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『世界上最遙遠的距離』44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIa6t2YmFU
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在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebbehDMowP
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxiadHK7m3w
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKuIo2nJp0
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錯過與放棄。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupO2FHkUGg
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1MG1dDC0Q
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7W4L7kMLfE
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『If……』44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigBJ2GTeo0
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoheKwGwyU
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkcSDdXKqZ
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLszy9AOqqh
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjXwiHXwj8
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOeLXzhJQeI
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu24DAPQ5vK
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『給十年後未來的你』44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SUu7HF8hM
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8nOcRPevs
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNtZxfB0lK
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJMX9NC29S
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsSBNZGIo1
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJG2UltEjt
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgI7WwWwe6P
至今回想卻支離破碎。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOqCBDxYIj
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHY8xVGuGt
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEe1Wo0J54
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8S0tBrJFkJ
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早就該死亡了。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcUlA84FIV
早就該離開了。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCShaGRY3w8
早就……44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCF8UkEFf0t
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNrmfXKYuX
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqaBojCQxIC
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8emNtEDmt
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kzK8behCA
為什麼不能忍耐呢……44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡds1aVcilnJ
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDz6CnREOjw
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『不要哭。』44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTKYxMoiY8
最後，兄長只是這麼說。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVRZCeiy7f
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2soVFYQHh
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtihDvj1kMw
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWwDlGLgX0
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到底過了多久呢？44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTJIIF1oEm
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9NRlRbBav
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdycSUkWQG
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71Cp21o5AF
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSedDPtzZO
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他拼命的挖土。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnne7hyr6B
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82i6aDoalF
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGe5AVGESk
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWgUDG6twl
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那是一面白紙。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0PU8pJcy7
由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaN41hRUTqR
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEnBNhMaRC
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkB70aNXQU
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0c7lWZ2fB
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdEznuVNXk
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看新聞有感。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8bM9CcDRP
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldxrAq5qrJ
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「關於雪的聯想」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYqln0hSjm
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnOsEML3ey
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4J11TPgQf
乾澀的，卻熱和著。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjBENGo1XS
『你聽』44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9E2Xc1jTog
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1jNwOTyam
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkLkLMZHyQ
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YGX2k8N69
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『踏雪無聲』44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzF5CDTkgY
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乍然寂靜無聲。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2cwW4D1TSM
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19Yea0zwLE
他張大眼，張口不能言。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTmL7vpthx
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2RkXAWgldb
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwXMpQrxBt
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXofKYodxzq
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6NsFMLpKa
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『請幸福的……』44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPUpuhrohi
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrTKzHj2Tz
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5URbxseKZ
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhetZqmywMh
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVSq62zttG
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwAwl5lKdQ
我無法相信話語的真實。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtQgBuXm7l
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我知道，你愛我。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnulTCRJ9Dw
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYerHh5tVw
我當然也從你口裡聽到。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvxuZywISW
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5S1YJBEgR0
你總是會說：「我愛你。」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJCtWXvhBt
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是的。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NxQqcV79n
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwELBEyc2U
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbeT6skY2Q
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUDfZniscV
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡri4xyS1cyf
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『後日談』44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPm7zzvGakx
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkNzzUstFj
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtHehS2k9c
然後他又重複了一次。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2UHaQYN4M
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhUnwtly3g
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdSxL3wwlH
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNku6bq7ic
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEadRwn6Vh1
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「十年」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdchnTraIj7
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IdqmaWx4j
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiazhcsulcI
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCR1OSkY3FQ
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICj2lXdoHl
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因為太感同身受了。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GNYVb9Aez
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6brtSnDzAS
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXwlVwjs1V
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGVWy2gM3s
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGyVK8gCcZ
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4ZmeBuLfT
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgzYF4zACU
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22u99yQuRB
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYWkpqUVcc
他始終是，一個人。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh92x9fyd3d
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCje4iWRg2U
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBg0ZSRRS9
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他決定要去旅行。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsXm5zsnPr
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5P6Jw2XHDR
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路德也許會生氣吧。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7Dhk4NjXT
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOeIvjYkKEm
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2jRy5ZhKH
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3IWNBaFCMX
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1QX97IBNo
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulzZaqHi8F
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYzvpQ5Vuz
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrsDxVkmlq
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOp056BoJ9
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkeqfh8XBBd
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwzIDxhw5l
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡin6C1aZ5im
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxx9nrh0DQ
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBy5sGilMeg
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiA2gEEURZ2
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8mERNE0BZ
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他收起相片，忖思。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNhraE83gh
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTunG91QNpB
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWRZzl3nRY
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4o8ocNMO44
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