主角: 我(男) // 時空: 夜中的C城
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我拉開客廳旁邊玻璃門踏出走到陽台,抬頭見到月亮掛在天上,又大又圓的滿月近到彷彿伸手可及,可是我連抬手的力都沒有,從褲袋取出一根煙叼在口邊,手放在煙頭前擋住吹來的夜風,亮起打火機的小火點燃煙頭,慢慢吸了一小口,緩緩把煙吐出來,仿佛心裡的煩悶一掃而空,靜靜呆望著夜空。141Please respect copyright.PENANAMoPKLq7Lb7
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隔壁的陽台剛好也亮起燈,一人從室內走出來看著我:「晚上好!」141Please respect copyright.PENANAUiR9eNUknu
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我強忍心裡的驚訝,點點頭示意並遞出手上的煙盒,他抽出一根煙輕聲向我道謝,我本以為他今晚要在公司過夜,沒想到他在家裡,還好我天生面癱,因此他並沒看出差異,更何況他沒看著我,視線一直向著天空。141Please respect copyright.PENANAJjbb6IIyVj
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還以為離開前夜不會再見到他,三天前難得的同學聚會都得知我要出國,吹水的吹水,祝酒的祝酒,送禮的送禮,大家情緒激動得差點哭出來,他也是其中一個,說好像父親嫁女兒的心情百感交集。141Please respect copyright.PENANAYWhaUoC30D
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儘管我是男的。141Please respect copyright.PENANAibPPOsOln3
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只見他除掉領呔,解開了襯衫最上的兩粒鈕扣,套在外層的西裝大概早在他進門後便脫掉,他把煙深吸一口再慢慢吐出來:「傢私和行李都整理完嗎?」141Please respect copyright.PENANAq6XqH0gVcQ
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我點點頭,手上無名指上的戒指照出一線光環,三個月前跟澳洲男友訂婚,明天就跟他一齊搬回去他家鄉開餐廳,婚禮也會在那裡進行。同學們都知道我的性取向,所以得知我找到伴侶後他們都真心替我高興。141Please respect copyright.PENANAPN5aTi7SJA
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「可惜我女兒剛出生,要不我也想去婚禮。」他繼續道,他兩年前結婚了,女兒兩星期前剛出生,為了賺奶粉錢他最近都日夜顛倒地工作。141Please respect copyright.PENANArTkw67jZxw
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我曾經暗戀過他,他大婚當天我在宴會抱著酒一支一支地飲,回到家吐到差點胃出血,後來衣衫不整走出陽台抽煙,視線瞪著隔壁陽台,連哭的力氣都沒有,抽著口叼著的煙,可是愈抽愈苦,最後連星火也熄滅。141Please respect copyright.PENANAnkk4fZSSRu
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現在回想起來也覺得自己可笑:「別介意啦,影片我之後會上傳到社交平台,你都一樣看到啦!」141Please respect copyright.PENANAzh8kZFfPQi
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「氣氛不一樣啊!不過我真是替你高興!真是太感動!」兩年前的我沒辦法想到,現在聽到他的祝福,我是能夠發自內心地笑出來。141Please respect copyright.PENANATkFgPAdGLN
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多虧我的男朋友。141Please respect copyright.PENANAtotz7wV1nF
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忽然聽到隔壁有嬰兒大喊的哭聲,他連忙捏掉手裡半截煙,他輕身走回室內,走前不忘拋下一句:「再次恭喜你,要保持聯絡!」141Please respect copyright.PENANAch2Y9QsJNl
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我的視線就一直追著他的背影,直到他把房門關上,房間的燈全關,才把視線收回抽起剩下半截的煙,當時愈抽愈苦的煙,現在卻奇怪地感覺有種特別甜味,我吹著夜空對著星空傻笑。141Please respect copyright.PENANA1r6NtOx6F6
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