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No Plagiarism!x8GC4aaGDoTqavl3ItOsposted on PENANA 這天,我破例提早離開住處,想去便利商店補點日用品。日夜顛倒的生活讓我與人群漸行漸遠,已許久未見熟人。但就在轉角的那間早餐店門口,我看見了一張熟悉的臉。8964 copyright protection60PENANAKKfEdEzb5n 維尼
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他穿著淺灰襯衫,戴著金邊眼鏡,一手提咖啡,一手正掏出手機掃碼。8964 copyright protection60PENANAfQMqmNpJma 維尼
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阿杰。8964 copyright protection60PENANA3F7UTv2yST 維尼
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我們曾經共事三年,一起加班、熬夜、替彼此撐傘,甚至在我奶奶住院那段最難熬的日子,他是唯一會替我偷偷交上一點藥費的人。8964 copyright protection60PENANAMMG154cIoN 維尼
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他也看見我了。8964 copyright protection60PENANAyiE5aIIUwi 維尼
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「江辰?」他眼睛一亮,笑著揮手:「你跑去哪了?我們還以為你跑路了!」8964 copyright protection60PENANAEs6QkdwS7W 維尼
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我也笑了笑,像多年未見的朋友那樣寒暄:「失業一陣子,最近打工養活自己。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAxbfbes4a0g 維尼
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「哇,還活著就好。」他拍了拍我的肩膀。8964 copyright protection60PENANAl4dWfVPwz3 維尼
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這一拍,我卻突然愣住了。8964 copyright protection60PENANAKgWT3YvOsd 維尼
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我看到——他的命火。8964 copyright protection60PENANAwEw5Eh5UU5 維尼
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那不是錯覺。8964 copyright protection60PENANAej6QFlU52K 維尼
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他胸口有一團壓抑的火苗,像困在玻璃瓶裡的紅色微光,跳動得極其掙扎。它不旺、不閃,卻彷彿時時在忍耐、在壓抑,像是被什麼堵住了出口。8964 copyright protection60PENANAUIfRXjlpev 維尼
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那不是病的火,也不是絕望的火,而是被現實重重壓住、還未釋放的「未竟之火」。8964 copyright protection60PENANAGezB4S7WcG 維尼
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我盯著那團火,心頭一沉。8964 copyright protection60PENANAS6AFd8u9pS 維尼
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那火,像是懸在崩潰邊緣的意志,還有一口沒說出口的不甘。不是沒有夢,而是夢被生活一層層掩埋,只剩下一絲微弱的光,在黑暗裡苦撐。8964 copyright protection60PENANA2fautjNKmM 維尼
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他的眼神中藏著疲倦與某種無聲的拉扯。我開始懷疑——是不是出了什麼事?家裡的事?感情問題?還是……那筆我們都不願再提起的投資?8964 copyright protection60PENANAWnsnkHlJBx 維尼
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「改天有機會聚聚吧?」阿杰開口,語氣輕描淡寫,「老吳最近也聯絡上了,大家都挺久沒見了。」8964 copyright protection60PENANA8NobSXRtEi 維尼
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我點了點頭,嘴上敷衍幾句:「好啊,再約。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAwAM0eR9bCl 維尼
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但我的心思早已飄遠。8964 copyright protection60PENANAoAYO4WXJe3 維尼
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他變了,變得太安靜,也太安靜得不像他。8964 copyright protection60PENANA6OSkXCjcXH 維尼
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胸口那團火仍在跳動——小而固執,如同風中搖晃的燭焰,一旦風再大一點,就會熄滅。8964 copyright protection60PENANA5ssG2Aty2N 維尼
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而那一刻我知道——8964 copyright protection60PENANAVzZw0P8YkS 維尼
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如果沒有人在他徹底崩塌前伸出手,他的命火,會自己把自己燒盡。8964 copyright protection60PENANA088NmOS7U4 維尼
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那之後,我的「火視」能力開始失控般擴張。8964 copyright protection60PENANAJHvg4kTbCG 維尼
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街道上的陌生人、超商裡的收銀員、捷運裡蜷縮的乘客,命火一團團地浮現,不再是炙雲居的專利,而是現實中無法遮掩的「光」。8964 copyright protection60PENANA8sxm6hsWv8 維尼
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有人火如野草,亂竄著毫無方向;有人火如垂燈,搖搖欲墜;更多人火已漸熄,僅存灰燼。8964 copyright protection60PENANAVhvNjfdl31 維尼
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我忽然開始明白——命火並不只存在於特異之人或神祇身上,它無所不在,只是人們從未學會觀看它而已。8964 copyright protection60PENANA9dTPFiATvf 維尼
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那天傍晚,我遇見了另一位過去的同事——李悅。8964 copyright protection60PENANAjpYew8fbL8 維尼
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她是當年少數願意聽我傾訴的人,也是我在被裁員後,少數未曾斷聯的舊識。8964 copyright protection60PENANAk95o8BvxFN 維尼
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我們坐在市中心一間老咖啡店裡,窗外飄著小雨。她一如往常地點了熱可可。我知道,她怕冷。8964 copyright protection60PENANAwTvkNIVYKp 維尼
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「還是老樣子啊,江辰,」她笑著,「這種天氣就愛喝甜的。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAfqV3FeeeL0 維尼
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我點點頭,看著她眉眼間的疲憊。8964 copyright protection60PENANAh18LIAg7ND 維尼
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但我看到的,不只是她的眼神。8964 copyright protection60PENANATwnxXv0aVe 維尼
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是她的火。8964 copyright protection60PENANAy9rOId2jYf 維尼
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她胸口的命火像一堆濕透的炭灰,灰濛濛地蜷縮著,幾乎沒有任何跳動。那不是即將死去的火,而是……被長期磨蝕後,無力再燃的火。8964 copyright protection60PENANA92xSzDhAk3 維尼
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那是失望的顏色,是「明明還活著,卻無法再相信生活會改變」的顏色。8964 copyright protection60PENANAMHSfi6nq1t 維尼
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「你最近怎麼樣?」她問。8964 copyright protection60PENANAaNmVQvTrRk 維尼
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我輕聲說:「換了份工作……有點奇怪,但……還算活著。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAFuI2tGwOYQ 維尼
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她笑了,低頭攪著杯子裡的熱可可,聲音輕得像是怕驚動了什麼:「我還在那家公司。制度全變了,主管也換了。現在新來的年輕人都不懂我們以前怎麼熬過來。我看他們……有時也會懷疑自己是不是走錯了什麼路。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAA4rMW382Wd 維尼
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我看著那團火,心裡像被什麼輕輕擠壓著。她的聲音聽來平靜,卻每一句都像從火中被捏出的炭灰,無力卻滾燙。8964 copyright protection60PENANAt3UzhpxoO3 維尼
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「你……有沒有覺得,哪裡特別累?」我小心地問。8964 copyright protection60PENANACojI2aUqdx 維尼
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她愣了一下,笑著回道:「有啊,每天醒來第一個念頭是:要不今天請假好了。或乾脆……不要去了。」8964 copyright protection60PENANARbUbwEvyCF 維尼
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我不知該如何接話,只低頭看著自己冰冷的杯子。8964 copyright protection60PENANAH3XGr3PalC 維尼
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那團火還在,但像是誰不讓它燃,誰也不願它熄。8964 copyright protection60PENANA6chOlUJeEa 維尼
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這樣的火,最難處理。它不需要拯救,只需要一個人記得它還存在。8964 copyright protection60PENANAQd8cnFDXKR 維尼
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我曾想過,回炙雲居請老闆幫我準備一份「點火之串」,只要她吃下去,她的命火就能重燃。8964 copyright protection60PENANAor1RmF3vGj 維尼
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我甚至想好了菜色——用「千魂椒」浸過的魂肋,拌上夜泣花的露水,一串下肚,可讓命火升騰三日。8964 copyright protection60PENANA0PkEZSi4sY 維尼
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但我沒這麼做。8964 copyright protection60PENANA2cEbcKCGyY 維尼
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因為青霜曾說過:「火是因果的映照,不是每一團火,都該被干預。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAZxMMIEVmDb 維尼
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我沒有資格。8964 copyright protection60PENANA6vzYEyLmyo 維尼
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若我為她強行點火,那結果是救她,還是燒盡她?我無從得知。命火一旦被扭曲引燃,便無法回頭。8964 copyright protection60PENANAFRLA4EOvtu 維尼
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「你不一樣了。」她忽然說。8964 copyright protection60PENANAn9KvQI6Sf5 維尼
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我一愣:「哪裡不一樣?」8964 copyright protection60PENANAPWWtkHOQSJ 維尼
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「眼神。」她笑著說,「像是看過什麼很遠的東西,或者……很深的火。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAKshNZjaIJX 維尼
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我沒有回話。8964 copyright protection60PENANAFdYVpyPVOV 維尼
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她說再聚,再約,我答應得很快,但我們都知道,那可能會遙遙無期。8964 copyright protection60PENANA0zJsGCHSpV 維尼
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送她離開時,我替她撐傘。她站在雨裡,回頭對我微笑。8964 copyright protection60PENANAIsQ2DOfYVy 維尼
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那一瞬,我看見——8964 copyright protection60PENANA1qa0jQhjFf 維尼
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她胸口那團炭灰色的命火,竟微微跳了一下。火色仍然暗淡,卻像是聽見了什麼,回應了什麼。8964 copyright protection60PENANACzzSOmLIXY 維尼
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不是點燃,而是回應。8964 copyright protection60PENANAUDRyRsVioF 維尼
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那一刻,我終於明白:8964 copyright protection60PENANAddyoVqpXad 維尼
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命火,是會共鳴的。8964 copyright protection60PENANAds0tBMP5oL 維尼
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有時不必干預,不必拯救,只需讓那團火知道——它還被「看見」著。8964 copyright protection60PENANAi1VUYqTIWo 維尼
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回到炙雲居後,我在後廚翻串。老闆在一旁看著,忽然問我:「最近在外頭,看見什麼了?」8964 copyright protection60PENANABIaP2kJ9L6 維尼
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我沒有直接回答,只淡淡地說:「我開始懂了,不是每團火都該燒得旺。有些火,只要沒熄,就還有希望。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAvfSEhxLtN7 維尼
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他點點頭:「你開始學會守火了。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAUI6S5auS3r 維尼
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我停下手中動作,低聲問:「如果……我想為她點火呢?不是為了控制,而是為了她自己。」8964 copyright protection60PENANA0FXmDwYndm 維尼
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老闆沒看我,只淡淡說了一句:8964 copyright protection60PENANA0fWmY8v22x 維尼
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「那你要準備好,燒的可能不是她,是你自己。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAGR80AWyq0p 維尼
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那晚的炭火格外安靜,像是在聽我心裡的聲音。8964 copyright protection60PENANAk5JUcctKiF 維尼
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我終於明白,在炙雲居,我是翻命的人。8964 copyright protection60PENANA0XuHhV9r0G 維尼
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但在人間,我是守火的人。8964 copyright protection60PENANAgSwXK3Jo4k 維尼
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一個知道命火存在,卻選擇不干預、只用眼、用心、用陪伴去讓它「活著」的,平凡之人。8964 copyright protection60PENANAtzRz0EWN8E 維尼
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我記得李悅離開時,那微亮的一跳。8964 copyright protection60PENANAvveVJOEvSz 維尼
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那不是火變旺的證明,而是命仍在努力的訊號。8964 copyright protection60PENANAI8Qqmm9Cgo 維尼
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這樣的火,不該被奪。8964 copyright protection60PENANAZv6Bn3zsql 維尼
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而我,只需守著它,等它自己——再次燃起。8964 copyright protection60PENANAVZm67gruUj 維尼
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當晚我回到住處,獨自坐在房間昏黃的燈光下,久久無法入睡。8964 copyright protection60PENANAiCeKNVGtl4 維尼
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腦中反覆浮現的,不是火,也不是炙雲居的炭香,而是李悅那回頭一笑下的命火跳動。那不是幻覺,也不是希望——那是一種非常微妙的共振。像火與火之間,產生了一絲輕微的呼應。8964 copyright protection60PENANAdOODyxgZpP 維尼
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我忽然意識到一件事:8964 copyright protection60PENANAOdOjHp7lk6 維尼
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命火,不只是個體的投影,它會因為情緒變動而起伏,也會因為旁人的靠近而回應。像是森林裡的兩團火種,只要夠靠近,就會產生風勢,而那風,就可能讓其中一團火重新燃起。8964 copyright protection60PENANAJf5tbc2PsT 維尼
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我打開桌上筆記本,寫下今天的所見所思:8964 copyright protection60PENANAouqQ44yncL 維尼
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命火觀察第十七日。8964 copyright protection60PENANADCgxxneZJU 維尼
阿杰的火壓抑,李悅的火暗滅。8964 copyright protection60PENANAXptoVncLSM 維尼
命火會受現實情緒波動影響,亦可能因人與人之間的情感牽引出共鳴。8964 copyright protection60PENANA8u7gWWhiJs 維尼
我未介入,火卻跳動。8964 copyright protection60PENANAzPnUlAyPQx 維尼
為何?8964 copyright protection60PENANAqZHqnl6fi6 維尼
是情緒記憶在燃?還是,火本就擁有某種「聽見」的能力?8964 copyright protection60PENANAZlhaU9UAaA 維尼
如果我們的存在能夠成為火的養分,那麼……8964 copyright protection60PENANAiHysR0DO6o 維尼
也許「干預」,不需要手段,只需要「陪伴」?8964 copyright protection60PENANAVKbItQbZdZ 維尼
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寫到這裡,我筆停了片刻,腦中浮現另一個念頭:8964 copyright protection60PENANActAiKCQQm5 維尼
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若我真成了命火的守望者,那我還是江辰嗎?我還是那個會疲憊、會後悔、會恨自己無能為力的江辰,還是說……我也漸漸成了火裡的另一團?8964 copyright protection60PENANAcE0lILc9Jw 維尼
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第二天晚上,我照常回到炙雲居,卻發現青霜等在後廚,手裡拿著一串未烤的鹿肉。8964 copyright protection60PENANAsShIS5iKkb 維尼
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「老闆說,今天讓你試試另一件事。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAponNelk4Wd 維尼
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我愣住:「什麼?」8964 copyright protection60PENANAbMo05DMv9o 維尼
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她將那串肉遞給我,語氣平靜:「這是『對應串』。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAcsjR33dvu5 維尼
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「對應?」8964 copyright protection60PENANA047ZvjUu9t 維尼
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「一種特殊的料理。根據你心裡『想守護的火』,選材製串。這道串並不是給誰吃的,而是——給你自己。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAoJY1hXlGCn 維尼
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她看著我,眼神裡罕見地柔和了些:「命火共鳴的第一步,就是讓你的火,知道你不是只想『看』,而是真的……『關心』。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAdnhSuhrICP 維尼
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我接過那串肉,指尖傳來一絲細微的溫度——與其說是肉的溫度,不如說,是某種記憶的溫度。8964 copyright protection60PENANAQqR7oVkUOF 維尼
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那瞬間,我想到李悅坐在雨中窗口的模樣,想到她說的「是不是走錯了什麼路」。8964 copyright protection60PENANAqNxCy8Tboj 維尼
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我把那串肉放上爐火,一邊翻動,一邊感覺那團火輕輕與我體內的命火發生了連結。炭火間跳出的不是油脂,而是那天我們共同加班時一起買的便當、在辦公室打開飲料時她偷笑的臉、還有我們下班後在夜市買糖炒栗子的味道。8964 copyright protection60PENANAI1fISZJcis 維尼
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全都化為火中的氣味——熟悉,卻遙遠。8964 copyright protection60PENANA4KDZfYpQWc 維尼
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這不是一串料理,而是一串記憶。8964 copyright protection60PENANAeDfayUGlDk 維尼
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我知道了,「對應串」是將你心中那團想守的火,重構在火上,讓你明白它的重量。8964 copyright protection60PENANAjLNlazx7Mm 維尼
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我翻完那串,沒有給任何人,只輕輕放進自己的盤中,看著它安靜地躺在碟裡。8964 copyright protection60PENANAFyuWoMUK24 維尼
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我沒有吃它。8964 copyright protection60PENANANPtfc99nmj 維尼
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我只是坐在一旁,看著它散出的熱氣。8964 copyright protection60PENANACYcsCsQha5 維尼
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忽然明白,有些火,不是拿來吞下的。8964 copyright protection60PENANAIwVuO4SGQ1 維尼
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而是用來記住的。8964 copyright protection60PENANAK6eQvHLLag 維尼
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當晚下班後,我走過熟悉的街角,無意間看見對街的李悅。她一手撐著傘,站在電話亭前,似乎在跟誰講電話。臉上掛著一抹我很久沒見過的表情——不是快樂,也不是釋懷,而是一種……專注。8964 copyright protection60PENANATiBkgMl5cj 維尼
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我望向她的胸口,那團炭灰火焰仍舊微弱,但我確實看到了一絲熱氣從中冒出。8964 copyright protection60PENANAlsqHEWFVm6 維尼
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或許她今天說了一句心裡的話,或許她今天終於為自己做了什麼小小的決定。8964 copyright protection60PENANAkPTGlpEYfC 維尼
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我沒上前打招呼,只在雨中站了片刻,然後轉身離開。8964 copyright protection60PENANAnRRrh4kB3E 維尼
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有些火,不需要你靠近,只要你遠遠地守著,它自己就會學會怎麼燃燒。8964 copyright protection60PENANAg3HQ0qsUN0 維尼
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就像我——8964 copyright protection60PENANAlW3W9AJKTE 維尼
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終於明白了守火的意義。8964 copyright protection60PENANAfjhameTfXk 維尼
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