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『世界上最遙遠的距離』66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0hzQc22gn
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所以我看著你對著別人露出，那不再屬於我的笑容。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjvqCzGqrS
在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gbRoHj1p1
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是我先推開了你給予我的擁抱。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3idRzTxqF
拒絕了你對我的情感。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcOdKZyApv
忽視了你眼底的情慾。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QiDxLGFJg
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我怎麼能哭泣。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBwt4J7hEX
我怎麼能悔恨。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldyIZToAOs
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwWjVN8lAa
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVCamumDol
「拒絕了你之後才愛上你。」66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lFC5AlnZz
「這樣的我令人厭惡。」66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6FcvtVIFK
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錯過與放棄。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh631quf8Om
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHS5VStgWCo
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkgr3xvwCp
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『If……』66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoecL3g8e2
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Uu0zqKeR5
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksLAhhFcY5
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxWVITo68d
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHVZEdlnD6
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXewTDZGUif
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgcbIxDZ9l
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『給十年後未來的你』66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09NHYU5zzg
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4gMTQNl80
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKXVfQBcLU
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDsPZEiNxw
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqlDADDLwV
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpn4eGwmWiE
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH43RDk0EnO
至今回想卻支離破碎。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubeBOLhaVF
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUyUaNt0ex
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8WMuY7W1o
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPYIlluApa
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早就該死亡了。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYlxqbnJll
早就該離開了。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQArKxmAeO
早就……66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSSU4GKjBd
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡib4Wa2zgrX
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXLxTTLWOk
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2I05LCwtv
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgp2bQ8plOw
為什麼不能忍耐呢……66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvSLRIq7K9
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nLuWcvyiL
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『不要哭。』66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmx6rZiGCAV
最後，兄長只是這麼說。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlZgccLyzU
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Hjvn4KGYL
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRbYr71uHc
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8oPh29ggR
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到底過了多久呢？66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqZTUX9PKL
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡro5SZty1sV
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoZcdBPbT6
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CWZynvtlC
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxafSoQWLdQ
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他拼命的挖土。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZ3urTKVZr
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyD2cDv4AOx
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqbfWjPq2i
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgC5eK6s1G
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由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEs6HlNVYIR
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4Ms5KFZIX
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJoIacJvvM
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0DzMPS8M3
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9mA0SYb01
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看新聞有感。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3S4Qk42Uds
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTTtElpgHz
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「關於雪的聯想」66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4O0lZJND89
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLs22SVloML
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8sF1h2Dt9T
乾澀的，卻熱和著。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWu5NukVuE
『你聽』66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cub71tOMP
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnnNe9MeGI
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4rGB6w31R
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfZc27DGnO
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『踏雪無聲』66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqaVykdSy7c
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乍然寂靜無聲。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdyarVVkUW
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjj3JhdCEC9
他張大眼，張口不能言。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhXa367UPO
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRH68aEXse
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「遙遠的童話故事」66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMiYE9gahS
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8v7chptn8k
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbKTY7YidF
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEUnFgGaqY
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『請幸福的……』66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnvE5BkWyL
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkiHHnzgIgM
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkutzjz81C
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZqF7zmAMO
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLH6hYOkg3H
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UzuqdAiL1
我無法相信話語的真實。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWoSSewd3A
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我知道，你愛我。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaBlB7O4wI
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfld7XQYZZ
我當然也從你口裡聽到。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Luj9CrxtP
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKM2hj5LCF7
你總是會說：「我愛你。」66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUncA1dtnw
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是的。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLdGFkjYDh
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2mtbqGZ5F
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoMX4w45DK
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6HCiVsDBB
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEnWKAcjqh
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『後日談』66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZRWtR0LCI
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqoAeFu87gc
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFmkYs96wY
然後他又重複了一次。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWhey11agn
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzWnwax3Ak
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSC9CsZneWb
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jXDvubH4Y
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeZGZpWHQK
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「十年」66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMSg7Lt10F
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoE17uNxIre
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6KevmHvuk
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFMdxL6xc3
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlIALaaaZy
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因為太感同身受了。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzj8jRNXPCt
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwdFvsDcvm
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHcBWsWvO4
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZvHj1UGlG
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7BMPBCeBL
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3rXPOKcMO
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm72MPYZNSS
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFnFbIMcRH
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyWx7wU7zI
他始終是，一個人。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Hn2YdcWk6
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JltYDlhK6
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2svY9RESt
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他決定要去旅行。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl85kdZYEqd
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYaNfPhMYXA
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路德也許會生氣吧。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgO4Jk1HiQ
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mRh5Vylw2
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7CbyxT66V
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WALnPWGim
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCuicAI7Lo
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKY1qE7bMG
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIc9IE3PwN
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYB0gICXyyT
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEU9NqKNAs1
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOgHgsjf60
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfgFqW9jmz
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoJIfYkjRM
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRD6pe3iYz
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUXF3OIMtx
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWYAUShPTI
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH38oBj0z6L
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他收起相片，忖思。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNlp7fWrcK
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9cyza3xQz
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBEZIx6MMb
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUASTmrIjA
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