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被我從背後環抱著的這個人。8964 copyright protection104PENANAtzVtmj9kEE 維尼
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沒關係...8964 copyright protection104PENANAAy3LsrjlkR 維尼
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你要自殺也好...8964 copyright protection104PENANAgCyEcdTt1H 維尼
真的,沒關係。8964 copyright protection104PENANAQIVRaf9GhR 維尼
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可是,如果你真的決定自殺的話。8964 copyright protection104PENANAGVhitefj3p 維尼
請你務必,要帶上我。8964 copyright protection104PENANAS6IGS7tmDi 維尼
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「心音,心音—!!」旁邊的聲音越來越強烈,讓我開始看清楚眼前的映像。8964 copyright protection104PENANAqhDrrCjjUQ 維尼
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這裡是宿舍。8964 copyright protection104PENANArRkbDHtIPH 維尼
眼淚以及急促的呼吸不能被控制。8964 copyright protection104PENANAIFPHpu9YPa 維尼
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...哥哥。8964 copyright protection104PENANAq8q6oG49pt 維尼
不見了。8964 copyright protection104PENANAVBNOPnA0ex 維尼
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你還想死嗎?8964 copyright protection104PENANActAaejFCkl 維尼
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真的,沒有關係。8964 copyright protection104PENANAzs4cZLp9uY 維尼
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我知道你很痛苦。8964 copyright protection104PENANAjgCZvkpJeA 維尼
我知道你無法在這種黑暗與罪惡感內活下去。8964 copyright protection104PENANA21vVaEgriP 維尼
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所以,沒有關係。8964 copyright protection104PENANAUZbkTWPetd 維尼
你想死也沒有關係。8964 copyright protection104PENANAusHQIcAUfl 維尼
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可是...8964 copyright protection104PENANA3ZKJhwzUV2 維尼
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如果我不能把你留下來的話。8964 copyright protection104PENANAterb97Ii9F 維尼
那麼,請你帶走我吧。8964 copyright protection104PENANAwh8cwmltvX 維尼
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「沒事吧?」主影的聲音響起,「做惡夢了嗎?」8964 copyright protection104PENANAubT7PXhW2r 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAU5ZhHnAOon
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...惡夢一般的回憶。8964 copyright protection104PENANAxuGBy3clhK 維尼
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黑暗,不能控制。8964 copyright protection104PENANA417m6mDDH0 維尼
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當時的我,只有一個目的。8964 copyright protection104PENANAAytaZqsbh4 維尼
讓你活下來。8964 copyright protection104PENANAlUVsLKpEPN 維尼
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在我調節著呼吸的時候,我才發現自己緊緊地抓住了主影的手。8964 copyright protection104PENANAGBOfDm6y4W 維尼
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主影...8964 copyright protection104PENANAIDVwf1YxzG 維尼
非常擔心地看著我。8964 copyright protection104PENANAzUbXW5b0YE 維尼
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「...沒事。」我也邊擦著眼淚,邊交待著道。8964 copyright protection104PENANAh1rLnZSt99 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANA5PiWjp7ncd
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「我去倒杯水給你吧?」主影皺著眉問道。8964 copyright protection104PENANAyxOxAru71W 維尼
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我沒有回答。8964 copyright protection104PENANARKzOS5at7x 維尼
顫動著的手卻無法放開。8964 copyright protection104PENANADFwY1AAOfB 維尼
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「我睡了多久?」我的聲音也沒有全開。8964 copyright protection104PENANAIoctgMNdcY 維尼
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「大約半個小時,我剛才洗完澡出來就看到你靠在沙發上邊睡邊哭了。」主影回答著道,「做了什麼夢?很可怕嗎?」8964 copyright protection104PENANA0cgLsYTGA8 維尼
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...很可怕。8964 copyright protection104PENANAvbSAKvo4SI 維尼
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那是我人生中一段最可怕的回憶。8964 copyright protection104PENANAipQtzUr2N2 維尼
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每天都很害怕...8964 copyright protection104PENANAM9ik1sK7EL 維尼
哥哥會死掉。8964 copyright protection104PENANAw59MZVIJuF 維尼
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出於不想被哥哥拋下的自私心態,所以用盡一切方法留住他。8964 copyright protection104PENANAbfGeXFLBen 維尼
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可是...8964 copyright protection104PENANAoMTk91KMwj 維尼
我最後卻竟然拋下他一個人了。8964 copyright protection104PENANAyOUdbjUJZQ 維尼
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「你等等,我去拿紙巾給你。」主影摸了摸我的頭髮,然後嘗試往後走。8964 copyright protection104PENANAmziEApu2dw 維尼
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可是,我的手卻抓得更緊了。8964 copyright protection104PENANA8joKzgVeKE 維尼
我也不能控制地...8964 copyright protection104PENANAkXHJod61BN 維尼
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「你真的...」主影看著我的反應,輕輕嘆了口氣,「很不老實。」8964 copyright protection104PENANAq4Y7hORwZ8 維尼
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我還在為主影的話而猶豫時,已經感覺到自己被抱了起來。8964 copyright protection104PENANAYH5Ll2nAGQ 維尼
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「...做什麼?」我驚訝地看著主影問道。8964 copyright protection104PENANAK2mR7Mxe39 維尼
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「進房間睡吧,在這種地方睡的話,更容易做惡夢。」主影平靜地解釋著,走向我的房間。8964 copyright protection104PENANAIBvEoYYVDc 維尼
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...第一次,以這種角度仰視主影的側臉。8964 copyright protection104PENANAWUS3VWJUFp 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAionyqdzBll
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他真的是一個很神秘的人。8964 copyright protection104PENANAQiO7XyTH1C 維尼
常常對我的行為作出讓我意想不到的反應。8964 copyright protection104PENANAGIJCRpzK5f 維尼
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可是,卻又不會讓人感到不舒服。8964 copyright protection104PENANAblfkkiu3O1 維尼
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走到我的房間裡,主影把我放了在床上。8964 copyright protection104PENANAMzZjjcEgbN 維尼
然後,替我把被子蓋好。8964 copyright protection104PENANAcutehm8GGm 維尼
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「會不會太熱或是太冷?」主影把化妝椅搬到床邊,坐了在椅上。8964 copyright protection104PENANAqFXla9fUvD 維尼
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「不會。」我也搖了搖頭,「...你不回去睡嗎?」8964 copyright protection104PENANAjCPFKPmWfL 維尼
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「目前不會。」主影毫不猶豫地回答道。8964 copyright protection104PENANAxzFLo5kPbb 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAfcrse3LDTh
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「為什麼?」明天還要回公司吧?8964 copyright protection104PENANAW7GL5HgQDd 維尼
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「因為,我知道你現在很害怕啊。」主影替我把放在床邊櫃的手機連接到充電器上。8964 copyright protection104PENANAvsltNA0CCt 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAyMljbzjSAm
8964 copyright protection104PENANAvi6N6JGAlr 維尼
...很溫柔。8964 copyright protection104PENANAQNmdVrHGZ4 維尼
而且,無微不至。8964 copyright protection104PENANAlikJpj4KBn 維尼
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「...你總是要睡的。」我也平靜地回答著道。8964 copyright protection104PENANAPpgNNE34l1 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAyoufATczYg
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「那麼,在你睡之前,我也不會離開你的。」主影嚴肅地回答道,「我不會丟下你一個人。」8964 copyright protection104PENANA0s88joJ17z 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAQi9wOx1Lg2
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...你到底是為什麼。8964 copyright protection104PENANAVViQrT9rgg 維尼
能這麼容易地說出動搖人的話?8964 copyright protection104PENANA6amZ9hsTWR 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAggBfbbzrgQ
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「...聊一下天吧。」我與主影對視著,「我還沒有睡意。」8964 copyright protection104PENANA9CNunDEjz1 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAWIdZt7f2P5
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「知道了。」主影爽快地答應道,「想聊什麼?」8964 copyright protection104PENANACKZ7jpd6fr 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAtk6XLU4gAe
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「...不知道呢。」一時三刻想不出來,「主影有什麼想聊的嗎?或是想要知道的事情。」8964 copyright protection104PENANAq4qXL2tnsS 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAmeoDNprwqo
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主影聽了我的話,猶豫了幾秒。8964 copyright protection104PENANAreTv9aeGaa 維尼
然後,輕輕地深呼吸了一下。8964 copyright protection104PENANAsqH4caabhu 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAHGOnw1bM8g
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「有。」主影的表情依然認真,「可是,如果你不想說也沒關係。」8964 copyright protection104PENANAaHwTufd5ST 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAzyLVhyurqC
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「什麼?」我先選擇追問。8964 copyright protection104PENANAgUTvG5NiuK 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANANT7eQixCOz
8964 copyright protection104PENANAEx4QvRaZ7e 維尼
「你或許...」主影想了一會,「有情緒病嗎?」8964 copyright protection104PENANAiQOkcplG6H 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANASlFDNoO9LZ
8964 copyright protection104PENANAOx0BlucVjC 維尼
...該來還是來了。8964 copyright protection104PENANAzwJGmepe6Z 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAZOFeScQpXM
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「為什麼這樣問?」我不解地看著主影。8964 copyright protection104PENANA0PIkBj15ML 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAAxUwBrh6tc
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「...開始時只是覺得很特別,一時間可以很樂觀熱情,一時間卻又悲觀冷漠;一時間很糊塗,一時間卻又能很冷靜地處事。就像是有不同的人格生存在你身體裡那樣。」主影俯視著我,「可是,之後看到你不斷拒絕我的關心,而且心情總是在應該高漲及激動時平靜下來,便開始猜測...這些是不是你不能控制的身體狀態。」8964 copyright protection104PENANANOgkHk7STW 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAYXgq3E796O
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...原來都已經快要兩個月了。8964 copyright protection104PENANA0UEZ9TsPJB 維尼
從我自殺的那天開始計起。8964 copyright protection104PENANAd7l92Zh1NC 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAo0I3fRQbqk
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剛開始交換靈魂的生活起,直到現在...8964 copyright protection104PENANAoSIoGHeWHL 維尼
一直陪伴著我,讓我能渡過這段時間的人,是主影與劉夏謙。8964 copyright protection104PENANACDziDrEZ7b 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAwL6N8jftUG
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世娜姐姐說過,她信任這兩個人。8964 copyright protection104PENANANU78lWSjJV 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANADKQYah62Mc
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那麼,我呢?8964 copyright protection104PENANAIffxFvsjyy 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANApBTbCFnkXC
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我信任你嗎?8964 copyright protection104PENANAyMsiAxL4ws 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAfuWYyZvq9u
8964 copyright protection104PENANAKlgb8iTXeg 維尼
權主影。8964 copyright protection104PENANAjFXQKh9JlJ 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANATshikVodfZ
8964 copyright protection104PENANAI1hkT6Prlg 維尼
...我相信你,也沒關係嗎?8964 copyright protection104PENANAYt2JQP4RtQ 維尼
把真實告訴你,也不會受傷嗎?8964 copyright protection104PENANAd3SaDqyWNU 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAoIr8qRnV2a
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「...即使如果在知道後可能會受傷。」我也認真了起來,看著主影,「也想要知道嗎?」8964 copyright protection104PENANAnproukdll1 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAPO2CamJmhc
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「嗯。」主影沒有一絲猶豫,「我要知道。」8964 copyright protection104PENANAveKsCXiuIH 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAdHpbq7Jaf1
8964 copyright protection104PENANA4s8zG5R0M7 維尼
...到底是為什麼?8964 copyright protection104PENANAJwbuDNntM9 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAXeRST11t6n
8964 copyright protection104PENANAQ0lijOJTyY 維尼
我明明就不能給你什麼。8964 copyright protection104PENANAprvZYUFLON 維尼
為什麼還要這麼關心我?8964 copyright protection104PENANAQKFDFBcWVZ 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAt0OQoPsnFO
8964 copyright protection104PENANAKr7IDJFhtp 維尼
「不算是情緒病。」我輕輕嘆了一口氣,「是人格疾患。」8964 copyright protection104PENANAJ0j85qNUWd 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAPBKFrDQEDX
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既然如此...8964 copyright protection104PENANAkgcK8gQeFM 維尼
既然都到了這一步。8964 copyright protection104PENANAQYQAEChLTv 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANA0BFhSktZaJ
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就賭一把吧。8964 copyright protection104PENANA3l0Vqca8lO 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAddPcP72Izt
8964 copyright protection104PENANA0tyQMJoOib 維尼
「邊緣性人格疾患。」我補充著道,「沒有聽過吧?」8964 copyright protection104PENANAssynd3yBXp 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAUYbK8RP9h7
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人格疾患,Personality disorders。8964 copyright protection104PENANAzyUiKe94K3 維尼
被分類為精神疾病。8964 copyright protection104PENANAvmGWYrJZZy 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANA5VUF3rSraN
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患者會經常因人格和行為的問題...8964 copyright protection104PENANAybbgRBXXHh 維尼
導致社會功能的障礙。8964 copyright protection104PENANAMRd2uvQTtI 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAk7OoO3UoEl
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而邊緣性人格疾患的患者,很多時會同時出現極端對立的表現。8964 copyright protection104PENANAaXPmgCPLCa 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAuDLZDGFUmu
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衝動;冷靜。8964 copyright protection104PENANAmsWJjNnweN 維尼
熱情;冷漠。8964 copyright protection104PENANApLx7WQL4lO 維尼
樂觀;悲觀。8964 copyright protection104PENANAEBqdr7YXpT 維尼
開朗;平靜。8964 copyright protection104PENANAIGSv97OMT6 維尼
光明;黑暗。8964 copyright protection104PENANAoVuNKxDKnQ 維尼
希望;絕望。8964 copyright protection104PENANASS52Ncu6bz 維尼
掙扎;服從。8964 copyright protection104PENANA6yVTnCV1pW 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAJM8ehrmUtk
8964 copyright protection104PENANAS2q0SWMBie 維尼
想生存。8964 copyright protection104PENANA8tSIoCKot1 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAd3H6tpymhh
8964 copyright protection104PENANA8SBXKmaIfh 維尼
...想死亡。8964 copyright protection104PENANA1Hn8cMAdK8 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAuE7qGXt0al
8964 copyright protection104PENANA3fveZhgYKG 維尼
「...是怎樣發現的?」主影沒有正面回答我的問題。8964 copyright protection104PENANAYWq74Sws3t 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAa4sPs5VAQc
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「當每一天都處於希望之地與死寂之地的交界,不斷來回時,我便去看了醫生。」我憶述著道,「然後,被確診了。」8964 copyright protection104PENANAi1naZVhdck 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAaXRNShrJkS
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那段時間的我,很不正常。8964 copyright protection104PENANAkQpDWr6jP0 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAmJJ6t1F31V
8964 copyright protection104PENANAP78smLSpc0 維尼
每天都是那樣子...8964 copyright protection104PENANAZCSi9xDapN 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAxQPA39wUQp
8964 copyright protection104PENANAYqGaJnwcOS 維尼
感到很絕望,覺得看不見未來。8964 copyright protection104PENANAO9B1x3d32T 維尼
突然對自己有了信心,認為可以憑自己的力量創造未來的人生。8964 copyright protection104PENANA9Ti6u58GuH 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAs3eXg46HFG
8964 copyright protection104PENANABpOhedNUyA 維尼
覺得這個人生毫無意義...8964 copyright protection104PENANA4coJQceF83 維尼
覺得這個人生能給予人祝福。8964 copyright protection104PENANA82cnRqC69D 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANASMs5kEz8SY
8964 copyright protection104PENANA48cGQ0JdDM 維尼
每天都在來回地獄又折返人間,不斷循環。8964 copyright protection104PENANAbhWbha9GnL 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAYN1qOiB3rg
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甚至能每天來回三次...8964 copyright protection104PENANAYePO3M40lF 維尼
明明一旦發作時,可以無力得無法站起來。8964 copyright protection104PENANA3avEFwDEN8 維尼
但又要繼續在別人面前裝作開心與堅強,然後繼續努力上課,繼續努力工作。8964 copyright protection104PENANAc8IgVpV7Y1 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAECLqIc6lvl
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然後,當面對黑暗時...8964 copyright protection104PENANAUGqvgCCHmJ 維尼
突然湧出那些被壓過去的情緒。8964 copyright protection104PENANAdpZjHXUrt7 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAI5m440mKiq
8964 copyright protection104PENANA5ppmh0KbYo 維尼
去死吧。8964 copyright protection104PENANAlAEmmzQdY2 維尼
既然想停止這樣的生活的話。8964 copyright protection104PENANAPEAfdSJINE 維尼
既然這種生活已經如此沒有意義...8964 copyright protection104PENANA6TJYDvrRWH 維尼
既然已經無法看見未來的話。8964 copyright protection104PENANAKmfmuNJhYX 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAVoZ0aMJtDf
8964 copyright protection104PENANATAxaS2rG7T 維尼
「情緒病與人格疾患的分別是什麼?」主影追問著道。8964 copyright protection104PENANAS4XwaYM0Xd 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAcnYS94cxfK
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「情緒病,如果找出來源的話,可能可以治好。」我苦笑著道,「人格疾患大多是從成長環境構成,即使找出來源,也已經成為人格的一部分,所以不能治好,只能舒緩。」8964 copyright protection104PENANAzPYYroN3vp 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAq2Y6hrlRpm
8964 copyright protection104PENANA2PKy9NVGyN 維尼
「...醫生是怎樣說的?」主影靠著床邊櫃看向我。8964 copyright protection104PENANAtn9GRR6kiW 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAJDPrhzJ6vm
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「說已經是情況比較樂觀的患者,起碼不會用自殺威脅別人。」我道出當時醫生的評語,「但他可能沒有想到,我會直接自殺。」8964 copyright protection104PENANAa5rZu2qF2A 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAoYCYA5Z5Dj
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...當每天都活在天堂與地獄之間時。8964 copyright protection104PENANAR53aLY8SPf 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAyYxvGiv7aU
8964 copyright protection104PENANAZFyBIX6QNi 維尼
我開始不知道自己到底是誰。8964 copyright protection104PENANAXdhxdGkiOB 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANA4X4ghiYnjX
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而且,厭世的感覺更深。8964 copyright protection104PENANAUqSUVAkIo5 維尼
因為這種每天被送到人間,又再次被打回地獄的感覺...8964 copyright protection104PENANALHytsANyKj 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAGZRaLJk27X
8964 copyright protection104PENANAUTgUBbokJW 維尼
痛苦得讓人不想再繼續那樣下去。8964 copyright protection104PENANAe8Jk454oOn 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANArnMwVbbuoN
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「你一時很快樂,一時很平靜的理由...」主影也很專心地聽著我的話,「就是這個?」8964 copyright protection104PENANA7j6mgtQoAz 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANApZBWmEZYPi
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「...不完全是,我並不打算把我的性格歸究於任何『病』。」我平靜地敘述著道,「而且,即使邊緣性人格疾患的患者會有很多情緒起伏,但不是每個人都會有解離狀態。」8964 copyright protection104PENANAOEx5jBjWmE 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAGSoUm2lBAA
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「『解離狀態』?」聽到第一次聽的詞彙,主影再次不解地看著我。8964 copyright protection104PENANAxZYyoyguUz 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAGz5dxZ20rX
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「解離有很多種,而我的那種解離,是會將自己從某些情緒中解離。」我解釋著道,「當想讓人對我留下開朗的印象時,我會把悲傷的情緒全然收起。」8964 copyright protection104PENANArM2LwruwFp 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAvEl1Jqnuka
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禁止自己有悲傷的情緒。8964 copyright protection104PENANAV49HYmVms2 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAYNYu73kdj0
8964 copyright protection104PENANALuDn2hh4iJ 維尼
我很記得,自己在年紀還很小的時候...8964 copyright protection104PENANAUo5wlrDM95 維尼
只要一哭鬧,就會被爸媽打。8964 copyright protection104PENANAZbdrNbIn78 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAOY7z2nHTa9
8964 copyright protection104PENANAV6Yp6Pfc0R 維尼
不能哭。8964 copyright protection104PENANAjixM0hXp5O 維尼
不能悲傷。8964 copyright protection104PENANAlqidft35Pq 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAj9Efb1o61H
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笑吧。8964 copyright protection104PENANAldGCWn5isJ 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAsN4GgzSXZv
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「久而久之,面對一些會讓我有很真實與強烈的情緒起伏時,我會像『啪』一聲斷了線的那樣,在那一瞬間完全沒有任何情緒,而且忘記剛才發生的事情所引發的情緒。」8964 copyright protection104PENANAOA6438QhBi 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAK5yGxylvpF
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就像是一個碰到重要指令時便會出故障的機械人那樣...8964 copyright protection104PENANAUI6uvE5NkS 維尼
即使在開新開啟後能繼續進行指令,但已經無法返回到錯過了的指令。8964 copyright protection104PENANA3oeLAWNTuV 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAN3xX8i3Qtm
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「為什麼,你會說...」主影的語氣依舊柔和,「如果我知道了的話,會受傷?」8964 copyright protection104PENANAHXJNyYIZQI 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANACWlYEqUVIk
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因為...8964 copyright protection104PENANAP6RPaumuwx 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAhCJx9ybTFI
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對了。8964 copyright protection104PENANAkIMrWW9R7C 維尼
我在做什麼?8964 copyright protection104PENANA3qnXj1gk04 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANA4KiWeUHA2F
8964 copyright protection104PENANA3eZts0PyGq 維尼
我一定是瘋了吧?8964 copyright protection104PENANA1xmiUA4U85 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAnGU4XBdJd8
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「...抱歉,我累了。」我把被子蓋得更緊了,「還是明天再說吧。」8964 copyright protection104PENANAGgW8stMt5B 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANA0GzPMz7ckr
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「...知道了。」主影雖然是停頓了一下,但看來明白了我的意思,「明天再說吧,晚安。」8964 copyright protection104PENANAOoq7weu65Z 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAHFwYsyv06Q
8964 copyright protection104PENANAFP9h4aash4 維尼
...我是瘋了嗎?8964 copyright protection104PENANABiQuI936Wb 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAXUzpSEI2NX
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就連對劉夏謙也沒有說過的事情...8964 copyright protection104PENANAkx3xDA0GjT 維尼
為什麼要賭在主影身上?8964 copyright protection104PENANAIffvbZ1oBk 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAWyAExwq8Gn
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竟然得意忘形得...8964 copyright protection104PENANASCAFkmtVJG 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAfRKj7hTjUj
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忘記了自己受過的傷害。8964 copyright protection104PENANA7Ths2ObW8b 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAFGD3WgJ2mu
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不要倚靠任何人。8964 copyright protection104PENANAnFPr1jXChq 維尼
不要相信任何人。8964 copyright protection104PENANAsNqxPsVPJu 維尼
108Please respect copyright.PENANAOzI6PdPkKT
8964 copyright protection104PENANAUuo3pAcRYp 維尼
反正都已經剩下這麼少的時間...8964 copyright protection104PENANAEK0TswXZgv 維尼
還是就這樣讓它過去吧。8964 copyright protection104PENANAd0Y9ES0gVJ 維尼
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