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#6

Identity Crisis

Anastasia Ava

Oct 16, 2024

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At least I'll be ready for my midlife crisis

Seeing as how all my days are crisis

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Grow out my hair,

Chop off the hair.

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Keep the natural color,

Dye and redye it all colors.

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Get my nails done,

Keep them short and natural.

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Wear femme clothes,

Do my make up all nice for hours.

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Wear masc clothing,

Wear a bare face proudly.

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Who am I?

How should I present?

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Why does my skin not feel like

My own skin anymore?

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Maybe it's me,

Maybe it’s societal pressure.

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Maybe it's real confidence,

Maybe it's jealousy of others' confidence.

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I'd rather get stared at for scars,

Then stared at for having tits.

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I'd rather get stared at for looking different,

Then to be ogled like a piece of meat.

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Maybe it's me.

Maybe it's the trauma.

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Maybe I care,

But maybe I really don't.

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-Anastasia Ava (Borderline Poetry) 2024

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Table of Contents

#2 Steady Connections

#3 Thoughts of an Oldest Daughter

#4 Coping Skills

#6 Identity Crisis

#7 No Waste Here

#9 Lets Pretend

#10 No Promises just Apologies

#12 I Won't Even Know It

#13 All My Favorite Things and Sadness

#15 Heart Strings