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No Plagiarism!yZbZGbG3MqqE1SBOxxFrposted on PENANA 我第一次看到那雙鞋,是在老街的舊市集。8964 copyright protection103PENANAdWZXH3Xd0k 維尼
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那天風很大,天灰灰的,像是快要下雨。8964 copyright protection103PENANAPlInNF7o26 維尼
我不知道為什麼會走進那條巷子——說不上來,就是一種莫名的吸引力。8964 copyright protection103PENANAvozdxeQARL 維尼
那裡的攤販多半沉默8964 copyright protection103PENANAhBa3dGweRo 維尼
賣的是些過時的雜物:黑膠唱片、破舊的娃娃、泛黃的相框,還有那雙……藍鞋子。8964 copyright protection103PENANAFFBWz6eRLU 維尼
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它被擺在一張破桌上,鞋面是絨布材質,藍得有些深沉,像快要沉入海底的天色。8964 copyright protection103PENANA1yJZtmzHzm 維尼
沒標價,也沒人看管。8964 copyright protection103PENANAMl3hsZJCnk 維尼
我只是出於好奇,試著把腳伸進去。8964 copyright protection103PENANAJLMTcBBpjj 維尼
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然後,世界就變了。8964 copyright protection103PENANAqtggmv2uDe 維尼
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那雙鞋像是量身打造的一樣,剛好合腳。8964 copyright protection103PENANA8AYXS9UkgR 維尼
不知道是不是幻覺,在我穿上的瞬間,整個街道靜了下來。8964 copyright protection103PENANAy5MKIz8BbP 維尼
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我抬頭,原本吵雜的人聲消失不見。8964 copyright protection103PENANAzu5B2VPqeT 維尼
攤販、行人、風聲、汽車……一切都消失了。8964 copyright protection103PENANATKbg0kvnSf 維尼
世界彷彿按下靜音鍵,只剩下我和腳下這雙鞋。8964 copyright protection103PENANAjtD1ADfyxJ 維尼
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我邁出一步。8964 copyright protection103PENANA1VrzRgJogS 維尼
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時間開始倒轉。8964 copyright protection103PENANAvCZht0SFaH 維尼
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最開始,是微小的感覺。8964 copyright protection103PENANAaU1i5DXNUx 維尼
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我突然回到十歲生日的那天,在客廳裡吹蠟燭。8964 copyright protection103PENANAo9t74THo0p 維尼
媽媽笑得很溫柔,爸爸拍手拍得有些太大聲,弟弟搶著先吃蛋糕。8964 copyright protection103PENANACWb6Cdv9yu 維尼
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接著,我又走了一步。8964 copyright protection103PENANAnaTzomLSlJ 維尼
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我在高中教室裡,看著某個我很久沒聯絡的朋友——她正哭著說8964 copyright protection103PENANA0FiAcIsKsj 維尼
她覺得自己永遠不夠好。8964 copyright protection103PENANA4FDPkOrQo8 維尼
我當時沉默,沒有說任何安慰的話。8964 copyright protection103PENANApxtVFaqnQw 維尼
現在我站在旁邊,看著那個沉默的「我」,卻什麼也做不了。8964 copyright protection103PENANARTVmgl1cAF 維尼
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再走一步。8964 copyright protection103PENANADiQ70OXDGR 維尼
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我來到一場雨夜。8964 copyright protection103PENANAFCCBMLIusY 維尼
大學畢業前夕,我拒絕了一段感情,只因為害怕失去自由。8964 copyright protection103PENANAzcWCcZ4P99 維尼
那時我以為自由比親密更重要。8964 copyright protection103PENANAXll9bGkXsR 維尼
如今看著對方轉身離去的背影,我突然有種被掏空的感覺。8964 copyright protection103PENANA4EhB4lFKS3 維尼
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鞋子沒讓我回到過去,只是讓我「看見」那些過去。8964 copyright protection103PENANAGBAafYJTVa 維尼
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但它不只是回憶。8964 copyright protection103PENANAocWs3tsTHb 維尼
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我發現,穿上藍鞋子後,我能「感覺」那些當年沒有察覺到的東西。8964 copyright protection103PENANAY8KRjqidsm 維尼
那份生日裡藏著媽媽眼底的疲憊,那位朋友話語背後的求救8964 copyright protection103PENANAl3VxSKVskg 維尼
那場離別中對方眼神裡的等待。8964 copyright protection103PENANALw2r6umbX8 維尼
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我不只是看到記憶,而是被迫重新經歷「當初沒注意到的細節」。8964 copyright protection103PENANAmivlvJhO4p 維尼
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我開始害怕這雙鞋。8964 copyright protection103PENANAgsesNJbVKO 維尼
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可它像長在我腳上似的,無法脫下。8964 copyright protection103PENANAqFESagh4SK 維尼
我試過拔掉它、敲打它,甚至跳進水池裡8964 copyright protection103PENANAERnSYDJe6B 維尼
但鞋子牢牢地黏在我腳上,彷彿是身體的一部分。8964 copyright protection103PENANA8XCL7Z641A 維尼
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鞋子繼續帶我走。8964 copyright protection103PENANAwH9mBzWJB2 維尼
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我看見我如何用一句無心的話,讓弟弟決定不再信任我8964 copyright protection103PENANAlPfhwBOHeY 維尼
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我看見我在面試中,如何用假笑掩蓋內心的空洞8964 copyright protection103PENANAHyFHESofvG 維尼
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我看見自己一次次對生活妥協,把「夢想」丟在某個轉角8964 copyright protection103PENANAWdh5eduXdJ 維尼
然後說服自己「這樣比較安全」。8964 copyright protection103PENANAyJdxslSQ1u 維尼
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穿著這雙鞋,我成了一個旁觀者,看著自己如何慢慢變成現在這個樣子。8964 copyright protection103PENANAIr0HvG2aCa 維尼
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幾天下來,我變得沉默、焦躁、不安。8964 copyright protection103PENANAnUiFvJtqdF 維尼
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我開始不敢睡覺,因為每當我入眠,藍鞋子會拖著我再走一段記憶的路。8964 copyright protection103PENANA0OoeLFuDyr 維尼
街上的人對我指指點點,我的樣子看起來確實詭異——眼神空洞、衣衫不整、鞋子上還滲著一點紅。8964 copyright protection103PENANArPX98DaeWa 維尼
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對,是紅的。8964 copyright protection103PENANA88R5cvmuRP 維尼
某天我夢見自己在一場爭執裡揍了朋友一拳8964 copyright protection103PENANADFIndwSLBq 維尼
現實醒來時,鞋子鞋底沾著血漬,而我的拳頭腫起來了。8964 copyright protection103PENANAs5s4uShnG8 維尼
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藍鞋子已經分不清是幻覺還是現實。8964 copyright protection103PENANAxd7um21iL2 維尼
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但也就是在那時,我明白了一件事。8964 copyright protection103PENANAkN94smtRq9 維尼
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鞋子從來不是詛咒,而是一面鏡子。8964 copyright protection103PENANAuouePeHhID 維尼
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它強迫我直視我自己。8964 copyright protection103PENANAWHwibV3ij3 維尼
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不是那個對外完美的形象,不是簡歷上的稱號、社交媒體的照片8964 copyright protection103PENANAAqoc5sOFO7 維尼
而是那個曾經犯過錯、說過傷人話語、對自己失望又麻木的「真實的我」。8964 copyright protection103PENANAHG5BthX450 維尼
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我坐在橋邊,看著腳下的水流,對著藍鞋子說:「夠了。我看見了,我記得了。」8964 copyright protection103PENANAGsG4h9rBUE 維尼
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風靜了一下。8964 copyright protection103PENANAz0jhF4gsQk 維尼
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然後我聽見鞋子「啪」的一聲,裂開了。8964 copyright protection103PENANAiJ1S3i91Xo 維尼
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像是解開某種枷鎖。8964 copyright protection103PENANAQgNNRGa0JT 維尼
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我把它脫下,丟進河裡。8964 copyright protection103PENANAIkmCn95b2M 維尼
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水面捲起一圈漣漪。8964 copyright protection103PENANAlNkkwsDXKZ 維尼
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回到家後,我睡了三天三夜。8964 copyright protection103PENANAKp0kRKjILn 維尼
醒來的那天,我第一次沒有被記憶綁架。8964 copyright protection103PENANAqEVP16HP7W 維尼
我打電話給很久沒聯絡的朋友,說了句對不起。8964 copyright protection103PENANAztmw6AIcVL 維尼
我寄了一張卡片給媽媽,寫上「我知道妳曾經很辛苦」8964 copyright protection103PENANAhWcEy4IoEA 維尼
我報名了一個攝影課程,那是我高中時一直想做的事。8964 copyright protection103PENANATRVEkIkQTS 維尼
不是說我變好了,而是——我不再躲了。8964 copyright protection103PENANAJWTlAwrfzx 維尼
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有時候我還是會夢見那雙藍鞋子。8964 copyright protection103PENANAT6NsHLcO8z 維尼
它靜靜地放在門口,不再纏著我。8964 copyright protection103PENANA1oWN3iwliK 維尼
但我知道,如果有一天我再次迷失,逃避自己,它會回來。8964 copyright protection103PENANAVPT9lUJMV6 維尼
因為那是我心裡的一部分。8964 copyright protection103PENANAJwVrgjuBJn 維尼
而我再也不怕看見它了。8964 copyright protection103PENANA0JU5DtEBuQ 維尼
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