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『世界上最遙遠的距離』49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28roIuHcWC
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所以我看著你對著別人露出，那不再屬於我的笑容。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGf5UDNpF8
在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYBAOudmqP
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是我先推開了你給予我的擁抱。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVLCM0nCDP
拒絕了你對我的情感。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnFG5LybS3
忽視了你眼底的情慾。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPL33YE1PKs
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因此。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvP7ainkQ7
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我怎麼能悔恨。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2BwBM6g6x
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NuNaQYEXv
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7htwjulRT8
「拒絕了你之後才愛上你。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ljCxQtkNh
「這樣的我令人厭惡。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2ACEfVKoD
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錯過與放棄。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0AdYBr8ipT
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELtHMDoZ83
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6xrzRjO4L
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『If……』49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3uBLnDKKc
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8O2zLbpu7V
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsME5zh5sFP
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8o5S7pQUkw
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxBHJ3QOLU
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbR1edT4sAJ
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLUmMCODCu
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『給十年後未來的你』49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUude8bpL0
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrwK6eb0Qi
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuekY4i168Q
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz86n02tCzT
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgNbKKKgAS
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYXLVfGeQr
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyzMxAojmb
至今回想卻支離破碎。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PBjbbRJNc
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrcFsWc7Be
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfkhhs4TTo
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmcIuDXVcY
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早就該死亡了。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5r5jXV3mSJ
早就該離開了。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDKdr47Hj5
早就……49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBr9X5utkW
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfEaia6I0s
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHff87qCaEI
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvA9EBklm5
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ515FSZKB5E
為什麼不能忍耐呢……49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJotlBtYtwR
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjDLhkU3aY
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『不要哭。』49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh731QZyY9N
最後，兄長只是這麼說。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kFrNJttyF
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IXCxEaSu8
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnesoPJGNjP
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPj2vuHqcnZ
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到底過了多久呢？49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadVZFJkAz4
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡju6YlsIx0s
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtersUZGiUk
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmL1VCvO5Rk
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWl17ZBzuTC
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他拼命的挖土。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKH0WPpueO
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ704YQroiS9
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycCxd8BOwO
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEbVX88jK7
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那是一面白紙。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetmY9Dpo9n
由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxFdgQYixu
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAM2pfKuOt
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFi2yazRyr
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ASFih5UNy
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSauBssbYx
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看新聞有感。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMf4eHpWUz
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡroJ2bKKrrT
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「關於雪的聯想」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sJMAIWLa7
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURLiPgobqw
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ume3ILGUQ
乾澀的，卻熱和著。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRhPbx26M5
『你聽』49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGA3FMO2rMQ
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yfiyDlgmX
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIFeurSbJI
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgm6cPgC0Lb
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『踏雪無聲』49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1afUqkf9ga
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乍然寂靜無聲。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRiW5NFxXI
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fn0OfQvWu
他張大眼，張口不能言。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAE4bd6Ff6
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVWsSi3bJz
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「遙遠的童話故事」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgQQ7k80mC
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAwz1fr7sA
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZFXialZBJ
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaBev4ajdJ
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『請幸福的……』49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWtl2R92E0
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5qlnuMpko
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruMr0rdzpD
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRvKE7mH9x
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5SMYxK0w2
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIogXjwWqb
我無法相信話語的真實。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FqQ0uwsDM
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我知道，你愛我。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULDV0FXJHf
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuZP3dmAJz
我當然也從你口裡聽到。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kQmctGxFv
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FgdyhopB7
你總是會說：「我愛你。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAq3JJsMe4
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是的。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlDLjgpRdn
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvTUqF1h4T
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQPoUY3piF
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdbYgUXf9b
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡka3o8f1MS6
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『後日談』49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfcax33iC2
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgdary6Ka9
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxgqoP4VCe
然後他又重複了一次。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33oXt1mWQW
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvxcbSZU5Z
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZeDRWW5eH9
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7y2Tyq8A7z
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUYBkgHQ2X
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「十年」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGemVjuVTm
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfmuhLWqML
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkmWz4T4Jb
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYT0oGySLk1
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcjVk0Jmtw
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因為太感同身受了。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjPSAl5dh0
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR783J2b7XR
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWFJHieaFG
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuCMrFnTy4
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfPaffiDQc
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tpgIrFFN8
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBsYgZ2VBE
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzGBSujrDd
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkh9EUe6S7
他始終是，一個人。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AuAh9LHiW
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrLzVsq5W7
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LXuFRfT3e
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他決定要去旅行。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDTm2anem0
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYELhx2cBL
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路德也許會生氣吧。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PrdyRTtRx
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFtF89y184
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3V10dMDruT
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJXiwT759o
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2HLCqxHXw
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxjxfrUmPf
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwZ9TwoZtl
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnEqeLbPlk
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcQvSiMc0I
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9P2HAqU6C
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMaO0v4YsR
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsiPcbl0Pe
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZzlN8OCLr
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9gy16bJJX
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1NcNQvpU8
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV67iHCMU7e
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他收起相片，忖思。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bo6EmVOa6
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEdwCp3BiS
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6EMivTPCU
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbk4gl8Sh6J
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