二 回憶——訊息 兩個月前37Please respect copyright.PENANAW7tOEhkTfB
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“在幹什麼?”37Please respect copyright.PENANArTFmq0zISA
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“跟她們去吃飯”37Please respect copyright.PENANAQGsb60Yvpp
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“吃什麼?”37Please respect copyright.PENANAcXQBg2UYMe
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林絢意把手機放低,不自覺跟汶蔚和棋棋聊得起勁,然後一碗碗熱騰騰的烏東送來,放到她們面前。絢意隨手拿起手機快速回覆一下訊息:37Please respect copyright.PENANAhaewuxw9md
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“烏東”37Please respect copyright.PENANAGRtCnUmQY4
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幾乎是同時,棚俊回覆了。37Please respect copyright.PENANADepeE2aswd
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“好吃?”37Please respect copyright.PENANASyW5IIRHQs
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絢意沒再理會到電話,跟朋友高興地邊吃邊聊天。37Please respect copyright.PENANA6MsNstLSJP
這個時候的他們仍在一起,交往了將近十五個月。37Please respect copyright.PENANAsRQ4h2YhjL
「我真不敢想像她這種人會這樣跟男生說話。」絢意說。37Please respect copyright.PENANA5inum7PKaQ
「『你是想追我嗎?』噁,她那個樣子也敢這樣說,太嚇人。」汶蔚打了個顫抖,才開始吃起她的麵條。37Please respect copyright.PENANAuAowN7yofo
「妳們別這麼說,說不定真有人這樣追過她。」棋棋說。37Please respect copyright.PENANAEph6qfrvQ8
「我是說,看她的樣子不像是會說這種話。」絢意補充。37Please respect copyright.PENANAZKvcja3rGw
「那有樣子看的?說不定人家內心很開放。」棋棋得意地說,令汶蔚禁不住笑了出來。37Please respect copyright.PENANAGqH3NfnBlp
「對對對,這就是妳不對了絢意,以貌取人,人家長得不太漂亮就不能這樣說話嗎?」37Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6zbrcrDya
「喔?明明是妳先說她嚇人的。」37Please respect copyright.PENANATDgAt8kusx
「喔喔?有嗎?忘了。」37Please respect copyright.PENANAwY6YC0HLTg
她們用餐完畢後,便起行回學校去。絢意這才拿起手機,回覆他。37Please respect copyright.PENANAaHgLcGlubT
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“挺一般的,現在回學校去了”37Please respect copyright.PENANAGCbNYB9xsR
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回到教室,她們隨便坐到後面一排,又繼續聊起天來,等到老師進來授課,她們才專心上課。37Please respect copyright.PENANAsl9sZbDOj0
差不多下課時,絢意奇怪地檢查手機,發現沒有訊息。他在忙嗎?37Please respect copyright.PENANAX4xHRuUFrB
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“在忙?”37Please respect copyright.PENANAOyW6bE3SPK
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隔了一會,棚俊回了她。37Please respect copyright.PENANAtImXzPHNRh
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“不及你忙”37Please respect copyright.PENANAq6QrUIATD7
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絢意皺起眉,不明白他為何諷刺起來。37Please respect copyright.PENANAsU1nEzvo2O
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“為什麼這樣說?”37Please respect copyright.PENANAwkiunw9elS
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“沒什麼”37Please respect copyright.PENANA9i1YSapY6G
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絢意一看就知是騙人的。37Please respect copyright.PENANAvcwlUzpNzy
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“怎麼了?”37Please respect copyright.PENANAgg4PL4HpwB
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吃飯的時候在幹什麼?37Please respect copyright.PENANA77G9BIeMOX
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“吃飯啊”37Please respect copyright.PENANAxeIUO5NiED
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「喂林絢意,下課了,走不走?」汶蔚在她旁邊喊道,她點頭拿起東西跟著走。可是她等不到棚俊的回覆,不禁令她不耐煩起來。37Please respect copyright.PENANAnmaDLRPDXW
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“吃飯的時候你要我怎樣回覆你的訊息呢?”37Please respect copyright.PENANAkXOSFP9eF4
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這句一發出,不一會便收到對方的回覆:37Please respect copyright.PENANAkO5ffonE1D
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“我吃飯的時候也有手回覆妳的訊息,怎麼妳會沒有?”37Please respect copyright.PENANADzZsIjhUOd
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“吃飯的時候當然要專心吃飯吧”37Please respect copyright.PENANAKCj225gy7L
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“是嗎?”37Please respect copyright.PENANAiws044sezn
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“我一邊吃飯一邊跟她們聊天,聊著聊著就忘了嘛”37Please respect copyright.PENANAE7zwEloDrc
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“吃飯時有時間分給朋友也不分幾秒時間回覆我?”37Please respect copyright.PENANAFBnj3Fz3L7
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絢意不禁無奈地笑出來,看著電話不知如何是好。37Please respect copyright.PENANASUUtGN02Tx
汶蔚探頭來看。「什麼東西?」37Please respect copyright.PENANAW6Ikust8CK
絢意給訊息內容她看。37Please respect copyright.PENANAu6pthzdttZ
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“聊得投入我還哪來時間分得到去回覆訊息?”37Please respect copyright.PENANARnb05XDk4N
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「這個男人真不像男人。」汶蔚說。37Please respect copyright.PENANA4nzWgL1tLI
「天知道為什麼我連吃飯都得要回覆訊息。」絢意低頭一看,對方接著回了。37Please respect copyright.PENANALJvDflyrbg
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“所以就是朋友重要一點”37Please respect copyright.PENANA9oJbHjVJ62
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“這種情況沒有分誰重要一點好不好!!!!!!!!!!!!”37Please respect copyright.PENANAPMqgrLUWd7
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絢意忍不住心裡的躁火。「他為什麼可以連這種小事都吵起來?」37Please respect copyright.PENANAlt8BiAxGMw
「我懂。」汶蔚摟過絢意的肩膀。37Please respect copyright.PENANAMbekv8puYc
「什麼什麼?」棋棋湊過來看。「啊,他回了,說妳不懂。」37Please respect copyright.PENANA8yzynvrQIX
「啊,對,我就是不懂為何經常吵些有的沒的,吃飯跟朋友聊天不理他都是錯。」37Please respect copyright.PENANAnVWHslZlT7
汶蔚慨嘆:「我懂,我的前度就是這個樣子,我也是受不了他那種寸步不離像個小孩一樣追著我。」37Please respect copyright.PENANAl40EbP8WHi
「我居然在解釋自己為什麼在吃飯時不回訊息這件事,會不會荒謬了一點?」37Please respect copyright.PENANAc6J3eQQNT3
這時,訊息提示聲掀起一遍遍。37Please respect copyright.PENANAq6y2OrmSh1
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“妳可以稍為理解我一下好嗎?37Please respect copyright.PENANA22Nhtxj4pC
妳知道在另一邊的我等妳訊息很難受妳知道嗎?37Please respect copyright.PENANArgGyEwp4nT
我不知道妳會不會忽然有危險37Please respect copyright.PENANAgrrIB5hfKc
妳說妳忘了,妳有妳的朋友,然後放我在另一邊,冷落我,我會好受嗎?37Please respect copyright.PENANAZzyYYMxVqh
最近也是,一回到家妳便人間蒸發似的,不知在做些什麼,不回我訊息,然後忽然就告訴我去睡覺了37Please respect copyright.PENANAxF8O6h2yne
妳有想過我嗎?我一直在等妳,想知道妳在做什麼,妳卻消失不見”37Please respect copyright.PENANAytnaXgQLug
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絢意望住電話裡的訊息,心裡的火苗跟難受感混為一和。她不懂,她是想有自己的空間,卻被說成人間蒸發。她不可能二十四小時拿著手機回覆他吧?37Please respect copyright.PENANA4D6J1ceEA9
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“我只是想有自己的空間!難道這有錯?我不可能總是對著電話什麼都不做!”37Please respect copyright.PENANAYettWHMLh6
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「可憐的女孩。」汶蔚在旁看到,輕呼一句。37Please respect copyright.PENANAQhosDtaELt
「唉,妳知道嗎?熱戀期的寸步不離是不可能套用到熱戀期之後,很累人的。尤其是大家都相愛了,為何還要發那些千篇一律的訊息?他就是要我回家說一聲、去洗澡說一聲,幾乎我上洗手間大小便都要跟他報備。怎受得了?」37Please respect copyright.PENANAg7VhtQItDu
「完全明白。」汶蔚說。37Please respect copyright.PENANAwH7k4NbCAT
「怎麼聽起來妳像是他的男朋友,而他就像個女的啊?」棋棋說。37Please respect copyright.PENANAcuYXOaFbrF
「喔,這下慘了,沒戀愛經驗的棋棋也懂了。問題大了。」汶蔚用另一隻手,同樣摟過棋棋的肩膀。37Please respect copyright.PENANAvSoxFB3qs2
「我也想知道為何角色倒轉了,還是我的熱戀期都比較短?」絢意收起手機,決定暫時不面對他。37Please respect copyright.PENANA76hPfl1xMq
「都一年多了,過了也是正常的吧。」汶蔚分析。37Please respect copyright.PENANAmCj6Y77T8f
「他卻沒有熱情褪去。」37Please respect copyright.PENANA43feElYzeq
「但是換轉個角度想想,他的熱情還在燒其實是件很難得的事。想想看,男生不都是很快便燒完對妳的愛,然後就置之不理,還會發掘其他新鮮感。但他沒有,日復日的緊張妳、傳很多訊息來關心妳、對妳依舊的好,可遇不可求呢。」37Please respect copyright.PENANARnXtiEtcnL
汶蔚說得對。絢意心裡想了想,確實以往的男朋友都不會像棚俊那樣緊張自己,而且很快就結束,不是受不了她的任性就是久了沒熱情便分了,唯獨他跟她最久最好。但她呢?為著自己的一點點空間就這樣嫌他煩?喔,罪大惡極了。37Please respect copyright.PENANAwZzdjdh1t6
絢意拿起手機,閱一下他的訊息:37Please respect copyright.PENANA02bMb67bn2
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“在需要空間之前跟我說一聲不會死吧?”37Please respect copyright.PENANAxlDMLnniwf
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於是在這之後,絢意都會跟棚俊說一聲她要做些什麼。37Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6gedOqqzO
然而,不久後又因為這件事而鬧起。37Please respect copyright.PENANAj00Acy0xDC
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“妳可不可以不要這麼多私人空間?”