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I felt like a piece was torn out of me. “so you say, Vivienne broke up with you because of her brother victor” Celeste says looking at the stick she was whittling. “But I don’t understand why,” I say with my face in my hands, “probably so that her brother would leave her alone with all that getting pregnant shit, he only does it because he cares about her,” Celeste says. setting down the stick, she puts her feet on my lap “ of course you would know, you have like three brothers” I say pushing her feet off me. “That's not why I know, it’s because I know victor and victor just wants what's best for his little sister”, she says sharpening the blade of her knife. “What do I do?” I ask “well” she starts “you could always try to talk to her”
I turn my head to the wall “will you come with me,” I ask looking at the pictures “sure let's go,” she says standing up “what if she says no,” I asked walking out of the door behind celeste “then you move on,” she says walking down the hall we stop at Vivienne's door celeste knocks and turns towards me “time to turn on your charm,” she winks then walks into the other hall. Before i have time to react the door opens “yes” she says standing in the doorway she has a black dress on with heels on “oh, tom” she says looking down her face was streked with tears after what seemed like an hour she lookes up “come in” she says opening the door wider for me to come in stepping into the room it seems cleaner then the last time i came “so” I say siting on the couch “can you tell me what all that was about” I ask looking over at her, “look, I love you tom i just… we can’t-”
tears form in her eyes I hate seeing her cry standing up i walk over to her “i… i can’t” she says looking down “why” i ask my throat feels dry and my eyes sting as i try to hold back tears vivienne looks up at me she grabs my hand and squeezes it tight “ I’m sorry'” she says pulling me in her lips meet mine and she kisses me hard after a moment she pulls away and looks down at the floor she dropes her hands from mine “you should go” she says walking over to the couch, walking out of the door i shut it gently walking over into the other hall celeste stands up “so?” she asks, i stand still It was like all my words disappeared I couldent say anything i couldent move, tears flood my eyes until i can’t hold them in anymore and they flow out like a water fall celestes face softens
“oh honey” she says pulling my head on to her shoulder she strokes my head “hey its alright everythings going to be ok” she say softly in my ear then i can’t help it anymore i start crying and i sink to the floor crying with my face in my hands i lift my head and choke out “she said she coulden’t be with me anymore” celeste sits next to me and pulls me over to her and i let her after a while of crying and celest rocking me back and forth we get up and walk farther down the hall away from vivennes room then celeste stops walking “do you wanna go outside” she asks looking over at me “arn’t we surrounded by water” i ask
“no thats just the back, come on i’ll take you outside” she says taking me by the hand and walking down the hall faster. It was nice being with her again after so long, she looked a lot different than she did when we were younger her hair was longer and was silvery white instead of just white, she still had her good looks and that beautiful smile that could make all the guy fall head over heels for her. “Take a picture it lasts longer,” she says smiling “alright just as soon as I get my phone back,” I say smirking she laughs and then opens a door its pitch black outside “go on,” she says shuting the door behind her “dude I can barely see anything a flicker of light comes out of her hand “since when did you learn to do that,”
I ask looking at her hand “you can do a lot when you're locked up in a room by yourself,” she says smiling, “you where locked in a room?” I ask frowning my face “long story,” she says turning around we start walking to the side of the building the moon reflects on the water making her skin glow the light in her hand goes out. Walking over into the dock she sits down and puts her feet in the water “come on” she says patting beside her walking over i sit down next to her “so tell me how your lifes been” she asks looking at the water “ok i guess”
i say playing with my hair celeste looks over at me “thats all i get is and ok i want a play by play” i chuckle looking over at her “you first” i say she sighs and says “well once you left i had a mental break down and my parents kept saying i was just being dramatic i got sick of being told i was over reacting and ran away” celeste looks away from me and moves her head over to the water the closes her eyes her voice breaks as she whispers “and i havent seen them since i came here” i slide my hand onto hers and she looks over at me and smiles laying her head on my shoulder “do they know where you are?” i ask “no” she says quietly “you should call them or go see them then just let them know your alright” i say squeezing her hand she lifts her head off my shoulder “i will just… not yet” she says closing her eyes
“Celeste you know how your parents are they probably are searching all over the world for you” tears stream out her closed eyes “they didn’t try and look for me when i ran away this time” she whispers turning twords her i turn her face to mine and lift her chin so i can see her eyes tears still streaming out of her shocked eyes “listen, you know your parents love you more then anything in the world, they probably wern’t looking for you so you could have time to think and calm down but now that you’ve been gone for so long you know they have to be doing something to look for you” i say i did’nt relize that i was still holding her hand, her expression changed from shocked to sad and angry,
“tom if they wanted to find me so bad they could have tried to call me but they didn’t try to get in contact with me they didn’t” she says crying harder, the only time celeste crys is if shes truely sad and i hated seeing her cry so instead of pushing on in the subject i hugged her instead of pushing me away she just cryed in my arms i didn’t now what to say or do so i just waited then after a few minutes she pulled away and wiped her face “why didn’t you call me?” she asked looking at me with her big blue eyes “becuase i didn’t think you wanted to talk to me i thought you where probably busy doing stuff with your other friends”
i said looking at our hands still holding one another “are you kidding” she says playful punching my arm “your my best friend i stayed in my room for weeks waiting for you to call” we laugh for a moment then she looks back at the water “you wanna see something cool” she asks grining at me “dose it involve me” i ask praying for her to say no “i don’t know just aswer yes or no” she says still grining “sure” standing up she take off her shirt “woah, woah, woah, you never said you where going to strip” i say smiling “becuse i’m not” she says throwing the shirt at me “thank you i’ll charish this forever” i say putting the shirt beside me, she slides off her shorts under her clothes was a bikini “oh are we having a fashion show “shut up and take off ur shirt” she says smiling “oh i’m sorry just cuz you strip dosent mean i have to” i say standing next to her “just do it” she says rolling her eyes “alright,alright” i say pulling off my shirt sitting back down on the dock she slides onto the water the water freezes once her feet touch it “thats it?” i ask “No just come on” she says making more ice so i could step on to it sliding down i stand on the ice we walk farther away from the dock the ice melting behind us as we walk we stop in the middle and she bends down and sits on the ice puting her legs into the water putting her hand into the water she picks up and orb of water the orb of water turns into a ball of ice and then turns to me and says
“catch” she throws it over to me before i can catch it it turns back into water and splashes all over me “haha very funny” i say moving my hair out of my eyes celeste laughs and i smile its good to see her happy again, pushing her self of the ice she slides into the water “come on” she says “nah i think i’ll stay here” i say sitting down “suit yourself” she says going under the water under the water starts to glow and shimer bright blue all around me you could see to the bottom but i couldent see celeste “celeste?” i say standing up “relaxe i’m right here” she says getting back up onto the ice “lets go back in” she says shivering we get back to the dock and i give her my sweater and we go back inside “so vivenne took you to the roof huh?” celeste asks “yea, how did you know?” i say walking beside her “because thats where she takes all the people she likes i could tell you exactly what she said to you to” celeste says opening a door to a set of stairs “oh yea what did she say?” i ask “she probably said it in russin but she probably said,
I used to come here when I was fourteen and I sit here thinking about what life would be like when i find someone who can be with me, What will it be like when I have someone who loves me there will be someone who loves me but now i see it was just a fantasy no one can like a freak like me. Am I right” Celeste says walking up the stairs “how?” I ask in shock “because she feeds the story to the new guys that come here. Has no one told you about dainal?” she says opening the door at the top of the stairs “no but i keep hearing his name” i say a little bit annoyed at the fact i was being used “i’ll tell you later come here” she says standing next to a banester, “woah” i say looking over the banseter we could see everything including the glowing water i looked over at her she was still looking over at the water then she pointed down at someone standing outside he had a security outfit on and he had brown hair and glasses “thats dainal” she said then she turned to me “what do you see in vivenne, I don’t understand why people like her so much i don’t have a problem with her or anything i… i… nevermind”
she says turning away from me “tell me” i say “nah its not important… you should go to bed your probably sick of me by now” she says leaning her head on the banister “no i like being with you” i say, lifting her head she closes her eyes squeezing them shut then she turns to me and before i can react she pulls my head and kisses me hard i didn’t know what to do except kiss her back so i did then after a moment she pulled away her eyes where wide with shock turing around she starts pacing “oh shit, oh shit, oh shit” she said with her face in her hands grabing her by the shoulder i force her to look at me “Hey its fine” she looks up at me with tears in her eyes “i’m sorry” she says walking back to the banister “fuck” she wispers underneth her breath “seriously its fine” i say walking to stand next to her “you should try to talk to vivenne again” she says tears flooding her eyes
“and be used again no i’m good and i’d rather hang out with you” i say leaning on the banister “tom she wasent using you just… just try and talk to her again” she says the tears start to stream down her cheeks “i got to go just do what i said and talk to her” she says walking down the stairs leaving me alone then that feeling happened like something was being torn away happend
i felt hot all over when celeste kissed me but i never felt like that when vivenne kissed me i couldent stop thinking about celeste even after she was gone and i wanted her to come back even though she just left whats wrong with me mabey i should just go to bed.
Walking down back into the hall the light stung my eyes walking into my room I thought about what celeste might be doing right now maybe I should go and see her “why can’t I stop thinking about her” I muttered to myself kicking off my shoes I plopped into my bed and drifted off into a dream celeste and me where on the beach she had on a one-piece bathing suit we where sitting on the dock
“Tommy do you ever think what life would be like if we never met” younger me smiled and grabbed her hand “I try not to think about life without you” younger Celeste smiled and leaned on my shoulder then I drifted off into the black nothingness a good nice deep sleep should clear my mind.
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Listen i know.... it was going ok IN THE BEGINING now were just spiraling but dw the last part is after this
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