II. Melancholic235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz39oBVyyUP
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when it came time for sleep235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pItvsyKLg
he had already accepted235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNqF7aFrNx
that it wouldn’t be a sweet dream235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4ffL2dIEv
for there was never a night235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61NQxO9mzP
in which he slept sweetly235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZchgF0Dz0v
in which his eyes didn’t sting235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSG2WqOHyk3
in which his body didn’t throb235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmX54SwzXiO
in which he wasn’t a zombie235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDfQ2vvcu3
he hates to be awake235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFpdiqt0C8
he wants to be asleep235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomN5rgJHXD
In the heap of a mess235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDtHILxh11
the young man rests235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ccUbPfpJs
his back against the box spring mattress235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjK8mBYxAiH
underneath the dreary light235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYZPJfZzis
of a circular ceiling orb235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36CBUWLCsT
intricately measured to be equally hung235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxKMfqodn0
centered between the four walls235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhaMrP50cs
enclosing around him235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyMFr69q8c
the small, box-like room235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3YZuBVFBH
a little room crowded with too many things235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5sdE4VQKi
full of everything235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4dPyMEumn
littered amongst the carpet235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaENdB8WzSw
there is books235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAmIjc2BhV
there is paintings235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRj8Mp5JlU
there is wrappers and trash235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaY20FRxehL
things are stacked and things are hanging235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6aTLGRXYV
they're placed and leaning on edges235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdFvfqf2MU
things are covered235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKmDP96gF3
and hidden235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPe4ORNNbe9
and tottering on ledges235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFfeFH6yxp
and eight or nine blankets235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMLmJtVrpI
are piled atop one another235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2oL6qesL9
heavy on himself, on his bed235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiNSzj6fxh
falling onto the floor235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvI4zIbfnuf
like a nest of distraction and235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANRuCGy5KR
bullshit235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMrgH4Wtcq
and shadows235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnOtCMPMA7
there are things invisible he can’t see235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3yKax3TyL
there is always the fear235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtd5Ippk6E
they hide in the darkness235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFjle6KJr5
and are hard not to run into235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFEeZgW4cw
There is a concentration235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DTzguBKZF
to the paranoia235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubrCi16VRR
and he maneuvers about the stuffed space235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPckEM8w1WF
like he’s looking for that something unseen235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGf3oqaWO9y
Don’t let everything fall!235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazR6bOvuab
like a plea235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe32O8SBT0X
he is trudging on through235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1ulaKWUYJ
and heaving and slumping235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXXWGlLUsr
what used to feel safe235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXCkgJn2T5
like hearth235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxi7SeEIm6
but now feels engulfed in ice235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBx9pMPFD1
Don’t let it all come collapsing down!235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35yzT1xRrm
He won’t be able to do this much longer235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvzzjIvNg5
to dance around all of the unseeable darkness235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyW0ohhL2K
that smells artificially sweet235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMWYRPNCpm
and burnt235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQt22pBr3j9
because of the flickering wicks235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKjq1rbuiB
he has three candles lit235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tWpdtDMyH
their flame tricking his mind into thinking he’s warm235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJvp4n2g8P
for a second235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPF2eeV2oV
like a fire is inside him235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT40be1J4hV
but alas it's cold outside235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEPOS5kv6o
and the storm has raged all through the night235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzCbq1hFOi
The rain falls235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuQdGIb8yP
against the small window235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnilKLxF8G
in redundant tap-tap-taps235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowtr02cQ6f
and he attempts to count235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYiy47OuGq
how many drops fall235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4YitlHfNo
against the pane235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESWlXrLQxh
and quickly loses his place235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzk54QublrK
and while he enjoys hearing cars drive down the wet road235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhiQRp1H7X
beyond his walls as he writes235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGv27dr7hQ
he wants to sleep235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPyqoruwNs
He is alone and contemplative235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZfvRucrnU
about how it feels to fall235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5isYSQJYDs
into the insecurity and uncomfortability235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEPwnKN6Yz
of itchy, scarred skin235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡped2pOY1YO
his brain is screaming because his mind is ramming itself235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69vD4v9MgK
against the walls235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHz3U4xeRiQ
of the skull235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUV5FZEIW7E
He’s hung a sheet on the blinds235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡka3yc6TqwI
to block the breath of night235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ubYHOkJ7A
yet it's still coming in235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqogS1D269k
like a frosted wind235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yZ42fSXG6
seeping through the glass235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmchvkKGjEh
of his windows235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbD5OXagU8
and the pores of his walls235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkylTvOFkP3
breathing over the carpet235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6w894RvTU
and icing the scene with ghostly235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzIFXLUIE1
cold235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbetUbAX54v
crushing him while he’s awake235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdsPoPAfSr
the air is too cold235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAR8G8Fn08
and its weighing him down235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpb7wwduMXj
he cannot make out what is in front of him235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMG4JNdZlqp
with depression like lightning235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBy1vcgSc4C
striking overhead235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3Ea0jGQ45
bursting235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVqNJM3LI5
and splitting his ears with thunder rumbling235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMjr9hcKQm
and he chokes on his throat235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMYWM0NjUS
he is paralyzed in vulnerability235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDi1skXKD6
his muffled gargles235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6mKkVHRbB
left unheard235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvIdLTZr5v
he can’t move his eyes that are bulging235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOV63pb3IqP
and his color is changing235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCdjF9y1c3
darker and darker235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yBBkgZ1dW
in horror235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XYlz8Y1Nf
he forgets how to breathe235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLGlOBWXni
and his head rushes with blue235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqssnT1Ssn1
and then darker235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhplDGVwjeq
for a trapped, dying expression235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzSnsnFfnF
He is more and more235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IFFJvyIOG
unable235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWL12YZGJxh
to struggle against235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2Feod3rIX
the darkness235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKqEPzoqaj
he feels inhuman235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAgVaMfM0T
He thinks of how dreamy it would be235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGnZOlHprj
to have no shadows235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGsQUtWY0c
and to encounter a hero inside235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Lz2UeER15
to put an end to all of the darkness235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGrREzPvEN
that keeps him useless235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4mVJaGefT
under the heavy, cold air235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDgZ6IsiIo
but he realizes he has nothing left235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3X1tYka2X9
and his love is lost on those that he loves235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfYcs0KT5s
for they have not given him their hearts235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOg5zWm91Kp
and he breaks his itchy skin235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiA3grCcqW
because he’s angry with who he’s been235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VbktIWDGm
and they don’t seem to care235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJW9DWYbQr
so he thinks he’s wasted his time235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSbfXL7Fdc
and they can go fuck themselves235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmuWEaoEOk
because he doesn't want the affection235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOs4Z8sZvN9
and he doesn’t need the attention235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFhyB4q9W9
from someone who doesn’t love him235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwl33dmWyja
You don’t need them235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyp1DSgM9o
You won’t have any of them235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMix5N9W5bT
Bring light upon the dark yourself235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9E5aJxHlt5
He tells himself235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQH5wMsluu0
there is a way to become healthy235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wypoFrYIw
to be warm and bright235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8FbgOMGrH
but whether due to fate or choice235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZryQ9QT2BP
he has been led down a melancholic path235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkHBH5CRot
and dark thoughts disrupt him
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