-「梅花」x拔舍巴,樂土平原神像森,R18/「梅花復活」/惡兆酒與發情/非典型性愛/前戲
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於他短暫的生命裡,聖處子從未主動像個信徒般禱告。178Please respect copyright.PENANAZTORY3aCxW
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他們總說他是神蹟,是「啟示九夜」至高無上的神子,轉頭又質疑地蔑稱他為哈布斯堡王朝場場勝仗背後最精緻的那枚棋子。178Please respect copyright.PENANA2fSHRTEdKA
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卻忽視了一個於拔舍巴身上顯而易見,也無法否認的事實──178Please respect copyright.PENANAhkNk9iBDIX
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當莊園邊界行出一抹黑影時,無人在乎那些「樂園貴客」中的違規者身上將要發生的事,或許有和他們一樣的「貴客」在這兒遵守規則吧?不過,拔舍巴和姑方可沒思考那些事情的空隙。178Please respect copyright.PENANAgn9A2CC3AF
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只知那天夜晚風聲呼嘯,如龍的低吟,如野獸的低泣……但,就像那神像模糊的依託與獻祭,還未有人知道「龍」的存在。178Please respect copyright.PENANAYCfhd0I0gm
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就像他殘缺的記憶那般,現在,還是叫他聖處子「拔舍巴」便好。178Please respect copyright.PENANAABjj8IWdeI
他的唇瓣乾澀而嘶啞,眼窩疼痛,腿間盡是赤裸的傷。178Please respect copyright.PENANAtCxKj8yXWc
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「咳……」178Please respect copyright.PENANA2fojUn02nc
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在莊園內的石磚路上,他就像這個時代每個被強暴與雞姦的男人與女人那樣狼狽,卻又在同時屬於兩個性別之餘,也任一方都無法成為。178Please respect copyright.PENANANEwBhbVRYg
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直穿過他的肌膚與底下的層層皮肉,一路直達他腹中的孔洞連著他與膀胱相鄰的子宮,倒三角形的慈母溫床已經破得像塊爛肉,裡頭卻淌著略帶鈷藍的鮮血與熱酒。178Please respect copyright.PENANA8znpET1d0w
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即使拔舍巴是那般「聖處子」,他其實是懂得自我保護的人,原先在乎身體不能與髒污直接接觸的念頭一掃而空,對羊毛布產生的眷戀被一陣濃烈的異味取代。是失禁後的尿液與體液混合而成的騷味。178Please respect copyright.PENANAjx7UDLBT4F
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這麼說來,不只是沒思考的空隙,他更是沒有思考的「能力」;記憶中的拔舍巴總是認為自己就是這般破敗,人告知了他這些痛苦即是他誕生的「使命」,欺騙與背叛之上所藏匿的,是他們以崇拜而立定的預設。178Please respect copyright.PENANAtdOygaxT14
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他們的崇拜不允許聖人有半分不如所願的空白。178Please respect copyright.PENANAxYr9DurCKF
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他雙足赤裸,無助而踉蹌地走,記不得哪兒有粗布鞋,只能見到在他眼前迸裂開來的頭。178Please respect copyright.PENANACRp6N6XHHs
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「咳嘔,哈……哈……」178Please respect copyright.PENANAwIlFsa2oDf
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就算思緒無法動彈,其實,他的身體記得一切,記得生命消逝在手中的觸感。178Please respect copyright.PENANAQAmkAHS28M
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不知何時才能見著黎明的深夜,拔舍巴從散去的迷霧裡搖搖晃晃地走出,眼角還沾著那抹異樣的綠,興許是從雅妮頭顱爆出的綠色鮮血帶有某種汙染或詛咒,已經深刻地正中那液體下懷的拔舍巴都無法思考其他。178Please respect copyright.PENANAtgAJsPrkA5
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他在哭,生理性的淚水不受控制地湧出、乾涸、湧出……重複了不知多少次之後,當它又一次湧出時,拔舍巴反而看清了眼前的景象。178Please respect copyright.PENANAKV45UkMSMp
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莊園中心一片寂靜,沒有什麼肆無忌憚的活祭儀式,更無那座他和姑方誤以為就在莊園裡的許願池。178Please respect copyright.PENANAncRrdyCyGY
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還以為守則裡提到的許願池就在他們面前,難道這都是……幻覺?178Please respect copyright.PENANAhNWWMImEZp
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又有多少是幻覺,多少才是真實?雅妮、姑方、其他人呢?178Please respect copyright.PENANAISLWuPYR2I
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他記得這種感覺,虛假與真實,落魄與無助……並不是所有寂靜都讓人安心。178Please respect copyright.PENANASex5ihaEQm
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但是他沒有質問世界的能力,畢竟他理解世界,知悉此地,他的血液裡流著那些道理的種子,理解他們在這時代陷入瘋狂的原因。178Please respect copyright.PENANAdEgOBWfVGO
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體悟後便無怨恨,同理後便再無鄙視的理由。178Please respect copyright.PENANABvTiMxyiMj
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就算因外在影響暫時廢了點能力,魔力與直覺往往會告訴拔舍巴想知道的事情,不至於混亂到分不清方位與死亡氣息的他仍會像常人一樣渴望安心,雅妮死了,但雅妮的屍體不在那兒,就在他眼前,受他魔力壓迫而被撕裂了半截頭骨的姑方也不在了。178Please respect copyright.PENANAvFrpsfSdBv
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唯獨那噴出的綠色鮮血似活物般蠕動起來,滲入他的傷口,竄進他的唇瓣,目的就是他的胃……178Please respect copyright.PENANAYWEHQFuX4O
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那是助長那些無助感的善性來源。178Please respect copyright.PENANAhuDieHRxvr
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那些綠色液體就像惡魔。178Please respect copyright.PENANABndHlGQTq8
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不論那是否有毒,拔舍巴都因為那綠色的液體而朝石磚地上吐出體內的藍血。178Please respect copyright.PENANAAb3foJADPq
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好痛。不過他的雙足還在努力邁出步伐,即使在進入樂園前的短暫年頭接受大主教「必須保護自己」的叮嚀,拔舍巴撕裂的腳步還是賣力地彷彿要拚上自己所有壽命。178Please respect copyright.PENANAGzya4n77kM
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好痛,耳鳴轟得他全身發燙,面對瀕死劇痛與可怖的幻象──人頭、祭壇、迷霧與噴水池──本能總會急速在腦海中尋覓讓此身解脫的辦法,拔舍巴用手摀著腹部,又因為自己無法控制力道而用右手抓緊他的左臂,因為姑方的治療而密合的傷口幾乎快要在那陣衝擊中綻開。178Please respect copyright.PENANAaAMby0gpbj
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他就像一個徹底被塞滿的酒桶,氣流正使勁如瘋狂信徒那般急匆匆地壓迫他的軀殼,隨之溢出的一切甚是要讓拔舍巴有了自己正在散發香氣的錯覺。178Please respect copyright.PENANAfi4zhtyaOw
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依稀的蜜香被他暴漲的情緒蓋過。178Please respect copyright.PENANAjVWcvTPGWe
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他必須往前走。178Please respect copyright.PENANAAPLWhXoC6S
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就算他走得踉蹌,欲朝目標前去的引力還是讓他猙獰地扭曲了這副軀殼精緻的面龐,更不知自己花了多少時間才離開莊園──視野被鮮血糊得透徹,灼燒他理智的違和感正在深處賁張。178Please respect copyright.PENANAHsYjpbugyc
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就算他是「聖處子」,那綠色血腥殘留的香氣仍像是狂亂的信徒一樣迫切地要他爆發。178Please respect copyright.PENANAmVz5Pu8XCN
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「梅花……」178Please respect copyright.PENANAgjYbKNnvBY
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或許拔舍巴真的只是個無助的「孩子」?178Please respect copyright.PENANATrM8PS06JR
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等他又一次呢喃同伴的名字,拔舍巴便在真正的許願池前訝然。178Please respect copyright.PENANAGdjLDcfGFC
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夜晚宵禁時間,無人在乎那些呼嘯的風聲,理當也無人注意那撲到許願池旁邊的誰人。178Please respect copyright.PENANAEuhqbdEJlt
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距離莊園不遠處的巨大噴水池一側,憑著本能在尋覓「梅花」的拔舍巴還來不及顧慮守則,來不及去思考「這是不是真正的許願池」就下意識伸出染血的掌心接水吞飲。178Please respect copyright.PENANAPCcuTGrdv8
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「哈……姑、咕唔,咳。」178Please respect copyright.PENANAbhKGq973Af
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口中的字節碎散,他的內臟燙得像要噴出火來,帶血氣的魔力更是讓他在看似飛行的步伐裡多了幾分只有敏銳者才能察覺的遲鈍。178Please respect copyright.PENANAK6dFp71JDx
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只慶幸他的身高足夠,讓他一手扶著水池邊緣,伸手去撈水的時候不會馬上跌入池子裡頭,可毫無效率的接水還是讓他激動地把上半身湊到池水表面,試圖在會壓迫到下腹──他現在最痛的弱點──的危險狀態下把頭整個浸去冷卻自己。178Please respect copyright.PENANA8JMBFlloJW
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水面離他好遠。178Please respect copyright.PENANACB5BAbo9lI
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「咳、咳哈。」178Please respect copyright.PENANAcrHNDbi44t
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他調整姿勢,鄰近許願池的火炬成了他觀察泉水的唯一光源。178Please respect copyright.PENANABz2GnUvXdx
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好痛、好熱,又好渴,他就快碰到水了……到夜晚也依舊流動的活水並沒有許願池給人印象那般躺滿異物,反而像是張嘴吃了那些願望似地平靜無波,然而平靜不在,水面因他的到來而掀起微小的波紋。178Please respect copyright.PENANAGDgmAdxynh
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他的吐息帶起對一枚葉片來說龐大不已的巨浪。178Please respect copyright.PENANA43pd8ypsQZ
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「哈……咳!咕唔、咕唔……!」178Please respect copyright.PENANAR6vHuY6t84
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隨著他急促的吞嚥聲響起,水位突然漲到了恰到好處的位置。178Please respect copyright.PENANA6Y7QyjZx9c
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有個人影……178Please respect copyright.PENANAqV8WB1EKrE
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大口最適合他的清泉湧入胃部,洗淨他染血的面龐,雖然沒辦法緩解他身上傷口的熱燙,拔舍巴感覺也比原本的自己好了一些,他抬頭喘息,讓空氣通過沾了水的鼻尖──把水帶到鼻腔內的氣流馬上讓他嗆得咳了兩聲。178Please respect copyright.PENANAXqziwFSwec
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「哈……咳咳!」178Please respect copyright.PENANAOe8q5JEJp4
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有個人影在那兒,嗆得泛淚的左眼面前,火炬讓那手形的影映到了拔舍巴的臉。178Please respect copyright.PENANAGAw51Y9rsR
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「……哈……哈……?」178Please respect copyright.PENANAGEW4dvPXxU
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是一個最不該在宵禁時間出現的人影,人影的出現卻讓拔舍巴下意識把對方聯想成水位突然上升的原因,反射往那手指著的方向看去,是那三座神像所在的森林。178Please respect copyright.PENANAQJe7WIJX7D
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一切行進的動機如此單純,他只是想找到那抹粉亮的身影而已。178Please respect copyright.PENANAF5X37BasR4
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一直找、一直找……沒有寄託萬千慈愛的宿願,只有一線想到對方身邊的渴求,他的理智不需要追究任何道歉與罪孽。178Please respect copyright.PENANApxD763NaT5
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風聲呼嘯,他只是用一種有別於「聖處子」的步伐開始奔跑──往神像森而去。178Please respect copyright.PENANA0GlkkyHRYQ
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有人會相信得以實現的禱告嗎?178Please respect copyright.PENANAMmpa8EBp3p
至少,當拔舍巴在神像森裡見到他的當下,止不住的呼喚就像禱告一樣從他口中流洩。178Please respect copyright.PENANAs2VHQzOvVN
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他抱著他,一個該在黎明下睜開雙眼的人……也抱著「祂」,一個得以與他相比擬的非人之魂,喚著他知道的一切,姑方、梅花、梅、梅君……甚至是那些輕佻過頭的玩笑稱呼也都喚出來了,也不見他的雙眼睜開半分。178Please respect copyright.PENANAlHl9jLYZrG
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他找到梅花了,但是,又不清楚自己找到的是不是「梅花」本身。178Please respect copyright.PENANAnPtzwsXBTH
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「……梅花……梅花……」178Please respect copyright.PENANAUHzjdLbcbE
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視野如此模糊。178Please respect copyright.PENANA07vsNvTb8w
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就像那陣呼嘯的風聲,還有明顯不是個教會出身之人邁步的姿態……他來到神像森時,身後還帶著一縷泛著鈷藍色光芒的漆黑,拔舍巴沒辦法在這種急切到自己都要哭出來的場合下為靈魂是否該做出區分這種事加以命題。178Please respect copyright.PENANAs1HdvQDUvU
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他覺得梅花就會找這種話題。178Please respect copyright.PENANAksAG2iMIUV
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什麼都好、什麼都行……沒錯,不知怎地,他總覺得這個人能對他一直以來的經歷發表感言、講解一些不知所云的道理,興許還能在他寂靜的夢囈前面目猙獰也說不定──抱著他好不容易找到的姑方,痛苦與寂靜相依。178Please respect copyright.PENANAaTZMgg9MYl
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──殺了他。178Please respect copyright.PENANAwAtRCUKaGW
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比起那聒噪的祂所做的一切評價──那些看似毫無道理,卻又藏著祂百般痛苦的評價──他更希望祂能起來,然後,就像在這樂園旅程的起頭一樣與他說話。178Please respect copyright.PENANAe6eujF0dL1
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記憶裡,梅花強而有力的命令正在迴盪,那個叫雅妮的人類消失了,他釋放的魔力卻成了已經重傷的梅花身上的最後一記致命傷。178Please respect copyright.PENANA6KxYYEEJbt
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懊悔、崩潰、悲傷……一切在他之中高漲,高漲到足以讓他忽視傷口,跪在三尊神像──其中一個引渡人曾就坐的地方──抱起滿身腐土的他;來不及思考梅花之所以在這的原因了,他只是想要他醒來而已。178Please respect copyright.PENANAhI53eKqqG8
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「……哈啊……」178Please respect copyright.PENANABi2SVXkdWn
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「……梅花!」178Please respect copyright.PENANANOY6hRfW8Z
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接著在這兒醒來的靈魂卻不是拔舍巴所認識的「梅花」。178Please respect copyright.PENANAvG0BjhU9W5
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祂感覺很輕盈。178Please respect copyright.PENANADa6B0kiJX5
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不只是身體,祂的思緒、根系、枝枒與花朵都在通暢的靈力間回歸平靜,祂既是龐大,也是微小,時而像人類幻想中的神話那樣延展,又以截然不同的方式燃燒。178Please respect copyright.PENANA0vYNZW88Gi
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祂名「梅花」。178Please respect copyright.PENANAvW9I98nKeD
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那些藏於神像細縫間的秘密固然讓人躁鬱,都沒有比一個生靈嘈雜不堪的悲嘆要來得擾人,祂在沉眠中生長、甦醒、睜開雙眼,被誰人用何種方式加以解釋的瞬間,祂就是負責做出「變化」反應的概念。178Please respect copyright.PENANA1wmKyzSWMK
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祂是「梅花」。178Please respect copyright.PENANAEqeh5jmTkm
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一種花朵,一種受人命名,普遍會在那凜冽冬季與初春到訪時降下粉雪的花朵──那只是一個再籠統不過的泛稱,傻子都能知道這不是祂真正的名字,不過,真的連傻子都能知道嗎?倒也不見得。178Please respect copyright.PENANAxg6qDaTT1N
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當拔舍巴如動物般舔上祂的眼瞼,舔拭祂的唇瓣,散如花海的粉色長髮髮尾不可避免地與這裡的土地相吻。178Please respect copyright.PENANAPhtajBB6hZ
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祂精挑的軀殼白皙透亮,粗嫩也恰到好處的肌膚也在與不知有多少「參加者」──抑或是這裡的居民──踏過的平地上摩娑,應當在這的粗布鞋都不知去哪兒了,兩雙各自染上不同髒污的腿腳交纏在一塊。178Please respect copyright.PENANAc8Tgw3Oyv0
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「……梅……梅花……」178Please respect copyright.PENANAWXtTOD7IjH
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這個生靈在肆無忌憚地舔祂。178Please respect copyright.PENANAmqO1se8Nls
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梅花感覺到他的位置先是從左側來,又從右側去,一下用手掌摸了摸脖子確認跳動,又用大開的掌心按上他的胸口,祂的皮囊本就裹著一套鬆垮的衣裳了,隨他動作而露出的胸部與鎖骨更是成了他鼻息的根據地。178Please respect copyright.PENANAbTICzA53Ut
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祂知道他的名字,記得他的事,也記得他在墊了軟墊的木頭座位上呆然面對盤中培根的表情──好像他們上一刻還在那個記憶裡一起吃飯一般滿是安逸,沒有什麼橘子園、鮮血,還有他被絞碎的顱骨存在。178Please respect copyright.PENANASONZZcqvjh
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祂死了。178Please respect copyright.PENANAXHcZ95kjK0
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或者該說是……「消失」了?178Please respect copyright.PENANA0125Z4dV7t
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記得肚子開了個大洞,一道巨大的攻擊倉促地插入祂軀殼的左半邊面龐,連著下顎一起剖切了軀殼的半塊顱骨,有那麼絲絲可能性告訴祂,或許祂在那瞬間不小心走漏了自己的秘密給拔舍巴,更是讓祂想要使這軀殼之主沉眠夢境的詭計徹底敗露。178Please respect copyright.PENANAW33ixAOazF
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『…………哈……』178Please respect copyright.PENANAwUgb2ax12X
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「梅花」的核心,來自梅花樹梢上的一叢粉色小花,其他白的、紅的還要往隔壁山去找尋呢,祂就搖身一變成了囊括所有「梅花」的模樣。可是,這個模樣其實讓祂害怕,早在甦醒以來祂就在害怕了。178Please respect copyright.PENANAtd5OtpKAng
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害怕什麼?178Please respect copyright.PENANA9N55c28D2F
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「梅花……梅花,醒……」178Please respect copyright.PENANAb0YJ6S8Hcy
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『……』178Please respect copyright.PENANAv8dbskjilb
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祂害怕自己不再是自己──只因原先的祂溫柔地擁有了來自梅花樹一角的自我,祂知道無論是樹本身、枝葉還是花朵都能有自己的位置,而祂則是這片生機的其中一抹粉色,僅此而已……是的,僅此而已。178Please respect copyright.PENANAW153rvlSMD
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祂從未想過自己會變得如此龐大。178Please respect copyright.PENANAWhWiDRqqL2
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『……吸……呼……』178Please respect copyright.PENANAV3g7QZlMa4
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更沒有想過自己會因此而失去自我。178Please respect copyright.PENANAkt6QX8slyv
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祂沒有馬上叫出他的名字。178Please respect copyright.PENANAymapSpMXcy
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若不論拔舍巴,這也是祂第三次用這種形態見人了,第一次是在樂園門票現世、第二次是那三尊乳白色的東西、第三次則是直接為了安撫拔舍巴而在對方面前用了傳音。178Please respect copyright.PENANAkQAu8XmHrL
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記憶變得如此遙遠,喉頭開始溢出靈力,調和好的比例必須重來,梅花卻覺得自己像是被摀到一片陌生土地那般無法動彈,一切激昂隨土地的脈動消停──祂不會是拔舍巴認識的姑方,也不是作為一小團花朵時所認識到的「自己」。178Please respect copyright.PENANAMAuJPtFlCB
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『Bathsheba……』178Please respect copyright.PENANAhIlLfaT36a
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祂以口呢喃,即使一切對祂來說如此遙遠。178Please respect copyright.PENANAFI6WYji30L
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此時此刻,拔舍巴正在瘋狂高漲的情緒裡抽抽噎噎地喘氣,體內的鐵棒、腹中的酒水都沒法阻止他手上確認心跳的動作,來時的躍動與奔跑已經耗了他不少魔力;但,任何呼嘯與斑斕都不抵一縷帶梅花香氣的微風。178Please respect copyright.PENANAnqDVpiF1ro
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他慌了──一個問他記不記得自己殺過多少人的對象用那種方式消失在自己眼前,現在還動也不動地躺在這兒──他徹底慌了,像是有股力量在驅使他去慌;這都是怎麼了?178Please respect copyright.PENANADUyGVNTuez
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彷彿在這瞬間擁有他本來該有的一切。178Please respect copyright.PENANAbItSmwmAtV
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「梅花……梅花。」178Please respect copyright.PENANAghGXWXdTdp
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『……』178Please respect copyright.PENANA6YMd4jtJ2X
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祂也意識到了,身邊這哭泣的孩子不完全是祂所認識的「Bathsheba(拔舍巴)」。178Please respect copyright.PENANAOaembcWjBl
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真巧,不是嗎?178Please respect copyright.PENANAjYgWJxgCIM
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劇痛後的寂靜讓祂沉睡,又讓祂在黎明時從土裡萌芽(甦醒),那個在祂眼底殘破不堪的孩子還很有精神地湊過來對祂又舔又親;他泛著鈷藍的眼瞼腫脹,眉頭用意想不到的力量緊緊鎖著他的悲傷……所謂的「又舔又親」則是拔舍巴在慌張中的磨蹭。178Please respect copyright.PENANAk0Wn7nsaTC
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『……我活著,Bathsheba。』178Please respect copyright.PENANAubReuT7aNi
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湊在耳邊的氣息鮮活無比,空靈而溫柔的嗓音拼湊起拔舍巴的名,伸出自己的手,飽滿的力量如熟透梅果般撫過他的腰身。178Please respect copyright.PENANApRwl86q65K
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「梅花……!」178Please respect copyright.PENANAFXAqGEap8I
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見梅花有了反應,想要湊上去親吻祂額頭的拔舍巴卻被一個意外的深吻奪去氣息。178Please respect copyright.PENANAl97MlCqeBu
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「唔……唔、唔!?」178Please respect copyright.PENANAXmqoWyGWLa
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這就是這片土地被稱為「樂園」的原因嗎?178Please respect copyright.PENANA2OXUczzdLg
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原來這裡真的是樂園,還因為神明保佑的關係而不存在死亡。178Please respect copyright.PENANAi3qQTsiuz2
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──樂園守則〈居民〉篇章所示,若有殺死居民之必要,務必使用神像給與的武器進行刺殺;任何針對樂園必要之破壞也需以神器進行。178Please respect copyright.PENANAKNiywtADB2
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記憶裡的陽光、泥土、甜菜根……還有羊圈傳來的些許臭味。178Please respect copyright.PENANAwC27j045vk
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祂想著拔舍巴行動不便,轉而往屋裡去拿了塊坐墊給他,祂「想著」那人類遙遠語言的根系,讀著守則手冊上規矩地在祂眼前排開的文字;就在祂身旁,過一會兒就要去煮湯的拔舍巴專注地聽祂說話。178Please respect copyright.PENANA2XgKGBnsOz
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雖然只是開始,樂園的氛圍明顯比外頭戰亂紛擾的環境要好上許多,他們有更多時間可以調查並做出決定,毋須為了幾條陌生的人命庸人自擾。178Please respect copyright.PENANAe1GK0mftLQ
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──違背以上守則者,賜酒一杯。178Please respect copyright.PENANAfzRxTf9zqc
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這樂園守則如何判定是否違規的問題像極了一場沒有裁判的競賽。178Please respect copyright.PENANA45rFSYh3yn
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不只無法把賜酒之事徹底弄個明白,顯然已經落入違反邊緣的祂還看不清拔舍巴是否違規,這蠢地方究竟是怎麼算的?掌心熟練地透過撫摸拔舍巴來確認狀態,同樣虛弱的梅花卻無從下手。178Please respect copyright.PENANANjH1i18Pkl
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祂討厭被職責禁錮──可愈是去討厭,就愈容易在此刻與之相融。178Please respect copyright.PENANAqX7qSMAC1t
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若這時候問祂,梅花蓓蕾在盛開以前沐浴寒風就不會痛苦嗎?祂會這麼回答:祂不畏嚴寒,只因祂更加畏懼消散,祂不想一切都變得如此理所當然……雙眼黯然失色,眸底的花朵開始流竄,被祂塵封於底的悲慟以梅花盛開的模樣顯現出來。178Please respect copyright.PENANATGd3vcfoXG
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拔舍巴,你沒事就好。178Please respect copyright.PENANA3BrZ1f1VIo
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順應自己的本能給與拔舍巴渴望之物(吻),祂是位有求必應的「梅君」。178Please respect copyright.PENANAjwo6QKB0Xo
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「梅花……沒事?哈……沒事?」178Please respect copyright.PENANAFyAqiFj5XK
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『……?』178Please respect copyright.PENANAKiTRn2xmpi
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意料之外的回應讓祂微微瞪大雙眼。 178Please respect copyright.PENANA0EGKCUXRmI
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祂擔心他,但眼前的拔舍巴卻用同一句話應祂,甚至還湊上來咬了咬祂這副軀殼的臉頰,本來那嘴巴看上去就沒辦法張開太大,這精緻臉蛋毫不似人的行為讓梅花無光的眼眸多了幾分明亮──他(姑方)記得自己在渡船上氣個沒完的時候,拔舍巴就用這麼直接的方式過來阻止他。178Please respect copyright.PENANArhbJNfYZvz
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「……哈……你怎麼、不說話……?」178Please respect copyright.PENANAfXA07Ng5gp
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所有含苞的話語因花開而散,被樂園神蹟「復活」的「姑方」為什麼不說話?現在的他實在難以回答,異樣的沉默與落到土裡的發音是為什麼「不說話」了,事關祂們山林所用的一種「植物理解法」。178Please respect copyright.PENANAb4O3MtqsLn
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不然祂怎麼能一下拉丁,一下卡斯提亞(西班牙)地來回切換呢?178Please respect copyright.PENANAo0A6s8Ulq7
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「……沒有魔力?」178Please respect copyright.PENANAFOCbsA2uMw
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拔舍巴在搓祂的臉頰──他的手有點冷。178Please respect copyright.PENANAWqwXQhnd3S
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就算給他想要的吻還是被擔心地又揉又蹭,原先想要休息的心情都給這「聖處子」亂得沒勁,出了莊園之後,這神像森的裏側,因為死後復活的術式衝擊而暫時無法重整軀殼的姑方正躺在神像前的空地上頭,祂不可見的體內可正在大地震後的狼藉裡飛速整頓呢,因而短暫失聲的祂率先整頓好了體內的語言天賦。178Please respect copyright.PENANAPqDReMStNg
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流利但嘶啞的拉丁語從唇中溢出。178Please respect copyright.PENANADeAsOosjLk
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「你說什麼呢……你不也沒了?哈啊、別動……」178Please respect copyright.PENANA711NcBKR0l
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「……過來,靠近點,我給你看看身體,『Bathsheba』(拔舍巴)……」178Please respect copyright.PENANAdZRW3Pl2XQ
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那雙帶著梅花香味的掌心撫上他的面龐;眼尾的紅暈與淚水被對方撫開的剎那,微微顫抖的拔舍巴甚至要錯聽出「梅花」話語裡的寵溺與甜蜜──鮮亮的綠色蜜酒與淚水一同滑落,主動脫序的人卻乾脆地換成了另一方。178Please respect copyright.PENANAhck1Tih4Co
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和煦的陽光為樹影碎為光斑傾倒,交疊的身影相濡以沫。178Please respect copyright.PENANApI7rScLkIA
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「……嗯……沾了髒東西……」178Please respect copyright.PENANAXSFXA3nSdc
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竟然有人敢說高潔的「聖處子」沾了髒東西?堂堂梅花郎君當然敢了。178Please respect copyright.PENANAY4DZth1cwV
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「髒……?啊、唔!」178Please respect copyright.PENANAnzjdmLGE9o
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或許水聲彼方該是要來一個煽情的親吻、纏舌與抽插,衝入鼻腔的香氣卻足以將樂園所賜之「酒」的氣味給淹成另一種形狀。不只是聲音變了,梅花的香味也烈得近乎能稱為殺傷,不知所云的拔舍巴還在混亂地往他的記憶裡掏挖──那違規之「酒」顯然已經徹底進到拔舍巴身上了,將之稱為「髒東西」的梅花恍惚地舔嘴。178Please respect copyright.PENANABofdb6JOUB
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「……我也是『梅酒』呢,這『酒』居然搞這陰招……」178Please respect copyright.PENANA5rjQneDq6B
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植物跟植物鬥嗎?祂喜歡,記起拔舍巴提過「賜酒」定義的梅花,無須多想,毒酒的配方大抵也就與草木礦脈有關;酣然地興起要從這物質上掏出點八卦的衝動,鋪天蓋地的梅果酸香與絲絲甜意赤裸地透出祂的失控。178Please respect copyright.PENANAHMPvIRaGln
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「哦~這個酒……」178Please respect copyright.PENANAzLPsFBiDVZ
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方才復活,不用這樂園幹什麼就可以神智不清的梅花幾乎把自己的力量分到整頓軀殼與靈力循環上頭,不沾半滴就像個瘋子似的──一陣突來的拉力讓拔舍巴張大了嘴,兇手則用施咒中的口開始行兇,一路從下頷輕咬,吻上這兒最大的症頭,他滿是血腥臭味的嘴。178Please respect copyright.PENANA6DzDihHbIP
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「……!!」178Please respect copyright.PENANAgczurgCAH7
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「『別動,這是對你一開始強暴我的帳……不然,樹可是會吃人的』。」178Please respect copyright.PENANABrLvSPqRyZ
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帶有魔力的「聲音」從吻中深入撞擊思考,了解到這種「聲音」毋須用唇舌發聲的拔舍巴還沒來得及去想自己是如何,彷彿至今為止的「姑方」用最近距離在他耳邊大聲說話的衝擊感徹底讓拔舍巴失措。178Please respect copyright.PENANAwsY4BT67kO
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不過最嚴重的還是他的後頸被梅花捏住了──搔癢與拉力讓他抬頭的瞬間,快速掠過咽喉的唇瓣讓拔舍巴一陣亂麻。178Please respect copyright.PENANAyq22jvvxAC
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「嗚唔……!?」178Please respect copyright.PENANA1Dlt0DoxKZ
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樂園毒酒讓人癲狂,所有灼燒都得以成為警示命運的預兆──178Please respect copyright.PENANAUTdF6ZGJsU
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「守則」允諾屠殺的意義又是什麼?之於拔舍巴的影響如何?縱使梅花表現酣然,拔舍巴的表現反之證明那毒酒成了一種撬開鎖頭的潤滑。178Please respect copyright.PENANADYCGpuQWJv
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開始情緒豐富、埋頭磨蹭、這裡拍拍、那裡摸摸,就沒想到要往祂腿間坐上來再次要祂,再次啃食祂……所以,拔舍巴真不是自願「發情」的?178Please respect copyright.PENANAuQnUww5ofn
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更好笑的是,原本明明就一副想要「他」(姑方)安靜的樣子,現在卻反過來問「祂」(梅花)怎麼不說話──啊哈!自祂睜眼以來還沒有來自大地以外的生靈能跟祂這樣玩呢!178Please respect copyright.PENANAz3siBciSml
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「咕唔、哼啊……!」178Please respect copyright.PENANAtT8NBruAh2
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「哈哈哈哈,別動──別動……」178Please respect copyright.PENANAhf44nUseMo
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身影交疊而蠕動,像是在爭吵,其實是纏綿。178Please respect copyright.PENANApuuZ0hyUlW
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無論發生了什麼,拔舍巴顯然沒有要乖乖聽話的意思;他在扭動,不停扭動,帶傷染血的四肢柔軟地搓揉梅花的軀體……隨之在那兒響起的,是拔舍巴被粗暴的擁吻與香氣嗆咳的呻吟。178Please respect copyright.PENANAwPnqtDagnM
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聖處子的禱告在奇異的地方轉向,他對姑方的話匣子毫無辦法。178Please respect copyright.PENANAky8wynm6aO
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「姑、咕……!」178Please respect copyright.PENANAbrQW343j3T
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輕易抱起了本來就瘦弱的拔舍巴,踏著近似一種風壓懸浮的步伐,「梅花」若是為其他生靈禱告還沒什麼差,但梅花不只不是人,反而還是專門滋養他人的植物──這是根本意義上「專門幫人家完成禱告」的對象。178Please respect copyright.PENANAHF042Kstk7
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「就跟你說我沒事了,乖,給你摸摸。」178Please respect copyright.PENANA3SHEQFxnqK
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「梅花」以「姑方」之名復活了,祂喜悅不已、心情暢快,只因一個過來對他上下搓揉,一下舔舔祂這兒,一下舔舔祂那兒,可就是忘記祂其實很好吃的「同伴」。178Please respect copyright.PENANA5cNZtVTKpz
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嘴上說著「給你摸摸」,實際上是一直在揉拔舍巴臉蛋,手泛著一股清晰的花香,把拔舍巴揉得咕咕叫的情狀略顯一股與人相異的可愛。178Please respect copyright.PENANAhKVjhhEoHE
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顧著舔都忘了咬的樣子讓祂欣喜地發笑,他要當著這森林三尊神像的面「反擊」拔舍巴嗎?不,當然不要。公眾交歡雖然在山林中挺常發生的,左轉那邊又生了一窩、右轉那邊又多生幾胎的「變化」也屬山林眼界範圍……但他可不想冒著被神像背刺的危險交媾。178Please respect copyright.PENANA5NU4lDYCPd
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他要趁那三尊邪乎東西偷偷站起來走路前把人抓去草叢裡逗。178Please respect copyright.PENANAZt8JiCtJc2
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嗯……不對,說錯了。178Please respect copyright.PENANAmLzkZkU21n
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「你猜怎麼著?我真的不在意這種肉體碰撞與交媾……除非想找我麻煩──或是刺激到我。你不會想知道我被刺激時究竟發生了什麼。」178Please respect copyright.PENANAGOTnfMiZcP
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拔舍巴和他都不是人類,雖然祂摸不透這孩子的種族是什麼,就像他咬自己這漂亮臉蛋的套路一樣,撸撸他就知道。178Please respect copyright.PENANANItAx2bvKA
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迴避了三尊神像視線的角落,接近渡口處的方位,得以聽見水流聲的樹幹下方。178Please respect copyright.PENANA2GqY9O3tXt
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「多嚷嚷幾聲,免得我又不要命起來……呵呵、呵呵……」178Please respect copyright.PENANAX8gS0hW9EG
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高漲的情緒與自我讓他之中盛放的梅花鮮豔,彷彿「聖處子」的禱告要為自己而做了──起初拎他後頸,爾後又像個小動物一樣抱起他,灌木叢間的位置就是梅花能找到的最佳尋歡地點。178Please respect copyright.PENANA8OUah0UFyU
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一路慌過來拔舍巴卻有些迷茫,充斥鼻腔與口中的觸感皆讓他的大腦誤以為這些唾沫都是一種純正酸甜的漿果果汁,意識到「乾淨的床鋪」抱起了他,灼燒臟器的混亂很快就無法靠許願池那點冷泉壓下。178Please respect copyright.PENANAgWYkyAgmZx
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「呼……呼……啊?」178Please respect copyright.PENANApbU3ZjDTvL
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直覺告訴他「梅花」不是漿果──他注定無法知道異鄉的梅子究竟多酸。178Please respect copyright.PENANAo1B50esmo7
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除非梅花現在直接餵他吃一口。178Please respect copyright.PENANAutr2W89L5d
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「梅花」的軀殼未變,仍是「姑方」那身組合,被揉得臉頰發熱的拔舍巴方從咕咕叫的循環中脫離,熱得頭頂都要冒煙,看他衣袍寬鬆、簪子收著,刻意用自己徒手摳出來的簪子與巴托羅家那兒拿來的髮帶也不知去向……178Please respect copyright.PENANA9VqwtctB04
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「我看看叫什麼,松針、杉樹,啊……在這做比光天化日好多了。」178Please respect copyright.PENANAgscqWjaAxk
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反之檢查拔舍巴身上的衣物狀況如何,還記得他在掛念老奶奶溫暖毯子──一位樂園居民蓓塔·巴托羅的手工毯子,那同時也是姑方幹一天農活的薪水──檢查到一件就脫掉一件的梅花欣然散著長髮,無所事事地把對方扒光。178Please respect copyright.PENANA4EftHXzUL7
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「冷嗎?」178Please respect copyright.PENANANVHQmyjsWc
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「嗯、唔。」178Please respect copyright.PENANA8HcqBw2dQu
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祂所見證的娼妓並未破壞他僅此一件的衣裳,這已比什麼都值得他慶幸(拔舍巴自己,畢竟祂親眼見到了拔舍巴半裸光腳的樣子)──毫不在乎對方穿衣裸體與否的觀念顯然已隨「姑方」的矜持落到九霄雲外去了。178Please respect copyright.PENANA4hGcoZKppz
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「哈……我在問你,冷嗎?」178Please respect copyright.PENANAXi2q6AG7T0
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不只搓揉臉頰,指尖跟著撫過顎骨,給對方向上端起的視野讓拔舍巴曝露出自己在短暫時光裡無意中遮掩的部位,他的喉結。178Please respect copyright.PENANAYnvFoL05O6
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方才的擔心與淚水都不知被梅花裝到哪裡,拔舍巴沒有如人的情緒起伏,身體誠然在喉結處表現出的動搖,氣息的紊亂卻各個向梅花細細傾訴……粉得微微泛紅的眼眸映著拔舍巴滾動的喉結,所言之「髒東西」的殘痕還在裡頭蠕動。178Please respect copyright.PENANAjJfFM4rHq9
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「……!!」178Please respect copyright.PENANALIQnx4tp8f
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拔舍巴不知道這是什麼感覺──不聽使喚的熱度以透徹的紅暈表現,熱得彷彿連鼻息都要燃起星火,從下頷微微往咽喉去的撩撥之刺激,對他那「不全的真身」來說著實是最大的戲弄。178Please respect copyright.PENANARnEZ5ZnXrT
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指尖撩起喉頭,撩得他渾身熱到要蒸乾聲帶嫩肉;他冷不冷?他已經要熟,他根本不知道梅花在說些什麼。178Please respect copyright.PENANA10eQY5RQFH
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「呃、呵啊……」178Please respect copyright.PENANAevbTl7AKJp
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拔舍巴僵硬地靠著樹幹,小幅地搖了一個大半都是顫抖的頭,像蛇用盡全身力量的抽搐般狼狽地泛淚,他無暇去意識梅花口中的「髒東西」是什麼,諸多情緒就在梅花恰如「姑方」的態度裡化作疑惑;實際上發生了什麼?那些塵封在拔舍巴體內的寧靜、安逸、守候,諸多情感都在隨高漲的體溫翻湧,他有很多話可以說……178Please respect copyright.PENANAUMzmxxkWLQ
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「怎麼,害臊嗎?不是說『聖處子』要把魚水之歡當家常便飯?」178Please respect copyright.PENANASjZjoPFaPt
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結果他現在在這裡害羞。178Please respect copyright.PENANAuOfjffFjJG
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衣物一件件都被拿去墊地,裸著在他面前扭扭的拔舍巴滿臉通紅,因喉頭敏感帶被刺激而想要往後退的生理反應是不可避免的。不過,梅花其實知道拔舍巴臉紅的原因。178Please respect copyright.PENANA1b9qiEW6Mg
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在祂眼中,鮮得要如黃金般亮起的綠色蜜血仍如山澗活水般在他體內竄流,沒有時間去分析那液體是血是酒,掌心所及之處幾乎都是能要他命的熱度;眼看梅花的手一路撫到他的胸口,聽到「害羞」一詞的拔舍巴縱使習慣裸體,也怕那手指往他的咽喉去戳。178Please respect copyright.PENANATkkoqZSoEo
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他害羞嗎?178Please respect copyright.PENANA7WZIg6QpQJ
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背靠著樹幹,曝露起身上傷口的拔舍巴全身都熱得在泛紅,對梅花來說,這已經是第三次見到拔舍巴裸體。不以為意地看著拔舍巴微隆的會陰與佈滿瘡疤的下腹,子宮位置的弧度示意裡頭的異物與傷口還在,就怕裡面被酒液灼到流膿,那個近似守則中所提之「毒酒」的液體還在流竄。178Please respect copyright.PENANA5iTLXAq0KT
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一方面是想反擊,一方面也是起了跟這座樂園對幹的玩心,見拔舍巴亂得連坐姿都開著雙腿,伸手輕撫大腿內側的梅花蓄意在自己的視線上釋放靈力。178Please respect copyright.PENANA2waLshd2To
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這孩子是有感覺的。178Please respect copyright.PENANAn0GFWio5Bs
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「嗯、嗯……!」178Please respect copyright.PENANAKJpfxEYxdl
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「……你應該是第一次被人用『魔法』這樣對待?」178Please respect copyright.PENANAoX1ygDshHN
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那麼祂就能用這副人身的目光愛撫他。178Please respect copyright.PENANAiws0XqX9S3
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梅花還記得自己說過的話,祂真沒有神通廣大到劈口就指出對方是什麼「種族」的能力,那都是人界定之物,是人定義之理──不過祂自己也有一套判斷是非的方式。178Please respect copyright.PENANApM720susJW
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如此善性之氾濫,得以知道拔舍巴的靈魂愛人。178Please respect copyright.PENANAM7lenfSY1T
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粉亮地彷彿要點燃他內臟的目光如掌心般撫過他的腰身,一股魔力流動癢得那粉花成了一道軟如綢緞的河流,他固然因激動而瑟縮,心情還是有在梅花醒來時平復許多;一股酥麻越過疼痛與糜爛,直往已經腐朽的皮肉裡頭輕壓,拔舍巴的「感覺」頓時大響。178Please respect copyright.PENANAqHYm98w1ll
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鼓囊的穴口被魔力刺激,抽抽噎噎地帶著那分當事人已經習慣的靡爛上下晃動。178Please respect copyright.PENANATK0NMF4BLN
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「我無意冒犯,但那些處理你的人類也真的是傻。」178Please respect copyright.PENANAj1L8jVel8d
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恆常開裂滲血的陰唇在此時只是一個以這般「形狀」存在的軟肉,泛著明顯血紅的嫩肉之中更有幾分示意拔舍巴血液特別之處的青藍,肉體與靈魂並具,要在心靈允許的前提下勾勒快感並非難事,但,走拔舍巴後庭這條左道可不合乎梅花逞快的作風。178Please respect copyright.PENANAmNKbhJqfjl
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祂是鯤島某處特別吵鬧的精靈。178Please respect copyright.PENANAjcfLde9Enk
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「看著我的手指,感受我的視線……對、對……」178Please respect copyright.PENANArvAxrlaymf
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這點刺激當然不夠。178Please respect copyright.PENANAQlBQCIlJpI
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「嗯、嗯?唔……唔……!」178Please respect copyright.PENANARpVTgYBffN
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拔舍巴的顫抖少了,心情平靜了;正因如此,驚訝的抽搐與收縮才能更顯他的可愛。裂開的陰蒂與穴肉可給不了他所謂魚水之歡的快意,將之當作責任的教義與思想引導更讓他沒料到有人會用這種方式把魔力當成性器,在忽略他體內鐵棒的狀態下來回抽插。178Please respect copyright.PENANAY5FCXNpGWb
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抽插?在……鐵棒在的地方?意識到那股讓他酥麻的電流來自梅花,被對方一聲「你往後躺」驚得往隆起的樹根一靠,拔舍巴依稀感覺到違和的濕潤。178Please respect copyright.PENANAYuSrpdsBi8
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一直有外在的力量進來──以一種難以習慣的方式刺激他。178Please respect copyright.PENANAjUOzu2tdL1
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「看來是第一次呢。」178Please respect copyright.PENANAespf7lSYd7
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梅花打趣地笑。178Please respect copyright.PENANArtQCnkHvp2
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雖說傷口駭人,只要看習慣了依舊能從裡頭知道端倪,即使表面依然血腥,蜷曲的腳趾與加速起伏的胸口依舊示意著拔舍巴有成功得到撫慰;對這傷口,一股腦地忽視痛楚不好、忽視其他事物直接找洞戳的粗暴更無法達到效果。178Please respect copyright.PENANA1n67h05BZE
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所以,咱們用實力弄濕這位「聖處子閣下」。178Please respect copyright.PENANAw1Swb3HuFw
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「梅花、梅花……?」178Please respect copyright.PENANAhJDXfUogUA
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伸手對初次體會大地的孩子輕輕逗弄,溢出藍血與碎肉的穴口在收縮中顫抖,用一聲輕哼回應拔舍巴的叫喚,一種稚嫩而可愛的年幼讓興致大起的梅花緩緩伸手。178Please respect copyright.PENANANKa669rzi7
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溫暖的掌心朝腿間陰莖曾在之處輕碰,瞬間夾緊雙腿的拔舍巴便微微仰頭。178Please respect copyright.PENANApWghdAD3RN
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「……!!」178Please respect copyright.PENANARis1JBu18d
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「高潮了?」178Please respect copyright.PENANACR3iM51x62
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是梅花平靜又略帶挑弄的呢喃。淤積的髒血與進入樂園來都未清理的細小碎肉從內裡湧出,跟著張開的尿孔一起,幾乎透明的尿液與所有髒污在腿間混合,潺潺地越過淺丘,安然淌到土中。178Please respect copyright.PENANAK2P6GLXRuW
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有物從體內排出的感受一直都是糟糕的。以往都是被賓客磨蹭、抽插、侵犯……就算蒙受閹割的鐵棒堵了另一種淫亂,能接受從肛門雞姦的人當然也多;白皙臀瓣再怎麼完整,泛紅的甬道本身也沒有感受歡愉的成本可言,所以──高潮?178Please respect copyright.PENANAyTMqlz1lNQ
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「唔、咕……咕嗯……嗯、呵呃?唔唔唔……」178Please respect copyright.PENANAbBj8FlaJyh
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高潮是什麼?思考還跟不上的拔舍巴緊抿雙唇,深棕眼瞳顫得要把困惑抖成淚珠,陌生的快意與湊過來撈起他下頷的手簡直要他發瘋;搖啊搖、搖啊搖,被梅花抓到空隙搔弄下顎──幾乎要在此刻甦醒的「龍」彷彿就要嘶吼。178Please respect copyright.PENANAuMR4lrVHYe
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「……放輕鬆。」178Please respect copyright.PENANAIB1iubbNis
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愛撫與戲弄讓情慾的氛圍稀薄,被逗弄的頸部皮膚癢得讓拔舍巴張嘴搖頭,唔唔地晃動身軀;熾熱的吐息近在眼前,在心裡猜測拔舍巴種族多時的梅花總是信任自己的直覺。178Please respect copyright.PENANAYb39qbwvYV
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血液、術式、阻塞的力量(魔力)與受到徹底閹割的性器……178Please respect copyright.PENANAdXtvhXyjy0
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那些造他的人都付出了什麼當作代價?活體材料、集體詠唱,還是他們少數神職人員的大腦?已經讓拔舍巴脫個精光的梅花笑著寬衣,裸出了他帶著淡黃的白膚,露起依然完好卻不屬於「祂」的男女性器。178Please respect copyright.PENANAE463t6b7H8
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「拔舍巴,放輕鬆。」178Please respect copyright.PENANA7pvskYuG71
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從奪舍以來的時間已足夠這副軀體長出點稀薄的恥毛,色調恰到好處的包皮輕裹著此生可能方才用過不久的男根,大小就像一條剛生出硬皮的樹枝,等著吸收養分,拔出新葉,再向外播下它種子,進入這輩子還要再反覆不知多少次的循環。178Please respect copyright.PENANAiDBBRwXGns
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「……看著我。」178Please respect copyright.PENANANhJD4M0fCa
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但人身終歸不是植物,溫度與歡愉是諸多生靈皆有所渴望的依託,要拔舍巴光是接受力量滋養然後什麼都不做?祂清楚這會成為折磨,可是,祂也得要找方法理解何謂慾望與渴求;回想過去,祂什麼時候覺得自己充滿歡愉、飽滿,汁水豐盈?用人的話又要如何去說?178Please respect copyright.PENANAm0B55ug8OZ
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「我想理解你,理解你如何看花,畢竟我與人是如此遙遠……而你……」178Please respect copyright.PENANAOF6Nzvqpld
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思考滿盈花香,祂終於找到詞了。178Please respect copyright.PENANARxE0PKEGgO
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「……有一個深愛世人的靈魂……」178Please respect copyright.PENANAI86XKXDPN0
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就像自由的梅花精靈,望能在盛開裡體會那些賞玩祂姿態的目光,花朵與結果因而得到完成;人類更難忍衝動,因芳香而渴望從中榨取蜜水,更因玩心而想把唇瓣埋入、親吻花蕊──注意到拔舍巴敏感點的梅花不再以掌心搔撓,指尖集中撩著一點。178Please respect copyright.PENANAcM5PsEU5BD
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「哼、哈……!」178Please respect copyright.PENANAbSLnGeB4CX
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欣賞著拔舍巴因喉頭的曝露而羞紅臉頰的可愛模樣,生性就與普世所認識的花朵相異的祂已經把許多事情都定義為理所當然:花枝怎麼可能招展?花朵又何須鬥豔?人知自己個體的獨一無二,山林當是有自己的眼界。178Please respect copyright.PENANAXRge4tPHuZ
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孤芳自賞的傲慢、人為捏塑的偏見。178Please respect copyright.PENANAOKf0OwNzdc
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「若以為我單純只是讓人採蜜的花,你就錯了,拔舍巴……」178Please respect copyright.PENANAmoSjKgIMwu
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哈啊,笑得花都要謝了。178Please respect copyright.PENANAB758jf27Un
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看似優美的姿態間多了幾分「梅君」獨有的脾氣與剛硬,撩著吻上那敏感咽喉的唇頓時給了個煽情的吸吮;祂挺喜歡看這種反應的──看著他慌張到亂了陣腳,純粹又潔淨的可愛,有別於教團教出來的矜持,拔舍巴的情緒總讓梅花玩味。178Please respect copyright.PENANAL4qtaJN2AY
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「你信不信我能讓你在這兒……變得更舒服?」178Please respect copyright.PENANA8ogdhA24KY
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「唔……」178Please respect copyright.PENANA22cjLLhudF
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畢竟就如人需要在深夜入睡,山林也總與寂靜相陪。178Please respect copyright.PENANAZDFVd3sqbA
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界定花朵如何如何的話語之多,多到梅花都自知那些是庸人擾出來的把戲,孤花總因而獨自一株,自我玩賞……看著拔舍巴神智不清卻又直勾勾地盯住祂的飢餓模樣,祂不討厭食慾旺盛的孩子。178Please respect copyright.PENANATP9ngIDmVP
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已經被那放縱的魔力惹得體驗高潮的拔舍巴腰背一酥,即使疼痛讓鮮血溢出,從深處流瀉的快感還是精準地讓他呼吸急促;不過,不只是失手陷害「姑方」的事讓他痛苦,雅妮粉碎的身影還揮之不去的現在,迷濛、徬徨與混亂隨時都會佔領他的腦海,該怎麼辦?178Please respect copyright.PENANAMNSR83Dwyi
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唇瓣輕顫。178Please respect copyright.PENANAxV2fipVMKs
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「梅花……我……」178Please respect copyright.PENANAB6RwShTScj
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「……嗯?」178Please respect copyright.PENANAwe9iWQUxjZ
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不僅止於花香,他捲曲的黑色長髮成了梅花與拔舍巴之間的簾幕,他真的好擔心祂,有好多話想說,除了做這種事,他也藏了個「聖處子」不曾隱瞞的疑惑。178Please respect copyright.PENANAExGf83VNbR
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「……怎麼了?」178Please respect copyright.PENANAoXDifriQGd
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姿態媚人,坐姿向前微傾,彷彿在呈現祂最初的模樣,梅花輕撫拔舍巴的面龐。178Please respect copyright.PENANAu3wcSF2kNL
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「……在你出現以前,我就夢見過你……」178Please respect copyright.PENANAuq2sZvLNUy
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「夢裡你身在花海、在火海、在悲泣、在燦笑。」178Please respect copyright.PENANALdSUBoetE8
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這麼說來,或許樹也有狹隘的時候。178Please respect copyright.PENANAB3MFoQqSLx
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當拔舍巴開始如講述啟示般溫柔地咬起那些句子,句子拼裝而成的語意卻讓梅花的眼輕易由笑轉去震驚,祂開始呆滯,就像祂記憶深處的過去一樣呆滯,祂以人們稱之為「成長」的方式存在了……就僅僅是那樣「存在」了──甚至不是按照祂想要的方式。178Please respect copyright.PENANANgKUXpESoL
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有別於祂的表現,梅花其實很有耐心,祂像是等種子破土而出的農夫一樣等著拔舍巴的唇瓣在喘息中吐出每個他想吐的字節,那些拉丁字母,火焰、悲傷、色彩與「花海」……178Please respect copyright.PENANAn4b919Zbtx
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祂都知道該怎麼理解,祂比誰都還要清楚。178Please respect copyright.PENANABiqp1i4hJI
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「……原來,原來……呵呵……原來,你都看到了……」178Please respect copyright.PENANAKAWVFvBXqi
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「別擺這表情,『拔舍巴』,來,不是一臉覺得我很好吃的樣子嗎?」178Please respect copyright.PENANA93We8zdr9n
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也因而再次與那股熟悉的絕望感相見──178Please respect copyright.PENANAS8zVlEwJYX
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