詩羽:198Please respect copyright.PENANAlv5qhMFlIJ
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為什麼這個世界要這樣對待我?為什麼?我問為什麼?莫非我刻薄了這個世界?所以我有這些報應?我真的不明白,而這個殘酷的世界,也似乎沒有要給我答案的意思。198Please respect copyright.PENANAEp9ovLjWa6
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何況,也沒有解答你的問題。你說過,問過:這世界,怎樣才能更溫柔。198Please respect copyright.PENANAMO2dIImAnW
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儘管壞心眼,現在的我卻只能半發洩地回答你,我的答案:198Please respect copyright.PENANApAMWi8zELR
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「沒有這個可能」198Please respect copyright.PENANAi0hhoqxwTg
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對不起。198Please respect copyright.PENANAk9T1kSq8Ou
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在此,先為我的胡言亂語抱歉,我今天喝了酒,是的,我喝了酒。戒酒七年的我今天破戒,喝酒了。我喝了至少三口杯的量。對不起。又沒吃藥又喝酒,你看到現在的我,一定會超憤怒吧?對不起,但是我總覺得自己在喪失,逐漸失去對生活的控制能力。我現在的生活一團糟,我好想逃避一切。我連劉姑娘的電話也沒聽幾天了。198Please respect copyright.PENANAKrGbeqHjln
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我真的好恨自己。198Please respect copyright.PENANA3fOl5xJcfo
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我猜報應差不多要來了,時間差不多,我感覺到。我的焦慮和多疑在幾何級地不斷惡化,我的理性亦開始瓦解了。我猜,應該明天開始,也許我便能「看見」吧。198Please respect copyright.PENANAE6GzhtYSM5
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在這片不幸的大海中倖存,如此的我,此刻唯一慶幸的是,你並非在我身邊,不用目睹我墮入瘋狂的慘況。我不想你看到我現在的樣子。198Please respect copyright.PENANAiM5pgD5fqS
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對不起,詩羽,我自暴自棄了,我也不想的。但是我別無他選。198Please respect copyright.PENANA0GKBvLHS3o
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畢竟這個世界對我們並不溫柔。198Please respect copyright.PENANAOPVfZ80oUN
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八月八日198Please respect copyright.PENANA6sCOJ79QGw
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對不起,親愛的詩羽,對不起。198Please respect copyright.PENANA1pe2sx39Fl