2005年12月17日
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距離現在已有二十年了吧90Please respect copyright.PENANAfCBqsSewia
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那麼久了啊90Please respect copyright.PENANAE69TK2spbZ
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大概…也活夠了吧90Please respect copyright.PENANA272xawYRaJ
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雖然對大部分人來說這只是個開始90Please respect copyright.PENANAJwpUNC5dHL
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但…90Please respect copyright.PENANA3oSePJVSbx
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「20歲了啊」90Please respect copyright.PENANAFsS7ZWv4cO
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我的腦中卻只有這樣的想法而已90Please respect copyright.PENANAC0ZlryJoB8
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我不知道為什麼,也不知道這是什麼90Please respect copyright.PENANArxW5NK13Mn
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像是有什麼東西把我的腦袋困住一樣90Please respect copyright.PENANApR4AY3TYXP
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我甚至不知道這二十年間我到底做了什麼90Please respect copyright.PENANAsNRaRFMvN7
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到底是有提升呢?還是一昧的止步不前?90Please respect copyright.PENANAtk8UHkM5H2
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如果我有自己的維基百科的話,上面大概都是紅字吧,或者說是一片空白90Please respect copyright.PENANAl7caNVLLla
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我從小就被說是一個很乖的孩子90Please respect copyright.PENANAUEEjWxZQly
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不哭不鬧,總是靜靜地90Please respect copyright.PENANABpK9aiO3ew
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所以父母也說我是一個很好養的孩子90Please respect copyright.PENANAIbPXZrBgdE
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可不知道從什麼時候開始90Please respect copyright.PENANAi93Z2Zeg76
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明明一樣的動作,明明一樣的性格90Please respect copyright.PENANAXp55MXflle
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父母的評語卻變成很難養了90Please respect copyright.PENANAivIGLtcoE6
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雖然大致能猜到是怎麼一回事90Please respect copyright.PENANASzIrMvJag5
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但我就是無法表達我的情感90Please respect copyright.PENANA0mXFtNV8Ow
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我試過順從,也試過叛逆90Please respect copyright.PENANA3v7y2giUex
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可最終,都還是回歸於一點90Please respect copyright.PENANAYMXL0NQMxW
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就是虛無與面無表情90Please respect copyright.PENANAfiedIqvUSb
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這並不是因為我喜歡才這樣,也不是因為我性格亦是如此90Please respect copyright.PENANAIUKhipLJV4
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只是90Please respect copyright.PENANApGIHGnjGAA
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不管做什麼都是錯的,不管做什麼只會被誤會90Please respect copyright.PENANAj3YHuRaz8r
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所以乾脆什麼也不做,什麼表情也不給90Please respect copyright.PENANAT5awzK9gDx
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讓他們自己過度的把我的表情解讀成他們自認為的答案90Please respect copyright.PENANAzAA135hEM0
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然後我再扮演出來他們想要的結果90Please respect copyright.PENANAJFgPUZTxMH
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這就是我的生存方式90Please respect copyright.PENANAd5l1kmC34f
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也是我慢性自殺的方法90Please respect copyright.PENANAHIcM2s3F8I
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