自修室的空調猶如一把書生扇，把三十幾度的蒸騰熱氣驟然截斷在大門外。室內白燈高吊，「無妄合作社」的鼓聲拍打着我的耳鼓，隔絕了空調低沉的嗡鳴，人們低語的㕴㕴，翻書的沙沙刷刷。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUApFARH6ar
/每當那太陽從那西邊不見52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRQEObhT1M
東邊就聚集十萬隻耀眼的狼52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsTW8qjkOu
遊蕩在同仇敵愾與針鋒相對52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cLTcOsp41
屠殺異己的同時也屠殺自己/52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlvJDxFn3S
大門在我後頭關上，我正納罕要否登記，見保安不為所動，我轉入右邊一排座格，一浸熟悉的味道拂過鼻端，香甜中有咸，我的腳步剎那凝住，四處打量，我卻找不到味道的蹤影。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72kq2qLBUL
/Kill the poor52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8sSGECPsE
Kill the richer52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdR2AznhaCd
Kill the weak52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxa5XWuKqMm
Kill the stronger/52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5gOQAkjim
我緩緩坐定，耳中轟然響起重金屬樂隊暴烈的電吉他，那聲浪如鐵錘撞擊著耳膜，鼓點似擂鼓捶打著心臟。樂聲喧囂如沸，在顱內炸開。我打開電腦，然而那縈繞於鼻端的陳舊氣息，沉靜地、固執地滲開，在喧囂聲浪的罅隙裡，猶如一縷無法驅散的煙霧，執拗地描摹著當日的側影。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ615qlT2C6i
/Kill the pulse52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoZVu5RAKC
Kill the impulse52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYi8j2mkBGx
Kill the autophobia52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡls0FvxCChx
Kill the dysautonomia/52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmVS7Td1fR
燈光下那額角與鼻梁的線條，幾乎要從喧囂的縫隙裡掙扎出來，水影般浮凸於眼前。我試着集中精神避開那使我窒息的味道，及那縷氣味牽出的回憶。困在歷史中的欣悦裏要多少酒水沖淡，一把思想的利刃是不是能斬斷遐想，我的腳一直打拍顫抖。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvpu4jfDR0
/我把憤怒賣給你52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0S6EqxDNz
我把自卑賣給你52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYmkrxLAus
我把悲傷賣給你52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXIw3Yz4eT
我把憂愁賣給你/
我討厭這種寂寞難耐的壓抑，電吉他猶如狂風獵殺着思緒裏每一角的餘韻，沙啞的喊聲呼喚着我噬血的狂妄，我今朝扎醒於我倆歇斯底里地吵架，KILL-KILL，KILL，KILL，KILL！52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCuDRiEtEW
/我把歡笑賣給你52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzNSBKYY1v
我把幽默賣給你52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVdAcg7dox
我把思念賣給你52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAk5mrxEx8
我把甜蜜賣給你/52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLunp22A17
樂聲戛然切斷，世界驟然陷入一片真空般的寂靜。我怔怔地望向身旁空著的座位——那座位空蕩蕩的，如一個無聲的句點，標記著一段再也無法接續的對話。往事似水，縱使偶然被氣味蒸騰起一縷氤氳，終究在現實的靜電裡，化為無形，消散於圖書館空調恆久的冷氣中。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvc3sA0Z1M
然後我再重播歌曲十遍。No Mercy。
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