一般的撇過視線轉向青峰,而後將那瓶運動飲料一口氣喝下了一大口。68Please respect copyright.PENANAPFH32XXrNm
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他沒有注意到在他偏離視線後赤司轉過來的眼神。68Please respect copyright.PENANAuyJBoNTjoh
而那年,他們中學二年級。68Please respect copyright.PENANAlh1a8CMSNx
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木洩れ陽のあやとりが 68Please respect copyright.PENANAd20PYQdU19
解(ほど)けやがて陽が落ちる68Please respect copyright.PENANAqzwBwbnXH4
この一日が無事に過ぎる日々が68Please respect copyright.PENANA9dGB0ZKvVu
永久(とわ)に続いたなら68Please respect copyright.PENANAMUIBFSKiTi
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而後來又過了一段時間,在黃瀨涼太進入一軍、而「奇蹟的世代」開始漸漸打響了名號之後,他們幾人聚在一起的時間也開始多了起來。68Please respect copyright.PENANAvBpRk8r0sn
黑子挺喜歡這樣的氣氛。看著大家打鬧、或是帶著笑容比賽奪下一場一場的勝利,身為影子,雖然不是最主要的攻擊手,卻也能讓進攻的套路有更多變化。68Please respect copyright.PENANAiuqjr11rsw
打球成了之於他們而言最開心的一件事情。68Please respect copyright.PENANAZeznD2RdRz
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與此同時發生的還有另外一件事。68Please respect copyright.PENANABdtaQcuoqE
黑子在某天,驀然發現,自己與赤司征十郎的距離變得很近。68Please respect copyright.PENANAxcVCGGfx4m
近得彷彿伸手就能碰觸到對方。而他卻不懂是什麼時候造成這樣的結果的。68Please respect copyright.PENANA1gZRuEI6WN
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懷抱著那樣一些憧憬、混雜著過往那樣欽慕的心情,一向會讓自己與週遭劃清一道最基本的界線的黑子,對於這樣的改變,難得地,裝做什麼都不知道。他想赤司或許也或多或少有一些感覺的吧,也許……68Please respect copyright.PENANAZa4jGcC9wm
也許他是喜歡上了赤司也說不定。68Please respect copyright.PENANAizHmXCEFsw
之後怎麼樣都好,不過,只要能維持這樣的關係,和其他人一起……倒也是不錯的。68Please respect copyright.PENANAU8SEaXfTE1
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那是即將升上中學三年級的夏天。68Please respect copyright.PENANAizP2ITFlvI
蟬鳴喧囂,火紅的鳳凰木開了整樹的花,像是烈焰一樣映著陽光蒸騰。68Please respect copyright.PENANAaHYQHcbZW8
然而在那樣的景象中,黑子想起的,卻仍是一年級時,飛花中的那抹紅。68Please respect copyright.PENANAse2CrSoaEA
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真的,很像。68Please respect copyright.PENANA55ib4BKQFX
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又過了幾個月,黑子敏銳地發現了些什麼。68Please respect copyright.PENANANFsyBMxeqE
比如青峰驟然開花的天才,比如他再也碰不上青峰的拳。68Please respect copyright.PENANAUd9z0F0ACQ
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他漸漸的發現許多他過往相信的事物開始分崩離析。68Please respect copyright.PENANAPoEFRgfQI1
下意識的,他開始依賴起身邊的赤司。也許他總是認為,不論其他人再怎麼改變,只有面前的隊長是永遠永遠都不會變動的存在吧。68Please respect copyright.PENANAiHRhfgYzJ3
只是之於黑子而言,「赤司」從來都不只是代表一個「隊長」。68Please respect copyright.PENANA9RdKR8nv2X
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「赤司君。」68Please respect copyright.PENANApNaBB0WtVD
「怎麼了?」68Please respect copyright.PENANAtNWFCdw2nX
面對轉過頭來的紅瞳少年,黑子淺淺地吸了口氣。68Please respect copyright.PENANANKd9twzqGi
「我想,和赤司君談談青峰君他……」68Please respect copyright.PENANA1EvUbsKDTB
「……如果連你都來找我談這個問題,」赤司將手中的資料放回桌上,往前踏了兩步到黑子的身前,已然比他高些的視線向下看入黑子困惑的藍眸中,「那,青峰他……你也不用再試圖挽回些什麼了。」68Please respect copyright.PENANADcuoRTgh99
黑子愣愣地仰起頭,「但赤司君--」68Please respect copyright.PENANAFaaA53mwzo
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「噓。」赤司豎起骨感的手指,點在黑子的嘴唇上,示意他禁聲。68Please respect copyright.PENANANSgBxRscw2
「很多事情不是單憑我或你就能決定的,但在面對些什麼以前,我都會陪著你。」68Please respect copyright.PENANA58UKeNiDtH
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那也不是多麼緊的壓制,只是淺淺地、輕輕地覆蓋在黑子的唇上,能夠感受到赤司指尖的溫度和帶著點繭的粗糙觸感。68Please respect copyright.PENANAG8a9nQalV1
赤司不是真的讓他不要說話,他明白的。68Please respect copyright.PENANAnT4qAXWy8I
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只是看著他那樣溫柔的淺笑而已。68Please respect copyright.PENANAf02cWOEUmd
但黑子發現,他卻連一句話都說不出來了。68Please respect copyright.PENANAPDFgTQvW4F
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他們誰也沒說過喜歡、誰也沒說過交往。68Please respect copyright.PENANAiUzOJyY3te
但就是自然而然的走到了一起,而直到有了現下實際的舉動之後,老實說,不論是赤司或是黑子,對於這樣的關係,仍是一如往昔的過著。除了偶而在別人看不到的地方牽手,在沒有人的地方偷偷擁抱接吻。68Please respect copyright.PENANA7yg5CwWo2g
僅止於這樣的關係,然而黑子卻已經覺得滿足。68Please respect copyright.PENANAbdes0Q5GDL
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他還是很擔心青峰,還是對於一軍現在的狀況感到不安。68Please respect copyright.PENANA35MKeM1bNj
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然而比起這些,他想,他更願意相信赤司征十郎。68Please respect copyright.PENANAQStPVxqNjL
黑子是這樣相信著他的隊長能讓一切恢復到最初最初。68Please respect copyright.PENANAJgm8IBUzZU
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他仍然期盼著,有一天能和所有人一起笑著在球場上追求他們的勝利。68Please respect copyright.PENANAWK8fR9nRRh
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「黑子。」68Please respect copyright.PENANALPuwMPESSY
「……請問有什麼事,綠間君?」68Please respect copyright.PENANAqaSvs41iMP
在中學聯賽前幾個月,一向不太主動搭理黑子的綠間在某天找上了他。68Please respect copyright.PENANAwnuWyVe8CY
「你最近……還跟赤司那傢伙走在一起?」68Please respect copyright.PENANAnWc6HePBAg
「你想問什麼呢,綠間君?」68Please respect copyright.PENANAXYyINkPad7
面對黑子有些倔強的藍眼,綠間只是瞇起了那雙被隱藏在鏡片後的眼睛,扔下了這麼一句話。68Please respect copyright.PENANAQ2SWiKOI79
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「我不管你最近怎麼想,但你最好別以為赤司那傢伙和以前是一樣的。」68Please respect copyright.PENANAxYKzUOjenx
「我不懂你的意思,綠間君。」68Please respect copyright.PENANAnkuKToNgPH
黑子如是質問,但綠間什麼回應也沒有給他。68Please respect copyright.PENANAuhgPnzS4cA
他不懂,卻感覺到了不安。68Please respect copyright.PENANAis7EHPvzdo
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直到黑子真正理解了綠間那句話的意義時,已然是赤司與紫原的那場爭執之後。68Please respect copyright.PENANA5GFY3AZ81O
當他看著那雙已然轉換成金赤交雜的異瞳時,他才真正的發現了,面前的赤司不知什麼時候開始,已經不是他熟悉的那一個了。68Please respect copyright.PENANAyM03a1wGzR
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面前的赤司看著他,驀地勾起了一個笑容。68Please respect copyright.PENANAYFEAySncLk
他說,「哲也」。68Please respect copyright.PENANADwKNckxl32
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短短的幾個音節,構成自己的名字,溢出對方姣好的唇瓣。68Please respect copyright.PENANADmpeyCpKE7
然而也就是那幾個字,讓黑子錯愕地睜大了眼睛,心底好像有什麼地方隨著那一聲呼喚而崩落成片,墜落消失。68Please respect copyright.PENANAdZTvbCOOcy
他覺得全身發冷。68Please respect copyright.PENANAqkVDEAVd01
只是,能帶給他溫暖的那個人,在他的面前,已經找不到了。68Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6rkHIeLvA
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如果一切都能不變該有多好。68Please respect copyright.PENANAuiLE3jqXwr
黑子靜靜地捧著當初入學時帶著的文庫集,站在帝光的櫻花道下。68Please respect copyright.PENANAuMmFrYsvX3
他最後還是選擇了逃避,逃開了青峰、逃開了所有人、逃開了赤司征十郎。68Please respect copyright.PENANAGAMQG4v0Vv
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人總是在嘴上掛著如果,但是世界上從來沒有如果。68Please respect copyright.PENANAQ2kOftggJT
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黑子翻開了手上的文庫集,一頁一頁,在最後頭找到了當年的那朵櫻花。68Please respect copyright.PENANAqXDgjoEk4M
因為文庫集的重量,五瓣的花瓣緊緊地貼服在最後的書殼上,泛著點衰敗的咖啡色,只有最裡頭的部分還染著些許柔和的煙粉。68Please respect copyright.PENANAgBLxULGoAD
他輕輕的觸上那片脆弱的花瓣,以著不把它碰碎的力道劃過那漂亮的形狀。68Please respect copyright.PENANAkpUxWLA10l
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當時的櫻花早已經是這副模樣。68Please respect copyright.PENANApcXDmAByZe
當時看見的他、呢?68Please respect copyright.PENANAQJmKEhXd3O
黑子這麼問自己,但他不敢給自己答案。68Please respect copyright.PENANAviPCGNZbkb
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三年前,他站在這裡,看著那個人被埋沒在櫻雪之下,像是燃燒的火焰。68Please respect copyright.PENANAmxB6rMCGNi
三年後,他仍站在這裡,被埋沒於櫻雪之下的,卻是他這樣晦澀的冰影。68Please respect copyright.PENANAEpLngklJxC
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人生若只如初見。68Please respect copyright.PENANA3g5iYS0Axz
他眼前的,仍然是那個光芒一樣耀眼的赤髮少年。68Please respect copyright.PENANAQ7YGaCvEYq
氤氳成整片朦朧的紅。68Please respect copyright.PENANAg8EziOVSUF
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*BGM-mao《花のあとさき》68Please respect copyright.PENANAL3Vb5e3c6V
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桜の樹さらさらと 光る風に揺れてゐる68Please respect copyright.PENANAWI4CXJBU3s
あの散り急ぐ花の劇(はげ)しき日々68Please respect copyright.PENANAiQ30pkMVf2
遠き夢の如く68Please respect copyright.PENANAqRGnlFJukJ
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他們的真正相遇其實比單方面預想的還要更早一些。68Please respect copyright.PENANAK8k9QmIv3u
只是那是水色少年的祕密。68Please respect copyright.PENANA1bTSQL5mUP
也許總有一天會讓對方知道--他們真正的初遇,是在夢一樣的,那個下午。68Please respect copyright.PENANAZx6DlTxwc3
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黑子永遠不會忘記,在入學式後站在櫻花樹下的赤髮少年。68Please respect copyright.PENANAjw5Zeb4lWN
焰紅色的短髮在漫天櫻吹雪中,像是最明亮的那簇火焰,連同自身都彷彿要燃燒一般。68Please respect copyright.PENANAy8l5O51VkC
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從那個時候他就明白了,那個少年是光。68Please respect copyright.PENANAUtFDshYyHE
而他自己之後才漸漸的認知到,自己大抵就是被那樣的光芒所吸引的飛蛾吧。不自覺的在那樣的光芒旁盤旋、盤旋,最後奉獻出自身的一切,葬身於過於熾烈的光芒之中,卻不知自己為什麼賠上了自己的所有。68Please respect copyright.PENANALupzMEhfvL
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但那時候的他還不甚明白自身的定位。68Please respect copyright.PENANAEKCwqQZxVY
他只覺得,面前赤紅色的少年,好像稍一眨眼,就會消失在凋落的櫻花之中。68Please respect copyright.PENANAfvL6S3vJmh
面前太過不真實的景象,如同悠遠悠遠的夢境,在耳邊細語呢喃。68Please respect copyright.PENANAFLeXdVHiZa
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彼時的他,還不懂。68Please respect copyright.PENANAkQKSmHS6zt
然而那樣的景象卻就這樣被他固執的記憶了下來,連同那時偶然被夾進書頁中的整朵櫻花一起。68Please respect copyright.PENANA065CvvwZtl
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「休息十五分鐘!」68Please respect copyright.PENANAva3iz0mW7Z
「喂、喂哲!醒醒!別倒啊!」68Please respect copyright.PENANA4kxx6ljJbs
「……請不要……勉強我……真的撐不住……」68Please respect copyright.PENANAdcfLxeRxvY
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教練的敕令一下,所有帝光籃球隊一軍的隊員們幾乎是在那同時便大大喘了口氣,而後就是加緊時間擦汗與補充水分。68Please respect copyright.PENANAArLxcBW4rG
帝光一軍的訓練量一向都比二三軍的還要高上不只一個檔次,而這對體能只有三軍水準的黑子來說顯然離能全應付完不倒下還有一大段距離,因此黑子在教練的休息指令一傳來便毫無懸念的往體育館的木質地板直直地倒了下去。68Please respect copyright.PENANAABItXyOoXP
遠一些的青峰救援不及,眼看著那抹纖瘦的水色影子即將和地板來個親密接觸的同時,從旁竄出的一抹鮮紅色迅速地將那身影給攬進了自己懷中,讓對方免除了撞出全身傷的命運。68Please respect copyright.PENANAcEwNLuZXtS
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「沒事吧,黑子?」68Please respect copyright.PENANAOpPclObC6H
「唔、嗯……我沒事,赤司君。」眨了眨眼看向把自己接住的人,黑子愣了好半晌才規規矩矩的道了歉。十分近距離的接觸讓他感到不自在,視線飄移著最後定格在木質地板的直排紋路上。68Please respect copyright.PENANA7poPvlZXy7
「沒事就好。」赤司單手摟住黑子的腰,另一隻手將運動飲料給遞了上來,「給你。我那時候不是有給你菜單讓你照著吃嗎?怎麼又瘦了?」他皺了皺眉,掌心傳遞上來的感覺不會騙人,身旁的少年確實又比以往瘦了些,這樣的身體也難怪會連最基礎的訓練都撐不過去。68Please respect copyright.PENANAppAcK7OSfU
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「謝謝赤司君……只是,關於那份菜單,我真的沒辦法……」68Please respect copyright.PENANAzWID88FrjZ
「是嗎?」68Please respect copyright.PENANA6vYITEwPVD
「……是的,真的很抱歉。」68Please respect copyright.PENANAcn0PTrIplV
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聽聞黑子的辯解,赤司僅只是偏過頭思考了一下,而後重新給出了那麼之後我會再幫你做調整的說法,順便一提不能拒絕。68Please respect copyright.PENANA79Wu93vqW1
眼見反駁無門,黑子只得默默地應了聲是,算是順了赤司的意。68Please respect copyright.PENANAyjiDShV8PP
過了一小段時間,赤司看黑子能站穩之後才放開了一直扶著他的手臂,將毛巾披掛到黑子的肩上,他回過頭又看了黑子一眼才去找虹村處理接下來的事情,僅留下黑子一人倚著牆壁喘氣,手中的運動飲料仍維持著約三分之二的高度。68Please respect copyright.PENANAa0gdPQEj7U
黑子站在遠遠的地方看著赤司的身影,水色的眼睛被豔麗的紅色侵入,暈開一些瑰麗的色彩。68Please respect copyright.PENANAND9gavFCMn
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自己是不能再讓赤司君失望下去了。68Please respect copyright.PENANAgIn0WDS62Q
他想。視線仍定格在赤司的身影上,最終下定決心一般的撇過視線轉向青峰,而後將那瓶運動飲料一口氣喝下了一大口。68Please respect copyright.PENANAPFH32XXrNm
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他沒有注意到在他偏離視線後赤司轉過來的眼神。68Please respect copyright.PENANAuyJBoNTjoh
而那年,他們中學二年級。68Please respect copyright.PENANAlh1a8CMSNx
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木洩れ陽のあやとりが 68Please respect copyright.PENANAd20PYQdU19
解(ほど)けやがて陽が落ちる68Please respect copyright.PENANAqzwBwbnXH4
この一日が無事に過ぎる日々が68Please respect copyright.PENANA9dGB0ZKvVu
永久(とわ)に続いたなら68Please respect copyright.PENANAMUIBFSKiTi
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而後來又過了一段時間,在黃瀨涼太進入一軍、而「奇蹟的世代」開始漸漸打響了名號之後,他們幾人聚在一起的時間也開始多了起來。68Please respect copyright.PENANAvBpRk8r0sn
黑子挺喜歡這樣的氣氛。看著大家打鬧、或是帶著笑容比賽奪下一場一場的勝利,身為影子,雖然不是最主要的攻擊手,卻也能讓進攻的套路有更多變化。68Please respect copyright.PENANAiuqjr11rsw
打球成了之於他們而言最開心的一件事情。68Please respect copyright.PENANAZeznD2RdRz
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與此同時發生的還有另外一件事。68Please respect copyright.PENANABdtaQcuoqE
黑子在某天,驀然發現,自己與赤司征十郎的距離變得很近。68Please respect copyright.PENANAxcVCGGfx4m
近得彷彿伸手就能碰觸到對方。而他卻不懂是什麼時候造成這樣的結果的。68Please respect copyright.PENANA1gZRuEI6WN
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懷抱著那樣一些憧憬、混雜著過往那樣欽慕的心情,一向會讓自己與週遭劃清一道最基本的界線的黑子,對於這樣的改變,難得地,裝做什麼都不知道。他想赤司或許也或多或少有一些感覺的吧,也許……68Please respect copyright.PENANAZa4jGcC9wm
也許他是喜歡上了赤司也說不定。68Please respect copyright.PENANAizHmXCEFsw
之後怎麼樣都好,不過,只要能維持這樣的關係,和其他人一起……倒也是不錯的。68Please respect copyright.PENANAU8SEaXfTE1
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那是即將升上中學三年級的夏天。68Please respect copyright.PENANAizP2ITFlvI
蟬鳴喧囂,火紅的鳳凰木開了整樹的花,像是烈焰一樣映著陽光蒸騰。68Please respect copyright.PENANAaHYQHcbZW8
然而在那樣的景象中,黑子想起的,卻仍是一年級時,飛花中的那抹紅。68Please respect copyright.PENANAse2CrSoaEA
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真的,很像。68Please respect copyright.PENANA55ib4BKQFX
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又過了幾個月,黑子敏銳地發現了些什麼。68Please respect copyright.PENANANFsyBMxeqE
比如青峰驟然開花的天才,比如他再也碰不上青峰的拳。68Please respect copyright.PENANAUd9z0F0ACQ
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他漸漸的發現許多他過往相信的事物開始分崩離析。68Please respect copyright.PENANAPoEFRgfQI1
下意識的,他開始依賴起身邊的赤司。也許他總是認為,不論其他人再怎麼改變,只有面前的隊長是永遠永遠都不會變動的存在吧。68Please respect copyright.PENANAiHRhfgYzJ3
只是之於黑子而言,「赤司」從來都不只是代表一個「隊長」。68Please respect copyright.PENANA9RdKR8nv2X
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「赤司君。」68Please respect copyright.PENANApNaBB0WtVD
「怎麼了?」68Please respect copyright.PENANAtNWFCdw2nX
面對轉過頭來的紅瞳少年,黑子淺淺地吸了口氣。68Please respect copyright.PENANANKd9twzqGi
「我想,和赤司君談談青峰君他……」68Please respect copyright.PENANA1EvUbsKDTB
「……如果連你都來找我談這個問題,」赤司將手中的資料放回桌上,往前踏了兩步到黑子的身前,已然比他高些的視線向下看入黑子困惑的藍眸中,「那,青峰他……你也不用再試圖挽回些什麼了。」68Please respect copyright.PENANADcuoRTgh99
黑子愣愣地仰起頭,「但赤司君--」68Please respect copyright.PENANAFaaA53mwzo
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「噓。」赤司豎起骨感的手指,點在黑子的嘴唇上,示意他禁聲。68Please respect copyright.PENANANSgBxRscw2
「很多事情不是單憑我或你就能決定的,但在面對些什麼以前,我都會陪著你。」68Please respect copyright.PENANA58UKeNiDtH
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那也不是多麼緊的壓制,只是淺淺地、輕輕地覆蓋在黑子的唇上,能夠感受到赤司指尖的溫度和帶著點繭的粗糙觸感。68Please respect copyright.PENANAG8a9nQalV1
赤司不是真的讓他不要說話,他明白的。68Please respect copyright.PENANAnT4qAXWy8I
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只是看著他那樣溫柔的淺笑而已。68Please respect copyright.PENANAf02cWOEUmd
但黑子發現,他卻連一句話都說不出來了。68Please respect copyright.PENANAPDFgTQvW4F
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他們誰也沒說過喜歡、誰也沒說過交往。68Please respect copyright.PENANAiUzOJyY3te
但就是自然而然的走到了一起,而直到有了現下實際的舉動之後,老實說,不論是赤司或是黑子,對於這樣的關係,仍是一如往昔的過著。除了偶而在別人看不到的地方牽手,在沒有人的地方偷偷擁抱接吻。68Please respect copyright.PENANA7yg5CwWo2g
僅止於這樣的關係,然而黑子卻已經覺得滿足。68Please respect copyright.PENANAbdes0Q5GDL
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他還是很擔心青峰,還是對於一軍現在的狀況感到不安。68Please respect copyright.PENANA35MKeM1bNj
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然而比起這些,他想,他更願意相信赤司征十郎。68Please respect copyright.PENANAQStPVxqNjL
黑子是這樣相信著他的隊長能讓一切恢復到最初最初。68Please respect copyright.PENANAJgm8IBUzZU
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他仍然期盼著,有一天能和所有人一起笑著在球場上追求他們的勝利。68Please respect copyright.PENANAWK8fR9nRRh
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「黑子。」68Please respect copyright.PENANALPuwMPESSY
「……請問有什麼事,綠間君?」68Please respect copyright.PENANAqaSvs41iMP
在中學聯賽前幾個月,一向不太主動搭理黑子的綠間在某天找上了他。68Please respect copyright.PENANAwnuWyVe8CY
「你最近……還跟赤司那傢伙走在一起?」68Please respect copyright.PENANAnWc6HePBAg
「你想問什麼呢,綠間君?」68Please respect copyright.PENANAXYyINkPad7
面對黑子有些倔強的藍眼,綠間只是瞇起了那雙被隱藏在鏡片後的眼睛,扔下了這麼一句話。68Please respect copyright.PENANAQ2SWiKOI79
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「我不管你最近怎麼想,但你最好別以為赤司那傢伙和以前是一樣的。」68Please respect copyright.PENANAxYKzUOjenx
「我不懂你的意思,綠間君。」68Please respect copyright.PENANAnkuKToNgPH
黑子如是質問,但綠間什麼回應也沒有給他。68Please respect copyright.PENANAuhgPnzS4cA
他不懂,卻感覺到了不安。68Please respect copyright.PENANAis7EHPvzdo
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直到黑子真正理解了綠間那句話的意義時,已然是赤司與紫原的那場爭執之後。68Please respect copyright.PENANA5GFY3AZ81O
當他看著那雙已然轉換成金赤交雜的異瞳時,他才真正的發現了,面前的赤司不知什麼時候開始,已經不是他熟悉的那一個了。68Please respect copyright.PENANAyM03a1wGzR
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面前的赤司看著他,驀地勾起了一個笑容。68Please respect copyright.PENANAYFEAySncLk
他說,「哲也」。68Please respect copyright.PENANADwKNckxl32
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短短的幾個音節,構成自己的名字,溢出對方姣好的唇瓣。68Please respect copyright.PENANADmpeyCpKE7
然而也就是那幾個字,讓黑子錯愕地睜大了眼睛,心底好像有什麼地方隨著那一聲呼喚而崩落成片,墜落消失。68Please respect copyright.PENANAdZTvbCOOcy
他覺得全身發冷。68Please respect copyright.PENANAqkVDEAVd01
只是,能帶給他溫暖的那個人,在他的面前,已經找不到了。68Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6rkHIeLvA
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如果一切都能不變該有多好。68Please respect copyright.PENANAuiLE3jqXwr
黑子靜靜地捧著當初入學時帶著的文庫集,站在帝光的櫻花道下。68Please respect copyright.PENANAuMmFrYsvX3
他最後還是選擇了逃避,逃開了青峰、逃開了所有人、逃開了赤司征十郎。68Please respect copyright.PENANAGAMQG4v0Vv
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人總是在嘴上掛著如果,但是世界上從來沒有如果。68Please respect copyright.PENANAQ2kOftggJT
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黑子翻開了手上的文庫集,一頁一頁,在最後頭找到了當年的那朵櫻花。68Please respect copyright.PENANAqXDgjoEk4M
因為文庫集的重量,五瓣的花瓣緊緊地貼服在最後的書殼上,泛著點衰敗的咖啡色,只有最裡頭的部分還染著些許柔和的煙粉。68Please respect copyright.PENANAgBLxULGoAD
他輕輕的觸上那片脆弱的花瓣,以著不把它碰碎的力道劃過那漂亮的形狀。68Please respect copyright.PENANAkpUxWLA10l
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當時的櫻花早已經是這副模樣。68Please respect copyright.PENANApcXDmAByZe
當時看見的他、呢?68Please respect copyright.PENANAQJmKEhXd3O
黑子這麼問自己,但他不敢給自己答案。68Please respect copyright.PENANAviPCGNZbkb
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三年前,他站在這裡,看著那個人被埋沒在櫻雪之下,像是燃燒的火焰。68Please respect copyright.PENANAmxB6rMCGNi
三年後,他仍站在這裡,被埋沒於櫻雪之下的,卻是他這樣晦澀的冰影。68Please respect copyright.PENANAEpLngklJxC
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人生若只如初見。68Please respect copyright.PENANA3g5iYS0Axz
他眼前的,仍然是那個光芒一樣耀眼的赤髮少年。68Please respect copyright.PENANAQ7YGaCvEYq
氤氳成整片朦朧的紅。68Please respect copyright.PENANAg8EziOVSUF
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桜の樹さらさらと 光る風に揺れてゐる68Please respect copyright.PENANAaz36L8FEHe
あの散り急ぐ花の劇(はげ)しき日々68Please respect copyright.PENANA1qEESiplqx
遠き夢の如く68Please respect copyright.PENANA7jfOyasEhG
櫻樹婆娑呢喃 和煦微風中搖曳生姿68Please respect copyright.PENANAvgjPQg8iXv
花兒轉瞬凋零猛烈的那一日68Please respect copyright.PENANALbZPOBdsyA
恰似悠遠的夢68Please respect copyright.PENANAl1ijAa2F30
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この一日が無事に過ぎる日々が68Please respect copyright.PENANA89OUjQKy8z
永久(とわ)に続いたなら68Please respect copyright.PENANAa7VvrmajoK
灑落林蔭間的陽光交織成的翻花繩68Please respect copyright.PENANAZJYdv7na37
解開後太陽也已下山68Please respect copyright.PENANAs1gXfmiMvD
倘若安逸的度過整天的日子68Please respect copyright.PENANAYgGl8CEh0q
能永恆持續的話68Please respect copyright.PENANA1hEPxSwLOX
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ns216.73.216.8da2 桜の樹さらさらと 光る風に揺れてゐる68Please respect copyright.PENANAaz36L8FEHe
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會讓他們在背號日分手的我看只有我吧(ry)