2005年12月17日
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距離現在已有二十年了吧34Please respect copyright.PENANA2YVbUgG3jt
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那麼久了啊34Please respect copyright.PENANAaLqmZsfmPp
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大概…也活夠了吧34Please respect copyright.PENANAzbP0dxBTRq
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雖然對大部分人來說這只是個開始34Please respect copyright.PENANAji3jl8W0cB
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但…34Please respect copyright.PENANAQrlCeN78og
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「20歲了啊」34Please respect copyright.PENANAQN4RiT1AEr
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我的腦中卻只有這樣的想法而已34Please respect copyright.PENANAKhKJZzwYw1
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我不知道為什麼,也不知道這是什麼34Please respect copyright.PENANAKx4Z0y84AA
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像是有什麼東西把我的腦袋困住一樣34Please respect copyright.PENANAvurrAdxKee
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我甚至不知道這二十年間我到底做了什麼34Please respect copyright.PENANArr529TRE4f
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到底是有提升呢?還是一昧的止步不前?34Please respect copyright.PENANAJsQKh9JOxI
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如果我有自己的維基百科的話,上面大概都是紅字吧,或者說是一片空白34Please respect copyright.PENANAnxAYVnJSpf
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→→→34Please respect copyright.PENANAxjBuwE6lT3
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我從小就被說是一個很乖的孩子34Please respect copyright.PENANA3ufGB6NOmO
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不哭不鬧,總是靜靜地34Please respect copyright.PENANAOUrssLuSPP
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所以父母也說我是一個很好養的孩子34Please respect copyright.PENANAOl6wH7Sq7M
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可不知道從什麼時候開始34Please respect copyright.PENANAhM8LBjeF9e
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明明一樣的動作,明明一樣的性格34Please respect copyright.PENANAG39nEuFPKJ
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父母的評語卻變成很難養了34Please respect copyright.PENANAVThjTYqYwO
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雖然大致能猜到是怎麼一回事34Please respect copyright.PENANAK3kOW6qHos
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但我就是無法表達我的情感34Please respect copyright.PENANAH1IPZxiYR2
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我試過順從,也試過叛逆34Please respect copyright.PENANAowh8Z2i8pj
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可最終,都還是回歸於一點34Please respect copyright.PENANA0JudT3Bkr7
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就是虛無與面無表情34Please respect copyright.PENANAbg6IHLrqY6
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這並不是因為我喜歡才這樣,也不是因為我性格亦是如此34Please respect copyright.PENANAkUl39d4zWi
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只是34Please respect copyright.PENANAjv41gokwSL
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不管做什麼都是錯的,不管做什麼只會被誤會34Please respect copyright.PENANAgJ4LKgRhbv
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所以乾脆什麼也不做,什麼表情也不給34Please respect copyright.PENANAg17WqbWNkN
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讓他們自己過度的把我的表情解讀成他們自認為的答案34Please respect copyright.PENANAak2X4QPzdl
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然後我再扮演出來他們想要的結果34Please respect copyright.PENANAuRQQV7l4ln
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這就是我的生存方式34Please respect copyright.PENANAqXURoaUmZw
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也是我慢性自殺的方法34Please respect copyright.PENANAt1ARosyrYJ
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