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「心音,心音—!!」旁邊的聲音越來越強烈,讓我開始看清楚眼前的映像。8964 copyright protection116PENANAEFjjsd9x2i 維尼
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...哥哥。8964 copyright protection116PENANA8YLtd7ckZv 維尼
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我知道你很痛苦。8964 copyright protection116PENANA0p51FL1h3D 維尼
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所以,沒有關係。8964 copyright protection116PENANAS0qLhYU2Uq 維尼
你想死也沒有關係。8964 copyright protection116PENANA7NirwjUuTb 維尼
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如果我不能把你留下來的話。8964 copyright protection116PENANA1BYosUB1Tg 維尼
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「沒事吧?」主影的聲音響起,「做惡夢了嗎?」8964 copyright protection116PENANAd32cb5BTcD 維尼
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...惡夢一般的回憶。8964 copyright protection116PENANA4a3zm1OWsE 維尼
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黑暗,不能控制。8964 copyright protection116PENANAObqZxlD2fs 維尼
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當時的我,只有一個目的。8964 copyright protection116PENANAp1stXYI8dd 維尼
讓你活下來。8964 copyright protection116PENANAKpWz64LfIF 維尼
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在我調節著呼吸的時候,我才發現自己緊緊地抓住了主影的手。8964 copyright protection116PENANAY6GlIdQcdV 維尼
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主影...8964 copyright protection116PENANAEcXARc08JI 維尼
非常擔心地看著我。8964 copyright protection116PENANAMq89juCKxW 維尼
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「...沒事。」我也邊擦著眼淚,邊交待著道。8964 copyright protection116PENANAJiZjuLpqZS 維尼
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「我去倒杯水給你吧?」主影皺著眉問道。8964 copyright protection116PENANAslRI8QGEqO 維尼
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我沒有回答。8964 copyright protection116PENANA2mxVX7hZca 維尼
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「我睡了多久?」我的聲音也沒有全開。8964 copyright protection116PENANA81rxesYgDq 維尼
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「大約半個小時,我剛才洗完澡出來就看到你靠在沙發上邊睡邊哭了。」主影回答著道,「做了什麼夢?很可怕嗎?」8964 copyright protection116PENANAFAcQNyERbl 維尼
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...很可怕。8964 copyright protection116PENANAMhxucgp8H9 維尼
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每天都很害怕...8964 copyright protection116PENANAMRcfJvllZW 維尼
哥哥會死掉。8964 copyright protection116PENANAjLjl3xtzlJ 維尼
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出於不想被哥哥拋下的自私心態,所以用盡一切方法留住他。8964 copyright protection116PENANAFSe6poTfHo 維尼
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可是...8964 copyright protection116PENANApk9jlJ1yab 維尼
我最後卻竟然拋下他一個人了。8964 copyright protection116PENANACwDvVJXAiZ 維尼
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「你等等,我去拿紙巾給你。」主影摸了摸我的頭髮,然後嘗試往後走。8964 copyright protection116PENANAgB1wLK11qp 維尼
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可是,我的手卻抓得更緊了。8964 copyright protection116PENANAPIMR7XbWJe 維尼
我也不能控制地...8964 copyright protection116PENANAMHb7dnSYMB 維尼
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「你真的...」主影看著我的反應,輕輕嘆了口氣,「很不老實。」8964 copyright protection116PENANAa4psEksqry 維尼
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我還在為主影的話而猶豫時,已經感覺到自己被抱了起來。8964 copyright protection116PENANAXgc8phJOSo 維尼
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「...做什麼?」我驚訝地看著主影問道。8964 copyright protection116PENANA38SXDib5bJ 維尼
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「進房間睡吧,在這種地方睡的話,更容易做惡夢。」主影平靜地解釋著,走向我的房間。8964 copyright protection116PENANAMgKAmFD4Ow 維尼
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...第一次,以這種角度仰視主影的側臉。8964 copyright protection116PENANALmWNUb3AkR 維尼
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他真的是一個很神秘的人。8964 copyright protection116PENANAWESCW8PiaX 維尼
常常對我的行為作出讓我意想不到的反應。8964 copyright protection116PENANAk2Rw4Ox22x 維尼
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可是,卻又不會讓人感到不舒服。8964 copyright protection116PENANAR7wXr2GDak 維尼
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走到我的房間裡,主影把我放了在床上。8964 copyright protection116PENANA6o9MkvZdYj 維尼
然後,替我把被子蓋好。8964 copyright protection116PENANAD0y8buvlH5 維尼
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「會不會太熱或是太冷?」主影把化妝椅搬到床邊,坐了在椅上。8964 copyright protection116PENANABXqvmTOLAo 維尼
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「不會。」我也搖了搖頭,「...你不回去睡嗎?」8964 copyright protection116PENANApfvo7heGZp 維尼
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「目前不會。」主影毫不猶豫地回答道。8964 copyright protection116PENANAHdjGA5nBHr 維尼
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「為什麼?」明天還要回公司吧?8964 copyright protection116PENANAdS8xZB3SVj 維尼
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「因為,我知道你現在很害怕啊。」主影替我把放在床邊櫃的手機連接到充電器上。8964 copyright protection116PENANAhsfdhYnI1l 維尼
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...很溫柔。8964 copyright protection116PENANAu7dr3UsKWQ 維尼
而且,無微不至。8964 copyright protection116PENANAlT0WwqrAbL 維尼
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「...你總是要睡的。」我也平靜地回答著道。8964 copyright protection116PENANACKN9G622r7 維尼
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「那麼,在你睡之前,我也不會離開你的。」主影嚴肅地回答道,「我不會丟下你一個人。」8964 copyright protection116PENANAyZAASUIPXk 維尼
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...你到底是為什麼。8964 copyright protection116PENANAqSeJ2cS0EL 維尼
能這麼容易地說出動搖人的話?8964 copyright protection116PENANAzBv1FooY1S 維尼
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「...聊一下天吧。」我與主影對視著,「我還沒有睡意。」8964 copyright protection116PENANA6aPFV4vinx 維尼
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「知道了。」主影爽快地答應道,「想聊什麼?」8964 copyright protection116PENANAnfXFqM291O 維尼
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「...不知道呢。」一時三刻想不出來,「主影有什麼想聊的嗎?或是想要知道的事情。」8964 copyright protection116PENANARkFG2xBltO 維尼
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主影聽了我的話,猶豫了幾秒。8964 copyright protection116PENANAVk5Uq2wsjU 維尼
然後,輕輕地深呼吸了一下。8964 copyright protection116PENANAkV8YRaSeTJ 維尼
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「有。」主影的表情依然認真,「可是,如果你不想說也沒關係。」8964 copyright protection116PENANArwvrhoAiQU 維尼
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「什麼?」我先選擇追問。8964 copyright protection116PENANAvfJWGD6B8o 維尼
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「你或許...」主影想了一會,「有情緒病嗎?」8964 copyright protection116PENANA0oUH5eoVgA 維尼
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...該來還是來了。8964 copyright protection116PENANAAFj7jgK4yt 維尼
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「為什麼這樣問?」我不解地看著主影。8964 copyright protection116PENANAjcr0wuMjPN 維尼
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「...開始時只是覺得很特別,一時間可以很樂觀熱情,一時間卻又悲觀冷漠;一時間很糊塗,一時間卻又能很冷靜地處事。就像是有不同的人格生存在你身體裡那樣。」主影俯視著我,「可是,之後看到你不斷拒絕我的關心,而且心情總是在應該高漲及激動時平靜下來,便開始猜測...這些是不是你不能控制的身體狀態。」8964 copyright protection116PENANA4HnIJuErN3 維尼
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...原來都已經快要兩個月了。8964 copyright protection116PENANAtsXW14WJnO 維尼
從我自殺的那天開始計起。8964 copyright protection116PENANAMcftlVgwng 維尼
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剛開始交換靈魂的生活起,直到現在...8964 copyright protection116PENANA1b3RLpaFSZ 維尼
一直陪伴著我,讓我能渡過這段時間的人,是主影與劉夏謙。8964 copyright protection116PENANAbjVPpFFUgL 維尼
120Please respect copyright.PENANATzZsOHWIQq
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世娜姐姐說過,她信任這兩個人。8964 copyright protection116PENANAiTyrssYNAZ 維尼
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那麼,我呢?8964 copyright protection116PENANAMLzJ6Frs8D 維尼
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我信任你嗎?8964 copyright protection116PENANAxzbIkUjvuk 維尼
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權主影。8964 copyright protection116PENANACYO3NiyQEh 維尼
120Please respect copyright.PENANAU4oUqzjziB
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...我相信你,也沒關係嗎?8964 copyright protection116PENANAEAHbnmFnO1 維尼
把真實告訴你,也不會受傷嗎?8964 copyright protection116PENANArhH1urCzE8 維尼
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「...即使如果在知道後可能會受傷。」我也認真了起來,看著主影,「也想要知道嗎?」8964 copyright protection116PENANATu6Srfmg7D 維尼
120Please respect copyright.PENANAj96fjwnUak
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「嗯。」主影沒有一絲猶豫,「我要知道。」8964 copyright protection116PENANAdb1NNGmrbi 維尼
120Please respect copyright.PENANALwOq0JnwT9
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...到底是為什麼?8964 copyright protection116PENANA3R1fvp9Wku 維尼
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我明明就不能給你什麼。8964 copyright protection116PENANAdumoc6hIgZ 維尼
為什麼還要這麼關心我?8964 copyright protection116PENANAvYB66B1nxS 維尼
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「不算是情緒病。」我輕輕嘆了一口氣,「是人格疾患。」8964 copyright protection116PENANAx0z841IAaP 維尼
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既然如此...8964 copyright protection116PENANAeTHGKJw5Vz 維尼
既然都到了這一步。8964 copyright protection116PENANAnPGnqz1GN9 維尼
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就賭一把吧。8964 copyright protection116PENANAesn7U97QG8 維尼
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「邊緣性人格疾患。」我補充著道,「沒有聽過吧?」8964 copyright protection116PENANABLd8WlNYjR 維尼
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人格疾患,Personality disorders。8964 copyright protection116PENANAovQXAXLtGT 維尼
被分類為精神疾病。8964 copyright protection116PENANA2QL0WG9F7Y 維尼
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患者會經常因人格和行為的問題...8964 copyright protection116PENANAiakq0YyqSF 維尼
導致社會功能的障礙。8964 copyright protection116PENANAICz3SqzgCA 維尼
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而邊緣性人格疾患的患者,很多時會同時出現極端對立的表現。8964 copyright protection116PENANAgYZqDAfqUE 維尼
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衝動;冷靜。8964 copyright protection116PENANAIUdqhGwNEx 維尼
熱情;冷漠。8964 copyright protection116PENANA1bdx9R7DDL 維尼
樂觀;悲觀。8964 copyright protection116PENANAoebGGJXfTQ 維尼
開朗;平靜。8964 copyright protection116PENANAoxzw7N22fj 維尼
光明;黑暗。8964 copyright protection116PENANAHW0F2eEEtw 維尼
希望;絕望。8964 copyright protection116PENANANBsOPRrZWI 維尼
掙扎;服從。8964 copyright protection116PENANA1zvmN6BWZb 維尼
120Please respect copyright.PENANAVLhcN8nB7q
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想生存。8964 copyright protection116PENANAIJn2e0IGf2 維尼
120Please respect copyright.PENANAWGHTp6o07M
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...想死亡。8964 copyright protection116PENANAZb8Ga1Keff 維尼
120Please respect copyright.PENANAtn8I6lgeyv
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「...是怎樣發現的?」主影沒有正面回答我的問題。8964 copyright protection116PENANAOnWD2UdzJq 維尼
120Please respect copyright.PENANAtmLOaTogBG
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「當每一天都處於希望之地與死寂之地的交界,不斷來回時,我便去看了醫生。」我憶述著道,「然後,被確診了。」8964 copyright protection116PENANAYBVdkQq2RK 維尼
120Please respect copyright.PENANAjHAkgeaYJx
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那段時間的我,很不正常。8964 copyright protection116PENANAVklQuOBw8K 維尼
120Please respect copyright.PENANA6BYTmu8v7D
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每天都是那樣子...8964 copyright protection116PENANAVtpMwqDNU1 維尼
120Please respect copyright.PENANAF9MEusf8JJ
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感到很絕望,覺得看不見未來。8964 copyright protection116PENANALIPEr72Jnu 維尼
突然對自己有了信心,認為可以憑自己的力量創造未來的人生。8964 copyright protection116PENANAVoZy2Lcyjb 維尼
120Please respect copyright.PENANAOunCOyyz8P
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覺得這個人生毫無意義...8964 copyright protection116PENANAmWk1fkp6cY 維尼
覺得這個人生能給予人祝福。8964 copyright protection116PENANA2MGj2CeXyE 維尼
120Please respect copyright.PENANACx0Jls84g8
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每天都在來回地獄又折返人間,不斷循環。8964 copyright protection116PENANAuaoVCt2KFM 維尼
120Please respect copyright.PENANAaGmJ9UEyoM
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甚至能每天來回三次...8964 copyright protection116PENANAbdr4aU33jx 維尼
明明一旦發作時,可以無力得無法站起來。8964 copyright protection116PENANAS17EWdKpBP 維尼
但又要繼續在別人面前裝作開心與堅強,然後繼續努力上課,繼續努力工作。8964 copyright protection116PENANA32ro3FdX2I 維尼
120Please respect copyright.PENANAUdyUfUKd7Y
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然後,當面對黑暗時...8964 copyright protection116PENANAdYV4rM8siD 維尼
突然湧出那些被壓過去的情緒。8964 copyright protection116PENANAl3QiLg1CPd 維尼
120Please respect copyright.PENANAuMFFW6bnAw
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去死吧。8964 copyright protection116PENANAcIuncUn583 維尼
既然想停止這樣的生活的話。8964 copyright protection116PENANAhrqj2FcbMd 維尼
既然這種生活已經如此沒有意義...8964 copyright protection116PENANAKZQ41HGCft 維尼
既然已經無法看見未來的話。8964 copyright protection116PENANAXrXXgRm8bv 維尼
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「情緒病與人格疾患的分別是什麼?」主影追問著道。8964 copyright protection116PENANABC1n1sNPpP 維尼
120Please respect copyright.PENANAm3cZBkWmHn
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「情緒病,如果找出來源的話,可能可以治好。」我苦笑著道,「人格疾患大多是從成長環境構成,即使找出來源,也已經成為人格的一部分,所以不能治好,只能舒緩。」8964 copyright protection116PENANA7yb7AyyRb7 維尼
120Please respect copyright.PENANAiAHCc7jvXi
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「...醫生是怎樣說的?」主影靠著床邊櫃看向我。8964 copyright protection116PENANAdmWuPg5jMu 維尼
120Please respect copyright.PENANAMbpBXyCEQ4
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「說已經是情況比較樂觀的患者,起碼不會用自殺威脅別人。」我道出當時醫生的評語,「但他可能沒有想到,我會直接自殺。」8964 copyright protection116PENANA5dznfgRj4P 維尼
120Please respect copyright.PENANAuu7wi5TzdC
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...當每天都活在天堂與地獄之間時。8964 copyright protection116PENANAXJhP6qfIXT 維尼
120Please respect copyright.PENANAc8jrgRRjig
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我開始不知道自己到底是誰。8964 copyright protection116PENANAHnBBtTbcCg 維尼
120Please respect copyright.PENANAIc58aSMgnr
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而且,厭世的感覺更深。8964 copyright protection116PENANAI3XBP6PRS3 維尼
因為這種每天被送到人間,又再次被打回地獄的感覺...8964 copyright protection116PENANAbRxVaiLs7m 維尼
120Please respect copyright.PENANAXZFV9x7Buj
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痛苦得讓人不想再繼續那樣下去。8964 copyright protection116PENANA2n1YWAenis 維尼
120Please respect copyright.PENANAtgu16oRuvZ
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「你一時很快樂,一時很平靜的理由...」主影也很專心地聽著我的話,「就是這個?」8964 copyright protection116PENANAknN59Q7M92 維尼
120Please respect copyright.PENANAgiqsoNrMAH
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「...不完全是,我並不打算把我的性格歸究於任何『病』。」我平靜地敘述著道,「而且,即使邊緣性人格疾患的患者會有很多情緒起伏,但不是每個人都會有解離狀態。」8964 copyright protection116PENANAaPEF0ivDqU 維尼
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「『解離狀態』?」聽到第一次聽的詞彙,主影再次不解地看著我。8964 copyright protection116PENANAZA8dpC7VJ5 維尼
120Please respect copyright.PENANAo2FtU7VYVC
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「解離有很多種,而我的那種解離,是會將自己從某些情緒中解離。」我解釋著道,「當想讓人對我留下開朗的印象時,我會把悲傷的情緒全然收起。」8964 copyright protection116PENANAScD9X51Ad7 維尼
120Please respect copyright.PENANAfBBU2E3lKF
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禁止自己有悲傷的情緒。8964 copyright protection116PENANAQwHmDam654 維尼
120Please respect copyright.PENANAV6OXtaVMqw
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我很記得,自己在年紀還很小的時候...8964 copyright protection116PENANAT1UWfjukCc 維尼
只要一哭鬧,就會被爸媽打。8964 copyright protection116PENANAOonGQPGZMy 維尼
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不能哭。8964 copyright protection116PENANA9OxqY6F4X3 維尼
不能悲傷。8964 copyright protection116PENANAkVdlZFW1X9 維尼
120Please respect copyright.PENANAGPGVubvwW3
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笑吧。8964 copyright protection116PENANAzqCRY3IEy9 維尼
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「久而久之,面對一些會讓我有很真實與強烈的情緒起伏時,我會像『啪』一聲斷了線的那樣,在那一瞬間完全沒有任何情緒,而且忘記剛才發生的事情所引發的情緒。」8964 copyright protection116PENANA1pQ5NGB57c 維尼
120Please respect copyright.PENANAqJh3t7meAa
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就像是一個碰到重要指令時便會出故障的機械人那樣...8964 copyright protection116PENANAhBZXOsKoX7 維尼
即使在開新開啟後能繼續進行指令,但已經無法返回到錯過了的指令。8964 copyright protection116PENANAZmP6tfH2s7 維尼
120Please respect copyright.PENANAIZCulzeJr6
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「為什麼,你會說...」主影的語氣依舊柔和,「如果我知道了的話,會受傷?」8964 copyright protection116PENANAPfBmivXwXX 維尼
120Please respect copyright.PENANASYHmSvSDxW
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因為...8964 copyright protection116PENANAyEd2NHY9ve 維尼
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對了。8964 copyright protection116PENANAmZcyIgWR4W 維尼
我在做什麼?8964 copyright protection116PENANAU7YZDxBGp8 維尼
120Please respect copyright.PENANAYCX3YJXr0D
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我一定是瘋了吧?8964 copyright protection116PENANA2H8XOLctgw 維尼
120Please respect copyright.PENANAHUpuFblyIg
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「...抱歉,我累了。」我把被子蓋得更緊了,「還是明天再說吧。」8964 copyright protection116PENANA9j1s4D6Esx 維尼
120Please respect copyright.PENANAyB0rY3Wxho
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「...知道了。」主影雖然是停頓了一下,但看來明白了我的意思,「明天再說吧,晚安。」8964 copyright protection116PENANAaZTl1xI0nH 維尼
120Please respect copyright.PENANAKvDjxs1jv1
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...我是瘋了嗎?8964 copyright protection116PENANAZkgolHwXFL 維尼
120Please respect copyright.PENANAZe7TfprZUP
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就連對劉夏謙也沒有說過的事情...8964 copyright protection116PENANAiejAWJLcUZ 維尼
為什麼要賭在主影身上?8964 copyright protection116PENANAGy3bmtVzDJ 維尼
120Please respect copyright.PENANAF5aTzccrIS
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竟然得意忘形得...8964 copyright protection116PENANA3TSJnddLc5 維尼
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忘記了自己受過的傷害。8964 copyright protection116PENANAjxmwemiqhB 維尼
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不要倚靠任何人。8964 copyright protection116PENANAYL4YnUb8yK 維尼
不要相信任何人。8964 copyright protection116PENANA9v6XSExcs1 維尼
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反正都已經剩下這麼少的時間...8964 copyright protection116PENANAcVM8ZmKSFg 維尼
還是就這樣讓它過去吧。8964 copyright protection116PENANARLpJM7e12f 維尼
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