My Time Will Come Again
他记得那是个相当冷的清晨——之后的一天确实明媚的。当清晨到来,而龙群归来时,塔外的太阳,在迷雾后,像钻石闪耀。巨龙凯旋降落,激起巨响,士兵坐在屋内,听见响声便起身,打开了卧室的门。
他冲进门,没有说任何一句话;士兵从侧面走出,两人不曾对视。
这是个明媚的早晨。士兵走到廊中,惊异于世界是怎样的平静美丽,底下,士兵三三两两地闲聊,进食,讨论着昨日的奇观和见闻;远处,湖面平静宁谧,泛起灰色的波浪。
屋内没有任何声音。阳光落在士兵的护甲上,他的皮肤也被温暖了。即便如此,他的脊背是僵硬的,为着彻夜不眠的机械动作。他谛听着,室内任何的响动,像鼹鼠企图听见雪融的声音:声音回报了他对自然的热切,他听见衣料的摩挲像树叶抱拥,而人的嘴唇和皮肤相碰,像解冻的湖水滑过河岸,诉说一冬未见的思念。
"女神。"他听见很轻微的一声,像试探其洞窟之深的呼唤,"女神。"那洞——显然深不见底,这人焦急了,抬高了些声音:"母亲。"
"母亲。"这身体被抱起来,床被震动了。
士兵没有回头;他笔直地站着。
" ——。"
然后,那名字来了:他知道这名字会来的。
他已经好奇过女神的名字——现在,他得偿所愿。
士兵的身体放松了,他的脊背弯下;他将脸埋进手里。" ——。"这名字一再重复,最后,他已经听不清。那声音被他自己的抽泣声掩住了。
那洞窟:死亡,深不见底。这名字,再重复,一万遍,也只能无穷地坠落。
这早晨只剩下哭泣的声响;他再也没忘记他听见过的这阵哭声:像阵人灵魂里的,无尽的雨。阳光灿烂,而士兵低头,将自己埋进喉咙里,房间里的哭声中。
他放声哭泣,为这战争的结束,和平的到来。
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