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『世界上最遙遠的距離』72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWqM8Voj8D
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所以我看著你對著別人露出，那不再屬於我的笑容。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsjk10BvcH
在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujhBIfkAHt
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是我先推開了你給予我的擁抱。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoSZHoPy8H
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我怎麼能哭泣。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUH2PNvsk0S
我怎麼能悔恨。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0lj88qPs5
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwDIL518L0
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncHCbCH2fB
「拒絕了你之後才愛上你。」72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBkvbXJZQF
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錯過與放棄。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZFRnBXs8G
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rY4igo7T8
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2Ldv5AT5D
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『If……』72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPei7fLN3R
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6lLysJPez
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0t8uuRr5V5
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WZpSMDOAW
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAo2YnsZmcy
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKpGDB79gU
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImTuMfOIqS
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『給十年後未來的你』72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLY8eUvymQg
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAz9ukQG4n
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSgxCtBv2S
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnCr3vnAy7
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQW4KOgE02w
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Xk7TJgLdY
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICBMj38670
至今回想卻支離破碎。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkYqiOTRe2
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMfS3FMca7
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDtwLXfghl
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfEnjkntqN
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早就該死亡了。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ReICGQ2Hc
早就該離開了。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSUq0DZfMF
早就……72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KDIeujtB0
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tTxYIhxSn
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICfOOkuOGb
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHodpNDhepO
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj49v8Bj6jC
為什麼不能忍耐呢……72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQklNvYbEe
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOJFRClMgv
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『不要哭。』72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbBADM09pW
最後，兄長只是這麼說。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxh0ZwpD9Z
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6i6D8KoCc
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XY3smp131
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9hQ8VyNQZ
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到底過了多久呢？72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQBsigxowH
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI448JqJlGM
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbc9aG5C5nS
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PYTbXqYxA
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZz7m8RISz
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他拼命的挖土。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAOqEsYmLP
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5dHBiFYCC
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSF4gxrSV8
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuO5VoBhcVY
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那是一面白紙。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8id7WFl9a
由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJggccluCx
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hsu401JcB
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLVFjcv1Z2
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5Qf4yYafF
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3GmNM8UgL
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看新聞有感。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsJHoeNToW
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMZ2QT1Ygg
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「關於雪的聯想」72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVeIor4ep3j
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTUvgVMn5w
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsiO1k6Bjq6
乾澀的，卻熱和著。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcDmLvxkfC
『你聽』72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwURcAlsxg7
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcu6xcMZ5i4
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEvM8QcKyt
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFyiDxHYz4
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『踏雪無聲』72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQogcmxnX7
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乍然寂靜無聲。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRu6caDYDg
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJBkh1AcBT
他張大眼，張口不能言。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNctSvKhtJ
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxFz8F9ydC
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「遙遠的童話故事」72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtREKMiJhrX
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVjgZRhSmG
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrA4nP80R0
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wWMjjtBv3
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『請幸福的……』72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOA9ASulHP
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DfubQgEiX
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvsji8KN1R
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNPgtGXab3
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMZS8VI6Ie
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KbY0emxsI
我無法相信話語的真實。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NApEKuEXu
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我知道，你愛我。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKXWaiEGDZ
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bnTKKcMh1
我當然也從你口裡聽到。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pYCDWH7Hh
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dN6bVqG9Z
你總是會說：「我愛你。」72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiwLxkIktB
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是的。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdF60WPtFWj
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMyCQdtUIX
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrJSbcEQOV
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzVkZttauI
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAm8f6biosq
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『後日談』72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0o1qWp4MFO
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHMEjEjFhV
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6TYP1oF7e
然後他又重複了一次。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjI48DMj9x
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjK5cb1EG61
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGiaJA0NeFa
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkKp7NUcmg
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYyPCSWCOpC
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「十年」72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNn0wtP1h9L
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKxgxFqVLa
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYSw8NcTN0
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXJdBcwJ7S
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKy5LlBs3B
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因為太感同身受了。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPGc1ZnsfX
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Vfh3nFNfO
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PMgQJHSde
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbr4mUmwicN
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPHZm4UBNM
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7fxmfxavn
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKz4cA6WAs
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLsNogXvlr
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKancmED68
他始終是，一個人。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1M773pzPs
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDGxHitZro
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FNhEOF76Q
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他決定要去旅行。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWPjrJjoU0
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQS1ldewK3w
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路德也許會生氣吧。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHDATaPCCY
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2g33qVi4Ig
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡReKMiHbayl
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXwUJ777qz
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBWTdLMCYF
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlNHeFkkan
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwGDuXs8pp
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCnZnnrxSE
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUnDufh6o0
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbX5eIpgh3
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWq9zrPpdb
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2f1pHGvXt
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUKH2b9xHv
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgeZgYSftey
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABpCjto5mo
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLom5hdh60
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他收起相片，忖思。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnfhXuJEKH
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1D6GbOKZmu
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyafInM5Cpj
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOa0ODf4e11
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