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『世界上最遙遠的距離』63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnE0OyXPoV
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所以我看著你對著別人露出，那不再屬於我的笑容。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wqzFUk1u0
在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTv16xZjzG4
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是我先推開了你給予我的擁抱。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQNHlr5tvF
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我怎麼能哭泣。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1bBP7TpT2
我怎麼能悔恨。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ukmvpbonu
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV63x68QHKR
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYT5KHZeVie
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錯過與放棄。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1yHhBcTdyF
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFCegVGInr
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『If……』63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcDcwGsRmC
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTSFYJSXbm
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9BmEn2g3l
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSvr79kfr6
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgg0Pch0Au
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGvozDVeKB
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG62g6POdjg
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『給十年後未來的你』63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduxwFZDD7l
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7wfQws35P
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zLYlpYjkE
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lO60K5cJX
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqu3U7nEW2
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6qvmNgftd
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAhmm5pic9
至今回想卻支離破碎。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHU0Hj3iE3v
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QYVTxjJvs
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7a6u5Mcc0
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02Go9gs61b
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早就該死亡了。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfodPfvhoRZ
早就該離開了。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmS7spNtRi
早就……63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzghZuVndmF
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4607Uiri3z
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5V8jszEOch
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2qKGBRuuV
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53MX6R57qO
為什麼不能忍耐呢……63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqPjLIWnwk
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmNNxqvyUd
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『不要哭。』63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMec4hOzXY8
最後，兄長只是這麼說。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6oEpx5fYT
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvIdCBjp7O
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwWF1b0u2E
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7a5q9TZ62n
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到底過了多久呢？63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlSnRBpFUM
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHH4KFoYNDf
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9n4zzqp0Hx
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkNgmaEugQ
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8qJNsUc2b
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他拼命的挖土。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzkggK6FsQ
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzL0rovT58
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52u2SP31al
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4edi27UXk
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由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgXZYaaPGW
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRMD2ROMes
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazBjredDeg
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi55SuwDlco
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyTdUvA9nB
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看新聞有感。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIsisrzRdE
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HODnYtid0
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「關於雪的聯想」63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0lxj0JGZA
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOeoTae5n73
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhKRLZuoX7
乾澀的，卻熱和著。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1f4f9ditoN
『你聽』63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkMpFCn4rl
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxqaG6AlM5
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgq4VeoKD5r
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQe5SpYl1X9
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『踏雪無聲』63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZ4RaA93j2
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乍然寂靜無聲。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5uBKi1a7N
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIWT0gvzuq
他張大眼，張口不能言。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8X7Z23qsK
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZuJJhedsS
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡht6w7sr1LT
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkFOikbPv4
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LsPomQmWL
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『請幸福的……』63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVvYY2diCq
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31weJ8Uqm6
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XK5DTotYs
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwmNvkB8cM
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJaadzIJubz
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDpH8o19nB
我無法相信話語的真實。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ793JFKTo3a
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我知道，你愛我。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZr3MhkEH7i
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65pEDGN6DI
我當然也從你口裡聽到。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2RyqSFzZ6
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMN4IOtLJk
你總是會說：「我愛你。」63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQz1PPRYpeQ
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是的。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPoOve0PlKm
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINzExG6W9B
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpDmi24LDa
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCBbFOwU7S
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4rFcdXnBI
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『後日談』63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1tISsuits
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOeD5p31Jn
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpplrwet2P
然後他又重複了一次。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2Cn3Hg5Mz
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRQTor420h
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4X2DDcMch
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dqoUgTsMQ
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQh1KOS7DT
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「十年」63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUP1gggLJe
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrtE5J0ETU
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVnGk21iXD
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQc4vOAkk3J
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxBPykSEZv
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因為太感同身受了。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65y4idEThc
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvCKyQRyfu
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNb6eW9Yj2
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClds1VCtUe
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBw2rivd2D
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX04CFhPPz7
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gMh5RBEFH
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6XDB32lxQ
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VVwWnFOWB
他始終是，一個人。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpByRJ5s1Ma
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HONSmsdad
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAFkcB0iEf
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他決定要去旅行。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGdgAry0ww
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vYIw1QIVF
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路德也許會生氣吧。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymwE8Wasj2
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUWxrvC0h5
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyLlk2gt8j
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbRJ1bw9rz
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mUk4gaGK5
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuowa54kvK
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmqLWI1nLF
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvrp3u1hVT
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UTfhCmb5v
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hjVlgW5qh
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NnH8ISFQa
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkm47L2V2mf
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8onTHD0iC
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPphtrjcJZ
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbes6FvQQmF
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObLXU6EpPN
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他收起相片，忖思。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEyo1s9k8R
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1zKmZKCbi
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20IoUa11fr
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDHNhBgZSN
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