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Maxine Maxine

Sep 15, 2024

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I am awake

you are not awake. i love you

and you love me. but you are not awake right now.

and i am awake and i am listening out the window

listening for cries and screams of rape

there are none now - thank god.

but later, what of later

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i love you but you will never understand me fully. no one

will ever fully understand me. no psychiatrist will see through every

layer there is to me.

i thought aa would keep me from being vain

it seems i cannot stop myself.

it is on lates like this when i am awake and you who i do love are asleep

that my mind starts to turn around itself and

I wake to feel the fell of dark, not day.

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There are no cries do I want cries?

out the window. what do i want?

sometimes i desire only chaos and evil

i parade myself without control through these streets and outside those walls and all but shout to come and take me down

take me down

down

down

i am blackhole of evil sin and I will devour all you hold dearest

i am death woman and roaching feeding on all the dear holds.

yes.

I want cries and scream oh scream oh scream

sleep on my love. i dream of being taken from this place and you waking

and growing into a better person and living the life you

can live but without me

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I am not drunk: I am wide awake. You are fast asleep.

When I wake we will go about our lives.

But the thing which always will divide us

is dagger of night-time dragging us apart.

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