The beep of the machine woke Terrence up, even though he was already standing. He slowly took the two-minute lasagna out of the microwave. It was a bit big, but he was always a big eater.1474Please respect copyright.PENANA2cX1XCYfXs
He looked at the small but unmoving line in front of the coffee machine and sighed. His throat was parched but he said nothing. His digital watch said '1:24'. No time.1474Please respect copyright.PENANASFwcAi5NDT
He sat at an empty table and began ingesting the cheap cheese and sauce. Each bite reminded him of a better meal from home.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAAvvyrRoKfS
He finished early, so he spent the rest of the time looking around the room.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAQGLw8axUEu
May was still a looker after all these years. Her pencil skirt accentuated her curves. He thought she was wearing a little bit of makeup but he couldn't really tell.1474Please respect copyright.PENANA3e3uLfiLpT
She was talking to Kei, who appeared to be chatting her up. Terrence heard something about Kei's home country but couldn't decipher words heard so far away, hidden under the grumble of the old coffee machine.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAjN8pPxVbpT
Kei had a misshapen mouth that moved to the side when he talked. When he laughed (this happened with alarming frequency), the nostrils of his oversized nose would jump up and down. When he smiled his dimples showed and a few lines could be seen past the outer corners of his eyes. He used big gestures when he tried to explain something, whether it be an idea in the meeting room or the size of the fish he caught last Sunday. Terrence couldn't help but watch.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAOFJxCAeVLy
May giggled like a schoolgirl. Terrence frowned. Of course.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAIU3fGCnDnP
He looked back at Kei. The man was explaining something again. He bent his bony knees and held his hand about half a metre off the ground. That young? How old was this man, exactly?1474Please respect copyright.PENANAjp6APaydIQ
May inched away but still listened. Terrence silently prayed for her to go away. He then chastised himself. If she left, Kei would have no one to talk to and laugh with.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAA4z9TV2Jc3
He considered replacing her and having a friendly conversation with the man. He loudly scoffed at the idea. A couple of people turned their heads so he beat a fake cough out of his chest.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAbJetiKEqdF
He looked at his watch and stifled a groan. He hauled himself out of the chair and lumbered towards the door of the lounge, ears alert for any more conversations from Kei.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAbIj4d27JDn
Before he could make it to the door, he felt a hand grip his shoulder. He turned around, his shoulders rising in preparation for him to fight like prey in a forest. They suddenly returned to their normal height when he saw a pair of dimples.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAvJHiYjoyqQ
"Hey, did you get the fax I sent you this morning?" Kei's voice was smooth, making the twang of his broad accent more palatable. If Terrence didn't know better he could have sworn Kei was raised in the outback. Was it an act? He always talked like this.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAQBFog18tUq
Terrence nodded. Kei patted him lightly on the back. This soft touch felt excruciating to Terrence. He gulped, feeling his heart tighten as if squeezed by an iron hand. He was getting too old for this shit.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAVhDdjMpRQT
"Say, after work some of the fellas and I are gonna head down to the pub. You wanna join us?" Terrence took a moment to think. He eventually smiled. Kei leant in a bit closer. An agonising bit.1474Please respect copyright.PENANApLTYaU64l7
"Hey, you've got a pretty nice smile." Kei patted his back again and pointed at him like a used car salesman. "You should wear it more often." He headed out the door and swiftly turned around. "I'll see you after work!"1474Please respect copyright.PENANANWKQX7TwIN
A loud, deep voice bounced off the walls of the room. "Time to get back to work, everyone!"1474Please respect copyright.PENANAnspwqzDlRs
Terrence brushed past his boss, eager to get to his own little enclosed space. He sat down in front of his computer and allowed Kei's words to sink in.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAzILuWaB1rY
What the hell did he just say? What kind of guy compliments another guy's smile like that? In front of other people, no less?1474Please respect copyright.PENANAPsioeBFErg
Terrence felt his chest become tight again. He took a deep breath and opened up an Excel spreadsheet. He blocked out all sounds of fax machines and printers and ticking clocks and whispers about days off.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAqWvJzgcxXU
Terrence got his daily work done with five minutes to spare, so he turned his phone back on and saw a message.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAwR6sIC26xt
Mum: I met this nice lady on the shopping tour and I think she'd be perfect for you. Would you like to meet her after work today?1474Please respect copyright.PENANAzdsPfixrBf
Terrence chuckled. Like it was even a contest.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAhTVbxf9mj0
I'm busy. Sorry.1474Please respect copyright.PENANASHPeedpHMC
He closed his eyes in exasperation. Shopping tour? His mother must have been getting desperate.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAeycIs3zGED
His eyes popped open when he felt a buzzing sensation in his hand. He waited for it to pass. He was about to look at the message when he heard a knock on one of his cubicle walls.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAyUkPR7aXu2
He looked up and saw Kei resting an arm on the top edge of the wall with a slumped back. "You ready to go?" Terrence blinked away distracting thoughts as he stared at Kei. He kept his eyes firmly on his.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAsnN6lZ4MOt
He nodded. Kei pointed his thumb backwards and turned around, his suit jacket floating up and down as he moved. Even his rotations were big.1474Please respect copyright.PENANACkuZzoMo2x
Terrence grunted loudly and slowly as he pushed himself off his chair. Kei turned his head. "You okay?"1474Please respect copyright.PENANAroqsD14qnd
Terrence's heart, tighter than ever, decided that it would be a good idea to try and beat at a million kilometres per hour. The result was a rough throb as his heart tried to escape his ribcage. Had he still had colour in his cheeks, they would have been as red as the flame at the end of a ciggie.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAZihXajTp96
He followed Kei, not letting his eyes move any more upwards than they needed to. So long as he didn't bump into something in front of Kei, he would be fine not looking into those dark quicksand eyes.1474Please respect copyright.PENANArQ1wGfCfmL
Outside the grey walls were more grey walls that surrounded Terrence like prison bars. His inmates were looking at their watches.1474Please respect copyright.PENANATZ2qAJW69A
"Are we going yet?" A man with black skin and perfectly combed hair asked in a gravelly voice. "Who's going help everyone get home? We need one sober person to watch over us and make sure we don't drive home or get kicked out of the bar. How about... you? What's your name?"1474Please respect copyright.PENANA5Fo74tIMxK
The man pointed to Terrence, who grit his teeth. "Terre-"1474Please respect copyright.PENANAIzZu9u95NY
Kei stood behind him and grabbed him by the shoulders, giving them a light shake like a coach encouraging a failing athlete.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAE8IGDHZB76
"Terry's gotta drink. He needs a good break. It's your idea; you stay sober."1474Please respect copyright.PENANAlVQydn5Yxd
A pale, heavily wrinkled man chuckled. He spoke in a loud, boganish voice. "It's probably best if the Abo stays away from alcohol."1474Please respect copyright.PENANAjCcJ7GXdfY
The black man scowled at the wrinkled man, but his eyes were warm with mischief. "Shut up, you racist old cunt!"1474Please respect copyright.PENANAUWavDUldm4
Laughter from both men jumped into the air. It scraped through Terrence's ears, distracting him from the nickname Kei gave him earlier.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAA6l4F34o2L
Kei joined in. "I remember learning that word from an American and it was super offensive, so when I first heard it in Australia I almost punched the bloke! You Aussies!"1474Please respect copyright.PENANAG8dFUok24T
A younger man with a shiny face and glasses on his nose put a book on Keynesian economics in his briefcase.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAl7m4ZFCuGf
"Mate, you're a bigger Aussie than half the blokes born here!"1474Please respect copyright.PENANArWfiwQP6tz
Kei shrugged. "When you've lived in one place for twenty odd years, you tend to pick a few things up."1474Please respect copyright.PENANA5pMzDdiqke
A tall, bulky man with tan skin, tiny eyes and a baritone voice crossed his arms. "Can we hurry up and get drinks?"1474Please respect copyright.PENANA2hz0Z9IyXt
Kei's eyes grew. "Oh. Terry, this upstanding blackfella's Bob." He pointed to the older man. "This is Gary." He took Terrence's hand and the younger man's hand and held them together in a handshake. "I think you and Dave'll get along." The tall man released a harsh grunt. "Oh, and this is Pete. Okay, let's follow Bob." Pete grinned as if he was a prisoner being told he could finally have some leisure time.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAcJWWrNrMSL
The group's footsteps against the pavement were out of sync with each other. Terrence made quiet, sluggish steps behind everyone else. Bob led the pack as promised with Kei not far behind. Kei was talking about his kid again and Bob, judging by his silence and decision to stay a step in front of him, seemed to be ignoring him. Following them was Gary, who was walking side-by-side with Dave and lightheartedly arguing with him over something political. If one was to not include Terrence, an easy mistake to make, they would say Pete was the one at the back guarding everyone from a king hit. The reality was that Terrence was in the middle of the danger.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAnu79AUclst
Luckily no drunk tried to punch anyone, but Terrence's shoulders were tense enough to start aching. His eyes were wide and constantly moving, scanning the street for any threats. He held his breath when the group turned a corner. He gulped that air down when he saw nobody with a fist or a knife.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAlMHtdWkySA
He knew he was being stupid. He wasn't some twenty-one-year-old woman out on the streets late at night by herself. What was he afraid of? The Apex gang wasn't around here and besides, they weren't muggers. As far as he knew.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAapMVM6YKj4
He shook his head. Nothing bad was going to happen tonight. Nothing. Definitely.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAACuq2x88lX
The cacophony of footsteps continued for a good ten minutes as the group turned corners and crossed streets without paying attention to the red man in the traffic light.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAAr9X3eUIA7
Occasionally a brown leaf would crunch underneath the weight of someone's foot. Other times the wind would tousle everyone's hair but Bob's. The regular slap of coldness sent shivers through Terrence's body.1474Please respect copyright.PENANA8S23wnjOfO
Finally, the pilgrimage ended. An acoustic guitar and a buttery voice massaged Terrence's ears. Warm light sent a beacon through the windows. When Bob opened the creaky wooden door, chatter leapt towards the group, welcoming them in. Strong beer wafted through their noses. Terrence remembered sitting in this same bar over thirty years ago. The memory of his father handing him a drink was submerged deep in his brain.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAaNMlcBuL1M
As they stepped into the building, they saw televisions displaying one of two things: horse races and running men passing a red oval ball to each other. One television had a man kicking the ball and getting a point instead of a goal, angering half the people in the bar.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAbZvj6KiYxt
"Oh, come on! Step up your game!" Gary shouted, raising and bending his arm with his palm facing the ceiling. It was if he was trying to figure out how the failure could have possibly happened.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAseMcxAz12m
Kei immediately walked up to the bar and ordered a VB. Gary followed him with an order for a Foster's Lager.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAGfhbzyV4ho
"Mate, you must be the only one keeping Foster's in business!" Dave exclaimed.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAx9Eu3nSz6e
Gary scoffed. "Well, it tastes better than that peasant's beer VB."1474Please respect copyright.PENANANdLfdk2n1i
Dave ordered a margarita. Gary burst out laughing. "You some sort of faggot? What right do you have to question my taste in drinks?"1474Please respect copyright.PENANAhBkjkbdOhE
"I... I just like the taste, okay?"1474Please respect copyright.PENANAR8Y52t43Yr
Pete got himself a Crown and no one told this big man that his choice was wrong. Kei looked at Terrence. "What are you getting?" Everyone turned to face him, their grins telling him they were ready to judge his taste before he finished the order.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAahqMG9LMaq
Terrence didn't drink a lot. He never drank alone and it was rare for him to go to a bar with friends, as that required friends in the first place.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAHHNgmL1qO2
He considered getting a VB just like Kei, but the thought of being suspected of anything made alarms sound in his head. There was no way in hell he was getting a cocktail. Foster's never tasted that great to him. Only one option was safe.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAWwZtths0fG
"I'll get a Crown."1474Please respect copyright.PENANAKSIg1IGDVM
Gary considered insulting him for the hell of it until he remembered the drink in Pete's beefy hand.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAarFB417rAp
Bob ordered a bowl of wedges for everyone. "Do I have to pay for everyone's food? We should have gotten a tab. We really should have thought this through."1474Please respect copyright.PENANAhjRgHLGmJU
"Oh shut it, you prig," Gary said.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAVEvV7SZXJ0
Bob gave him a lecture on personal responsibility in the face of dwindling sobriety. As the two argued, Kei sat down at a table. Well, it was technically a barrel, but it achieved the same purpose.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAaEpgYgUVMa
A novelty song blasted through Kei's pocket. He took out his phone and read a message. He frowned, but his eyes were vibrant with excitement.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAsYQaamDA5c
Dave sat next to him and leant towards him. "Who was that?"1474Please respect copyright.PENANADw7JeGJupp
"Jane. A reminder to pick up Lisa from her place tomorrow."1474Please respect copyright.PENANAzLDxwl28dG
Terrence sat next to Kei as well, despite knowing that this would be a big mistake. The high chair creaked a little under his weight.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAzelUMOUkvW
He took a sip of his beer. The amber liquid slid down his throat easily, freezing his throat a little. Not too bad.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAOiYOwEoKDD
Pete sat opposite to Kei, sculling his beer down and slamming it onto the barrel. He smirked, staring at Terrence for some reason.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAQx9uuezoW7
Kei took a swig of his drink. Terrence rubbed his thumb against the neck of the bottle in his hand. He stared at the shiny surface. He looked back at Kei. He looked at Dave, who had already drunk half of his margarita.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAo58EFIL7VE
Terrence chugged down the rest of his bottle. The rush of the cold temperature and the subtly bitter taste joined in unholy matrimony to burn his throat.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAeAnixjpgCv
He dropped the bottle on the barrel. It rolled to the top steel hoop. He coughed, ramming his fist into his chest repeatedly. Kei asked him something, but the blankie of shame covered his ears.1474Please respect copyright.PENANANGPZWXKCYt
Pete's deep laugh seemed to shake the barrel. Terrence hung his head.
He suddenly raised his head when he felt a hand pat his back. He gulped, keeping his eyes on the empty bottle. He could feel eyes on him from next to him. They were too soft to burn into him, but they did manage to make his legs feel like they were going to melt down the chair.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAS00RIGnj27
Bob and Gary finally settled their differences and squeezed into the leftover spaces next to Pete.1474Please respect copyright.PENANASPfTTyNDk1
"So, what'd we miss?" Bob asked, his words tough to hear through the potato wedge in his mouth. Silence followed, pushing Terrence's head back down.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAsfe2qB0HhF
Kei eventually cooked up an answer. "My ex-wife. Bob, you're married, aren't you? How do you two keep your relationship together?"1474Please respect copyright.PENANAG1pQHOF6ip
Bob grunted instead of laughing. "I think the question that's more important is how you and your wife couldn't keep it together."1474Please respect copyright.PENANAwVkerK10kO
Kei looked down at the barrel and began flicking Terrence's bottle again and again as it rolled back and forth.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAO2c0do4SEn
"I... I'd rather not talk about it."1474Please respect copyright.PENANAR5ScafwygK
Bob shrugged. "Then I can't help you."1474Please respect copyright.PENANAnHo1M2j3kM
Dave shifted his gaze between everyone at the table. "Uh, so... Terry, I don't know a lot about you. Uh... which team do you barrack for?"1474Please respect copyright.PENANAC8LNt7UoW0
Terrence's shoulders became rocks again. "Collingwood."1474Please respect copyright.PENANAmRTbbA8UOP
Gary's eyes glared at him but his lips were in a smile. "Seriously? Why the hell would you go for Collingwood?"1474Please respect copyright.PENANA34lqk4vKBd
"My mum's been a big supporter for decades."1474Please respect copyright.PENANAxctyaHuWMO
"Did she punch half your teeth out too?" Terrence's shoulders slumped. "What? You getting the Collywobbles?"1474Please respect copyright.PENANAtfviK7kWDo
"I just…. I don’t really ‘follow’ Collingwood like you probably do for your team. I don’t watch much sport. I'm not really a huge follower of anything, really. Or anyone. I'm not into sports or TV shows or bands or anything like that. I just kind of... exist."1474Please respect copyright.PENANAiIliYRh7Fj
Gary fell silent, raising an eyebrow and staring at the pathetic man who dared to sit at his table.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAQMHkN1Qn7u
No one else spoke for a while. Pete scratched his own cheek and looked around for anything to interest him. Dave smiled with a twitching mouth as if trying to think of something to say. Bob tapped his fingers against the barrel.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAKyeUDTBsXL
Terrence sharply inhaled when he heard wood scrape against the floorboards. He whipped his head around and saw Kei standing.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAC1EnBABavH
"I'm gonna get another drink. Anyone else?"1474Please respect copyright.PENANANpVglQpp1o
Gary, Pete and Dave ordered the same drink. Bob got a coke. Gary laughed at him for it, asking if one drink was all it took to get him drink, and Bob responded by saying that he made a promise to be sober and he was going to follow that to the letter.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAH744t6RJjl
Terrence remembered something his father ordered a few years ago. He remembered him falling off the bar laughing. He also remembered him flirting with women in front of his wife.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAthb5ousLC1
"Do you still have the Grand Ridge Supershine?"1474Please respect copyright.PENANAmph5ZUYZ3W
The bartender nodded and handed it to him with a concerned expression. Gary asked Terrence what beer he got.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAPHlqrZpqo0
Terrence took a huge gulp. He immediately felt his brain slow down a little. "Only the strongest beer in Australia. They don't sell it in many places, probably ‘cause of the tax."1474Please respect copyright.PENANA8otvWUNTqQ
"Good luck finishing that," Pete said with a laugh that was much smaller than before.1474Please respect copyright.PENANARxFLWi2Ctm
Everyone sat back at the table. Kei began gushing over his daughter. Dave listened politely but Gary and Pete started their own separate conversation about the footy. Bob constantly shifted his attention between both conversations. Terrence listened to every word that dripped out of Kei's mouth like the sweetest liqueur.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAZpDCswyNyv
As he took regular sips of the Supershine, Terrence started to feel the buzz everyone talked about when it came to alcohol. He smiled. Perhaps tonight would not be too bad.1474Please respect copyright.PENANA2FSLozOD7D
Eventually the topic changed from Lisa to a range of subjects. Dave made a joke about Gary's fixation on the footy-showing television. Terrence laughed loudly despite himself. He stopped when he saw Kei's nostrils jump, gazing at the man in silence and taking in those dimples. Dave stared at Terrence, then Kei, then back at Terrence. He moved his mouth to the side and thought.1474Please respect copyright.PENANASbPTzlWvZw
"Oh, come on! That was bullshit!" Everyone at the table looked at Gary with amused smiles. He continued ranting at the screen as a Collingwood player kicked a goal.1474Please respect copyright.PENANALq5meL2uFi
Kei had a few gulps of his VB. "Wish I could yell like that at Ian." He laughed at his own comment.1474Please respect copyright.PENANATO9Xm3stbr
Dave nodded and sipped his margarita. "Yesterday he made me go through all those files. That usually takes half a day and you know how much time he gave me? Half an hour. Then the bloke has the gall to chew my head off because I couldn't get it done."1474Please respect copyright.PENANAYCnLfrMrj1
Kei held his bottle up with his index finger pointed at Dave. "That's nothing. Yesterday he wanted me to do all this complex stuff I couldn't understand and he barely gave me any direction. Said I should have learnt this where I came from. What the hell's his problem?"1474Please respect copyright.PENANA3Z2pISgkwQ
Dave' eyes widened so much it looked like his glasses were magnifying glasses. "You serious? Mate, you should see HR about that. That's not okay."1474Please respect copyright.PENANAKY9OkDmM3N
"I wouldn't bother. It's really not that big a deal. It's just frustrating, is all. He hasn't said anything like that in a while. Ugh, that reminds me of when I told him I was going to be late but I made it just in time. You know what he said?" Terrence made the mistake of looking at his eyes. They contained the energy of a solar wind. Kei's eyebrows were furrowed and his face looked a little red. Terrence had never seen him like this before.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAPlFiD9oEMc
"I heard it," Bob said. He put on a lower voice. "Geez, that was quick. You crash any cars on your way here? Man, you lot are reckless with cars." Kei groaned at the memory. Bob returned to his normal voice. "I already told HR about it and he said he'd tell Ian to think about his language. That was three months ago, wasn't it?"1474Please respect copyright.PENANA2LRw0g0Kvj
Kei nodded. He stood up and ordered another beer. "But we're not here to talk about work. So, what's everyone going to do tomorrow?"1474Please respect copyright.PENANAP5Simh1npQ
"I'm working an extra day tomorrow," Terrence said quietly. He suspected no one would hear him under Gary's roaring shouts. Kei's arm around his shoulders said otherwise.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAb4lL64qs0X
Kei used his arm to rock Terrence from side to side. "Oh, come on. When have you ever had a Saturday off?"1474Please respect copyright.PENANA3fcYTB226y
"It's only for half a day. I'll be fine."1474Please respect copyright.PENANAufIDtziCGk
Kei sighed. "Dave?"1474Please respect copyright.PENANA5vS2GeZkW0
"A date with my new girlfriend."1474Please respect copyright.PENANACKOo3AAM7q
Kei smirked, his eyes full of an emotion Terrence was all too familiar with. "She a looker? Got any pictures of her?"1474Please respect copyright.PENANA4h1Tu0hNx8
Dave took out his phone. He clicked on an app and went to the messages portion of the app. A woman with a thin body and long, wavy blonde hair appeared on the screen.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAc19EHoW8Rh
Gary asked to have a look. Dave gave him the phone. "Pig's arse you got a date with her. It's gotta be photoshopped."1474Please respect copyright.PENANAWzQcHVogc8
"I'm meeting her in a public place so if she's nothing like the photo I can leave. I'm not a moron.1474Please respect copyright.PENANA7LBieNaxNH
"What program is this?"1474Please respect copyright.PENANAJa0oarFmXm
"It's an app called OKCupid."1474Please respect copyright.PENANAVRFkwRjmsg
"Can I get it on my Samsung?"1474Please respect copyright.PENANAvBgb5ftsWV
"Probably."1474Please respect copyright.PENANALXGbWPLEEx
Gary smiled. "Does everyone else look as good as this?"1474Please respect copyright.PENANAOnBqKQnJ9p
"Most don't, but you can filter out the kind of people you're not into."1474Please respect copyright.PENANAZUZLJsT3fe
Gary huffed in approval, handing him back the phone. "Technology is a wonder. I'm thinking of dating again. Are there any apps for an old man like me?" Dave nodded. Gary turned his attention back to the television, which showed his team getting a point, but his strangely soft smile remained as his mind ticked with possibilities.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAbBgenlXq0d
Kei's ears twitched like a rabbit's when he heard a familiar tune. He jumped out of his chair and asked Bob to watch his drink.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAba6J3AnNsJ
"Going to the toilet?" Bob asked.1474Please respect copyright.PENANASvPHUfAwQ9
Kei shook his head. "Don't you know this song? It's 'Addicted to That Rush'!" Everyone stared at him with a raised eyebrow. "Mr Big! You guys don't remember Mr Big?"1474Please respect copyright.PENANAomPHAuhPqY
"I only know 'To Be With You'," Pete said. "How do you know them?"1474Please respect copyright.PENANApHihi0fntA
Kei began swaying from side to side. "They were huge in Japan! So, anyone wanna dance too?"1474Please respect copyright.PENANAtrEkqZAPXP
Everyone immediately shook their heads.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAn4gohvb7Yg
Kei's furrowed eyebrows and anger-painted cheeks returned. "Well, fuck you guys." He turned around, the hem of his jacket leaping higher than ever.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAVT7B4AKz1i
He dashed to the band singing the cover. He began flailing his arms as he stepped from side to side and slowly spun around.1474Please respect copyright.PENANA1ryFFOMOUe
Terrence watched him from a safe distance. Kei's energy was magnetic, but the magnet of public opinion was stronger.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAJy9zv2pJg1
He heard a rustle and tore his gaze from the dancing man. Bob, Dave and Pete put a ten-dollar bill each in Gary's hand. Dave grumbled something.1474Please respect copyright.PENANA8Tw9tGhuxU
Gary gave a hearty laugh. "Why'd you think it'd take six drinks? It's never taken him more than four, you moron." Dave grumbled again.1474Please respect copyright.PENANApirfzhkc8T
Everyone at the barrel ordered another drink. Kei came back to the table, swallowed the rest of his beer and got himself another one. Terrence decided to get another Supershine.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAFMVtEU6Zrt
"To Fridays!" Kei shouted. Everyone joined the toast. Terrence, in particular, took a huge swig of his beer.1474Please respect copyright.PENANALuTY0ZpKzj
He began to feel a little sleepy but Kei's smile as he held his drink up energised him in a way unfamiliar to him. Public opinion had already become less potent.1474Please respect copyright.PENANATlPDGr7EiL
Kei made a joke and Terrence howled with laughter despite all of the other men groaning. "You know, I used to think you were the biggest jackass I ever met," Terrence admitted; holding his bottle up and pointing at Kei just like Kei did to everyone. "You were always smiling like a madman so I thought you were takin' the piss." Kei giggled with a low voice like a child being given a water gun. "But after a while I saw you're not half bad. I like your dancing, by the way. Te...teach me a move or few... I mean two..."1474Please respect copyright.PENANA41INwrOPfS
The others stared at Terrence with open jaws. Keeping his eyes on the wasted man in front of him, Gary handed Bob back his ten dollars. Pete and Dave gave ten dollars to Bob as well.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAf4sr2YtgTf
As Terrence and Kei chatted, they inched closer and closer towards each other. Bob held on tightly to the notes in his hands. Gary chose to watch the television again. Dave and Pete joined him and had a conversation about work.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAUBwK4DYOkZ
Terrence asked Kei, "Seriously, why would someone leave you? You're too fuckin’ awesome. Your ex-wife must be crazy."1474Please respect copyright.PENANANjTDKiFY5b
Kei laughed and rubbed his neck before taking a few more gulps of VB. "She loved me but said there was something off about me. Said I should be more confident in the bedroom. Chicks these days are always about confidence."1474Please respect copyright.PENANAgFkpiZ3fsj
"You? Not confident? You must be joking."1474Please respect copyright.PENANAruZAi2DtSA
"I'm not. I loved her too and she was incredibly sexy, but I acted like there was some... thing that made me not complete, like there was something I hadn't figured out. I still don't know what it is."1474Please respect copyright.PENANA480PgYdCYV
Kei squinted his eyes and studied Terrence's face. "I thought you reminded me of someone. You look like that bloke I slept with back in Japan!"1474Please respect copyright.PENANAJLL0M4iwed
All of the patrons at the bar stopped talking and swivelled their heads in Kei's direction. Kei beamed at the dexterity his own memory.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAOFOptNqvFb
Gary looked at him with eyes that popped out of their sockets. He opened and closed his mouth a few times before speaking.1474Please respect copyright.PENANA9ui7EOQiE8
"You fucked a bloke?"1474Please respect copyright.PENANA4YeNyYeJCZ
Kei answered immediately as if he was having a conversation about the weather. "Yeah. He was a bit thinner than Terry here but he had the same sorta face. What a coincidence!"1474Please respect copyright.PENANAvLesX1aGpo
Gary blinked, still stuck on one thing. "You fucked a bloke?"1474Please respect copyright.PENANAIjXd59kfFW
Bob sighed in relief and put his money in his wallet. "Why exactly did you do that?" he asked.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAWBQ6tW2wA7
Kei tapped his chin as if trying to tap into his memories. "It was his idea. How old was I? 19? He was in a lot of my classes at uni. It was pretty good if I do say so myself. I think he had a crush on me but I never really asked him about it."1474Please respect copyright.PENANAJfoh5gioez
Gary's jaw tightened. "You fucked a-"1474Please respect copyright.PENANA1keLjTJsqW
David covered Gary's mouth. "I think what Gary's trying to ask here is... are you gay?" Gary pushed David’s hand away.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAHxjbbZ7sIk
Kei shook his head like a wet dog. "Nah, I'm not gay. We just had a little fun that night and didn't talk about it again. We stayed normal friends for the rest of our time at uni. In fact, I kinda forgot about it until now." He rubbed the back of his head and laughed. "I wonder if he still remembers it. I haven't called him in a long time. International calls are expensive, you know?"1474Please respect copyright.PENANA6rZ3Ce1f1w
Gary puffed his cheeks and pushed air out. He raised his hands and then dropped them. "Okay."1474Please respect copyright.PENANABQQqtt3Kru
"What was he like?" Terrence asked, leaning in even closer to Kei.1474Please respect copyright.PENANA0AJZQZ8zNL
Dave and Pete smiled smugly at Bob, who glared at them with his arms crossed.1474Please respect copyright.PENANA1NRgP29T3Y
Kei tapped his chin again, seemingly unperturbed by the close proximity. "He was pretty eager. Also very experienced. He certainly knew how to use his tongue." Gary winced. "Like I said, I'm not gay but if a guy like that was in my life I'd certainly try it again- hmph!"1474Please respect copyright.PENANAZaYOG08KyB
Gary dropped his bottle. It hit the edge of the barrel and fell to the ground, creating a mosaic of broken pieces. He didn't observe how the pieces created a picture or appreciate how the light above made the slain bottle sparkle. He wasn't even angry at himself for breaking a perfectly good bottle, something an Aussie bloke like him would easily feel. He wouldn't have been able to avoid the sight in front of him if someone had ripped out his eyes and thrown them over the Eureka Tower.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAYB1i0gwxFp
Pete, Bob and Dave held their money and froze, waiting for the results. On one of the televisions, a single horse was 20 metres away from the finish line but another horse was catching up.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAEbjntfzcBF
Reciprocation quickly caught up to Uneven Desire, with Nothing of Consequence straggling behind as a distant number three.1474Please respect copyright.PENANA4JSLfv3i4T
Reciprocation passed Uneven Desire, but could he make it to the finish line first? After a rough start at the barriers, he made an impressive comeback. He was nearly there and the audience could almost taste the victory.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAIi1FSBoJ3X
Kei added tongue and Reciprocation crossed the finish line half a metre ahead of Uneven Desire!1474Please respect copyright.PENANAQFwwkysJzn
Pete and Bob yelled out their frustrations as if their favourite team had just lost a game of footy. They handed some of their money to Dave, whose smile was drenched in a hundred litres of smugness.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAvisczGbmDk
"Oh, come on," Bob pleaded. "They're drunk so it doesn't count."1474Please respect copyright.PENANAVxxDeIbCNt
Gary finally broke out of his self-sustained torture to decipher what the others were doing. "You all knew? How the fuck did you all know?"1474Please respect copyright.PENANAFD7TZCqS3E
Bob shook his head. "I said neither of them is gay. Pete believed that Terrence's gay but Kei isn't. Dave said both of them are probably as straight as the sun."1474Please respect copyright.PENANA7xXNequp4u
Kei stopped his French kiss with Terrence just to say, "I'm not gay!" He immediately returned to the kiss.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAeL6Pp0vcpp
They kept going at it, moving their hands anywhere and everywhere. A few people in the bar watched with shock.1474Please respect copyright.PENANATveZM1qv1o
"Get a room!" One woman shouted. Kei broke from the kiss again, his cheeks burning and his middle finger raised upwards.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAM8hC0GxZcE
Terrence grabbed Kei's chin and pulled it towards him so that the man was facing him again. "How was I? Anything like him?"1474Please respect copyright.PENANAQhtHEMajKt
Kei hummed in thought. "You're not as good as him," he said with inadvertent bluntness.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAIyNE9sQhZA
Terrence kissed him again with more determination. He began to notice Kei's smells and tastes, from the sweat mixed with his cheap cologne to the almost metallic bitterness of his fermented breath.1474Please respect copyright.PENANA82YGBBS1Gf
"How about now?"1474Please respect copyright.PENANAkIZ4r2rjiK
Kei shook his head. "Better, but not quite to his level. Maybe third time's a- hmph!"1474Please respect copyright.PENANAaYiQur4J0U
The kiss continued. Kei slid his hand down Terrence's body until he reached his crotch. Bob immediately jumped out of his seat and ran to them, grabbing Kei's arm and pulling it away.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAf4gy0srqkm
Kei tore his arm from Bob's grasp. "What's wrong with you? Let me have a break. It's Friday, for Christ's sake!"1474Please respect copyright.PENANA0iTql2GzDj
"I'm not letting you do something you'll deeply regret tomorrow. If I did that, I would be sober for no goddamn reason."1474Please respect copyright.PENANAYBSXWM6ko1
Gary released loud, mocking laughter. "Is he already completely off his face?"1474Please respect copyright.PENANA8IR79cT7LI
Dave turned his attention towards Pete, whom he noticed was looking away with his arms crossed and rubbing his lips together. The man was blinking frequently. He picked up his bottle and tried to enjoy a few gulps. He threw the now empty bottle onto the barrel and pushed his chair backwards, the deafening squeak causing Dave to cringe. Pete walked to the bar and ordered another drink, but this time he got a Supershine.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAPyzemcazra
He made a ritual out of taking a sip and whispering to himself, a tear occasionally slipping out of his eyes like a criminal escaping their prison cell.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAZQvzyeznOV
Bob and Kei continued arguing. "You a bigot?" Kei asked in a slur.1474Please respect copyright.PENANA3OOmEnk8mM
"I thought you said you're not gay," Bob retorted.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAZQAVso9gI9
"I'm not but you're still a bigot. You're against me doing this. Why can't I have some fun, ay? Why can't I have some fuckin’ f-"1474Please respect copyright.PENANAyw3CJ2Os2v
"You don't know what you're doing." Bob took a whiff of Kei's breath. "You're not having any more drinks."
Kei picked up the wrong bottle (Terrence's, to be exact) and took several giant gulps in a startlingly short time. "Make me!"1474Please respect copyright.PENANA4Oq4srFkxi
Bob tried to wrench the bottle from his hand but Kei held onto it as tightly as a drunk man could. Kei tried to punch Bob but he missed him. He tried and failed over and over again. Bob grabbed the man's arms and held them with the strongest grip he could muster.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAPrZnhyP7Iq
A waitress from the restaurant section of the bar walked up to the group with slow, tentative steps.1474Please respect copyright.PENANA8wKOcmkL4p
"We're going to have to ask you to leave. I'm sorry but you're disturbing the other customers."1474Please respect copyright.PENANA3RJNlT2quT
Kei began a tirade of swearing in Japanese. Bob apologised to the waitress and pulled Kei out of the pub, the other men following them.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAXRykeoxK7g
Bob asked, "Is everyone here?" with a sigh and the others nodded in affirmative with the exception of Kei. Kei growled, hissing Japanese words at the air.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAuxhow6UYZ9
Terrence tried to speak to him but the usually talkative man stared at him with eyes widened by confusion and an open but silent mouth.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAGwiO8iReYu
Pete continued murmuring, but Dave was finally able to hear what he was saying. "Everyone's in fucking relationships." He noticed a few more tears sliding down Pete's face.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAtYaAuc7T5Z
Gary laughed at the mental state of Kei, who leant against the wall and looked as if he was about to fall onto the ground. Gary swayed a little with each laugh that tumbled out of his mouth.1474Please respect copyright.PENANA5sECNigfKh
Dave himself felt a little lightheaded but he still had a bit of control of his basic mental faculties. Bob asked him to look after the others and walked back to his car.1474Please respect copyright.PENANA5V8pVdZWDc
His shoes clicked against the pavement with solitary echoes, sounding completely different from the discordant orchestra of footsteps a few hours ago. He carefully considered what to do given that his car only had five seats. Letting David drive himself home could be a problem no matter how sober he acted. Public intoxication was outlawed and Kei and Terrence would be easy to spot, so he couldn't leave them. But could he really break the law himself and have two people share one seat?1474Please respect copyright.PENANArjhPdN0Nl4
He slowed his steps as he ran through every possibility. He put the laws he would break or allow to be broken on a scale. Public Intoxication or a seatbelt offence? He sped up as he reached his answer. He entered his car and drove to the bar.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAW4kbhZPHM6
When he arrived, Dave gave him a weak smile. Bob’s eyes furrowed like a general’s. "Terrence and Kei can share a... on second thought, I'll get you to share with Kei, Dave. Terrence and Gary can sit in the back and Pete can sit in the front. Sound good?"1474Please respect copyright.PENANA8MPIusrYJQ
Dave, Pete and Gary nodded. Pete and Bob worked together to push a squirming Kei into the car. Terrence was a little easier as he didn't kick or punch, but his weight as he began losing control of his limbs put intense pressure on Pete and Bob's bent knees.1474Please respect copyright.PENANA1tiu9tWlaj
The drive was silent except for a few sobs from Pete and the occasional whisper of Japanese from Kei. Bob dropped each man to their house except for Terrence, who was unable to clearly communicate his address. He let that man sleep at his house. Terrene fell asleep easily.1474Please respect copyright.PENANA7HlgX7TR6T
The beep of the microwave woke him up. He looked around and saw familiar grey walls. He slowly pulled out his beef stroganoff from the microwave. He sat at the empty table he always sat at, resting his head in his hand as it pumped pain through the area connecting his head and neck. He tried to piece together what had happened.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAXbzYWcCGaj
He vaguely remembered apologising to Bob that morning and thanking him for letting him stay the night. He remembered being kicked out of the bar, but he couldn't think of why. His tongue began to recollect a few sensations, such as the taste of VB.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAYHslsqkoWz
"Shit," he whispered. Was post-intoxication sleepwalking and sleep-apologising a thing? He took a bite of his stroganoff and tried to have it cover the VB like a rug hiding a dead body.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAVw5hfc9OjG
The rest of the day carried the same haze as that morning.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAlinJ2HA3w8
The next day was no different, but he guessed that he was having a Sunday Roast with his family and answering each question directed at him with a generic answer. His mother talked about how she found another woman for him, but he made excuses about how busy he was.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAB7aQOIn2zW
The mist cleared away when he saw Kei Monday morning. He said hello to him and was greeted by a small smile and nothing else. Kei brushed past him with quick steps.1474Please respect copyright.PENANARgQ0RpmAKf
Terrence felt as if his heart, at first churning like a well-oiled machine at the very sight of Kei, had stopped working because of a cold, hard stone being thrown into that machine.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAYreNmcpYdO
Kei didn't come to his cubicle to ask about a fax or anything like that. He didn't even send an email. Was he finally able to get everything done himself?1474Please respect copyright.PENANAQIO4ZHM9bn
When the lunch break began, Terrence waved at Kei, who smiled again and looked away. No dimples appeared on his face. Kei chatted with the same girl from Friday.1474Please respect copyright.PENANARsENJGdxwW
Gary sat next to Terrence. "Hey, how ya going? Have fun on Friday?" he asked, nudging his elbow onto Terrence's ribs. "I... I never saw you and thought, 'Well, he's a poof.' Do you know how the others guessed?" Terrence's eyes glued to Kei's face gave Gary the answer he needed.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAfoZeStUeOp
Terrence gulped and stood up, leaving his food alone. He made slow steps towards Kei, reassuring himself that whatever he did now would be no worse than kissing him.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAjf5MlYaDhu
He touched his shoulder. "Can I... speak to you?" Kei nodded. "Can we talk outside?" Kei nodded again.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAePyd7IdBLl
The air outside was a tad cold, the breeze giving both men a shiver. The streets were mostly empty, with the nearest person well past hearing distance.1474Please respect copyright.PENANADJ532b1FLw
"Are... I'm sorry for asking such a weird question, but... are you avoiding me?"1474Please respect copyright.PENANAVp7T3R1Ehu
Kei looked around the area for a way to answer. "I... it's not like I'm trying to avoid you." He blew some air out, assaulting Terrence with the stench of peppermint. He leant against the wall. "I just see your face and... I can't help but remember what happened Friday night. Vividly, in fact." Terrence began to resent the peppermint. "Well, until we were kicked out of the bar. I can't remember a thing after that."1474Please respect copyright.PENANAYSui6RnAvN
Terrence looked at the ground. "I would suggest we forget it happened, but..." He took a deep breath and lifted his head until his eyes met with Kei's. "To be honest with you, I don't want to forget."1474Please respect copyright.PENANAbgOty2CpP3
Kei immediately looked away. "Is that how it is?" Terrence grunted his yes. Kei frowned, rubbing his face. "So you're going to remember every stupid thing I said that night for the rest of your life? Do you know what happened the next day? I woke up late so I had to hurry to pick up Lisa and when I saw Jane, I... I could barely talk to her because I didn't want what was happened slip out of my mouth. Her eyes were interrogating me like they always do, but this time there was something she might have spotted!"1474Please respect copyright.PENANAOidhhdfCH1
"You're divorced, so... would it make that much of a difference if you told her you're ga-"1474Please respect copyright.PENANAybVPeJDZYQ
"I'm not gay!" The woman getting into a car in the distance heard Kei's shout as it played over again in the air like a song on repeat. She entered the car more quickly and drove off. "I like women."1474Please respect copyright.PENANADrCeSQ5QXy
"Are you… bisexual?"1474Please respect copyright.PENANAdxfzz9EMJ6
Kei's cheeks reached the colour of the Australia Post box. "That... let's not make this any more complicated than it needs to be. And that's missing the point. I managed to forget that incident with Ayumu and after Friday night I can't stop thinking about it. I hate looking at you right now because then every godawful memory comes back up like fucking vomit. How much do you remember?"1474Please respect copyright.PENANAI9SOgJNkqw
"I remember the gist of it."1474Please respect copyright.PENANAwkMkO1L6uB
"I remember every excruciating detail!" Kei sighed. "I'm sorry for yelling. I don't... I'm really sorry, but I'd prefer it if we didn't, you know, talk or hang out... just for a little while. I need to forget about this. It would probably be best if you forgot about it too."1474Please respect copyright.PENANAdUZUaoJzmo
Terrence nodded and walked into the building with laboured steps. He spent the rest of his lunch break eating with his head down, ignoring Gary's chatter about the footy. He saw out the corner of his eye that Kei was laughing and talking with another woman.1474Please respect copyright.PENANAUOujTcItWi
When he finished his meal he chucked the plastic container in the bin and headed back his own little cubicle, his shoulders low as he tried to do what Kei suggested.1474Please respect copyright.PENANA1ldAgtH0Jr
What he didn't realise was that Kei was staring at him as he walked away, his eyes taking a swig of his features like a nice cold beer.
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