當楚辭的車離開後,媛媛仍然站在原地,微微有些發愣。那股燥熱依舊揮之不去,似乎連夜風都無法將它帶走。她抬起頭,望向星空,心情依然有些亂糟糟的,腦中回放著剛才那些話。
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「妳是美的。」這句話一直在她耳邊迴響,讓她有些無法相信自己的耳朵。
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她自己從來沒覺得自己好看,或許真的是長久以來的自卑,讓她不敢去相信那樣的話。可是,楚辭真的那麼覺得嗎?
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不行,不可以再想下去了,媛媛告訴自己。她轉身走回自己的公寓,步伐輕快而急促,像是想趕走那些不該有的情緒。
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一回到家,她就癱坐在沙發上,回想剛才車裡的情景,內心總有一股難以言喻的感覺。她自嘲地笑了笑,喝醉了竟然會這麼情緒化。她隨手拿起手機,打開訊息,看到楚辭發來的一條消息。
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「回家了嗎?」
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她盯著手機屏幕愣了一會兒,手指在屏幕上徘徊,猶豫了好一會兒,才回了一個簡單的「嗯,回來了。」
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手機沒有再響起,她放下手機,開始有些焦慮地來回走動。這是她第一次有些期待他的回應,但同時又有些怕面對他對她的關心。她不確定自己是否該那麼依賴,甚至不確定他是否真心。
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就在她的心情起伏不定時,門鈴突然響起。她愣了愣,走過去開門,卻見到楚辭站在門外,依舊那副冷漠的模樣,但眼神中隱隱透出一絲不一樣的柔情。
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「給妳,蜂蜜水,醒酒的。」楚辭從懷裡拿出一瓶水,上頭貼著一張小蜜蜂的貼紙,格外顯眼。
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「你不是回家了嗎?」媛媛愣愣地接過水瓶。
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「忽然想到,有個傻瓜可能一回家就直接倒在沙發上睡著,昨晚又吹了一夜冷風,說不定幾天後就發燒感冒。我怕麻煩,乾脆回頭一趟。」他語氣還是淡淡的,卻不著痕跡地透出關心。
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「……這樣很浪費車錢耶。」她指腹輕輕摩擦著水壺,心裡暖暖的。
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「小錢而已。」
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媛媛一時說不出話,呆呆地看著他,最後小聲道:「……謝謝你。」
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楚辭笑了笑,沒說什麼,轉身準備離開。正當他邁出一步,她忽然伸手拉住了他的袖口。
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「等一下。」她的聲音帶著一點顫抖。
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楚辭停住腳步,回頭看她。
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「你說我好看,是真的嗎?」媛媛低著頭,語速很慢,像是怕答案會讓她崩潰。
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他靜了幾秒,然後微微低頭靠近她,語氣輕卻篤定:「妳已經很好看了,別再瞧不起自己了。」
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早上上班,媛媛一反常態地精神抖擻,嘴角甚至藏不住笑意,連同事都注意到她整個人像是開了光,整體氣場都亮了一階。
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「妳今天很不一樣耶,感覺整個人都發光了。」同事湊過來看她,語氣裡滿是揶揄。
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「有嗎?哈哈……我平常就這樣吧……」媛媛乾笑,努力掩飾嘴角藏不住的微笑。
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「平常妳是很開朗沒錯,但那種開朗……比較像強撐的,像笑著說沒事但眼底藏著‘去你X的’那種感覺。」
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「哪有!」媛媛一陣羞赧,卻也無法反駁。
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「今天真的不一樣。」同事摸著下巴、狐疑地盯著她看,「該不會是……戀愛了?」
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媛媛頓時臉一紅:「不、不是啦!我還……不確定那算不算喜歡……」
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「哇~聽起來很危險喔~」同事笑得像隻知道八卦的貓,「講來聽聽~」
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她低著頭,聲音低得快聽不見:「我……我怕受傷吧……以前喜歡一個人太用力了,最後是自己遍體鱗傷。」55Please respect copyright.PENANAKhBiVt0xEq
同事沒笑,反而很認真地看著她:「我不懂妳的過去,但我知道一件事:人不能拿昨天的傷,去綁住今天的自己。不然會永遠卡在原地,什麼都抓不住。」
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「我不是說妳不能怕,但怕也要有選擇地往前走,不然就算遇到對的人,妳也不敢伸手抓住他。」
媛媛怔住,點了點頭,像是被她這句話點醒了什麼。55Please respect copyright.PENANA7Kj7Y8ZTgV
「叮咚——」55Please respect copyright.PENANADtBUTWEdNP
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門口的感應聲響起,她抬起頭,就看到楚辭走進來,仍是那身簡單乾淨的穿著,陽光照在他身上,輪廓分外立體。55Please respect copyright.PENANAZr21kJUhCA
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心臟驟然漏跳一拍。55Please respect copyright.PENANAiiywJrtDYw
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「我先閃邊~祝妳好運~」同事立刻識趣地退到最角落,笑得一臉期待。55Please respect copyright.PENANAVHPOP2uZVY
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媛媛深吸一口氣,努力讓聲音聽起來正常:「請問……需要什麼服務嗎?」55Please respect copyright.PENANAAr427SY9Gs
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「繳費。」他看著她,嘴角微勾,像是在看一個偷偷做壞事的小孩。55Please respect copyright.PENANAf9hDFGoR3n
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「……好,請提供手機號碼。」她不敢看他,頭快低到櫃檯下去了。55Please respect copyright.PENANAPRDJlT4eVA
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他慢條斯理地唸出號碼,她卻輸入了三次才成功。55Please respect copyright.PENANAWIuXfZ4SlW
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「……1596元,刷卡還是……付現?」55Please respect copyright.PENANANqf2tth6P9
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「現金。」他抽出兩張千元大鈔,她伸手接過時,指尖輕輕碰觸——55Please respect copyright.PENANAn3IVJOLF6C
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一瞬間,她像被電流擊中似的,指尖發麻,心臟彷彿被人輕輕揉了一下。55Please respect copyright.PENANAEE125EQtlt
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「收您2000,找您404……」55Please respect copyright.PENANAStJMXvLpYn
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她低著頭,不敢看他,恨不得他趕快離開,不然她真的會現場過熱當機。55Please respect copyright.PENANAw55dKIYbAS
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但對方怎麼可能那麼善良。55Please respect copyright.PENANA8Po494tGab
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「我還有一個問題。」55Please respect copyright.PENANAka3t9yDyU0
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「……什、什麼?」55Please respect copyright.PENANAAHTTfxfKzn
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他站起身,身子往前傾,微微彎下腰,靠近她的耳邊,聲音像低音炮混著電流,直接轟進她耳膜。55Please respect copyright.PENANAPlvx99AE0T
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「我的腹肌,好摸嗎?」55Please respect copyright.PENANA6eKBTnJW9T
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媛媛像被當場點燃,整張臉紅得像熟透的番茄,耳朵直接燒到冒煙,驚慌地猛抬頭:「你你你你你你你——」55Please respect copyright.PENANAmMW488TF9m
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楚辭見她反應過激,笑得一臉欠扁,轉身離開,步伐帶風。55Please respect copyright.PENANAHEiipcJABz
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「咦咦咦~偷摸人家腹肌還被逮到囉~」同事立刻湊上來,滿臉八卦地看著她。55Please respect copyright.PENANALZB4gjf5yJ
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「我不是我沒有我可以解釋!」媛媛語無倫次地掙扎,羞得快燒起來。55Please respect copyright.PENANAm3eJVDRVG6
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同事搖頭:「解釋等於掩飾~掩飾等於默認~默認等於有鬼~」55Please respect copyright.PENANAiojGYCKdDY
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「妳閉嘴!!」媛媛氣到拍桌,轉頭瞪著楚辭離去的背影,羞憤交加。