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突然這樣問好像有點唐突，但是我就只問一句：接下來，我還可以去哪兒？1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnXfbijeiz
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「嗡隆……」1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NbKtbX6fU
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21gxc2w1Rp
月台的列車早已經消失在路軌的盡頭，那只是風聲在軌道間捲起的悲鳴，如哭泣，如哀號。白晝時是夢想王國入口的迪士尼站變得冷清，只剩下漸漸遠去的列車泛起的勁風餘浪清散在晚風間。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfVTAQNUIm
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錯過尾班車了…呢。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTDAiAk58d
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sxqUprpPS
左顧右盼，空蕩蕩的月台就只有我一人。樂園早已關門，這只因樂園而存在的車站馬上變成了前不著村，後不著店的孤島。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GkEKiwTC2
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接下來，我還可以去哪兒？1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj79iPkr3Vw
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVrap0VdPa
真是的，解僱信有必要在下班後才給我們嗎？賠一個月代通知金就能為所欲為嗎？要我們即時收拾東西也不考慮一下迪士尼線的尾班車時間嗎？1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6V10ISFdh
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKMAYI0ZOD
心情壞透了。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnVaHzT1PX
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywTFLFEC6Z
無可奈何地坐到月台上的長椅後，我看著路軌另一側的廣告燈箱發著呆。我沒有思索回家的辦法，這樣坐著也沒甚麼意思，我對那些減肥藥完全沒興趣，只是……1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yuQT3Vno8
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……抱歉，我也不知道。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpn6rjkaSe
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgormY1S5s
開甚麼玩笑了，城堡要維修至少兩三年，所以接下來也沒煙火表演，於是把整隊煙火工程團隊解雇掉？外判職員就這樣可有可無嗎？還有為甚麼有人能留任到最後一次煙火後調去其他項目，我就能滾蛋？1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdfHq6CgOv
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46jL4Do8zY
「唉。」1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKEB1jeVyu
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zjnaCmwio
抬頭看著月台的玻璃幕門，倒影中的我也看回來。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKZbJiFQfo
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAZ5GV9Iq1
溫年柏，廿四歲，失業，失戀，失敗。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSLDo3AFcb
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdZd11ptKj
倒影中不堪入目的我實在有夠礙眼，所以我下意識地閉上雙目迴避，腦海中浮現的卻是一幀又一幀的回憶。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGoqbVNuWU
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0U3tsyRaU4
「十優狀元確診胃癌 仍然不放棄醫生夢」1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACukmWf3qh
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytpFvdBPpU
「跳級畢業 狀元完夢 抗癌之路不忘救人初心」1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFf49ZwRMM
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWLIXOPzSd
「狀元醫生遺愛人間 心臟贈少年」1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0sfEeSwX6P
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxR9hVyuuR
來，猜猜看那顆心臟被捐到誰身上？1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTQgFQatqE
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHbqolV5xZ
我指尖滑過自己胸膛，即使隔著衣服也能感覺到那道又大又醜的疤痕在，如在悼念著那個從未見過面的救命恩人。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrk3VKPEsQr
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiPBjOPzvu
先不說現在尾班車已經開走，我跳下去也不會有列車撞過來。這條命是借來的，我沒有糟蹋的權利。如果不是，我早就……1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunSe4wsHSy
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDjQQU9jOI
活成這個樣子，真抱歉。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxGpmguZiz
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pcT1oGS2K
本來不應該是這樣子的，真抱歉。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MLmpmvQPF
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLoekVVQxBz
「先生。」1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtoKiHZENj
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOoPIdmC1x
一個地鐵職員出現在我旁邊，打斷了我的茫然。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58ZwXYzSLz
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogtDtgqZWg
「唔好意思，我地夠鐘閂站。」1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fMRggALZc
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSinMfEUA2
「閂…站？」1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEqw3sQ38X
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoieSAis7J
「嗯，閂站。」職員的眼神相當堅決，完全是在趕我離開。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3rVTH8pjY
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmKkmgoLew
要不是這條命是借來的話……1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXp5CT3Qdvx
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJp7QPllGA
「你知唔知仲有乜車呢個時間出市區？」1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lTpRvp8j1
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxICzchESSC
「呢個鐘數……你試吓叫的士或者Uber？」1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtu3IuhZ3L
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMmIdxovDU
他其實很有禮貌，還硬生生擠出一個笑容。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkU5w51No6
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKtjkRVwbz
「咁……啊。」1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFrjUPXMGA
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfPyv8vT2D
「再唔係你可以去迪士尼酒店瞓一晚，我哋聽朝頭班車係朝早六點二十分……」1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFWuMpIo7s
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODX72wlICZ
「唔使，我喺邊度出返去？」1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaH98eLQUiy
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPzJ0Ndg8S
「我帶你行。」1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzt0LT1wLH
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRy1a3Rb5V
領著我的職員步伐有點急促，當然是因為我礙著他下班。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Nb4wfs82O
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4tVMoDclI
「係迪士尼返工啊？咁夜仲喺度嘅？」1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BvJJXC2Uo
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6AcKHYGgB8
「呃……算係。」1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAk0kSDDKdu
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不再是了。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMcCLu2HAD
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2ES3MPnwL
意識到我沒興趣聊天的他也沒趣地閉上嘴，領著我穿過職員通道後我們來到了迪士尼站的外頭。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbv3m9ll4R
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNLy25sxdZ
「好聲行啦，拜拜！」1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nUh7yRHBz
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxy1vQ4fTPu
夜裡的森林被風吹動如在搖晃，樹濤聲如在咆哮，昏暗的燈光瞬間就被夜幕一口吞下，環顧附近就只有我孤身一人站在彎彎曲曲的磚路中央。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIXW4KY6HZ
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhEgQzj1li
抱歉，能載我出市區嗎？我始終沒有如此向那職員請求，即使我知道這時間在這兒下班的他一定有駕車。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2R39TTByTD
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAidsGYaKjp
接下來，我還可以去哪兒？1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvXlXjFbNY
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GNnsDfVmz
我不坐的士或Uber的原因不複雜，這樣夜深人靜根本沒有車能攔，再者現在我已失業，能省就省。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0aeBK3GGG
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fEjER8k95
按常理說，其他人在情況下早就叫自己的朋友或家人來接自己，但是我不能。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkq0HHnfFr
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvEgL6Atx4
因為我沒有。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUIEx76L1i
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3zwuJqbUa
我的心臟毛病遺傳自雙親，為了照顧換心手術後的我二人都積勞成疾而離世，只有一個姐姐與我相依為命。至於朋友……自從與她分手後我才發現不知不覺間我已是孤身一人。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXrgnzxf7f
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLiiGpAm7NK
活該。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz944UOBwWs
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmz8oVeBGMw
我活該。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUOrEKDFT1
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwxEZ6KkUJ
正當我打算輸入「姐你能不能來接我時」，我在屏幕上幾毫米的指頭卻停了下來。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69cJOEL4Ob
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kTefLyANs
不想。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlJdTnxOXj
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkbYNsaWEE
我……我不想找她。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3LT6pR6eo
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqlNPT0Zfj
不想告訴她我被解僱，不想告訴她我錯過了尾班車，不想告訴她我這弟弟如此窩囊。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwg2X8pDYkF
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpA4vOtubED
即使她會開著那台帥氣的車來接我，即使我知道她會告訴我沒事，即使她會帶我去吃宵夜安慰。她對我越是呵護，我卻越不想站在如此優秀的她面前。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7awXX1AOlj
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfLvHjPM8H
我不想。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04zB2A7BiU
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGL0o6GHGqj
回過神來的時侯我已經走到空空如也的交通交匯處，沒有巴士，沒有的士，只有飛蟲圍著天花的螢光燈在飛舞。證實的確沒有交通工具離開的我終於把目光，投向了馬路——旁的行人道。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3uDZGlBvj
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdNhQQcVaJ
不就有了嗎？1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXpdrs1dAh
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wLa3XOfOY
掏出手機確認過，從迪士尼步行至東涌港鐵站需時大約四小時，絕非沒法步行的距離和時間。而且……1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0iFiJwodkB
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkj8srH3mxy
既然明天開始我就是失業大軍一員，那麼我也不用急著回家對吧。先不說實在沒有面目回去對著父母的靈位和姐姐，我其實大可以步行出去。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Tq2QFVycF
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynG9vXFZrF
而且，我連地圖都不用。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuEp1u0PQq
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHUtrMw8BM
容我自誇，我溫年柏唯一擅長的就是「方向感」，只要我看過一次的地圖就能瞬間記住，身處當中範圍時更能套用到真實世界之中。就算沒有地圖，我也能一邊走一邊記下空間方向，自己從哪個方向而來，正在往甚麼方向前進。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhSWxI7WNk
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwGs7CiLYb
光是現在閉上眼，我已經知道如何走到市區了，因為我腦中浮現的地圖清晰無比。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrUH3YzIlo
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VqMPshKoi
出發吧。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIt45ZwElfM
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBZ29Agyuh
下定了決心後，四周的晚風也變得舒暢了些許，我拐過角落走到公路旁的行人路，默默地向著遠方雲層下的燈火走去。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWDFR0369m
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfTsU3Pa6J
漆黑的深夜，漆黑的密林，燈火通明的公路如某頭巨獸體內的血管般默默地湧動著。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCibTAGAqEU
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXc8CoyjTJ0
從這兒向山下挑望，萬家燈火把雲頂映亮，光污染這時候在我眼中如把天空染上色彩的極光，萬賴具寂的天地之間如同只剩我一人。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoK1bXksLIc
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIXIf5M2Vu
步復步，步復步，前進速度緩慢得可笑，但我卻毫不在意。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDGHIBYv25
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVVaUM1wZG
「溫年柏。」1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPicNo9sEUY
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUjug5JtYU
拐過路牌的瞬間，我突然聽到背後有人叫自己的名字。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tI4rpaXLb
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLYTQiqveL
俗語有云：天黑莫回頭，這種時間怎麼會有人在背後叫我的名字？當我意識到這點時，我早已經反射動作地回首。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3uN7saZCZ
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0iM3bnSRck
沒有人。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lNIOYf1N6
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgu9gfya5x2
空空如也的馬路，行人道，街燈，樹影，完全沒看到任何能叫我名字的存在。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPt0X8LNveT
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKHtPbrhmK
是幻聽嗎？我搔搔有點長的髮尾，壓下不安的心情，然後繼續往前走去。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZZOWNMVQ9
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPMkTQDB0s
方向是對的，路是對的，但是我卻馬上注意到一點：山下的燈，熄滅了。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUfYKrTSmZ
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlavy11F0Q
要知道山下的燈是東涌市區的燈火，瞬間消失的可能並非沒有，但除非整個東涌停電，或整個東涌消失，不然從這高度這方向，我是不可能看不見東涌市中心的燈光。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03QHXpreWI
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGghhB2BWRC
這到底是……1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2RMpx3Nf1
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRaZ7wBoKe
我連忙抬頭看看馬路的路牌，卻沒有絲毫異樣，耳邊寂靜得有點耳鳴，但我還走在正確的路上，朝向正確的方向。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNIx5OJLPE
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcZdJuDMUK
是…霧之類嗎……？1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkbR0CHdmR
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuwhni5ksP
強行說服自己後，我繼續信步向前走去。分辨方向其實沒有想像中複雜，路是兩點一線的構造，只要走在正確的路上，面朝正確的方向，便總能確定自己沒有走錯。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BL9loEFcR
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61wuAhTAjk
但以防萬一，我還是掏出了手機查看地圖。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZgoaMUzuM
1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0ZTz8dF0J
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很好，GPS顯示方向與座標都正確，如我所料大約再走一小時左右我便會到達欣澳，沿著海邊再走三小時就會到達東涌，剛好坐第一班車回家。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmK1nMPDIf
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但望向遠方漆黑的夜，理應存在於那兒看東涌卻是消失得無影無蹤，實在使我心中感到不安。但我深知只要走到欣澳，就是沿著海邊的大直路了。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphmjWcJ1a7
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繼續走著走著，我發現事情不對勁。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5u63YhBH4N
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首先，我身旁的道路從不知甚麼時候開始，一架車都沒有駛過，即使是深夜，也絕不應該過了這樣久還是完全沒車子出現。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDaduzece7A
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而且，欣澳亦消失了。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFPpZCpYFh
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道路還在，路牌還在，但是山下理應存在於那兒的欣澳站現在只是漆黑一片。雖然我知道已經過了尾班車，港鐵站就會關站直到頭班車開車前的時間，但是……但是總不可能這樣一遍漆黑吧！那兒現在就只有一片密林，根本沒任何建築物存在！1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH95IcUxF0B
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意識到不對勁的我掏出手機打算查看地圖，下一幕震撼了我的腦袋。1072Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWCiqDQEIF
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