No Plagiarism!0s1T12w6HG3gX3qrt5p4posted on PENANA 那天下午,我只是想來拿一份報告。8964 copyright protection80PENANAgzgY8xi8Sh 維尼
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諮商中心樓下的自動販賣機,還是會吐出半溫不冷的礦泉水。這幾年來唯一不變的東西,大概就剩這個了。8964 copyright protection80PENANAY7QxnsmuGB 維尼
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只是我沒想到會在這裡看到她。8964 copyright protection80PENANAyZ3p879rAE 維尼
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她剪短了頭髮,比我記憶中還瘦,臉色也比以前白了一點。穿著制服外套,但不是我們當年聊過的那間學校。我沒走過去,只是站在原地,看她從大門走進來,腳步很輕,好像隨時會被風捲走。8964 copyright protection80PENANAF29ZG3qZeL 維尼
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我原本以為,如果再遇見她,我會不知道該說什麼。但話竟然自己從喉嚨滑了出來。8964 copyright protection80PENANAuWZlJpfxUm 維尼
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「……我們,能不能再交往一次?」8964 copyright protection80PENANAofReBCni1j 維尼
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她站在我面前,沒說話,只是看著我。那眼神裡有很多東西——疲倦、熟悉,還有一點點不忍心。8964 copyright protection80PENANAL6UjNkOMsG 維尼
但沒有回答。8964 copyright protection80PENANA7A5R4sLnWl 維尼
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她走進去了,像什麼都沒發生一樣。8964 copyright protection80PENANAllST4ck2v2 維尼
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那天晚上,我躺在床上翻出舊訊息。8964 copyright protection80PENANAAKvC1C4tM3 維尼
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我曾經寫了一段長長的話,打了又刪,刪了又寫,最後存在草稿裡,從來沒按下「傳送」。8964 copyright protection80PENANAxMFKtsvFDZ 維尼
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「如果有一天你真的不想回我了,沒關係,我不會怪你。8964 copyright protection80PENANAYFdJZQIPLz 維尼
我知道你不是真的走掉,只是比我還努力地活著。」8964 copyright protection80PENANANY7e3cEDG7 維尼
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她再也沒回來過。8964 copyright protection80PENANAQcy1WeFJjI 維尼
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我也沒再問。8964 copyright protection80PENANAT8xjZl2Ki1 維尼
那次見面,是她主動說想來的。8964 copyright protection80PENANAu2WzBkyWZY 維尼
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她說她剛好放寒假,也想換個地方透口氣。8964 copyright protection80PENANAN8etk686ol 維尼
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我沒有太多遲疑就答應了。8964 copyright protection80PENANADsLPn17aUy 維尼
雖然我知道,我們都還未成年,她一個人坐三個小時的車來見網友,這種事說出來誰都會皺眉。8964 copyright protection80PENANAXWw8Uun788 維尼
但當下的我,只覺得——8964 copyright protection80PENANAeIgCIRKElv 維尼
她能來見我,是一種信任。8964 copyright protection80PENANAaC9YPO7OFU 維尼
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我提早半小時到車站。8964 copyright protection80PENANAVYmk83bxjx 維尼
天氣冷,月台上的風硬得像砂紙一樣。8964 copyright protection80PENANAbsEFGZXNVP 維尼
我記得自己來回走了幾趟,手機在手裡翻來翻去,連要不要拿花都想了又想,最後當然是沒有買。8964 copyright protection80PENANA1YBn0FWvXu 維尼
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她穿著一件黑色大衣,背著書包,一眼就認出我。8964 copyright protection80PENANANb7QOE86xy 維尼
我們對過照片,但她本人比照片瘦很多。8964 copyright protection80PENANAAp1yiQdVzy 維尼
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她笑著對我揮手,那瞬間我有點忘了怎麼動作。8964 copyright protection80PENANAHshXBUI0S2 維尼
我也笑了,然後點頭,就像老朋友那樣自然,卻又有點不自在。8964 copyright protection80PENANA2uqR3JrYah 維尼
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84Please respect copyright.PENANAJ9pTvELu8H
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我們那天沒做什麼特別的事。8964 copyright protection80PENANAqAyOW5prnz 維尼
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去了一家巷子裡的咖啡廳,氣氛不錯,甜點難吃。8964 copyright protection80PENANAz6XafOGp9n 維尼
她點了紅茶沒喝完,我點了杯太甜的可可。8964 copyright protection80PENANAGqmO9Q3QgA 維尼
我們聊了很多平常不敢跟別人聊的東西,但也有幾段對話卡住。8964 copyright protection80PENANAp047q3iz3K 維尼
有時我們會突然安靜,但不是尷尬的那種,而是有點像——終於可以不用一直打字的那種放鬆。8964 copyright protection80PENANApSaPrputAF 維尼
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我記得她看著窗外說了一句話。8964 copyright protection80PENANA7iPP0tBjUK 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANA6OtGbYpfB0
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「這樣坐在一起,很像正常情侶欸。」8964 copyright protection80PENANAVPV9ZhF3Ix 維尼
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她說完就笑了。8964 copyright protection80PENANAcsUcfbjwLp 維尼
但我聽得出來,她不是開玩笑。8964 copyright protection80PENANAy4ZcyySgi1 維尼
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我沒有接話,只是看著她那副想掩飾什麼的神情。8964 copyright protection80PENANAXXiTGqLIrb 維尼
我突然覺得,我好像不是她想像中的那個「能讓她變好」的人。8964 copyright protection80PENANAR8ucK89boc 維尼
也許我也只是個正在崩塌的人,剛好跟她一樣爛而已。8964 copyright protection80PENANAEhfPiOsr1Q 維尼
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她傍晚就要走,我送她回車站。8964 copyright protection80PENANAGRqaa64KaH 維尼
路上我們沒說太多話。8964 copyright protection80PENANAr27Egp4zHm 維尼
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快到月台時,她突然停下來,看著我。8964 copyright protection80PENANAzRckYUvhla 維尼
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「我覺得你會變好。」8964 copyright protection80PENANAWmtwYma9E2 維尼
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那不是鼓勵,也不像是安慰。8964 copyright protection80PENANAYKsRFahpr5 維尼
比較像……她對自己的期望。8964 copyright protection80PENANA8vZKgScQnt 維尼
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我還沒來得及回應,她就轉身走向剪票口。8964 copyright protection80PENANA5VC8VwkyG1 維尼
她沒回頭,我也沒叫她。8964 copyright protection80PENANAO71QunGc4p 維尼
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那天晚上,我傳了一句訊息給她,寫了又刪,最後只打了這樣:8964 copyright protection80PENANAKBawA9h0ya 維尼
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「我也覺得,今天像真的。」8964 copyright protection80PENANAvnIa5pJSqt 維尼
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然後我按了送出。8964 copyright protection80PENANAYcaZ2cuBJa 維尼
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但在那之前,我原本寫的是:8964 copyright protection80PENANAfCARYLW1xH 維尼
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「如果你願意,我可以去你那邊找你。8964 copyright protection80PENANAJ4D95MICq5 維尼
我不知道能不能幫你變好,但我想試試看。8964 copyright protection80PENANAD6kqzPwkbz 維尼
我只是很怕,有一天你會不見,像我以前那些人一樣。8964 copyright protection80PENANA0CphUyAkwr 維尼
所以我想,至少在你還在的時候,我應該做點什麼。」8964 copyright protection80PENANAMfRYCgsh7L 維尼
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我沒傳出那段話。8964 copyright protection80PENANAHBcR6xIOwG 維尼
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而後來的我們,真的就只見過那一次。8964 copyright protection80PENANAjPOAP2DuVF 維尼
我花了三天,寫了一封信給妳。8964 copyright protection80PENANAlBTKmDOLlI 維尼
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一開始只是想說清楚一點,至少讓妳知道為什麼我會離開。8964 copyright protection80PENANAbi4CbL75eV 維尼
但寫著寫著,我才發現,我真正想解釋的,不是分手的理由,而是——8964 copyright protection80PENANASUfIE2sd1h 維尼
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我很遺憾,沒能成為妳值得依靠的那個人。8964 copyright protection80PENANAJ0CFfHU4vV 維尼
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給妳:8964 copyright protection80PENANAfj91oqHvdM 維尼
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我想過很多次,我到底能不能陪妳一直走下去。8964 copyright protection80PENANAavaz3ILiMP 維尼
不是我不願意,也不是我不想努力,而是我開始發現,我好像越來越不會愛人了。8964 copyright protection80PENANA45WMA6odPD 維尼
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我常常在等妳回訊息的時候,看著聊天室一行行字往上滑,8964 copyright protection80PENANAma2NW6QMD4 維尼
以前我們可以從凌晨聊到天亮,8964 copyright protection80PENANAKnaOrvMeqz 維尼
但最近……連貼圖都不會多一個。8964 copyright protection80PENANAyIMTGDctfi 維尼
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妳說妳在努力活著,我知道。8964 copyright protection80PENANABnxOJN61pI 維尼
只是我開始害怕,哪天我也撐不下去,8964 copyright protection80PENANA9P44pCBEgE 維尼
然後我們會一起崩潰,沒有誰能救誰。8964 copyright protection80PENANA5z2Z2G52In 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANANYRr8nsGK5
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有一陣子,我很想說服自己堅持下去。8964 copyright protection80PENANA59vSxNUwg7 維尼
我甚至查了妳學校附近的住宿,想請假去看妳。8964 copyright protection80PENANAulAFZ2pPzT 維尼
但妳好像愈來愈遠,像隔著玻璃,看得見卻碰不到。8964 copyright protection80PENANA2Its0HqVt6 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAk925M3601g
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我不想當那個讓妳更糟的人。8964 copyright protection80PENANAZToeLVIb40 維尼
如果我退開一點,妳是不是比較有空間好起來?8964 copyright protection80PENANAQZKp7Bjzv1 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAq9AT5N6FXh
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我沒有辦法當妳的光。8964 copyright protection80PENANA7Yqtwq4FL7 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAe1lV1a6jvz
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但我希望妳還記得,我曾經很努力想當。8964 copyright protection80PENANAFJfAJgl5YC 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAdnmke8CLao
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對不起。8964 copyright protection80PENANASnd0I4dbmc 維尼
也謝謝妳。8964 copyright protection80PENANA5dHf8yXPLl 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAaUZcrFaIqm
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不是妳不好,只是我不夠強。8964 copyright protection80PENANAIzqS5N8aDv 維尼
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我反覆修改這封信十幾次,每次讀完都覺得有哪裡太矯情,或哪裡太冷淡。8964 copyright protection80PENANA0lRIYi2yVk 維尼
我想說的其實很簡單:我很怕失去妳,但我更怕在妳眼裡,我只是另一個讓妳變得更糟的人。8964 copyright protection80PENANArI6oG0SUui 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANArfjxlXyH2H
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後來我沒有按送出。8964 copyright protection80PENANAmLVgiWqALz 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAHQS3sbmDDB
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我只是把這封信貼在備忘錄裡,檔名叫做「如果她還在的話」。8964 copyright protection80PENANATvPipa4CMq 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAWJ3SjiYFZH
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幾天後,我發了一句話給妳。8964 copyright protection80PENANAZdMTbThZDL 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAxej4OKzdDv
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「如果妳以後遇到比我更好的人,就把我丟了吧。」8964 copyright protection80PENANA91fopPlS74 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANASkzrTRQbTS
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妳回了:「嗯。」8964 copyright protection80PENANAVupl0OWBMz 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANA4BXrg935qf
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我們的關係,就在那一個字裡,結束了。8964 copyright protection80PENANAdTS1LDhOUv 維尼
她曾經說過一句話,我到現在還記得。8964 copyright protection80PENANA9w0vTWcYaW 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAgNegGM8r1X
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「我最討厭的,不是吵架,不是分開,是……有人忽然就不見了。」8964 copyright protection80PENANAMx3deieT9N 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAC4GSjBItWI
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那時候,我還很天真地回她:8964 copyright protection80PENANAtaG5YCIL8H 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAUcmdhYp1lH
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「那我會一直在,好不好?」8964 copyright protection80PENANAYz1kxL5JZv 維尼
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她回了貼圖,一個笑著點頭的小狐狸,尾巴繞成一個圈圈。8964 copyright protection80PENANATBKhkZ7oCQ 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAJANYCCRVUj
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我當時以為她相信我了。8964 copyright protection80PENANA71dPERa8GX 維尼
後來才知道——她回覆那個貼圖,是凌晨三點半的事。8964 copyright protection80PENANAntA7jMH1bg 維尼
我睡了,沒看到。8964 copyright protection80PENANAvs2pCzipC7 維尼
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最近我重新打開那個聊天室。8964 copyright protection80PENANAOvfQZK07sc 維尼
對話還在,但看起來不像對話,比較像——8964 copyright protection80PENANAWnzUbWDJa9 維尼
一邊倒的留言板。8964 copyright protection80PENANA0YSQwQAN1G 維尼
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滑回去的時候,我發現她的語氣變得越來越短。8964 copyright protection80PENANAtxsJrOdRyl 維尼
從「哈哈你真的很白癡欸」變成「嗯」8964 copyright protection80PENANAJglR2Nvzll 維尼
從「等我一下我洗澡馬上來」變成「先忙」8964 copyright protection80PENANActEuYcD09w 維尼
最後是——8964 copyright protection80PENANAqknyls9IK3 維尼
「你睡了嗎?」8964 copyright protection80PENANACxIJC6CTxV 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAwI8rMm6bOm
8964 copyright protection80PENANA1k7X4cMW0D 維尼
我沒有回那句話。8964 copyright protection80PENANAXqENtKxWLI 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANARtT71CtU7w
8964 copyright protection80PENANAS9yD7gV38Y 維尼
不是我故意不回,是我當時真的在睡。8964 copyright protection80PENANAGHmyzs6gj3 維尼
只是我不知道,那可能是她最後一次主動開口。8964 copyright protection80PENANAAoTOv3tCoH 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAowBu6uo8eO
8964 copyright protection80PENANAXfxVxpWH5X 維尼
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84Please respect copyright.PENANAF9ESPkOLIo
8964 copyright protection80PENANAxGzaaBJc8q 維尼
我記得那段時間她狀況很不好。8964 copyright protection80PENANAiT4iWrh9MK 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAilxcpYiZk9
8964 copyright protection80PENANA10zv8zzbc0 維尼
她說她的手最近又開始發癢,想抓、想割。8964 copyright protection80PENANAVmR9ymMsuR 維尼
她說不想去醫院,而且學校最近很吵,每天都想把桌子掀掉。8964 copyright protection80PENANAqKYcButZ3I 維尼
她說,有時候真的會懷疑,活著到底是為了什麼。8964 copyright protection80PENANAwJzKB3IYRH 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANA2qnVkbcPSo
8964 copyright protection80PENANApjUSisYCa3 維尼
我那天正在補習班,訊息跳了一整排。8964 copyright protection80PENANAGVMOyT3kmX 維尼
我只回了一句:8964 copyright protection80PENANAW47pzfcc8T 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAF4sjpueeBq
8964 copyright protection80PENANAPfKNVPgvwn 維尼
「我還在上課,等等回妳。」8964 copyright protection80PENANAmpOAPOQScM 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAxIbIEHhWKj
8964 copyright protection80PENANAYxU1eadxKp 維尼
結果我回的時候,她已經刪掉了所有訊息。8964 copyright protection80PENANAJ7MF1OVRKo 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAz0vHJYmWfR
8964 copyright protection80PENANARb4WnXZrT9 維尼
我沒問為什麼。8964 copyright protection80PENANAVzIB7kjIuT 維尼
我只是裝作沒看到,回了一句「今天還好嗎?」8964 copyright protection80PENANARP292fLwLX 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANARtQ3MG6uKk
8964 copyright protection80PENANAQIO99cOJ4g 維尼
她沒再提那件事。8964 copyright protection80PENANAvpIBOaBfDi 維尼
也沒再發訊息長談了。8964 copyright protection80PENANAfjChns0cgJ 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANATV0mUnZoed
8964 copyright protection80PENANAiqFVgv9skv 維尼
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84Please respect copyright.PENANARj4uHe8FrW
8964 copyright protection80PENANAuz0li5kGVL 維尼
我後來才發現,她其實不是突然走掉的。8964 copyright protection80PENANA45psUcos75 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANArFd7nlqOws
8964 copyright protection80PENANAqVpvqz8DfT 維尼
她是一點一點把自己收回去的。8964 copyright protection80PENANAfCWjBwGNwE 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAAYMmrZ45uR
8964 copyright protection80PENANAlj0lbsp3Tk 維尼
語氣、表情、語音、貼圖、分享的歌……8964 copyright protection80PENANARBXGzPLUVX 維尼
她像是從這段對話裡慢慢退出,最後留下來的,只是我自己。8964 copyright protection80PENANAsv36Mdj9Ms 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAf9NBufmB1Q
8964 copyright protection80PENANAP6Or2oq5Pe 維尼
她沒有消失。8964 copyright protection80PENANAH7U0R4LI9M 維尼
只是變得安靜。8964 copyright protection80PENANAZBSiHXrN50 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANACorPdpon09
8964 copyright protection80PENANAVCd2ilueq8 維尼
而我也一樣。8964 copyright protection80PENANAxe9XsGkck4 維尼
我從來沒說出口,我也開始不會說了。8964 copyright protection80PENANA7no4LWOKnU 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANA9yuLYP9ceP
8964 copyright protection80PENANAZMZHPpVptZ 維尼
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84Please respect copyright.PENANAWu83i9qnnf
8964 copyright protection80PENANArgOz2JOgTZ 維尼
【2022.07.18】8964 copyright protection80PENANAY3rqU4Yjts 維尼
她:你有時候會突然不見8964 copyright protection80PENANAkoaFFKpJeu 維尼
她:會讓我覺得你是不是也不想繼續了8964 copyright protection80PENANAmQ9cYlgvvB 維尼
我:沒有啦 我只是剛剛睡著了8964 copyright protection80PENANARWDsWJAF4v 維尼
我:抱歉8964 copyright protection80PENANA5Gu6nRod4b 維尼
她:(貼圖:縮在角落的兔子)8964 copyright protection80PENANALuAMG7zmrK 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAmWKJAtarEi
8964 copyright protection80PENANAUOdXGd2NcA 維尼
【2022.10.05】8964 copyright protection80PENANAkNMd678P1B 維尼
我:你在幹嘛8964 copyright protection80PENANAYHBnH8wc65 維尼
(未讀)8964 copyright protection80PENANAjmTTRLr5Ep 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAfu4ngBV915
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【2022.10.10】8964 copyright protection80PENANAsvZHCHgyQy 維尼
我:……你最近是不是不太想講話8964 copyright protection80PENANAVHTmQ0VIrz 維尼
我:那我不吵你8964 copyright protection80PENANADuSPuic8Wq 維尼
我:晚安8964 copyright protection80PENANATldh7uejlF 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANA10XmlPrgIb
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【2022.10.20】8964 copyright protection80PENANAaxfwd09lUe 維尼
她:你會記得我嗎?如果我不見的話8964 copyright protection80PENANA88dfVnazuu 維尼
我:(打字中)→(沒傳出)8964 copyright protection80PENANAlVbWOLqa8g 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANADDLSqTvPVI
8964 copyright protection80PENANAmLxb5Sixye 維尼
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84Please respect copyright.PENANAHD1HkW46AS
8964 copyright protection80PENANAXHmIvDm0n3 維尼
現在想起來,我們之間最可怕的不是冷戰,不是爭吵,不是誰先放手。8964 copyright protection80PENANAQh2j7gNuDP 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAFsWzW3x1O6
8964 copyright protection80PENANARrSqJujsbG 維尼
而是我們都還想留下來,但誰都不敢再靠近了。8964 copyright protection80PENANAdWTf4zyUBh 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAZRVP2Pmdp2
8964 copyright protection80PENANAa1cciEodfP 維尼
就像她說的:8964 copyright protection80PENANAhI6UEmZobY 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAXq0hAmiAvo
8964 copyright protection80PENANAsF9HSl6xH6 維尼
「我最討厭的,是有人忽然就不見了。」8964 copyright protection80PENANAkqr4nKnNCS 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAzgx41Ydnez
8964 copyright protection80PENANAB5QEE8koA8 維尼
但其實更殘忍的,是——8964 copyright protection80PENANAF3dljcAGoz 維尼
明明還在,卻已經不見了。8964 copyright protection80PENANAxDooAP522x 維尼
我以前常在想,我是不是做錯了什麼。8964 copyright protection80PENANAy8KncgTh8w 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANA1NkgUf0E02
8964 copyright protection80PENANAmnyEhJxdha 維尼
是不是我不夠體貼,不夠努力,不夠溫柔;是不是哪一句話讓妳更想逃開;是不是有哪一刻,如果我再多堅持一下,就能改變結果。8964 copyright protection80PENANAdvYJwvO4m4 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAamXTjaJRW3
8964 copyright protection80PENANAER2nOPL60V 維尼
但最近,我開始想——8964 copyright protection80PENANAh0E1CjBbUc 維尼
也許這段感情從來就不是要讓誰「變好」的。8964 copyright protection80PENANAeVmBdePdik 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANA0CT07D8UIn
8964 copyright protection80PENANAjYiQhv4oZo 維尼
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84Please respect copyright.PENANAVM9UCrOynJ
8964 copyright protection80PENANACgJyd6NkY1 維尼
前幾天我整理電腦備份,看到一個叫「寶物」的資料夾。8964 copyright protection80PENANAVpxlk5fQXN 維尼
裡面全是她傳給我的東西:網路短片、崩壞的笑話、歌詞截圖、動物影片。8964 copyright protection80PENANAqUfxzgZZsC 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAGDzFGgD8ST
8964 copyright protection80PENANAN3X7G1KVNH 維尼
有一張是某天我們半夜聊到快睡著,她說:「來,我們交換一首現在最想聽的歌。」8964 copyright protection80PENANAndv6vZjwf1 維尼
她傳的是陳奕迅的〈全世界失眠〉。8964 copyright protection80PENANATDGu1DDrjW 維尼
我傳的是那個時候正紅的輕快歌曲。8964 copyright protection80PENANAoomwtAX8Nu 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAvEw4uz3Xx5
8964 copyright protection80PENANAxZcSf9f1tO 維尼
她打了一句話,我一直沒刪掉:8964 copyright protection80PENANAh5g0RYvqgz 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAqvB4FCXuaI
8964 copyright protection80PENANACMvxlgveGu 維尼
「你永遠比我樂觀,這樣也不錯,我才可以往上靠。」8964 copyright protection80PENANAMlYC8WszQR 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAxXrtxYJ639
8964 copyright protection80PENANA8W824Du5z3 維尼
那時候我覺得那句話像在撒嬌。8964 copyright protection80PENANAMqBNoQoQDN 維尼
現在再看,卻有點酸。8964 copyright protection80PENANA925pu53tTb 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAKSaWQyhaDJ
8964 copyright protection80PENANAOnKidOoAcJ 維尼
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84Please respect copyright.PENANAgNhcUmBFF0
8964 copyright protection80PENANAKCCzgYI6ng 維尼
我也看到以前一則備忘錄,寫著我們說過的話。8964 copyright protection80PENANAqM64pqsdNl 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANATsjuAvCnpz
8964 copyright protection80PENANAgBTwBxZyzF 維尼
「我們以後一定要常常一起出去。」8964 copyright protection80PENANA3HTU93Rsjq 維尼
「你一定要記得我喜歡紅豆餅。」8964 copyright protection80PENANAJ3Id83J735 維尼
「如果我哪天不見了,請你幫我記得我曾經有努力過。」8964 copyright protection80PENANAAiCKOqEUAJ 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAiDNk2zghWv
8964 copyright protection80PENANAHGwjhimazb 維尼
最後那句話,我一直記著。8964 copyright protection80PENANA06p9afEQhQ 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAexwpzRiyme
8964 copyright protection80PENANAo6dd14u6hw 維尼
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84Please respect copyright.PENANAdfo5eI2avr
8964 copyright protection80PENANAObyH6C74EE 維尼
這段感情沒有結局,只有停在某一點上的呼吸聲。8964 copyright protection80PENANA6HMWbGcJWi 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANABsFkL2v9Ty
8964 copyright protection80PENANAl57pj0LIMQ 維尼
像是一場對話,沒有人先說再見,但話題自然就結束了。8964 copyright protection80PENANAIhKH8BZFzJ 維尼
像是一封信沒有收件人,但還是寫了好幾頁。8964 copyright protection80PENANA8PPUfvdjwV 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANANULHeLzT2h
8964 copyright protection80PENANAAlVRwL9wdY 維尼
我們都太想證明自己值得被愛了,卻忘了去問彼此——累了嗎?8964 copyright protection80PENANAv8vjNVZo4N 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANATag3qerGvl
8964 copyright protection80PENANAwcIrL0Swt8 維尼
⸻8964 copyright protection80PENANAmEFZPLYKoY 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANADhdm5tYOAk
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我現在開始覺得,那些曾經沒回的訊息,那些沒說出口的話,也許不只是遺憾,8964 copyright protection80PENANAz2m6ia70sx 維尼
也是一種溫柔的方式——讓彼此不要再傷得更重。8964 copyright protection80PENANAXP3VKsQVXD 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAfHX3D6BmX6
8964 copyright protection80PENANAkxFqTggBnq 維尼
⸻8964 copyright protection80PENANA6flkOlkLtB 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAhRdqI75xLX
8964 copyright protection80PENANAO3A4nIBDIJ 維尼
我曾以為是我不夠好,才會讓這段感情壞掉。8964 copyright protection80PENANA8LqowVqQfn 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANACMzthMailt
8964 copyright protection80PENANAHbrr5kLXdK 維尼
但現在我終於能夠說出口:8964 copyright protection80PENANAvKaFIuqIfj 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAr2hjcM9J1T
8964 copyright protection80PENANA8NsYUjV6jX 維尼
這段感情,不是你的錯,也不是我的錯。8964 copyright protection80PENANAdMlzc33G3E 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANA6OKrnz8u4j
8964 copyright protection80PENANAD9BPCCiRf5 維尼
我們只是還沒學會怎麼好好相愛。8964 copyright protection80PENANA3y7q9NPJWu 維尼
而學會這件事,往往是在愛錯過之後。8964 copyright protection80PENANAJHTsDkOR2c 維尼
我不知道她為什麼會出現在這裡。8964 copyright protection80PENANA7dXScaWwRd 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAk26U5SSCEb
8964 copyright protection80PENANAYjYWCZNnDV 維尼
那天我只是來陪一個朋友看診,無聊地走到醫院樓下的便利商店。8964 copyright protection80PENANAG9GbnFHeLy 維尼
我正要結帳時,轉頭就看到她站在門口,正在找販賣機投入口。8964 copyright protection80PENANAiPcCpoS2Mv 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAZPdOorSGTg
8964 copyright protection80PENANAH4fD10IZnN 維尼
她變了。8964 copyright protection80PENANA2CzjDkOlXn 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANA0tejr6EgjY
8964 copyright protection80PENANAXjYSXKVkgA 維尼
頭髮剪短了,背影沒以前那麼瘦,氣色也好了些。8964 copyright protection80PENANALhJ9flbb1S 維尼
但她一轉過頭來,我還是一眼就認出來了。8964 copyright protection80PENANAiwj9dbeqqd 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8yRX8fsra
8964 copyright protection80PENANAgDTlPsUxNs 維尼
她也看到了我。8964 copyright protection80PENANAP8hTQPTGKh 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAONUp0X56uw
8964 copyright protection80PENANA7Zyjf9G4eP 維尼
我們隔著玻璃對望,大概兩秒,誰也沒動。8964 copyright protection80PENANAjLiypSiUpL 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAPu3J0AC3WI
8964 copyright protection80PENANAvntBChaXoM 維尼
然後她推門走了進來。8964 copyright protection80PENANAsIDPaszycn 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAqfn8NPoJ9V
8964 copyright protection80PENANATtfjdL2Pg5 維尼
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84Please respect copyright.PENANALHWWp3muNk
8964 copyright protection80PENANAhdWNkXNhyg 維尼
我們在門口站了快半分鐘。誰也沒有先說話。8964 copyright protection80PENANApyH2y9MCRe 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAZaxDDCREeI
8964 copyright protection80PENANAfWvqTY9iIu 維尼
我低頭笑了一下,像是想破冰,又像嘲諷自己的語無倫次。8964 copyright protection80PENANAFNPApUIE7n 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANABwoy7AEWYK
8964 copyright protection80PENANAhjPRTNTJJD 維尼
「……妳好像比以前有精神了。」8964 copyright protection80PENANAEkNEn9GMBD 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAAumIK8SJsx
8964 copyright protection80PENANAeQBYwTfFaD 維尼
她點點頭。沒有開口。8964 copyright protection80PENANAS5bkOBON9n 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAAoS83TfrDP
8964 copyright protection80PENANAvi3CpMd40C 維尼
我吸了一口氣,說出這幾年我腦海裡不斷反覆的那句話。8964 copyright protection80PENANAS2MeJv0G4i 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAQ25kZyf7Sa
8964 copyright protection80PENANA5taey8YDC8 維尼
「我們……能不能再交往一次?」8964 copyright protection80PENANAL5lAx5Qux0 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANA1gn48MvDwb
8964 copyright protection80PENANAnVN0a0rxNQ 維尼
她眼神微微一震,但沒有驚訝。8964 copyright protection80PENANA5C6LfVbUJN 維尼
就像她早知道我會這麼說,只是沒料到我真的會開口。8964 copyright protection80PENANA4xK1h0NWdb 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAHDagGXq5yr
8964 copyright protection80PENANA4UwjrdL69v 維尼
她沒有回答。8964 copyright protection80PENANA7Do1yEXxn0 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAjF5VJojux9
8964 copyright protection80PENANAn4XjC5nHuX 維尼
只是看著我,像是過了很久,然後淡淡地笑了笑。8964 copyright protection80PENANAz0oYdSe6SZ 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAb1rCM1g8Bt
8964 copyright protection80PENANAJVNet9Ud2B 維尼
不是快樂的那種笑,也不是無奈,而是一種——8964 copyright protection80PENANACUGlp2VTs0 維尼
「我懂你,但我不能再回去了」的笑。8964 copyright protection80PENANACViOQ3fOqH 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANA2FrdmcfvJY
8964 copyright protection80PENANANziOIvmnSo 維尼
她拿起桌上的瓶裝水,走過我身邊。8964 copyright protection80PENANA7baPBs731I 維尼
腳步很輕,但沒有停下來。8964 copyright protection80PENANAswCvH4ESL7 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAMYKXxTqfVY
8964 copyright protection80PENANASzyhBj2hUV 維尼
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84Please respect copyright.PENANADiVTWT6tAP
8964 copyright protection80PENANAUKaggz574k 維尼
我站在原地,看著玻璃門自動關上。8964 copyright protection80PENANAuNFIBRwfVN 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAURggeTSJ8w
8964 copyright protection80PENANA28YOlRHn0F 維尼
那一瞬間,我的腦中浮現的不是她走遠的背影。8964 copyright protection80PENANAw5yAS4uPre 維尼
是當年她在訊息裡說過的話:8964 copyright protection80PENANATjvls6U6bh 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAYWdxl3Z3ry
8964 copyright protection80PENANAXwO9ab40FH 維尼
「我最討厭的,是有人忽然就不見了。」8964 copyright protection80PENANAONrblt6LQg 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAQziLgEyW8y
8964 copyright protection80PENANAZlXSlVmQWK 維尼
她沒有消失。8964 copyright protection80PENANAB56pJT5RX1 維尼
也沒有回來。8964 copyright protection80PENANAb2gLFp8U3L 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAuZ3NqNRlXO
8964 copyright protection80PENANAMzdzywD2kU 維尼
她只是,走到了屬於她自己的地方。8964 copyright protection80PENANAds20Cz2jYC 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAeVf7tWRtOp
8964 copyright protection80PENANANPu31NzHEP 維尼
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84Please respect copyright.PENANAYEKiigGT7C
8964 copyright protection80PENANAALGEvk58K0 維尼
我回到診間,坐下。8964 copyright protection80PENANAWUolgLagZB 維尼
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