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1.有點像是開水。117Please respect copyright.PENANAjpR7eTPw4D
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3.有點黑暗傾向。117Please respect copyright.PENANA6kUYHtv14H
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『只要你所希望,我都會替你達成。』117Please respect copyright.PENANAUubehDNoTA
美麗女子優雅的吐出一如以往令人安慰的話語,下半身的蛇身輕盈地滑動在水氣中,脫離重力灑溢出的水珠晶亮,隨之畫出優美的水藍弧形軌跡,彷如藝術之筆。117Please respect copyright.PENANAUFcmgQafll
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『即使在悲傷終末之後有著你不願遭遇的事實。』117Please respect copyright.PENANAMYy26OTqsY
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我做了一個夢。117Please respect copyright.PENANABMflzeYbO0
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雖然感覺自己還是躺在床上,身上卻不像是睡前有蓋著被子的重量,覺得床墊漸漸變得像是濕軟的泥沼,抑或是自己被一股力量抬起,支撐著身體的所有立足點漸漸虛浮。117Please respect copyright.PENANAWz9LEsonBI
明明知道自己是在做夢的。117Please respect copyright.PENANAX9XSQ4kDOM
即使睜著雙眼卻不可視物,無形的恐懼慢慢侵蝕著我,卻無法大叫。身體無法掙扎絲毫,彷彿被黏稠的物體包圍吸附,就這樣慢慢陷入。117Please respect copyright.PENANABJ8D94C10q
就當我以為會這麼被不明物體吞掉時,有人呼喚了我。117Please respect copyright.PENANASWD7C9SIds
那是自己熟悉的聲音以及笑顏,是自己所熟識的學長,紫袍的狩人,唯有他的身影如此清晰。喊著我名字的聲音,那中音提琴般的溫和嗓音,帶著同往常媲美和煦陽光的微笑,如化雨春風。117Please respect copyright.PENANANRvd9DNcOQ
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「漾漾。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAF91BCuD6Zo
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像是放慢的影片,他緩緩地對我伸出手,而此時我發現自己不知何時拿回了身體的控制權,猛力掙脫那些糾纏著自己的溷濁,將右手交出。117Please respect copyright.PENANAsnXqI1OZWy
但在彼此的手交疊之前,冰涼刺人的液體一滴一滴地落在我的手背上。117Please respect copyright.PENANAqB3NZOWFEl
英氣盎然的臉上滑下兩道黑色的血,融解腐蝕著面容,維持完美弧度的嘴角頓時成了諷刺。117Please respect copyright.PENANADaoVvU20R9
我嚇得縮回了手,但對方卻更快一步,一手抓著我的手腕將我拉近,另一手貼上我的後頸,將臉靠近,幾乎要碰上鼻尖。源源不絕的黑血不斷湧出,就這樣全數灑在我的胸口,我的臉頰,逐漸擴大的闇黑彷彿要將我吞噬。117Please respect copyright.PENANAcFkpZ7M0aH
他依然笑著,在我的耳邊輕喃,卻已非原本好聽的聲音。117Please respect copyright.PENANA4Lv6e3HxZC
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「──我恨你。」117Please respect copyright.PENANADYl8za43Zz
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失去光輝的無神隻眼深刻於自己的視網膜之中,一句話,三個字,就足以將我打入深淵。117Please respect copyright.PENANAnjMQA10r8h
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我一睜開眼睛,看見的就是準備呼我巴掌的學長。而左頰傳來的熱辣痛感告訴自己,這不會只是意圖動作。117Please respect copyright.PENANApnLBBczHio
「你看到什麼?」117Please respect copyright.PENANAUUBPzD4qTX
我楞住一會兒,「啊?」了一聲。117Please respect copyright.PENANAMM94GrQL3u
腦海之中只有一大片深不見底的漆黑。還來不及釐清現下什麼狀況,學長嘖了一聲,在我回應之前快一步拎著我進浴室。117Please respect copyright.PENANA658lQlMre1
「把臉洗一洗,清醒一下。」117Please respect copyright.PENANApDBJt1jxiq
…這麼和善的學長好恐怖。117Please respect copyright.PENANAOsLeNHkyhh
不知道是不是表情露陷,才這麼想完,就又被學長順手攻擊,不太重地搧了下後腦。但自己也只能搔搔後腦自認倒楣,胡亂用冰水抹著臉,擦乾後走出來才發現房裡原來不是只有學長,然也來了。117Please respect copyright.PENANAVRNm0z6PFV
他們兩人面對著坐在沙發椅上討論著什麼,然看見我出來便對自己招招手,示意我坐在他的身邊,學長則反之在同時站起身,對著然點頭示意,大概是在空氣中傳達著他們之間交流好的訊息,似乎就準備離去。117Please respect copyright.PENANAmyfIjMnj9w
才這麼想,學長又回過頭,挑揀著總覺得有點不像他的風格字句。117Please respect copyright.PENANAv86WXmnK9b
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「阿斯利安前幾天就已經痊癒離開醫療班了。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAtzEFrruHeT
我一愣,點點頭表示聽見了。117Please respect copyright.PENANAbh4TRyZ7hW
「想通了就去見他吧。」學長的語氣透漏著深刻無奈,輕嘆著,「…他現在找不到你。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAvziUkl8oy2
當下心臟一緊,像是被人用手指甲揪著慢慢慢慢的收攏。無可奈何。即使很清楚這是自己造成的,是自己親手暫時性的切斷了聯繫。117Please respect copyright.PENANANsN8Vvp9RB
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外在形式上的陌生人。117Please respect copyright.PENANAUvgx5S1MWE
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等自己回過神才注意到學長這次是真的離去,而然還在等著自己,那平靜的微笑只因自己的心虛看來竟有些刺眼。117Please respect copyright.PENANAZJraA9zNjp
磨蹭地坐在然的鄰位,他劈頭開口直問:「漾漾,你夢到什麼了嗎?」117Please respect copyright.PENANAWzbzaU8TU0
是指剛才學長動用暴力叫醒我的那個夢境嗎?我側過頭看向然,但憑自己本來就很難從對方的表情讀出端倪。117Please respect copyright.PENANAGnoAvpJVaE
「其實…不太記得了。」我想了想,最後只能搖搖頭,「有點感覺不太舒服,或許是個噩夢…吧。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAr0PpioIruK
然只是保持著一貫溫和的笑容輕摸我的頭,隨之傳來的些微體溫是如此令人安心。我這時候所能知道的,只有自己又讓他擔心了的事實。117Please respect copyright.PENANAvXMOwcx1Oa
「黑色的種族並不是本身力量即是黑暗,而是掌控黑暗。」像是隨意提起般的輕淡口吻,卻又像是刻意說給我聽的,「即使再怎麼接近黑夜的存在,也不能讓自己受其扭曲,所以我們和鬼族才會是不同的存在。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAmh7dyGK8H1
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我想起之前在房裡看見的黑霧,下意識地看了自己的手心。那的確是個不好的舉動,所以米納斯和老頭公也才會難得動怒。明明平常連我的笨拙都能包容著的。117Please respect copyright.PENANAY5WZitnCOH
但總覺得這段話之中哪裡不太完整。說起來妖師首領的職務並不輕鬆也不清閒,然不會是特地來和我說這些的。117Please respect copyright.PENANAp4PMRHDSSc
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「那個,然你為什麼會來呢?」117Please respect copyright.PENANAlVtjRZ9HCD
「有一些和陰影可能有關的消息,所以我認為親自來確認一次比較恰當。」對於我的疑問,他只是笑了笑,有些避重就輕的回答著,「也能順便來看看你啊,不好嗎?」117Please respect copyright.PENANAwroeKn0dpx
當然不可能說不好的嘛。117Please respect copyright.PENANAwRTfcpWbQ3
「陰影怎麼了?難道說又發現其他本體的所在嗎?」117Please respect copyright.PENANAuNqwWEZAeD
「那倒不是。雖然現在還有些沒確定的……」但他的否定是果決的。而後眼神在室內轉了一輪,再轉而直視著我。117Please respect copyright.PENANAbmpqd4JM8r
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「並非只有陰影才會構成負面的力量,也不是正面的力量就不會產生闇黑,重要的是握有能力的人如何使用。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAYTQZniuccG
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此時的我卻覺得對方的眼神像是要刺破自己那一層包裹著自我謊言的薄膜,無處可逃。117Please respect copyright.PENANAq35fynpGON
對啊,早該想到,然不可能對自己之前想嘗試做些什麼一無所知的。117Please respect copyright.PENANArgdOY6cRK7
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「漾漾,你既然對自己所屬的種族產生意識,也漸漸的能順利控制妖師之力了,對吧。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAuxBWfMQ9jr
即使然仍舊只是輕輕地拍拍我的頭,溫柔的語氣就像完全不在意。117Please respect copyright.PENANAkYf2bXNsqI
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「無論如何,我們只希望你不會做出令自己後悔的決定。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAY8jcakg2J5
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我只能緩慢的垂下眼,點了點頭。117Please respect copyright.PENANAfhEeFVUI9F
後悔什麼的,大概早就不需要了。117Please respect copyright.PENANAnKfAGoBGbO
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「……然。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAJz9FbLy8HR
眼前這個和自己的保護者同樣的親戚,相隔許久才又再度重逢的表哥,我發覺當下自己連開口喚著他的名都有些困難。117Please respect copyright.PENANAMSxMQiwIhF
「什麼事?」117Please respect copyright.PENANAKkFA4lmcY2
「當初…在消去我的記憶時,你的感覺是什麼?」我用眼神徵詢著答覆,「你在想些什麼呢?」117Please respect copyright.PENANAa0XtGWgYT1
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或許是過於訝異我問這個問題的時間點,也或許是奇怪我為何事到如今才想到這麼問,然的眼神底端一時之間淡去了笑意,短暫地降下一陣靜默。不對我的提問有所疑慮,他最後也就只是淡淡地回答著。117Please respect copyright.PENANAs5iHd5Uq5K
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「可能想了很多很多,也可能什麼也沒想。我只知道,即使是為了守護重要的事物,那依然是很難受的。」117Please respect copyright.PENANARBLz2cSBoz
然僅是露出苦澀的笑,那個神情彷彿化為知覺在我的味蕾中泛開,隨著吸進肺部的氧氣帶進我的心臟,細小卻尖銳的。117Please respect copyright.PENANApspHQ1nbHl
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「但我當時甚至做好一輩子失去你的心理準備。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAZlWVXcxQ9p
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──那你呢?117Please respect copyright.PENANAuXrJ3dBZZM
──那是個你再也無法回到手心掌握著也無彷的事物?117Please respect copyright.PENANAUJLTqd79U1
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然在落下那句看似溫和的語尾時,我卻彷彿聽見來自四面八方的質詢。117Please respect copyright.PENANAt3N2a8rTct
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──你願意一輩子當著他心中的陌生人嗎?117Please respect copyright.PENANADh8X8gXuoQ
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1.有點像是開水。117Please respect copyright.PENANAjpR7eTPw4D
2.有點像是芭樂。117Please respect copyright.PENANAl1krAvw8fQ
3.有點黑暗傾向。117Please respect copyright.PENANA6kUYHtv14H
117Please respect copyright.PENANAiQ8oebuQjw
§117Please respect copyright.PENANAFl0OaK4zDm
117Please respect copyright.PENANAay1fG2VDrx
117Please respect copyright.PENANAFGfkEVRzFL
『只要你所希望,我都會替你達成。』117Please respect copyright.PENANAUubehDNoTA
美麗女子優雅的吐出一如以往令人安慰的話語,下半身的蛇身輕盈地滑動在水氣中,脫離重力灑溢出的水珠晶亮,隨之畫出優美的水藍弧形軌跡,彷如藝術之筆。117Please respect copyright.PENANAUFcmgQafll
117Please respect copyright.PENANAp0lWeDZ1us
『即使在悲傷終末之後有著你不願遭遇的事實。』117Please respect copyright.PENANAMYy26OTqsY
117Please respect copyright.PENANATyndCFeeIk
117Please respect copyright.PENANA47ilm5mlbH
05117Please respect copyright.PENANATIHarV5xT5
117Please respect copyright.PENANAnthLKBlP5M
117Please respect copyright.PENANAQOZkYCljPB
我做了一個夢。117Please respect copyright.PENANABMflzeYbO0
117Please respect copyright.PENANAYSlOWMVr3G
雖然感覺自己還是躺在床上,身上卻不像是睡前有蓋著被子的重量,覺得床墊漸漸變得像是濕軟的泥沼,抑或是自己被一股力量抬起,支撐著身體的所有立足點漸漸虛浮。117Please respect copyright.PENANAWz9LEsonBI
明明知道自己是在做夢的。117Please respect copyright.PENANAX9XSQ4kDOM
即使睜著雙眼卻不可視物,無形的恐懼慢慢侵蝕著我,卻無法大叫。身體無法掙扎絲毫,彷彿被黏稠的物體包圍吸附,就這樣慢慢陷入。117Please respect copyright.PENANABJ8D94C10q
就當我以為會這麼被不明物體吞掉時,有人呼喚了我。117Please respect copyright.PENANASWD7C9SIds
那是自己熟悉的聲音以及笑顏,是自己所熟識的學長,紫袍的狩人,唯有他的身影如此清晰。喊著我名字的聲音,那中音提琴般的溫和嗓音,帶著同往常媲美和煦陽光的微笑,如化雨春風。117Please respect copyright.PENANANRvd9DNcOQ
117Please respect copyright.PENANAXlhLE5KbFb
「漾漾。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAF91BCuD6Zo
117Please respect copyright.PENANA4pDtARZ1lF
像是放慢的影片,他緩緩地對我伸出手,而此時我發現自己不知何時拿回了身體的控制權,猛力掙脫那些糾纏著自己的溷濁,將右手交出。117Please respect copyright.PENANAsnXqI1OZWy
但在彼此的手交疊之前,冰涼刺人的液體一滴一滴地落在我的手背上。117Please respect copyright.PENANAqB3NZOWFEl
英氣盎然的臉上滑下兩道黑色的血,融解腐蝕著面容,維持完美弧度的嘴角頓時成了諷刺。117Please respect copyright.PENANADaoVvU20R9
我嚇得縮回了手,但對方卻更快一步,一手抓著我的手腕將我拉近,另一手貼上我的後頸,將臉靠近,幾乎要碰上鼻尖。源源不絕的黑血不斷湧出,就這樣全數灑在我的胸口,我的臉頰,逐漸擴大的闇黑彷彿要將我吞噬。117Please respect copyright.PENANAcFkpZ7M0aH
他依然笑著,在我的耳邊輕喃,卻已非原本好聽的聲音。117Please respect copyright.PENANA4Lv6e3HxZC
117Please respect copyright.PENANAynGqG9C8Zk
「──我恨你。」117Please respect copyright.PENANADYl8za43Zz
117Please respect copyright.PENANATBj3ABzLns
失去光輝的無神隻眼深刻於自己的視網膜之中,一句話,三個字,就足以將我打入深淵。117Please respect copyright.PENANAnjMQA10r8h
117Please respect copyright.PENANAxAenBmwOWX
117Please respect copyright.PENANAwe0Y3OOl51
117Please respect copyright.PENANA5zj6idn7HS
我一睜開眼睛,看見的就是準備呼我巴掌的學長。而左頰傳來的熱辣痛感告訴自己,這不會只是意圖動作。117Please respect copyright.PENANApnLBBczHio
「你看到什麼?」117Please respect copyright.PENANAUUBPzD4qTX
我楞住一會兒,「啊?」了一聲。117Please respect copyright.PENANAMM94GrQL3u
腦海之中只有一大片深不見底的漆黑。還來不及釐清現下什麼狀況,學長嘖了一聲,在我回應之前快一步拎著我進浴室。117Please respect copyright.PENANA658lQlMre1
「把臉洗一洗,清醒一下。」117Please respect copyright.PENANApDBJt1jxiq
…這麼和善的學長好恐怖。117Please respect copyright.PENANAOsLeNHkyhh
不知道是不是表情露陷,才這麼想完,就又被學長順手攻擊,不太重地搧了下後腦。但自己也只能搔搔後腦自認倒楣,胡亂用冰水抹著臉,擦乾後走出來才發現房裡原來不是只有學長,然也來了。117Please respect copyright.PENANAVRNm0z6PFV
他們兩人面對著坐在沙發椅上討論著什麼,然看見我出來便對自己招招手,示意我坐在他的身邊,學長則反之在同時站起身,對著然點頭示意,大概是在空氣中傳達著他們之間交流好的訊息,似乎就準備離去。117Please respect copyright.PENANAmyfIjMnj9w
才這麼想,學長又回過頭,挑揀著總覺得有點不像他的風格字句。117Please respect copyright.PENANAv86WXmnK9b
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「阿斯利安前幾天就已經痊癒離開醫療班了。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAtzEFrruHeT
我一愣,點點頭表示聽見了。117Please respect copyright.PENANAbh4TRyZ7hW
「想通了就去見他吧。」學長的語氣透漏著深刻無奈,輕嘆著,「…他現在找不到你。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAvziUkl8oy2
當下心臟一緊,像是被人用手指甲揪著慢慢慢慢的收攏。無可奈何。即使很清楚這是自己造成的,是自己親手暫時性的切斷了聯繫。117Please respect copyright.PENANANsN8Vvp9RB
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外在形式上的陌生人。117Please respect copyright.PENANAUvgx5S1MWE
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等自己回過神才注意到學長這次是真的離去,而然還在等著自己,那平靜的微笑只因自己的心虛看來竟有些刺眼。117Please respect copyright.PENANAZJraA9zNjp
磨蹭地坐在然的鄰位,他劈頭開口直問:「漾漾,你夢到什麼了嗎?」117Please respect copyright.PENANAWzbzaU8TU0
是指剛才學長動用暴力叫醒我的那個夢境嗎?我側過頭看向然,但憑自己本來就很難從對方的表情讀出端倪。117Please respect copyright.PENANAGnoAvpJVaE
「其實…不太記得了。」我想了想,最後只能搖搖頭,「有點感覺不太舒服,或許是個噩夢…吧。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAr0PpioIruK
然只是保持著一貫溫和的笑容輕摸我的頭,隨之傳來的些微體溫是如此令人安心。我這時候所能知道的,只有自己又讓他擔心了的事實。117Please respect copyright.PENANAvXMOwcx1Oa
「黑色的種族並不是本身力量即是黑暗,而是掌控黑暗。」像是隨意提起般的輕淡口吻,卻又像是刻意說給我聽的,「即使再怎麼接近黑夜的存在,也不能讓自己受其扭曲,所以我們和鬼族才會是不同的存在。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAmh7dyGK8H1
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我想起之前在房裡看見的黑霧,下意識地看了自己的手心。那的確是個不好的舉動,所以米納斯和老頭公也才會難得動怒。明明平常連我的笨拙都能包容著的。117Please respect copyright.PENANAY5WZitnCOH
但總覺得這段話之中哪裡不太完整。說起來妖師首領的職務並不輕鬆也不清閒,然不會是特地來和我說這些的。117Please respect copyright.PENANAp4PMRHDSSc
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「那個,然你為什麼會來呢?」117Please respect copyright.PENANAlVtjRZ9HCD
「有一些和陰影可能有關的消息,所以我認為親自來確認一次比較恰當。」對於我的疑問,他只是笑了笑,有些避重就輕的回答著,「也能順便來看看你啊,不好嗎?」117Please respect copyright.PENANAwroeKn0dpx
當然不可能說不好的嘛。117Please respect copyright.PENANAwRTfcpWbQ3
「陰影怎麼了?難道說又發現其他本體的所在嗎?」117Please respect copyright.PENANAuNqwWEZAeD
「那倒不是。雖然現在還有些沒確定的……」但他的否定是果決的。而後眼神在室內轉了一輪,再轉而直視著我。117Please respect copyright.PENANAbmpqd4JM8r
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「並非只有陰影才會構成負面的力量,也不是正面的力量就不會產生闇黑,重要的是握有能力的人如何使用。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAYTQZniuccG
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此時的我卻覺得對方的眼神像是要刺破自己那一層包裹著自我謊言的薄膜,無處可逃。117Please respect copyright.PENANAq35fynpGON
對啊,早該想到,然不可能對自己之前想嘗試做些什麼一無所知的。117Please respect copyright.PENANArgdOY6cRK7
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「漾漾,你既然對自己所屬的種族產生意識,也漸漸的能順利控制妖師之力了,對吧。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAuxBWfMQ9jr
即使然仍舊只是輕輕地拍拍我的頭,溫柔的語氣就像完全不在意。117Please respect copyright.PENANAkYf2bXNsqI
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「無論如何,我們只希望你不會做出令自己後悔的決定。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAY8jcakg2J5
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我只能緩慢的垂下眼,點了點頭。117Please respect copyright.PENANAfhEeFVUI9F
後悔什麼的,大概早就不需要了。117Please respect copyright.PENANAnKfAGoBGbO
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「……然。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAJz9FbLy8HR
眼前這個和自己的保護者同樣的親戚,相隔許久才又再度重逢的表哥,我發覺當下自己連開口喚著他的名都有些困難。117Please respect copyright.PENANAMSxMQiwIhF
「什麼事?」117Please respect copyright.PENANAKkFA4lmcY2
「當初…在消去我的記憶時,你的感覺是什麼?」我用眼神徵詢著答覆,「你在想些什麼呢?」117Please respect copyright.PENANAa0XtGWgYT1
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或許是過於訝異我問這個問題的時間點,也或許是奇怪我為何事到如今才想到這麼問,然的眼神底端一時之間淡去了笑意,短暫地降下一陣靜默。不對我的提問有所疑慮,他最後也就只是淡淡地回答著。117Please respect copyright.PENANAs5iHd5Uq5K
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「可能想了很多很多,也可能什麼也沒想。我只知道,即使是為了守護重要的事物,那依然是很難受的。」117Please respect copyright.PENANARBLz2cSBoz
然僅是露出苦澀的笑,那個神情彷彿化為知覺在我的味蕾中泛開,隨著吸進肺部的氧氣帶進我的心臟,細小卻尖銳的。117Please respect copyright.PENANApspHQ1nbHl
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「但我當時甚至做好一輩子失去你的心理準備。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAZlWVXcxQ9p
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──那你呢?117Please respect copyright.PENANAuXrJ3dBZZM
──那是個你再也無法回到手心掌握著也無彷的事物?117Please respect copyright.PENANAUJLTqd79U1
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然在落下那句看似溫和的語尾時,我卻彷彿聽見來自四面八方的質詢。117Please respect copyright.PENANAt3N2a8rTct
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──你願意一輩子當著他心中的陌生人嗎?117Please respect copyright.PENANADh8X8gXuoQ
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