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No Plagiarism!gEWntfO4QdPp6uIZJZd8posted on PENANA 之前我參加「永不放棄同學會」,麥潤壽曾向我哋講咗一個故事。8964 copyright protection1474PENANA4FYDYVBvZY 維尼
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佢大學嗰陣經同一個女仔相愛,愛得熱情如火,已經發展咗兩年多嘅戀情,突然有一日,個女仔失蹤咗。8964 copyright protection1474PENANAUx9jNdBGxA 維尼
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佢搵咗好耐,傷心咗好耐,最終係無疾而終。終於,多年後女孩搵返佢,原來個女仔去咗流浪。8964 copyright protection1474PENANAJaG6K1NeeF 維尼
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嗰時佢就明白一個道理。8964 copyright protection1474PENANAhF9i2DXur4 維尼
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人同人嘅關係冇原因,唔可以解釋,努力唔代表有結果。8964 copyright protection1474PENANAkAxJ9vgiBa 維尼
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所以失去咗,唔使問原因,因為係唔會有答案。但,我唔甘心!8964 copyright protection1474PENANABdRyggpuaW 維尼
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我堂堂尚木,點會咁就放棄!8964 copyright protection1474PENANAYhuBqqrAbT 維尼
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今晚我一定要馴服夜夜嘅內心!即使可能失敗,即使夜夜可能會離開!8964 copyright protection1474PENANAfBYKe4bv1s 維尼
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「點解唔放主人喺心,你覺得我依個主人唔好咩?」我繼續用平淡嘅語氣問。8964 copyright protection1474PENANAJ1u0aqnYz6 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANAAGnrG7aHyA
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「唔係⋯⋯」8964 copyright protection1474PENANAJco3nBlznr 維尼
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「咁點解?」8964 copyright protection1474PENANAaR26jSNcc7 維尼
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我繼續迫問夜夜。我今晚一定要得到答案!事到如今,我唔可以繼續逃避。8964 copyright protection1474PENANArmVCYgofYT 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANAzbmAJAiQzs
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「我⋯⋯」8964 copyright protection1474PENANAOIzVWZeaIo 維尼
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夜夜靜左幾秒,繼續慢慢咁講,「唔關主人事,唔係主人錯,係夜夜仲未肯相信主人。」8964 copyright protection1474PENANA4m1fGoU0YP 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANAFDJ7iqmE1J
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原來講到底仲係咁樣,我以為經過那四日嘅圈養,夜夜可以多啲相信我,打破依幅牆。8964 copyright protection1474PENANAqXkFG7rKZz 維尼
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「係咪我⋯⋯」8964 copyright protection1474PENANA5tw8wF7o6J 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANAebrfD8fZmh
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「唔係!」夜夜仲未等我講完就突然打斷我嘅話,我都突然嚇咗一跳。8964 copyright protection1474PENANAvbpWQ47HX8 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANAr3j2VICPSl
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我冇出聲,畀夜夜繼續講,「因為我驚,我驚信人會受傷,我怕我會冇咗自己!如果我唔再百厭,會冇咗自己,唔再知道自己係邊個。」8964 copyright protection1474PENANA97XgtBVZ2Y 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANAtcGSTechPx
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我終於明白。夜夜最愛自己,夜夜愛自己嘅獨特,都係因為佢過去曾受過傷,希望保護自己。8964 copyright protection1474PENANAztsjNHpDRb 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANAcNaLafZ3SY
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失去自己,等於失去自己嘅獨特價值,夜夜一直都用佢嘅獨特去保護自己,夜夜怕如果佢因為他人而改變,一旦分開、被傷害,失去由他人建構嘅自己,佢嘅世界就會粉碎,所以一直唔俾其他人去改變自己,連人地想介入夜夜嘅內心都唔容許。8964 copyright protection1474PENANADs7fVOXSMc 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANAj6EPqc2Yd3
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好似隻被人遺棄嘅小貓,好難再去相信其他人,因為受過傷,所以唔再識得愛其他人,對自己沒自信,先怕被再遺棄。8964 copyright protection1474PENANAvj3h5WV9Ul 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANA9xax7DrlC9
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夜夜最愛自己,同時又最恨自己,恨自己沒信心,先築起團牆保護自己,喺自己圍牆内做自己。8964 copyright protection1474PENANAf007fqWit8 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANAhhgIi44pJM
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「我想問。」我緩緩講,「喺主人面前面失去自己有咩問題?」8964 copyright protection1474PENANAHCDT5XQi7j 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANAqqJpRS2v08
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奴就係為主人而生。8964 copyright protection1474PENANA2GVhHwG2LI 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANAI35y4mtFmF
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「你唔使怕我傷你。」8964 copyright protection1474PENANAZEQvQm1AX4 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANAq7AT4p5iHi
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主人就係奴嘅價值。8964 copyright protection1474PENANAIQjR95SYu1 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANAQXVViTYVqj
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「你試下放膽跟住主人,我會話你知你既價值。」8964 copyright protection1474PENANAp7BVTZRryV 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANAJYCZhE6IP3
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夜夜,讓我給予你價值吧。8964 copyright protection1474PENANASrPBTuTifI 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANA2sQyiGtMyJ
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「咩都唔洗諗,將自已交畀我,我話過你係我嘅star,我唔會畀你熄。」8964 copyright protection1474PENANAguQL8ODCTc 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANAy4c5THVUR0
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「夜夜,試下信我,試下為我而活,睇下我可以帶你去到邊,好嗎?」8964 copyright protection1474PENANArGd2pa02po 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANAdbavhT7Swj
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呢個係多麼自私嘅一句。8964 copyright protection1474PENANAsMiKCYggQo 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANAmfiRuJSXWi
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對,我就係自私,因為夜夜係我嘅奴。8964 copyright protection1474PENANAqMxI7gtkos 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANAzVjFct2QTd
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「嗯。夜夜試下。」8964 copyright protection1474PENANAtSXElBpfWY 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANATTYDdja8xo
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我知道夜夜嘅坦白下,呢句「夜夜試下」唔係亂講,而係佢會踏出嘅一步。8964 copyright protection1474PENANARgx6qjFPcp 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANAUOYjwEac7S
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而時間會證明。8964 copyright protection1474PENANA00gqAyk6mo 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANAdvz9YSQTqS
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「但係你今日犯規係事實。」我突然轉變語氣,凝重咁講。8964 copyright protection1474PENANADjql7hDpHV 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANARJt4DVIx2o
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「對唔住主人,下次唔會。」夜夜秒速道歉。8964 copyright protection1474PENANAR58JfgV5gs 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANANVtAQ5VkCq
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「如果下次再犯咁點?」夜夜怔了半秒,擠出了一個字「走…」8964 copyright protection1474PENANAtAHVfKmITx 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANAUc5XBQorvF
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「走啲咩?走係唔負責任,頭先先鬧你唔盡責,你而家話走仲唔負責任。」8964 copyright protection1474PENANA9c8xtjxKSY 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANAg3aI4Gsz9W
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離開係最唔負責任嘅做法,因為呢段關係解決唔到嘅問題,只會延續在下一段關係再出現,要解決嘅係問題,唔係關係,唔可以再逃避。8964 copyright protection1474PENANAlAyTWlewoS 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANAvDFvZPat9L
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「我⋯⋯咁罰啦。」8964 copyright protection1474PENANAuOhT13WXlO 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANANiac00UmYL
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「罰啲咩?」8964 copyright protection1474PENANAXWF3NbQWkY 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANA1mPhnJmGLO
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「等主人決定。」8964 copyright protection1474PENANARoe3Ywv0G5 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANAjruBdllJ2d
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「我係問你!你後日畀個滿意答案我!」8964 copyright protection1474PENANAweXDuAiap1 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANAXp7DCDPvS1
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「知道主人。」8964 copyright protection1474PENANAR3I4aCUoBH 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANAImcjqrZcyA
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「仲有,令你記得,你每朝起身同臨瞓前要講三次『萬事以主人為先,要盡奴嘅責任同埋要記住主人講嘅嘢。』等你入腦。」8964 copyright protection1474PENANA9TNCXuoIPy 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANAgqpKFna2r3
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「知道主人。」8964 copyright protection1474PENANA3jvesf2nD1 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANACY4SZlpRHF
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「要講邊三句?」8964 copyright protection1474PENANA7foKfMtR5O 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANAkHPpB4RFfc
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「『要以主人為先』要盡奴嘅責任同埋⋯⋯」8964 copyright protection1474PENANA3DeY6alx15 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANACU7PYK2gUl
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「同埋咩?」8964 copyright protection1474PENANAIdbZqFpCif 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANA4tRfem9qAb
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「要記得主人講嘅話!」8964 copyright protection1474PENANAmK8XM2P0lo 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANAVWy6tzWeLK
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「嗯,算你啦。」8964 copyright protection1474PENANAjjO4u4yjMG 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANAfffL7ZM8pT
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我又問,「咁後日係邊度等?」8964 copyright protection1474PENANAIR5Qi4j8Pe 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANAuJp8C24ZnQ
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「唔・・・・・・元朗西鐵站,夜夜接主人。」8964 copyright protection1474PENANAoqKAX20ZOr 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANAH5vG9znSgU
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「唔准遲!」8964 copyright protection1474PENANAFvkLEvqDRl 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANA4wGCfXPMFB
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「知道主人。」8964 copyright protection1474PENANA3Z1PnRS077 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANAPEDcPt3D9v
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「好啦,我未嬲完㗎,要我嬲完要睇你聽日嘅表現。」8964 copyright protection1474PENANA2ERixz8fmz 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANAT9kPfBNFCi
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「咩表現啊?」夜夜害怕咁問。8964 copyright protection1474PENANApYY24tBlld 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANA9RUojxO0Xs
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我冷笑一聲。8964 copyright protection1474PENANA86MQq0RKLN 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANAKGdtCBat5G
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算係了結咗半件心事,晚上睡得都比較甜,獠佢哋知道了事情嘅始末後,都為我哋嘅「結局」感到高興。8964 copyright protection1474PENANAnqMU5FNBBS 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANAYhv9J7qB1x
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千想萬估都估唔到竟然係喺如此情況下坦白內心,經歷左噚晚嘅事,我好期待今後同夜夜相處變化。8964 copyright protection1474PENANAOPLpjoGuAI 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANAFScVpzf5xc
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一朝起床,第一件事就係入twitter 同 telegram 查看夜夜嘅狀態。8964 copyright protection1474PENANAxGn6uXVeGh 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANAORo1WTUsPE
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一如既往嘅「早晨主人。」8964 copyright protection1474PENANA5eIIcy1hwm 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANA8YRnF75v7H
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太好了!8964 copyright protection1474PENANAY5e3J9K5he 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANAkIq6qJ6Y4G
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時至今日,我仲係如此不安,害怕會突然有一朝睡醒失去夜夜,尤其一輪罵戰之後。8964 copyright protection1474PENANA8BvW3dCb5x 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANA9lu69fBXaS
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依個習慣我依然改唔到。8964 copyright protection1474PENANAhevBWrWNON 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANA2RGC8J3t8J
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「早晨,」我又講,「有冇唸一次呀?」8964 copyright protection1474PENANA33wRYNvHM5 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANAipelruR8kG
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「有呀主人。」8964 copyright protection1474PENANAAn0YU8R273 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANAkz6MTQxbE7
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「咁懲罰呢?」8964 copyright protection1474PENANAFYsA6dk1Ua 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANAAyoAZvoGGL
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「有呀主人。」8964 copyright protection1474PENANAk8frWslvPO 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANAkDPz5Ahxkb
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「send張相嚟睇下。」8964 copyright protection1474PENANA9Mg1qeHYhj 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANApcAEzaXmII
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未幾,夜夜發了一張圖片畀我,係佢喺洗手間嘅自拍。8964 copyright protection1474PENANAFWTwAN95K2 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANAVe50Q2alBm
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「好辛苦呀,可唔可以批准食晏除啊主人?」夜夜哀求問。8964 copyright protection1474PENANASTDzpmryZ7 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANAZtAK6zpKeb
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我冷笑一聲,無情咁回覆一句,「唔得。」8964 copyright protection1474PENANAnigELCDmnh 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANAZ5qQ72Qo0x
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依個係我給予夜夜嘅懲罰,灌200ML嘅清水,再塞着一條15cm長嘅後庭拉珠出門上班,直至回家得我批准後方可除下。8964 copyright protection1474PENANAScvvkzWU2K 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANACdQA2DsY3M
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夜夜全日都要一邊忍受着強忍嘅排泄感,一邊被拉珠刺激,嗰30cm 嘅拉珠帶給肛門同直腸嘅壓迫感絕對唔係講笑,更何況要忍受痛苦嘅一日。8964 copyright protection1474PENANAw8AAGyPJSk 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANAtL6PbSA9us
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淨係我設計依次嘅懲罰嗰陣都覺得殘忍!不過我絕對唔會心軟,必定要畀夜夜體會事情嘅嚴重性。8964 copyright protection1474PENANACfgM4JMdUd 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANAj5dGdFEwKU
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當然我知道今日唔洗見小蕎,先會設下如此重要嘅懲罰,方便我可以隨時了解夜夜嘅狀態,喺有危險時終止懲罰。8964 copyright protection1474PENANAj1L4ekmw5c 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANARSktTlpqoE
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我命令夜夜每2小時要send一張自拍照,證明佢有完成懲罰。8964 copyright protection1474PENANAxzFyyKTuqp 維尼
1478Please respect copyright.PENANAdx1nV1hStO
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1478Please respect copyright.PENANAW99P4nRlqr
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